Jeffrey Lang – From Atheism To Islam

Jeffrey Lang
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The speakers discuss their experiences with Islam, including struggles with religion and past struggles with religion. They emphasize the importance of finding answers to questions and finding one's spiritual moments. The book Losing Myrowder is a personalized story and powerfulational message, and the importance of acceptance and building a culture. The speaker also emphasizes the importance of education to build talent and a culture.
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So Jeffrey doctor Jeffrey, can you tell us

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a little bit about yourself? What you do

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and,

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a profession Well, I'm a professor of

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Mathematics.

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Professor of mathematics at the University of Kansas.

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Doctor of Math?

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Yes. Yes. In Lawrence, Kansas. Okay. How long

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how long you've been doing this? Well, I've

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been a professor since I was 28. So

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that would be, no. 27.

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So that would be 26 years. 26 years.

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We brought you on the show because we're

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interested. We wanna know your story. Why you

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chose this beautiful way of life of Islam?

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But before that,

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you, tell us a little about your history.

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You're born in America, in the States? Yes.

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Yeah. 1954.

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1954.

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Alright. Long time. Yes. Yeah. So what kind

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what way of life It's not bad long.

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Yeah. Yeah. That's it.

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I'm not ready for the grade.

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Necessarily.

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No. You look quite young. Yeah. Okay. I

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actually, the first time I saw you, this

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was maybe like 5 year years ago. Mhmm.

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Yeah. You don't look like you're aged day

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6. Oh, that's good. Good. Let's hope it

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keeps out.

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So tell me tell us, the viewers,

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because you see, nowadays,

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Islam, there's a stigma attached to it. So

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now someone as bright as yourself, who's a

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doctor,

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who is an intellectual,

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for someone who is afraid of Islam,

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who doesn't

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understand Islam, they wanna know why would this

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man choose Islam as his way of life.

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Oh, well.

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I was an atheist before becoming atheist. You

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didn't believe in God? I didn't believe in

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God.

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You you were you born into a family

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of atheists or No. No. My,

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I grew up in a Roman Catholic family.

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I went to Catholic school,

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my entire life from

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1st grade to, senior high in high

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school. And,

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my mother was very, very devout.

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My, wonderful woman, wonderful believer, extremely

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terrible. My,

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father,

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he believed very much in God and in

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the Catholic church,

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but he had a terrible drinking problem. He

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was an alcoholic and he was very violent.

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So,

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in an early stage in my life, I

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mean, living with a nightmare of my father's

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violence, and the target of that violence was

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usually my mother.

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And I remember praying when I was a

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little kid in bed, night after night, you

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know, please take my father out of our

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lives.

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Stop this unending nightmare. The guy was that

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bad. It was that bad. I thought he

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was gonna kill her. I thought I'd wake

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up in the morning and not find her

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there. Of course, that's I'm a young kid

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at the time. 8, 9, 10. As you

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grow older, you realize, oh, this has happened

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many times. She'll survive.

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But, you know, it it leaves very deep

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scars.

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So when I was 16,

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you know, it it created in me doubts

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about the existence of God. Why would why

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would God, this loving God, expose my mother

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to lifelong

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torment and torture?

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What sin did she commit to deserve this?

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Why would he let the strong oppressed weak?

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Why would he create us to experience such

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violence and and suffering in this? There's nothing

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wrong with wanting to know the answers to

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these questions. Of course. It is natural especially

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when you're living with them daily.

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So,

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doubts about the existence of God prepped in

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early in my life. And they only got

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accentuated as I grew older and, you know,

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we

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experienced the Vietnam War,

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experienced the race riots in cities like mine

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of the sixties.

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The assassinations

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of political leaders was rampant, or at least

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it seemed that way at that time.

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Heroes like John f Kennedy and Robert Kennedy

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and Martin Luther King get gunned down to

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replace by the most corrupt rulers that we

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thought.

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So, you know, why did God make it

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this way? The

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question which was rooted in my childhood experience

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grew as I got older. So when I

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was 16, since I could never find really,

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even though I was in a Catholic school

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all my life, and this is nothing against

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the Catholics,

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even though I couldn't find

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coherent and cogent answers to those questions,

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16,

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I became an atheist.

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You wanted to know

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why

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the weak were getting oppressed by the strong.

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You wanted to know why all this

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corruption, these

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in society, and you were looking for answers.

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And

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the way

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the way of life you were brought up

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to didn't answer. You have to remember, I'm

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going to Catholic school every day, you know.

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And this again, this is not against the

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Catholics.

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But I have many other things going on

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in my life. I'm exposed to religion every

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day. What about Christianity? I mean, we understand

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Christianity,

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Catholicism is it has the same kind of

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creed that, Yeah. Jesus is God. He's the

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son of God. He's 1 in 3. So

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what if someone says, well, you are in

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the wrong faith. Why didn't you choose Christianity?

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Were you exposed to that at all? Yeah.

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Well, I was a Christian at the time,

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you know. I mean, I wasn't Christian as

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I'm a Catholic. What's the main difference? Tell

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us for the viewers that might not know.

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What's the difference when you say Catholic and

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Christian? What It's just the branch of it's

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a sect of Christianity. It's a sect. So

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you were you are Christian. Yes. It's just

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a sect of Christian. Yeah. It's the largest

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sect. It's the largest sect. Okay. Just the

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world.

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So, you know, I'm exposed to religion every

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day.

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It's part of my life because I go

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to school every day and on and on

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weekends I go to church.

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So I have that going on. Meanwhile, I

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have these big questions looming in my life.

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Why would God create us here to suffer

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if he's supposed to be an all loving

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God, as I was taught? So I have

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these contradictions in my life. The mother my

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mother, the most saintly woman I I've ever

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known, the suffering, this violence and abuse of

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my father.

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And sometimes we children also us children also

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experienced it. It. And, why would God do

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that? Why would He let innocent people suffer

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at the hands of more violent criminal people?

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Why wouldn't a perfect God create a more

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perfect world?

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Where does evil come from? If everything comes

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from God, then evil comes from God. And

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so forth and so on. So, you know,

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these questions grew

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and,

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as as they grew and became,

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bigger in my life, and they were big

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to begin with, Yeah. I I moved away

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from my church. Okay. Moved away from belief

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in God. This I just couldn't reconcile it.

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This was at quite a young age, 16.

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16. So now there is a gap in

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between

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16

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and when you came to Islam, which what

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age was that? 28. 28. In between them,

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really short, what were you doing? What kind

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of life were you living?

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Oh, I just went out and lived my

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life. Yeah. You know, so

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I,

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I tried to live a good life. You

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know, I I thought that, you know, I

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I didn't think that religions were totally invalid

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in the sense that

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the values that they preach were bad. I

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thought the values that they religions preach were

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good. I I would I was a humanist.

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I believe that,

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you know,

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a life becomes worth living,

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becomes more enjoyable,

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becomes,

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more serene and peaceful the more you reach

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out to other people and help them. So,

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you know, that part I took from religion.

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It was just the theology, the existence of

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a supreme being that made this world so

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chaotic. That part I could never accept. Now

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we as as Muslims, ones who surrender and

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to submit

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to the will of the creator of the

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heavens and the earth. We know at the

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end of the day that there's a light

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at the end of that tunnel. Through all

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the struggle and the hardship,

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there is hope at the end of the

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day.

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But how did you as an atheist, when

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we didn't believe in God, was there hope

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at the end of the day? Was there

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a light at the end of the tunnel

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when you would hit rock bottom? And did

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you ever hit rock bottom that you were

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like, you know, call who would you call

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out to? Who would you when you're alone

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in your room, it's pitch black, or you

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just came from a hard day, you know,

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the world's on top of you, you feel

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like it's gonna crumble over you. Who do

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you reach out to? Who did you reach

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out to?

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Well, I think I pretty much relied on

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myself. Yeah. You know, I Is that hard?

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Is that really did it or you just

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got used to dealing with it or? Well,

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yeah. I got used to and I never

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really had to get used to dealing with

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it. You know, surprisingly, my life went pretty

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smooth after I became an atheist. Yeah. Yeah.

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I went away to college. Mhmm. Got away

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from the family. I see. You know,

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got was married,

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you know, when I was around 21. The

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marriage didn't last, but it was a peaceful

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marriage. It lasted a couple of years.

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I was very successful at school,

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went went to graduate school,

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did well there. So nothing really went badly

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and, you know, but I assume that if

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something did go badly, that was just the

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accident one of the accidents of life. So

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where the shift now? If everything was going

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smooth, you're going to school, then how the

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shift why the shift?

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Oh. From being an atheist

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to now,

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discovering this way of life as well. Yeah.

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How did this turning point happen?

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Well,

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when I was,

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you know, when I finished graduate school at

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Purdue University, not too far from here,

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I went to, my first teaching job, which

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was at the University of San Francisco.

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And,

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there I met some Muslims,

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nice family. They sort of adopted me and

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vice versa. Yeah.

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And,

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and I used to discuss these issues and

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these questions with them.

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And they had a very difficult time answering.

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Yeah.

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And, so one day,

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they

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real they,

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gave me a copy of the Quran as

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a present,

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with the understanding that they couldn't answer the

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questions.

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But, you know, perhaps, if you're still interested

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in looking, you might look in here. They

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they were really not the type that tried

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to convert. This man. I didn't feel that

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was their motive. When I did, I probably

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would have shied away and not ever seen

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them again. But it was like the peace

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jester, you know. It was their their sincerity

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in just trying to give them a gift.

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Right. We can't we can't deal with these

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questions. We have no idea how to answer

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them. Yeah. But, you know, this is our

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scripture. If you'd like to look in there,

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there to learn more about Islam.

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I'm a few So it was a it

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was a English translation of the Quran? Right.

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English interpretation of

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Koran. And,

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I took it home, I put it in

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my apartment

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on the bookshelf,

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and that's where it stayed for a while.

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For a while. Not very long, really, because

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I was new to San Francisco.

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And I had shipped my books from Indiana,

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Lafayette, Indiana,

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to my new place of work and my

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new address.

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And they hadn't arrived yet. So it wasn't

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long before I ran out of stuff to

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read. And one night, I was sitting in

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my apartment in Diamond Heights, and there was

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nothing to read. And I look over at

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the coffee table, it happened to be on

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the coffee table,

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and there's a copy of the English interpretation

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of the Quran. So I picked it up

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and I thought I would Peruse it. Yeah.

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So the journey began. The journey began. Now

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tell me this, because

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did you open it

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Some people open the book to look to

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find contradiction, to look to find discrepancies.

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At what at that point, did you look

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was your mind open? Was your heart open

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to the truth if it was the truth?

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You you you get my question? Yes. I

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get your question. I was very convinced there

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was no God. So, you know, when I

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picked it up, I wasn't looking for searching

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for anything on a spiritual level.

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I wasn't looking for contradictions. There's no point

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in that. You know, I had

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reasons not to believe in God. I thought

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they were very co very compelling reasons. So

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I wasn't really looking for anything. I just

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picked it up and out of, I would

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say, at the time, academic curiosity. Just wanted

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to see what it is. Academic curiosity. I

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thought I would read 3 or 4 pages,

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get bored, and put it down. Yes. Yeah.

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You know how it is. I understand. When

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you have enough to read, you pick up

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a magazine, you But that wasn't the case.

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No. It turned out to be a little

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bit of a surprise. You know,

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I read the first Surah, which essentially is

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a prayer for guidance. You don't sort of

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realize it till you're done. Yeah. That was

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a little bit of a, you know, I

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thought the author was clever. For for it's

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a very short story. Can you for

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our,

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viewers

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who aren't Muslim, can you just the 7

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verses Yeah. Can you translate them in English?

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Yes. It goes basically like this.

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In the name of God, the merciful and

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compassion. So one, it says the most merciful,

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the most compassionate. Right. This is deep. Right.

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Because we as human beings think sometimes, you

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know, we're merciful. You know, this guy is

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such an this is the most merciful. Right.

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Go on. So right away, emphasis on mercy

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and compassion.

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Then it says all praise be to God,

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more or less ruler of all worlds. The

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king of all realms. The one who's running

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the show. Yes. Of all that exists. Yes.

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The most merciful, the most compassionate. Again, reminding

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again, the most merciful, most compassionate.

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Show us the straight path. Yes. Oh, no.

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No.

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You alone,

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we pray to and, you alone we see

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stone from. You alone do we pray to?

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Praying to God alone. None of his creation

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to him directly. Direct connection. Right.

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And then then the next verse is, show

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us a straight path. The master of the

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day of judgement. Oh, master of the day

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of judgement. Master that there is a day

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of judgement, that we're gonna be accountable for

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all of our actions.

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Right now. Now that part bothered me a

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little bit, master of the day of judgment.

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I thought, now I'm coming back. You know,

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the emphasis on mercy and compassion is nice.

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Master of the day of judgment. Okay. This

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I think of punishment. Yeah. And then I

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think, okay. He creates us with all these

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flaws, and then he punishes us for having,

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you know. So, you know, I'm just a

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little put off by that. Yeah. And then,

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show us a straight path. You know, the

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path of those whom you have favored,

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not those who have, gone astray Yes. Or

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upon this

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violence or wrath. Yes. Yeah. So and then

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you went on to So it was very

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interesting. It starts out like a hymn of

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praise, like a song. Yeah.

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And it slips into being a prayer for

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guidance at the end. Yeah. So I thought

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the author was very clever because he sort

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of tricked me into making this prayer for

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guidance even though I didn't Before you started

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to go to the book of God. Right.

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I didn't believe in God. Then you come

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to the next,

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Surah, and it begins Alef Lam, Meem, 3

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Arabic letters, and then it says, that is

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the book, literally. That is the book, wherein,

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no doubt, is the guidance. Yeah. No doubt

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this book. Yeah. Well, it seems to be

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saying that, you know, this very dismayed, this

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is your answer. Yeah. So I thought the

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author had a very compelling style writing. Yeah.

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And he sort of engages you in a

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sort of intellectual conversation.

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So I, you know, as I was reading

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the Quran, I was appreciating the author's, let's

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say, literary genius. You know, even though I

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didn't know who the author was, and I

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definitely assumed it wasn't divinely inspired. Uh-huh.

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And then I come to the 30th verse

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of the 2nd Surah chapter.

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And it says, Behold, your Lord said to

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the angels.

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So it's a heavenly announcement.

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I'm about to put a vice friend on

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her. The Arabic word was Khalifa. I'm about

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to put a vice friend of mine, a

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vice one who acts on behalf of another

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or represents another.

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So it's a heavenly election.

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I'm about to put a viceroy on Earth.

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And then the angel said,

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will you put there in one who will

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spread corruption and shed much blood?

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Oh, this is now one of the answers

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to some of your questions. This is my

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question. That's your question. Well, we the angels

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are asking. Right. Yeah. Well, we, the angels,

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celebrate your praises and glorify you. What was

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response from the almighty? Yeah. So, you know,

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I read that verse. Yeah. And look what

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they're saying. When you put human beings on

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there to represent you,

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well, and they spread tremendous corruption and shed

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much blood. And that's what's going on nowadays.

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Yeah. Yeah. While we, the angels,

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celebrate your praises and glorify you and are

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entirely submissive to you and do exactly what

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you want. You know, what you want of

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us. You know, the question is, why would

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you create this beam and put them on

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earth

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while we, the angels,

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you know,

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patently superior

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and could fulfill that role much better. Yeah.

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Why would you create humans when you could

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just make them angels? Yes. You know, so

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that took me right back to, day 1

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of my child. You know, it just reminded

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me of my entire my entire

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life, all the scars that I had accumulated

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and,

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you

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know, baggage I had accumulated because of my

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childhood all came back to me that moment.

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And I was irritated by the question, of

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course. It made me angry, frankly.

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And And then the answer to it was,

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of course, the next verse says and God

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says to the angels in reply, I know

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what you do not know. I know exactly

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what I'm doing.

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And I thought, you know exactly what you're

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doing.

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But you realize

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that this world is filled with violence and

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crime and etcetera.

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Why didn't you just make us all ancient?

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You know, I was arguing with the scriptures.

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Yeah.

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But I was definitely hooked. I wanted to

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see what the author, how the author answered

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that question.

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So I continued reading through the Quran,

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looking for clues and answers. And I know

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this interview has to be can't be that

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long.

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But by the time I got to the

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end of the Quran,

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I had found what for me were compelling

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and coherent answers. So those answers that you

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weren't able

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to get through your young adult childhood life

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now finally at the age of what? 20,

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7 or 20. You got them in this

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Quran.

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This last and final revelation,

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the verbatim word of God as we say

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as Muslims in the Quran. You got the

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answers to all your questions. Yeah. I I

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found for

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for

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myself personal theology that I felt was coherent

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and compelling and consistent.

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Yeah.

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Just so our viewers know, you have actually

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published a few books but tell us the

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book,

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where could someone get it, the one that

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talks about your story in detail. So once

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they go into the detail. What's it called

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and where can they get this book? That

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book is called Losing My Religion. Losing My

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Religion. A Call For Help. Call For Help.

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And it's in the first chapter. Alright. Where

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could someone pick this up?

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Amazon.com.

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Amazon.com? Yeah. Check out the book by doctor

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Jeffrey Lane. Yeah. So now, because we're short

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on time,

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tell us you accept

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Islam. Well, the point was is that How

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long after that? Well, my daughter once asked

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me a good question. She said, okay, dad.

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I I see you answered your questions

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when

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you studied the Quran.

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But that that why did you become a

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Muslim? Yeah.

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You know, I mean That was my next

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why why now did you become a Muslim?

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Right. I mean, just because you've answered some

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questions,

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that doesn't prove there's a God. Yeah. But

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the fact of the matter was is, you

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know, as I was reading through the Quran,

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the more I began to find the answers

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to these questions, the more I began to

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doubt my atheism.

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And the more I began to doubt my

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atheism. The Quran has a very powerful literary

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style. The more those verses began to move

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me. And there were times as I got

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towards the end of the Quran where I

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felt that I was in this

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presence of this tremendous

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mercy, this tremendous

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love, mercy, and power.

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And I had these

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very powerful spiritual moments.

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And they would last sometimes

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for a long period of time. You know,

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10 5, 10 minutes, 15 minutes. It's hard

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when you when you really get into the

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deep state. These are the words of the

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one who's created you. It's like if you

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read a letter from your long lost mother

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that you haven't seen. Yeah. Yeah. And now

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you're this is your mother. This is your

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creator. Yes. So would you suggest

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for anybody

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obviously, who's seeking the truth that if they

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come with this at with an open mind,

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a humble heart, that they'll be able to

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see the same thing that you see. That

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this is from the creator. That there's no

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way a man could have authored this book

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or any men. Well, it depends on the

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individual. Of course. Yeah. How do you how

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do you talk to this person who Yeah.

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I mean, like,

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you know, I didn't really come with a

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humble heart. Yeah. I mean, my position

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I mean, if you do believe in God

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and you do,

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accept that there is a God, then an

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atheist is a pretty arrogant position. Yeah. You

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know? I'm not saying atheists are arrogant, but,

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you know, from the standpoint of a religious

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point of view, an atheist is an arrogant

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position. Yeah. And an open mind, well, I

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just picked it up out of curiosity. Yeah.

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You know, but it hooked me. Do you

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recommend now that someone

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obviously should read this book?

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Well, definitely if you're looking for something, you

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know, if you're if you're looking for faith

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Why should why should someone read this book?

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How would you answer that? Well, if you're

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searching for faith in your life, this may

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may be the the the place you'd like

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to I mean, it's it's a worth a

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look. Yeah. You know, I don't like I

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don't like to preach to people and proselytize,

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you know. That's just not my nature. Mhmm.

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Especially being an ex atheist. I used to

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hate it when people used

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to sell their religion to me. So I

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don't try to sell my religion. Absolutely. Yeah.

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I just, you know, but for peep but

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I need many people who are looking, who

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are searching. And I tell them if you

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are searching then, you know, I could share

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these this much

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with you. And take it or leave it

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or take it wherever you wanna go. Do

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you share a lot of these points in

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your book? Yes. Okay. That's great. Tell tell

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us a few more questions and then we'll

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cut out.

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Tell us how has Islam

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benefited you as a human being? How is

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it,

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fit and completed your life?

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It's interesting. You know, it's an interesting question.

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I mean, probably many ways that I

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more ways than I could count or or

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on the call.

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But, I you know what?

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I once was asked that question in front

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of an audience about a few months ago.

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And it's hard, you know, you're searching through

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your mind all the ways that it has

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affected your life. I'd say, well How about

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me? How about I answer the Google sec

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second? Can I answer? I love I love

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with with myself,

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it like I said earlier, it's giving me

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light at the end of the tunnel. When

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you know at the end of the day

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that there's something beyond this waiting for you,

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a paradise,

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that there is a creator that you will

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be able to meet. We get excited about

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meeting the Donald Trump's of this world, the

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Michael Jacksons. Some people, they cry. They pull

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their hair up. But now, can you imagine

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meeting the one who created you?

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Sitting and being able to see him and

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him being pleased with you?

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And you

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all now throughout life, all he wants from

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you is to call upon him alone and

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to do good deeds.

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You see? And at the end, now the

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benefit is at the end of the day

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that paradise is swaying for as a result

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of being a human being because Islam calls

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you to be good, to bring out the

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best in you as a human being. Right?

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So how about half of your team? No.

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That's not bad. For me, it was it

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was you know, know, I think the first

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thing that came to my mind, and this

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is the truth,

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is that for the first time in my

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life, I was able to,

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experience love again.

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I mean, growing up in

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a family where you're always worried about

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the person in your life you love most

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not being there, you know, or being taken

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out of it.

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And,

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and also,

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having a father that you're you you grow

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up supposed you're supposed to love and trust,

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sort of violating that love and trust. You

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come not to really believe in love.

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And you don't let anyone get close. Yeah.

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You have to cut love out of your

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life. Because you know if you let somebody

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in that close, they're going to hurt you.

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So throughout most of my adulthood, up until

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the time I discovered Islam, I could never

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love anyone. The love came back now? Now?

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Yeah. Because

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I felt, you know, through the experience of

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prayer and through reading the Quran, especially through

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this experience of prayer, my early prayers, you

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know, this overwhelming one.

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And it brought me to tears on on

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too many occasions.

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And when I have these moments and feel

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the embrace of that divine mercy,

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it it moved me in ways that I

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never even thought it could. I discovered a

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spirituality I didn't even think I've had. So

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the soul now started to Feel. I I

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tell me if you agree with me. You

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don't have to, but if you do, say

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you don't. You do. Alright. Alright. I compare

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it. I make it to, like, a child.

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A child, if you take it away from

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his mother Yes. The child starts to whine

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and cry. But when you give it back

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after it's being passed around to all these

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different hands, it's whining, whining, you give it

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back to his mother Mhmm. And now it

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rests. Did your soul find rest now? Yeah.

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Well, actually I found that it was a

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very healing process. Healing. That that that Yeah.

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That it was like something that's spiritual high.

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You're calm now. The soul is not the

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anxiety and this is what I was experiencing.

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Yeah.

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And and then after that, I could love.

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I mean, now I'm I have a wife

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right now that I love very much. Of

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course, I love God. Alhamdulillah. It means all

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praises to God. Alhamdulillah. I have 3 beautiful

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children. You know what? I really could never

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imagine that that would ever have happened just

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because of my

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the way, you know, the pain and the

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scars I had suffered Yeah. Earlier.

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But it was an interesting one, like a

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child. I remember, once when I after I

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became a Muslim, I used to love to

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go to the early morning and then the

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Maghreb and Ma'eshah,

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the sunset and the evening prayers a lot.

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And at that time, I understood no Arabic,

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but I used to love to hear the

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Quran chanting.

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It was a powerful experience for me. 1

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of the brothers once saw that I was

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always coming and he said,

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Doctor Lang, I see you always coming to

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those 3 prayers.

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Why these 3 prayers will come when you

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don't even understand

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what's being recited?

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And I told him that, my answer was

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immediate. I said to him, why is a

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baby comforted by his mother's voice? Oh, that's

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beautiful. You know, because even though he doesn't

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quite recognize make out exactly the words,

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it's a voice he's always known.

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That's the recitation of the Koran. Yeah. It

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felt like a voice I'd always known and

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that it has always known me. Yeah. You

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know, and I think it's was similar to

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that. Mhmm. Yeah. That's

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More points and more points we'll cut out.

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You accept Islam,

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finality of the messenger, the seal of the

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prophets. To name the 5 for the greats,

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Noah, Abraham, Moses, Jesus Christ, and Mohammed, peace

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be upon them all. It's very simple.

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So now you accept this. You become a

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Muslim.

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You get some hard times now since then.

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You start having a tough time just because

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you real simple, because you,

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surrendered yourself to the creator.

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Well, you know, that was,

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short time after the marine bombing and, bombing

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of the marine barracks in Lebanon.

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And, around that time there was also the

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Iranian hostage crisis. Yeah. So Americans were not

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feeling very good about Islam. Yeah.

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And,

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and so, yeah, my friends didn't react very

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negatively. They just slowly drift

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away. And, So your friends became non friends?

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Yeah. More distant. Distant. Yeah.

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That's that's too bad, you know. But I

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think, you know, I I understand. You know,

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they felt I must have been going through

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some sort of loss of my mind or,

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you know, some sort of personal crisis or

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something. I I Which you weren't, actually. No.

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You're just spiritual enlightened. Yeah. I was the

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same person I was the day before. I

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just I had something new in my life.

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Yeah.

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And it was, you know, I think it

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was

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having a positive impact on me too. But

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in any case, yeah, they did drift away

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and I met new friends and I met

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a lot of friends in the Muslim community.

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And,

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yeah. So there was that.

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And there was some risk to my

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my career. Yeah. Because I was teaching at

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a one of

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the oldest Catholic universities in America,

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and they certainly,

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you know there were some that weren't comfortable

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there in the administration with one of their

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faculty members converting to Islam, they thought.

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Sent a bad message to them. Yeah. You

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know?

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Did you end up losing that position?

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No. No? You're still there? No. I, left

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there. I got tenured there and I got

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promoted. You got promoted there? Yeah. And then,

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I did quite well there. And then but

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I wanted to move to another part of

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the country. Okay. So what are you currently

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doing now? You're still a mathematician? Still a

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doctor? Yeah. I'm a professor at the University

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of Kansas. You also speak at different,

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conferences,

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Islamic conferences about Islam and your Yeah. And

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I write some books on that subject.

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You know, because, also I think, you know,

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as any convert does, the Muslim,

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the Muslims who come from overseas to the

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United States bring their own sort of cultural

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stuff. Cultural baggage. Yeah. A lot of and

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we gotta understand that

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Islam is not, it's a variety of people

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from all different race, creeds, and colors.

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And a lot of times what you see

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is not Islam. Right. It's an action of

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some culture that has nothing to do with

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Islam. And and they have their own cultural

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slant on Islam. Yeah. And so they insist

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that many things are demanded by their religion

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that are questionable in nature. And so, you

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know, that that that struggle. Yeah. You know,

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the struggle to sort of

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distinguish between culture and religion and what is

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actually

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required by the religion and demanded by the

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religion and what is just more custom or

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or, you know, a a particular cultural's application.

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You know, that that's been a major effort

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and that's what I write about a lot

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of the high books also. And I think

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like you said, it's not our job to

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try to convert somebody. We're not missionaries, but

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is to present Islam in his true nature

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and then let the people choose for their

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self. Well, that's why, you know, one thing

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I really like about the Quran's approach. I

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mean, you know, it even tells the prophet,

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peace be upon him, peace be upon him.

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It tells him

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that it's not for him to guide you.

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Yeah. Those whom he loves. You know, God

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guides guys Who he loves. Who he loves.

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Exactly. You know, it tells him that not

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to get all

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paraphrased

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bent out of shape because people aren't responding.

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You know, it tells them just deliver the

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message, communicate the message and leave the rest

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to God, you know. So I I like

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that. That appealed to me. What what what

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advice do you have? We're gonna close-up now

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to

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anyone of our viewers

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that are truly seeking the truth and say

00:29:02 --> 00:29:04

he is from another way of life. Whatever

00:29:04 --> 00:29:05

the case, he's an atheist.

00:29:06 --> 00:29:08

What would you like to say to that

00:29:08 --> 00:29:10

person about Islam? How it's been anything, whatever.

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You got you got it for 30 seconds

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a minute.

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I I don't really know what to say

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other than, you know,

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for anybody who is seeking the truth, I

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would tell them to continue on that path.

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You know, and and do it sincerely and

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objectively and

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and courageously.

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You know, and go wherever the truth takes

00:29:31 --> 00:29:32

you. You know, that's that's what I would

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say, you know, that's what I've always told

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my children as well. You know, when it

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comes to all things. Yeah. Yeah. I'd like

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to thank you for being on the show.

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Thank you. Peace

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again. One beautiful thing is, look, we're both

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Americans here and we're saying a So it

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doesn't mean if if he was French or

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Canadian or Japanese, if

00:29:50 --> 00:29:52

we didn't speak the same language, now we

00:29:52 --> 00:29:54

do we say peace be unto you. Right.

00:29:54 --> 00:29:55

Look at that. So beautiful. And we pray

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together

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in in one unity praying to the one

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God. It's very simple. Very this is, something

00:30:01 --> 00:30:03

beautiful. Another another miracle in itself. Well, it's

00:30:03 --> 00:30:04

good to meet you. Good to meet you.

00:30:04 --> 00:30:05

Alright. Alright.

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I like to now

00:30:07 --> 00:30:09

close with letting you know that

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Islam is a beautiful way of life for

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everyone to see. And we're here out of

00:30:13 --> 00:30:15

the love helping educate the people because through

00:30:15 --> 00:30:18

education, we're building talent. Islam teaches. Islam is

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a verb.

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It's an action.

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It's something that a Muslim does which is

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to surrender his will to the will of

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the creator of the heavens and earth. Earth.

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We met one of those Muslims today. If

00:30:28 --> 00:30:29

you wanna know about Islam,

00:30:29 --> 00:30:31

please come to the source because there are

00:30:31 --> 00:30:34

Muslims nowadays who might be doing some things

00:30:34 --> 00:30:36

that are in accordance with Islam. So we

00:30:36 --> 00:30:38

don't wanna judge Islam and the actions of

00:30:38 --> 00:30:40

some Muslims. It's not fair. So come to

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the source.

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You can check out the Quran we have

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for free. You can read it. It's on

00:30:44 --> 00:30:45

the deenshow.com.

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We have other videos. We have other topics

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to see how our Islam

00:30:49 --> 00:30:51

tackles these very important issues.

00:30:52 --> 00:30:54

Peace be unto you.

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