Maryam Amir – Quran Heals

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The transcript discusses the history and curriculum of the Quran, including the military rule in Jerusalem and the importance of connecting to the Quran for a better life. It also emphasizes the importance of memorizing the Quran and creating a workbook for it, as well as the importance of learning about the Quran and sharing experiences to act well. The speaker also mentions the importance of creating a teacher for a better life and sharing experiences to help change one's behavior.

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			Aspects of Palestine, to me, is
the way that Salah Haddin came
		
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			back and gave justice to the city
after it had experienced 88 years
		
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			of oppression under colonial rule
under the Crusaders. The
		
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			Crusaders, when they came in, they
killed everybody. They killed
		
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			other Christians, even though they
claimed that they were going on a
		
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			holy war for Christianity. They
killed any Christians that were
		
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			not part of their group or their
denomination. These are European
		
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			Christians coming into Palestinian
Christians and murdering them.
		
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			They Murdered Jews, they murdered
Muslims, they murdered everyone.
		
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			And when we read history books,
there are so many descriptions of
		
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			the ways that the Crusaders ate
babies, how they
		
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			the the blood was flowing in the
streets, and it went all the way
		
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			to the to the knees of the horses
when you visit Jerusalem and may
		
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			Allah honor us all with with going
to over and over yorubham mitsalim
		
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			in Europe, when You see the stones
and you walk in that area, and you
		
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			know that this is the same place
that's been walked upon by
		
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			Prophet, upon Prophet, by
righteous, by upon righteous. And
		
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			also where so many people have
been martyred in the name, in the
		
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			name of
		
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			of whatever holy circumstance
people are circumstances the wrong
		
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			word, but people have been
martyred so over and over and over
		
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			in the centuries there, however,
one Salahuddin came. He brought
		
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			justice to everyone in the city.
When you read the descriptions of
		
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			those who spoke about the justice
and the peace that he brought, it
		
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			was not just for Muslims, it was
for everyone. And this is
		
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			something that our dear brother,
Mansoor Shuman, who may Allah
		
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			protect him and all of the people
of Laza. He's a Canadian citizen
		
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			who has been reporting live from
Hudson, and he has been kidnapped
		
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			by the Israel occupation forces.
He always spoke and speaks about
		
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			freedom for all of us, for every
person who is experiencing
		
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			injustice, when salaha Deen went
into the city, he did so in a
		
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			victorious moment. However, he
didn't just show up. And that
		
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			happened. I've mentioned before,
and I don't know if you're aware
		
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			that the way that salaha deem came
about was actually through a
		
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			process. What happened in the time
of the Crusaders is they entered
		
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			and that massacre I just
described, there were a few
		
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			refugees who escaped. They ran
away from the city of Jerusalem,
		
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			and when they ran away, they went
into Syria, where there was an
		
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			imam who was teaching they are
refugees with tattered clothes on
		
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			their backs, traveling and seeking
safety. And there is an imam there
		
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			who was teaching a halakah who
suddenly sees that these men are
		
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			coming in. They describe to him
what happened, and he goes and he
		
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			tries to get an audience with the
Khalifa at the time. Now,
		
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			unfortunately, similar to our
circumstances today, as a Muslim
		
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			ruler, this individual did not
even give audience to this Imam.
		
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			And so do you know what the Imam
did? He went in Ramadan to bel
		
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			dad, to the biggest Masjid in
Belgium, Dad, where he knew that
		
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			this ruler was sitting and
listening to the chutzpah behind
		
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			the scenes. There was a special
place for the ruler, ruler to sit,
		
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			and this Imam went to the front of
the masjid in Ramadan and he
		
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			started to eat while the chutzpah
was going on. What do you think
		
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			your reaction would be if someone
walked to the front of the masjid
		
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			in Ramadan and the Imam was given
the chutzpah, and people are
		
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			watching this guy, and he's
standing right next to the Imam
		
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			and he starts to eat, how do you
think that the crowd would react
		
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			they were there was an uproar. And
then he said, This is your uproar.
		
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			For me eating in Ramadan, and
		
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			your brothers and sisters were
slaughtered in upsla.
		
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			Now it was 88 years from this
point until the point when Salah
		
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			hadem came back in. And in that
time period, there was an
		
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			educational campaign to help
people begin to love and
		
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			understand the importance, and
part of that was reestablishing a
		
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			connection to the Quran and an
understanding of Aqsa of Al quts
		
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			in the Quran. And that curriculum
is where Salah Haddin came
		
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			through, so that before him,
imaudin and then Nuruddin, when
		
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			they set the foundation for
freeing Aksa, Salahuddin was
		
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			ready. We are in this middle time
period right now.
		
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			Imaudin, before nuradin, didn't
see Aksa.
		
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			Nurun didn't see Aqsa,
		
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			but they set the stage for Salah
ad to be able to go in with peace
		
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			and prosperity for everyone,
regardless of religion. Now, that
		
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			curriculum that Salahuddin went
through because he wasn't
		
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			religious, from the very
beginning, it was a process of his
		
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			reconnection, and something I
think is very important for.
		
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			Us to all recognize right now we
see someone say Masha Allah to
		
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			that person, Tabarak Allah to that
person, masha Allah to that
		
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			person, astagfir Allah to those
people. What if the people we are
		
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			saying astagirala to those people,
		
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			what if one of them, or all of
them, are the people who are going
		
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			to change in some part of their
life, maybe because they're
		
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			touched by your story. Maybe
they're touched by the way that
		
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			you interacted with them. Maybe
they felt welcome at one point,
		
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			and they may be the person who
likes Allah had Dean does
		
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			something like Salahuddin, but we
would not be able to recognize
		
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			them, because that's not our
perception of piety. Who
		
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			Salahuddin was before was not our
perception of who Salahuddin came
		
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			became the way Salahuddin became
Salahuddin. One of those
		
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			connections was Quran. He would
say that as important as the
		
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			people who were protecting the
innocent against the Crusaders, as
		
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			important as them were the people
who were making dua for them in
		
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			the middle of the night,
		
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			that there is a a connection, that
there is a there is a
		
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			responsibility upon all of us to
make dua in the middle of the
		
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			night or in the middle of the day,
or whenever you can, because when
		
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			you feel so helpless, it doesn't
mean that Allah isn't taking those
		
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			and putting it in a place that we
may not be able to see yet we may
		
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			never see in our lifetime.
		
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			But they are being recorded and
they are being saved, or they are
		
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			being accepted in a way that we
may not necessarily be able to
		
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			perceive. But but is Ha is, is
truth,
		
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			one of those ways that the
curriculum of Nila Muk, that he
		
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			set the focus, was this
reconnection to the Quran. And
		
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			what I'd like to share with you is
actually a story. Last Sunday, I
		
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			did an event with Dr Rania Awad
and usteda Suzanne durani, and Dr
		
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			Rania and us said, of Suzanne
Tabata Kala, they have their ijaza
		
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			in the 10 pirahat, and they were
telling us how they did it. They
		
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			had both completed their ijaza and
helps 20 years prior to completing
		
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			their ijaza in the Kira at 20
years prior, they both, at the
		
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			same time, in the same way,
received their certification in
		
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			one Pira of the Quran in
memorization
		
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			20 years ago.
		
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			And subhanAllah at the time, Dr
Rania, mentioned that there are so
		
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			many scholars in Syria who are
women who have authored books on
		
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			Quran and authored books in all
Islamic sciences. And she showed
		
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			us the most half that she's
holding. And it's a must have of
		
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			the 10 Kira at and it's this huge
must have that shows all the
		
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			different ways to recite the
Quran. And she said that her, the
		
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			person who the the scholar who
wrote this. When she gave her the
		
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			must have, she told her that this
is for you. And Doctor Rania, at
		
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			the time, was in medical school,
and she was like, she has no idea
		
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			when she's going to have the
opportunity to do the 10 kilo at
		
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			that's like, it's like a very,
very intense study and very
		
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			intense process to get your age,
as in the tent. And she said that
		
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			she walked past that book for 20
years until it was time for her to
		
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			do the 10 and said, If Suzan had a
very similar story. And the reason
		
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			I want to share their stories with
you is one, many of you know them.
		
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			They're modern day examples, masha
Allah, a woman who are doing
		
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			incredible work and who have this
deep connection with the Quran.
		
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			But two, it took some 20 years
before they were able to complete
		
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			what they wanted to do, or were
told, were suggested, or made,
		
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			someone made to offer them to do.
20 years later, you may already
		
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			have been trying to work with the
Quran for the past 20 years, and
		
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			you may feel like you know at one
time you were more righteous than
		
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			you used to be. Or you may look
back at a time in your life and
		
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			think, I wish I was like that. I
wish I had the time I had back
		
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			then. Or you may just feel like
you'll never be able to surmount
		
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			the way that you feel right now.
Maybe you're in a stage of life
		
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			where you have a very young child,
or young children, and you just
		
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			don't have the time to shower on
your own, let alone spend hours
		
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			upon hours upon hours studying
Quran. Maybe you, like our dear,
		
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			dear, dear brother, are processing
something that is you know affects
		
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			every part of your life, like your
health. And of course, mashallah,
		
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			our dear, amazing brother, said
that he recites the Quran at that
		
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			time. And that is so beautiful.
That is your connection to the
		
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			Quran. Bringing in the Quran does
not have to look like I'm going to
		
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			study it from 9am until 9pm
bringing in the Quran so that we
		
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			have a connection to the Quran as
an ummah looks like being
		
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			intentional in our relationship
with it. Now that's going to look
		
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			different for different people. So
for example, you may be someone
		
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			who.
		
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			Has time, and it's like I don't
really know what to do with my
		
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			time, but I do want to have a
better connection with the Quran.
		
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			Yes, enroll in a course, enroll
into facial enroll in finding a
		
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			teacher and memorizing absolutely
but you may also be someone who
		
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			just doesn't have that level of
commitment right now, but maybe
		
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			you would like to theoretically do
that in the future. Make that
		
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			intention. Make the intention for
whatever you want and broaden that
		
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			intention. I asked one of my Quran
teachers yesterday, I said, Do you
		
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			know what like I asked, Can I tell
you the DUA that I make for you?
		
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			And she said she responded, and
she said, Yes. And I told her, and
		
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			it was a real it was related to
Quran. And her response was, I've
		
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			never thought of making that goal
for myself, despite the fact that
		
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			Mala she already has ijazah in the
temple at and she already
		
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			mashaAllah has so many other
things of scholarship related to
		
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			Quran. Her reaction wasn't, Oh
yeah, I'm already planning to do
		
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			that. Her reaction was, I've never
made that intention. Now I need to
		
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			make that intention. There is
always more to go to with the
		
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			Quran. So one I want you to just
think about yourself. Someone is
		
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			asking about the feelings of
deficiency in our efforts for
		
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			Palestine and sincerely continuing
to strive for Ihsan and aiding
		
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			them. There are so many ways that
we can and Inshallah, we can
		
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			discuss that general question
during the Q and A but a part of
		
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			that I want to take is that our
connection to the Quran makes a
		
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			difference. Because if we are
trying to live the Quran, when I
		
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			was reciting Surat Nisa Abdullah
dib, there's an ayah that talks
		
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			about the people who are are just
with their covenants, they are
		
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			just with their leadership. They
are just in the way that they
		
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			interact with people. And he
pointed to this ayah, just this
		
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			one ayah, and he said, If we all
implemented this one ayah, if the
		
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			Muslim leaders implemented this
one ayah, we would not have
		
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			injustice in our ummah. We would
respond to injustice in a
		
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			completely different way. If
someone is being unjust to us, how
		
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			are we going to respond that? One
of the ways truly that we can help
		
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			this ummah in all parts of it, is
looking at the people who are
		
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			taking the Quran when they are
going to whores we can't even ever
		
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			express in our wildest nightmares,
		
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			and then take from that and apply
it into our own lives. So one I'd
		
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			like for all of us to take a
moment and make an intention with
		
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			the Quran. Maybe your intention is
you want to memorize the whole
		
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			Quran during your lifetime. Maybe
your intention is you want to
		
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			understand the tafsir of Surah Al
Fatiha, every single letter, every
		
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			single haraka You want to
understand why Allah has a Fatah
		
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			on top of that letter, instead of
a kesra? Why did Allah use olamah
		
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			instead of a Fatah? Why, or maybe
your intention is that you want to
		
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			create a workbook for children
where they can connect to the
		
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			Quran through coloring and the
only way that you can act well,
		
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			not the only way, but one of the
ways that you can produce
		
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			something like this is that you
are going to have a very deep
		
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			connection with Jose Amma. You are
going to listen to every podcast
		
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			you can get your hands on about
Jose Amma. And then you're going
		
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			to make this production, whatever
your whatever you see, that you
		
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			seek for the Quran, and you may
feel like it's not enough. What I
		
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			want you to know is that when you
make the intention for the Quran,
		
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			whether or not you complete that
intention, the fact that you make
		
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			it and the fact that you even try,
Allah already has written you of
		
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			those people. Allah already writes
you as a person of the Quran when
		
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			you make the intention to memorize
it. So even if you don't finish,
		
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			even if you don't get to where you
wanted to go, but you are trying,
		
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			Allah writes you as a person who
did.
		
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			There are people who memorize the
Quran in their 80s, one of my
		
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			Quran teacher, Sheik Moheb, I
would watch a Yemeni grandmother
		
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			come in. She would bring her
grandchildren to memorize Quran
		
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			with him, and she would sit in the
corner. And then after their
		
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			class, she would recite to him.
And she was in her 80s. Masha
		
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			Allah, there are stories of men
and women who memorize the Quran
		
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			in the 80s. In their 90s, one of
the masters of Quranic recitation
		
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			of our more contemporary time
washe um sad who into her 90s, men
		
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			and women from around the world
would travel to her to get ijaza
		
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			from her, because she had one of
the shortest senates, actually the
		
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			shortest Senate in her time
period, and a particular
		
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			of the Quran.
		
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			There is no time in our life where
we have done where we have done
		
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			enough, or where we can
		
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			say that we need
		
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			more ideas, I guess, of how to
connect with the Quran, because
		
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			there is a way that we can bring
it into every aspect of our lives.
		
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			So.
		
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			One just take a moment to make the
intention that seeing what's
		
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			happening in khasa, seeing what's
happening in Sudan, seeing what's
		
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			happening in the Congo, seeing
what's happening in Yemen, seeing
		
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			what's happening in all different
parts of the world,
		
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			we are going to reconnect to the
Quran as a means of helping this
		
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			ummah change that we are going to
work on restoring justice in our
		
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			own lives, praying that it's a
means of restoring justice in the
		
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			Ummah as a whole. Number one and
number two, falling in love with
		
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			the Quran is a journey, just like
falling in love with someone is a
		
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			journey. And that doesn't have to
be falling in love like a spouse,
		
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			falling in love with with, okay,
not falling in love, okay, loving,
		
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			loving your friend, loving someone
you meet for the first time. You
		
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			don't just meet them normally, you
know, for the first time at a
		
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			cafe, and look at that person and
think, I love you. Normally, it's
		
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			a process. You get to know them.
You start to have experiences with
		
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			them. You are building a
relationship with them, and that
		
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			process is one that we all go
through with the Quran. Now that
		
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			is a whole different discussion on
how to love the Quran, but one
		
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			thing I would just like to share
right now in our viewing of the
		
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			Quran, often we see it as I'm just
going to sit and memorize in
		
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			Ramadan. I'm going to read as much
as I can, but I want to ask you,
		
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			when was the last time you laid
down in bed and you were about to
		
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			go to sleep and the Quran was on
your pillow, when was the last
		
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			time you hugged the Quran? And I'm
not talking about the cultural
		
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			idea of you drop the Quran and you
pick it up and you kiss it. That's
		
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			a very cultural practice. I'm not
talking about that form of respect
		
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			in that culture I'm talking about
because you just really want to
		
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			express your physical love with
it.
		
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			How do you
		
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			express love to someone? You get
them gifts. You spend time with
		
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			them. You you use words that share
how much you love them. Talk to
		
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			Allah about the Quran, and when
you're holding the Quran and
		
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			you're pouring out your heart to
Allah about this ummah, about your
		
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			personal circumstances and the
heartache that you experience.
		
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			Because I know many of us feel
like because of what's happening
		
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			in ASA, we can't you know the
pain, the hardship, everything in
		
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			our lives doesn't compare. But I'd
also like to say, obviously,
		
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			that's 100% true. And also you can
still be going through hardship.
		
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			You can still be going through
difficulty, and because sometimes
		
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			the guilt and the horror of what
you're seeing and unable to help
		
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			and and then you know how to
process sometimes it makes it even
		
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			harder for you to deal with what
you're dealing with in your life
		
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			on a personal level, because you
don't have the emotional capacity
		
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			for something that was already so
difficult, and now the compounded
		
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			amount of trauma of just being a
witness to what is happening and
		
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			then at the same time, navigating
the tests of your personal life,
		
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			all of it together, can be so
overwhelming. And so that's why
		
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			going back to the Quran as a as a
shifa, that the Quran is what you
		
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			seek it for, is something that can
help us in all of our not only our
		
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			relationships with other people,
our healing Inshallah, and the
		
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			journeys that we go through in
different ways. And of course,
		
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			work with the professional if
necessary, as well, but also in
		
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			our.