Lobna Mulla – Islam and Oppression

Lobna Mulla
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The National Tar's speakers discuss the concept of existence of evil and its potential for conflict and suffering, as well as the importance of afterlife for comfort and reward. They also touch on the idea of pleasure and protection from evil, as well as the importance of acknowledging suffering and making small small changes to avoid evil behavior. The speakers emphasize the need for constant communication and trust in Islam, and encourage people to wake up and increase their capacity to act in a consistent way. They also remind people to be strong and reward them for their reminder.
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Oh. Oh, I have to go oh,

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okay.

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There's a secret entrance.

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Okay.

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She previously served as a board member at

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YOKI

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Institute For Islamic Research

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as an IOKI Muslim Chaplain at UCLA.

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And as the National

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Tarbia Director of the Muslim Americans' Academy,

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MAS,

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Yeah.

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Thank you so much.

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Assalamu alaikum everyone.

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I'm very happy to be here. I'm glad

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that you guys are all here. I know

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that's a a sacrifice on a Saturday morning.

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You could be doing other things. And as

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I told the sisters earlier this morning, you

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know, may Allah

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reward all of you and may this become

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a

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a gathering of mutual benefits

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where we're benefiting from one another. And and

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and I always see that that's the case.

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That you benefit and that I benefit and

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and it becomes a beautiful exchange of ideas

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and and thoughts.

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So we want to talk about,

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subhanallah,

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this concept of existence of evil

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that happens in the world. And I know

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that for many individuals, this

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can be a source of doubt.

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I just talked to a youth yesterday

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and they were talking about this concept.

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And this struggle between even the idea of

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then what's the point of me doing anything,

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if certain things are already decreed, like how

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does this tie into qadr?

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It's it can be confusing.

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And subhanAllah,

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for

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Muslims and non muslims, but particularly those of

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other philosophies and other ideas, and maybe those

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who have wandered away from the concept of

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Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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The idea for them is like this is

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becomes the logic. Thank you so much. Sorry

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about that. This becomes the the the logic

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for them.

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Evil exists in this world.

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Okay?

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And

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and and and Allah forgive us, this is

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not what we believe, but this is the

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the the the train of thinking.

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There's evil in this world. There's oppression as

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we see folding

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unfolding in front of us, subhanAllah, and Philistine

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and

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to the Uyghurs, to the Rohingyans,

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subhanAllah to the Kashmiris, like, all over the

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world. Right? SubhanAllah.

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Here in LA, around the corner, you see

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the oppression and you see evil. So their

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thinking is, wait a minute.

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If there was a god, and we know

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there's a god.

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If there was a god who's all capable

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and all knowing, then he would end this

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evil. Therefore, since evil exists, what is our

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conclusion?

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That there's no god.

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Allah protect us from this waswasa. Right? And

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and

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for some of us,

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that waswasa can happen and it comes with

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pain. Right? It's not a fun feeling to

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have doubts. And I know there's good believers

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out there that sometimes these things that causes

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them doubt, whether it's global suffering or suffering

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that happens very personally in their lives.

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And what's very comforting to the believer, alhamdulillah,

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very very comforting,

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for us is the belief in Allah and

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the belief in afterlife.

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This is our foundation.

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So with this foundation,

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this establishes

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for us a baseline.

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A baseline understanding. What? That Allah subhanahu wa

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ta'ala is all powerful.

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That he,

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he is the all wise.

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And he knows what we do not know.

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Okay. I can wrap I can wrap my

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head around that. If there's something that I

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don't understand,

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then I know that Allah has the capability,

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he has the power,

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and he is wise. That means he knows

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things that I don't know. So this in

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and of itself

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can satisfy me even in the most turbulent

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times.

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And subhanAllah, if you think about it, one

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of the most difficult,

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pillars of faith

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is kabat wqabr.

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If Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala has predestined certain

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things,

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does that mean the evil things that are

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happening in this world

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and that happen in my life

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why is Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala allowing that

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to happen? And so the scholars have talked

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about this at length.

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That there is no evil that can be

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ascribed to Allah.

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Allah does not do anything evil.

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Okay? That's number 1. And evil,

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in and of itself,

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does not come from Allah.

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And that's a hard concept. But but but

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wait a minute, but it exists. So who

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who did that? What did Allah subhanahu wa

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ta'ala create on this earth?

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Like sorry. There's a lot of things Allah

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subhanahu wa ta'ala create on this earth.

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What creation in particular

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did Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala create

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that the angels said, why are you doing

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this?

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What creation is that?

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Humans.

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Human beings.

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SubhanAllah, they, the the angels, and I'm paraphrasing,

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said, Allah, why are you gonna send these

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humans to earth when they're going to commit,

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evil? They're going to,

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shed blood? Why are you doing that? Allah

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subhanahu wa ta'ala says,

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I know what you do not know.

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I know what you do not know.

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So the angels, they have they have to

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obey. Right? So they're angels. But they questioned.

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They don't have the same level of free

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will as us, but even then it's like,

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woah, woah, woah.

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These guys are gonna be evil. What are

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you doing? Why are you letting them go

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on the on the on the earth? And

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the Allah says,

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I know what you do not know.

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So this baseline of tawheed, which is the

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oneness of Allah

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and the belief in afterlife

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is a source of comfort because it allows

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me to understand some of the things that

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happens to me that's outside of my control.

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Right? And things that happen in the world

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because I know that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala

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has the most knowledge and the most wisdom.

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He has the capability to do whatever he

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wants. And we know that whatever evil and

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bad things that happen in this life, at

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the hands of people,

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at the hands of people. We're gonna talk

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about that. That there is going to

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be complete

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and final justice and reward in the afterlife.

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We may see it in this life. Alhamdulillah.

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Right? Reward, some justice. We may see some

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things in this life.

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But ultimately,

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alhamdulillah,

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we have the promise

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of this gift of the afterlife where there

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will be no worry, no fear. We will

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not remember even the how severe, how the

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bad things, how it felt.

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Jannah will be a place of perfection.

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So when we say,

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wait a minute,

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the existence of evil is confusing to me.

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Allah

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should just get rid of evil. He has

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a capability.

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Well, why are you questioning the existence of

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evil when this world is not a perfect

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place and it is run-in in the human

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sense? Right? In the dunya way sense, it's

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run by who?

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Bashar. Human beings, not animals. Right? I mean

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they're here, and they rule the animal kingdom.

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But humans, we're the ones in charge. And

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guess what? We have arrogance.

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We have this,

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lust for power.

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We have this lust for money.

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We have this lust for,

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human desire.

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So at the evil of our own hands,

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we create evil.

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So when you are harmed by somebody else,

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it's not that Allah created that evil for

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you. No. He created human beings that have

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the capacity for good.

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And everybody has in their fitra the understanding

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of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala but sometimes it's

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their lifestyle

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choices and their free will that pushes that

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away, and they have the capacity

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they have the capacity for good and they

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have the capacity for evil. Allah did not

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decree that all human beings are going to

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be evil but he decreed that in our

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imperfect nature, we have this ability

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to choose.

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So with this gift of freedom of will,

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we have this,

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we have that we we we

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experience the choices of this free will. Does

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that make sense?

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We're gonna talk about some heavy things,

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but there

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was

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a woman who's not Muslim. She was sharing

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with me.

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She's a Christian. She's a really,

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has firm firm faith in in in Allah,

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firm faith in God.

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And she talked about how she was

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sexually assaulted.

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And she said the question that comes to

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my mind sometimes, I used to think,

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why wasn't God there for me at that

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moment?

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Why wasn't God there? She says, but I

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know God exists, and I believe in God.

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But do you see how that it messes

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with your mind? Like if God is there,

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why did he let that happen to me?

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That's the evil

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that happened to her at the hands of

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another human being. And Allah gave what?

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Free will.

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He did not make us perfect like the

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angels. He did not make us like robots

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where we just walk around and we only

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do good. No. He gave us this gift

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of free will but with it comes the

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evil that may happen at the hands of

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other people. Subhanallah.

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And why so what's interesting then

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is that sometimes human beings, we wanna have

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it both ways. Hey. Give me the freedom.

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I wanna be able to do whatever I

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wanna do. I don't wanna have to do

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certain things, and at the same

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time, I want Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala to

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intervene to prevent other human beings to do

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things to me. Does that make sense? There's

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fraud that happens. There's all kinds of abuse.

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There's all kinds of evil corruption.

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There's,

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financial corruption, subhanAllah, that where people are suffering

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in countries, some of our Muslim countries,

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the people there will be more than enough

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money to feed everybody in that country. Actually,

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we know that there is enough food

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for the entire world. There is enough food

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on this earth that's being produced

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to have more than enough for the entire

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world, yet how many people go hungry? How

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many thousands are starving

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even before October 7th in Gaza?

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There were thousands of people monthly that were

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dying in Gaza before October 7th.

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Starvation was already happening.

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My point is

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that it is the evil

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of people

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and their their their their want to have

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power, their wants to have control,

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that messes other people up.

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And so sometimes we're like, oh Allah, give

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us free will. I wanna do whatever I

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wanna do, but at the same time, control

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other people.

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Yes, we ask for protection. Yes, we understand

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it. Uh-uh. Yes, we we, try to understand

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it from the understanding that Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala is the ultimate has the ultimate wisdom.

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And so we have to have patience

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to protect ourselves from the evil of other

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people. So I wanna get into it now.

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So I said the faulty premise is that

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there is no evil in this world. There

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is. Why? Because it is by human beings

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that are imperfect, and Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala

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already told us that this is going to

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be a life of test. He didn't tell

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us that it was going to be perfect.

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Where is perfection going to be? Where is

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pure enjoyment for everyone going to be? In

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Jannah. So you already put something a wrong

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I

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You put something

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wrong in the wrong place.

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I put something to say perfection should be

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on the earth, and so Allah must not

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exist because it's not there. Who said life

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is perfect?

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It's not. And Allah told us that. He

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said, subhanallah, he said,

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insulat

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Mulk,

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That he is the one who created death

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and life in order to test which one

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of you is in best in deeds. He

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didn't say this was going to be a

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nice place, this is going to be a

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place of bada.

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A place of test. And he is the

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almighty, all forgiving. Why almighty? He has the

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ability to do whatever he wants, and in

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part of that, what's being highlighted here, he's

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the most forgiving. We're going to make mistakes,

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we're going to do bad things. We're gonna

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let our own greed and our desires take

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over us, but Allah always

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leaves the door open for us that if

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we make those mistakes, we're able to go

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back to him.

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So when we understand the purpose of life,

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and we understand the nature of this world,

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this question becomes a lot easier to handle.

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But still we'll walk through some examples because

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still those doubts will come to our minds.

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SubhanAllah.

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You know, it's, very interesting that, Umar ibn

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Khattab was very tough,

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and he wanted to to be tough

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in terms of not indulging

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himself and his family.

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To the extent that he would question,

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Usman Radu Anhu. Oh, you know, you dress

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all the you wear these nice clothes, and

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you're buying different things to eat and whatever.

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Shouldn't you restrict

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your family like like Omar, I'm the Khattab.

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You really restricted how much his family could

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indulge in the pleasures of this life in

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terms

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of amount of food and having nicer things.

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And that's what Omar Ibn Khattab felt was

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best for his family. And

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he had a different approach.

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And he said, you know, Allah has given

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me this ability and I'm going to enjoy

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it. In a good way. Right? But he

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was also very generous. He was also a

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righteous person.

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Right? So you So look at what's going

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to happen here when he, approaches prophet Muhammad

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alaihi wasallam. Look at already that, Omar

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is already on the stricter side in terms

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of wanting

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to experience that, you know, repress his desires

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in this life. Okay? For him and his

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family. He walks in on prophet Muhammad and

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he's getting up from the bed. Prophet Muhammad

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is getting up from the bed. And because

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the bed is so basic,

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he could see the marks on prophet's back.

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But, you know, we we sleep on a

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mattress even if it's a bad mattress. It's

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still cushiony. It's like there's some kind of

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foam. There's something there. Right? You're not sleeping

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on wires.

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Most likely

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But here, you know, the roughness of the

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bed, those marks showed on the back of

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prophet and

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was

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upset.

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He was upset. You know, why does

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why does, prophet

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he, you know, he's

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a prophet of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. He

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deserves better. He's not questioning that in the

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eyes of he's not questioning Allah, but he's

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questioning, like, you deserve better. He said, you're

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Rasulullah, and I'm paraphrasing here. He said,

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I've seen the palaces of other rulers.

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They're huge and they have such nice things.

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And you,

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this is like how you live? You know,

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with no shirt on and the marks on

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his back. And and something beautiful that really

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stuck in my mind that prophet

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said to Omar Ibn Khattab, he said,

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They'll have this life. They have it. Go

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ahead and have it.

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But we we have the next life. We

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have the afterlife.

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Look at that vision that makes you really

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look at life in a very different way.

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It really

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gives you the capacity to understand the trials

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of this dunya. And I know some of

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you.

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You guys go through trial after trial. Sometimes

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it's financially, and then it's a health issue.

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And then it's a family, you know,

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relationship issue. And then it's something in society,

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and on top of that something happened at

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school. It's a lot. It's heavy.

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And we know that Allah

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test those whom he loves more.

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Some of you are like, please stop testing

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me. Allah show me something else.

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But guess what? With this understanding of difficulty,

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subhanahu, there's so much benefit. There's so much

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benefit. This is what we wanna talk about

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inshallah.

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I wanted to, talk another So we talked

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about,

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the the the purpose of this life.

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Allah

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mentions in Surb Rum,

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corruption has spread on land and sea as

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a result of what people's hands have done.

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So that Allah may cause them to taste

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the consequences of some of their deeds, and

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perhaps they might return to the right path.

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Even if you think about like environmental, like,

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any of you in in environmental science?

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Any of you are at least you know,

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you know that there's climate change.

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You know? And I can't help but to

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think of climate change in 2 ways.

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In a dunya sense where it's like, yeah,

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it is okay. Clearly, if you're going to

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keep

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polluting the earth. Right? We we're we're we're

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polluting the waters. We're might you know, we

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use coal. All those kind of things

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that that destroy the earth is going to

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show up. We're seeing what? We're seeing the

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ice caps are melting. We're seeing some of

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the animals dying off. We're seeing migration habits

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changing. All kinds of changes from Bari Bin

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Bahr in the land and in the sea

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is at the hands of our own corruption.

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Right?

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And then I also see climate change also

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as

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maybe getting closer to to the to the

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descriptions in the Quran where Allah describes

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of how the the world will fall apart

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basically on the day of judgement. Right? As

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as the signs before the day right before

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the day of judgement as it's about to

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to happen.

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But but look what's amazing in this. Even

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in this difficulty,

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what is Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala saying that,

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you know, in with the corruption that is

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done at the hands of human beings.

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So that they may taste the consequences of

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some other actions. So you can see, you

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know what? Look.

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When you keep neglecting salah, when you keep,

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oppressing people, when you keep placing money over

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the importance of deen, or when you keep,

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keep, keep, keep, right, abusing or whatever,

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This is what's going to happen. That in

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and of itself is a gift.

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Isn't it?

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Because what's the second part? So you can

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see the consequence of your deeds and know

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that this is not the right way, globally

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or personally.

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Perhaps they may return to the right path.

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Perhaps they may return to the right path.

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How many of you have seen in your

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life or the lives of others close to

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you that it was only through difficulty

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that somebody got closer to Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala? Yeah? I see you guys nodding your

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heads. Yeah. For sure.

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Some of the scholars, they they say that

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there that that there's a test of difficulty.

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So this is the one that we're talking

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about, the evil. There's test of difficulty and

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there's the test of ease. And some of

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the scholars have said that the test of

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ease is actually more difficult test. Why would

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that be the case?

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Anybody wanna

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Yes.

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Exactly. It's

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it's easy it's easier to remember Allah when

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you need something, and it's easy to kind

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of become more complacent and to forget Allah

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when things are easy. Yes.

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Our nature is to be ungrateful. How quickly

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do you forget where you got

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where you are today, or the things that

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you have. You just came here and maybe

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like, oh man, it's kinda hot right now.

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But how many blessings did you wake up

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to this morning? And how many blessings that

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we are in right now? The fact that

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everything is functioning the way it's supposed to

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be. At least for the most part for

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many of us. Right? And that you're gonna

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go home to a place of comfort. And

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that you're gonna go home and you know

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that certain things are gonna be there. You

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know you're gonna have electricity. You know you're

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gonna have water. Like a basic basic things.

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But like like he

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mentioned

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that we are ungrateful.

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So look at that. Even when bad things

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happen, it can be something good for us.

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And only Allah knows that this is what

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we needed. Either we needed the gift of

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ease,

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and that was gonna be better for us.

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Or that we needed

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a gift

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of this test of difficulty, and Allah knows

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knows or knew that that's what we needed.

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He knows.

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SubhanAllah.

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I wanted to,

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give an example. SubhanAllah.

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Subhanallah.

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One of my friends,

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and I I I some of you may

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have heard this, but I just had to

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back with her after like 8 months. I'm

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not seeing her.

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Her son passed away from cancer, and he

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was diagnosed when he was 20 months years

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old.

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And

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he struggled and suffered with it for 2

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years and then died before the age of

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4.

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This is maybe a good example

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of like, okay, I can understand

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evil.

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Somebody is doing something to themselves, and they're

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gonna taste the the result of their own

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evil. So let's say for example,

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very easy to get swept up in this

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dunya

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and experiment with drugs. Right? And then something

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bad may happen to this as a result

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of us experimenting with drugs or trying alcohol.

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That can be a good example of evil

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at the result of your own hands. I

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did it to myself. And that's not even

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necessarily

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even in the like if you really have

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an obstacle,

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even you would say

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that car accident that happened or that overdose

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that happened.

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Even that you can say Allah

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wanted to wake me up and say, come

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back.

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Come back to me. So even in that

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difficulty at the car at the hands of

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what I did to myself,

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Right?

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That that was a good thing because that

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was a wake up call for me. And

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many people have said that. Muslims and non

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muslims alike said, you know, something I was

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at my lowest point, they'll say. And that's

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when I realized I needed to come back

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to I needed something greater. Even those people

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who did not believe conscientiously in Allah they

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said, at my lowest point that's when I

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knew that I needed something greater. And and

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and and so power, the first step,

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in a 12 step program for for Alcoholics

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Anonymous. The first step is to believe in

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God. To believe in something greater than you,

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which is God.

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SubhanAllah.

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Okay. I digress. I went far.

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But then you're like, wait a minute.

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What did a 4 year old child do?

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The child is sinless.

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Right? Until they reach the age of puberty,

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there's no accountability.

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So what was the sin or the cause

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that the child did to his own self?

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That that makes no And

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I've met so many people that have said

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something like cancer and something like death either

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to somebody older, let alone somebody younger. Like,

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what did they do to deserve this? So

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especially a child now, we can say really,

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like, they didn't do anything yet.

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And you would not believe

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the level of iman of his parents

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talking about how much they learned

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through the most difficult

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episode of their life.

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I sat and I talked to the sister

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for 4 and a half hours. She was

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just downloading, talking

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about how close she

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during this phase of

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of when her child went, you know, was

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diagnosed and the 2 years that had passed

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until he passed away,

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she said it was the closest I have

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ever been to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

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Isn't that like doesn't that blow your mind?

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And she said, subhanAllah, she loves all of

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her children, but she said this one in

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particular? She said, no, it's a love I

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cannot describe to you. And I and I

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I can't fully fathom it.

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She's like, I loved him more than anything.

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He brought so much joy. When they say,

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it was like more than that. Like the

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apple of my eye more than that. Well,

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I she's like, I don't I cannot explain

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to you. Ease in the pregnancy,

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ease in delivery,

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so cuddly. Every single thing he did just

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like I was so infatuated with him, and

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Allah chose this one to take away from

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me.

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And she wasn't saying that in like a

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bad way, like oh you took it away.

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No. But she said and he you know,

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Allah chose that one, the one that I

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wanted the most. And she said she even

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remembered

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thinking and saying to her husband,

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oh, I I hope that Allah never test

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me with something with this child. And she

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got tested with that child.

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And what's amazing and she she she after,

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you know, talking for a long time she

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said,

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there's so many lessons that I learned during

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this difficult time.

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And I got closer to Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala because there's so many things. I said,

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give me one of those things. I wanna

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know what is it? What are some of

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the things that you did that that made

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you capacity this really painful time?

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And she said it was tahajjud.

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Tahajjud. She's like, one of the things that

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her child needed to survive this cancer is

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extremely rare.

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And so, panallah, it was extremely rare for

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this extremely rare, type of liver cancer

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that that usually is curable

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in children.

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So it's rare for him to get it,

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but it would be rare for him to

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die from it. And he got the rare

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disease, and he got the rare chance that

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he would die from it. SubhanAllah.

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I'll just give you one example. She said,

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4 times he got called for liver transplant.

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It's not easy to just find a liver.

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Right? I mean, it's like somebody has to

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pass away. It has to be a good

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liver. And then you have to be at

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the right level on the list for you

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to get an organ. Right? And so, subhanallah,

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she said, one of the things I would

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make dua for in this in, in Tahajjud,

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I would say, oh, Allah, before her son

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would go into surgery. Oh, Allah,

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guide the minds of the surgeon. Guide his

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hands. Guide his heart. And she make all

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these duas are very specific.

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Not just all on.

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She said I would make duas for my

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child to have full cure and to be

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better than he was before. You know all

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those duas for.

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I would make duas for that but I

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would also make duas for this, and make

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it easy. Ola make his recovery, and ola

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make the doctors, and the staff, and the

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like so many different duas.

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And she said,

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normally when a doctor goes to do a

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transplant, he will fly the surgeon.

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He will fly to the place of where

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the body is, that's going to be the

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donor. He will inspect the organ. So fly

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to wherever I think it was Dallas.

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He flies back when that organ comes.

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I know it's kind of morbid. Sorry.

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He'll inspect it again.

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He's satisfied with it. Then when it comes

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time for the surgery, they'll put the child

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under or put the the patient's gonna receive

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the organ. They'll put him under, put him

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give him anesthesia,

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mark it on their

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on their body where they're going to cut.

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They'll make the incision. They'll open up the

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the the patient to receive the organ,

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then they will put the organ

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in.

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That's how it goes.

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And she said, subhanallah,

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the anesthesiologist

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so I don't wanna skip skip this step.

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Anyhow,

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so the surgeon said, your child's in good

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hands. It's gonna take 8 to 10 hours.

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We'll call you if anything happens. So so

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he's he's she told her go get coffee,

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like go out and come back. 2 hours

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later, they get a call and they're so

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nervous like what happened? They come and the

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doctor said, I'm so sorry we can't do

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the surgery. I've canceled the order.

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And she said, what happened?

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And he said, I checked the liver again,

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one of the arteries were broken

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and I couldn't repair it.

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And so, subhanallah,

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he told her that the anesthesiologist

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was a Muslim,

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and he said this surgeon, I've done many

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many surgeons surgeries with him. He never

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triple checks the organ one more time before

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cutting the body of the recipient.

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He after the 2nd time of checking when

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it comes in,

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he'll he'll he'll open up the patient and

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then put the organ in. That's it. He

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will not do a 3rd check. But something

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made him check the organ for the 3rd

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time before he cut the child,

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And said, I didn't feel good

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about this liver.

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So I cancelled the surgery.

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And so, panel that really struck me because

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her Dua got answered and she felt it.

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It's not that somebody gave her that interpretation.

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She's like,

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I felt the answer of my dua every

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single time I woke up with the Hajjina.

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I would make dua, I would see it

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with like few hours or the same day.

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Guide the hearts

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of the surgeon. He said I didn't feel

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good. And the anesthesiologist is the one that's

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giving tafsir,

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saying on his own, like this is unusual.

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This doctor never does this.

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And that gave her the confidence. And this

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happened different times, different reasons. And, subhanallah, she's

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like, each time that my du'a was getting

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answered in these ways,

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my faith and my iman was growing in

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Allah.

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And just yesterday, youth was asking me, I

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don't understand du'a. It's confusing, and that makes

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him doubt Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. He's like,

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I don't understand. Like, things are already supposed

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to happen,

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and we make Dua for things. So what's

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the point of making Dua if things are

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already supposed to happen? If Khadar is there,

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what's the point?

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And so, Panoa, I thought about it and

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I shared. I said,

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you know, my friend and not and not

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to minimize anyone's pain, by the way. This

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is not to minimize, but to give you

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the example of how she understood.

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She made dua for complete shafa.

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She didn't get it.

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Yet Biman is so high. Why?

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Because she understood that that wasn't meant for

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her child. Her child, his death was already

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written.

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Nothing was gonna change it. Go to Texas.

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Get delivered. Do this. Try it. She said

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we tried all the treatments. Everything. Went to

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Boston.

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Everything.

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Nothing

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was going to change the fact Allah had

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decreed that her child was gonna die this

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at this age.

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But her iman was uplifted even though the

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greatest dua was not answered. He did not

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live.

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But Allah was showing her time and time

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in the smallest and greatest ways. I'm there.

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I'm there. I'm there. Helping us to understand

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also through her story.

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Yes. I can make dua for something, but

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evil can still happen. I'm making dua for

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gazah. Why is it not happening?

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Allah will

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hold everybody responsible that's involved, for example, in

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gazah.

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There is an afterlife. All those people that

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are suffering are going to get rewarded. And

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then it's a test for us. Us. What

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are we doing to prevent the evil of

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other human beings?

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What are we doing? We do not feel

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the pain of somebody,

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you know, losing a child until we go

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through that suffering. We don't feel the suffering

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of other people who are hungry and starving

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until we don't have food, food, or we

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don't have electricity,

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or we don't have the freedom, or we

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don't or we have some type of issue

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where somebody's trying to take our home, or

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take something from us, or take our car.

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You know, whatever it is. We do not

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feel the pain. And so perhaps

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the tests

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and the and and and the existence of

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evil is not only

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a test for those people who are going

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through it, but for the test like people

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like us who are watching.

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What are we doing to change

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in our capacity

00:31:08 --> 00:31:10

to change the evil that is happening? And

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of course, I cannot go to Gaza right

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now and change what is happening.

00:31:15 --> 00:31:16

Some people are. Some

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doctors are going. People are going in terms

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of relief. They're going and trying to change

00:31:20 --> 00:31:22

physically. But then we know, and we've hear

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all the time in terms of activism, and

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I'm sure if you're gonna tell us.

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But this concept of

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that evil exist because of our own doing,

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either personally or the existence of evil in

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the world, number 1. Number 2, that there

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is still even benefit in that.

00:31:40 --> 00:31:41

We'll talk about that a little bit more.

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And then finally, there is a call to

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action when we see evil,

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Whether it's in our own lives or globally.

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SubhanAllah.

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So he said, wait a minute. How can

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how can evil

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or something bad or the death of the

00:31:54 --> 00:31:56

child, how could that be something good? And

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that's why prophet said this beautiful hadith cannot

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ever say it enough.

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Alright. Forget exactly because all of his affairs

00:32:05 --> 00:32:07

are good. Amazing is the affair of the

00:32:07 --> 00:32:07

believer

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because all of his affairs are good. And

00:32:09 --> 00:32:10

prophet

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he reiterates this point, and it's only for

00:32:12 --> 00:32:14

the moment. It's only for the believer.

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You know when we say we're Muslim? And

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I'm

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paraphrasing the Quran. He says, you know, for

00:32:20 --> 00:32:22

for those bedouins. He says, don't say you

00:32:22 --> 00:32:23

guys are believers. Don't

00:32:25 --> 00:32:27

say Don't say that you have believed. Say

00:32:27 --> 00:32:28

that you have submitted to the will of

00:32:28 --> 00:32:29

Allah, which is good.

00:32:30 --> 00:32:31

But that level of iman to become a

00:32:31 --> 00:32:32

mumin

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means you really

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accept

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and understand Allah

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in the way that he works.

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And so

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the mumin, when you when when you when

00:32:43 --> 00:32:44

you and and in Tonga, all of us

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are mukmins, and all of us will always

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struggle

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to get to that place and maintain that

00:32:49 --> 00:32:50

place. Right? Some of us are on different

00:32:50 --> 00:32:52

journeys in that level of the iman, that's

00:32:52 --> 00:32:52

okay.

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But what's amazing is that when good things

00:32:55 --> 00:32:57

happen to him or her, she is grateful

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or he is grateful, and that is good

00:32:59 --> 00:32:59

for him.

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And when something painful or harmful happens to

00:33:03 --> 00:33:05

him or her, he is patient and that

00:33:05 --> 00:33:07

is good for him or her. And it

00:33:07 --> 00:33:08

is only for the case of the mukman.

00:33:10 --> 00:33:13

So that maybe what's happening in Gaza is

00:33:13 --> 00:33:15

making me pray tahajjud, and I didn't do

00:33:15 --> 00:33:17

that before. And maybe my understanding of the

00:33:17 --> 00:33:18

importance of tahajjud that I developed during the

00:33:18 --> 00:33:19

time of Gaza

00:33:20 --> 00:33:22

will benefit me at a time when maybe

00:33:22 --> 00:33:24

something like that happens personally in my life,

00:33:24 --> 00:33:26

like some other big calamity in my life,

00:33:26 --> 00:33:27

and I will go back and say, so

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panel the amount of iman that I felt

00:33:29 --> 00:33:31

during that time when I prayed Hajj, I

00:33:31 --> 00:33:32

should do that again.

00:33:33 --> 00:33:35

The other thing that my friend consistently did

00:33:35 --> 00:33:37

is she constantly prayed is takharah. How many

00:33:37 --> 00:33:38

I mean, she says, love now, you don't

00:33:38 --> 00:33:40

know all the choices you have to make,

00:33:41 --> 00:33:42

you know, when your child goes through something

00:33:42 --> 00:33:44

medically. There's so many choices, and you don't

00:33:44 --> 00:33:46

know. Like, who the heck ever teaches you

00:33:46 --> 00:33:48

that? Oh, you know, one day if this

00:33:48 --> 00:33:50

happens, this happens to you, these are the

00:33:50 --> 00:33:51

thousands of things you're gonna have to think

00:33:51 --> 00:33:52

about.

00:33:52 --> 00:33:55

So that level of communication and trust in

00:33:55 --> 00:33:58

Allah's like I don't know the best. Let

00:33:58 --> 00:34:00

me ask Allah. For so many different decisions,

00:34:00 --> 00:34:01

do we do that on a daily basis?

00:34:01 --> 00:34:03

How many of us engage in but then

00:34:03 --> 00:34:05

we find we kind of fall off of

00:34:05 --> 00:34:07

it sometimes? I know I personally do, and

00:34:07 --> 00:34:08

I was like, oh, Dom, what are you

00:34:08 --> 00:34:10

doing? You're not bringing istikhara.

00:34:10 --> 00:34:12

Even on the smaller things, quote unquote smaller

00:34:12 --> 00:34:13

things.

00:34:15 --> 00:34:16

So these tragedies,

00:34:17 --> 00:34:18

these trials, these tribulations,

00:34:19 --> 00:34:21

whether it's something that we see in other

00:34:21 --> 00:34:22

people or we see in ourselves,

00:34:23 --> 00:34:24

it's preparing us

00:34:24 --> 00:34:27

to constantly fortify our iman, either through good

00:34:27 --> 00:34:29

things that will make us grateful or through

00:34:29 --> 00:34:32

more difficulties that will make us patient.

00:34:32 --> 00:34:34

And that level of reward and that level

00:34:34 --> 00:34:35

of building of iman, we will see the

00:34:35 --> 00:34:37

fruition of it

00:34:37 --> 00:34:39

in this life, but more so in the

00:34:39 --> 00:34:40

next life.

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May

00:34:42 --> 00:34:43

accept from us and make us people of

00:34:43 --> 00:34:45

iman and make us people who understand this

00:34:45 --> 00:34:48

concept of suffering and evil and constantly keep

00:34:48 --> 00:34:50

our iman firm

00:34:50 --> 00:34:53

in the oneness of Allah and his power

00:34:53 --> 00:34:53

over everything.

00:34:54 --> 00:34:56

Please, I'd love to see if we have

00:34:56 --> 00:34:57

any questions and answers. I don't know if

00:34:57 --> 00:34:58

we have time.

00:34:59 --> 00:34:59

Love.

00:35:00 --> 00:35:01

Yeah. We're good on time. Okay. Yes.

00:36:13 --> 00:36:14

But a close speaker, I think you've already

00:36:14 --> 00:36:16

done that, Milos. I thought I would award

00:36:16 --> 00:36:19

you. But that's absolutely that's absolutely true.

00:36:19 --> 00:36:21

And that that you what you're saying is

00:36:21 --> 00:36:23

reminding me, I'm inshallah, all of you heard,

00:36:23 --> 00:36:25

what you just said,

00:36:25 --> 00:36:25

that

00:36:27 --> 00:36:29

when we see so much injustice, we almost

00:36:29 --> 00:36:31

don't expect it, and we don't act in

00:36:31 --> 00:36:32

a way that's

00:36:32 --> 00:36:34

that's trying to promote for the justice of

00:36:34 --> 00:36:35

others.

00:36:35 --> 00:36:38

And it and it's it's almost reminding me

00:36:38 --> 00:36:39

of

00:36:39 --> 00:36:42

the the hadith Qudsi in which, Allah

00:36:42 --> 00:36:43

is telling us

00:36:43 --> 00:36:44

that

00:36:46 --> 00:36:48

that the and I'm paraphrasing. I'm sorry. I

00:36:48 --> 00:36:51

don't know why things are not coming together.

00:36:51 --> 00:36:52

But basically,

00:36:53 --> 00:36:55

the believer will see the good in Allah

00:36:56 --> 00:36:58

to the extent Allah will be as the

00:36:58 --> 00:36:59

believer sees.

00:37:00 --> 00:37:02

So when the believer sees that Allah is

00:37:02 --> 00:37:03

just,

00:37:03 --> 00:37:05

and it is my duty to uphold justice,

00:37:05 --> 00:37:06

subhanAllah,

00:37:06 --> 00:37:08

then we're gonna act in that way. But

00:37:08 --> 00:37:09

we'll just become complacent,

00:37:10 --> 00:37:13

whatever. We're just gonna blend into this society,

00:37:13 --> 00:37:14

we're We're just gonna like try to, you

00:37:14 --> 00:37:15

know, hold our head up and, you know,

00:37:15 --> 00:37:16

provide for my own family.

00:37:17 --> 00:37:19

Kind of to heck with everybody else. That's

00:37:19 --> 00:37:20

all I can do. I'm meek.

00:37:22 --> 00:37:24

You know, you know, maybe Allah, you know,

00:37:24 --> 00:37:27

maybe Allah didn't will for us power.

00:37:27 --> 00:37:29

Right? Then you can act in that way.

00:37:30 --> 00:37:31

I I feel like it's both. You you

00:37:31 --> 00:37:33

didn't see justice, so you're not expecting it,

00:37:33 --> 00:37:35

and you're not trying to fight for other

00:37:35 --> 00:37:35

people.

00:37:36 --> 00:37:38

And then you you you it's basically like

00:37:38 --> 00:37:39

an inferiority complex.

00:37:40 --> 00:37:42

We're lesser than. We shouldn't expect much, so

00:37:42 --> 00:37:43

just kinda keep your head down and keep

00:37:43 --> 00:37:44

moving.

00:37:44 --> 00:37:46

But how many times in the Quran does

00:37:46 --> 00:37:48

Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala say that you should,

00:37:50 --> 00:37:52

command good things and forbid evil? So many

00:37:52 --> 00:37:54

times in the Quran, we are not living

00:37:54 --> 00:37:56

up to the standard of Islam and what

00:37:56 --> 00:37:58

Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala wants for us when

00:37:58 --> 00:38:01

we neglect the injustice that is happening to

00:38:01 --> 00:38:02

people locally and all over the world. So

00:38:02 --> 00:38:05

you're absolutely right. It's evident when you go

00:38:05 --> 00:38:06

to a rally and it's only 1 ethnicity

00:38:06 --> 00:38:08

or it's only 1, you know, a a

00:38:08 --> 00:38:09

group of people there.

00:38:10 --> 00:38:12

So it's time for us to wake up.

00:38:12 --> 00:38:13

And I think that, subhanallah,

00:38:15 --> 00:38:17

the people in Gaza have accepted

00:38:18 --> 00:38:18

that

00:38:20 --> 00:38:22

that the oppressors are gonna meet their ends.

00:38:22 --> 00:38:25

They have they're continuing to fight. They did

00:38:25 --> 00:38:27

not accept defeat. They're continuing to fight to

00:38:27 --> 00:38:28

the last moment.

00:38:29 --> 00:38:31

You know, they're continuing to try to to

00:38:31 --> 00:38:31

share,

00:38:32 --> 00:38:35

spread the word and share what's happening despite

00:38:36 --> 00:38:38

every day that people and their families are

00:38:38 --> 00:38:38

are dying.

00:38:40 --> 00:38:42

And while very men is so high and

00:38:42 --> 00:38:43

they're doing so amazing, the rest of us

00:38:43 --> 00:38:45

are wringing our hands and thinking, like, when

00:38:45 --> 00:38:47

is this gonna end? And Allah's

00:38:47 --> 00:38:49

are we getting the message? Like, what are

00:38:49 --> 00:38:50

you doing to change this? You have the

00:38:50 --> 00:38:52

power and the capacity.

00:38:52 --> 00:38:53

Wake up

00:38:54 --> 00:38:56

and and and increase your.

00:38:57 --> 00:38:59

We're not gonna say this is happening because

00:38:59 --> 00:39:01

you this is your problem, your fault.

00:39:01 --> 00:39:03

But this is happening and you're not doing

00:39:03 --> 00:39:04

anything.

00:39:05 --> 00:39:07

So increase your. Do like the woman did

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for her son.

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And that guru her iman. Praise the for

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things. Hey. Should I go to this rally?

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I should should I run for local government?

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A lot of times I'm like, oh, I'm

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not gonna go into government because I don't

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wanna get corrupted. And I used to have

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that thought, and I was like, man, we

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should run for city council. We should be

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going on neighborhood council. You know how easy

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it is to win in your neighborhood council?

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And do you know how many things you

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can affect? And you're like, I'm talking about

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like a really low level, okay, of government.

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But they say all politics is local. Right?

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You know how much you can influence,

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you know, what church is able to be

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built here, this zoning, this traffic light. That's

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justice on an extremely local level, and it's

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something really easy to get into. And we

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completely block that out of our mind. Oh,

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most of them, oh no, we don't do

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that.

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That's not my problem.

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So this extreme test, the test that we've

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seen in the Muslim Ummah over and over

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and over again,

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it's important for us that we,

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wake up and say, what is it that

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I can do?

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What is it that I can do? And

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and and to realize that we have so

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much more that we're capable of than we

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see. Because we see ourselves as less,

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and we see it's not our problems. SubhanAllah,

00:40:18 --> 00:40:18

reward

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you for that reminder. SubhanAllah.

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Anybody else? Any thoughts or questions?

00:40:28 --> 00:40:29

Yes.

00:40:43 --> 00:40:45

Very good. Very good.

00:40:45 --> 00:40:48

The idea when somebody is seeking a position

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of power for the sake of the position

00:40:49 --> 00:40:52

of power. Hey. I wanna be important. I

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want people to think I'm special.

00:40:53 --> 00:40:56

You know? We get it. There's certain systems

00:40:57 --> 00:40:58

that we, you know, we

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we see like, okay, it's like you'll be

00:41:01 --> 00:41:03

chosen because people notice you. But

00:41:03 --> 00:41:04

at work.

00:41:04 --> 00:41:06

Right? You can say, yeah. I can do

00:41:06 --> 00:41:08

this project. I have these capabilities. I have

00:41:08 --> 00:41:09

these qualifications. That's why you applied for a

00:41:09 --> 00:41:11

job. You're saying me me me. I can

00:41:11 --> 00:41:12

do it.

00:41:12 --> 00:41:14

So why is it then that we shy

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away? Yes. That's a good that's a good

00:41:16 --> 00:41:18

understanding to have,

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to not seek power for the purpose of

00:41:20 --> 00:41:22

power. But when you know you have a

00:41:22 --> 00:41:24

skill within a Muslim organization

00:41:24 --> 00:41:26

or within politics or within an organization at

00:41:26 --> 00:41:27

work, for example,

00:41:29 --> 00:41:30

and you're doing it for the sake of

00:41:30 --> 00:41:32

Allah, which I know our ego can get

00:41:32 --> 00:41:33

in the way and shaitan will always make

00:41:33 --> 00:41:35

us. So we have to have that constant

00:41:35 --> 00:41:37

jihad and that constant battle of the neps

00:41:37 --> 00:41:39

to say, I'm reminding I'm doing this for

00:41:39 --> 00:41:40

the sake of Allah. Yes. I might have

00:41:40 --> 00:41:42

a big title. Yes. I might make money.

00:41:42 --> 00:41:44

Yes. I might become famous.

00:41:44 --> 00:41:46

But this is for the sake of Allah.

00:41:46 --> 00:41:47

This is the true,

00:41:48 --> 00:41:50

this is truly rewardable by Allah Subhanahu Wa

00:41:50 --> 00:41:52

Ta'ala, and we shouldn't shy away from it.

00:41:52 --> 00:41:53

So if that makes sense, we're not seeking

00:41:53 --> 00:41:55

power for the sake of it. Subhanahu Wa

00:41:55 --> 00:41:55

Ta'ala.

00:41:56 --> 00:41:57

It's gonna be really hard.

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So inshallah with that I close. I really

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ask that

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Allah guides us

00:42:04 --> 00:42:05

to always,

00:42:05 --> 00:42:07

do the right things, to be involved, and

00:42:07 --> 00:42:10

to remove justice from our societies injustice, I'm

00:42:10 --> 00:42:12

sorry, from our societies, from our families,

00:42:12 --> 00:42:14

from our communities, from our organizations,

00:42:15 --> 00:42:17

from our from our ummah. And may Allah

00:42:18 --> 00:42:20

make us people of. May we be firm

00:42:20 --> 00:42:21

in our deen, firm in our understanding,

00:42:22 --> 00:42:24

and may we seek refuge in Allah in,

00:42:24 --> 00:42:26

in Shaitan from the constant

00:42:26 --> 00:42:29

battle that he is going to engage us

00:42:29 --> 00:42:30

in and creating doubts

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and creating confusion.

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Thank you.

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