Maryam Amir – When shaytan whispers

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The concept of " women's responsibility" is discussed as a woman who is responsible for the well-being of others, and as the ones who whisp to her by the Shaitan. The importance of forgiveness and acknowledging one's own mistakes is emphasized, along with the struggles of bringing up addictions and avoiding them. The segment also touches on the struggles of bringing up addictions and avoiding them, and the importance of learning to fight Shaytan.

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			Men are walking to the masjid, when all
		
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			of a sudden there is a woman in
		
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			the hall.
		
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			And she looks at him, and he looks
		
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			at her.
		
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			She leans at him, and she says, come.
		
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			And he looks at the masjid, and then
		
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			he follows her.
		
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			And they're walking away from the salah.
		
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			You can hear in the background that there
		
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			is the imamah.
		
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			They're still walking away.
		
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			You can hear in the background that there
		
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			is Allah hu akbar.
		
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			They've started the salah.
		
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			They're still walking away.
		
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			Then they come to a cemetery.
		
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			And he's looking around.
		
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			And he looks at her, and she beckons
		
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			him, and he says, yes.
		
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			So he follows her into a cemetery.
		
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			Then she opens the door to her supposed
		
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			home under the ground.
		
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			And he looks around, and he says, yes.
		
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			And then he walks in.
		
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			And then she takes off her naqab.
		
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			And it is shaitan.
		
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			But now he's trapped under the ground, and
		
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			he's free.
		
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			And when I saw this, I thought about
		
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			all the messaging, messaging that sometimes we hear
		
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			about shaitan and about our roles as men
		
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			and women and about salah and the importance
		
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			of salah and how easy it is to
		
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			be distracted from salah, but you never know
		
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			when you're going to die, which is right
		
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			now.
		
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			And there was so much intensity in the
		
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			messaging.
		
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			And then I thought, what is the actual
		
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			message of the Quran?
		
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			Because when we look at the idea of
		
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			other religious texts, when it comes to the
		
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			story of Adam, when it comes to the
		
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			story of Shaitan's role in their interaction, it
		
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			is very different from what we see in
		
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			the Quran itself.
		
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			We have been very affected by many outside
		
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			ideologies and Muslim communities, just historically, whether it's
		
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			colonialism more recently or when we trace for
		
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			many centuries past the ideas of Greek philosophy
		
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			and the translation of those texts into Arabic,
		
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			speaking into our texts.
		
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			And in an important attempt for our scholarship
		
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			to be able to understand the difference between
		
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			fabricated FIV and authentic FIV, there was a
		
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			time period where we have fabricated statements that
		
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			are not attributable to the Prophet, peace be
		
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			upon him, but were spread for political reasons
		
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			during certain times of our history.
		
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			And all of those have impacted sometimes the
		
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			way that we see ourselves and the way
		
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			that we see our religion.
		
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			So when we're looking at the actual idea
		
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			in this video of a man, we're seeing
		
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			someone who is so tempted by the idea
		
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			of a woman, not even what she looks
		
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			like, which is very degrading and very debasing
		
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			for someone to have a woman in this
		
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			video in this way.
		
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			It's very disgusting.
		
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			But the idea that a man is about
		
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			to go for salat, he's about to enter
		
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			the masjid, Shaitan is the one who whispers
		
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			to him because Shaitan came in the form
		
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			of a woman.
		
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			And then as he's about to realize that
		
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			he's in a cemetery, this is really weird,
		
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			but a woman's temptation is more important than
		
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			the potential of continuing to live.
		
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			This speaks to the idea of the biblical
		
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			concept of a woman being responsible for Adam,
		
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			peace be upon him, downfall.
		
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			This is blasphemy in Islam.
		
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			But the idea that Hala, our mother, seduced
		
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			Adam, peace be upon him, is the same
		
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			concept we are seeing playing out here.
		
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			This potential Shaitan that took off in Allah
		
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			and was calling to the hellfire.
		
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			This idea in the Quran of who Adam
		
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			and Hala are, peace be upon them, you
		
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			all know that both held responsibility.
		
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			You all know that both were held accountable,
		
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			both made repentance, both were forgiven, and the
		
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			role of the Shaitan, whether or not he
		
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			played this idea of whispering to them, yes,
		
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			he did what was said to them, but
		
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			they held accountability in a way that they
		
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			equally repented to Allah.
		
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			What we also see in their story is
		
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			that we actually, in the Quran, Allah SWT
		
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			places, if we are to say any form
		
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			of blame, Adam, peace be upon him, has
		
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			a slight amount of more, not accountability, but
		
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			almost blame, maybe it's not the right word,
		
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			in the way that the Quran mentions him.
		
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			So when we are looking as believers and
		
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			looking at our reality and the things that
		
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			we are struggling with, some of those things
		
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			that I see oftentimes are those related to
		
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			self-worth.
		
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			That when someone is in some of the
		
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			depths of darkness in the way that they
		
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			see themselves, they often believe that this is
		
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			actually the way that Allah sees them.
		
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			They believe that those terrible thoughts they have
		
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			about themselves, the things that they think that
		
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			Allah doesn't want to forgive me anyway.
		
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			Someone told me that she was unfortunately diagnosed
		
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			with cancer.
		
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			We ask Allah to bless her with a
		
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			complete cure and all of our brothers and
		
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			sisters at me.
		
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			And what her mother told her was that
		
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			she was diagnosed with cancer because she didn't
		
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			pray regularly.
		
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			What do you think is going to happen
		
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			to someone who's already diagnosed with something so
		
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			terrifying when they're being told by their own
		
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			mother, who your parent is your first close
		
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			figure to understanding what a relationship with Allah
		
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			should look like.
		
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			Not that parents are in any way Allah,
		
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			of course.
		
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			But to a small child who is being
		
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			told from the time that they are born,
		
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			Allah loves you more than I love you.
		
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			And you are sharing so much joy and
		
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			so much love with them.
		
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			That love of Allah is going to be
		
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			connected to the love of that mother for
		
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			a time.
		
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			So imagine a mother telling her daughter this.
		
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			Then she told me she started to pray.
		
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			She tried to pray but she wasn't getting
		
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			better.
		
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			Did that mean Allah did not want to
		
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			accept her repentance?
		
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			Consider the messaging we give to one another
		
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			when we have a serious issue that happens
		
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			in our community that happened recently.
		
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			I'm going to speak in the third person
		
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			because I didn't realize there would be younger
		
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			ages here so we'll just keep it very
		
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			general.
		
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			And in that general concept, many conversations that
		
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			recently took place, I heard amongst my friends,
		
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			amongst people in my community were Shaytan is
		
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			very strong.
		
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			Shaytan whispers to any of us, even Qur
		
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			'an teachers.
		
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			Shaytan can come at any time.
		
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			Yes, that is true.
		
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			Of course, that is true.
		
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			Shaytan can come to any of us at
		
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			any time.
		
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			But did Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala place
		
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			the blame on Shaytan in the Qur'an?
		
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			Yes, Allah described Shaytan's role in the whisper.
		
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			But the accountability and the repentance was firmly
		
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			on Adam and Eve.
		
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			And that forgiveness was firmly on Allah subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala who forgave them.
		
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			So when we're talking about our own community
		
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			and accountability, when we talk about Shaytan as
		
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			an almost scapegoat for our mistakes, what we
		
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			don't do is acknowledge one, the way we
		
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			can fight Shaytan, the way we have the
		
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			power and the ability by Allah's teaching us
		
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			how to fight the whispers of Shaytan.
		
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			And number two, what we do is we
		
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			don't address actual risk factors in our community
		
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			for how we can prevent addictions or protect
		
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			or recover from addictions or forms of abuse
		
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			or even forms of self-hate because we're
		
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			not talking about other causes that can be
		
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			a form of fueling those very real issues.
		
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			Instead, we're talking about the reality that Shaytan
		
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			is just so powerful.
		
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			Yes, Shaytan is powerful, but Allah has given
		
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			us more power in his words to protect
		
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			ourselves from him.
		
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			Yes, Shaytan whispers, but we know from our
		
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			own great-grandparents that we can take Tawbah,
		
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			we can hold accountability, and we can repent.
		
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			And one of the forms of that repentance,
		
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			one of the most important forms of that
		
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			repentance is the Qur'an.
		
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			One of the most important forms of seeking
		
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			that connection is the Qur'an.
		
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			And one of the stories of our Salaf
		
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			that holds so much emotion for me is
		
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			that of Madik ibn Dinan, Raki Muhammadullah.
		
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			Who has heard of Madik ibn Dinan before?
		
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			We have a few hands.
		
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			Maybe you've heard it from me.
		
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			Madik ibn Dinan, or Raki Muhammadullah, was a
		
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			scholar in our history.
		
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			He was a great, great scholar of our
		
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			past.
		
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			And Madik ibn Dinan, before he became a
		
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			scholar, he was known as someone who would
		
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			drink alcohol.
		
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			He would drink, and he would drink, and
		
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			he would drink.
		
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			And he was also known as someone that's
		
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			kind of like a police guy.
		
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			So he was involved in things that were
		
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			not the most just with other people in
		
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			the community.
		
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			And then one day, he had a baby
		
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			girl.
		
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			He had that baby girl, and he fell
		
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			in love with her.
		
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			And she would sit on his lap, and
		
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			she would * the bottle.
		
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			She would * away the bottle from his
		
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			mouth.
		
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			And while he had her, he stopped drinking
		
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			the way he used to.
		
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			And he would sit with her until she
		
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			was three or four years old, and she
		
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			would stroke his beard and say, yeah, that's
		
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			me, oh, my dad, my beloved dad, my
		
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			dear, dear dad.
		
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			And then one day, she suddenly passed away.
		
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			And the loss of that child, the shock
		
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			of his losing her, his baby, what do
		
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			you think he turned to in that moment?
		
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			Did he turn to salah?
		
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			He did not turn to salah.
		
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			He did not turn to Quran.
		
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			He turned to alcohol.
		
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			And he drank and he drank and he
		
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			drank until he passed out unconscious.
		
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			When he passed out unconscious, he had a
		
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			dream.
		
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			And in this dream, he is standing, and
		
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			there is a massive snake, a huge, enormous
		
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			snake.
		
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			It is the Day of Judgment.
		
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			And this snake starts chasing him.
		
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			It just starts chasing him.
		
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			And he's running and running and running until
		
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			he comes to a very elderly man.
		
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			When he comes to that elderly man, he
		
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			says, help me, help me.
		
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			Can't you see this huge snake?
		
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			And that elderly man says, look at me.
		
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			I can't help you.
		
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			That snake is about to bite me.
		
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			Look at me.
		
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			I'm too frail to help you.
		
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			Go that way.
		
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			So he starts running.
		
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			He keeps running.
		
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			And then suddenly he gets to a cliff.
		
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			And when he gets to that cliff, he
		
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			gets to a stop because what's behind that
		
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			cliff?
		
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			It's hellfire.
		
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			And he hears a sound, a voice.
		
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			And that voice says, you are not from
		
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			amongst these people.
		
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			Turn.
		
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			So he turns back around.
		
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			He's running again.
		
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			He sees the elderly, frail man.
		
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			And he stops and he says, help me.
		
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			Don't you see this snake?
		
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			And the man says, look at me.
		
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			You know, look at me.
		
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			Go in that direction.
		
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			So he keeps going.
		
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			And as he's going, who do you think
		
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			he suddenly sees?
		
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			His daughter.
		
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			He suddenly sees his daughter.
		
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			And the snake falls away.
		
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			You know, in dreams, things just change.
		
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			So he's just sitting with her on his
		
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			lap again.
		
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			Oh, my father in heaven, see my dear,
		
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			dear, beloved father.
		
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			And he says, tell me about that snake.
		
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			What was that snake?
		
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			And she says, don't you know that on
		
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			the day of judgment, all of your sins
		
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			will come in the form of something physical.
		
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			And those were your bad deeds.
		
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			They were trying to meet you.
		
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			That snake was your bad deeds and your
		
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			good deeds.
		
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			Your good deeds was that frail, frail man
		
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			who didn't have the physical capacity to help
		
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			you at all.
		
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			And if it hadn't been for the loss
		
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			of his daughter, if it hadn't been for
		
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			the loss of his daughter, because pain and
		
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			difficulty and trial are also forms of raising
		
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			ranks and forgiveness and being close to Allah
		
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			subhanahu wa ta'ala.
		
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			We would never, ever, ever tell a parent
		
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			who has lost their child, may Allah protect
		
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			them all, may Allah protect them all.
		
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			We would never say this is a means
		
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			of your forgiveness.
		
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			You do not ever say that someone has
		
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			lost their child.
		
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			But what we can take in wisdom from
		
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			his dream is that this is a reminder
		
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			that in every test, in every trial, is
		
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			a means of closeness to Allah and a
		
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			means of reward in the hereafter and barakah
		
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			in his life.
		
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			And that's a comfort for someone who has
		
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			told that they have cancer.
		
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			That's a comfort for someone who hates themselves.
		
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			That in every moment of anguish that you
		
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			have, the prophets told Allah Almighty when someone
		
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			told us that even if a thorn pricks
		
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			your finger, even if you have a moment
		
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			of anxiety, it's a means of your forgiveness
		
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			and it's a reward.
		
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			So why don't we have that lens when
		
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			we look at who Allah subhanahu wa ta
		
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			'ala is?
		
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			The way that we see who Allah is
		
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			is not necessarily the way Allah subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala sees us.
		
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			If you are looking at yourself and you're
		
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			thinking Allah doesn't even want to hear my
		
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			prayer.
		
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			I did this and I did that.
		
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			I didn't pray in a way that I
		
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			should have prayed.
		
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			Oh, my mom's so mad at me.
		
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			Allah doesn't even want to hear me.
		
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			Those are your thoughts.
		
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			You are telling yourself those thoughts.
		
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			That is not waking from Allah.
		
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			You are not receiving revelation from Allah.
		
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			And catching those thoughts in the moment and
		
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			telling yourself Shaytan is coming at me right
		
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			now because he knows how much you're struggling
		
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			with yourself.
		
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			How much you're struggling with your trauma.
		
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			How much you're struggling with everything you've been
		
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			told.
		
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			That point is not Allah's voice.
		
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			Maybe it's the voice of a loved one
		
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			who tried to help in their way of
		
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			helping but was actually super harsh and they
		
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			became the biggest critic of your life which
		
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			is the voice in your head.
		
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			Maybe it's society's messages.
		
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			Maybe it's something within the community.
		
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			Maybe it's the way you've been taught about
		
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			Shaytan or I've been taught about Shaytan.
		
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			But that's not Allah.
		
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			What we see from Allah subhanahu wa ta
		
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			'ala when you want to hear Allah subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala talking to you go to
		
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			the Quran.
		
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			Because what is navigating in the
		
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			Quran
		
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			and what is Allah subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala doing in the Quran and
		
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			what is Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala doing
		
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			in the Quran doing in the Quran Is
		
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			it not time?
		
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			Is it not time for the believers for
		
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			their hearts to be so affected by the
		
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			words of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala Is
		
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			it not time?
		
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			He wakes up screaming Yes, it's time.
		
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			Yes, it's time.
		
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			He goes to the masjid.
		
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			And I want you to think only Allah
		
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			knows when the last time navigating the Allah
		
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			went to the masjid was.
		
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			He gets ready.
		
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			He goes to the masjid.
		
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			They're all ready praying Salatul Fajr.
		
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			They're all ready praying Salatul Fajr.
		
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			And he walks into the masjid.
		
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			And the ayah that the imam is reciting
		
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			is أَلَمْ يَعْمِلِ الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا أَن تَغْشَعَ قُلُوبُهُمْ
		
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			لِذِكْرِ اللَّهِ The very same ayah that his
		
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			daughter recited Is it not time for the
		
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			believers for their hearts to be so affected
		
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			by the remembrance of Allah subhanahu wa ta
		
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			'ala That framing the Quranic framing that you
		
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			always have Allah Madikah bin Jinnah went from
		
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			someone who used to drink to someone who
		
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			would stand in the night He would cry
		
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			to Allah and he would say Oh Allah
		
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			You are the one who knows those who
		
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			are in Heaven You are the one who
		
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			knows those who are in Heaven So whichever
		
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			of the two I am make me of
		
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			the ones in Heaven One time he was
		
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			praying He had nothing in his house He
		
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			didn't have a rich property Someone broke into
		
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			his home He didn't have light He didn't
		
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			have electricity He was in the dark He
		
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			was praying The robber didn't realize someone was
		
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			praying He walks into a home with nothing
		
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			in it And then he sees someone praying
		
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			to him and then he says Come, come
		
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			He tells him You came to steal something
		
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			from me I'm coming to steal something from
		
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			you What is it that he stole?
		
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			He stole the bad character of this man
		
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			He helped him completely repent and change his
		
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			life And then this man was the one
		
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			who was clinging to the Kaaba Allahu Akbar
		
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			Every single person has history We just do
		
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			Unless you are masha'Allah the younger kids
		
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			in this room may Allah preserve and protect
		
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			you all But we all have accountability too
		
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			Yes, shaytan has a role in our lives
		
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			Yes But the Qur'an is a reminder
		
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			that you have so much more power than
		
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			the one who said that he's not going
		
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			to make Sajdah, why?
		
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			Because he is better than who?
		
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			Adam The one who is our great great
		
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			great grandfather who Allah chose to create from
		
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			different colors of clay And the very first
		
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			moment of his arrogant racism And every moment
		
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			that he chose to be better than the
		
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			one who was chosen with prophethood who was
		
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			put into paradise Anytime we fall into a
		
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			similar trap of arrogance or racism or any
		
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			form of sin Yes, we are following in
		
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			shaytan's footsteps But we also have from Allah's
		
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			gift two things One that even shaytan may
		
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			draw to Allah and Allah answered So in
		
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			any moment that you're thinking Allah doesn't want
		
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			to answer me remind yourself that your actual
		
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			enemy did and Allah answered anyway So what
		
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			about you who is trying who is struggling
		
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			who wants to come close to Allah but
		
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			thinks you're not good enough And number two
		
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			Allah revealed in the Quran and yes it
		
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			was to the prophet But it was also
		
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			to every single one of us And if
		
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			you are in this room in this conference
		
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			most likely it's because you're a Muslim And
		
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			if you're not Muslim but you're still here
		
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			Maybe this is a moment of invitation to
		
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			you There's a reason why Allah subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala chose for you to honor Ashadu
		
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			an la ilaha illallah wa ashadu anna muhammadan
		
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			rasool Allah Allah has chosen your voice your
		
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			lips for that statement the statement that recites
		
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			the Quran that mountains turn to dust because
		
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			of your heart encapsulates the Quran So how
		
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			much more so does Allah see you as
		
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			worthy as someone who is powerful enough in
		
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			the humility to Allah and your worship to
		
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			him but to carry that trust Subhanallah wa
		
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			rahmatullahi wa barakatuh