Maryam Amir – When youre feeling far from Allah

Maryam Amir
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The speaker discusses the Arabic language and its origins, including a verse that references the presence of Allah and a culture of war. They also mention a woman who recites the Quran and talks about the effect of her actions on others. The speaker emphasizes the importance of reading the Quran in English for clarification.

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			Are you feeling far from Allah?
		
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			Listen to this.
		
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			I had Quran class with Sheikh Abdullah Deeb
		
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			yesterday and I was in tears when he
		
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			stopped me at a verse.
		
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			The verse included in it said to the
		
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			prophet, peace be upon him, you are only
		
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			a warner, you are only but a warner.
		
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			Sheikh Abdullah is one of the foremost Quran
		
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			scholars in the world.
		
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			He's one of the shortest sanads in the
		
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			world and I had stopped here because there
		
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			is a part that you can stop in
		
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			this ayah and he told me some salawa
		
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			on the prophet because this verse is referencing
		
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			the prophet being a warner.
		
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			And then he told me about a Quran
		
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			scholar in history who had different intentions for
		
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			the moments that he did the khatm of
		
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			the Quran.
		
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			He said he had a khatm for Allah,
		
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			a khatm for the prophet, peace be upon
		
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			him, and a khatm for the anbiya, the
		
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			prophets.
		
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			I didn't understand what he meant.
		
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			What does it mean to have a khatm
		
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			for a completion of the Quran for the
		
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			sake of Allah?
		
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			Of course we always recite for the sake
		
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			of Allah, but what does it mean to
		
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			intend that it's going to be for Allah?
		
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			And he shared with me that every single
		
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			time this scholar would recite the Quran, he
		
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			would stop at a name of Allah subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala.
		
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			And I want you to think about how
		
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			many names of Allah there are in the
		
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			Quran.
		
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			Every time he would stop at a name
		
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			of Allah, he would just start making dhikr,
		
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			praising Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.
		
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			It would take him months to complete that
		
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			reading of the Quran and then he would
		
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			start with another one with the intention that
		
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			every time he passes a verse that has
		
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			to do with the prophet that's talking to
		
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			or referencing the prophet, peace be upon him,
		
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			he would stop at the appropriate spot and
		
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			send salawa on the prophet.
		
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			And then there was a third intention that
		
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			every time he read and there was a
		
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			name of another prophet or the prophets that
		
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			he would send peace upon them.
		
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			I want you to think about the effect
		
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			of your heart.
		
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			How does that affect your interaction with the
		
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			Quran?
		
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			You are interacting with the He asked me
		
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			a question and he said, what if you
		
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			didn't respond?
		
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			What if you ignored my question and you
		
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			just kept reciting?
		
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			He said, wouldn't that be so rude for
		
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			you to just keep talking and ignore what
		
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			I've asked you?
		
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			Then what about when Allah talks to you?
		
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			Why aren't we responding when the verses are
		
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			asking us?
		
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			It's a conversation between you and Allah subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala.
		
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			This scholar, when he was passing away, his
		
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			son narrates what he saw.
		
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			He said his father suddenly looked up and
		
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			he said, welcome, oh prophet, peace be upon
		
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			him.
		
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			Welcome, oh prophet Ibrahim, peace be upon him.
		
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			Welcome, oh granddaughter of the prophet, peace be
		
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			upon him, Zaynab.
		
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			He said, welcome, am I deserving of all
		
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			of this?
		
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			Am I deserving of all of this?
		
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			Whatever he was seeing, subhanAllah.
		
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			And then he made the shahada and he
		
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			passed away.
		
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			You may feel very distant from Allah.
		
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			What I want to remind you is that
		
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			the Quran was sent to you because Allah
		
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			loves you.
		
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			It's a conversation with you.
		
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			So respond to the conversation.
		
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			And if you don't understand the Arabic, begin
		
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			reading it in the English translation.
		
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			When you talk to Allah subhanahu wa ta
		
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			'ala in dua, He responds to you with
		
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			the Quran.