Morad Awad – Limping to Jannah

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The speaker discusses Subhanallah's past struggles with Subhanallah and his desire to convert to Islam. They also talk about a woman who faced physical and emotional defect and lost her life, and was punished by the Prophet sallahu alayhi wa sallam. The group discusses challenges and struggles facing them, including a dostic worker, a dostic woman, and a dostic man. They emphasize the importance of avoiding harming oneself by burying others, focusing on health and behavior, and not letting things hold them back.

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			Salam aleikum Abdullah Abu
		
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			Salah Al Hamdulillah salatu salam
ala Rasulillah.
		
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			Someone else Muhammad kulula him
Al Hamdulillah when Allah and
		
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			Allah Allahu Akbar Hola Hola,
Quwata illa biLlah la de la,
		
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			we ask Allah subhanaw taala for
the best of this day, and for the
		
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			good of what comes after it, we
seek refuge in Allah from the evil
		
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			of this day, and the evil that
comes after it.
		
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			So today inshallah
		
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			you know, it's
		
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			it's my last Friday hotter
		
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			in Ramadan.
		
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			And just like, you know, Ramadan
has finished Subhanallah
		
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			a lot of us might, you know, we
have a lot of emotions going
		
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			through our hearts, and a lot of
thoughts going through our minds
		
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			right now.
		
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			Some of us may feel like we're
lagging,
		
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			we missed out on so many
opportunities.
		
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			We didn't do that much. We could
have done so much more Subhanallah
		
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			any of us here feel like like
we're late bloomers. You know,
		
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			like, people figure it out and
they get on their game, but we
		
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			just don't get on it as quick.
		
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			Subhanallah I was thinking of
that, for myself, of course. And
		
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			I want us to live the story
		
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			of a man that lived at the time of
the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa
		
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			sallam in Medina.
		
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			This man,
		
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			his son, his best friend, his
family, everyone converted to
		
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			Islam before it makes up for him.
And his family were wondering what
		
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			they can do to get him to convert
to Islam. He used to worship a
		
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			little idol made out of wood. He
carved himself. Smash his name was
		
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			Amaru, new Jamar.
		
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			He used to worship this little
idol. And one day his family were
		
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			thinking what can we do to
convince
		
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			him that this idol is useless. So
every day in the middle of the
		
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			night, every night, in the middle
of the night, they would take this
		
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			idol, they would put a lot of
trash and garbage in a hole and
		
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			put the idol in the midst of it.
Sometimes it's like a dead dogs
		
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			carcass. Or sometimes it's some,
some trash, and they would put the
		
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			idol in the middle and he would
wake up and he would find this
		
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			idol there.
		
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			And he would take the idol, clean
it up, polish it and put it back
		
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			and worship it again.
		
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			The first night, the second night,
the third night, they did the same
		
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			thing. The third night, he took
his sword out. And he put it on
		
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			this idol. He's like, Well, life,
you can't help yourself. I'm never
		
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			gonna worship you again. Like no
way every single day. You're being
		
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			thrown inside this pile of garbage
and you can't protect yourself.
		
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			Right? So the day after it was in
a pile of garbage can. So he said,
		
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			law How the * is he broke this
idol. And his family said, Isn't
		
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			it time for you to come along and
worship? We know you're a late
		
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			comer. We didn't tell you but
we've all been Muslim. You're the
		
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			only one who was not Muslim in the
whole family. And you said law.
		
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			Allah Muhammad Rasul Allah, this
Yeah. And he, he came to Islam.
		
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			But this particular Sahabi had
something like a physical defect
		
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			with him.
		
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			This man I'm running out of the
ALLAH and
		
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			he walked with a limp.
		
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			He limped
		
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			when the battle of bedrock came,
and the Prophet sallallahu alayhi
		
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			wa sallam called the Sahaba to
defend in Medina. He said, whoever
		
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			wants to come can come, he came
out, but his four sons told him
		
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			no, no, look that you have a limp.
This is a voluntary, you know,
		
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			exhibition. We're going out. We're
not really Hala, you know, just
		
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			stay.
		
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			He stayed.
		
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			And then when he came, he heard
about what they did. And he heard
		
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			about the angels and he heard that
were recited about the people of
		
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			Baghdad, he felt so deprived. He
felt so broken. He felt like he
		
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			missed out on the opportunity of a
lifetime. The Sahaba were Yanni
		
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			the prophets I send them would say
the people of whether Allah will
		
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			overlook their sins the people
have budgeted this the people by
		
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			the time or had came.
		
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			By the time offered came
		
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			the Sahaba were making and I just
want you to imagine the emotions
		
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			going through all of the Sahaba
the tribes of Arabia gathered
		
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			themselves. They're coming in
about more than 3000 men and
		
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			they're approaching el Medina.
Medina is on red alert at this
		
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			point, everyone is getting ready.
Everyone is preparing. And then
		
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			this man humbled ninja model the
ALLAH and he comes and he's
		
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			limping. And his sons tell him
that you have a limp.
		
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			You're clearly not going to help
us in his battle. You have to stay
		
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			home. He said, Well Allah, I will
not stay home.
		
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			I'm going to tell us who Allah
about you.
		
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			I'm going to go and complain to
him about you, you deprived me but
		
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			there but what Allah you're not
going to deprive me this one. He
		
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			went to the Prophet sallallahu
alayhi wa sallam.
		
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			And he said yeah Rasul Allah.
		
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			Rasool Allah last time but my my
children prevented me from coming.
		
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			They said I have a limp. And now I
want to participate in a herd but
		
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			I still have this limp.
		
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			Ya rasool Allah, please allow me
to limp to Jana. With my with my
		
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			life. Yo Rasul Allah allow me to
limp to Jana. I want to limp this
		
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			leg right here in January rasool
Allah La masala look at this look,
		
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			look at the heart of this this
man. Despite the defect despite
		
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			what Allah tested him with, he did
not want it to deprive him the
		
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			edge of Gen metal for those
Subhanallah
		
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			those who sallallahu alayhi wa
sallam told them
		
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			okay, you can come.
		
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			He went, participated in the
Battle of and fought until
		
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			he was killed until he was
martyred. Now the Allah Allah
		
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			Allah Allah, the Prophet
sallallahu alayhi wa sallam saw
		
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			him with the rest of the Sahaba
laying in the battlefield, where
		
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			the Sahaba are buried Hamza bin
Abdul Muttalib, Mossad Nomade and
		
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			the rest of the Sahaba
		
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			it was a huge day
		
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			and he was there that also
sallallahu alayhi wa sallam saw
		
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			him. He said, Well Allah He it's
as if I see him. It's as if I see
		
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			him
		
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			limp without a limp and Jana
walking with a perfect leg in
		
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			Jannah
		
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			Allahu Akbar
		
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			as if I see him walking with a
straight leg and Jana,
		
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			take him and do not bury him with
the rest of the Sahaba here
		
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			there's Hamza and most of all of
them know there is another
		
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			companion. His best friend his
name was Abdullah Abdullah Hassan
		
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			Abdullah haram was his best
friend. He said go and bury him
		
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			next to Abdullah and haram for
wala he they love each other in
		
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			this dunya and they will be buried
next to each other until yarmulke,
		
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			Liam
		
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			and he buried them right next.
Allahu Akbar.
		
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			Yeah, one.
		
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			Every single one of us has a limp.
		
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			Every single one of us has a
struggle. Every single one of us
		
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			has something holding them back
		
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			from going towards Allah subhanho
wa Taala it can be a sin.
		
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			Something that we can't get rid
of. It can be a bad habit. It
		
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			could be something in our
personality, our character,
		
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			something we think it's ingrained
in us something that's holding us
		
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			down. For the mother's it could be
like, you know, breastfeeding a
		
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			child. It could be pregnancy,
something holding us down mate
		
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			preventing us from engaging with
the spiritual acts like the rest
		
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			of the people around us.
		
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			We stand up to pray. Every one is
praying and Harsha everyone is
		
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			crying but I can't shed a tear.
		
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			Everyone is reading Quran fast,
but I can't seem to get it
		
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			straight. Everyone is learning how
to be to read but I can't do it.
		
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			People are memorizing left and
right. And I read and read and
		
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			read and I can't memorize.
Everyone is making money and
		
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			donating from their wealth for the
sake of Allah but somehow I'm just
		
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			not getting it. I don't have
anything to give for the sake of
		
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			Allah. I have a limp.
		
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			But this limp one can be what is
entering us into Jana. This limp
		
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			can be what makes us stand in
front of Allah night and cry on
		
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			one sincere day and say your hola
I messed up. Y'all I just can't
		
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			get it straight. Please y'all
Allah, forgive me for my
		
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			shortcomings. Y'all Allah I'm
trying to get to Jana.
		
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			This limp is not going to stop me
from trying to get to Jana.
		
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			Every time this person falls, they
get up again. They get up and they
		
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			don't let it stop them.
		
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			They keep moving. They keep going
back. Everyone just like Abdullah
		
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			just like Omro
		
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			can imagine everyone with their
horses running with their regular
		
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			legs with all their muscles. And
he's just limping behind them
		
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			imagine him in the battle scene.
Imagine him limping behind
		
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			everyone, the last person to get
to where it was. But one of the
		
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			few that actually achieved
martyrdom. Yeah, one.
		
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			That limp was what got
		
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			to Jana.
		
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			If he didn't have that he would
have not became a martyr.
		
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			If he didn't have that his answer
for Jana wouldn't have been his
		
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			dot for Jana wouldn't have been
answered.
		
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			Yeah, one, let's think about us.
You know, that limp that we have,
		
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			you know, that limp that we we all
have, that limp can be
		
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			what is going to enter us into
Jannah.
		
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			It's matter of fact, that limp,
that defect, that sin and then we
		
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			keep going back to and repenting
and back and repenting and back
		
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			and repenting, or that slot that
impediment in a bad way. I can't
		
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			stand for a long time. I can't
read for a long time. I can't pray
		
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			for a long time. I can't donate a
lot of my all that. that's holding
		
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			us up. That is Allah's answer to
your diet. Maybe we're making dua
		
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			to Allah get rid of this limp, day
and night, but it's the limp. That
		
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			is the actual answer for our diet.
		
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			The limp we're making diet to get
rid of is the answer for
		
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			me deep perhaps Allah knows that.
If he got rid of this limp,
		
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			you wouldn't attain Jana.
		
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			And you asked for Jana, day and
night, and he wants to give it to
		
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			you.
		
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			Yeah, one. What is our limb? Don't
let anything hold you down. Just
		
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			like HumbleBundle Jamar. He didn't
stop. And he didn't let him hold
		
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			it back and hold him back. He got
up and he continued, he lost an
		
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			opportunity. But he made it up and
he moved forward.
		
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			And that's what we need to do with
our own limps that we have. Did
		
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			you know
		
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			interesting fact about handling
Jamar
		
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			46 years after 146 years after
100.
		
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			A huge like there's like this this
like a lot of rainfall that came
		
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			down in Medina and the river
formed in the wedge of Hood. If
		
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			you guys know how it looks.
There's a wedge in the mountain
		
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			and it formed and it's swept away
all of the graves of the Sahaba
		
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			and one companion was alive then
that new armor of new Jamar and
		
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			Abdullah and haram, jab it up not
deliberately alone. And he was one
		
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			of the companions that went to
rebury the Sahaba because their
		
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			bodies had surfaced
		
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			their bodies at surface 46 years
later. What do you expect the body
		
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			to look like?
		
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			Jabber Abdullah Abdullah reports
in an authentic narration.
		
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			He said we were re burying the
bodies but the one that stood out
		
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			from all of them was amrutam.
		
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			Allah, He said we picked him up.
He said in what Allah it's as if
		
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			he just was martyred today.
		
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			And when we smelled him we were
covering our mouth.
		
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			Abdullah Ahmed Robles jumbo, he
smelled like misc 46 years later,
		
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			get the subcommand Allah.
		
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			If he didn't have that limp, where
would he have gotten that status?
		
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			Yeah, come on. Don't be sad that
we have the slim. Be proud, be
		
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			happy and know that it might be
the answer to all the diets that
		
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			you made this Ramadan. May Allah
don't let it hold you down. We all
		
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			have setbacks, but in sha Allah,
we can make it up in sha Allah we
		
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			can pick up and become better and
continue to stand up and do what's
		
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			good for ourselves in sha Allah to
Allah, Allah subhana colomba 100
		
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			Shadow Allah Allah, Allah and stir
Stouffer go to Santa Monica,
		
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			shareholder Melbourne and levy
		
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			levy Lupo
		
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			wonderful on
		
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			femora Shahida
		
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			I'm
		
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			gonna Maddy one elewana says
		
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			mean
		
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			you read on libido more you saw
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			to mellow like that I wanted to be
on Long Island
		
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