Naima B. Robert – The 3 Most Dangerous Myths About Self Love LaYinka Sanni

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The speakers discuss the challenges of finding time for oneself and finding love, emphasizing the importance of finding one's own words and being honest. They also stress the importance of positive affirmations and listening to the "we" in group conversations. The speakers also emphasize the need for self-awareness and positive affirmations to help people feel connected to themselves. They stress the importance of finding one's own values and being treated with the way they deserve.

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			Bismillah Salam aleikum wa
rahmatullah. Welcome to Session
		
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			Two of the Muslimah self care
conference. We are with Lee Inca
		
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			Sunni self transformation expert
and I'm sure you all know her. So
		
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			Lee Inca, you may take it away,
I'm going to come off video insha
		
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			Allah and hand the mic to you.
Bismillah
		
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			Bismillah Sudan wherever they come
Ladies, thank you so much for
		
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			coming to this session live. I
know some of you are like, oh,
		
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			where's my tissues leaving because
going to drop some truth bombs. I
		
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			really hope everyone did come with
a with a handheld mirror. That's
		
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			something that I asked.
		
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			I asked you yesterday during our
session yesterday to bring with
		
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			you because I do want to take you
through something insha Allah. But
		
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			before we get started, I do want
to know I want to let you know
		
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			that this is highly interactive.
So this is as Alissa Nicole says,
		
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			I love when she says that this is
a dialogue, not a monologue. So we
		
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			are going to be interacting, so
make that chat box your friend.
		
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			For those of you who are on
Facebook, I can't see your
		
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			comments. So I'm going to be
relying on
		
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			my Nerima to to read them out to
me in Sharla. So to kick us off,
		
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			what I'm going to be talking about
really is the three three
		
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			dangerous myths about self love.
And before we go into those myths,
		
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			I want you in the chatbox to tell
me what is your definition of self
		
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			love, what does self love mean to
you? I just wait for you ladies to
		
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			share what does self love mean to
you?
		
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			That's waiting for the ladies to
gather their thoughts inshallah.
		
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			sissified here says putting aside
time to do things you enjoy. So
		
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			the Farheen says self love means
to be loving, to be kind to be
		
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			compassionate and respect oneself.
raffia says loving yourself
		
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			unconditionally flaws and all
Showflat says accepting yourself
		
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			and Mariam says taking out time
for yourself taking time out for
		
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			yourself
		
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			putting myself first having
boundaries and loving myself all
		
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			the way
		
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			is that freedom Hamid my freedom
Mohammed I'm curious
		
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			because that sounds like a an
answer from from the program went
		
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			on together. And I'm grateful that
you ladies are sharing all your
		
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			your thoughts and I hope ladies on
Facebook you're also sharing our
		
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			thoughts too.
		
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			And the reason why I want to talk
about self love and the myths
		
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			around self love is because we
have we are in an age and age
		
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			where self care and self love and
accepting yourself and all of that
		
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			self stuff is is big, right and
reclaiming your power and all that
		
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			good stuff. And I'm curious to
know when it comes to self love,
		
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			what are your greatest challenges
		
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			in terms of self love? What are
your what's or maybe what's your
		
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			number one challenge in the realm
of self love. So Jamila says
		
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			finding the difference between
feeding my enough's
		
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			find the difference between feed
and minus the ego and
		
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			authenticity. Interesting that
Jimmy lays that in relation to my
		
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			question about definition of self
love is that is that your
		
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			definition of self love? Okay, got
it.
		
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			Okay, so some of the challenges
are actually finding time for
		
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			myself I think he might have some
inclination to what I will say
		
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			towards about that
		
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			forgiving myself for my mistakes
which which is a big one as well.
		
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			Anyone else? What are your what's
your number one challenge with
		
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			regards to self love
		
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			letting go of baggage
		
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			accepting my post baby's body,
that's that's well and you know
		
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			what I would say that you wouldn't
even be the first to feel that way
		
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			and you're not the only one to
feel that way about accepting your
		
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			body after you've had children,
except my look with all
		
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			Not
		
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			knowing how to do it to how to
okay, that will be addressed.
		
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			Letting Go pain and quality time
for myself, learning to say no and
		
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			not having to explain, recognize
that I need to love myself. So
		
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			even just the recognition of
needing to love yourself is the
		
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			challenge, let alone anything else
outside of outside of them. Okay.
		
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			All right, so we've got some,
we've got a real good collection
		
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			of answers there. And it's not the
concept of self love, especially
		
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			in the realm of,
		
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			especially in amongst women is
often seen as a really challenging
		
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			notion, because most of our
messaging growing up culturally,
		
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			has been that women take care of
others, women are there for
		
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			others, women serve others women
are not seen as their own entity,
		
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			but they're seen only in relation
to who they are attached to their
		
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			father, their mother, their
husband, their children, their
		
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			employee, right, women on
typically seen as just as this in
		
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			their standalone in like, as
themselves. And so in this place
		
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			where we're reclaiming ourselves
for ourselves. It's there are
		
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			loads of barriers and boundary
barriers, I would say an obstacles
		
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			for us to break. But there are
some myths around self love that I
		
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			really want to debunk in today's
workshop. And the first one is
		
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			that self care activities mean
that you love yourself, how many
		
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			of you have felt that self care
activities running above, manicure
		
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			pedicure taking yourself out on a
date is actually a manifestation
		
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			of loving yourself, how many of
you have thought and felt that
		
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			before I dropped that particular
myth?
		
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			Sometimes not that, not all the
time, I did look at it that way, I
		
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			fill these out to to activity show
love to the body, not the self.
		
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			insurify That is interesting.
Interesting. Okay, so
		
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			the reason why this is a myth,
right? The reason why self care
		
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			activities on actually a
reflection of self love. So taking
		
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			care of yourself, physically,
		
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			taking yourself out on a date,
buying yourself gifts, whatever it
		
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			might be as a self care, or even
like a way a self love.
		
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			demonstration is not actually
necessarily a reflection of you
		
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			loving yourself, because then
we'll be when they're all women,
		
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			and maybe you're included, who
will do all the self care
		
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			activities, they will go further
to the spa, they'll have the
		
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			facial, they'll get their nails
and feet done, they will go for
		
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			the massage, they will take them
out, take themselves out on a
		
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			date, they will make themselves a
cup of tea, run the bath. And yet
		
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			in the background, they still have
a degree of self love, self
		
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			loathing. They still hate dislike
themselves to a certain degree.
		
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			And so you can do all those
things. And still find yourself in
		
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			a cycle of negativity and,
		
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			and putting yourself down even
though you're doing those things.
		
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			So people often think that if I am
doing these self care activities
		
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			and showing myself love, that
means I love myself. It's not
		
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			true. It's not true. You can do
all those things and still hate
		
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			yourself. You can do all those
things and still loathe yourself
		
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			and think you're trash and think
you're worthless and think you're
		
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			stupid and think you're dumb and a
waste of space, you can actually
		
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			still do that. Because it's just a
matter of doing. But when it comes
		
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			to self love, I want you to check
who and how are you being to
		
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			yourself, not what you are doing
for yourself, not the taking time
		
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			for yourself, not the things that
you are buying for yourself, but
		
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			who are you being to, towards and
for yourself.
		
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			Because when you check that you
can put the activities aside and
		
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			look at who you are being I always
say people have heard me say it,
		
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			that we are human beings, not
human doings, and it's about
		
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			checking the woman that we're
choosing to be raw
		
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			other than just the things that we
choose to do.
		
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			And so I want you to do this, I
want you to write now, in the
		
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			notebook that I know that you
have, or the piece of papers that
		
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			aren't pieces of paper that I know
you have, because you are here to
		
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			learn and you're here to grasp
everything. I want you to write
		
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			down the most, the three most
common phrases that you say about
		
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			yourself that are
		
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			dismissive, that are diminishing,
that are degrading towards
		
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			yourself that are just not very
kind, unkind, right? I want you to
		
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			write the three most common things
that you tell yourself about your
		
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			self. Okay? And when you've got
when you when you've got that
		
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			down, I just want you to type done
in the chatbox. Okay, three
		
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			things, three,
		
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			three most common things you tell
yourself on a regular basis.
		
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			Okay, so we've got
		
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			Sharif that says that one of the
things is that she doesn't have
		
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			control of your emotions, okay.
All right. So how many others have
		
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			got those three things down, just
let me know whether done in the
		
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			chat box. Cool. And the reason why
I'm saying done, if you feel like
		
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			sharing, you can share, that's
fine. There is no obligation.
		
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			But I want you to actually own it
for yourself more than need to
		
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			share it with us, I want you to
own what you have written down.
		
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			Okay, so you've got these things
down. And I want you to get that
		
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			handheld mirror out.
		
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			And I want you to look in your own
eyes.
		
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			And say those words out loud to
yourself.
		
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			Look into your eyes, in the
mirror. So I hope you're using a
		
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			mirror and not a phone. Because
there are two different devices,
		
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			two different things. One's the
device on the mirror and look in
		
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			the mirror, look at yourself into
your own eyes. And say those words
		
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			say those phrases their sentences
out loud.
		
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			You are x you are this you are
that right? Say out loud, like
		
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			you're speaking to yourself in the
mirror.
		
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			And once you've done that type
done in the chat box
		
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			okay
		
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			raffia you're the first to say
done, how did that feel? How did
		
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			it feel? To say that those words
those struggling those those
		
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			sentences out loud to yourself,
Sarah? Or sorta? How did that
		
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			feel? To say it out loud to
yourself, I want you to get real.
		
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			Let's be real here. We're here to
learn. We're here to grow. We're
		
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			here to move. And we can only do
that when we're honest. And real.
		
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			It felt negative to see them.
Right? It didn't feel good. It was
		
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			heartbreaking. It brought tears to
your eyes. And how Yes, yes. Do
		
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			you know the reason why I'm
getting you guys, you ladies to
		
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			say it out loud, is because you
don't understand how deep those
		
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			words cut.
		
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			Those words that you say to
yourself about yourself in your
		
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			head, you don't know how deep they
cut until you hear them.
		
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			In your head, you can almost
justify them, give them a reason
		
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			for why they are true.
		
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			But when you say them, you hear
how unkind they are, how really
		
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			heartbreaking they are.
		
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			And you know, you know that if it
was a friend, saying those words,
		
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			you would tell her something? What
would you say to a friend? If your
		
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			friend said those very same things
that you just said to yourself
		
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			about herself? What would you tell
her?
		
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			What would you say
		
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			for him says looking at myself in
the mirror saying those things
		
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			that I wrote I am worthless,
worthless. It was difficult and so
		
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			hard and I looked away from myself
a few times it felt deeply I felt
		
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			deeply hurt right I
		
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			found it difficult after I said
the first one I won't say those
		
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			things to you wouldn't you
wouldn't say those things to
		
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			anyone but you say them to
yourself.
		
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			You say them to the person
		
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			who should matter to you the most
the human being who's alive who
		
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			should matter to you the most.
Those are the words you're
		
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			uttering to her in your mind.
		
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			All right, so
		
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			If your friends said that if her
friends said that Sarah says she
		
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			would say no, you are capable
woman, your beautiful human being.
		
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			Freda says I will reassure her and
tell her otherwise.
		
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			Ultimately, you would let her know
that those words aren't true.
		
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			Right? You will let her know on
some level that those self
		
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			deprecating phrases
		
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			are on true.
		
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			Right.
		
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			And yet, on some level, right now
you feel and think that those
		
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			phrases are true about you.
		
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			I want let's get curious here.
		
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			Let's get curious here.
		
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			Who told you those things are
true? Where did you hear those
		
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			phrases, that you're unworthy that
you're dumb, that you're ugly,
		
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			that you can't do it, that you're
not able to? That you don't have
		
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			control of your emotions? Who told
you that? Because you heard that
		
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			from somewhere.
		
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			Finger
		
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			being go
		
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			from sometimes from parents, from
a parent, from a spouse, yeah.
		
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			Someone told you that someone told
you those things. At some level.
		
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			You've heard it from someone and
you have absorbed that internalize
		
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			that and made that as your truth.
And you're going around,
		
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			navigating your days, your weeks
your months,
		
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			with these phrases, plastered on
you.
		
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			You took someone else's words to
be true.
		
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			And I want you right now to check
it.
		
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			All they true.
		
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			What evidence do you have that
makes those self deprecating
		
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			phrases? True?
		
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			What is the unshakable evidence
that you have undeniable evidence
		
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			that you have that those phrases
are true? What evidence do you
		
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			have?
		
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			So Habiba says some some of the
things or friends or things that
		
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			friends in my life have said to
me. So again, someone else who
		
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			have said these things.
		
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			Or fer says, I just believe it was
from me, but actually it wasn't,
		
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			was it? Other people have said it?
Yes. My love. Absolutely.
		
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			Habiba says, I'd know that they
are not true, but constantly
		
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			hearing them has made them stick
		
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			constantly hearing them, you have
decided that true. And I can you
		
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			see the shift in my language,
though, has made them stick
		
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			assumes that someone else did it
and has made them steak. But
		
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			actually, let's take ownership and
responsibility and you decided
		
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			that they are true. You decided
that you're useless, you're
		
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			worthless, you're ugly, incapable,
etc, etc. You decided that
		
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			you decided to hold it on, onto a
hold on to those phrases as truth.
		
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			And you know, the beauty of that,
and I know it can sound harsh,
		
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			like what do you mean? lianca?
What do you mean? They said it,
		
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			they made it they did it at a you
know, when you realize that you
		
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			decided to make it true? And you
are the ones who believe it's
		
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			true. You're the one who believes
it's true. You have control to
		
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			change that around 180
		
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			Because if it's someone else you
need to make them change that. But
		
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			when you take ownership and
responsibility, you are empowered
		
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			with the power to change. You are
empowered with the choice to
		
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			choose differently for yourself.
		
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			All right.
		
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			Freda you must hear the words from
someone. Most of the time you've
		
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			heard them or you've taken meaning
from something that's happened and
		
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			decided
		
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			That means that you're so for
instance, let's say that you fail
		
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			an exam. Yeah, someone might not
have have made a comment about
		
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			that specifically, but because of
maybe an expectation or, or
		
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			something like that, you decided
that that failure of the exam
		
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			means that you're dumb means that
you're incapable. Right?
		
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			Right. So it's so in some cases,
it is implicit in implicit it's
		
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			not as explicit. But you have
taken that meaning on from
		
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			something from something that's
happened right.
		
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			Now you don't have evidence that
is true. And the beauty of that is
		
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			now you can choose differently for
yourself. What would be true?
		
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			Instead of those things that you
have decided are true, you're
		
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			dumb, you're stupid, you're
incapable etc.
		
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			What is actually true?
		
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			And let us bring Allah subhanho wa
Taala into the picture.
		
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			Allah, Malakal, Mulk and highlight
the greatest
		
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			what? Who did he put on this earth
when he said couldn't for you to
		
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			be here? Did he put someone down?
Did he put someone who's useless?
		
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			Did he put someone in capable?
		
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			Is that what you're saying about
Allah? Surely not. So what are you
		
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			saying? What do we what uh, what's
the truth here? Especially that
		
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			the way you see yourself is a
reflection of how you see Allah.
		
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			All right. So what do you say what
what is true about you? Really?
		
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			Allah is perfect and he has made
me to be perfect in how he wanted
		
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			you to be. That's really
beautiful. I know your name is not
		
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			Ibrahim Shabbir but I don't know
what your
		
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			apologies my lovely I know that
when we use when when some of you
		
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			use a family members Zoom account
it comes up as a different name to
		
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			your actual name.
		
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			But what is the truth who aren't?
What is the truth about who you
		
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			really are and how you really are?
But you
		
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			got it?
		
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			What's the truth?
		
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			What is the truth because you have
evidence for the truth
		
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			lack of relationship is your lack
of relationship with Allah is a
		
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			reason for your low self worth.
		
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			Just because you have a lack of a
relationship with Allah does that
		
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			mean that you're left with your
your worth or your value is trash?
		
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			Not me. Let me give you an example
that I always give my clients
		
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			you take a nugget of gold
		
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			Yeah.
		
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			You take a nugget of gold and you
chuck it into some manual or under
		
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			some trash and it gets buried in
the trash. Would you say that that
		
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			gold has taken has as
		
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			become devalued because of the
trash that it's buried under?
		
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			Amara I will absolutely
		
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			address what you've just said.
Thank you for sharing.
		
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			i It would be really useful to say
what what you disagree with by the
		
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			way because I'm not sure what
you're referring to. If you took
		
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			that nugget of gold and chopped it
into manual does it reduce the
		
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			value of that gold?
		
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			No, it doesn't.
		
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			You wouldn't suddenly say that
because it's in manure it now
		
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			lacks worth lakhs of value.
		
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			You know it's still a nugget of
gold and it holds value and it has
		
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			worth Imagine seeing yourself like
that.
		
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			That you are a nugget of gold that
Allah subhanho wa Taala has
		
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			decided to bring into this world.
		
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			He this your your entire existence
is a manifestation of a beautiful,
		
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			beautiful sign of winning the fact
that that one sperm made it
		
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			through
		
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			to that egg. Your beginning came
from winning.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And so what leads you to degrade
yourself and to put yourself down
		
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			sis
		
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			Yes, you might not be perfect who
is? Yes, you've been through some
		
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			stuff. Okay, so as everyone else,
right? Does that mean that your
		
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			value and your worth is nothing
		
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			Does that mean that your value and
worth is nothing because you've
		
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			made mistakes you've done some
things you've been through some
		
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			some things, people have said some
things about you. And now that you
		
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			that you are just trash really
		
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			really
		
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			Amanda says I disagree that
because of a lack of connection
		
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			with a lie, you have low self
		
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			esteem, okay, that's, that's not
in relation to anything I've said.
		
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			And the reason why I'm bringing
this for you ladies is to see
		
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			those of you especially who are
engaging in self care activities,
		
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			that's not necessarily a
reflection of how you see
		
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			yourself. And this is an
invitation for you to check in
		
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			with and make shifts to the way
you view yourself. Because you may
		
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			say that you're looking after
yourself and still and still
		
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			treat yourself like trash in your
own head.
		
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			You might be taking steroids to
kick you're taking care of
		
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			yourself externally.
		
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			Right.
		
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			But are you taking care of
yourself internally in the way you
		
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			think and feel about yourself, the
way you see and perceive yourself?
		
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			All you taking care of yourself
for reals because that that self
		
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			care
		
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			that is a manifestation and a
reflection of yourself love.
		
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			Okay, so I just want to check in
with everyone everyone's still
		
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			breathing, everyone's still good.
		
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			How are you feeling?
		
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			Everyone, okay.
		
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			Allah gave each of us
unconditional worth and it exists
		
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			and exists regardless of what
others say, or our productivity or
		
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			success. I believe that but still
find it so hard to remember
		
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			sometimes, you know,
		
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			look, look at the Quran. I always
love just looking at the Quran as
		
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			a reflection of so many learnings
and lessons that we can take and
		
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			how we go about with things for
ourselves. You forgetting is not
		
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			you forgetting is is not a
		
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			doesn't mean that you're bad, or
there's something wrong, it hasn't
		
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			sunk in deeply. It's just a human
condition. And that's why in the
		
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			Quran, when Allah talks to us
about things, he repeats himself,
		
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			he repeats it over the same
scenes, the same topics over and
		
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			over again in the Quran.
		
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			Right? Not because he didn't say
it, not because he because he knew
		
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			that we would forget. We are
inherently forgetful. And that's
		
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			why reminders benefit the
believers, reminders are useful,
		
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			and we will forget and it's
important that we have a means to
		
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			remind ourselves and we and just
like the person who sat in front
		
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			of you, I also benefit from being
reminded because we are humans and
		
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			we inherently forget so it's okay
that you forget it doesn't mean
		
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			that you haven't done the work it
doesn't mean that you're failing
		
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			it doesn't mean that oh my god,
I've gone backwards. No, no, no,
		
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			it's just a reflection of your
humanity. And inherently you will
		
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			forget and accepting that allows
you to move forward and not push
		
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			yourself down like oh, I look at
you because listen when I have my
		
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			moments Yeah. And I might be
having a meltdown with my 16 year
		
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			old son
		
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			and he's like Mom
		
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			what's going on? Mike? What's
happening? I could at that moment
		
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			push myself into a corner and say
what a failure us you teach women
		
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			about how to control their state
and blah blah blah look at you
		
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			what what a mess What a mess. But
no, no, no, no, no, I'm a human
		
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			and I will forget and I will earn
I will trip and I will fall and I
		
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			will pick myself up again but in
the late Darina okay
		
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			powerful reminder My thinking is a
true manifestation of my my self
		
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			love and self care. I love that
connection from the Quran. I
		
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			appreciate appreciate you too SIS.
We need hamdulillah
		
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			Yes, we do love the lessons that
our 16 year old songs give us yes
		
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			we do. hamdulillah Okay, awesome.
So who's ready for Who's ready for
		
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			Myth number two
		
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			could taking care of the external
self through self care activities
		
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			be the science centers have
something going on with the
		
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			internal self possibly
		
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			possibly, or they, they could be a
band aid and being used as a
		
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			runaway mechanism to not have to
face it. So some people feel down
		
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			instead of doing something about
it, they go on by themselves
		
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			stuff, retail therapy, you know,
numbing behavior. That's not
		
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			taking care of yourself, sis,
that's nothing that's running away
		
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			from your mess. That's pretending
that's hiding.
		
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			So, it's, it's, it's read, that's
why I say it's never a reflection
		
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			of what of your, you know, your
self love because some people do
		
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			self care activities as a way of
running away from actually doing
		
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			the necessary work to work on
themselves. Okay.
		
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			So the first myth is self care
activities mean that you love
		
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			yourself.
		
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			Okay, so they are not a
reflection. So number two, self
		
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			love is all about telling yourself
that you love yourself.
		
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			Lies
		
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			it's not you can tell yourself
that you love yourself and still
		
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			hate yourself.
		
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			How many people have used positive
affirmations?
		
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			How many people use positive
affirmations?
		
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			Occasionally did it for a while
didn't change a thing, a model.
		
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			It has no effect of like, I'm
lying to myself. I was big on
		
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			positive affirmations in my
teenage years. Occasionally.
		
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			I use positive affirmations. Not
use it before me. Okay. All right,
		
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			cool.
		
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			Now, anyone who's done any of my
programs or anything with me in
		
00:32:01 --> 00:32:03
			the past, you will know that I
always say that positive
		
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			affirmations are not enough
without doing the real work. So I
		
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			want you to imagine you've got a
bleeding wound. Yeah.
		
00:32:13 --> 00:32:15
			And then suddenly, you come and
just wrap it.
		
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			What's gonna end up happening to
the dressing, what's gonna end up
		
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			happening?
		
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			You've got a bleeding wound, you
put a dressing on it.
		
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			What's gonna happen is going to
seep through.
		
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			It's gonna seep through. Right?
		
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			Right. Because you haven't taken
care of the wound, you haven't
		
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			done surgery.
		
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			That's one of my clients know that
every time we have a group
		
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			session, I call it the Inca
surgery. They're not gonna go
		
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			deep. There's no band aids out
here or bandages. You need to do
		
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			the work. First.
		
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			You need to do the work, the
internal work, the digging up the
		
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			mess. Coming straight from a mess.
Like with mess and just using
		
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			positive affirmations in the
mirror. I'm also I'm an amazing,
		
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			I'm great. I'm this I'm not. And
then your mind is like, yeah,
		
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			yeah, you feel pumped for like,
3.5 seconds. Yeah. And then the
		
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			real beliefs come through, like
girlfriend, you lie and you lie in
		
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			lies, lies, right?
		
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			You just feel like nothing works.
It's not that nothing works.
		
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			positive affirmations actually
have that place.
		
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			I feel like they and I believe in
the work that I do. I've done it.
		
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			I've seen it, that they are only
surface level, they aren't the
		
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			solution to the problem of your
self hatred of your self loathing
		
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			of your low self esteem or low
self worth. They are not the
		
00:34:05 --> 00:34:09
			solution. They can be part of the
solution. But they are they are
		
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			only surface level. And I want to
I want to demonstrate this to you
		
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			real quick.
		
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			I want you to just say no, no, no,
no, don't say out loud. I want you
		
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			to just think in your mind.
		
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			You're such an idiot. You're such
a fool. In your mind. Yeah. Over
		
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			and over. Just do it a couple of
times and in the chat box. Once
		
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			you're done in the chat box, just
type done.
		
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			Such a fool. You're so useless,
whatever it might be, say over in
		
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			your head. I'm sure it wasn't
hard, ladies. Okay. Now what I
		
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			want you to do, I want you to now
replace that with You're amazing.
		
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			You're phenomenal. You're
beautiful. You're wonderful. Just
		
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			rip
		
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			He thought over and over and over
and over again
		
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			and your head and tell me tell me
what happens.
		
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			What happens
		
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			Amara feels like she feels like
loving, they don't makes no
		
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			difference. I believe the positive
things I'm saying the negative
		
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			that gets you things keep popping
back up. Of course they do. The
		
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			negative programming, the negative
words will always reign supreme,
		
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			reign supreme.
		
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			Right, they will always reign
supreme, your mind can't hold too
		
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			negative to two opposing beliefs
at the same time. The polar the
		
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			negative, the unusable and
resourceful one will always win
		
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			every single time.
		
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			So no matter how much you hype
yourself and say, No, I could do
		
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			it. I could, I could, I can do it.
That voice of doubt will come back
		
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			if you allow it to now.
		
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			I want you to allow that voice to
come back.
		
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			I want you to allow that like the
mind trash to come back.
		
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			And just
		
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			like a radio, I want you to just
lower it a little bit. And make it
		
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			sound like Mickey Mouse Donald
Duck. Homer Simpson. Okay.
		
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			And as it sounds like Homer
Simpson, Mickey Mouse, Donald
		
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			Duck, just turn the volume down
further until it switches off
		
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			completely.
		
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			And again, done in the chat box
when you're done and let me know
		
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			when that's done.
		
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			Now, Sarah, because you came first
and I hope I'm saying Sarah,
		
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			Sarah, I'm gonna just switch
between the two because I know it
		
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			could be either one of those. How
was that to turn it off? What was
		
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			that like?
		
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			What was that like to change it?
Change it? Change a little bit,
		
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			and then switch it all the way
down until it clicked off? What
		
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			was that like for you?
		
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			Empower empowering a motto says.
		
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			Subhan Allah indeed ha
		
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			Sapan and Harlock Sapan and
Hurlock? Truly.
		
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			Come on everyone. Like you guys
couldn't have like been so
		
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			bewildered by that that you've
gone quiet.
		
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			Right. So when you heard it like
Donald Duck, it was like, shut up.
		
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			Me. Debbie. Debbie said, um, don't
be so silly. Me. Right. You can't
		
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			take it seriously.
		
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			You can't take it seriously, when
it's in a different voice.
		
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			It sounded absolutely daft.
		
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			But if he I would say change that
change who it sounds like change
		
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			it to Donald Duck. Mickey Mouse,
Homer Simpson,
		
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			Bart Simpson, change it to someone
else and see how easy it is to
		
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			turn it off. See, when you hear
your voice, right? saying those
		
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			words. You believe it? Because
it's in your tone. It's in your
		
00:38:53 --> 00:38:58
			voices in your head. Right. But
when it sounds like Donald Duck,
		
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			when it sounds like Mickey Mouse
when it sounds like like Homer
		
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			Simpson or whoever it might be,
you can't take it seriously
		
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			because it's it sounds ridiculous.
And you realize actually how
		
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			ridiculous those words sound. And
then it's so much easier to turn
		
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			it off. Now with it off. I want
you now. Right? I want you now to
		
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			put those good words back in. So
you're amazing. You're lovable.
		
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			You're incredible. You're
beautiful.
		
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			Bring it all back. Bring it all
back. Yeah, bring all of that
		
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			back.
		
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			And with those words back, I want
you to adjust the sound. Adjust
		
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			the tone, adjust the volume of
those words. So they sound like
		
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			someone who loves you and cares
for you deeply
		
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			So a voice tone, the voice tone,
		
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			volume pitch of someone who cares,
and loves for you deeply
		
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			loves and cares for you deeply.
		
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			And how does it feel hearing it
like that.
		
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			And I'm not saying it needs to be
any particular person, by the way.
		
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			But you know the tone of love for
you,
		
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			you know, the tone of care for
you, you know, the tone of
		
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			consideration for you, and what
you would be what you would
		
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			determine to be a tone of love and
consideration and care. So it
		
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			doesn't, you don't need to, it
doesn't need to be an actual
		
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			person at all. So when I do it, I
don't do it in anyone else's tone.
		
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			But I do it in a tone that is
right. For me, that feels like
		
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			love that feels like care that
feels like consideration. Because
		
00:41:30 --> 00:41:32
			you could have people who love and
care for you, and they don't talk
		
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			to you in that way.
		
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			But you know, what feels like care
what feels like love what feels
		
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			like consideration.
		
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			Okay, so change that up, Laura,
		
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			to match that for yourself. And
the beautiful thing is it doesn't
		
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			because it's not someone you can
choose for yourself. You don't
		
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			need to, you know, it doesn't need
to be someone else.
		
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			Sada says it brought a huge smile
to my face and a lot of tears and
		
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			it felt it made, I felt my heart
just warm, right? That feels good.
		
00:42:08 --> 00:42:13
			That feels good. It feels
beautiful. It's deeper than just a
		
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			bland or positive affirmation.
		
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			It's you taking care of yourself
in a deeply loving way through the
		
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			words that you use in your head.
		
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			And I always say to, I always say
to people say to clients, it's not
		
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			about just aiming to override the
negative with the positive. It's
		
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			about actually allowing yourself
to shut down that negative so that
		
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			you can hear the positive.
		
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			And I don't believe that's true to
you. But I do not believe that you
		
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			can't. And the reason why I say I
don't believe that you can't is
		
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			because the fact that anyone can
do it is it's Allah has given you
		
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			the ability. Allah Karim. Allah
has given us the ability, there's
		
00:43:01 --> 00:43:04
			a block, let's own there's a block
there. But it doesn't mean that
		
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			you don't have the ability to
		
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			which is the word can't count as a
reflection of ability. Can I all
		
00:43:11 --> 00:43:15
			contact? Allah has given you
ability to do this. He has given
		
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			you such great power over your own
mind Subhanallah maybe you're not
		
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			accustomed to it, maybe there's a
block, maybe there's a part of you
		
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			that doesn't even want to believe
it. That's that might be the case.
		
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			Do you have the ability to? Yes,
you do.
		
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			You absolutely do have the
ability.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			So you might be struggling and
finding it a challenge. That's
		
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			okay, that's okay. But you do have
the ability to do it. Okay. So
		
00:43:47 --> 00:43:53
			rounding ourselves back to self
love. Self love is not just about
		
00:43:53 --> 00:43:57
			telling yourself that you love
yourself. It's about paying
		
00:43:57 --> 00:44:00
			attention really to what you are
telling yourself. It's not about
		
00:44:00 --> 00:44:05
			positive affirmations. It's about
checking in with yourself and what
		
00:44:05 --> 00:44:09
			you are saying about yourself,
allowing yourself to you use that
		
00:44:09 --> 00:44:13
			particular tool to check in with
any particular words that you
		
00:44:13 --> 00:44:16
			might be using phrases that you
might be using and shutting them
		
00:44:16 --> 00:44:20
			down. Of course, it's not the real
deep inner work, but it's still a
		
00:44:20 --> 00:44:24
			tool to use to shut it down and to
allow yourself to take back
		
00:44:24 --> 00:44:28
			control because what we don't
realize is that for most of us,
		
00:44:28 --> 00:44:31
			this these words are running on
autopilot and they are running
		
00:44:31 --> 00:44:33
			your day. They are running your
life.
		
00:44:34 --> 00:44:37
			They are running what you are
saying as possible for you. They
		
00:44:37 --> 00:44:40
			are running, what you are going
for and not going for what you are
		
00:44:40 --> 00:44:43
			allowing for yourself or not
allowing for yourself. When you
		
00:44:43 --> 00:44:46
			tell yourself you're useless and
you're worthless.
		
00:44:47 --> 00:44:49
			You will allow people treat you
that way.
		
00:44:50 --> 00:44:54
			When you believe that you are
trash, you allow people to treat
		
00:44:54 --> 00:44:59
			you that way. When you believe
that you aren't worthy. You won't
		
00:44:59 --> 00:44:59
			even stand up for
		
00:45:00 --> 00:45:03
			Your rights you won't use your
voice to express your needs.
		
00:45:05 --> 00:45:11
			So it is about checking in with
what you are saying what you are
		
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			believing about yourself because
they will be those words will be a
		
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			reflection in your life and that
will be your reflection in the way
		
00:45:20 --> 00:45:20
			people treat you
		
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			the third myth
		
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			Are you ready
		
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			are you ready for the third and
final myth about self love
		
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			number three,
		
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			loving yourself
		
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			I'm gonna, just that towards the
end.
		
00:45:54 --> 00:45:57
			I know that's why like, everyone's
quiet over because they're
		
00:45:57 --> 00:45:59
			protesting is like snap
		
00:46:00 --> 00:46:01
			number three.
		
00:46:03 --> 00:46:09
			Then, the third myth is that
loving yourself means others will
		
00:46:09 --> 00:46:10
			love you too.
		
00:46:13 --> 00:46:13
			That's a myth.
		
00:46:16 --> 00:46:22
			You loving yourself does not mean
that others will treat you with
		
00:46:22 --> 00:46:27
			the love and the consideration
that you deserve.
		
00:46:28 --> 00:46:33
			And the reason why I want to bring
this is because I have found in my
		
00:46:33 --> 00:46:39
			time in the work that I do that
people often women specifically,
		
00:46:39 --> 00:46:42
			often get into the realm of loving
themselves and working on their
		
00:46:42 --> 00:46:45
			love so that they can gain the
love of their spouse
		
00:46:50 --> 00:46:53
			but just because you love
yourself, it doesn't mean that
		
00:46:53 --> 00:46:54
			someone will love you.
		
00:46:55 --> 00:47:00
			Or even treat you in the way that
you deserve. It doesn't mean that
		
00:47:00 --> 00:47:04
			they will you have zero control
over that.
		
00:47:05 --> 00:47:11
			And so I always say I always say
to sisters, love yourself because
		
00:47:11 --> 00:47:16
			you are deserving to love
yourself. You are deserving of
		
00:47:16 --> 00:47:22
			that love from yourself not as a
means for others to love You and
		
00:47:22 --> 00:47:25
			to treat you in the way you want
to be treated.
		
00:47:26 --> 00:47:31
			Love yourself because you are
worthy of that point blank period
		
00:47:32 --> 00:47:34
			not because of someone else
		
00:47:35 --> 00:47:39
			okay not because you want some
someone else to show up for you in
		
00:47:39 --> 00:47:40
			a certain way.
		
00:47:41 --> 00:47:45
			If you are inadvertently trying to
get to someone you know someone to
		
00:47:45 --> 00:47:48
			treat you some way so you think
yeah, let me just you know act
		
00:47:48 --> 00:47:52
			confident and and love myself.
It's not going to work.
		
00:47:54 --> 00:48:00
			Love yourself for yourself. Love
yourself because you are worthy of
		
00:48:00 --> 00:48:03
			it. Love yourself because you
		
00:48:05 --> 00:48:07
			are a sign of Allah
		
00:48:12 --> 00:48:19
			love yourself because you are a
sign of Allah subhanho wa Taala
		
00:48:23 --> 00:48:27
			I'm gonna leave you with that just
just just a second. Just
		
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			hold on to that one for a second
		
00:48:41 --> 00:48:45
			because that one there, that piece
right there.
		
00:48:47 --> 00:48:53
			That's the nugget. That is the one
of everything that I've shared
		
00:48:53 --> 00:48:56
			today. You can like you can legit
just throw everything to the wall.
		
00:48:56 --> 00:48:59
			But I want you to walk away with
that specifically
		
00:49:01 --> 00:49:07
			to love yourself because you are a
sign
		
00:49:09 --> 00:49:12
			of the Lord of the worlds
		
00:49:14 --> 00:49:21
			and he has favored you. He says in
the Quran. He has favored you
		
00:49:22 --> 00:49:26
			about all his creation. You
		
00:49:27 --> 00:49:33
			Yes, specifically you the
collective us and you specifically
		
00:49:33 --> 00:49:34
			he has
		
00:49:35 --> 00:49:42
			favored you specifically over all
the gazillion million billion
		
00:49:43 --> 00:49:48
			creation that we have that we know
that we don't know that exists,
		
00:49:49 --> 00:49:51
			right? He has favored you.
		
00:49:54 --> 00:49:59
			And because he has favored you,
you are inherently worthy of love.
		
00:50:00 --> 00:50:07
			Loving yourself. And I say that as
a as I say, and I say that because
		
00:50:07 --> 00:50:10
			when we speak of being worthy of
love, we always think it has to be
		
00:50:10 --> 00:50:11
			from another human being.
		
00:50:13 --> 00:50:16
			What about the human being you see
in your reflection
		
00:50:20 --> 00:50:21
			What about her
		
00:50:24 --> 00:50:26
			you seek it from him, you seek it
from them you seek from this, you
		
00:50:26 --> 00:50:29
			seek it from that, what about from
yourself
		
00:50:36 --> 00:50:41
			and another thing that I want to
add here is people's reflection
		
00:50:41 --> 00:50:44
			people's be treatment of you.
		
00:50:45 --> 00:50:47
			Is not a reflection of your worth.
		
00:50:49 --> 00:50:53
			How people treat you, the love or
the lack of love, they treat you
		
00:50:53 --> 00:50:59
			they give you is not a reflection
of your worth, and your value
		
00:51:00 --> 00:51:00
			at all.
		
00:51:03 --> 00:51:05
			Because people treating you like
trash, you'll think that you are
		
00:51:05 --> 00:51:06
			trash you're not
		
00:51:07 --> 00:51:11
			is people who are treating you
like trash. Okay
		
00:51:16 --> 00:51:22
			lots of process out here. And I do
want you I do want to leave you
		
00:51:22 --> 00:51:22
			with
		
00:51:24 --> 00:51:29
			the last reminder that how you
treat yourself not externally, how
		
00:51:29 --> 00:51:33
			you treat yourself internally is a
reflection of your self love. So
		
00:51:33 --> 00:51:36
			you can do all the things by all
the things you can have the
		
00:51:36 --> 00:51:37
			husband, you can have the
children, you can have all the
		
00:51:37 --> 00:51:38
			things right.
		
00:51:39 --> 00:51:44
			But it's not about that or them.
It's all about here and here. What
		
00:51:44 --> 00:51:52
			you are doing here for yourself to
yourself, is truly a manifestation
		
00:51:52 --> 00:51:53
			and reflection
		
00:51:55 --> 00:52:00
			of your love for your self. And I
pray that Allah subhanaw taala
		
00:52:00 --> 00:52:08
			helps us all to love ourselves as
his sign and that we are able to
		
00:52:08 --> 00:52:13
			show up in the world from a place
of loving ourselves and that
		
00:52:13 --> 00:52:18
			permeates all the decisions that
we make. It leads to the what we
		
00:52:18 --> 00:52:21
			focus on what we choose for
ourselves what we don't choose for
		
00:52:21 --> 00:52:28
			ourselves and that he takes us
when He is pleased with us
		
00:52:28 --> 00:52:33
			Allahumma me neuropil al Amin is
our common law affair. Ladies it
		
00:52:33 --> 00:52:37
			has been an honor and a privilege
to have this time with you to
		
00:52:37 --> 00:52:37
			bring some
		
00:52:39 --> 00:52:43
			some some truths break down those
myths
		
00:52:45 --> 00:52:48
			hamdulillah there's a colossal
failure and yeah like Inca thank
		
00:52:48 --> 00:52:53
			you so so so much for that Masha
Allah Yeah, I think there is lots
		
00:52:53 --> 00:52:57
			to process for everyone so
Alhamdulillah good thing that
		
00:52:57 --> 00:53:01
			there is a recording of this. And
it's also available for you guys
		
00:53:01 --> 00:53:04
			to watch in the Facebook group as
well in sha Allah
		
00:53:06 --> 00:53:11
			any last words for US ally income
before we shut before we close up
		
00:53:12 --> 00:53:14
			this session, just want to say
just a favor and for always being
		
00:53:14 --> 00:53:18
			honest with us. And being you know
that that Auntie it's not really
		
00:53:18 --> 00:53:21
			an anti, but you know that it has
to be an auntie figure who's
		
00:53:22 --> 00:53:25
			pointing you out? You know?
Because it has to be Mashallah.
		
00:53:25 --> 00:53:26
			Yeah.
		
00:53:27 --> 00:53:31
			I know, it's like, you can't
really well, I'm not young, you
		
00:53:31 --> 00:53:33
			know, I know I look at but I'm
not.
		
00:53:34 --> 00:53:37
			I feel like you're in my auntie
but you're not my auntie because
		
00:53:37 --> 00:53:40
			you're younger than me. But still,
it's the energy, you know.
		
00:53:41 --> 00:53:45
			And handily learned, do you know
what it's, I think it comes from
		
00:53:46 --> 00:53:51
			me, I do a lot of this from
looking at my previous self,
		
00:53:51 --> 00:53:54
			right. And those of you who most
of you don't know that my middle
		
00:53:54 --> 00:53:58
			name is Rama. And my old self
always used to go by that name.
		
00:53:59 --> 00:54:04
			And I, whenever I put something
out whenever I'm doing something,
		
00:54:04 --> 00:54:08
			it's always with dear Rama,
because I'm talking to her, that
		
00:54:08 --> 00:54:12
			person who has been on the journey
over the last few, you know, four
		
00:54:12 --> 00:54:13
			or five years.
		
00:54:14 --> 00:54:18
			And just saying things that I wish
someone had pulled me up and said,
		
00:54:18 --> 00:54:22
			right, hold it hold like to come,
come Come and sit down. Let's
		
00:54:22 --> 00:54:27
			talk, right. These are the things
that I share. It comes from that
		
00:54:27 --> 00:54:28
			place.
		
00:54:30 --> 00:54:34
			And I do want to say, I know that
those of you who have followed me,
		
00:54:34 --> 00:54:37
			you know that I just spit truth. I
just don't I just keep it 100
		
00:54:38 --> 00:54:42
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brought out a book of Lean Katroo
		
00:54:42 --> 00:54:48
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also an audio companion so you can
		
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			hear my voice. We need to hear you
know.
		
00:54:53 --> 00:54:57
			So if, if you want access to that
you can just go to lean
		
00:54:57 --> 00:54:59
			cassandra.com forward slash truths
and that's immediate
		
00:55:00 --> 00:55:03
			be available in sha Allah. It
comes with a book comes with
		
00:55:03 --> 00:55:08
			journaling space, because I asked
the questions, you know, I'm
		
00:55:08 --> 00:55:09
			getting you to move
		
00:55:11 --> 00:55:16
			scuttles off over to the internet,
but I think a.com/druids scuttled
		
00:55:16 --> 00:55:17
			over
		
00:55:18 --> 00:55:21
			Yes ladies ya know you won't get
that well you can post the link in
		
00:55:21 --> 00:55:25
			the Facebook group for the
attendees to be able to access it
		
00:55:25 --> 00:55:27
			and of course we will give it out
to the list as well in sha Allah.
		
00:55:28 --> 00:55:32
			Wonderful. May Allah bless all the
work that you continue to do and
		
00:55:32 --> 00:55:35
			allow you to continue to do that
work. You know I love you for the
		
00:55:35 --> 00:55:38
			sake of Allah and I know that
everybody here does as well Masha
		
00:55:38 --> 00:55:43
			Allah does Ecolo hater for sharing
the space with us. And we love
		
00:55:43 --> 00:55:46
			you. We love you too. I love you
too.
		
00:55:47 --> 00:55:51
			Everyone take a break for the next
session in Charlotte and I will
		
00:55:51 --> 00:55:55
			see you back here for our next
session. I believe it's the final
		
00:55:55 --> 00:55:59
			session of the day. Am I right? Am
I dreaming? Is the final session
		
00:55:59 --> 00:56:00
			of today? No, we have to
		
00:56:02 --> 00:56:08
			offer at five UK time for
postpartum and we have just a race
		
00:56:08 --> 00:56:13
			at seven for the divorcees. So
yeah, don't miss those insha Allah
		
00:56:13 --> 00:56:15
			guys, we'll see you in the
Facebook group. Does that come a
		
00:56:15 --> 00:56:18
			little faded? So how like
Allahumma Robina behind the
		
00:56:18 --> 00:56:21
			eyeshadow and La Ilaha and was
stuck through quite one or two we
		
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			like so when they come or any
concern