Ibraheem Menk – How To Control Yourself

Ibraheem Menk
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The speakers discuss the need for a barrier between oneself and the fire to prevent sinful behavior and encourage forgiveness and promises of mercy. They stress the importance of forgiveness and finding a way to avoid sin. The psychology of sinning and the importance of finding comfort in one's behavior are also discussed, with advice given on shaping behavior and avoiding sinful behavior. Pranksters are encouraged to find ways to change and avoid sin.

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			If I were to ask you
		
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			which one of you wants Jannah?
		
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			I don't even need to wait for a
		
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			response.
		
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			I don't even need to wait for you
		
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			to put your hand up and say, I
		
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			want Jannah.
		
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			Because I know any believer
		
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			in Allahu Abu'l il says he was jiral
		
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			and the last day and the fact that
		
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			we are returning to him,
		
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			all put their hands up.
		
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			But if I were to ask you,
		
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			which one of us is prepared to do
		
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			that which
		
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			is required of us to enter into Jannah,
		
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			then all of a sudden we become weak
		
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			at the knees.
		
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			We become shaky.
		
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			We begin to think of how daunting a
		
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			task it is.
		
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			Yet
		
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			Rasulullah salallahu alaihi wa sallam told us about
		
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			how horrendous
		
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			the fire is
		
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			and what it entails
		
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			and what jahannam is and how
		
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			bad it is
		
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			and what an evil place it is. And
		
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			we know
		
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			that this fire is so severe
		
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			that it will burn rocks.
		
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			It will incinerate rocks. That's the same fire
		
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			that human beings are being placed into for
		
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			the crimes that they have committed.
		
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			But the very same hadith tells us,
		
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			Ittaqunna, beware
		
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			of the fire.
		
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			Place a barrier between you and that fire.
		
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			And before we listen to the end of
		
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			the hadith,
		
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			what do you think? What comes to your
		
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			mind
		
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			as to what will place a barrier between
		
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			you and the fire?
		
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			Automatically,
		
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			you think maybe it's Hajj.
		
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			Maybe it's a lifetime
		
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			of worship to Allah, harubu ilizati wal jalal.
		
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			Perhaps it is actually something
		
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			that is great
		
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			in the sight of Allah
		
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			Some great act of worship.
		
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			I need to go for Hajj,
		
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			you know, do all of this and that
		
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			will prevent me and place a barrier
		
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			between me and the fire. But the reality
		
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			of that hadith is it ends in such
		
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			a merciful way.
		
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			It takes
		
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			place a barrier between you and the fire.
		
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			Well, it will be shirkitam
		
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			rahm
		
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			even if it is with half a date.
		
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			Half a date, my dear brothers and sisters
		
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			in Islam.
		
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			And that leads us to what?
		
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			To understanding how merciful
		
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			Allah Abu al Isati wal Jala is. He
		
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			is simply looking for an excuse to forgive
		
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			you.
		
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			He is simply looking for an excuse to
		
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			forgive you.
		
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			I told you it will break my train
		
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			of thought,
		
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			and it is.
		
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			So any adults who are speaking even silently,
		
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			I implore you don't speak between yourselves quietly
		
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			because the cumulative of the voices is affecting
		
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			my train of thought. Please remain silent. Keep
		
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			your voices down.
		
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			Keep your voices down.
		
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			So what was I saying?
		
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			The fire. The fire.
		
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			Well, we should be Tamra.
		
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			I want you to go back home today,
		
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			open up that fridge that you have,
		
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			take a knife,
		
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			Take one of the dates out of the
		
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			box
		
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			and cut it in half.
		
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			Look at that date. Pick it up and
		
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			look at that date.
		
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			And really and truly think about it.
		
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			This giving this
		
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			integrity
		
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			will save me from the raging
		
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			roaring fire.
		
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			What kind of a Lord does that come
		
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			from?
		
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			That comes from a merciful Lord. A Lord
		
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			who wants to forgive you and this is
		
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			why he addressed
		
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			you.
		
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			Extreme with yourselves. You have wronged yourselves.
		
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			Don't lose hope
		
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			in the mercy of Allah.
		
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			You know why Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is
		
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			talking about mercy?
		
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			Because
		
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			a sinner
		
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			who has kept sinning day in, day out,
		
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			year in, year out. He wakes up, sin
		
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			is on his mind. He goes to sleep,
		
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			sin is on his mind. The last act
		
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			before he goes to sleep is sin. When
		
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			he wakes up, the first act is sin.
		
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			His mind goes to sin. You know what
		
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			happens?
		
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			The mind begins to tell you that you
		
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			are hopeless.
		
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			You will go nowhere.
		
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			You will not achieve.
		
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			You will not succeed.
		
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			Allah Abu al Zati wal Jarali is saying,
		
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			oh my servant.
		
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			He's calling you a servant of his. You
		
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			know why? Because you continue to believe. I
		
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			believe that Allah is the only one worthy
		
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			of worship. So you still belong to that
		
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			category which is the servants of Allah.
		
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			And then what does he say? Don't do
		
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			so.
		
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			How. Let us not do, Mirrahmatillah,
		
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			from the mercy of Allah, Rabbuul Izzati wal
		
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			jalal. That's Rahma.
		
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			He's a rahma that Allah
		
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			is giving and offering
		
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			to those who are sinners. He's offering his
		
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			mercy. So why you, my dear sister, my
		
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			dear brother, cannot be merciful enough to yourself
		
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			when you are sinning. One of the things
		
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			that happens when we sin consistently
		
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			is that we begin to think,
		
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			me?
		
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			How will Allah forgive me? I'm a sunnah,
		
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			I wake up with sin on my mind,
		
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			I go to sleep with sin on my
		
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			mind. How will Allah forgive me? Allah is
		
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			addressing you with uhma. If Allah can have
		
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			mercy on you, why can you not have
		
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			mercy on yourself?
		
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			Why can you not say that I will
		
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			change Insha'Allah?
		
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			And that is mercy on yourself.
		
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			That is the process of mercy on yourself
		
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			because you're telling yourself that you know what?
		
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			I can actually change. There is a future.
		
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			There is light at the end of the
		
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			tunnel. No matter how bad it gets, I
		
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			know Allah has promised me mercy. So I
		
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			will be merciful with myself by simply saying,
		
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			I seek the forgiveness of Allah.
		
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			Be great and I return to him. I
		
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			return to him.
		
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			And that's one moment in your life for
		
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			years on end. You've been waking up with
		
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			Zina in your mind.
		
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			You've been sleeping with Zina in your mind.
		
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			You've been
		
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			doing
		
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			everything that you've done
		
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			in terms
		
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			of destroying your inner being, your spiritual
		
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			being. You're destroying it by sinning.
		
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			And that one moment, that one tear and
		
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			Allah Abu Ali says,
		
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			forgiven my servant.
		
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			Forgiven.
		
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			Allahu Akbar.
		
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			Who's looking forward to meet this world?
		
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			Which one of us is looking forward to
		
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			meet this world? Put your hands up.
		
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			Me, 1st and foremost. Because we all know
		
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			that Allah is most merciful, most forgiving.
		
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			And do you know what it takes? One
		
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			What is the condition? It must be sincere.
		
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			It must be from your heart.
		
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			Oh Allah, I really acknowledge
		
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			that I have come to you with these
		
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			sins. I'm a simple human being. I acknowledge
		
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			you I did
		
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			that. I really beg for your forgiveness, oh
		
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			Allah.
		
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			And that is why in Sayyidul Istilfar.
		
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			In Sayyidul Istilfar, one of the
		
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			wordings is
		
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			I come back to you, oh Allah, with
		
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			my sin. I acknowledge my sin. I cry
		
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			to you for my sins, oh Allah. Forgive
		
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			me. I'm coming acknowledging
		
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			I don't justify.
		
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			I don't sit and say, no.
		
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			This haram action I'm engaged in, let me
		
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			find the way to halalize it.
		
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			And this is what we find ourselves doing
		
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			when we
		
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			are sitting,
		
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			thinking
		
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			okay, I need to add my next words
		
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			very carefully.
		
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			So
		
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			before going
		
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			out,
		
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			men and women both today,
		
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			what do you do? You want to beautify
		
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			yourself,
		
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			perfume yourself,
		
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			put makeup on yourself
		
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			and look amazing.
		
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			Right?
		
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			I need you to ask yourself a question
		
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			and I'm not going to doom you. Allahi,
		
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			I'm not dooming you. I am not here
		
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			to doom you because Allah didn't doom you.
		
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			I'm here to give you hope.
		
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			But I want you to think about something.
		
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			Why am I sitting in front of this
		
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			mirror brushing up my face?
		
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			Why am I sitting in front of this
		
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			mirror brushing up my face, placing you know,
		
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			painting my face with different chemicals? And there
		
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			are chemicals in these makeups. And find out
		
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			what you are putting onto your face as
		
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			well. That's important too.
		
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			So ask yourself that question and the answer,
		
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			you know it. I don't want you I
		
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			don't want you to to say that this
		
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			is why you're doing it and you're evil
		
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			and you're bad.
		
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			But if you are doing it
		
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			for the wrong reason
		
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			and you know that between you and Allah,
		
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			You know you wore that tight tight top
		
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			to go out there
		
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			for whatever reason it may be
		
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			so that people can see your bulging biceps,
		
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			you know,
		
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			and be tempted
		
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			and you've done it for that reason,
		
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			then ask yourself what is your position with
		
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			Allah
		
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			What does Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala think about
		
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			this action of mine? Not Ibrahim Mink. Prime
		
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			Mink is nobody.
		
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			Not
		
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			brother Usha Evans.
		
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			Not Sheikh Suleyman,
		
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			who walked in and spoke to you and
		
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			gave amazing advice.
		
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			Not him.
		
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			But who
		
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			My Lord who created me, who brought me
		
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			into existence, who gave me the very nose
		
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			that I brushed with that makeup, and who
		
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			gave me the very arm that I placed
		
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			a tight t shirt on to show my
		
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			muscles to the rest of the world. Let
		
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			muscles to the rest of the world.
		
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			That Allah is the one that I should
		
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			consider today. What does he think of this
		
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			action of mine? Is it good or is
		
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			it bad with Allah, Abu al Isati wal
		
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			jalal?
		
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			How does he think it to be?
		
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			Is it good? Is it okay? And I'm
		
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			saying this because wallahi,
		
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			I walk out there and I see Muslim
		
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			brothers and sisters
		
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			make up on your face like you don't
		
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			know tomorrow.
		
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			Wallahi, you see a person
		
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			today, they look like someone.
		
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			And you see them tomorrow, the same person
		
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			looks like someone else.
		
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			You know, there was a bulbous nose
		
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			and the nose is calm. It's no longer
		
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			bulbous and you're wondering, what? What? What? What
		
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			happened here?
		
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			Forget about that. You see a human being
		
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			today and tomorrow you'll see a cat. You
		
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			know, they they make a cat
		
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			out of their makeup.
		
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			You see a brother going out there with
		
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			his, you know, his biceps showing you in
		
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			big strong t shirt. Why? I did it
		
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			to show others. I'm not saying that you
		
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			did but if you are doing it for
		
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			that reason, ask yourself is Allah
		
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			with me for this?
		
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			And I must make a disclaimer. You know,
		
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			one day
		
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			I went to a talk
		
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			and
		
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			the uncle came to me, Allah grants him
		
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			goodness.
		
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			And at the time Alhamdulillah had, you know,
		
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			put on a bit of muscle. I like
		
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			to train.
		
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			So I had put on a bit of
		
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			muscle
		
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			and the uncle comes to me and he
		
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			says,
		
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			Allahu Akbar, my notes all just disappeared.
		
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			For goodness Insha'Allah.
		
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			So the uncle comes to me and he
		
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			says,
		
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			you know brother, I want to tell you
		
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			something.
		
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			And at the time it was very hard
		
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			for me to listen to what he was
		
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			saying.
		
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			Says this top of yours that you are
		
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			wearing,
		
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			I need you to be aware that there
		
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			are young sisters out there
		
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			whose hormones are raging.
		
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			And young brothers today, you have to be
		
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			worried about all.
		
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			Whose hormones are raging and they're watching you
		
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			and they're seeing you. I don't think it's
		
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			appropriate.
		
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			And immediately I felt you know how any
		
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			human being feels. You feel like, hey, why
		
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			is the uncle firing at me, man? What
		
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			did I do to him?
		
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			And then I thought I should take into
		
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			consideration.
		
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			It's something important.
		
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			I didn't do it with that intention.
		
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			At the time that I had bought that
		
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			floor, I had lost a bit of weight.
		
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			So by the time I wore it, it
		
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			was a bit, you know, fitting.
		
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			And my stuff was covering.
		
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			SubhanAllah.
		
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			I even had As far as I remember,
		
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			no I didn't have a jacket on. But
		
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			it struck me to say this uncle noticed
		
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			something that I should have taken note of,
		
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			so let me take it into consideration.
		
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			And really and truly this is something that
		
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			we should be doing with ourselves.
		
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			Let alone waiting for others to come to
		
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			us and say, hey brother, this is what's
		
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			wrong with you. Hey sister, this is what's
		
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			wrong with you. You should be looking in
		
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			the mirror every day asking yourself,
		
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			am I living my life for Allah?
		
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			Because I know I am on a journey
		
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			towards Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. I want to
		
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			ask you a question.
		
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			When is the last time you heard
		
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			about a brother or a sister's death? When
		
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			is the last time you heard about it?
		
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			Say, 3 days ago, 4 days ago?
		
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			How old was that brother?
		
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			How old was that sister?
		
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			So many times today, I get messages on
		
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			my phone saying,
		
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			One of the first things that comes to
		
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			my mind is how old was this person?
		
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			And I go on to see it and
		
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			you see the age, 40 years old,
		
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			36 years old,
		
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			42 years old, 40 45 years old. There
		
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			was an uncle in one of the countries
		
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			that was going
		
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			with one of my
		
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			relatives. He was going to the graveyard.
		
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			And he says, after they buried the man,
		
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			he says, wallahi, did you see that grave
		
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			next to the person?
		
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			And this relative of mine is sickly.
		
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			So he says, yes, I saw the grave.
		
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			He says, it looks like it's your grave.
		
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			Wallahi,
		
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			24 hours later,
		
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			the man speaking saying, it looks like your
		
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			grave
		
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			was the one who died
		
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			and he was buried in that very grave.
		
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			Allahu Akbar.
		
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			Does that not make your hair sand on
		
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			end?
		
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			Does that not make you think about this
		
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			littlesiness
		
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			of this dunya?
		
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			Now I'm not saying
		
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			that
		
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			we are perfect human beings. I'm not saying
		
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			that we won't fall and we won't, and
		
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			we won't make mistakes. We all do.
		
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			But we need to understand
		
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			why we are sinning,
		
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			when we are sinning,
		
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			how we are sinning,
		
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			And what the remedy is?
		
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			The remedy and the answer we all know
		
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			it. But the question is,
		
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			why am I sinning?
		
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			Sometimes there is something that happened in your
		
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			childhood that was traumatic.
		
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			And when you were young, you learned to
		
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			practice a certain bad deed that remained with
		
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			you into adulthood.
		
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			And to 2 days, you find comfort in
		
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			that
		
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			because you trained your brain to go to
		
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			it every time you are going through some
		
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			emotional trauma. You are going through something and
		
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			immediately your mind tells you go to that
		
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			sin.
		
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			Why? Because you find comfort in it.
		
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			You find you are at peace when you
		
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			commit that sin.
		
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			Be that marijuana
		
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			or be that alcohol or be that zina.
		
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			No matter what it is,
		
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			you find yourself going back to that sin.
		
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			Or perhaps you are burying yourself and binging
		
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			and are addicted to TV series
		
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			to the extent that you live in the
		
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			series more than you live in the practical
		
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			practical and real world.
		
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			But in reality,
		
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			you are not a character in that TV
		
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			series.
		
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			When Joey dies in Friends, you don't die.
		
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			You know, as they say, you know people
		
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			watch the show called Friends.
		
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			Friends,
		
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			you're not one of the friends, brother.
		
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			You're not one of the friends, sister.
		
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			You are not still living in that TV
		
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			series and show your life goes on. And
		
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			then also today when you have gaming and
		
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			VR, you have the youngsters constantly
		
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			gaming, constantly gaming in a different
		
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			world altogether.
		
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			Around them, there are 4 corners.
		
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			And there's there are walls and there's brick
		
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			and mortar and there's a ceiling and there's
		
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			all of this. But where are they? They
		
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			are in a different world altogether.
		
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			And they live in that world and prefer
		
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			to be in that world because it is
		
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			ideal. But in reality, what's happening? Your life
		
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			is going on 5 years past, 10 years
		
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			past. You are still gaming
		
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			and you game and game until the game
		
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			is over.
		
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			Not that game but your life is over.
		
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			So understand the psychology
		
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			of why you are going back to that
		
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			sin. Understand why you constantly
		
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			have this habit of going back to it.
		
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			And if you find yourself,
		
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			watch your thought like you watch another human
		
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			being. When the next time your mom or
		
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			your dad says something bad to you and
		
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			wrong and abusive to you And I say
		
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			this specifically with regards to parents because I
		
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			get messages so often. Hey, you know what?
		
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			My mom and my dad are so abusive
		
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			towards me. They call me monkey. They call
		
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			me pig. They call me dog. They call
		
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			me cat. They call me all sorts of
		
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			things. Maybe cat is not so bad. But
		
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			anyway,
		
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			I prefer to be a cat than a
		
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			dog. Right? Actually, I prefer to be a
		
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			human being.
		
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			But anyways besides the point
		
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			besides the point.
		
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			The next time that happens
		
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			and you hear someone, you know, say something
		
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			abusive to you, watch yourself. What are my
		
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			next thoughts? What are my next actions?
		
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			Am I going to the Musalla because of
		
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			what happened? Am I placing my head on
		
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			the ground? Okay. I don't have wudu. I'll
		
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			just place my head on the ground to
		
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			gain comfort from Allahabadul Izzati wal Jarrah
		
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			for 8 minutes. That's it.
		
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			And you will find that you will be
		
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			uplifted.
		
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			Or
		
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			am I going to the cigarettes?
		
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			Am I going to the vape pen that
		
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			is in my pocket or in my room
		
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			today? It's no longer even a pen. Some
		
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			of them are as big as a, you
		
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			know,
		
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			I don't know what to give you an
		
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			example of. But you see the man can't
		
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			even fit it in his pocket properly. When
		
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			he puts it in his pocket, he's walking
		
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			like
		
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			this because it's so heavy. A device. A
		
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			huge
		
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			device that he puts and then he puffs
		
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			on and you see you can't even see
		
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			his face when he puffs on it. Am
		
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			I going back to that?
		
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			And the substances that are in that, you
		
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			know the marijuana that you have that people
		
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			were smoking back in the day, they call
		
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			it weed.
		
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			That weed is now being placed in these
		
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			devices.
		
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			And children as young as 7, 8, 9
		
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			years old are smoking this.
		
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			And these are the habits that they are
		
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			developing. And oftentimes, we don't even know as
		
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			parents because you know what? The house has
		
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			just been smelling a lot more fruity.
		
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			His room smells like strawberries these days.
		
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			His root smells
		
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			like raspberries these days.
		
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			So watch out for these signs and what's
		
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			happening in your children's lives. But at the
		
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			same time watch yourself.
		
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			Watch what you are doing when you commit
		
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			a when you are treated badly, when you
		
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			go through trauma, when you go through
		
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			bad
		
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			experiences in in your life, ask yourself,
		
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			what do I do next? And if the
		
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			next thing that you do is a sin,
		
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			you have a trauma bond with that sin.
		
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			You have a trauma bond with that sin.
		
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			So you find yourself finding comfort. Every time
		
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			this happens you go back to that. I
		
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			know youngsters who as soon as something happens
		
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			he needs to go and watch *.
		
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			Why? Because it takes him out of his
		
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			reality. It gives him comfort. It gives him
		
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			peace
		
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			and that peace is not long lived.
		
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			After it, the addiction causes you to med.
		
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			And you find yourself
		
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			lamenting
		
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			saying, why did I do that? Why did
		
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			I behave in this manner? Why couldn't Why
		
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			can't I change?
		
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			But in reality,
		
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			change requires
		
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			one simple thing. Sincerity between you and Allah
		
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			Let me leave you with one tool. I
		
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			wanted to speak about
		
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			the sin. The actual sin. Getting into it.
		
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			Leaving the sin and what reward is attached
		
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			to it and all of that. Before the
		
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			sin, during the sin and after the sin.
		
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			But I'll leave you with one tool that
		
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			is powerful for you to change your life.
		
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			Every time you sin,
		
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			attach a good deed to it.
		
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			Attach a good deed to it. And this
		
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			formula is from Allahuqulizati
		
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			wal jalad. This formula is from Allahuqulizati
		
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			wal jalad.
		
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			Except for the one who turns back to
		
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			Allah
		
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			and he believes
		
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			and he does good deeds.
		
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			So those are the ones whom Allah will
		
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			change their bad deeds into good deeds. After
		
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			you commit the sin, shaitan is telling you,
		
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			you are unworthy
		
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			of the forgiveness of Allah.
		
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			You hypocrite.
		
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			You munasis.
		
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			How dare you go to Allah.
		
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			As dirty as you are and in reality
		
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			Allah is telling you, you are not dirty.
		
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			You are my servant.
		
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			Come back to me. And
		
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			Allah wants to forgive you. Often times we
		
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			talk about tawbah. We talk about turning to
		
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			Allah
		
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			And we know Allah forgives us when we
		
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			turn to Him. But what is the
		
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			replacement
		
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			of that bad deed? What are you doing
		
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			to replace it? Have you got some good
		
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			deeds, some good habits that you've attached to
		
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			every sin that you commit? You know what
		
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			happens? The devil gets tired of watching you
		
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			go back to good deeds
		
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			as soon as you sin. And he tells
		
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			you, okay don't sin. Why? Because he knows
		
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			what hurts him more is the fact that
		
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			you are obedient to Allah
		
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			The fact that you have turned that evil
		
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			deed into a good deed, it hurts you.
		
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			So what does he do? He says, just
		
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			don't do the sin.
		
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			Don't do the sin because he knows what
		
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			is your modus operandi.
		
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			What is your way of operation? What is
		
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			your thought regardless of how you feel after
		
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			the sin?
		
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			I'm giving a sadaqah.
		
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			To a cart of salah.
		
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			I'm visiting the graveyard and reminding myself of
		
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			death.
		
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			And I'm being good to my parents.
		
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			I'm doing something
		
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			of goodness.
		
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			I'm doing something of goodness as soon as
		
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			I do something bad. Attach
		
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			good deeds to your bad deeds and watch
		
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			your life change. May Allah grant
		
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			us the ability to change one last and
		
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			parting message insha'Allah.
		
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			And then we are done. Forgive me, Hayyan.
		
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			Don't call the body builders and take me
		
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			down.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			Allah
		
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			has given us one thing that we are
		
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			meant to be doing 5 times a day.
		
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			If you do it regularly
		
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			and if you practice doing it regularly,
		
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			allahi, allahi,
		
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			regardless of how you feel, what happens, come
		
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			rain, come sunshine. I'm praying. If I'm in
		
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			the mall, I will pray. If I'm at
		
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			my friend's house, I will pray. If I'm
		
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			at no matter where I'm in this hall,
		
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			it is time for salah. I will walk
		
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			out and pray because my Lord matters more
		
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			what your life change. Allah says,
		
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			Successful are the believers, those who are conscious
		
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			of Allah
		
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			in their salah. So become conscious of your
		
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			salah and become conscious of Allah in your
		
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			salah. And you are a success regardless
		
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			of what happens. Regardless of what happens.
		
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			You fail. You lose. You become bankrupt. You
		
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			don't achieve anything in life. With Allah, you
		
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			have won. What more do you want? What
		
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			more do you want? You may fail
		
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			and lose everything in the dunya and tomorrow
		
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			you are 6 feet down. You've won with
		
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			Allah.
		
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			You come to him beaming
		
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			happy with the noor that is showering you
		
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			from your salah. Brothers and sisters in Islam,
		
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			before you ask anything and I saw this
		
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			clip. Before you ask about a scholar or
		
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			a shayr or a Maulana or someone or
		
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			a peer and you want his help.
		
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			Go ask yourself. Sit on your bed and
		
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			say, am I praying properly?
		
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			Am I praying 5 times a day and
		
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			am I praying properly?
		
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			And if the answer is no, don't waste
		
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			your time asking anyone anything. Don't waste your
		
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			time going for seeking help anyway.
		
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			First fix
		
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			that and you will find success. May Allah
		
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			grant us success. Forgive me if I offended
		
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			anyone. You know, I like to just say
		
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			it in advance. I spoke about makeup. I
		
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			spoke about bulging biceps. If you got makeup
		
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			and you got bulging biceps, I love you
		
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			as my brother and I wish to see
		
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			you in Jannah. Forgive me if I offended
		
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			you. And I'm not obsessed with the makeup
		
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			and I'm not not obsessed with the bulging
		
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			biceps to my haters who keep commenting, hey,
		
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			why are you so obsessed with women? No.
		
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			I'm not obsessed with you. I'm not obsessed
		
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			with you. I'm obsessed with loving you and
		
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			wanting to see you in Jannah and hoping
		
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			that I will attain Jannah by passing on
		
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			a good message. May Allah
		
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			forgive us all and grant us all Jannah
		
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			to