Maryam Amir – Connecting to the Quran Imam Suhaib Webb

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			As salaam akala, and welcome
everybody back to another session.
		
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			Inshallah, I'm really excited to
be moderating this session with
		
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			two amazing speakers who begin in
the name of Allah subhanahu, the
		
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			Most Compassionate, the Most
Merciful. Want to go ahead and
		
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			give everyone a recap of what this
session is. This session is
		
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			titled, How is the Quran and sunna
relevant today? We have with us
		
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			Imam Sohaib, Webb and Ustad,
Mariam, Amir,
		
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			the Quran our lifelong companions.
We look at the Quran merely as a
		
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			holy book versus guidance
throughout our life. How do we
		
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			build a consistent relationship
with the Quran, even if you don't
		
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			understand the Arabic or have the
perfect where do we start and
		
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			where? Where do we start to make
the Quran our best friends
		
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			and Sunnah today, more than ever,
we need to hold on to the guidance
		
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			of the Quran and Sunnah to
navigate our hectic,
		
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			overstimulated lifestyle in 2020
how can we leverage the guidance
		
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			from those timeless sources of
Quran and Sunnah to navigate the
		
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			challenges of today's world. And
first, we'll be hearing from Imam
		
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			Sohaib Webb. Imam Sohaib, William
Webb has a degree in education
		
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			from the University of Central
Oklahoma and in Islamic law from
		
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			Al Azhar University in Cairo. He
was named as a faith leader to
		
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			watch by the Center for American
Progress in 2016
		
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			as well as selected by the Muslim
community as one of CNN 25 most
		
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			influential leaders, as well as
one of the five 500 of the most
		
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			influential Muslims by the Royal
Islamic Study Center in 2017
		
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			Inshallah, he's
		
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			currently the resident scholar of
the IC NYU, and teaches a course
		
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			at NYU on Islamic law and ethics.
He's also a member of the North
		
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			American Council. Additionally, he
operates Swiss, an online online
		
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			educational experience that
presents on demand religious
		
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			education to English speaking
Muslims. Alhamdulillah, we're
		
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			really excited to have Shaykh Imam
salhib And
		
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			Alhamdulillah, Allah, the answer
Allahu, Aja
		
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			wa salatu, assalamu. Alaikalline,
		
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			salawatu, Allah. He was Salamu
alayhi wa ashabihi ajmain, praise
		
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			Allah, Subhanahu wa taala. Send
peace and blessings upon our
		
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			beloved messenger, Muhammad,
sallAllahu, alaihi wasallam, upon
		
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			his family, his companions and
those who follow them until the
		
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			end of time, brothers and sisters.
Assalamu alaikum. Just having a
		
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			few technical problems here I'm
trying to to address. It's, it's a
		
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			pleasure to be here, Alhamdulillah
at the 23rd annual mass
		
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			convention. MashAllah rising up to
the moment. It's, it's an honor to
		
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			be invited, and certainly a great
pleasure to share some time with
		
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			our teacher and our hostess,
Maryam Amir May Allah increase her
		
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			inshallah in khair. And it's also
somewhat sad not to be able to be
		
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			normally. You know, at this time
of the year, we all expect to be
		
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			together there in in California.
So we ask Allah, subhanaw Tara to
		
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			accept our intentions. Nia min Hai
Ram, right, the intention of the
		
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			believer is better than his or her
actions. As as many of the early
		
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			scholars used to say, and
Hamdulillah, we ask Allah
		
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			inshallah to to make that, you
know, easy for all of us moving
		
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			forward, I think that this is
actually a really great topic,
		
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			masha Allah, that is one that
should be really happening every
		
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			year to remind us of how the Quran
and the Sunnah are relevant in our
		
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			lives. And I'm not going to make
this too complicated, because I
		
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			don't think it's very complicated.
Uh, Allah says, wajahid bihi Jihad
		
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			and Kabira Allah says that you
have to make jihad with it a great
		
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			jihad. And as Imam Shah to be
mentioned in his famous poem on
		
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			the different recitations of the
Quran, very beautifully, he said,
		
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			what Adam and nahablahi, finaki,
tabuh, wajah
		
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			that, first and foremost, we all
have to take a responsibility to
		
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			struggle in a relationship with
the Quran. It is not something
		
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			that necessarily is going to come
in an easy way. It's not something
		
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			that's going to happen to someone
who is lazy. It's not something
		
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			that's going to happen to someone
who is not disciplined. The Quran.
		
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			One of the things that attracted
me to the Quran when I was a non
		
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			Muslim was the demands that it
made on me as a person, the
		
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			responsibility, the religious
furnishings that were absent from
		
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			my life. I.
		
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			Found clearly in the Quran. So
first and foremost, if we want to
		
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			have a relationship with the Quran
and find relevance with the Quran,
		
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			we have to be willing to sacrifice
for the Quran.
		
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			We have to be willing to give up
some time for the Quran. We have
		
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			to take a little bit of time away
from watching or binge watching
		
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			the Queen's Gambit, or our
favorite shows, or playing our new
		
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			favorite game, or, you know,
hanging out with somebody. I
		
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			remember when I started to learn
how to read the Quran, and I asked
		
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			one of my teachers, how am I, as a
white guy from Oklahoma who's not
		
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			even born Muslim, going to learn
the Quran, and he said sacrifice a
		
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			little, right? Jahid, Bihi, Jihad
and Kabira. So before we get into
		
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			any of kind of the details, I
think it's very important that we
		
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			adopt a hungry mentality, a a
mentality that that is willing to
		
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			work and sacrifice for the Quran,
not in the way say that scholars
		
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			have to sacrifice, not in the way
that those like say Abdul Abdul
		
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			Samad Hamil had to sacrifice. But
we need to be a little bit
		
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			uncomfortable.
		
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			I had a teacher years ago, and
this is a great example of what
		
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			most of us can't do. But I think
it's, it's it can be microly
		
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			processed. Who he lived in a a
home that the electricity was cut
		
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			off,
		
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			and he memorized the Quran. So I
asked him, like, how did you how
		
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			did you review without
electricity? And he said, I used
		
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			to sit under
		
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			the street light and review, the
Quran.
		
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			Many of us, of course, that's
beyond what we can do. But I think
		
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			it's important that within our
given ability and within our given
		
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			a past capacity, we have to be a
little uncomfortable.
		
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			One of the concerns that we should
have for the Muslim community is
		
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			that it has become extremely
worldly.
		
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			It has become a community that
amplifies the world and may
		
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			neglect amplifying the hereafter.
Well, a lay Salil in Sani, Ilam
		
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			asaah The
		
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			Quran says, what's going to matter
is what you work for.
		
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			And I think we have to get back to
centering,
		
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			being disconnected from opulence,
disconnected from the shine of
		
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			dunya. We need to disconnect from
that in order to have a little
		
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			uncomfortability with the Quran. I
think that's extremely important,
		
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			and often times we want the
results without the efforts. I
		
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			remember when I first encountered
the Quran, I was, you know, I felt
		
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			challenged, and I struggled to,
you know, kind of make sense of
		
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			everything. It's a very it's a new
text. But I pushed myself, and I
		
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			continued to push myself, and when
I started to learn the Quran, the
		
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			only teacher close to my house was
an hour away, and I used to drive.
		
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			I would go to college, I would go
to work, and I would drive every
		
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			day in the 1983 orange Toyota from
my work to the sheik. I would read
		
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			to him, and I would come home
every day except Friday, Saturday
		
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			and Sunday, because I wanted it. I
wanted Alhamdulillah to have a
		
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			relationship with the Quran.
		
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			We, as many of our teachers said,
have become a community that puts
		
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			barakah before the horse right. We
want the blessing before the
		
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			effort. So I want you to think
about challenging yourself, and
		
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			that is that once a week, you're
going to spend some time reading
		
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			Quran and reading in the language
that you understand best, and
		
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			pushing yourself to build a
personal relationship with the
		
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			Quran. That's why I say to Aisha
said about the Prophet salallahu,
		
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			Salam canal, Quran yamshi. Prophet
Sallam is a walking Quran
		
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			sallallahu alayhi wa sallam.
		
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			The next thing is, if we want to
talk about the relevance of the
		
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			Quran and Sunnah, let's invert it
and ask the enemies of Islam how
		
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			relevant the Quran and Sunnah are
to them in their
		
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			misinterpretations of Islam.
		
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			So we find that the enemies of
Islam are perhaps extracting more
		
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			false understandings and wrong
rulings from the Quran then we as
		
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			a community are extracting
righteous rulings and righteous
		
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			guidance from the Quran.
		
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			So the Quran is relevant to the
enemies of our community, because
		
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			they are actively looking for
something in it. And we know that,
		
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			of course, Allah says, what a yawl
vari Mina ilahasara, that the
		
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			evildoers will be misguided
because they're not able to see
		
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			the Quran correctly. Allah says
that they look at.
		
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			Muhammad, sallam, Torah, you see
them looking at you, but they
		
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			don't perceive you. You see them
looking at the Quran. They don't
		
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			perceive the Quran.
		
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			But I would beg to differ that our
community has put a number of
		
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			roadblocks between itself and the
Quran. For example, statements of
		
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			scholars, if you were to quote a
verse of Quran, someone will say,
		
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			but this scholar said this, but
this is a clear, clear text from
		
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			the
		
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			Quran, uh, popular ignorance,
which I think is the bigger
		
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			problem in the Muslim community.
Notions of what Islam is held by
		
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			popular education, which are not
founded actually in the Orthodox
		
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			pedagogy of Islam, nor the Quran.
		
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			So the first is that you have to
be willing to struggle, and the
		
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			second is you have to be willing
to be challenged. Usted Hora
		
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			Murad, I think he has the best
book I've ever written in English
		
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			on the Quran called the way to the
Quran. I encourage everyone to
		
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			read it. He says very clearly that
you have to be ready to be
		
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			uncomfortable. We celebrate the
life of Malcolm X in a in a kind
		
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			of shallow way, but read what
Malcolm writes about how
		
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			initially, when he began to read
the Quran, he felt he was being
		
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			challenged. He felt that he, you
know, he was little uncomfortable.
		
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			So we have to be very careful that
we're not too worldly. A worldly
		
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			community is one that dismisses
religion and chooses the world and
		
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			gets really uncomfortable and
sensitive when religion speaks.
		
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			The Quran is, is God's word. The
Quran contains God's law.
		
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			I have to be willing to sacrifice
and struggle for it, and I have to
		
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			be willing to be uncomfortable.
		
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			For that reason, I say it's
important to have Sahba with the
		
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			Quran. And as I finish this, this
brief discussion, Imam Al muhasibi
		
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			In Uriel to mustardi. He says,
What Anam and faribataki, tabula,
		
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			lahi Subhan, Farida, takitabi,
lahi Subhana, wa taala, Sabah. He
		
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			says that the obligations the
Quran has on you and the Sunnah
		
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			are the following. Number one,
Allah, aminu, behokh, me is to act
		
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			on it.
		
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			One of the things that's
interesting is, I see that there
		
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			are convert Muslims who their
attitude is that the Quran is a
		
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			book of transformation.
		
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			Then there are born Muslims who
come back to the faith who also
		
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			see the Quran largely as a manual
for constant improvement and trans
		
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			and transformation. And then there
are a group of Muslims who the
		
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			Quran is either a historical
document or a cultural relic. And
		
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			that's a problem. Muhammad Assad
said that the downfall of the
		
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			Muslim ummah is when it fails to
see the transformative power of
		
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			its sacred texts and instead sees
it as something simply cultural, a
		
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			cultural relic, relic. But Allah
says, well, kadarika, oh, hey, oh,
		
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			haina, we sent the Spirit to the
spirit is the Quran because, like
		
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			oxygen is is a necessity for the
life of the body, the Quran is a
		
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			necessity for understanding the
true reality of the world.
		
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			So he says, The first is to act on
it. There was some Sahabi who
		
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			actually would throw parties
because they did khatam of Quran,
		
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			not with
		
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			they would complete the Quran with
their actions.
		
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			The third, he says, is to believe
it's
		
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			one of the dangers of the Trump
experiences. We become very
		
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			political, and perhaps we've
allowed ourselves to to identify
		
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			as being on the left or the right.
We are not on the left or the
		
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			right. We are prophetic. We are a
community of prophetic morality.
		
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			We are a community that has a
sacred book that we are
		
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			responsible to. The Prophet, said
Al Quran, heard a lake. And this
		
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			the outcome of being very worldly.
		
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			Be being very worldly is that now
my ethos is largely dominated by
		
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			the gears of the dunya, whereas a
Muslim is emancipated by the Quran
		
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			from the world. That's why
Sayyidina shaktibi says, Who will
		
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			hurry you that the person of the
Quran is emancipated, is free,
		
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			because the intellect now is being
driven by divine teachings and not
		
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			lost in the grime and grit of
worldly notions that tend to be
		
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			rooted in secret attempts at
efficacy and utilitarianism. No
		
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			doubt we may align.
		
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			Of people on certain political
positions, largely, Alhamdulillah,
		
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			on the left. But that does not
make us left. We are still
		
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			prophetic.
		
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			So the the next point is, after
acting on it is to believe in its
		
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			threats and its promises, and that
allows us to speak truth to power,
		
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			no matter who we speak to,
		
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			no matter if it's Joe Biden, no
matter if it's allies, no matter
		
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			whoever it is Donald Trump,
whoever the Muslim is commanded to
		
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			constantly be kunu Awa, minab, al
qasti, Shuhada or anak speaking
		
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			truth, whether it's Musa in front
of firao, whether it's Sayyidina
		
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			Muhammad Sallallahu sallamah
reminding his own people,
		
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			we are not simply allowed to
untether ourselves from religion
		
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			in the name of political,
economic, social or cultural
		
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			efficacy. That is a worldly
community whose revelation now is
		
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			what's popping in the streets,
what's popular in the beltway,
		
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			what's going to make us look nice.
		
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			The fourth thing that he says is
to believe in the allegorical
		
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			verses, meaning those things that
we may find difficulty in
		
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			understanding. We believe in them
and we act on them. And then
		
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			finally, he said, is to work to
preserve it, right? And what he
		
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			means by preserving it is not only
memorizing it, but living it. The
		
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			same applies to the Sunnah of the
Prophet sallallahu, sallam, the
		
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			Quran. And Sunnah, in our mind,
should be as sources of life,
		
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			sources of for me, as a convert, I
like to tell people, for me, the
		
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			Quran is exploration.
		
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			For me, hadith is exploration.
Oftentimes born, Muslims may see
		
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			the Quran as a jail cell. May see
the Sunnah as a jail cell. Others,
		
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			we see the Quran as the key to
take the handcuffs off of our
		
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			arms. And for those of you who are
activists, for those of you
		
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			involved in mass, for those of you
who are leading usras, for those
		
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			of you who sit on the boards of
Muslim organizations, if you are
		
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			not experiencing at least two
hatamah Quran every year, you need
		
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			to check yourself. If you are not
having a deeply invested
		
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			relationship with the Quran, you
need to check yourself, because
		
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			how can you lead if you're not
being led, and if you are leading,
		
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			and you're not being led by the
Quran and Sunnah, then what are
		
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			you leading by?
		
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			And if we were to take the Quran
		
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			and apply it to the work, say that
mass LA is doing, we can see that
		
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			they are doing great work. They
have a succession plan. They are
		
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			bringing in young people. They are
staying independent, not taking
		
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			money from strange, dubious
sources. They are sanctioned by
		
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			the community that they are
engaged in passionate youth work,
		
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			that they are about supporting the
comprehensive nature of Islam as
		
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			found in the Quran. The word taqwa
in Soto Bakra is used in every
		
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			context of life, individual piety,
social piety, economic piety,
		
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			political piety, piety within the
family. To present to us the
		
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			comprehensive nature of the deen.
		
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			The last point that I'll make is
that although covid is is an
		
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			extremely difficult time. My wife,
subhanAllah, and her mother and
		
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			her grandmother, who was nine
years old, all just had covid.
		
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			Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, all of
them came out of it. Well, I was
		
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			living in isolation. I was from
there, kharib, you know, I was
		
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			living three different houses,
because each house there was a
		
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			breakout, so I won't have to move.
		
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			And I was talking to one brother,
		
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			a convert who memorized the Quran.
		
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			And I was, you know, I was
venting. It's okay to vent, right?
		
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			And
		
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			he said, Wallahi, this is a
blessing. And he actually has
		
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			covid 19. I
		
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			said, Man, I mean, I mean, I
understand it's a blessing, but
		
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			what do you mean? He said, When
covid 19 started,
		
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			I decided to contact my teacher
		
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			and finish all of the Karaite of
the people of Medina.
		
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			What that means is war Shane
		
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			through the tray of Azraq. That's
one. Washana through Asmaa, that's
		
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			two khaloon with Abu nasheed and
khaloon with halawani. That's two
		
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			more. That's four. And then who's
left is abi Jafar al Madani, the
		
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			sheik of all of them. And I said
to him, how much have you
		
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			finished? He said, I only have
now. AB Jafar Jafar al Madani
		
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			left. I said, Subhan Allah, man,
you really used this time in
		
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			covid, he said, because I don't
know when I have this opportunity
		
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			again. Why can be at home and put
in work? So as I finish, I think
		
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			it's very important
		
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			that you set some objectives for
yourself. You and your family,
		
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			begin to read the Quran once or
twice a week.
		
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			That you have discussions with
each other, you don't Imam Razi
		
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			says the majority of the Quran
doesn't have to be understood by
		
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			ulama,
		
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			right? The majority of the Quran
is understood by everybody,
		
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			that if you're with your roommates
in college or your friends, that
		
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			you begin a small haraka of the
Quran, as the Sahaba used to say,
		
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			ijbina, let's sit together and
study the Quran. As the Prophet
		
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			salallahu, Salama said that the
Quran, when it is studied
		
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			together, it brings about
blessings and tranquility. And
		
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			you're not studying it to save the
world. You're not studying it for
		
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			a meta narrative.
		
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			Think about how you're studying
it, to be in love with Allah,
		
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			to find the grammar that makes
sense of why marriages struggle.
		
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			To find understanding behind the
pain of covid 19, to find the
		
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			beauty in the successes in your
life. To gain security if you're
		
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			in high school, to be alone like
Sayyidina Adam, to be bullied like
		
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			Sayyidina Noah, to be in the fire,
like Sayyidina Ibrahim, to be a
		
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			trafficked human being, like
Sayyidina Yusuf, to be an abused
		
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			child, maybe like Sayyidina Yusuf,
to be a woman who's challenged
		
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			because of her gender. That's all
in the Quran,
		
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			to understand that the prison
industrial complex is mentioned in
		
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			Sultan Yusuf, that environmental
allyship is mentioned in Suratul
		
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			to find greater meaning of what
the Quran means for now in your
		
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			life. And nobody can teach that to
you. Nobody can come in and teach
		
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			that to you. The Quran is there
waiting for you to explore it. And
		
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			it is such a beautiful book, masha
Allah, as well as the Hadith of
		
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			the Prophet salallahu, sallam, so
I recommend that you have a study
		
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			circle of the Quran. Really, the
best translation I've seen is by
		
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			Doctor Mustafa Khattab, the clear
Quran. It's a wonderful
		
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			translation, and he even has one
now for teens. He has a dictionary
		
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			that he just released. It's
incredible. And the second is for
		
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			understanding the Sunna. I
encourage you to read the Sira.
		
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			And the best book I've seen on
Sira is Muhammad, men and
		
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			messenger by Doctor Abu Salahi,
it's my pleasure to be with you.
		
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			Ask Allah to bless you. I'm super
excited to pass now this baton on
		
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			to an incredible leader and woman,
scholar and wonderful friend,
		
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			Maryam, Amir barakaz, Muhammad
		
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			zakalaha, bless you. One of the
commenters on YouTube said, this
		
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			talk is riveting. Couldn't,
couldn't have said it better,
		
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			better myself. Mashallah, we'll go
ahead and transition to Maryam.
		
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			Amir,
		
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			Sada Meriam Amir, Sheik, Maria
mamir received her master's in
		
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			education from UCLA, where she did
her research focusing on the
		
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			effects of mentorship, rooted in
critical race theory for urban
		
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			high school students of color. She
holds a bachelor's in child and
		
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			adolescent development from San
Jose State University. She holds a
		
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			second Bachelors in Islamic
Studies from an Azhar University,
		
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			and has memorized the Quran Masha
Allah. She has a second degree
		
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			black belt in Taekwondo and writes
for virtualmas.com and Al juma.com
		
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			Mariam, sister, Mariam, ustada.
Mariam is a lecturer with hikma
		
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			Institute, and frequently travels
to work with different communities
		
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			on topics related to spiritual
connections, social issues and
		
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			women's studies.
		
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			When I
		
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			was in high school, my family and
I drove to the masjid for taraweeh
		
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			and Ramadan, and I had never
actually experienced a Ramadan
		
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			where I felt any sort of emotional
connection. I was in the car, and
		
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			we were listening to the Quran,
and the reciter started to
		
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			suddenly stop and just cry. He
started to bawl as he was reciting
		
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			these verses. And I had never seen
such a reaction to the recitation
		
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			of the Quran like this. And
because my family is not Arab and
		
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			we don't, we don't understand, we
didn't understand exactly what the
		
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			messages were, I just was staring
out the window and thinking, What
		
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			is he crying for? What is the Shia
crying about? And I asked my dad,
		
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			and he said the general message
was that he was thinking about the
		
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			hereafter. The Imam was reciting
the ayat that had to do with the
		
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			Hereafter. And so we went to the
masjid, and for the first time, I
		
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			used to fast Ramadan, because it
was expected. I used to pray a
		
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			certain amount because it was
expected. And after that, I would
		
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			go with my friends, and we would
hang out around the Masjid. But
		
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			that was the very first time I sat
in the masjid and just continued
		
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			to listen to the Quran, thinking
about what this actually means. I
		
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			went home that night.
		
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			And I decided that I was going to
open up that surah and start
		
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			reading the translation of those
verses so that I can understand
		
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			for myself why that Imam had such
an emotional reaction to those
		
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			verses. It was the end of Suratul
moenon, and as the ayats kept
		
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			going and talking about that day
and the conversation of people
		
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			with Allah, and just the
recognition of the of the reality
		
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			of this life being so short,
		
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			I was emotionally impacted like
that Imam was, and I chose that I
		
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			was going to memorize that Surah
right there. That was the first
		
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			Surah that I consciously
memorized. And I didn't really
		
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			know Arabic. I was super slow in
in the recitation, I didn't know
		
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			any tijuid. The way I memorized
wasn't by looking at the at the
		
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			Arabic. It was by looking at the
transliteration and listening at
		
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			the same time and memorizing the
translation so that I could
		
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			understand what it means, because
the impact of the meaning was what
		
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			caused that shift, that shifts
recitation to waver so intensely
		
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			because he was so impacted by the
words of ALLAH, like Hassan Al
		
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			Basri says the Quran when you're
listening to it, recognize that it
		
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			is the words of God Almighty sent
to you on the on the lips of the
		
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			Prophet Muhammad, On the tongue of
the Prophet Muhammad, peace be
		
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			upon him. So Allah alaihi
wasallam. Now I used to go to
		
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			Quran class. When my parents
encouraged me to go, I had taken a
		
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			sticky note, and I wrote out the
verses on the sticky note, and I
		
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			would sit and as the as the
Sheikah was looking at her, must
		
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			have to see if I was correct or
not. I would look at the sticky
		
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			note, and I would recite the Quran
that I was supposedly have
		
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			memorized just like that, and
Subhanallah that at that time, I
		
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			wasn't connected to the Quran as a
child, I didn't particularly feel
		
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			like that spark, but that
emotional moment was one of many
		
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			in which caused me to fully decide
that I want to be committed to
		
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			this book, and my story is just
one of so many of millions of
		
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			people, many of you who have the
same exact story, one of the Imams
		
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			of the Haram in our contemporary
times. He didn't start as the
		
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			sheik who just loved the Quran
since the minute he was born. He
		
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			was someone who would spend a lot
of time watching TV, a lot of time
		
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			playing games, not really that
interested. And one day, he was
		
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			waiting for someone to come, and
he was standing outside, and when
		
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			they arrived, the door opened to
the car, and in the car there was
		
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			a recitation playing, and that
recitation was Sura al Kaf, and in
		
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			it, the shift was in Showa, he
started to recite waja at Sacra,
		
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			tool motiva, Subhan,
		
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			Allah in that moment, this is
talking about the reality of
		
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			death, the shortness of this life,
being held accountable. And that
		
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			Sheik,
		
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			that was the first time he woke
up, hearing the Quran caused him
		
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			to wake up. And he said that that
moment didn't change his life, but
		
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			it was the first one in which he
decided that he wants to start
		
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			making a change. So he started
going to the masjid, and when he
		
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			would hear an imam or said the
Quran, and he felt like these
		
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			verses speak to me, he would go
back and he would memorize those
		
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			verses, until one day he was the
imam who was leading taraweah, and
		
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			he was reading off the must have
itself. And by the next year, he
		
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			said, I want to have this book
memorized. I want to recite it
		
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			from my heart. And so he did, and
he eventually became the Imam of
		
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			the Haram, the Imam of Mecca. And
this story is a contemporary one,
		
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			but it's very similar to one that
we have from our past full day.
		
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			Libin yelled, who was a great
scholar in our history. Phil Ibn
		
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			yelled is quoted in so many books
of of scholar, scholarly
		
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			knowledge. But he didn't start as
a scholar. He was actually known
		
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			as a robber. Parents would scare
their kids, and they would tell
		
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			them, Go to sleep or full Dale's
gonna get you behave, or fool Dale
		
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			is gonna get you. And one day, he
was running to rob a home, and he
		
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			stood on the roof of that home,
and there was an older man
		
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			reciting the Quran, and he was
reciting Alam yet Nili Levine.
		
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			Hasn't
		
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			it
		
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			become time for the people who
have believed to be impacted by
		
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			the words of Allah? And when he
heard this, fudil Ibn iyel said,
		
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			yes, it's time. He made Toba and
he became the Imam of the Haram,
		
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			and his example is the example
that we have from the Companions
		
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			Radi Allahu, AKM um Ayman Radi
Allahu, anha Abu Bakr Al na Radi
		
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			Allahu, anhuma, they decided that
they were going to go visit her as
		
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			a Prophet sallallahu alayhi
wasallam used to do when he was
		
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			alive and when.
		
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			Went to her, she started to cry.
And they said, Don't you know that
		
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			what is with the Prophet
sallallahu alayhi wa sallam is
		
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			better for, excuse me, what is
with Allah for the Prophet
		
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			sallallahu alayhi wa sallam is
better and, um Amen, she responded
		
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			by saying, I'm not crying because
I don't know that. What with that,
		
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			what is with Allah is better for
the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa
		
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			sallam, I'm crying because the
revelation has been cut off from
		
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			the heavens. When Abu Bakr and AMR
heard this, they began to cry. And
		
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			so OMA Amen and Abu Bakr and Amar
Radi Allahu anhu, they're just
		
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			crying, and they're crying. Why?
Because the revelation is no
		
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			longer being sent down. They no
longer have the revelation to
		
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			interact with physically in their
lives. Suratul Lana am 70,000
		
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			angels brought that Surah down.
Abu Huraira, the mentions that
		
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			when you recite the Quran, it's a
four as a form of bringing angels
		
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			into your home, and a form of
causing the shayateen to leave it
		
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			when you recite the Quran angels
that roam the earth look for
		
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			people who are just reciting the
Quran. They just look for you.
		
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			They want to hear your recitation.
Whether you're stumbling and you
		
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			sound like nails on a chalkboard
or whether you're reciting like
		
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			the angels, they are looking for
you. Excuse me, they're looking
		
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			for you, and with their presence
comes protection, and it comes
		
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			mercy and it comes Baraka,
		
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			yes. Subhan, Allah, how often I
hear things like, What is wrong
		
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			with our ummah? We're so
disconnected from the Quran our
		
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			youth. They're so into Tiktok,
they're onto social media. They're
		
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			not connected to the Quran. What
is wrong with our Ummah And
		
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			subhanAllah when Imam suhay May
Allah bless him and protect him
		
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			and increase him and his family?
When he was speaking and he
		
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			touched on this point, I was
thinking, Imam Sohaib was my very
		
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			first mentor. You the investment
he made in myself in the youth who
		
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			grew up when he was the Imam of
our masjid, may Allah bless him,
		
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			he didn't cast us aside and say,
Oh, they're just youth. There's no
		
00:32:08 --> 00:32:12
			potential there. He invested in
us, and he helps us learn not to
		
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			be so afraid of ourselves, to help
us grow in a religious space and
		
00:32:16 --> 00:32:22
			find empowerment in that
spirituality. That message is not
		
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			the message that I'm hearing from
young people today. I speak with a
		
00:32:26 --> 00:32:30
			lot of young professionals, with
college students, with high school
		
00:32:30 --> 00:32:33
			students, the messages that they
tell me are things like their
		
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			parents say, the reason you got
into that car accident is because
		
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			you don't read enough Quran. The
reason that you are not successful
		
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			in what you're doing is because
you're not reading enough. Quran,
		
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			the reason you're depressed is
because you're not reading enough.
		
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			Quran, you're not even worth being
a part of this family because you
		
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			don't read enough. Quran, because
you didn't memorize the Quran, I
		
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			actually hear statements like this
and ones that are worse. And when
		
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			we talk about, where is our ummah?
Why aren't we connected to the
		
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			Quran? We need to rephrase that
question and ask, what are we
		
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			doing as individuals to cause
people to feel like they have to
		
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			run away from the Quran? We have
so much spiritual trauma in our
		
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			communities when the Quran is
weaponized by parents or by
		
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			community leaders or by members.
Of course, not everyone, not at
		
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			all. Well, we have very real
trauma where people are coming to
		
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			the Quran and they can't open it.
They are shaking because of a way
		
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			that it was weaponized when they
were a child, that their love was
		
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			dependent a person, a caregiver's
love was dependent on whether or
		
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			not a child had any type of
connection with the Quran, and
		
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			when we give that message that you
are not worthy, you are not good
		
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			enough, you are not worthy of my
love, unless you've memorized a
		
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			certain portion of the Quran,
unless you're reading a certain
		
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			amount in Arabic, even if you
don't understand what you're
		
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			saying, unless you reach this
certain level in madrasa, if
		
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			you're not reaching this
particular goal, then you are not
		
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			worthy of love. Then the message
that that gives, which is even
		
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			more terrifying, is that you are
not worthy of the love of Allah,
		
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			subhanho wa taala. And when we
make the love of Allah dependent,
		
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			when we make his acceptance and
his willingness to forgive
		
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			dependent on how much work a
person is doing with the Quran,
		
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			then we are causing people to feel
like when they are the their most
		
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			vulnerable, when they are at their
lowest, when they need nothing
		
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			more than to go back to the book
of Allah, that
		
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			that's the one place they can't go
because they're never going to be
		
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			good enough for it.
		
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			Versus a therapist told me that,
why is dua so healing? Why is
		
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			reciting the Quran so healing?
		
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			Because one of the most healing
forms of therapy.
		
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			It is simply just being able to
speak without being interrupted,
		
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			knowing you have a safe space to
express all that you're going
		
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			through without feeling like
someone is going to cut you off
		
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			and say you're wrong and your
feelings don't matter. That is
		
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			what the Quran gives us, a place
where we can open it and we're
		
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			able to find guidance, we're able
to find validation, and we're able
		
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			to find purpose. And we're going
to talk about these three when we
		
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			look at the companions of the
Prophet sallallahu, alayhi wasalam
		
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			Ibn ama Radi Allahu anhuma. One
day, he was reciting Suratul
		
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			multafi, Sora Mota fifun, and he
was reciting eating was and as he
		
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			was reciting, he got to
		
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			Surat, a motto, fifine, he got to
an ayah that was yomay, akumu,
		
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			nasudi, Rabbi la Alamin. When he
got to this verse, he started to
		
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			cry, and he couldn't continue. He
just kept crying and crying and
		
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			crying. And as he was crying
Subhanallah, he had to stop his
		
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			recitation, and he was the same
person who said that he it is more
		
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			beloved to him that he would cry
out of the awe and this hasha of
		
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			Allah, this fear mixed with this
humility and this hope and this,
		
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			this, this, amazement at Allah,
Subhanahu wa taala, thou would be
		
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			more beloved to him than giving in
charity 1000 Dirham. Now Ibn Al
		
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			Radi Allahu anhuma, he said that
crying privately for the sake of
		
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			Allah in this way is more beloved
to him than in a huge amount of
		
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			charity. And I want to
contextualize that, because
		
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			charity is a humongous, great
work, because you're not only
		
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			benefiting yourself, you're
benefiting other people. But who
		
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			are the seven who on that day, the
day of resurrection, who are
		
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			protected under the shade of the
Throne of Allah, subhanho wa
		
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			taala? Two of them are mentioned
right behind each other. One of
		
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			them is the person who gives
without measure, the person who
		
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			gives so much so selflessly, and
the one behind that person not
		
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			behind, but the one who's
mentioned after that person is the
		
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			one who cries privately out of
this hasha of Allah subhanahu wa
		
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			and most of the companions were
not super rich people roll the
		
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			Allahu Anhu. So many of them, like
many of us, we can't give a
		
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			million dollars every month. Some
people can Masha Allah, but most
		
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			of us can't do that.
		
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			So for those people who are able
to give, whether they don't make
		
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			that much and they still give, or
whether they make Allah and they
		
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			give
		
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			that that quality is for them, but
that's not everyone. But what is
		
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			something everyone can do? It's
what Ibn Amarillo Anu said, that
		
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			you are emotionally impacted by
those verses. And Ibn Al qayyim
		
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			Rahima hula, what did he say? He
said, When you listen to the
		
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			Quran, bring your heart up so that
when you're listening, you join
		
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			your heart with what you're
hearing together, so that you can
		
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			be emotionally impacted by the
verses.
		
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			Now, when we talk about the Quran
as a safe space, a space of
		
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			validation, look at the example of
Amaral, the Allahu anhu, one of
		
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			the companions, mentioned that he
was in the final row of the masjid
		
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			when Amar Radi Allahu, Anhu was
leading salah, and AMR recited
		
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			from Surah Yusuf, and he said, and
he began to cry in Nana ashku,
		
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			Bethy wahozni, illallah, Wa
Allahu, mean Allah, himala, taala,
		
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			Moon, indeed, I cry. I complain
this sadness only to Allah. And I
		
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			know from Allah what you don't
know, Ahmed al the Allah and who?
		
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			Who is he? He's the Khalifa. He's
somebody who was harsh towards
		
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			Muslims before his conversion. He
slapped his sister. And because of
		
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			that moment and the remorse he
felt, his heart was open to
		
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			hearing the verse of the surah
Taha, which is what guided him to
		
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			Allah, the Quran is what changed
the heart of Amarillo, the alarm
		
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			so he is already someone who's
promised paradise, and yet in his
		
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			lifetime, the responsibility that
he holds weighs him down. He sits
		
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			and he reflects on his past. He's
worried about his future, and he
		
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			is crying while he's reciting, I
complain only to Allah, and he's
		
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			quoting, he is reciting what
Allahu, Allah is quoting in the
		
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			Quran. Yeah, Quba Alayhi Salam.
Why is Prophet Ya Abu balahi Salam
		
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			making this statement? It's
because after decades, one of the
		
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			scholars of tafsir say 40 years
between the time that he lost
		
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			Prophet Yusuf alaihi salam and the
time that Prophet Yusuf alaihi
		
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			salam was rejoined with his
father, and he's losing another
		
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			son, and he's losing another son
be the manipulation of his own
		
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			children. Imagine how that's
making him feel emotionally and
		
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			after all this time, when his
family is saying, You're.
		
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			And I keep remembering Yusuf,
until you lose yourself, until you
		
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			become like you're not able to
even like, oh, takuna, mean, Al
		
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			haliki, and you're just going to
be destroyed. What does he say? I
		
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			only go back to Allah. I only
complain to Allah. Now that
		
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			doesn't mean you don't work with a
therapist. You work with
		
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			therapists. You work with people
who are going to support you
		
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			through your process. But also
look, when somebody tells you,
		
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			hasn't it been long enough?
Haven't you been depressed for
		
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			long enough? Haven't you cried
over this loss for long enough?
		
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			Look at the Prophet yakuba alayhi
salam, and he's still weeping, and
		
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			he's still crying after decades,
but he does this with Allah and
		
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			Ahmed Radi Allahu Anhu in his
timing. How many? How many years
		
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			later, is weeping and crying over
and over as he recites this ayah?
		
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			Why? Because the Quran is a safe
space. No matter what you're going
		
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			through, the Quran is open to
hearing the type of pain that you
		
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			experience. And it's Allah
subhanho wa Taala speaking to you
		
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			as he listens to the pain that
you're stating, he has verses that
		
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			comfort you through it. And
finally, let's look at Aisha,
		
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			radiah. She was she was reciting
with purpose, excuse me. Masrok
		
00:41:15 --> 00:41:20
			was reciting to her famine. Allah,
Alaina, Wakana, Ada be samum, and
		
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			she's just started making jaw and
just crying and crying about this
		
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			day. The Allah honors us with
removing the punishment and
		
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			blessing us with, with, with we
pray eternal blessings.
		
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			SubhanAllah. Look at how when we
think about the purpose that a
		
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			person feels with the Quran, it's
look at Aisha radiah, how many do
		
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			we focus on women being mothers,
which is so important. But on the
		
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			flip side, I have women messaging
me constantly wishing that they
		
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			could be mothers, but they haven't
been able to conceive for over a
		
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			decade. They haven't been able to
get married for over a decade.
		
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			Aisha radila anha, imagine how she
felt. Maybe she wanted to have
		
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			children and she never could.
Where does she take that emotional
		
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			reality? Where does she take
anything that she deals with, with
		
00:42:11 --> 00:42:14
			her pain of losing her husband,
the Prophet sallallahu, alayhi wa
		
00:42:14 --> 00:42:19
			sallam. She takes that to the
Quran, and she weeps, finding her
		
00:42:19 --> 00:42:24
			purpose as a scholar, finding her
purpose as someone who leads an
		
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			army, even though she was she was
		
00:42:28 --> 00:42:32
			regretful of her political
position of that time. And of
		
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			course, that's something that we
regret as an ummah, but she wasn't
		
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			afraid of who she was, Royal, the
Allahu anha, because the Quran
		
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			gave her purpose. When we look at
this concept of feeling emotional
		
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			connection, it's also important to
recognize that not everyone is
		
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			going to cry, and it's not a
requirement to cry when you hear
		
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			the Quran, Abu Bakr Al, the Allah
Quran, who says that the people of
		
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			Yemen came and they were hearing
the Quran, and they began to cry.
		
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			And Abu Bakr says Abu Bakr Al
Iran, who says, hakida, Kuna, this
		
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			is how we used to be, and then our
hearts and then the hearts became
		
00:43:06 --> 00:43:10
			hard. Who is making the statement?
Abu Bakr Radi Allahu Anhu is
		
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			saying, we used to cry, and then
our hearts became hard. Don't
		
00:43:15 --> 00:43:18
			focus on and then our hearts
became hard. Focus on who makes
		
00:43:18 --> 00:43:23
			that statement? If Abu Bakr or the
Allahu anhu, someone of his great
		
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			status in the Companions, could
listen to the Quran. And sometimes
		
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			they weren't crying. Sometimes
their emotions were not like other
		
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			times, what about me and you? The
Quran isn't asking us to prove our
		
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			love for it by bawling every time
we hear it. We are asked to look
		
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			at the actions that we are going
to do. How are we going to know
		
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			our actions by actually reading it
in a language that we understand.
		
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			Make it a point to read the Quran
every day, just one page a day at
		
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			a minimum, in the language that
you understand. Bring your heart
		
00:43:57 --> 00:44:01
			and focus on it. Go to work
through therapy if you need to, if
		
00:44:01 --> 00:44:06
			it's been a space of hurt for you,
and reconnect with the book of
		
00:44:06 --> 00:44:11
			Allah, because when you recite it,
he sends angels to surround you.
		
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			He loves hearing you say it. He
loves and praises and rewards and
		
00:44:16 --> 00:44:20
			brings benefit and blessings.
Every single time you're resetting
		
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			the Quran, your voice matters to
him, so go back to him and never
		
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			underestimate the power that the
Quran will bring to
		
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			your life. Panicham will be
hundreds. Sheikha Mariam for the
		
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			inspiring words, really, it was in
listening, I felt like it really
		
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			gave us all the affirmation that
we needed, that the relationship
		
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			with the Quran to become our best
friend is really waiting for us.
		
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			We just have to take that first
step, Charlo, we're going to go
		
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			ahead and transition to Q and A.
		
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			Just want to remind everyone,
whether you're listening on
		
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			Facebook or YouTube, because.
		
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			Go ahead and post your questions
in the chat, and we'll get to
		
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			them. We did get one question
which was related to Sheik mariams
		
00:45:07 --> 00:45:10
			closing thoughts. So maybe Sheik
Mariam you can expand upon it
		
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			question it reads, a lot of us
feel bad since we go away from the
		
00:45:16 --> 00:45:17
			Quran.
		
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			We memorized, then we forgot, we
cried, and then the tears stopped.
		
00:45:24 --> 00:45:28
			The guilt makes us feel bad. How
do we explain this journey wherein
		
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			we go away from the Quran? How do
we go back? Is this normal
		
00:45:35 --> 00:45:37
			Baraka lofik? That's such an
important question, and one that
		
00:45:37 --> 00:45:41
			all of us grapple with. When you
look at the Quran, we are not
		
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			asked to have a specific emotional
reaction to our deeds. Allah's
		
00:45:46 --> 00:45:49
			Panama Taala tells us that we grow
closer to Him through our
		
00:45:49 --> 00:45:55
			obligations, and then what? Then
the extra, and those are actions.
		
00:45:55 --> 00:45:59
			He doesn't ask us to force
ourselves to cry. Yes, there is a
		
00:45:59 --> 00:46:01
			narration of the Prophet
sallallahu, alayhi wa sallam,
		
00:46:01 --> 00:46:05
			talking about honest this, like,
kind of concept of like, if you're
		
00:46:05 --> 00:46:08
			not emotionally there, try to get
there emotionally. How would you
		
00:46:08 --> 00:46:11
			physically make yourself to feel
emotionally there? And what we can
		
00:46:11 --> 00:46:14
			do is we can take that and say,
Okay, what kind of atmosphere do I
		
00:46:14 --> 00:46:18
			need to be in to really feel
emotionally connected? If you are
		
00:46:18 --> 00:46:22
			in Mecca, staring at the kiaba or
in Medina, in the road of the
		
00:46:22 --> 00:46:24
			Prophet sallallahu, they would
sell them. Of course, that's a
		
00:46:24 --> 00:46:27
			different conversation if you're a
woman in the world. But the point
		
00:46:27 --> 00:46:29
			is that if you're in very
beautiful places that are
		
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			spiritually ones that connect you,
are you going to be feeling
		
00:46:34 --> 00:46:37
			differently than if you're in the
chaos of your home in the middle
		
00:46:37 --> 00:46:40
			of a quarantine, you have to deal
with maybe your kids or your
		
00:46:40 --> 00:46:44
			family and the dreams and figuring
out what your life is. We're
		
00:46:44 --> 00:46:48
			humans who are dealing with our
emotions. And if you're going to
		
00:46:48 --> 00:46:51
			place yourself in a space of
serenity where all you're doing is
		
00:46:51 --> 00:46:54
			focusing, and you're able to focus
and like pour your heart out to
		
00:46:54 --> 00:46:58
			Allah, that's a very different
circumstance. So the point is
		
00:46:58 --> 00:47:02
			that, like Abu Bakr all the Allahu
Anhu mentioned the Companions
		
00:47:02 --> 00:47:05
			themselves went through ups and
downs. So what about us? The
		
00:47:05 --> 00:47:10
			beautiful thing about our religion
is that when we think about our
		
00:47:10 --> 00:47:14
			time today, you know, we're in the
United States, we don't have the
		
00:47:14 --> 00:47:18
			Adan five times a day and then the
Obama and then hearing the Salah
		
00:47:18 --> 00:47:21
			from a masjid close by to our
home, because all of our apartment
		
00:47:21 --> 00:47:24
			buildings have massaged it on the
bottom of them. We are living in a
		
00:47:24 --> 00:47:27
			place where we have to be very
conscientious about the actions
		
00:47:27 --> 00:47:32
			that we take. Don't you think that
Allah swt is going to is not going
		
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			to Don't you know that Allah is
going to reward that, how much he
		
00:47:36 --> 00:47:41
			loves that, the guilt that you
feel over that he knows that, and
		
00:47:41 --> 00:47:44
			those are good deeds for you,
because you feel that's a sign of
		
00:47:44 --> 00:47:49
			your love for him. So be easy on
yourself. Make a consistent amount
		
00:47:49 --> 00:47:52
			that you're going to do on a
regular basis and focus on the
		
00:47:52 --> 00:47:56
			action. Sometimes the emotions
will come and sometimes they
		
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			won't. Allah is not requiring
emotion from you. He's requiring
		
00:47:59 --> 00:48:03
			that you work sincerely towards
what you're doing for his sake and
		
00:48:03 --> 00:48:05
			he loves the small
		
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			and consistent deeds we have
another question, Imam Sohaib, you
		
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			feel free to expound upon that.
And then, and then take this
		
00:48:17 --> 00:48:20
			question. The question reads, the
teachers slash,
		
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			referring to yourself, Imam Sohaib
and Sheik Maryam mentioned to
		
00:48:27 --> 00:48:30
			spend time with the Quran. I'm
finding from years ago, when we
		
00:48:30 --> 00:48:33
			used to just sit on a bus and
read,
		
00:48:34 --> 00:48:37
			the distractions have increased so
much in the digital age, meaning
		
00:48:37 --> 00:48:40
			there used to be a lot more
opportunities to read. Now things
		
00:48:40 --> 00:48:43
			are there's so many more
distractions. Any practical tips
		
00:48:43 --> 00:48:46
			on how to be alone? Quote,
unquote, with the Quran for both
		
00:48:46 --> 00:48:47
			young and old,
		
00:48:52 --> 00:48:56
			a discussion with the idea of
discipline. You know, I remember
		
00:48:56 --> 00:49:01
			one time I was memorizing Alfie
tabi Marek and I went to Sheik,
		
00:49:01 --> 00:49:08
			eMAR, efam Shahid eMAR effort, who
died, of course, in the first
		
00:49:08 --> 00:49:12
			Egyptian revolution. And I said to
him, you know, I'm having trouble
		
00:49:13 --> 00:49:16
			memorizing this text. Is there
something I can do? And he just
		
00:49:16 --> 00:49:17
			said, like, work hard
		
00:49:19 --> 00:49:22
			again. Just like wave of wand,
right? You're gonna memorize it.
		
00:49:22 --> 00:49:26
			So I think the answer actually, is
in the question, right? You have
		
00:49:26 --> 00:49:29
			to be disciplined with your
distractions.
		
00:49:30 --> 00:49:32
			No one else will be able to do
that for you.
		
00:49:33 --> 00:49:37
			That's passion. That's commitment.
My grandmother, my wife's
		
00:49:37 --> 00:49:42
			grandmother, mashallah, is nine
years old. For 14 days, she had
		
00:49:42 --> 00:49:44
			covid. 19 for 14 days, she made
the Hajj.
		
00:49:47 --> 00:49:51
			That's discipline, like, how much
Allah, like, that's just working
		
00:49:51 --> 00:49:55
			hard, right? You have to work
hard. There's no There's no magic
		
00:49:55 --> 00:49:58
			pill, right? That's the thing, I
think. Secondly, and this is very
		
00:49:58 --> 00:49:59
			important, is to make a schedule.
		
00:50:00 --> 00:50:04
			So like to set an actual schedule,
like on your phone, that this is
		
00:50:04 --> 00:50:08
			the time where I'm going to spend
with the Quran. Now, of course, as
		
00:50:08 --> 00:50:10
			we get older and our
responsibilities grow, oftentimes,
		
00:50:10 --> 00:50:13
			though, I found the more people
have things to do in their life,
		
00:50:13 --> 00:50:15
			the more disciplined they are,
because they don't have that big
		
00:50:15 --> 00:50:18
			budget of time. And when people
have suddenly a big budget of
		
00:50:18 --> 00:50:21
			time, that's where they struggle
to be disciplined. But that's a
		
00:50:21 --> 00:50:24
			different discussion. That's a
different discussion. But I think
		
00:50:24 --> 00:50:28
			setting a realistic schedule for
yourself and holding yourself
		
00:50:28 --> 00:50:28
			accountable
		
00:50:30 --> 00:50:30
			are the keys.
		
00:50:34 --> 00:50:35
			So
		
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			Mariam, feel free to add on to
that as well. I'm going to direct
		
00:50:40 --> 00:50:43
			the question towards you. You can
expound upon that and then take my
		
00:50:43 --> 00:50:46
			question unless you have anything
to add right now.
		
00:50:47 --> 00:50:51
			No Chef imaz, my teacher, may
Allah, bless him. He said
		
00:50:51 --> 00:50:55
			everything, Allah and the two of
you are both all of our teachers.
		
00:50:55 --> 00:50:57
			May Allah, bless you both.
		
00:50:58 --> 00:51:03
			Subhanallah, just last night,
actually my own family, we had a
		
00:51:03 --> 00:51:08
			hijab party for my niece, who is
now taking on wearing the hijab
		
00:51:08 --> 00:51:13
			full time, Mashallah. And it
reminded me of Seda Mariam, one of
		
00:51:13 --> 00:51:18
			you know, sort of a campaign that
you had started inspiring women
		
00:51:18 --> 00:51:21
			and mothers to reconnect with the
Quran. And and I wanted you to
		
00:51:21 --> 00:51:25
			speak a little bit about that and
then share any advice you would
		
00:51:25 --> 00:51:27
			have for young sisters or just
women in general, and then also
		
00:51:27 --> 00:51:30
			the brothers. We can also take
notes and learn, learn a thing or
		
00:51:30 --> 00:51:35
			two. What advice would you give to
a sister who maybe feels like, you
		
00:51:35 --> 00:51:38
			know, the reason why that I
started with the hijab party was
		
00:51:38 --> 00:51:41
			because a thought came to my mind
was, you know, we had the hijab
		
00:51:41 --> 00:51:43
			party. And the boys were there
said, well, we don't get a hijab
		
00:51:43 --> 00:51:46
			party. I said, you can have, you
know, when you memorize the Quran,
		
00:51:46 --> 00:51:48
			we'll have a party for you. And
that reminded me that we'll have a
		
00:51:48 --> 00:51:51
			party this. You know, the girls in
the family could also have that
		
00:51:51 --> 00:51:54
			party as well. So if you can just
share a little bit of advice to
		
00:51:54 --> 00:51:56
			all of us on that,
		
00:51:58 --> 00:52:01
			I really appreciate you
highlighting this concept of like
		
00:52:01 --> 00:52:05
			woman and connecting to the Quran.
So Subhanallah, Imam sohib Is the
		
00:52:05 --> 00:52:09
			person who helped me not be afraid
of myself with the Quran,
		
00:52:09 --> 00:52:13
			especially as a woman. A lot of
times we are not focusing on women
		
00:52:13 --> 00:52:18
			and being like Quran reciters. Of
Quran memorizers. We have so many
		
00:52:18 --> 00:52:22
			Masha Allah, so many men who've
memorized the Quran, but when we
		
00:52:22 --> 00:52:25
			look in our community, sometimes
we might have one or two sisters,
		
00:52:25 --> 00:52:29
			maybe, but sometimes not. And
maybe some communities have so
		
00:52:29 --> 00:52:33
			many more than others. And
subhanAllah, when I was beginning
		
00:52:33 --> 00:52:36
			my journey with memorizing the
Quran, every single Sheikha that I
		
00:52:36 --> 00:52:40
			went to to try to memorize with
she had something happen, and I
		
00:52:40 --> 00:52:42
			couldn't continue to study with
her. And eventually, after I came
		
00:52:42 --> 00:52:45
			back from Egypt, Allah blessed me
with studying with Shaykh mahid.
		
00:52:45 --> 00:52:49
			Shaykh mahid is an incredible
Sheik who many of you know here in
		
00:52:49 --> 00:52:52
			California. He's in Southern
California, and his recitation,
		
00:52:53 --> 00:52:56
			when he would teach me, he would
say, you have to recite the Quran
		
00:52:56 --> 00:53:00
			in front of the community. So
other women see that the Quran is
		
00:53:00 --> 00:53:03
			for them, that you don't have to
be Arab, that you're a woman, that
		
00:53:03 --> 00:53:06
			you can be born and raised in
California, and you can connect to
		
00:53:06 --> 00:53:10
			the Quran. And he was really
someone who helped me recognize
		
00:53:10 --> 00:53:14
			like, when we don't have role
models, when we don't see other
		
00:53:14 --> 00:53:17
			women do this, we don't
necessarily know that we can. It
		
00:53:17 --> 00:53:21
			might be someone, someone who we
know in our family, who memorized
		
00:53:21 --> 00:53:24
			the Quran, or maybe we've heard
someone of someone who's memorized
		
00:53:24 --> 00:53:28
			but it's different when you can
say, I want to be like this woman
		
00:53:28 --> 00:53:31
			who recites the Quran, and this
woman who's memorized the Quran,
		
00:53:31 --> 00:53:36
			this woman who teaches the Quran.
And I went through the UK doing a
		
00:53:36 --> 00:53:41
			tour, and it was just all these
women's lectures with like 300 400
		
00:53:41 --> 00:53:44
			women who would come and approach
me afterwards and say, You are the
		
00:53:44 --> 00:53:48
			first woman I've ever have heard
memorize, recite the Quran. And
		
00:53:48 --> 00:53:52
			had I known that I could recite
the Quran like you, I would have
		
00:53:52 --> 00:53:55
			tried to memorize the Quran. And
these are women in their 40s and
		
00:53:55 --> 00:53:59
			their 50s. So because of that,
consistently hearing from women
		
00:53:59 --> 00:54:02
			that they had no clue. And if you
don't understand, if this isn't
		
00:54:02 --> 00:54:05
			your experience, that's awesome.
I'm so happy for you that you come
		
00:54:05 --> 00:54:08
			from a community or a family where
a woman memorize the Quran, and
		
00:54:08 --> 00:54:11
			they recite the Quran and they
understand the Quran. But that is
		
00:54:11 --> 00:54:14
			not the reality that I'm hearing
from from so many women. So when
		
00:54:14 --> 00:54:19
			we talk about going to the Quran,
and when women see that other
		
00:54:19 --> 00:54:23
			women can do this, then
Subhanallah, we begin to open the
		
00:54:23 --> 00:54:27
			doors of this concept of like
little girls. You know your niece,
		
00:54:27 --> 00:54:31
			may Allah bless her and protect
her. And the children who come in
		
00:54:31 --> 00:54:34
			the next generation, when we're
showing them videos on YouTube of
		
00:54:34 --> 00:54:38
			like all of these Qur'an, who are
we saying in the Qur'an that we
		
00:54:38 --> 00:54:42
			can also show her our little
girls? This is who you can be,
		
00:54:42 --> 00:54:45
			like if you want to. And since
starting this campaign, I'm so
		
00:54:45 --> 00:54:48
			grateful you can listen to the
recitations of the sisters. It's
		
00:54:49 --> 00:54:52
			at the Miriam Amir, that's where
they're played And subhanAllah,
		
00:54:53 --> 00:54:56
			the sisters who've told me, have
sent me messages like for the
		
00:54:56 --> 00:54:59
			first time in my life, I'm
reciting to my parents out loud,
		
00:54:59 --> 00:54:59
			and I'm.
		
00:55:00 --> 00:55:03
			40 years old. For the first time
in my life, I'm hearing my little
		
00:55:03 --> 00:55:05
			girls, who are eight and nine
years old, saying, I'm going to
		
00:55:05 --> 00:55:09
			memorize the Quran too. For the
first time in my life as a woman,
		
00:55:09 --> 00:55:12
			I hear from women who memorize the
Quran, or memorize portions of it,
		
00:55:12 --> 00:55:16
			became teenagers, and as teenagers
were told, you can't continue to
		
00:55:16 --> 00:55:19
			memorize the Quran like you used
to, excuse me, not me to recite
		
00:55:19 --> 00:55:21
			the Quran like you used to. And
they were so hurt by that that
		
00:55:21 --> 00:55:24
			they went the complete opposite
direction. And for the first time
		
00:55:24 --> 00:55:28
			in 10 years, they're coming back
to the Quran and reading the Quran
		
00:55:28 --> 00:55:33
			again. When we make women's voices
part of the narrative of the Quran
		
00:55:33 --> 00:55:37
			for other women to hear, we help
other women recognize that the
		
00:55:37 --> 00:55:40
			Quran is accessible to us too,
that it doesn't have to be this
		
00:55:40 --> 00:55:43
			Masha Allah sister who memorized
the Quran, that that's part of our
		
00:55:43 --> 00:55:47
			norm for our Ummah and Inshallah,
we're going to get to that place
		
00:55:47 --> 00:55:51
			with brothers and sisters being
allies like the Quran calls us,
		
00:55:51 --> 00:55:55
			and encouraging women to pursue
this passion for the Quran, which
		
00:55:55 --> 00:55:58
			inshallah will be able to build by
giving them examples. Just a
		
00:55:58 --> 00:56:00
			further question, and I'm so
sorry. I realized it took so much
		
00:56:00 --> 00:56:00
			time,
		
00:56:02 --> 00:56:07
			no, no, not at all for, for
answering and shedding light on,
		
00:56:07 --> 00:56:11
			onto that and if, if maybe the
admins can post what she had
		
00:56:11 --> 00:56:15
			referenced at the Maryam Amir
where they can be a part of that,
		
00:56:15 --> 00:56:20
			of that movement, inshallah to we
have another question, and I'll go
		
00:56:20 --> 00:56:24
			ahead and actually it's just
someone asking for dua, may Allah
		
00:56:24 --> 00:56:27
			subhanahu, to make it easy upon
you to memorize the Quran. I mean,
		
00:56:27 --> 00:56:30
			another question is, how do we
come back to the Quran when we
		
00:56:30 --> 00:56:36
			always think of our sins? Imam, if
you want to go ahead and take that
		
00:56:36 --> 00:56:36
			one. InshaAllah, I
		
00:56:53 --> 00:56:54
			Oh, go ahead,
		
00:56:55 --> 00:57:00
			my mic was muted there well,
because the Quran is promising
		
00:57:00 --> 00:57:04
			unconditional forgiveness for the
sinner. Why would you see from the
		
00:57:04 --> 00:57:09
			Quran? That's, that's the trick of
shaytan. So show he says about the
		
00:57:09 --> 00:57:15
			Quran is the calf like the cave.
The Quran is decay for the person
		
00:57:15 --> 00:57:19
			who sees Allah and comes back to
Allah, the Quran says that he do
		
00:57:19 --> 00:57:23
			who to him? You know, if you come
back to Allah, will forgive you
		
00:57:24 --> 00:57:32
			and Allah. So I think first and
foremost, that person is going to
		
00:57:32 --> 00:57:38
			want to go to the Quran, because
that's where the promise of
		
00:57:38 --> 00:57:42
			repentance is there. I don't think
it's on my end, because our
		
00:57:42 --> 00:57:48
			internet is mashallah, quite
strong. It's that Boston Celtic
		
00:57:48 --> 00:57:53
			internet hitting that LA favor
internet. So I guess it's on your
		
00:57:53 --> 00:57:58
			end, but I will turn over the
question to Shahada.
		
00:58:03 --> 00:58:05
			Now, so hey, I've answered it.
Botta colofiki,
		
00:58:09 --> 00:58:10
			man, come on. You got
		
00:58:16 --> 00:58:18
			something? Sure? There's
		
00:58:19 --> 00:58:22
			something. Go ahead. It doesn't
have to be, you know, he, he may
		
00:58:22 --> 00:58:25
			have answered the the question
entirely, but you could share
		
00:58:25 --> 00:58:28
			additional reflections that that
were inspired from it
		
00:58:29 --> 00:58:30
			as well.
		
00:58:31 --> 00:58:35
			I think that there's also, like, a
component here of of something
		
00:58:35 --> 00:58:39
			called spiritual OCD, where we
are, like, so focused on our
		
00:58:39 --> 00:58:44
			mistakes. And part of that is like
we're taught that we need to be
		
00:58:44 --> 00:58:48
			people who are humble, and we
shouldn't be focusing on like,
		
00:58:48 --> 00:58:51
			what makes us so great. And so we
think about our sins, and we think
		
00:58:51 --> 00:58:54
			about how, you know, terrible we
are, and we need to fix ourselves.
		
00:58:55 --> 00:58:59
			And when, in reality, like Chef
mentioned that, you know, Allah
		
00:58:59 --> 00:59:02
			promised you, that you're going to
be forgiven if you ask for his
		
00:59:02 --> 00:59:06
			forgiveness. Sort of Furkan, in
the end, Allah talks about the
		
00:59:06 --> 00:59:09
			person who makes Toba and they
believe and they do righteous
		
00:59:09 --> 00:59:13
			actions. The tafsir of this ayah
talks about how Allah will replace
		
00:59:13 --> 00:59:16
			their bad deeds with good deeds,
and so even your bad deeds become
		
00:59:16 --> 00:59:20
			good deeds on the Day of Judgment
because of your repentance. But
		
00:59:20 --> 00:59:25
			our our our obsession with our
mistakes. And just like, How could
		
00:59:25 --> 00:59:27
			have I ever done that? I need
people who did something five
		
00:59:27 --> 00:59:31
			years ago, two years ago, three
months ago. And of course, it's
		
00:59:31 --> 00:59:35
			it's important for us to rectify
our mistakes and move forward, but
		
00:59:35 --> 00:59:38
			like we're stuck and we can't move
forward. And so instead of
		
00:59:38 --> 00:59:42
			continuing to get good deeds and
continuing to focus on how it can
		
00:59:42 --> 00:59:46
			become a better person. What
happens is that we become so
		
00:59:46 --> 00:59:50
			paralyzed by our past that we
can't do good in our future. And
		
00:59:50 --> 00:59:54
			so when we look at what this
concept of like spiritual OCD is,
		
00:59:54 --> 00:59:59
			is that okay, if, if we're talking
about a religious fear, we're.
		
01:00:00 --> 01:00:04
			Thinking about, why am I so
obsessed with what I've done in
		
01:00:04 --> 01:00:10
			the past, instead of, how can I
make up for it? How can I do
		
01:00:10 --> 01:00:14
			what's going to help me go
forward, instead of what's going
		
01:00:14 --> 01:00:19
			to cause me to regress? Shaytan
wants you to be so focused on your
		
01:00:19 --> 01:00:24
			guilt that you're not able to feel
the hope in Allah's mercy. The
		
01:00:24 --> 01:00:29
			Quran itself has messages of his
forgiveness. So go back to the
		
01:00:29 --> 01:00:33
			Quran so that you can see how he's
telling you that he's going to
		
01:00:33 --> 01:00:37
			accept you, that he promises
acceptance, that his for that that
		
01:00:37 --> 01:00:40
			his forgiveness of your sins is
going to turn your bad into good,
		
01:00:40 --> 01:00:43
			and then the more that you read
it, the more rewards that you get,
		
01:00:43 --> 01:00:45
			and the more that inshallah you
understand it, you're going to
		
01:00:45 --> 01:00:49
			change. And through all of that
Inshallah, make the sin that
		
01:00:49 --> 01:00:53
			causes you to feel so guilty, as
Ibn Al sha Allah mentions, make
		
01:00:53 --> 01:00:57
			that sin the reason why you go
back to Allah harder than you ever
		
01:00:57 --> 01:01:00
			have before. Sometimes an act of
disobedience, as he mentions,
		
01:01:01 --> 01:01:05
			brings a sinner closer to Allah
than an act of obedience that
		
01:01:05 --> 01:01:08
			causes a person to feel so proud
and arrogant for moving our
		
01:01:08 --> 01:01:11
			righteously. So focus on how
you're going to go back to Allah
		
01:01:11 --> 01:01:14
			and move forward to the sins that
you've committed through your
		
01:01:14 --> 01:01:15
			relationship with the
		
01:01:16 --> 01:01:18
			Quran. Hey, I have a question for
you really quickly,
		
01:01:19 --> 01:01:20
			if you don't mind,
		
01:01:21 --> 01:01:22
			whatever,
		
01:01:23 --> 01:01:26
			yeah, I hope you don't. I mean,
aren't you? Aren't you supposed to
		
01:01:26 --> 01:01:29
			welcome the center and I welcome,
I welcome, I welcome all the
		
01:01:29 --> 01:01:31
			people. Thanks. Appreciate this.
		
01:01:33 --> 01:01:36
			But this is a serious question,
right that we've experienced, and
		
01:01:36 --> 01:01:40
			that is, what if the Quranic
teacher is the one who is
		
01:01:40 --> 01:01:45
			amplifying the negativity. What if
it is the person that people go to
		
01:01:45 --> 01:01:47
			to study the Quran is a bully,
		
01:01:49 --> 01:01:53
			is insecure, is a jerk,
		
01:01:54 --> 01:01:58
			and people are traumatized because
they expect this person to be is
		
01:01:58 --> 01:02:00
			one of the few people in the world
that people just trust,
		
01:02:01 --> 01:02:04
			and when that trust is broken, it
can become extremely traumatic
		
01:02:04 --> 01:02:08
			problem. It's like having a bad
leader, right? Very similar
		
01:02:08 --> 01:02:12
			experience. People walk into these
situations and trust people. But
		
01:02:12 --> 01:02:16
			when it comes to like, I think we
need to have like rehabilitation
		
01:02:16 --> 01:02:19
			places for people that have been
mistreated in the community. But
		
01:02:19 --> 01:02:23
			in particular, what advice share
would you have for people who have
		
01:02:23 --> 01:02:30
			had really, really, really bad
Quran teachers that have been
		
01:02:30 --> 01:02:33
			bullied and reinforced like a
great sense of negativity in their
		
01:02:33 --> 01:02:33
			life?
		
01:02:35 --> 01:02:38
			I think this goes back to this
concept of spiritual trauma, where
		
01:02:38 --> 01:02:44
			people look for a place of safety,
and that place of safety is
		
01:02:44 --> 01:02:49
			weaponized. The Quran should be a
place of safety, but if the person
		
01:02:49 --> 01:02:53
			teaching you is harming you
through it, even if it's 20 years
		
01:02:53 --> 01:02:57
			in the future and you no longer
talk to that person, they still
		
01:02:57 --> 01:03:01
			hold control over you, because
your thoughts are so ingrained in
		
01:03:01 --> 01:03:05
			those traumatic and toxic
experiences. And really moving
		
01:03:05 --> 01:03:07
			forward, I think there's three
steps to this, because this is
		
01:03:07 --> 01:03:11
			rampant in our community,
unfortunately, the first one is
		
01:03:11 --> 01:03:15
			that you need to seek professional
help. That's so critical seeking
		
01:03:15 --> 01:03:18
			professional help a Muslim
therapist to help you talk through
		
01:03:18 --> 01:03:21
			what you're going through, because
what's going to happen is your
		
01:03:21 --> 01:03:24
			spiritual thoughts are going to be
so enmeshed with your neurons and
		
01:03:24 --> 01:03:27
			the way that it's been processing
your trauma that you're not going
		
01:03:27 --> 01:03:31
			to be able to recognize what is a
thought that's coming from you and
		
01:03:31 --> 01:03:34
			what is a thought that you feel is
a misunderstanding of
		
01:03:34 --> 01:03:37
			spirituality. And so helping
someone navigate those thoughts
		
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			for you is really critical, and
working in a professional space
		
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			for that is necessary. So you do
that process and help yourself
		
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			feel like the Quran can be a safe
space for you, where, number two,
		
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			you also have a support system who
help you re experience that having
		
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			new experiences with the Quran so
that you change the negative
		
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			patterns of your past, you can
create new experiences that your
		
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			mind goes to instead of being
stuck in the old ones. Is really
		
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			important for your processing. So
for example, maybe you used to
		
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			learn the Quran in the masjid.
Maybe going to the masjid for you
		
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			with the Quran right now is not
the right space. Maybe going into
		
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			the mountains, going into your
backyard, going to places that you
		
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			feel safe, is important for you
with the Quran as you re
		
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			experience what it means to have a
relationship with it. And then,
		
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			thirdly, recognize that with your
processing and helping you know,
		
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			find this healing, you have
control. You are the only person
		
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			who has control over your
relationship with the Quran, the
		
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			more power you give someone who
harmed you and hurt you. Five
		
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			years, two years, 30 years into
the future, they're going to
		
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			continue to have control over you
as long as you allow the way they
		
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			made you feel to dictate the way
that you're going to have a
		
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			relationship with Allah's book,
right?
		
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			Recognize that they are the ones
who weaponize the book of Allah,
		
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			and that is what Allah will hold
them accountable for, and
		
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			sometimes realistically, they need
to be held accountable here, too,
		
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			with authorities. But if it's not
that level of toxicity and trauma,
		
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			but it is spiritual abuse, then
recognize that you are the one who
		
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			has to take control of your
spirituality, recreating a safe
		
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			space for yourself so that nobody
has control over you anymore. That
		
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			is so critical for you, so that
you feel like the Quran is
		
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			something that you have a
relationship with, with no other
		
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			voices except for that, which
means your voice in the Quran. But
		
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			getting there again, that's a
process, and it takes time, and
		
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			it's important to know that that's
okay. It's okay to feel guilty and
		
01:05:45 --> 01:05:48
			it's okay to shake and it's okay
to feel like I can't handle this.
		
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			Those feelings are valid. You just
have to process what those
		
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			feelings are like for you so that
you can get to a place of healing.
		
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			Inshallah, what would you say?
Sheik Sahib,
		
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			I would say exactly what you said.
		
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			Mashallah, you know, like, I don't
think there's else to be said.
		
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			Hey, how long did it take you to
memorize the Quran?
		
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			Took me seven years. How long did
it take you
		
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			took me two years. But I was
really young.
		
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			I was also very young. But the
difference, I think, for me, is
		
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			that for me, I don't know if it's
a difference, but I know that you
		
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			were in school and you were doing
a lot of other stuff, I had
		
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			problems with I couldn't there was
not a single woman who would be
		
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			able to study with you. And every
time I started with a new teacher,
		
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			she had to start me from the
beginning. So like, I'd memorize
		
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			up the sort of sending set, and
then my new teacher had me start
		
01:06:43 --> 01:06:45
			all the way from the beginning
again with her, and then she'd
		
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			have to stop because of a life
situation. And so that it was a
		
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			long process before you finally
memorize. Having someone who's
		
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			consistent, having a teacher to
help you with that process is
		
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			important.
		
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			What would you say are the good
I'd love to hear your thoughts on
		
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			that question.
		
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			Well, I think, first of all, they
need to be they need to love
		
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			people. You know, sometimes we run
into people that are in religious
		
01:07:11 --> 01:07:15
			vocation, that are super burned
out, and it's almost like they
		
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			hate the muslimeen
		
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			and like, if you're in that place,
		
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			number two is, I think that you
have to be extremely
		
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			I think the teacher has to be
somewhat
		
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			malleable. Because, you know,
people in America are busy, like,
		
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			they can't always conform to,
like, a strict schedule.
		
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			So I think those are, like, loving
people being malleable and then
		
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			also demanding discipline. But
like, in a like, did you see, uh,
		
01:07:42 --> 01:07:45
			the Queen's gambit yet on Netflix,
it's like, really good show,
		
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			right? So her Shay,
		
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			he basically inspires her to be a
better chess player. He doesn't
		
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			intimidate her. So, like, my
teacher was always like, like,
		
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			imagine if you do this, you know,
like, what's on the other side of
		
01:07:58 --> 01:08:01
			that mountain, man? It's amazing.
It wasn't like, if you don't
		
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			memorize Quran, I'm gonna like,
you know, obliterate you. And why
		
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			aren't you motivated? Like,
motivating. Being a motivator is
		
01:08:08 --> 01:08:11
			much more important, often in
demanding discipline, but
		
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			inspiring discipline, right? Not
demanding it, inspiring it. I
		
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			think so. Being an inspiration.
What else? What do you think
		
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			I think one of the things I
learned from you is helping
		
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			someone find their personal what,
what is their passion with the
		
01:08:30 --> 01:08:34
			Quran like, what? Why do they want
to what is it makes them feel
		
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			passionate about what they're
memorizing, and like helping them
		
01:08:37 --> 01:08:41
			remember that, I think it's
ridiculous when not ridiculous is
		
01:08:41 --> 01:08:44
			maybe a strong word, but Quran
teacher shouldn't be your personal
		
01:08:44 --> 01:08:48
			trainer. They're not there to
motivate you until you can do it.
		
01:08:48 --> 01:08:52
			Have you caught I kept up with
what you're doing like you need to
		
01:08:52 --> 01:08:55
			be on top of it and willing to put
in the work. But when they
		
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			recognize how much you want this,
then being able as a teacher to
		
01:09:00 --> 01:09:05
			see what is going to keep you
going when you feel like you can't
		
01:09:05 --> 01:09:09
			keep going is really beautiful.
And helping you not be afraid of
		
01:09:09 --> 01:09:12
			what you can achieve through the
memorization of the Quran, like
		
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			helping you realize like it's a
really, really long process, but,
		
01:09:16 --> 01:09:20
			but why do you want it? And just
helping you keep keeping that eye,
		
01:09:20 --> 01:09:24
			keeping your eye on the whole and
then also in terms of, like
		
01:09:24 --> 01:09:27
			helping you see qualities about
yourself that you wouldn't have
		
01:09:27 --> 01:09:30
			even noticed, like helping you
recognize those things through
		
01:09:30 --> 01:09:34
			your memorization, I think is
really critical. Same or what do
		
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			you think
		
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			I don't have much to add.
Mashallah, you guys are really my
		
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			big takeaways. I'll summarize is
really, we just got to get to get,
		
01:09:46 --> 01:09:48
			get down and do some work.
		
01:09:49 --> 01:09:53
			You know, subhanAllah, I think we,
we often put roadblocks in our own
		
01:09:53 --> 01:09:56
			minds, at least I do for myself.
And I think you guys are really
		
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			done a good job of breaking those
down and ultimately showing.
		
01:10:00 --> 01:10:03
			Me that, you know, you Imam
Sohaib, if you took two years,
		
01:10:03 --> 01:10:07
			salamani took, you know, seven
years, you had some challenges
		
01:10:07 --> 01:10:10
			that that highlights to me that
everybody's road and their journey
		
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			to the Quran is going to be
different, and that that's okay.
		
01:10:14 --> 01:10:18
			And that somebody might be, you
know, aspiring for memorizing the
		
01:10:18 --> 01:10:20
			whole Quran, and somebody else
might be aspiring to read with
		
01:10:20 --> 01:10:23
			good Tajweed, and someone else
might be aspiring for something
		
01:10:23 --> 01:10:26
			different, and that's okay. And
ultimately, what matters most is
		
01:10:26 --> 01:10:29
			that we're we're focused on that
journey, and that we're on the
		
01:10:29 --> 01:10:35
			path seeking Allah's Tawfiq
success, divine success, as we, as
		
01:10:35 --> 01:10:39
			we move forward in that journey. I
just want to go ahead and invite
		
01:10:39 --> 01:10:43
			us to close out the session by
each of you guys sharing where
		
01:10:43 --> 01:10:46
			others there's some questions that
we didn't have time to get to. If
		
01:10:46 --> 01:10:49
			you guys can just share where
others can connect with you guys.
		
01:10:49 --> 01:10:53
			I know in my personal
observations, you guys are two of
		
01:10:53 --> 01:10:57
			the most accessible scholars that
we have, mashallah, and so maybe
		
01:10:57 --> 01:11:00
			plug your you know, where we can
connect with you on social media
		
01:11:00 --> 01:11:03
			or or through a formal Institute
inshallah.
		
01:11:06 --> 01:11:07
			I mean, yeah, you can just
		
01:11:08 --> 01:11:12
			look for suhive. You'll find me
somewhere on Google, but I run an
		
01:11:12 --> 01:11:16
			online school. We have almost 2000
students. We have a number of
		
01:11:16 --> 01:11:21
			students memorials in the Quran
now the Ijaz Alhamdulillah, we
		
01:11:21 --> 01:11:24
			have around 400 youth that take
our programs with us. It's only
		
01:11:24 --> 01:11:28
			$10 a month for the entire family.
You can go to swahibub.com get
		
01:11:28 --> 01:11:33
			started. Like cost of two cups of
coffee man and over 500 hours of
		
01:11:33 --> 01:11:37
			content. And you know, it's really
good. It's very nutritious.
		
01:11:38 --> 01:11:41
			Netflix for knowledge mashallah,
and that's what Imam Sohaib was,
		
01:11:41 --> 01:11:45
			was reminding us that this was
motivational and inspiring, but
		
01:11:45 --> 01:11:48
			now we want to take real action,
and so that's an opportunity for
		
01:11:48 --> 01:11:50
			us to really, you know,
		
01:11:51 --> 01:11:54
			grasp into, you know, dig our our
teeth into some, some real
		
01:11:54 --> 01:11:58
			knowledge, Inshallah, that we have
accessible with Imam Sohaib and
		
01:11:58 --> 01:12:03
			the rest of the teachers that he
has with swissad Maria. I just on
		
01:12:03 --> 01:12:05
			Facebook and Instagram. On
Facebook, I'm Maria mamiera, and
		
01:12:05 --> 01:12:09
			they are with IBM. I are just
like, what's on the screen and on
		
01:12:09 --> 01:12:11
			Instagram, I'm at th Mary
		
01:12:13 --> 01:12:15
			JazakAllah, to both of you guys. I
want to thank you guys for your
		
01:12:15 --> 01:12:19
			time and being with us. May Allah
subhata bless you and bless your
		
01:12:19 --> 01:12:24
			families. May Allah increase you
and always allow us to continue to
		
01:12:24 --> 01:12:27
			learn from you guys and be
inspired from each of you. I want
		
01:12:27 --> 01:12:30
			to go ahead and close out the
session just reminding everyone
		
01:12:30 --> 01:12:34
			the next session will begin at
four o'clock Pacific time. Also
		
01:12:34 --> 01:12:37
			want to close out encouraging
everyone to donate to mass to
		
01:12:37 --> 01:12:40
			support programs like this and
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01:12:40 --> 01:12:44
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01:12:44 --> 01:12:47
			makes it real easy for you.
Inshallah, see you all at the next
		
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			session,
		
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			God willing at four o'clock
Pacific.
		
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			Thank you. Samer, bye.