Maryam Amir – Quran Heals

Maryam Amir
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The transcript discusses the history and curriculum of the Quran, including the military rule in Jerusalem and the importance of connecting to the Quran for a better life. It also emphasizes the importance of memorizing the Quran and creating a workbook for it, as well as the importance of learning about the Quran and sharing experiences to act well. The speaker also mentions the importance of creating a teacher for a better life and sharing experiences to help change one's behavior.
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Aspects of Palestine, to me, is the way that Salah Haddin came

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back and gave justice to the city after it had experienced 88 years

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of oppression under colonial rule under the Crusaders. The

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Crusaders, when they came in, they killed everybody. They killed

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other Christians, even though they claimed that they were going on a

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holy war for Christianity. They killed any Christians that were

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not part of their group or their denomination. These are European

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Christians coming into Palestinian Christians and murdering them.

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They Murdered Jews, they murdered Muslims, they murdered everyone.

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And when we read history books, there are so many descriptions of

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the ways that the Crusaders ate babies, how they

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the the blood was flowing in the streets, and it went all the way

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to the to the knees of the horses when you visit Jerusalem and may

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Allah honor us all with with going to over and over yorubham mitsalim

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in Europe, when You see the stones and you walk in that area, and you

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know that this is the same place that's been walked upon by

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Prophet, upon Prophet, by righteous, by upon righteous. And

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also where so many people have been martyred in the name, in the

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name of

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of whatever holy circumstance people are circumstances the wrong

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word, but people have been martyred so over and over and over

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in the centuries there, however, one Salahuddin came. He brought

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justice to everyone in the city. When you read the descriptions of

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those who spoke about the justice and the peace that he brought, it

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was not just for Muslims, it was for everyone. And this is

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something that our dear brother, Mansoor Shuman, who may Allah

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protect him and all of the people of Laza. He's a Canadian citizen

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who has been reporting live from Hudson, and he has been kidnapped

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by the Israel occupation forces. He always spoke and speaks about

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freedom for all of us, for every person who is experiencing

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injustice, when salaha Deen went into the city, he did so in a

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victorious moment. However, he didn't just show up. And that

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happened. I've mentioned before, and I don't know if you're aware

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that the way that salaha deem came about was actually through a

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process. What happened in the time of the Crusaders is they entered

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and that massacre I just described, there were a few

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refugees who escaped. They ran away from the city of Jerusalem,

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and when they ran away, they went into Syria, where there was an

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imam who was teaching they are refugees with tattered clothes on

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their backs, traveling and seeking safety. And there is an imam there

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who was teaching a halakah who suddenly sees that these men are

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coming in. They describe to him what happened, and he goes and he

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tries to get an audience with the Khalifa at the time. Now,

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unfortunately, similar to our circumstances today, as a Muslim

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ruler, this individual did not even give audience to this Imam.

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And so do you know what the Imam did? He went in Ramadan to bel

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dad, to the biggest Masjid in Belgium, Dad, where he knew that

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this ruler was sitting and listening to the chutzpah behind

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the scenes. There was a special place for the ruler, ruler to sit,

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and this Imam went to the front of the masjid in Ramadan and he

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started to eat while the chutzpah was going on. What do you think

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your reaction would be if someone walked to the front of the masjid

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in Ramadan and the Imam was given the chutzpah, and people are

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watching this guy, and he's standing right next to the Imam

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and he starts to eat, how do you think that the crowd would react

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they were there was an uproar. And then he said, This is your uproar.

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For me eating in Ramadan, and

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your brothers and sisters were slaughtered in upsla.

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Now it was 88 years from this point until the point when Salah

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hadem came back in. And in that time period, there was an

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educational campaign to help people begin to love and

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understand the importance, and part of that was reestablishing a

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connection to the Quran and an understanding of Aqsa of Al quts

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in the Quran. And that curriculum is where Salah Haddin came

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through, so that before him, imaudin and then Nuruddin, when

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they set the foundation for freeing Aksa, Salahuddin was

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ready. We are in this middle time period right now.

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Imaudin, before nuradin, didn't see Aksa.

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Nurun didn't see Aqsa,

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but they set the stage for Salah ad to be able to go in with peace

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and prosperity for everyone, regardless of religion. Now, that

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curriculum that Salahuddin went through because he wasn't

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religious, from the very beginning, it was a process of his

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reconnection, and something I think is very important for.

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Us to all recognize right now we see someone say Masha Allah to

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that person, Tabarak Allah to that person, masha Allah to that

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person, astagfir Allah to those people. What if the people we are

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saying astagirala to those people,

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what if one of them, or all of them, are the people who are going

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to change in some part of their life, maybe because they're

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touched by your story. Maybe they're touched by the way that

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you interacted with them. Maybe they felt welcome at one point,

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and they may be the person who likes Allah had Dean does

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something like Salahuddin, but we would not be able to recognize

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them, because that's not our perception of piety. Who

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Salahuddin was before was not our perception of who Salahuddin came

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became the way Salahuddin became Salahuddin. One of those

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connections was Quran. He would say that as important as the

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people who were protecting the innocent against the Crusaders, as

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important as them were the people who were making dua for them in

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the middle of the night,

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that there is a a connection, that there is a there is a

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responsibility upon all of us to make dua in the middle of the

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night or in the middle of the day, or whenever you can, because when

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you feel so helpless, it doesn't mean that Allah isn't taking those

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and putting it in a place that we may not be able to see yet we may

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never see in our lifetime.

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But they are being recorded and they are being saved, or they are

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being accepted in a way that we may not necessarily be able to

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perceive. But but is Ha is, is truth,

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one of those ways that the curriculum of Nila Muk, that he

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set the focus, was this reconnection to the Quran. And

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what I'd like to share with you is actually a story. Last Sunday, I

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did an event with Dr Rania Awad and usteda Suzanne durani, and Dr

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Rania and us said, of Suzanne Tabata Kala, they have their ijaza

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in the 10 pirahat, and they were telling us how they did it. They

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had both completed their ijaza and helps 20 years prior to completing

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their ijaza in the Kira at 20 years prior, they both, at the

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same time, in the same way, received their certification in

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one Pira of the Quran in memorization

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20 years ago.

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And subhanAllah at the time, Dr Rania, mentioned that there are so

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many scholars in Syria who are women who have authored books on

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Quran and authored books in all Islamic sciences. And she showed

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us the most half that she's holding. And it's a must have of

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the 10 Kira at and it's this huge must have that shows all the

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different ways to recite the Quran. And she said that her, the

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person who the the scholar who wrote this. When she gave her the

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must have, she told her that this is for you. And Doctor Rania, at

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the time, was in medical school, and she was like, she has no idea

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when she's going to have the opportunity to do the 10 kilo at

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that's like, it's like a very, very intense study and very

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intense process to get your age, as in the tent. And she said that

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she walked past that book for 20 years until it was time for her to

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do the 10 and said, If Suzan had a very similar story. And the reason

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I want to share their stories with you is one, many of you know them.

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They're modern day examples, masha Allah, a woman who are doing

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incredible work and who have this deep connection with the Quran.

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But two, it took some 20 years before they were able to complete

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what they wanted to do, or were told, were suggested, or made,

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someone made to offer them to do. 20 years later, you may already

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have been trying to work with the Quran for the past 20 years, and

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you may feel like you know at one time you were more righteous than

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you used to be. Or you may look back at a time in your life and

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think, I wish I was like that. I wish I had the time I had back

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then. Or you may just feel like you'll never be able to surmount

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the way that you feel right now. Maybe you're in a stage of life

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where you have a very young child, or young children, and you just

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don't have the time to shower on your own, let alone spend hours

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upon hours upon hours studying Quran. Maybe you, like our dear,

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dear, dear brother, are processing something that is you know affects

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every part of your life, like your health. And of course, mashallah,

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our dear, amazing brother, said that he recites the Quran at that

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time. And that is so beautiful. That is your connection to the

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Quran. Bringing in the Quran does not have to look like I'm going to

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study it from 9am until 9pm bringing in the Quran so that we

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have a connection to the Quran as an ummah looks like being

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intentional in our relationship with it. Now that's going to look

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different for different people. So for example, you may be someone

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who.

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Has time, and it's like I don't really know what to do with my

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time, but I do want to have a better connection with the Quran.

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Yes, enroll in a course, enroll into facial enroll in finding a

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teacher and memorizing absolutely but you may also be someone who

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just doesn't have that level of commitment right now, but maybe

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you would like to theoretically do that in the future. Make that

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intention. Make the intention for whatever you want and broaden that

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intention. I asked one of my Quran teachers yesterday, I said, Do you

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know what like I asked, Can I tell you the DUA that I make for you?

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And she said she responded, and she said, Yes. And I told her, and

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it was a real it was related to Quran. And her response was, I've

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never thought of making that goal for myself, despite the fact that

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Mala she already has ijazah in the temple at and she already

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mashaAllah has so many other things of scholarship related to

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Quran. Her reaction wasn't, Oh yeah, I'm already planning to do

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that. Her reaction was, I've never made that intention. Now I need to

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make that intention. There is always more to go to with the

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Quran. So one I want you to just think about yourself. Someone is

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asking about the feelings of deficiency in our efforts for

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Palestine and sincerely continuing to strive for Ihsan and aiding

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them. There are so many ways that we can and Inshallah, we can

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discuss that general question during the Q and A but a part of

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that I want to take is that our connection to the Quran makes a

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difference. Because if we are trying to live the Quran, when I

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was reciting Surat Nisa Abdullah dib, there's an ayah that talks

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about the people who are are just with their covenants, they are

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just with their leadership. They are just in the way that they

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interact with people. And he pointed to this ayah, just this

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one ayah, and he said, If we all implemented this one ayah, if the

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Muslim leaders implemented this one ayah, we would not have

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injustice in our ummah. We would respond to injustice in a

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completely different way. If someone is being unjust to us, how

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are we going to respond that? One of the ways truly that we can help

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this ummah in all parts of it, is looking at the people who are

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taking the Quran when they are going to whores we can't even ever

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express in our wildest nightmares,

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and then take from that and apply it into our own lives. So one I'd

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like for all of us to take a moment and make an intention with

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the Quran. Maybe your intention is you want to memorize the whole

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Quran during your lifetime. Maybe your intention is you want to

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understand the tafsir of Surah Al Fatiha, every single letter, every

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single haraka You want to understand why Allah has a Fatah

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on top of that letter, instead of a kesra? Why did Allah use olamah

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instead of a Fatah? Why, or maybe your intention is that you want to

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create a workbook for children where they can connect to the

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Quran through coloring and the only way that you can act well,

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not the only way, but one of the ways that you can produce

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something like this is that you are going to have a very deep

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connection with Jose Amma. You are going to listen to every podcast

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you can get your hands on about Jose Amma. And then you're going

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to make this production, whatever your whatever you see, that you

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seek for the Quran, and you may feel like it's not enough. What I

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want you to know is that when you make the intention for the Quran,

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whether or not you complete that intention, the fact that you make

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it and the fact that you even try, Allah already has written you of

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those people. Allah already writes you as a person of the Quran when

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you make the intention to memorize it. So even if you don't finish,

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even if you don't get to where you wanted to go, but you are trying,

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Allah writes you as a person who did.

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There are people who memorize the Quran in their 80s, one of my

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Quran teacher, Sheik Moheb, I would watch a Yemeni grandmother

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come in. She would bring her grandchildren to memorize Quran

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with him, and she would sit in the corner. And then after their

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class, she would recite to him. And she was in her 80s. Masha

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Allah, there are stories of men and women who memorize the Quran

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in the 80s. In their 90s, one of the masters of Quranic recitation

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of our more contemporary time washe um sad who into her 90s, men

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and women from around the world would travel to her to get ijaza

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from her, because she had one of the shortest senates, actually the

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shortest Senate in her time period, and a particular

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of the Quran.

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There is no time in our life where we have done where we have done

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enough, or where we can

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say that we need

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more ideas, I guess, of how to connect with the Quran, because

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there is a way that we can bring it into every aspect of our lives.

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So.

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One just take a moment to make the intention that seeing what's

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happening in khasa, seeing what's happening in Sudan, seeing what's

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happening in the Congo, seeing what's happening in Yemen, seeing

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what's happening in all different parts of the world,

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we are going to reconnect to the Quran as a means of helping this

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ummah change that we are going to work on restoring justice in our

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own lives, praying that it's a means of restoring justice in the

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Ummah as a whole. Number one and number two, falling in love with

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the Quran is a journey, just like falling in love with someone is a

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journey. And that doesn't have to be falling in love like a spouse,

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falling in love with with, okay, not falling in love, okay, loving,

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loving your friend, loving someone you meet for the first time. You

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don't just meet them normally, you know, for the first time at a

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cafe, and look at that person and think, I love you. Normally, it's

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a process. You get to know them. You start to have experiences with

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them. You are building a relationship with them, and that

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process is one that we all go through with the Quran. Now that

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is a whole different discussion on how to love the Quran, but one

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thing I would just like to share right now in our viewing of the

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Quran, often we see it as I'm just going to sit and memorize in

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Ramadan. I'm going to read as much as I can, but I want to ask you,

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when was the last time you laid down in bed and you were about to

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go to sleep and the Quran was on your pillow, when was the last

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time you hugged the Quran? And I'm not talking about the cultural

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idea of you drop the Quran and you pick it up and you kiss it. That's

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a very cultural practice. I'm not talking about that form of respect

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in that culture I'm talking about because you just really want to

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express your physical love with it.

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How do you

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express love to someone? You get them gifts. You spend time with

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them. You you use words that share how much you love them. Talk to

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Allah about the Quran, and when you're holding the Quran and

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you're pouring out your heart to Allah about this ummah, about your

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personal circumstances and the heartache that you experience.

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Because I know many of us feel like because of what's happening

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in ASA, we can't you know the pain, the hardship, everything in

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our lives doesn't compare. But I'd also like to say, obviously,

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that's 100% true. And also you can still be going through hardship.

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You can still be going through difficulty, and because sometimes

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the guilt and the horror of what you're seeing and unable to help

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and and then you know how to process sometimes it makes it even

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harder for you to deal with what you're dealing with in your life

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on a personal level, because you don't have the emotional capacity

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for something that was already so difficult, and now the compounded

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amount of trauma of just being a witness to what is happening and

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then at the same time, navigating the tests of your personal life,

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all of it together, can be so overwhelming. And so that's why

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going back to the Quran as a as a shifa, that the Quran is what you

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seek it for, is something that can help us in all of our not only our

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relationships with other people, our healing Inshallah, and the

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journeys that we go through in different ways. And of course,

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work with the professional if necessary, as well, but also in

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our.

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