Maryam Amir – My Heart Was Dead And Allah Brought It To Life Sincerely, via @YaqeenPodcast

26 February 2022

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A person describes their experience of feeling their heart beat and hearing their parents cry. They become upset and beg for guidance from Allah to forgive them and help them know who they are. The feeling of their heart was the first time they felt their heart and they wanted to know who they were.

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			In high school, my parents decided
that we were going to go take a

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			family trip to Mecca and go for
Amra. I felt nothing as we were

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			walking through the outside haram
before we got to the Kaaba. And my

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			parents were like, don't look
until you get to the Kaaba itself,

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			so that it will be the very first
thing that you see inside of the

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			haram. So I was keeping my eyes
lowered, hearing my parents

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			weeping and thinking, I don't feel
anything. Am I supposed to feel

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			something? I don't feel anything.
And my dad said to look up, Allah,

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			my heart was dead, and Allah
brought it to life. It was the

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			first time that I actually felt my
heart, and I didn't even know that

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			you could feel your heart. It was
the first time that I felt my

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			heart. And I just immediately, I
just started bawling and begging

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			Allah to to guide me, to forgive
me, to help me know him. And that

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			moment for me was so, so
transformational that in that

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			moment, I was like, I want to know
who Allah is. Like, I want to

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			know.