Ingrid Mattson – Muslim leader woman journey to Islam

Ingrid Mattson
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The speaker discusses their past experiences as a Muslim, including their belief in Islam and their ability to regain faith and values through their community. They also mention their positive experience with treating others with respect and building a community of supportive people. The speaker expresses gratitude for their past wealth and the opportunity to continue pursuing their passions.

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			I didn't know any Muslims,
		
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			growing up. I grew up in Canada, and
		
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			the first Muslims I met were,
		
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			from Senegal and Mauritania
		
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			when I was, studying in France.
		
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			Wonderful people,
		
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			they're from,
		
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			very solid communities,
		
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			caring, compassionate communities,
		
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			and I I saw in them the spirit
		
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			of,
		
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			generosity,
		
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			patience, compassion
		
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			that really appealed to me,
		
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			just as from a friendship point of view.
		
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			But because they were such kind people,
		
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			I wanted to know more about their life,
		
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			about the country they lived in, their cultural
		
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			context.
		
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			And because of that, I realizing that they
		
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			were Muslim,
		
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			and they were very low key about it.
		
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			I mean, they weren't trying to push their
		
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			religion on me by any means.
		
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			I read about their religion.
		
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			I didn't know anything about Islam,
		
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			and, so for the first time I opened
		
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			up a Koran. And it was really the
		
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			Koran
		
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			that brought me to Islam because when I
		
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			at that point in my life, I didn't
		
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			have any faith in God,
		
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			and by the time I had spent some,
		
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			some time reading the Koran,
		
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			I found that I had regained my faith
		
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			in God. So it was really,
		
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			out of gratitude to the Quran
		
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			that I felt that I should continue to
		
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			learn,
		
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			you know, what is this tradition that brought
		
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			me
		
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			this, sacred book that allowed me to regain
		
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			something so valuable in my life.
		
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			And how difficult has it been here in
		
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			the last to actually accept?
		
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			Well, I think that I mean, the first
		
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			hurdle
		
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			for, certainly for my friends and family was
		
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			just, understanding the implications of Islam. You know,
		
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			I became a Muslim in the mid mid
		
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			eighties, and at that time,
		
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			Islam wasn't in the news like it is
		
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			now, for better or worse.
		
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			So there was a lot of fear about
		
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			what that would mean, with respect to my
		
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			life,
		
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			And of course, many of my friends and
		
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			family
		
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			felt that at least, putting myself in a
		
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			position where,
		
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			I was affiliated with a group about which
		
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			there was little known,
		
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			and certainly now it would be little known
		
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			or a lot
		
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			known that's untrue,
		
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			would make my life more difficult.
		
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			You know, I can only say that that
		
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			my life has been filled with blessings.
		
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			Being a Muslim means that I
		
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			not only that I have this
		
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			this long tradition
		
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			of, teaching of spirituality and ethics that I
		
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			can draw upon and learn, and my life
		
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			has been in scholarship,
		
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			but also a community of people who are
		
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			supportive.
		
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			And of course, there are some people
		
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			who will treat anyone who is different
		
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			in in a negative way, people who have
		
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			prejudices, people who have fears, but my experience
		
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			has has,
		
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			you know,
		
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			mostly been positive.
		
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			I think most people simply want to know
		
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			that that you will treat them with respect,
		
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			then they'll treat you with respect.
		
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			If
		
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			you are a kind person and
		
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			try to be helpful,
		
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			to anyone, try to contribute positively to your
		
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			society,
		
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			then others will value that.
		
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			And, you know, no matter who we are,
		
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			we're going to face obstacles.
		
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			We're going to face some people who are
		
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			ignorant,
		
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			whether, you know, for whatever reason.
		
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			They they they might treat you that way.
		
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			But if you have if you have a
		
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			community and if you have
		
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			values and principles,
		
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			that can support you and you can draw
		
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			upon to at least hold on to your
		
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			own sense of dignity,
		
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			and value,
		
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			then then you'll be able to get through
		
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			that. And and I'm so grateful
		
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			that I have all of that that wealth
		
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			that is within Islam,
		
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			to allow me to continue to go forward.