Husain Sattar – Fundamentals of Tasawwuf #6

Husain Sattar
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The speakers discuss the importance of capturing the spiritual states of the Bible and protecting one's own life through following Sharia and the "any thing you want" approach. They emphasize the importance of rewarding individuals for their pursuit of their projects and empowering them to serve their communities. The principles of acceptance and balancing power are emphasized, and rewarding individuals for their pursuit of their projects is emphasized.
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Muhammad

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Mubarik wasalam.

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So continuing along with our series,

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in fact, this will be the last discussion

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in our series.

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We spoke of the development

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yesterday of the various branches of Islamic Sciences.

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In particular,

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we stated that

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these sciences captured which was revealed on the

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heart that which was revealed on the heart

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of the prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam.

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And these individual scholars, whether they be from

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the generation of the companions all the way

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to our generation,

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have preserved them for both us and for

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generations to come.

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Then yesterday we talked about the fact that

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one of the branches of Islamic Sciences is

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called Tasawuf,

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it also has the term tazkiyah, it also

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has the term ehsan. We spent a considerable

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amount of time detailing each of these names

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and explaining how they apply to the particular

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science.

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Now remember, whether you whether you call it

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the Sowulf, whether you call it Ehsan, whether

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you call it deskiyah,

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the goal is

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of of the of that science is to

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capture the spiritual states

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present in the heart of Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi

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Wasallam.

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So whereas all other sciences were capturing

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the literal of Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam,

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this science was capturing the heart, the states

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of the heart of Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam.

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For example,

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that you worship Allah as if you see

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him. So this was a state of the

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heart of Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam

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When the Sahaba came in a company of

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Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam in a state of

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iman,

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they were able to capture this and then

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they this was their this was the perfection

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of their faith, which is also called Ihsan.

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Now

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we should realize that this indeed was the

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key feature of the Sahaba.

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This was the key feature of the Sahaba,

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meaning

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they captured what came from the tongue of

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Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam, they captured the acts

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of Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam, but the key

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defining feature of them was that their hearts

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were able to capture the state of heart

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of Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam.

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And the proof of that is that if

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you and I were to sit down and

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memorize all the Hadith in the treasure of

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Hadith

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and to and we're to memorize all the

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verses of Quran in the treasure of Quran,

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none of us would be able to attain

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the state of Sahaba

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or Sahabi.

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That's not possible for us.

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What dictates us what dictated the Sahaba being

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Sahaba was that they their heart came in

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the company of Rasulullah sallallahu alaihi wa sallam

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in the state of iman. Even if they

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didn't memorize 1 ayah of the Quran,

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even if they never memorized one statement of

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rasulullah salallahu alaihi wa sallam.

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If they simply came in the company of

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rasulullah salallahu alaihi wa sallam in a state

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of iman, their heart captured that which was

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present in the heart of rasulullah salallahu alaihi

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wa sallam

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and that gave them the status of

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Sahabi. So that gave them an enormous spiritual

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status.

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Now this

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you can say this

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capture

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was

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transmitted from generation to generation,

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meaning the Sahaba came in the company of

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Rasool Allah sallallahu alaihi wa sallam, they captured

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what was in in his heart. Then the

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Taba'een came in the company of the Sahaba,

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they captured what was in their heart. The

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Tabataba'in came in the company of the Tab'in,

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they captured what was in their heart, etcetera,

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all the way until our current generation.

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Now this

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capture,

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there's a term for this capture in the

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science of desgia, in the science of the.

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And this capturing, capturing

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this state

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of righteousness,

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for example, this is called nispah.

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This in the science of tazkiyah is called

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nispah.

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So that

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eventually a science arose where

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students or seekers of the NISPA

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would go in the company of people of

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NISPA, people who had received this from their

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teachers,

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and they would train under them until they

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also capture the NISPA in their heart, and

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then they would subsequently return back to wherever

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they had come from. It was a it

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was a type of science, you can say.

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Now the way that the students of Tissel

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Wolf would capture the NISPA is that they

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would spend time in the company of teachers.

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So they would find they would search the

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world.

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They would find a teacher who had that

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state of heart.

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They would spend time in the company of

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the that righteous individual

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until eventually what was in that teacher would

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arise in the student, and then the student

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would have deemed to have completed his learning

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of this particular science, and he would have

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he would have himself captured the Nispah.

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Now such an interaction

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is actually

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commanded in the Quran.

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This type of interaction seeking out the righteous

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individuals

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wherever they may be

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and sitting in their company so that some

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of what's present on them can actually rub

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off on us. This is a mandate

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of the Quran.

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How so? Allah

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states

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what?

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Addressing those people who believe.

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Oh you who believe

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be conscious of Allah

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and be

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in the company of the

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Now who are the

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means the truthful ones who are the truthful

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ones the ones who say what they do

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and they do what they say

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These are deemed the truthful ones. The ones

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who say what they do and

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they do what they say. They practice what

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they preach.

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And so

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what is in their what is on their

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tongue is actually what's in their heart, And

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what's what you see on the outside is

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actually what's on the inside.

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So these people are called Sadikin.

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And you can see in this Ayah Allah

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Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala has clearly stated,

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speaking to the believers,

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O you who believe, fear Allah.

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And be in the company

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of the people of the truthful ones, of

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the ones who emulate

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truth.

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And, of course, the states of the heart

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are part of truth.

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So for us, this is a mandate. Now

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there's a few particular things that arise from

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this the tafsir of this particular ayah. Number

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1

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is that

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we are commanded to do so, and we

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must search out

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search for these types of individuals and spend

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as much time in their company as possible.

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So this is the first mandate, and that's

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the obvious mandate of this ayah.

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But the second thing that arises that the

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ulama discussed concerning this ayah is they state

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that this ayah

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hints at the fact that there will always

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be righteous people available for us to be

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able to benefit from.

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Because Allah

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has made this a command in his book

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which will last until the day of judgment.

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And so therefore, because this command will be

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present until the day of judgment, it indicates

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that there must be this opportunity until the

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day of judgment. Meaning Allah

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would not command something impossible.

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So he would not make a command that

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you should spend time with the righteous and

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then remove all of the righteous from the

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from the planet because the command wouldn't make

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sense then.

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So this command

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hints at the fact that Allah

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always provides a community

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with righteous individuals, and it's the responsibility

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of the people within that community

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to sit in their company

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and capture what they captured from their teachers.

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And remember that this Nispah goes all the

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way back to whom? Rasulullah

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So a teacher sat in the company of

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his teacher, who sat in the company of

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his teacher, who sat in the company of

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his teacher. Eventually, it traces back to one

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of the taba tabayeen, to the tabayeen,

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to a sahabi

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and eventually to Rasulullah

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So this is you can say this is

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the the construct of the science of the

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tawaf.

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Now

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when initially

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when teachers when students desired to capture

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this NISBAA from their teachers, they would simply

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go in the company of a teacher,

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and they would very, very rapidly capture this

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state of heart. So for example, we know

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that the Sahaba, one of the amazing thing

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about things about them was that the moment

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they came in the company of Rasulullah Sallallahu

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Alaihi Wasallam,

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they immediately captured what was present within him.

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The capture was rapid and the capture was

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complete. Now yesterday, I spoke about the fidelity

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of the capture.

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Right? We spoke in detail about the fidelity

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of the capture stating that Allah

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has made them the

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criterion of So that was detailed yesterday.

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Now what we should realize is that

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the way by which the subsequent generations also

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captured this state of the heart was by

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simply coming in the company of the righteous,

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and times were so pure in that day

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and age that a good person simply took

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the Shahadah

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and went in the company of a righteous

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individual,

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spent a little bit of time with them,

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and they subsequently captured all of these varying

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states that we describe as iman. And this

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is why the Deen spread like wildfire throughout

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the earth,

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like wildfire throughout the earth. When the Sahaba

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went to a particular place, they didn't need

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to give any lecture on Islam.

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They didn't need to have any conference on

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Islam. They simply just lived among the people,

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and when they lived among the people, there

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was their hearts were so impressive and the

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people were so affected by their hearts that

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the people would come to them and say,

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how can we be like you?

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It was the opposite. They didn't have to

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say a word. Instead, the people came to

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them and said, we see something special about

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you. How can we be like you?

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And the Sahaba would simply reply, it's a

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famous statement,

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just emulate us. If you emulate us, you

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will capture exactly what's present in our heart.

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And so the Sahaba were able to light

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the hearts of a whole

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generation of people across culture, across time, across

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space.

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And then these people were amazing because these

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people who converted into the deen

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then became exemplary examples of the exemplary personalities

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within the deen within one generation.

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You see in this day and age, people

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try to come into the deen and then

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they come into the deen and they're half

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in and half out and they're struggling. The

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examples themselves are struggling, the people coming in

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themselves are struggling,

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and that's because of the lack of the

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NISPAA present in this day and age.

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But in that day the people were so

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pure and their hearts were so powerful

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that they would go anywhere and people would

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easily accept this Deen that they had, that

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they were preaching.

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Now over time the teachers began to recognize

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that there was difficulty in transmitting the NISPAA.

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So for example, a teacher would sit down,

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many students would come, and the teachers would

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see that these students are not becoming what

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they should become. They're not capturing what I

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captured from my teacher. This is what they

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would think. So they began to assign their

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students

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various

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exercises based on the Quran and the hadith,

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and the goal of the exercises were twofold.

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Number 1, to crush the nafs.

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Number 2, to elevate the soul. So they

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would encourage them to the sunnah. They would

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encourage them to avoid sin. They would encourage

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them to do dhikr. They would encourage them

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to spread to spend from their wealth. And

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as the students would begin to begin to

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inculcate these things and make simple changes in

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their life, their hearts would become pure and

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quickly the nispah would transfer into their hearts,

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and then they would become true servants of

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Allah

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Now

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this example exist exists not only in the

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science of the Tawaf, but it exists in

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all branches of Islamic sciences.

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For example, initially, there was really no science

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of Tajweed.

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The Tawba'in came in the company of the

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Sahaba or would spend time with the Sahaba.

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They would learn how to recite the Quran,

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and they would recite it properly just by

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the simple interaction with the companions.

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Eventually, the scholars of did what?

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They started realizing that they need exercises to

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make sure that the pronunciation of those students

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was proper. So they created a set of

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rules, and they created a set of exercises

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so that they could transfer this knowledge into

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the next generation.

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So

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these these rules or you can say these

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exercises were designed by the teachers,

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based on the Quran and the Hadith in

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order to be able to soften the heart

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of the students so that the nispah would

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travel would travel from the teacher to the

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student,

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and we discussed this we discussed this in

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a little bit of detail yesterday.

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Now this transfer of the nispah

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from teacher to student has been going on

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for generations all the way until this generation.

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The transfer of NISPA

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from teacher to student has been going on

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for generations all the way until this generation.

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So that if there arises in the heart

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of an individual

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the desire to have ex to experience these

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states,

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to sit in the company of someone who

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experienced these states and hopefully to be able

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to capture these states, then it becomes

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essential for that individual to seek out a

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scholar or a who has the ability who

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is Sahib with Nispah, who has Nispah from

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their teacher and has the ability to transfer

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it into the heart of the student.

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And so that's the that's the mandate in

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this day and age. And I can just

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tell you from my own personal experience, you

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know, I didn't understand anything about the science

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of the cell wolf until

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maybe,

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you know, I began just began to hear

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about it probably when I was,

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you know, in the beginning maybe the middle

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of college, towards the end of college.

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So in the very beginning of college, I

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wasn't really doing anything

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substantial in the deen.

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And then maybe halfway maybe a year into

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college, Allah

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woke me up, and I began to get

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involved in the dean, and then I began

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to be initially become very active.

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Now you remember I talked about the states

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that the initial states that a person gets

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when they first get excited about the dean?

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Most college students can share this experience. They'll

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say that I got excited about the dean.

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I got into the dean all of a

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sudden when I was a freshman in college,

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and it was just the most incredible experience.

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I had tears going down my eyes. I

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had shivers going down my back. It was

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just so unique, and it lasted for about

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6 months and then it disappeared. So many

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people can relate to that type of statement.

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So similarly, I had the same type of

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experience. You know, you you're in college.

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You wake Allah wakes you up, and then

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you go through this and you begin to

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have these experiences, and it's just the most

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amazing thing. So you begin to make changes.

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So initially, I became very involved in what

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was present locally. So you get in you're

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in a college, you get involved in the

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MSA, you get involved in organizational things, etcetera,

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and that's exactly what I did.

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Over time, I began to say that, you

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know, this is all very

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good, but it just why am I not

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why am I reading about the companions but

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not experiencing anything that they experienced? I mean,

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why was it that the why is it

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that the deen described by the companions was

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just so unique and so so incredible, and

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we're just reading about it, but we don't

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experience it?

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So I began to study a little bit,

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and then I read in particular the books

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of Imam Ghazali, and we talked about Imam

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Ghazali's story a few days back. And then

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I began to realize that, oh, there's a

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science of Tisauwuf,

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and this science of Tisauwuf is important for

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capturing these states.

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So then I began to say, okay, I

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need to explore the science of Tisauwuf.

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So I began to look around. I began

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to ask around, ask people, do you know

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any chefs in tesselloo? Do you know anybody

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who knows the science of tesselloo?

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You know, I knew very little, whatever little

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I had read in books or heard from

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a few people. Actually, what had happened was

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I was one day driving with a friend

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who actually had a Sheikh of Tasalwuf.

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And I was driving with him, and we

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were driving in a in a truck in

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a long distance to drop off some,

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medicines for

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a relief type effort, and he was telling

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me on this long truck drive.

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It was really late, and I was telling

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him that, you know,

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I'm reading all about the deen, and I

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wish I could live the way the Sahaba

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lived, and I wish I could sit in

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the company of Rasulullah

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and he's and he started explaining to me.

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He goes, well, you know, obviously, we can't

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sit in the company of Rasulullah, send them.

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But in this day and age, there are

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masha'ach, and you can sit in the company

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of the masha'ach, and it it it gives

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you the closest thing that you can get

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in this in this time, in the current

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time. So I said, what are you talking

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about? Explain this to me. So he began

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to explain that he has this Sheikh, and

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whenever they sit with this Sheikh, everything disappears

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from the mind of the person, and they

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just think they you just begin to think

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about the deen, and whenever they look at

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this person, they're reminded of Allah.

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Whenever this person talks, it pierces their heart.

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Then he started describing all these incredible things.

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I said, that's exactly what I'm looking for.

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Where do you find such an individual? He

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said, that's the tough thing. It's hard to

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find these types of individuals. If you ever

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find this type of individual,

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you will be the one of the most

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fortunate people in existence.

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And if you can stick to that individual

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and you can gain from that individual, you

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will be among the very, very unique in

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creation.

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So then I started thinking I have to

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find such an individual, that this is this

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is the gem of life. This is this

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is my now goal in life.

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So I began to study the science of

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the soul wolf, and, of course, I didn't

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have all the background that I'm presenting you

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now. This is 13, 15 years of culminated

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experience. Right?

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So I began to study the science of

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Tsa'ulof, and all of a sudden, I found

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that there was a sheikh that was visiting

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from,

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Turkey or someplace like Turkey, some part of

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that area of the world, and that he

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was a teacher of Tsa'ulof.

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So I went I heard about him. I

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went into his gatherings, and I began to

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spend some time with him. Now when I

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began to spend some time with him and

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also the other people that were studying under

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him, I was amazed

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because I had never seen

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one person follow so much sunnah in my

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life.

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Just everything about this person was the sunnah,

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you know, in in almost,

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mostly. You can say pre predominantly.

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And I started spending time with him, started

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spending time with the students, and I was

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very, very impressed by everything. However, at the

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same time, there were some things that really

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confused me. Like, there was a lot of

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sunnah, but then they would say some things

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that really didn't have much to do with

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the sharia. Like, for

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example, one of the things that they did,

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which you know, now I'm gonna say this

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to you and you're gonna be like, you

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fool. You know, that's obvious. But it wasn't

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so obvious that that day in that day.

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But, like, they would basically,

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you know, the chef whenever the chef would

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stand whenever the chef would walk into the

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room, the students would go and they would

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bow down and kiss his feet.

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And

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so I used to look at this. Like,

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on the one hand, this is there's so

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much sunnah here, and it just feels so

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good and feels so different. And on the

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other hand, you look at something that's so

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obvious, like, all these people are bowing down

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and kissing the Sheikh's feet. I don't remember

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that being anywhere in any hadith or anything

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like that. So I was very confused. So

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one day, I went to the one of

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the students and I said, you know, tell

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me, I don't understand this. You know, like,

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why is it that

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people are bowing down and kissing the feet

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of the shayr?

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So he says to me, no. You don't

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understand. You don't understand.

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7 are for Allah and 6 are for

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the shayr. So I said, what are you

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talking about? 7 are for Allah, 6 are

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for the shayah. He goes, in the sharia,

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7 points are put down when you make

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sajda. Right? Your 2 feet, your knees, your

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2 hands, and your forehead, and the nose.

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Right? So that's 7 points put down when

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you make sajda. So he said when we

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make when we bow down to our shaykh,

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we lift one knee off the ground.

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So 7 are for Allah and 6 are

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for the shaykh. Now people are laughing. Right?

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They say, well, that's obvious. You know? Where

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were you? Right? But that wasn't so obvious

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in that day and age because,

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you know, you look and you see so

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much sunnah, and at the same same time,

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you you somebody gives you an explanation and

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you start thinking, am I right, or is

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he, you know, am I wrong, or is

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he wrong? Well, what's going on here? So,

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anyway, I was patient. So I just kept

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kept trying to learn, kept trying to learn,

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and 1 by 1 by 1, many other

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signs came up like this. You know? Things

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that just did not make sense to me.

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Slowly, these things started arising. So about 6

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months into it, then I started saying, you

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know what? This just doesn't make very much

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sense.

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So in the meantime,

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I would say that during that 6 months,

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I,

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actually, I can say prior to the 6

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months, I was really confused partly and partly

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really impressed. So I said, you know what?

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This just doesn't make any more sense to

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me. I don't know what to do. I'm

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gonna go, and I'm going to to ask

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the best scholar I can find.

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So I went to my father. I said,

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you know, what scholars do you know, and

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where can we find a big scholar? And

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what about if we go to Pakistan and

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we go talk to some of the scholars?

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And I would like to just see what

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they do in the Madaris and talk to

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some scholars. So my dad says, oh, yeah.

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You know,

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well, there is a famous scholar, Mufti Mohammed

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Shafi, who was a Mufti of all Pakistan.

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You've I'm sure you've heard his name. So

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he said, oh, he has a son, Muftitaki

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Usmani.

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So he has a madrassa

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in Karachi.

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So why don't we go over there? We

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can see what the madrassa is like, and

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we you can sit and ask Multitaka Usmani

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any questions you wanna ask him. So I

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said, fine. No. That's a great great plan.

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So this so one summer while I was

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in college, I went to Pakistan with my

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father, and we visited the madrasa where Multifaka

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Usmani teaches, and I used to sit with

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Multifaka Usmani every morning for an hour and

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ask him just any questions I wanted to

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ask.

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So, actually, it's a very funny lengthy story,

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and maybe one day when there's more time

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we can discuss it. But, you know, I

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vividly remember sitting there, and I didn't even

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know who Muftitaki Usmani was at this time.

00:31:02 --> 00:31:04

Now I know, you know, this is Muftitaki

00:31:04 --> 00:31:06

Usmani. This is a, you know, the major

00:31:06 --> 00:31:08

scholar of the time. But at that point,

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I didn't know who he was.

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So I'm sitting there, you know, we're sitting

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there, me and my father. I'm just some

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high school or whatever, some college kid, you

00:31:15 --> 00:31:18

know, doesn't know up from down. And my

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father, when we we sit, we knock on

00:31:19 --> 00:31:20

the door, and we say we'd like to

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meet Motiti Taku with money. So okay. Fine.

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So we sit down in front of Motiti

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Taku with money. Now all the people are

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sitting and thinking, you know, what is this?

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Where did this guy come from? You don't

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just sit down and just meet with money.

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You have to make an appointment, and you

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probably have to have some very high level

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question to ask. I mean, this is a

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major of our time. So my father begins

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to say that, oh, this is my son,

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and he's come here. He wants to ask

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you questions, and he wants to sit in

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the to see what traditional Islamic learning is

00:31:45 --> 00:31:46

like. And,

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let me just tell you that if you

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gave him some time, it'd be really beneficial

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because he did very well in Sunday school.

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You know?

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She did very well in Sunday school.

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So and, you know, I'm thinking that I'm

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something tough because I did very well in

00:32:00 --> 00:32:03

Sunday school. Motitaq Usmani didn't even laugh. Now

00:32:03 --> 00:32:05

you guys are all laughing. It's just obviously

00:32:05 --> 00:32:07

foolish. Right? He didn't even laugh. He just

00:32:07 --> 00:32:08

he said, okay.

00:32:09 --> 00:32:11

Masha'allah, you came from so far. We'll sit

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and answer your questions. Literally, every day for

00:32:14 --> 00:32:16

about 1 hour for 30 days, 20 to

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30 days. Every day, he gave except Fridays.

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Every day, he gave me an hour, and

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I grilled them with just the most foolish

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questions.

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You know? I I I don't even remember

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them, but I do know that they were

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just certainly not at the not necessary to

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ask the greatest one of the greatest muftis

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of our time. They could have been asked

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probably from the local imam. Right? But, anyway,

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he was very merciful in the in that

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sense. And so much so that I vividly

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remember one day he was very busy. Some

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you know, delegations were coming. Arabs would be

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coming.

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Pakistanis would be coming. Indians would be coming.

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Americans would be coming. People from all over

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the world coming to ask questions, especially about

00:32:50 --> 00:32:51

Islamic finance.

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And so Monday, we were sitting there, and

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I was waiting my turn. You know? I'd

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already gotten so many days and so much

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time, and I was waiting my turn because

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he told me that he would give me

00:33:00 --> 00:33:01

from 8 to 9 o'clock, and a big

00:33:01 --> 00:33:03

delegation of Arabs came in. And they're sitting

00:33:03 --> 00:33:05

there, and they begin to speak in Arabic.

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And if you could tell, it's a very

00:33:06 --> 00:33:09

intense discussion, very heated discussion. And I'm sitting

00:33:09 --> 00:33:10

there, and you can tell you know, I'm

00:33:10 --> 00:33:12

sitting and thinking, where's my turn? Where's my

00:33:12 --> 00:33:13

turn? Because, you know, I'm just a very

00:33:13 --> 00:33:15

immature college kid. This is how we think

00:33:15 --> 00:33:17

when we're in that when that age bracket.

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So he saw in my so an hour

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passed, and I got up and left because

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I had to go to class because I

00:33:22 --> 00:33:24

would sit in class from 9 to 12.

00:33:25 --> 00:33:27

So he saw in my face that,

00:33:28 --> 00:33:30

I kind of was a little bit upset

00:33:30 --> 00:33:32

by that. So the next day when I

00:33:32 --> 00:33:34

came, he he was he hasn't sort of

00:33:34 --> 00:33:36

like he sat on his pillow and his

00:33:36 --> 00:33:37

his desk was here, it was on the

00:33:37 --> 00:33:39

ground, and then on the other side, the

00:33:39 --> 00:33:41

questioner would sit. So the next day when

00:33:41 --> 00:33:42

I came, he stood up, he sat me

00:33:42 --> 00:33:44

on his pillow, and then he sat on

00:33:44 --> 00:33:46

the opposite side where the questioner would sit,

00:33:46 --> 00:33:48

and then he answered my questions for me.

00:33:48 --> 00:33:50

So I think he felt it a little

00:33:50 --> 00:33:51

bit. But anyway,

00:33:52 --> 00:33:54

So I spent many, many days asking him

00:33:54 --> 00:33:56

questions, but the real question that I had

00:33:56 --> 00:33:57

gone there to ask him was about the

00:33:57 --> 00:33:59

science of the Sawub. Because for me, this

00:33:59 --> 00:34:00

was now so confusing. You know? On the

00:34:00 --> 00:34:01

one hand, so much good. On the other

00:34:01 --> 00:34:04

hand, the the 6 point, 7 point thing,

00:34:04 --> 00:34:05

this wasn't making any sense.

00:34:06 --> 00:34:08

So I sat there, and eventually, I got

00:34:08 --> 00:34:09

to the point where I could ask him

00:34:09 --> 00:34:12

questions about the. And he said to me,

00:34:12 --> 00:34:13

he said, look. The soul wolf is an

00:34:13 --> 00:34:15

essential component of the deed.

00:34:15 --> 00:34:18

The soul wolf is a mandatory require you

00:34:18 --> 00:34:19

know, it's a necessary

00:34:19 --> 00:34:21

requirement for the one who seeks to purify

00:34:21 --> 00:34:23

themselves. It's really one of the key ways

00:34:23 --> 00:34:25

by which you you purify yourself. Now it's

00:34:25 --> 00:34:28

not fuddled. You know, it's something extra. It's

00:34:28 --> 00:34:28

superogatory.

00:34:29 --> 00:34:31

But for someone who desires to achieve that

00:34:31 --> 00:34:34

state, they should see it as something that's

00:34:34 --> 00:34:35

essential for them.

00:34:35 --> 00:34:37

So then he began to tell me about

00:34:37 --> 00:34:40

the various masha'ach and the methods that they

00:34:40 --> 00:34:42

use. And in my mind, all I needed

00:34:42 --> 00:34:44

him to say was tasaluf was fine because

00:34:44 --> 00:34:46

I didn't know that there's flavors of tasaluf.

00:34:46 --> 00:34:47

I didn't know that there's good tasaluf and

00:34:47 --> 00:34:48

bad tasaluf.

00:34:48 --> 00:34:50

I just knew that there was tasaluf.

00:34:51 --> 00:34:52

So, anyway, he says to me that, you

00:34:52 --> 00:34:54

know, tasaluf is excellent. It's necessary,

00:34:55 --> 00:34:57

and you should pursue it. And he said,

00:34:57 --> 00:34:58

I have a sheikh, and his sheikh is

00:34:58 --> 00:35:00

doctor Ablul Hay,

00:35:00 --> 00:35:02

who's a very, very famous sheikh, and he

00:35:02 --> 00:35:03

was telling me about his sheikh. And he

00:35:03 --> 00:35:05

also said, look. And this all look at

00:35:05 --> 00:35:07

all many of these major, teachers of Hadith

00:35:07 --> 00:35:10

all have Moshiach. They're all learning under them.

00:35:10 --> 00:35:12

Some of them even even have Nispah. You

00:35:12 --> 00:35:13

can sit in their company as well.

00:35:14 --> 00:35:15

And I remember one day he asked me

00:35:15 --> 00:35:17

to sit in the company of the sheikhul

00:35:17 --> 00:35:18

Hadith who was also Sahib with Nispah, and

00:35:18 --> 00:35:20

I sat there. And the whole lecture, I

00:35:20 --> 00:35:21

sat there, and then at the end, he

00:35:21 --> 00:35:22

gave me time, and I asked him about

00:35:22 --> 00:35:25

the. And so, anyway, it slowly got around

00:35:25 --> 00:35:27

the the entire school that this guy's asking

00:35:27 --> 00:35:28

a lot of questions about the.

00:35:29 --> 00:35:31

So one day, one of my teachers whose

00:35:31 --> 00:35:33

classes I was sitting in to listen, who

00:35:33 --> 00:35:35

actually was the personal of,

00:35:36 --> 00:35:38

the one who did all kind of did

00:35:38 --> 00:35:40

all the Khidma for Muftitaki Usmani, he sat

00:35:40 --> 00:35:41

me down. He said, oh, I hear you're

00:35:41 --> 00:35:43

asking all these questions about the salawulf. So

00:35:43 --> 00:35:45

let me actually tell you that there's a

00:35:45 --> 00:35:46

sheikh

00:35:46 --> 00:35:47

that is visiting

00:35:48 --> 00:35:48

Karachi

00:35:49 --> 00:35:49

from

00:35:50 --> 00:35:52

Jang, from the from near Lahore.

00:35:53 --> 00:35:56

And this Sheikh is a very qualified in

00:35:56 --> 00:35:56

Tasawwuf.

00:35:56 --> 00:35:59

But even better for you, number 1, he's

00:35:59 --> 00:35:59

an engineer,

00:36:00 --> 00:36:01

and number 2, he speaks English.

00:36:02 --> 00:36:04

So you could very much benefit from this

00:36:04 --> 00:36:06

person because he'll be able to relate to

00:36:06 --> 00:36:08

you, and he'll also be able to speak

00:36:08 --> 00:36:08

your language.

00:36:09 --> 00:36:11

And so so I thought, you know, okay.

00:36:11 --> 00:36:12

Fine. So he said, look. I'm gonna give

00:36:12 --> 00:36:14

you an address. This was I was leaving

00:36:14 --> 00:36:15

in just 3 days. I mean, I I

00:36:15 --> 00:36:16

had already been there 30 days. It was

00:36:16 --> 00:36:18

maybe 20 something days. It was near the

00:36:18 --> 00:36:20

end of the trip. He said, I'm gonna

00:36:20 --> 00:36:21

give you this address. You write this address

00:36:21 --> 00:36:23

down, and then you go and you visit

00:36:23 --> 00:36:23

the Sheikh.

00:36:24 --> 00:36:26

So I said, that's great. So, anyway, I

00:36:26 --> 00:36:27

went to my father. I said, look. I

00:36:27 --> 00:36:30

wanna visit the Sheikh. My father was really

00:36:30 --> 00:36:32

hesitant because his whole background was

00:36:32 --> 00:36:33

Pakistani Tasawwuf,

00:36:33 --> 00:36:36

which I told you 95% often is

00:36:36 --> 00:36:38

has not nothing to do with Tasawwuf. Right?

00:36:38 --> 00:36:40

It's just dancing at the graves and all

00:36:40 --> 00:36:41

that stuff.

00:36:41 --> 00:36:42

So, anyway, he was like, you know, what

00:36:42 --> 00:36:43

do you have to go and see these

00:36:43 --> 00:36:44

kind of guys for? You know, you need

00:36:44 --> 00:36:46

to stay away from these kind of guys.

00:36:46 --> 00:36:47

And so, anyway, I was like, fine. You

00:36:47 --> 00:36:49

know, let's just go there. I just wanna

00:36:49 --> 00:36:51

ask him questions anyway. So he's he said,

00:36:51 --> 00:36:53

my father finally agreed. So he went to

00:36:53 --> 00:36:54

this house,

00:36:54 --> 00:36:56

and, we I I remember it's, like, 2

00:36:56 --> 00:36:58

days before I was going to leave. So

00:36:58 --> 00:37:00

we got we went to this house and

00:37:00 --> 00:37:01

we got there. And when we arrived there,

00:37:01 --> 00:37:03

I knocked we knocked on the door. And

00:37:03 --> 00:37:04

when we knocked on the door,

00:37:04 --> 00:37:07

these a guy opens up the door. He's

00:37:07 --> 00:37:09

got a big white turban, a big black

00:37:09 --> 00:37:11

beard, and this kind of white clothing, you

00:37:11 --> 00:37:13

know, this white clothing that I always wear.

00:37:13 --> 00:37:15

So he's wearing that that outfit. And then

00:37:15 --> 00:37:17

he says, you know, who are you? I

00:37:17 --> 00:37:18

say, I came from America,

00:37:18 --> 00:37:21

and, someone told me that I can meet

00:37:21 --> 00:37:23

this, the sheikh over here. And,

00:37:24 --> 00:37:25

you know, his name is Sheikh Zulfakar.

00:37:26 --> 00:37:28

So can I come and meet him? So

00:37:28 --> 00:37:29

he looks at me like, you know, yeah.

00:37:29 --> 00:37:30

Of course. You know, you can come and

00:37:30 --> 00:37:31

meet him, but you have to know that

00:37:31 --> 00:37:33

we're all we're all also here to meet

00:37:33 --> 00:37:34

him. You could see on his face that,

00:37:34 --> 00:37:36

you know, like, okay. Yeah. But you're gonna

00:37:36 --> 00:37:36

wait your turn.

00:37:37 --> 00:37:38

So I walk into the room and, you

00:37:38 --> 00:37:40

know, when I walk into the room, it's

00:37:40 --> 00:37:42

just a whole crowd of guys in white.

00:37:42 --> 00:37:45

You know, the white the with white turbans

00:37:45 --> 00:37:47

and dark beards, and they're all sitting around,

00:37:47 --> 00:37:49

and they're all waiting. They're all waiting their

00:37:49 --> 00:37:50

turn, you know, because they all wanna go

00:37:50 --> 00:37:51

and go be able to go, and the

00:37:51 --> 00:37:52

chef was upstairs.

00:37:53 --> 00:37:55

So I'm sitting there and I'm thinking, you

00:37:55 --> 00:37:57

know, okay. So whenever we get a chance,

00:37:57 --> 00:37:58

we'll meet the sheikh. And then I guess

00:37:58 --> 00:38:00

one of them had some mercy in his

00:38:00 --> 00:38:02

heart and and ran upstairs and said, you

00:38:02 --> 00:38:04

know, there's a visitor from America. He's just

00:38:04 --> 00:38:06

a kid, but he came here to see

00:38:06 --> 00:38:08

you. So can you make time for him?

00:38:08 --> 00:38:09

So Sheikh Zulfakar says, you know, fine. Send

00:38:09 --> 00:38:11

him up. So the word comes down that

00:38:11 --> 00:38:13

he wants you to come up, and you

00:38:13 --> 00:38:14

could see all the eyes of all the

00:38:14 --> 00:38:16

other individuals. We're like, you know, you know,

00:38:16 --> 00:38:18

okay. Well, what's so special about this guy?

00:38:18 --> 00:38:20

We're also waiting too. But, anyway,

00:38:20 --> 00:38:22

I went up eventually. So me and my

00:38:22 --> 00:38:24

father went up. So when I get upstairs,

00:38:24 --> 00:38:25

you know, they put they put me in

00:38:25 --> 00:38:27

a room, and in this room,

00:38:28 --> 00:38:29

there were, like,

00:38:29 --> 00:38:30

3 kids playing,

00:38:31 --> 00:38:33

in a corner, and there was, they said

00:38:33 --> 00:38:35

the Sheikh is coming shortly. So the 3

00:38:35 --> 00:38:37

kid they said these are the kids of

00:38:37 --> 00:38:38

the Sheikh. They're playing right here, and they

00:38:38 --> 00:38:41

were maybe, I don't know, 345 or something

00:38:41 --> 00:38:42

like that. They're very young kids. They were

00:38:42 --> 00:38:44

just playing. They were playing with the Sheikh

00:38:44 --> 00:38:46

staff, with Sheikh Zulfikar staff.

00:38:46 --> 00:38:46

And,

00:38:47 --> 00:38:49

so, anyway, I'm sitting there, and then the

00:38:49 --> 00:38:50

kids come up to me. And, I mean,

00:38:50 --> 00:38:51

these are just a few things that you

00:38:51 --> 00:38:53

vividly remember. And the kids come up to

00:38:53 --> 00:38:54

me, and they say,

00:38:55 --> 00:38:57

but they were arguing with each other about

00:38:57 --> 00:38:58

what was the most dirty thing in the

00:38:58 --> 00:38:59

room. You know? They're like,

00:39:01 --> 00:39:02

They're arguing with each other. And then they

00:39:02 --> 00:39:03

finally come to me, and they all 3

00:39:03 --> 00:39:04

agreed.

00:39:06 --> 00:39:08

You know? This is the most dirty.

00:39:09 --> 00:39:09

So,

00:39:10 --> 00:39:12

I started thinking, wow. I mean, literally, this

00:39:12 --> 00:39:13

is what went through my mind. I said,

00:39:13 --> 00:39:15

wow. If the Sheikh's kids have this much,

00:39:16 --> 00:39:18

insight, then what does the Sheikh have? You

00:39:18 --> 00:39:18

know?

00:39:19 --> 00:39:20

But, anyway,

00:39:21 --> 00:39:23

so they so so so they were I

00:39:23 --> 00:39:24

I just remember that because event now I

00:39:24 --> 00:39:26

know these kids, you know, they're all they're

00:39:26 --> 00:39:28

we we talk regularly and things. So it's

00:39:28 --> 00:39:30

different now. But, anyway, I remember those kids

00:39:30 --> 00:39:31

from that from that age.

00:39:32 --> 00:39:34

So, eventually, Sheikh Zulfakar comes into the room,

00:39:34 --> 00:39:36

but here comes one kid. Here, sit down.

00:39:37 --> 00:39:40

So here so eventually, Sheikh Zulfakar comes into

00:39:40 --> 00:39:40

the room.

00:39:41 --> 00:39:43

And, when Sheikh Zulfakar comes into the room,

00:39:43 --> 00:39:45

we sit down, and then I say, you

00:39:45 --> 00:39:47

know, my name is Hussein, and I came

00:39:47 --> 00:39:50

from America, and I'm a premed student. And

00:39:50 --> 00:39:52

I'm a college I'm college premed student, and

00:39:52 --> 00:39:54

I would like to ask you some questions

00:39:54 --> 00:39:56

about the. So he was very kind. He

00:39:56 --> 00:39:58

said, you know, very well fine. Go ahead.

00:39:59 --> 00:40:01

So I started saying, you know, what is

00:40:01 --> 00:40:02

the SawWolf, and what is all this stuff

00:40:02 --> 00:40:05

about Bea, and what is all this why

00:40:05 --> 00:40:06

do you have to have a shake, and

00:40:06 --> 00:40:08

what is the 76 thing that you guys

00:40:08 --> 00:40:11

practice and and all that stuff. And my

00:40:11 --> 00:40:12

father was sitting in the background like, yeah.

00:40:12 --> 00:40:13

Give it to him, you know, throw another

00:40:13 --> 00:40:16

punch, you know, you're really, really I like

00:40:16 --> 00:40:18

this I like this interaction because, you know,

00:40:18 --> 00:40:19

my father had all these doubts given his

00:40:19 --> 00:40:21

background, and they were they were they were

00:40:21 --> 00:40:22

actually,

00:40:22 --> 00:40:24

they were, we should say, valid doubts.

00:40:25 --> 00:40:26

So anyway, I asked him question after question

00:40:26 --> 00:40:29

after question, and the whole time I'm grilling

00:40:29 --> 00:40:30

and grilling and grilling him, and he's just

00:40:30 --> 00:40:32

smiling and answering 1 by 1 by 1.

00:40:32 --> 00:40:33

So he highlights to me that, look, the

00:40:33 --> 00:40:35

salwa is important, but the salwa must be

00:40:35 --> 00:40:37

practicing the guidelines of the Sharia and the

00:40:37 --> 00:40:40

sunnah and that, you know, it's a very

00:40:40 --> 00:40:41

important science. And if you can you're lucky

00:40:41 --> 00:40:43

to find someone that can train you, then

00:40:43 --> 00:40:44

you'd be very blessed.

00:40:45 --> 00:40:47

So I say, okay. That's great. Now in

00:40:47 --> 00:40:48

the back of my mind, all I'm trying

00:40:48 --> 00:40:50

to do is verify the Turkish share. Right?

00:40:50 --> 00:40:52

I'm not interested in finding any other share.

00:40:52 --> 00:40:53

My whole purpose of my trip is to

00:40:53 --> 00:40:56

verify that share. So, eventually, I come to

00:40:56 --> 00:40:57

the point where I say, okay. You know

00:40:57 --> 00:40:59

what? Enough is enough. Okay. Now I'm sure

00:40:59 --> 00:41:00

that the salvo is fine. So I need

00:41:00 --> 00:41:02

to go back and become a student of

00:41:02 --> 00:41:03

that Turkish share. So,

00:41:04 --> 00:41:06

so I thanked Ceg Zofekar, and I'm about

00:41:06 --> 00:41:08

to leave. And he says, you know,

00:41:09 --> 00:41:11

would you could you stay and have a

00:41:11 --> 00:41:12

meal with us?

00:41:12 --> 00:41:13

And,

00:41:13 --> 00:41:15

I said, well, you know, I mean, my

00:41:15 --> 00:41:17

father was in a rush, and I was

00:41:17 --> 00:41:18

in a rush, and I had other things

00:41:18 --> 00:41:19

to do. And he's I said, you know,

00:41:19 --> 00:41:21

well, you know, we really have to get

00:41:21 --> 00:41:22

going. And he said, well,

00:41:23 --> 00:41:25

you know, if you could give me a

00:41:25 --> 00:41:26

day, if you have a day and you

00:41:26 --> 00:41:28

can give me a day, I could give

00:41:28 --> 00:41:30

you a lifetime's worth of knowledge.

00:41:31 --> 00:41:31

And,

00:41:31 --> 00:41:33

I said, you know, I'm sorry. I'm really

00:41:33 --> 00:41:34

busy because

00:41:34 --> 00:41:36

because I have appointments tomorrow.

00:41:37 --> 00:41:38

So, you know, major mistake.

00:41:39 --> 00:41:39

Because

00:41:40 --> 00:41:41

what I missed in that day took me

00:41:41 --> 00:41:43

15 years to catch up on later.

00:41:43 --> 00:41:44

So, anyway

00:41:45 --> 00:41:47

so, any I so we left.

00:41:47 --> 00:41:48

We left on that note.

00:41:49 --> 00:41:50

And well, right before I left, he said,

00:41:50 --> 00:41:53

well, one thing. This is my card.

00:41:53 --> 00:41:55

And he gave me this this business card,

00:41:55 --> 00:41:57

which said, you know, Hafiz, engineer,

00:41:58 --> 00:42:01

Zulfikar Ahmed, etcetera, and had some phone number

00:42:01 --> 00:42:02

and address, and he said, if you ever

00:42:02 --> 00:42:04

have a question about the cell wolf, I

00:42:04 --> 00:42:05

want you to write me, and I'll write

00:42:05 --> 00:42:06

you back.

00:42:06 --> 00:42:07

So that was very, I thought, very kind

00:42:07 --> 00:42:08

of him as well.

00:42:09 --> 00:42:10

So I so I went, took the card,

00:42:10 --> 00:42:12

and we left, and then I came back

00:42:12 --> 00:42:13

to the States, and that was when I

00:42:13 --> 00:42:15

became a student of the Turkish air. And

00:42:15 --> 00:42:17

when I became a student, things only became

00:42:17 --> 00:42:18

more confusing.

00:42:18 --> 00:42:19

Then I started,

00:42:19 --> 00:42:21

you know, really, really thinking like, what is

00:42:21 --> 00:42:23

this? Some good things, some bad things, some

00:42:23 --> 00:42:24

bad things, some bad things, some good things,

00:42:24 --> 00:42:26

some bad things. And then eventually, it's a

00:42:26 --> 00:42:28

long story, but eventually, I

00:42:28 --> 00:42:29

separated from that chair.

00:42:30 --> 00:42:31

I was just so confused. I said, forget

00:42:31 --> 00:42:32

it. It's not worth it. This is extra

00:42:32 --> 00:42:35

credit anyway. It's so confusing, so we're leaving

00:42:35 --> 00:42:36

it. So I left it.

00:42:37 --> 00:42:39

Much more detail there, but we don't have

00:42:39 --> 00:42:40

the time to discuss it on this type

00:42:40 --> 00:42:41

of night.

00:42:41 --> 00:42:42

So, anyway, then,

00:42:43 --> 00:42:46

I left it, and I kinda backed away

00:42:46 --> 00:42:47

from it. Many of my other friends who

00:42:47 --> 00:42:49

were involved in it, they backed away from

00:42:49 --> 00:42:50

it. One day, I got a phone call

00:42:50 --> 00:42:51

from my friend in Michigan

00:42:52 --> 00:42:52

who,

00:42:53 --> 00:42:55

actually, Multisav, was here earlier from IAGD. It

00:42:55 --> 00:42:57

was actually a friend from IAGD who I

00:42:57 --> 00:42:58

had met when I had gone to IAGD

00:42:58 --> 00:43:00

to do some fundraising for that relief effort

00:43:00 --> 00:43:02

that I was telling you about where we

00:43:02 --> 00:43:03

were driving the truck in the very beginning

00:43:03 --> 00:43:04

with medicines.

00:43:05 --> 00:43:06

So he calls me up, and he's like,

00:43:06 --> 00:43:07

you know,

00:43:07 --> 00:43:09

someone gave me a fax. My his uncle

00:43:09 --> 00:43:11

was actually one of the main organizers, or

00:43:11 --> 00:43:13

you can say board of directors, on that

00:43:13 --> 00:43:15

in that Masjid. So he says someone sent

00:43:15 --> 00:43:16

a fax to my Masjid

00:43:17 --> 00:43:19

saying that there's a Sheikh that wants to

00:43:19 --> 00:43:20

visit my Masjid.

00:43:21 --> 00:43:23

And so, you know, what do you think

00:43:23 --> 00:43:23

about

00:43:24 --> 00:43:26

interacting with the sheikh and helping to host

00:43:26 --> 00:43:29

the sheikh, etcetera? It's a very complicated story.

00:43:29 --> 00:43:30

I'm not giving you all the details, but

00:43:30 --> 00:43:32

the point is that, you know, I said,

00:43:32 --> 00:43:33

okay. Tell me what the name of the

00:43:33 --> 00:43:35

sheikh is. So he says, oh, this sheikh,

00:43:35 --> 00:43:37

his name is Sheikh Zulfakar. He's from Pakistan.

00:43:38 --> 00:43:39

So I say Sheikh Zulfakar from Pakistan. Wait

00:43:39 --> 00:43:41

a minute. Let me what what are you

00:43:41 --> 00:43:42

talking about? I heard that name before. Then

00:43:42 --> 00:43:44

I put 2 and 2 together. I said,

00:43:44 --> 00:43:45

oh, that was the same guy.

00:43:45 --> 00:43:47

That was the same guy that I met

00:43:47 --> 00:43:49

that day. I had really forgotten about that

00:43:49 --> 00:43:51

meeting, but I still had his card. And

00:43:51 --> 00:43:53

if you know me, that's really unique because

00:43:53 --> 00:43:55

I don't keep anything. I always throw everything

00:43:55 --> 00:43:56

away. I'm the guy who has one email

00:43:56 --> 00:43:58

in his account because I delete everything literally.

00:43:58 --> 00:44:00

You know, I don't have any emails in

00:44:00 --> 00:44:01

my account. I answer I I read them

00:44:01 --> 00:44:04

one touch. Delete them. Answer them. That's it.

00:44:04 --> 00:44:05

Then they're gone.

00:44:06 --> 00:44:07

So I do the same thing with everything,

00:44:07 --> 00:44:09

so I ended doing doing that in college.

00:44:09 --> 00:44:11

I did did do that with the I

00:44:11 --> 00:44:12

I would have done that with the business

00:44:12 --> 00:44:13

card, but I happen to have saved it.

00:44:13 --> 00:44:15

I don't know why. Well, I know why

00:44:15 --> 00:44:17

now, but didn't know why then. So I

00:44:17 --> 00:44:19

saved it. So I pulled out the business

00:44:19 --> 00:44:20

card, and I read it, and I said,

00:44:20 --> 00:44:22

oh, Sheikh Zulfikar. That's the same guy.

00:44:23 --> 00:44:25

So it's a little complicated, but eventually, I

00:44:25 --> 00:44:27

said, you know, why don't you ask him

00:44:27 --> 00:44:28

to visit us in Chicago?

00:44:29 --> 00:44:30

So I asked him to visit us in

00:44:30 --> 00:44:32

Chicago. So when I asked him to visit

00:44:32 --> 00:44:33

us in Chicago,

00:44:33 --> 00:44:34

then,

00:44:34 --> 00:44:36

I didn't have a place to host him

00:44:36 --> 00:44:37

because I don't have a house. I'm a

00:44:37 --> 00:44:39

college student. Right? I live with my parents.

00:44:39 --> 00:44:40

So I asked my father, you know, can

00:44:40 --> 00:44:42

you can we host Sheikh Zulfukar?

00:44:43 --> 00:44:44

And he's you know, he was the guy

00:44:44 --> 00:44:46

that we met that day. So he said,

00:44:46 --> 00:44:48

oh, yeah. You know, he offered us a

00:44:48 --> 00:44:50

meal, so we should actually host him and

00:44:50 --> 00:44:51

try to return that,

00:44:52 --> 00:44:54

no return that offer because we sat with

00:44:54 --> 00:44:56

him for that meal. So I you know,

00:44:56 --> 00:44:58

that meal was actually very important in the

00:44:58 --> 00:44:58

end.

00:44:59 --> 00:45:01

So we hosted so this was, like, Memorial

00:45:01 --> 00:45:02

Day weekend 1993.

00:45:03 --> 00:45:05

I had just finished college.

00:45:06 --> 00:45:07

94. Sorry.

00:45:08 --> 00:45:11

I finished college in 93 94. So 1994,

00:45:12 --> 00:45:13

Memorial Day weekend,

00:45:13 --> 00:45:15

Sheikh Zulfikar came to visit us. I remember

00:45:15 --> 00:45:17

I received him in the airport,

00:45:17 --> 00:45:18

and

00:45:18 --> 00:45:21

over one weekend, we spent about one weekend

00:45:21 --> 00:45:23

with him. You know? He basically came on

00:45:23 --> 00:45:25

this, like, this open ticket. He had this

00:45:25 --> 00:45:28

Delta. I vividly remember. He had this Delta

00:45:28 --> 00:45:29

Pass

00:45:29 --> 00:45:31

where you could just fly anywhere you want

00:45:31 --> 00:45:31

in America

00:45:32 --> 00:45:33

for over a 2 month period. You could

00:45:33 --> 00:45:35

just keep jumping on a plane and go

00:45:35 --> 00:45:37

to any city you want. And his idea

00:45:37 --> 00:45:38

was that he was just gonna visit every

00:45:38 --> 00:45:40

Muslim community that he could. So he came

00:45:40 --> 00:45:43

in on a fry, like a Friday morning,

00:45:43 --> 00:45:46

and, he went he stayed at my parents'

00:45:46 --> 00:45:46

house,

00:45:46 --> 00:45:48

and a lot of brothers came and visited

00:45:48 --> 00:45:50

him, and a lot of young brothers came

00:45:50 --> 00:45:52

and visited him. And slowly over time, 1

00:45:52 --> 00:45:53

by 1 by 1, a whole bunch of

00:45:53 --> 00:45:56

brothers became his student in in that in

00:45:56 --> 00:45:58

that short period of time, you know, just

00:45:58 --> 00:45:59

that 3 day period.

00:46:00 --> 00:46:02

For example, some of you know Mufti Kamal.

00:46:02 --> 00:46:04

Mufti Kamal traces his steps back to that

00:46:04 --> 00:46:06

basement, you know, that that gathering in my

00:46:06 --> 00:46:07

parents' house.

00:46:08 --> 00:46:10

And many people trace their subs back there.

00:46:11 --> 00:46:12

So Mansoor is sitting here. He's the one

00:46:12 --> 00:46:14

who corrected me about 1994. He was there

00:46:14 --> 00:46:16

at that gathering. I was there at that

00:46:16 --> 00:46:17

gathering, obviously.

00:46:18 --> 00:46:20

I don't know if there's any other brother

00:46:20 --> 00:46:22

here right now, but there was, you know,

00:46:22 --> 00:46:24

there were a bunch of us. About 20

00:46:24 --> 00:46:25

or 30 of us were present at that

00:46:25 --> 00:46:25

gathering.

00:46:26 --> 00:46:28

So we spent the weekend with him, and

00:46:28 --> 00:46:30

it was just the most incredible weekend.

00:46:31 --> 00:46:33

We grilled him with pay we we patiently

00:46:33 --> 00:46:35

asked him every question in the book. And

00:46:35 --> 00:46:37

then eventually, at the very end, he says,

00:46:37 --> 00:46:38

you have asked me a lot of questions.

00:46:39 --> 00:46:41

Now can I ask you one thing?

00:46:41 --> 00:46:43

So we're like, fine. He's like, I want

00:46:43 --> 00:46:45

everyone to close their eyes and imagine their

00:46:45 --> 00:46:46

hearts calling on the name of Allah.

00:46:47 --> 00:46:48

And we did that for 10 minutes, and

00:46:48 --> 00:46:50

he swept us all away in that 10

00:46:50 --> 00:46:51

minutes, basically.

00:46:51 --> 00:46:52

So we all became

00:46:52 --> 00:46:54

a bunch of us became his students,

00:46:54 --> 00:46:55

and then,

00:46:56 --> 00:46:58

I I also vividly remember that the day

00:46:58 --> 00:46:59

I dropped him off at the airport.

00:46:59 --> 00:47:01

So, you know, this was, like, a Sunday

00:47:01 --> 00:47:04

or maybe this was Monday morning or Memorial

00:47:04 --> 00:47:06

Day weekend, Monday morning. I dropped him off

00:47:06 --> 00:47:07

at the airport.

00:47:07 --> 00:47:09

I was on the floor crying

00:47:10 --> 00:47:11

like a little baby

00:47:11 --> 00:47:13

in the middle of the entire airport. I

00:47:13 --> 00:47:15

think, you know, people would think you're having

00:47:15 --> 00:47:17

a seizure. I was laying flat on the

00:47:17 --> 00:47:20

ground screaming, you know, just in tears because

00:47:20 --> 00:47:21

I just I don't know what happened, you

00:47:21 --> 00:47:24

know, just his heart just hit my heart,

00:47:24 --> 00:47:26

and I just fell in love. And for

00:47:26 --> 00:47:29

me, everything, you know, it was just everything

00:47:29 --> 00:47:30

had just changed my whole life.

00:47:31 --> 00:47:31

And so

00:47:32 --> 00:47:34

over time then, you know, that was the

00:47:34 --> 00:47:36

initial encounter, and then, I became a student

00:47:36 --> 00:47:38

that weekend. So the way by which a

00:47:38 --> 00:47:40

a person becomes a student is something called

00:47:40 --> 00:47:42

BEA, which we'll talk about in a minute

00:47:42 --> 00:47:44

because that's really the final chapter of our

00:47:44 --> 00:47:44

discussion.

00:47:44 --> 00:47:46

But, anyway, I became a student, and that

00:47:46 --> 00:47:47

was 1994,

00:47:48 --> 00:47:49

and so now it's, what, 2009.

00:47:50 --> 00:47:51

Right? So

00:47:52 --> 00:47:54

maybe 15 years. I mean, it's been 15

00:47:54 --> 00:47:56

years, and I can tell you that every

00:47:56 --> 00:47:59

interaction is greater than the previous one, even

00:47:59 --> 00:48:01

15 years from now. Like, for example, I

00:48:01 --> 00:48:02

just spent two and a half weeks with

00:48:02 --> 00:48:04

him in Damascus. We went to the book

00:48:04 --> 00:48:06

fair in Damascus to purchase books because he's

00:48:06 --> 00:48:07

building a huge

00:48:07 --> 00:48:09

institute of Islamic Learning, and he wants to

00:48:09 --> 00:48:11

have the greatest library in all of the

00:48:11 --> 00:48:12

subcontinent.

00:48:12 --> 00:48:15

So he is just going all out to

00:48:15 --> 00:48:16

purchase these books.

00:48:16 --> 00:48:18

So he said, you know, I'm gonna be

00:48:18 --> 00:48:19

in Damascus. If you would like to come

00:48:19 --> 00:48:20

with your family, we can,

00:48:21 --> 00:48:23

we can spend some time together. So my

00:48:23 --> 00:48:25

entire family went with him him, and, you

00:48:25 --> 00:48:27

know, we had just the most incredible interaction,

00:48:27 --> 00:48:30

most incredible interaction. I mean, each time is

00:48:30 --> 00:48:31

just a new memory. Each time is just

00:48:31 --> 00:48:33

so much more amazing. Each time is just

00:48:33 --> 00:48:35

a new state, you know, in our iman.

00:48:35 --> 00:48:38

It's just some just amazing, amazing things.

00:48:38 --> 00:48:39

And,

00:48:39 --> 00:48:42

you know, from I'll tell you that from

00:48:42 --> 00:48:43

his company,

00:48:44 --> 00:48:44

I

00:48:45 --> 00:48:47

I gained more I gained everything that I

00:48:47 --> 00:48:48

have.

00:48:48 --> 00:48:51

I gained everything that I have because once

00:48:51 --> 00:48:52

I became his student,

00:48:52 --> 00:48:54

I just submitted myself a 100%,

00:48:55 --> 00:48:57

and this is really hard to do in

00:48:57 --> 00:48:58

this day and age.

00:48:58 --> 00:49:00

Now okay. So maybe I should take a

00:49:00 --> 00:49:01

step back and then talk about this, but,

00:49:01 --> 00:49:03

you know, the way by which you become

00:49:03 --> 00:49:05

a student in the science of Tisau Wolf

00:49:05 --> 00:49:07

is that you basically you you you do

00:49:07 --> 00:49:08

something called beya.

00:49:08 --> 00:49:11

Now beya is an is an Arabic term,

00:49:12 --> 00:49:14

and we haven't discussed that word bayah, but

00:49:14 --> 00:49:16

what bayah basically means is to make a

00:49:16 --> 00:49:18

commitment towards something in the presence of an

00:49:18 --> 00:49:18

individual.

00:49:19 --> 00:49:20

So for example,

00:49:20 --> 00:49:23

in general, whenever you desire to achieve something

00:49:23 --> 00:49:25

in any realm, you must make a commitment.

00:49:25 --> 00:49:27

I'll just give you a simple example. So

00:49:27 --> 00:49:28

you wanna go to college. Right?

00:49:29 --> 00:49:31

Now you would think that why should you

00:49:31 --> 00:49:33

go to one college? Because every college is

00:49:33 --> 00:49:35

better at something than another. For example, I'm

00:49:35 --> 00:49:38

in Chicago. So University of Chicago is famous

00:49:38 --> 00:49:39

for economics.

00:49:39 --> 00:49:41

Right? And Northwestern University,

00:49:42 --> 00:49:43

let's say they're famous for their engineering, their

00:49:43 --> 00:49:46

biomedical engineering. Right? They have a very, very

00:49:46 --> 00:49:48

world well renowned biomedical engineering,

00:49:49 --> 00:49:50

school. So you would think that, you know,

00:49:50 --> 00:49:52

the true means of education would be for

00:49:52 --> 00:49:53

me to go take

00:49:53 --> 00:49:56

economics at University of Chicago and take my

00:49:56 --> 00:49:58

engineering courses or my physics courses, for example,

00:49:59 --> 00:50:02

at Northwestern, and maybe take my literature classes

00:50:02 --> 00:50:03

at,

00:50:03 --> 00:50:05

University of Chicago and take my religion classes

00:50:05 --> 00:50:08

at a place like DePaul or Loyola, whatever

00:50:08 --> 00:50:09

it might be. That's the way you would

00:50:09 --> 00:50:10

think it would work, but that's not the

00:50:10 --> 00:50:12

way learning works. Eventually, what you have what

00:50:12 --> 00:50:13

you do is you look at all the

00:50:13 --> 00:50:15

colleges, and eventually you pick 1, and then

00:50:15 --> 00:50:17

you make a commitment to that college. And

00:50:17 --> 00:50:18

you make a commitment to that college, and

00:50:18 --> 00:50:20

you take their courses, you focus on their

00:50:20 --> 00:50:22

method of study, and then you come out

00:50:22 --> 00:50:22

successful.

00:50:23 --> 00:50:24

And in anything in life, if you desire

00:50:24 --> 00:50:27

to achieve that, you require a commitment. Same

00:50:27 --> 00:50:29

thing in residency. You know, when we become

00:50:29 --> 00:50:31

residents, those of you who are in medicine,

00:50:31 --> 00:50:33

when we become residents, we commit to the

00:50:33 --> 00:50:35

program. Really, what we're committing to is learning

00:50:35 --> 00:50:38

under whoever the senior physician is in that

00:50:38 --> 00:50:39

program. So we say, look, I want to

00:50:39 --> 00:50:41

learn cardiac surgery.

00:50:41 --> 00:50:43

This is the famous cardiac surgeon in this

00:50:43 --> 00:50:45

program, so I'm going to study cardiac surgery

00:50:45 --> 00:50:47

under this individual, and I'm going to model

00:50:47 --> 00:50:49

myself after that individual.

00:50:49 --> 00:50:51

So the same thing occurs in all sciences.

00:50:51 --> 00:50:52

If you wanna learn Quran,

00:50:53 --> 00:50:54

and this is just a reminder to all

00:50:54 --> 00:50:56

the young huffas in this in this room.

00:50:56 --> 00:50:58

If you wanna study hivs,

00:50:58 --> 00:51:00

you cannot jump from to

00:51:01 --> 00:51:03

to to It's bay that's basically failure.

00:51:04 --> 00:51:06

You have to pick 1 teacher, and you

00:51:06 --> 00:51:07

can do your homework. You have to pick

00:51:07 --> 00:51:09

1 teacher, and then you have to devote

00:51:09 --> 00:51:11

yourself to that teacher. And when you devote

00:51:11 --> 00:51:13

yourself to that teacher, the teacher will devote

00:51:13 --> 00:51:15

himself back to you. And it's that two

00:51:15 --> 00:51:17

way connection where you give a 100% and

00:51:17 --> 00:51:18

he gives back a 100%

00:51:19 --> 00:51:21

that results in a love.

00:51:21 --> 00:51:24

Right? That results in a love and a

00:51:24 --> 00:51:24

and

00:51:24 --> 00:51:27

an attention from that teacher that results in

00:51:27 --> 00:51:27

success.

00:51:28 --> 00:51:30

And this is probably the most misunderstood

00:51:31 --> 00:51:32

concept,

00:51:33 --> 00:51:34

period, concerning

00:51:34 --> 00:51:36

how we benefit in anything in life.

00:51:37 --> 00:51:38

I just tell you, this is where I

00:51:38 --> 00:51:40

find the vast majority of people fail, whether

00:51:40 --> 00:51:42

it be in the science of HIF, whether

00:51:42 --> 00:51:44

it be in the science of Elam, whether

00:51:44 --> 00:51:46

it be in the science of

00:51:46 --> 00:51:47

the.

00:51:47 --> 00:51:48

For example,

00:51:49 --> 00:51:51

when I was studying in Hadith, so this

00:51:51 --> 00:51:53

is like the final year of Madrasa studies,

00:51:54 --> 00:51:57

my teacher who had taught me most of

00:51:57 --> 00:51:58

my books, the year I went into hadith,

00:51:58 --> 00:52:00

he became the sheikh of hadith. He became

00:52:00 --> 00:52:02

the one who was going to teach Bukhari

00:52:02 --> 00:52:02

into the class.

00:52:03 --> 00:52:05

Now this sheikh of hadith had this was

00:52:05 --> 00:52:07

going to be his 1st year.

00:52:07 --> 00:52:09

Okay? This was going to be his 1st

00:52:09 --> 00:52:10

year teaching dorehadith.

00:52:11 --> 00:52:13

And all the students basically said, we're not

00:52:13 --> 00:52:16

staying here. They all said, we're going to

00:52:16 --> 00:52:18

the big place, you know, to Karachi. We're

00:52:18 --> 00:52:20

going to go to Karangi. We're going to

00:52:20 --> 00:52:23

study in Darulum, Karachi, and we're gonna study

00:52:23 --> 00:52:26

under Muftitaki Usmani. And in Muftitaki Usmani's class

00:52:26 --> 00:52:27

are 5, 6, 700 people. I don't know

00:52:27 --> 00:52:29

what the number is, but it's in the

00:52:29 --> 00:52:31

100. It's in the upper 100. Okay? So

00:52:31 --> 00:52:32

they said, you know, this is where everybody

00:52:32 --> 00:52:34

goes, this is where we're gonna go as

00:52:34 --> 00:52:36

well, and they thought that that would be

00:52:36 --> 00:52:38

the best for them. My attitude was totally

00:52:38 --> 00:52:40

different. I said, this is my teacher

00:52:40 --> 00:52:43

and I have learned so much from him

00:52:43 --> 00:52:44

that even if it's for if it's for

00:52:44 --> 00:52:46

his his 1st year, to me, the only

00:52:46 --> 00:52:48

better teacher for Bukhari would be Imam Bukhari

00:52:48 --> 00:52:49

himself,

00:52:50 --> 00:52:53

so I stayed there. Me and 6 guys,

00:52:53 --> 00:52:54

6 of us, you know, you're talking about

00:52:54 --> 00:52:56

the ability to study with 700 students under

00:52:56 --> 00:52:59

another check someplace else or study with 6

00:52:59 --> 00:53:01

people, you know, in a small little no

00:53:01 --> 00:53:02

no name place. But what I got out

00:53:02 --> 00:53:04

of that, I know I could not have

00:53:04 --> 00:53:06

gotten any place else.

00:53:06 --> 00:53:07

I know I would have never gotten any

00:53:07 --> 00:53:10

place else because my whole method of teaching

00:53:10 --> 00:53:12

is actually a copy of him. The the

00:53:12 --> 00:53:13

way I give my lectures, the way I

00:53:13 --> 00:53:15

talk, it's basically a merge between

00:53:16 --> 00:53:17

what I've learned from Shaykh Zulfikar and and

00:53:17 --> 00:53:20

his method. You could say that the organization

00:53:20 --> 00:53:22

was Shaykh Zulfikar and the energy, you know,

00:53:22 --> 00:53:24

was him. He was so energetic. He was

00:53:24 --> 00:53:26

always into what he had to say, and,

00:53:26 --> 00:53:27

you know, he came with energy every single

00:53:27 --> 00:53:29

day when he taught. There was never a

00:53:29 --> 00:53:30

day that he was down. He was just

00:53:30 --> 00:53:31

so excited,

00:53:31 --> 00:53:33

and it was just an amazing experience. It

00:53:33 --> 00:53:35

was just an amazing experience. But, you know,

00:53:35 --> 00:53:37

that was the that one and I'm I

00:53:37 --> 00:53:39

can tell you that after having spoken to

00:53:39 --> 00:53:40

the other students who went and studied at

00:53:40 --> 00:53:42

the other institutions, they didn't have that experience

00:53:43 --> 00:53:45

because they made that mistake. So you have

00:53:45 --> 00:53:47

to learn to commit, and and this is

00:53:47 --> 00:53:49

the one of the major lacks in this

00:53:49 --> 00:53:50

day and age, and you see this even

00:53:50 --> 00:53:52

among people who want to develop in their

00:53:52 --> 00:53:54

dean. You know, like, we go all over

00:53:54 --> 00:53:55

the place. Like, it's, you know, it's like

00:53:55 --> 00:53:57

a potluck or something. So we're going one

00:53:57 --> 00:53:59

day, we're going to this conference. The next

00:53:59 --> 00:54:00

day, we're going to that teacher. The next

00:54:00 --> 00:54:02

day, we're going to this teacher. The next

00:54:02 --> 00:54:03

day, we're going to that place, and we

00:54:03 --> 00:54:06

wanna take from everywhere. Now there's nothing wrong

00:54:06 --> 00:54:09

with taking from everywhere, but the one who

00:54:09 --> 00:54:11

tries to take from everywhere will never be

00:54:11 --> 00:54:13

able to dig one deep well in one

00:54:13 --> 00:54:14

place. So it's whether you're going to take

00:54:14 --> 00:54:16

a couple scoops off the top for everywhere

00:54:17 --> 00:54:19

or whether you're going to do deep dig

00:54:19 --> 00:54:20

one deep lasting well.

00:54:21 --> 00:54:23

So anyway, this is that and this whole

00:54:23 --> 00:54:26

idea of making a commitment is called it's

00:54:26 --> 00:54:29

that it's termed in in the Islamic terminology

00:54:29 --> 00:54:30

as bayah.

00:54:30 --> 00:54:32

Now bayah basically means what? To make a

00:54:32 --> 00:54:34

commitment to to make a firm commitment to

00:54:34 --> 00:54:37

do something in the presence of an individual.

00:54:37 --> 00:54:38

That's sort of the individual is sort of

00:54:38 --> 00:54:40

like the one witnessing your commitment.

00:54:54 --> 00:54:56

There were 3 types of beya that existed

00:54:56 --> 00:54:58

at the time of Rasool Allah Sallallahu Alaihi

00:54:59 --> 00:54:59

Wasallam.

00:55:00 --> 00:55:02

So the first was called Bayatul Islam.

00:55:02 --> 00:55:04

So people would come to Rasool Allah Sallallahu

00:55:04 --> 00:55:06

Alaihi Wasallam and they would make a commitment

00:55:06 --> 00:55:07

for Islam.

00:55:07 --> 00:55:09

Alright. The famous example of that is that

00:55:09 --> 00:55:10

you know that when the prophet sallallahu alaihi

00:55:10 --> 00:55:11

wa sallam was in Mecca

00:55:12 --> 00:55:14

and some people from Medina came to visit

00:55:14 --> 00:55:16

him to become Muslim, remember there was a

00:55:16 --> 00:55:19

famous incident where 13 people came 12 men

00:55:19 --> 00:55:21

came the 1st year and they wanted to

00:55:21 --> 00:55:24

become Muslim for they came from Yefirib, and

00:55:24 --> 00:55:26

they took Islam. And the next year, they

00:55:26 --> 00:55:28

came back, and they brought 73 men and

00:55:28 --> 00:55:29

2 women and made that and then they

00:55:29 --> 00:55:32

also took another commitment to be Muslim. So

00:55:32 --> 00:55:33

these are called

00:55:34 --> 00:55:35

this is an example of

00:55:36 --> 00:55:37

of Islam to become Muslim.

00:55:38 --> 00:55:39

And in in the Islamic terminology, these are

00:55:39 --> 00:55:42

the bayah of Aqaba. So they're very, very

00:55:42 --> 00:55:43

famous. There was a first bayah of Aqaba

00:55:43 --> 00:55:45

and a second bayah of Aqaba, and these

00:55:45 --> 00:55:48

are very, very famous events within our Islamic

00:55:48 --> 00:55:48

history.

00:55:49 --> 00:55:51

So that's one type of bayah. The second

00:55:51 --> 00:55:53

type of Be'ah within the Deen is called

00:55:53 --> 00:55:54

Be'ah of Jihad.

00:55:55 --> 00:55:57

So for example the famous Be'ah of Jihad

00:55:57 --> 00:55:59

that existed at the time of Rasulullah

00:55:59 --> 00:56:00

was Hudaybiyyah.

00:56:01 --> 00:56:02

So you remember that when the Prophet

00:56:03 --> 00:56:05

told his companions somewhere after the 6th year

00:56:05 --> 00:56:06

of the Hijra that they were going to

00:56:06 --> 00:56:07

go and make Umrah,

00:56:08 --> 00:56:11

all the companions came, there were 1400 total

00:56:11 --> 00:56:13

in number, some of they all joined together

00:56:13 --> 00:56:15

and they began to walk towards the Kaaba,

00:56:16 --> 00:56:17

and when they walked towards the Kaaba they

00:56:17 --> 00:56:19

didn't take any arms with them, they went

00:56:19 --> 00:56:22

unarmed and they went as Hujjaj, you know,

00:56:22 --> 00:56:24

as people in in a state of iham.

00:56:24 --> 00:56:26

So they began to approach and as they

00:56:26 --> 00:56:28

began to approach the Quraysh stopped them, they

00:56:28 --> 00:56:30

blocked them at a place called Hudaybiyyah.

00:56:30 --> 00:56:31

So they sent Uthman

00:56:32 --> 00:56:34

as their representative to negotiate with the Quraysh

00:56:34 --> 00:56:36

to to be get the permission to perform

00:56:36 --> 00:56:37

their Umrah.

00:56:37 --> 00:56:38

So when Uthman

00:56:38 --> 00:56:39

went there,

00:56:39 --> 00:56:41

he didn't come back for some time, and

00:56:41 --> 00:56:43

when he didn't come back for some time,

00:56:43 --> 00:56:45

the rumor arose that he had been killed.

00:56:45 --> 00:56:47

So when the rumor arose among the Muslims

00:56:47 --> 00:56:48

that he had been killed, the prophet

00:56:49 --> 00:56:51

thought that the Quraysh were so extreme that

00:56:51 --> 00:56:54

they were actually going to attack this peaceful,

00:56:55 --> 00:56:55

caravan.

00:56:56 --> 00:56:58

So the prophet gathered together his companions by

00:56:58 --> 00:57:01

a tree, and they all made a bayah

00:57:01 --> 00:57:02

on the fact that they would

00:57:03 --> 00:57:04

they would defend

00:57:04 --> 00:57:07

themselves to the end if fighting arose.

00:57:07 --> 00:57:09

Alright? So that was called the,

00:57:10 --> 00:57:12

that was called the bay'ah that occurred at

00:57:12 --> 00:57:12

Hudaybiyah.

00:57:13 --> 00:57:15

And in fact Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, he

00:57:15 --> 00:57:18

narrates this bay'ah within the Quran. So for

00:57:18 --> 00:57:19

example, Allah states

00:57:23 --> 00:57:26

Right? That verily Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala was

00:57:26 --> 00:57:27

pleased with the mumineen,

00:57:28 --> 00:57:30

right, when they made Be'at Surasulullah

00:57:31 --> 00:57:33

underneath that tree, Ta'htas Shajarah. So when they

00:57:33 --> 00:57:34

made Baya Surasulullah

00:57:35 --> 00:57:36

Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam this was pleasing to Allah

00:57:36 --> 00:57:37

Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

00:57:38 --> 00:57:39

So this is another type of Baya which

00:57:39 --> 00:57:42

was basically a Baya of defending Islam at

00:57:42 --> 00:57:44

that particular point in history.

00:57:44 --> 00:57:46

Now the third type of Baya which is

00:57:46 --> 00:57:49

the Bea that actually the people of Tsaaluwuf

00:57:49 --> 00:57:49

also,

00:57:50 --> 00:57:52

you know, are basically carrying on until this

00:57:52 --> 00:57:54

day and age, is called the Bea of

00:57:54 --> 00:57:55

Tawba.

00:57:55 --> 00:57:57

What is a Bea of Tawba? Bea of

00:57:57 --> 00:57:59

Tawba is when there's a Muslim. Now this

00:57:59 --> 00:58:01

person's already a Muslim. Okay? Because they've already

00:58:01 --> 00:58:03

made their Bea of Islam. They've already taken

00:58:03 --> 00:58:04

Islam. They read the Shahada or they were

00:58:04 --> 00:58:06

born as a Muslim and they're, you know,

00:58:06 --> 00:58:08

they've they've they've been testifying to the Shahada.

00:58:09 --> 00:58:10

This is when a Muslim

00:58:11 --> 00:58:14

recognizes that they have made major mistakes in

00:58:14 --> 00:58:14

their life.

00:58:15 --> 00:58:18

Alright? And they want to make they want

00:58:18 --> 00:58:19

to make bay'ah. In this case, we're going

00:58:19 --> 00:58:21

to discuss in the case of Rasool Allah

00:58:21 --> 00:58:23

sallallahu alaihi wa sallam where they came and

00:58:23 --> 00:58:25

made bay'ah that they would they wanted to

00:58:25 --> 00:58:27

rectify themselves, they wanted to make a Tawbah,

00:58:27 --> 00:58:29

they wanted to make as tighfar for their

00:58:29 --> 00:58:30

past mistakes.

00:58:30 --> 00:58:31

So that is called

00:58:33 --> 00:58:35

and that's also narrated in the Quran. So

00:58:35 --> 00:58:36

I'll recite you this ayah

00:58:39 --> 00:58:39

Oh

00:58:39 --> 00:58:40

Messenger,

00:58:42 --> 00:58:43

when the Muqminath come to you. Now this

00:58:43 --> 00:58:45

is important. Look what's being stated here. When

00:58:45 --> 00:58:48

the Muqminath come to you. So they're already

00:58:48 --> 00:58:50

Muslim because these are Muqminath. Right? The ayah

00:58:50 --> 00:58:52

is very clear. What do they wanna do?

00:58:52 --> 00:58:53

They want

00:58:53 --> 00:58:54

to

00:58:54 --> 00:58:55

come

00:58:58 --> 00:58:59

They want

00:59:00 --> 00:59:01

to give beya to you. And what do

00:59:01 --> 00:59:03

they want to give beya to you?

00:59:09 --> 00:59:11

So they want to make baya that they

00:59:11 --> 00:59:14

won't make shirk with Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala

00:59:14 --> 00:59:17

and they won't steal and they won't do

00:59:17 --> 00:59:19

zina and they won't kill the children.

00:59:21 --> 00:59:23

They won't kill their children alive, and they

00:59:23 --> 00:59:26

won't come with any major falsehood that they

00:59:26 --> 00:59:29

create from amongst themselves, and that they won't

00:59:29 --> 00:59:31

disobey you in anything.

00:59:31 --> 00:59:33

In fact, the final statement in this ayah,

00:59:36 --> 00:59:38

And they won't disobey you in anything good

00:59:38 --> 00:59:40

that you bring. So what should you do

00:59:40 --> 00:59:42

when the women when the believing women come

00:59:42 --> 00:59:43

to you making this pledge

00:59:45 --> 00:59:47

You should make you should take their bayah.

00:59:47 --> 00:59:49

You should accept their bayah.

00:59:50 --> 00:59:52

And you should make istighfar

00:59:52 --> 00:59:53

for them.

00:59:55 --> 00:59:56

You should make istighfar

00:59:56 --> 00:59:59

for them to Allah Subhanahu Wa

01:00:00 --> 01:00:03

Ta'ala. Verily Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala is the

01:00:03 --> 01:00:04

off turning, he is the merciful.

01:00:05 --> 01:00:08

So this ayah is the basis that highlights

01:00:08 --> 01:00:09

the bayah of Tawba,

01:00:10 --> 01:00:11

and this is what the masha'ik of Tawba

01:00:11 --> 01:00:14

use. Whenever there is a group, an individual

01:00:15 --> 01:00:17

who wants to make Tawba for their previous

01:00:17 --> 01:00:19

mistakes and they want to,

01:00:19 --> 01:00:22

you know, become they want to change the

01:00:22 --> 01:00:24

way that they have been living their lives,

01:00:24 --> 01:00:26

they generally say to them, okay, make a

01:00:26 --> 01:00:27

bea of toba.

01:00:28 --> 01:00:30

Alright. So the bea of toba basically has

01:00:30 --> 01:00:31

3 components.

01:00:31 --> 01:00:32

So sometimes people, they, you know, they say,

01:00:32 --> 01:00:34

well, what is this? You're making bea to

01:00:34 --> 01:00:36

a sheikh. What are these weird things that

01:00:36 --> 01:00:37

you're going to say? There's nothing weird in

01:00:37 --> 01:00:40

the statements. There's 3 statements that a person

01:00:40 --> 01:00:42

makes when they make this beya. What do

01:00:42 --> 01:00:45

they say? Number 1, they pronounce the Aqaid.

01:00:45 --> 01:00:46

Right?

01:00:58 --> 01:00:59

Okay? So these are all the Aqayd. They

01:00:59 --> 01:01:01

believe in the messenger. They believe in Allah,

01:01:01 --> 01:01:04

the messenger, the angels, the books, the day

01:01:04 --> 01:01:06

of the prophets, the day of judgment. Alright?

01:01:06 --> 01:01:07

And the fact that the predestination,

01:01:08 --> 01:01:08

etcetera.

01:01:09 --> 01:01:11

So that's the first statement. What's the second

01:01:11 --> 01:01:12

statement? Shahada.

01:01:17 --> 01:01:18

What's the third statement?

01:01:21 --> 01:01:24

So there's 3 statements that are made

01:01:24 --> 01:01:25

when an individual

01:01:26 --> 01:01:28

make when when this type of beya occurs.

01:01:28 --> 01:01:30

And this type of beya has been occurring

01:01:30 --> 01:01:31

from the time of

01:01:32 --> 01:01:33

all the way until

01:01:33 --> 01:01:34

our our generation.

01:01:35 --> 01:01:37

So the Masha'i Qoftasawuk, this is how they

01:01:37 --> 01:01:38

always they always go around

01:01:39 --> 01:01:39

and they

01:01:40 --> 01:01:41

teach people to recite these words so that

01:01:41 --> 01:01:44

they can rectify them and they can hopefully

01:01:44 --> 01:01:45

those people can start anew.

01:01:46 --> 01:01:49

Now when people make this type of bayah,

01:01:49 --> 01:01:52

there's different there's varying levels of intention that

01:01:52 --> 01:01:54

they can have. Like, for for example, one

01:01:54 --> 01:01:56

person can basically say, well, I'm going I'm

01:01:56 --> 01:01:58

making this type of bayah, and when I

01:01:58 --> 01:02:00

make this statement, my intention is simply to

01:02:00 --> 01:02:02

be able to fulfill this sunnah, and I

01:02:02 --> 01:02:04

want to sort of like it's my renewing

01:02:05 --> 01:02:07

my Islam. You know, I'm making Shahada. I'm

01:02:07 --> 01:02:08

I'm

01:02:08 --> 01:02:11

I'm re articulating the Alqayid, and I'm making

01:02:11 --> 01:02:14

istighfar for my past sins, And that's acceptable,

01:02:14 --> 01:02:15

and that's, you know, fine.

01:02:16 --> 01:02:18

Another person can say, well, no. I'm using

01:02:18 --> 01:02:20

this beya to actually

01:02:20 --> 01:02:22

commit to the teacher. Right? So there's a

01:02:22 --> 01:02:24

teacher of the and they say, no. I

01:02:24 --> 01:02:26

wanna commit to this teacher. I wanna I

01:02:26 --> 01:02:28

want to take the advice of this teacher.

01:02:28 --> 01:02:29

I want this teacher to guide me along

01:02:29 --> 01:02:31

this path so that I can also develop

01:02:31 --> 01:02:35

myself in the in this particular science. So

01:02:35 --> 01:02:37

that's another intention. So or a person can

01:02:37 --> 01:02:39

just simply sit silently and say, I'm not

01:02:39 --> 01:02:41

gonna say anything. That's fine too. Everybody can

01:02:41 --> 01:02:43

decide whatever they feel is their you know,

01:02:43 --> 01:02:45

whenever they're in such a gathering, whatever they

01:02:45 --> 01:02:47

feel is their appropriate intention.

01:02:47 --> 01:02:49

So it varies depending on individuals.

01:02:50 --> 01:02:52

Now if an individual basically says, you know,

01:02:52 --> 01:02:53

I just want to recite these words because

01:02:53 --> 01:02:56

I want to rejuvenate my Islam, That's fine.

01:02:56 --> 01:02:58

That's perfect. That's a that's a sunnah. It's

01:02:58 --> 01:02:59

a great thing to do.

01:02:59 --> 01:03:01

There's no nothing further that needs to be

01:03:01 --> 01:03:04

said there. If a person, by when they

01:03:04 --> 01:03:06

make this type of bayah, they're making the

01:03:06 --> 01:03:08

intention that they want to take a teacher.

01:03:09 --> 01:03:11

You know, so you're fortunate enough to be

01:03:11 --> 01:03:12

able to find a place where you feel

01:03:12 --> 01:03:14

you can invest yourself, which again is that's

01:03:14 --> 01:03:15

a, that's a rare thing in this day

01:03:15 --> 01:03:18

and age. You're comfortable with a teacher. You're

01:03:18 --> 01:03:20

you're that teacher affects you. That teacher you

01:03:20 --> 01:03:22

feel has the ability to cause you to

01:03:22 --> 01:03:23

make a change in your life and you

01:03:23 --> 01:03:25

see the teacher and you feel comfortable what

01:03:25 --> 01:03:28

the teacher is teaching, then what happens is

01:03:28 --> 01:03:30

you make the intention in your mind that

01:03:30 --> 01:03:32

I wanna be a student of this teacher.

01:03:32 --> 01:03:33

Now once a person makes the intention in

01:03:33 --> 01:03:35

in their mind that they wanna be a

01:03:35 --> 01:03:37

student of that teacher, then it's up to

01:03:37 --> 01:03:38

them. This is one of the common questions

01:03:38 --> 01:03:40

that people keep coming and asking me. You

01:03:40 --> 01:03:42

know? So okay. If somebody becomes a student,

01:03:42 --> 01:03:43

what's their responsibility?

01:03:44 --> 01:03:45

I say it's there's no responsibility.

01:03:46 --> 01:03:47

It's all in your court. You have to

01:03:47 --> 01:03:50

decide what how much you want to interact

01:03:50 --> 01:03:53

with the teacher. So the teacher basically says,

01:03:53 --> 01:03:54

look, these are the things you should do.

01:03:54 --> 01:03:55

You should recite Quran every day. This is

01:03:55 --> 01:03:57

what Sheikh Zulfiqar told me when I became

01:03:57 --> 01:04:00

his student. You should recite Quran every day.

01:04:00 --> 01:04:01

You should make Istighfar

01:04:02 --> 01:04:04

every day. You should make salawat and Rasoolullah

01:04:05 --> 01:04:07

every day. You should,

01:04:08 --> 01:04:10

you should do muraqabah for in your imagine

01:04:10 --> 01:04:11

that your heart is calling on the name

01:04:11 --> 01:04:12

of Allah

01:04:13 --> 01:04:15

for 5, 10, 15, 20 minutes every day.

01:04:15 --> 01:04:19

Alright? You should always use the entire universe

01:04:19 --> 01:04:20

as a sign of Allah. Every time you

01:04:20 --> 01:04:22

look at anything, you should think about Allah.

01:04:22 --> 01:04:23

You see the sun, you should think Allah

01:04:23 --> 01:04:25

raised it. You see the moon, you should

01:04:25 --> 01:04:27

say Allah illuminated it. You see the sky,

01:04:27 --> 01:04:29

you should think Allah layered it. You see

01:04:29 --> 01:04:32

the ground, you should say Allah stabilized it.

01:04:32 --> 01:04:34

Everything should always be a reminder of Allah,

01:04:34 --> 01:04:36

all right? And the 6th thing is that

01:04:36 --> 01:04:38

if you want to be a student, then

01:04:38 --> 01:04:41

you should communicate your progress with the teacher,

01:04:41 --> 01:04:42

which of course is required in any degree

01:04:42 --> 01:04:45

of interaction of that nature. So either by

01:04:45 --> 01:04:48

phone or by email or by letter or

01:04:48 --> 01:04:49

by personal

01:04:49 --> 01:04:51

discussion, you have to update the teacher and

01:04:51 --> 01:04:53

you have to say, okay. I'm doing these

01:04:53 --> 01:04:55

things, and I'm feeling this change. I'm doing

01:04:55 --> 01:04:56

these things, for example, I'm doing these things,

01:04:56 --> 01:04:58

and now I'm starting to see myself as

01:04:58 --> 01:04:59

better than everybody else. So you need to

01:04:59 --> 01:05:01

get slapped then. Right? You need to be

01:05:01 --> 01:05:03

rectified and told, no. Wait a minute. Be

01:05:03 --> 01:05:06

careful. This is Shaypaan attacking you. Okay? Or

01:05:06 --> 01:05:07

a person says, I'm doing all these things

01:05:07 --> 01:05:09

and I'm starting to feel, you know, I'm

01:05:09 --> 01:05:11

starting to have very weird dreams. So then

01:05:11 --> 01:05:13

the person needs to be rectified and said,

01:05:13 --> 01:05:15

look. We don't worship dreams. We worship Allah.

01:05:15 --> 01:05:17

Don't get caught up in your dreams. Focus

01:05:17 --> 01:05:18

on the fact that you're doing the dhikr

01:05:18 --> 01:05:20

of Allah. Don't get distracted by these types

01:05:20 --> 01:05:22

of things. So that type of interaction is

01:05:22 --> 01:05:25

necessary when somebody desires to develop along this

01:05:25 --> 01:05:26

path.

01:05:26 --> 01:05:27

So, anyway,

01:05:27 --> 01:05:28

that's,

01:05:28 --> 01:05:30

that's one point I wanted to make. Now

01:05:30 --> 01:05:32

the second point that I wanted to make

01:05:32 --> 01:05:33

is that the ball's in the in the

01:05:33 --> 01:05:34

student's court.

01:05:34 --> 01:05:36

The ball's in the student's court. If the

01:05:36 --> 01:05:38

student wants to never again interact,

01:05:39 --> 01:05:40

then what would the teacher do? They're never

01:05:40 --> 01:05:43

again going to interact. If the student wants

01:05:43 --> 01:05:44

to give 5%,

01:05:44 --> 01:05:46

the teacher usually gives back 5%. If the

01:05:46 --> 01:05:48

student wants to give a 100%, the student

01:05:48 --> 01:05:50

the teacher gives back a 100%. I'll tell

01:05:50 --> 01:05:52

you that in my life, you know, I

01:05:52 --> 01:05:54

gave I've just gave a 100% to Shaykh

01:05:54 --> 01:05:57

Zulfikar. Actually, I haven't given a 100%. That's

01:05:57 --> 01:05:59

my problem. But my intention was to give

01:05:59 --> 01:06:01

a 100%. I tried the best I could.

01:06:02 --> 01:06:03

And when it came so what did it

01:06:03 --> 01:06:05

come to? It came to the point where

01:06:05 --> 01:06:07

I basically don't make any decision except talking

01:06:07 --> 01:06:09

to him. You know, major decisions.

01:06:09 --> 01:06:10

So

01:06:11 --> 01:06:12

even whether it be my job, whether it

01:06:12 --> 01:06:13

be,

01:06:13 --> 01:06:16

where whether I should continue med school or

01:06:16 --> 01:06:18

leave med school or even when I studied

01:06:18 --> 01:06:18

abroad,

01:06:19 --> 01:06:20

I just put all those decision in his

01:06:20 --> 01:06:22

hands. And I'll tell you that in exchange,

01:06:22 --> 01:06:24

he takes me like a son, and he

01:06:24 --> 01:06:26

took my whole family like his family.

01:06:26 --> 01:06:28

You know, I'll tell you, like, people cannot

01:06:29 --> 01:06:31

get even 2 minutes with Sheikh Zulfikar.

01:06:32 --> 01:06:33

Know, it's so hard to even get a

01:06:33 --> 01:06:35

2 minute meeting with Sheikh Zulfakar.

01:06:35 --> 01:06:37

He spent and, you know, Zecoria is sitting

01:06:37 --> 01:06:39

right here. He spent on this last trip,

01:06:39 --> 01:06:42

he spent 3 hours talking to Zecoria about

01:06:42 --> 01:06:42

monkeys.

01:06:43 --> 01:06:46

3 hours talking about monkeys in the bus.

01:06:47 --> 01:06:49

And you think about that, you know, that's

01:06:49 --> 01:06:51

the love that develops, you know, when a

01:06:51 --> 01:06:54

person gives a well, I we gave ourselves

01:06:54 --> 01:06:55

so much. You know, my wife and I,

01:06:55 --> 01:06:57

you know, we basically focused on Sheikh Zulfikar,

01:06:57 --> 01:07:00

and so he in turn gives himself back,

01:07:00 --> 01:07:01

you know, and we've then we become like

01:07:01 --> 01:07:03

his family so that he has time just

01:07:03 --> 01:07:05

like he would speak to his grandchildren, he

01:07:05 --> 01:07:07

has time he makes time to speak to

01:07:07 --> 01:07:08

my children, and he sees them as his

01:07:08 --> 01:07:09

own grandchildren.

01:07:09 --> 01:07:11

He spent all this time playing with my

01:07:11 --> 01:07:13

youngest daughter, Soreya. You haven't seen her. She

01:07:13 --> 01:07:15

hasn't come here. He spent

01:07:15 --> 01:07:16

many, many,

01:07:16 --> 01:07:18

you know, periods of time playing with her,

01:07:18 --> 01:07:20

and he his goal in the whole trip

01:07:20 --> 01:07:22

was to make him make her comfortable to

01:07:22 --> 01:07:24

take candy from his hand. So everywhere we

01:07:24 --> 01:07:26

went, he would always be like, Soreya,

01:07:26 --> 01:07:28

and he'd have a piece of candy, and

01:07:28 --> 01:07:29

he'd be showing it to her.

01:07:29 --> 01:07:31

So this was the way, you know, this

01:07:31 --> 01:07:33

is the way he we treat him, and

01:07:33 --> 01:07:34

this is the way this is what you

01:07:34 --> 01:07:35

get back in return. And the beauty of

01:07:35 --> 01:07:37

it is you get much more back. Like,

01:07:37 --> 01:07:39

okay. I told you I tried to put

01:07:39 --> 01:07:40

a 100%, but I just probably put in

01:07:40 --> 01:07:41

50%,

01:07:41 --> 01:07:43

but I get back a 150%.

01:07:44 --> 01:07:45

And and that's the way

01:07:45 --> 01:07:47

the. I really remember one time we were

01:07:47 --> 01:07:49

in Hajj, and, we were sitting in his

01:07:49 --> 01:07:51

tent, and he said to me somebody invited

01:07:51 --> 01:07:53

him over for a meal, and he said

01:07:53 --> 01:07:55

I have to go. And it was, like,

01:07:55 --> 01:07:57

really inconvenient to go. I said, why? I

01:07:57 --> 01:07:59

I we said, why? He said, because this

01:07:59 --> 01:08:01

person's given themselves a 100%. We're.

01:08:02 --> 01:08:03

We have no place. We're orphans. We have

01:08:03 --> 01:08:05

no place to be. So whoever gives, we

01:08:05 --> 01:08:06

have to we we have to live in

01:08:06 --> 01:08:08

that home because we don't have we're orphans.

01:08:08 --> 01:08:09

You know? We we're we're bound to do

01:08:09 --> 01:08:11

this when people show us this much love.

01:08:12 --> 01:08:13

So this is a sacrifice that they make.

01:08:14 --> 01:08:15

So, again, it's when people come to me

01:08:15 --> 01:08:17

and they say, oh, well, tell me, you

01:08:17 --> 01:08:19

know, how much do I have to you

01:08:19 --> 01:08:20

have to do whatever you wanna do. You

01:08:20 --> 01:08:22

wanna do 5%, that's fine. And there was

01:08:22 --> 01:08:24

a time when people would give 5%, and

01:08:24 --> 01:08:25

I would give back a 100%.

01:08:25 --> 01:08:28

Why? Because there was nobody else. You

01:08:29 --> 01:08:30

know, the first it took off, what was

01:08:30 --> 01:08:32

it? 6 people? You

01:08:32 --> 01:08:33

know you know, 6 people, and we were

01:08:33 --> 01:08:35

sitting on a circle like this and maybe

01:08:35 --> 01:08:37

10 people, maybe the big night there was

01:08:37 --> 01:08:40

12 people. You know, and that's what it

01:08:40 --> 01:08:41

was in the first few at the cops

01:08:41 --> 01:08:43

here. And I remember we have this gathering

01:08:43 --> 01:08:44

every Friday here at the Masjid where we

01:08:44 --> 01:08:46

sit around, I give a talk, maybe 10

01:08:46 --> 01:08:48

minute talk, and then we do the the

01:08:48 --> 01:08:49

math hold that we do after us or

01:08:49 --> 01:08:51

every day, we do that. I remember the

01:08:51 --> 01:08:53

time when I was doing that, when it

01:08:53 --> 01:08:54

was me alone.

01:08:55 --> 01:08:56

Some weeks, it was me alone,

01:08:57 --> 01:08:59

you know, sitting there, and then one person

01:08:59 --> 01:09:00

would show up, and then that person was

01:09:00 --> 01:09:02

inconsistent. They'd come sometimes. They wouldn't come sometimes.

01:09:02 --> 01:09:04

Sometimes I'm here, and there's nobody else here.

01:09:04 --> 01:09:06

I'm just reciting it by myself.

01:09:07 --> 01:09:09

So that's how it started. You know? And

01:09:09 --> 01:09:11

that day, if somebody gave 5%, I gave

01:09:11 --> 01:09:13

them 500% because I that's I didn't have

01:09:13 --> 01:09:15

any place else to go. You know? We're

01:09:15 --> 01:09:17

orphans. We have to go wherever we find

01:09:17 --> 01:09:19

shelter. So you give back a, you know,

01:09:19 --> 01:09:22

500% there. But then, eventually, you know, when

01:09:22 --> 01:09:24

things get more busy, it's not possible to

01:09:24 --> 01:09:24

give

01:09:25 --> 01:09:27

a 100% back for 5%.

01:09:27 --> 01:09:29

So everybody has to decide for themselves. There's

01:09:29 --> 01:09:31

no mandate. There's no dictate. You know, the

01:09:31 --> 01:09:33

only things that are mandatory are the things

01:09:33 --> 01:09:35

that are funneled. The things that are This

01:09:35 --> 01:09:36

is superogatory.

01:09:36 --> 01:09:38

You wouldn't even call it superogatory. This is

01:09:38 --> 01:09:40

extra credit. You know? It's something that an

01:09:40 --> 01:09:42

individual decides to do.

01:09:42 --> 01:09:43

So, anyway,

01:09:44 --> 01:09:46

with all of that, what is that? 9

01:09:46 --> 01:09:48

days of background? You know, 9 8 days

01:09:48 --> 01:09:49

of background, basically?

01:09:50 --> 01:09:52

What I thought that, you know, the most

01:09:52 --> 01:09:55

appropriate thing for this gathering would be that

01:09:55 --> 01:09:57

everybody recite the kanima of Tawba.

01:09:58 --> 01:10:00

Now, again, you can make whatever intention you

01:10:00 --> 01:10:01

want. It doesn't that's up to me, or

01:10:01 --> 01:10:03

you can just remain silent. That's up to

01:10:03 --> 01:10:05

you as well. Everybody can decide for themselves,

01:10:05 --> 01:10:06

But I just thought that, look, it's been

01:10:06 --> 01:10:09

9 days. We came here to renew ourselves.

01:10:09 --> 01:10:11

We're hoping to leave this place in a

01:10:11 --> 01:10:14

state of purity. So why not make Istighfar

01:10:14 --> 01:10:15

for our past sins,

01:10:15 --> 01:10:18

recite the Alqayd to state clearly in front

01:10:18 --> 01:10:20

of Allah on this special day, in this

01:10:20 --> 01:10:22

special month, at this special time that these

01:10:22 --> 01:10:24

are the Alqaid we believe in and that

01:10:25 --> 01:10:27

make it to state the state the words

01:10:27 --> 01:10:29

of Istighfar for our sins. So we're gonna

01:10:29 --> 01:10:32

just recite these three lines. And if you

01:10:32 --> 01:10:33

now a lot of people a lot of

01:10:33 --> 01:10:36

people have been coming to me individually. You

01:10:36 --> 01:10:37

know, there's this long, long list, and they're

01:10:37 --> 01:10:40

saying, okay. We like everything you said over

01:10:40 --> 01:10:42

the last 8 days, and we just felt

01:10:42 --> 01:10:43

that this is something that we would love

01:10:43 --> 01:10:45

to be able to do. So I can't

01:10:45 --> 01:10:48

meet with everybody individually. It's not possible. It's

01:10:48 --> 01:10:51

not humanly possible. So if you feel that

01:10:51 --> 01:10:54

way, then you make that intention. Okay? I've

01:10:54 --> 01:10:55

told you what you need to do, and

01:10:55 --> 01:10:57

if I'll give you some more directive in

01:10:57 --> 01:10:59

another gathering, just one final gathering. Eventually, we'll

01:10:59 --> 01:11:01

have some time, where I'll give you much

01:11:01 --> 01:11:03

more very clear directive. Okay. This is the

01:11:03 --> 01:11:05

type of schedule you should run. You have

01:11:05 --> 01:11:06

to live according to the Sharia. We aim

01:11:06 --> 01:11:08

for this, and, these are you should read

01:11:08 --> 01:11:11

read the Quran. And then there's a little

01:11:11 --> 01:11:12

update form that people send me. You know,

01:11:12 --> 01:11:14

once a week, once every 2 weeks, once

01:11:14 --> 01:11:15

a month. They basically say, okay. I'm reading

01:11:15 --> 01:11:18

my Quran. I'm doing my Istikfa. I'm reciting

01:11:18 --> 01:11:20

my salawat, and they just send me that

01:11:20 --> 01:11:21

so that

01:11:21 --> 01:11:23

it it's a check for them. I don't

01:11:23 --> 01:11:25

respond because I don't have the time to

01:11:25 --> 01:11:27

respond. I just read it, but it's a

01:11:27 --> 01:11:28

check for them. Do they have to ask

01:11:28 --> 01:11:30

themselves, am I doing these few basic things

01:11:30 --> 01:11:33

that every Muslim basically should be doing, except

01:11:33 --> 01:11:34

now you have someone watching over your head

01:11:34 --> 01:11:36

and encouraging you to do so?

01:11:37 --> 01:11:39

Okay. So that basically is the,

01:11:41 --> 01:11:43

what I thought was the most important thing

01:11:43 --> 01:11:45

for the final talk because,

01:11:45 --> 01:11:47

I mean, this isn't theory. Right? This isn't

01:11:47 --> 01:11:49

a college course where I'm just gonna give

01:11:49 --> 01:11:50

you a bunch of theory, and then we're

01:11:50 --> 01:11:52

gonna go home and, you know, write a

01:11:52 --> 01:11:54

notebook about it. This this the purpose of

01:11:54 --> 01:11:55

all of this was a practical

01:11:56 --> 01:11:56

endeavor.

01:11:57 --> 01:11:57

So,

01:11:57 --> 01:12:00

so everyone can basically what I think everyone

01:12:00 --> 01:12:01

should do is just

01:12:01 --> 01:12:04

clear your minds, okay, and just think that

01:12:04 --> 01:12:06

this is an opportunity to sort of reenter

01:12:06 --> 01:12:07

in our Islam.

01:12:08 --> 01:12:10

And, I'll just repeat the lines and you'll

01:12:10 --> 01:12:12

see them if you that they're very straightforward.

01:12:12 --> 01:12:14

You've heard them all before, and you can

01:12:14 --> 01:12:16

just repeat them to yourself silently. Okay?

01:12:16 --> 01:12:17

So,

01:13:58 --> 01:13:59

So, anyway, with that,

01:14:00 --> 01:14:02

now we can close-up this series. And to

01:14:02 --> 01:14:04

be honest with you, we haven't even touched

01:14:04 --> 01:14:05

the surface.

01:14:05 --> 01:14:07

We haven't touched the surface. I could sit

01:14:07 --> 01:14:08

here and talk to you, This is what

01:14:08 --> 01:14:10

I do every week. Right? We've been doing

01:14:10 --> 01:14:11

this for many, many years. I could sit

01:14:11 --> 01:14:13

here and talk to you about this forever.

01:14:13 --> 01:14:16

But guess what? I am a do that.

01:14:16 --> 01:14:18

So the days are limited. The time was

01:14:18 --> 01:14:20

limited. We started thinking that we had a

01:14:20 --> 01:14:22

full 10 days, and now we're talking about

01:14:22 --> 01:14:25

this is probably or potentially the last night.

01:14:25 --> 01:14:26

So just I mean, these this is the

01:14:26 --> 01:14:28

way the world works. Right? You start something,

01:14:28 --> 01:14:30

and then eventually, there's an end to it.

01:14:30 --> 01:14:32

So everything comes to an end, and this

01:14:32 --> 01:14:34

gathering will disperse and come to an end.

01:14:34 --> 01:14:36

And whereas the end seemed very distant in

01:14:36 --> 01:14:39

the beginning, now the beginning seems very distant,

01:14:39 --> 01:14:40

and the end is right in front of

01:14:40 --> 01:14:42

us. So that's that's, you know, that's life.

01:14:42 --> 01:14:45

That's the way things work, and we're extremely

01:14:45 --> 01:14:46

thankful to Allah

01:14:47 --> 01:14:48

to be able to provide us with this

01:14:48 --> 01:14:49

type of opportunity.

01:14:49 --> 01:14:52

And it is just Allah's incredible, incredible, incredible

01:14:52 --> 01:14:55

mercy that we even could sit in such

01:14:55 --> 01:14:56

a gathering.

01:14:56 --> 01:14:57

Let me let me just tell you one

01:14:57 --> 01:14:59

last piece of advice, which now I can

01:14:59 --> 01:15:01

you know, part of me was very hesitant

01:15:01 --> 01:15:03

to even have these types of discussions because

01:15:03 --> 01:15:05

it's ethical. This is so academic. You know?

01:15:05 --> 01:15:06

You do this in a classroom. You don't

01:15:06 --> 01:15:08

do this in ethical. But I just felt

01:15:08 --> 01:15:10

it was so important at the same time,

01:15:10 --> 01:15:11

and it it was just the way it

01:15:11 --> 01:15:12

worked. Because I I told you, I didn't

01:15:12 --> 01:15:15

prepare any of these lectures beforehand, and I

01:15:15 --> 01:15:17

spend 20 days, more than 20 days. I

01:15:17 --> 01:15:19

spend months sometimes preparing for the 10 lectures

01:15:19 --> 01:15:20

in Etikaf.

01:15:20 --> 01:15:21

It's a lot of work.

01:15:22 --> 01:15:23

But, anyway, you know, that's the way it

01:15:23 --> 01:15:25

worked out, and that's fine. I thought that

01:15:25 --> 01:15:28

was important enough, and I thought everyone here

01:15:28 --> 01:15:30

was educated enough that this needed to be

01:15:30 --> 01:15:31

presented. So

01:15:32 --> 01:15:33

whatever we benefited, we benefited.

01:15:34 --> 01:15:36

But there's one, you know, thing that I

01:15:36 --> 01:15:37

there was one, like, big thing that I

01:15:37 --> 01:15:40

wanted to share the whole the as sort

01:15:40 --> 01:15:41

of what the summary for the whole at

01:15:41 --> 01:15:43

tikaf. So maybe I'll just say these in

01:15:43 --> 01:15:45

about 5 minutes, and then we'll close off

01:15:45 --> 01:15:47

the session. And then we'll just do marakaba

01:15:47 --> 01:15:49

for a couple minutes, and and then inshallah,

01:15:49 --> 01:15:50

we'll be done.

01:15:51 --> 01:15:53

So what I wanna what one major thing

01:15:53 --> 01:15:55

that I want you to take home, which

01:15:55 --> 01:15:57

is sort of not now we're moving away

01:15:57 --> 01:15:58

from the academic, and I just want you

01:15:58 --> 01:16:00

to be very understand this very important principle.

01:16:00 --> 01:16:02

You know, I'm very principle based, so I'm

01:16:02 --> 01:16:03

gonna tell you another important principle.

01:16:04 --> 01:16:07

So the found the foundational and guiding principle

01:16:07 --> 01:16:09

of the law of life, it differs between

01:16:09 --> 01:16:10

the Muslim and the non Muslim.

01:16:11 --> 01:16:14

The foundational and guiding principle of life

01:16:15 --> 01:16:17

is different in between a Muslim and a

01:16:17 --> 01:16:18

non Muslim.

01:16:19 --> 01:16:21

The non Muslim lives according to.

01:16:22 --> 01:16:22

What's?

01:16:23 --> 01:16:25

What they evidently and outwardly see,

01:16:27 --> 01:16:29

and they make their decisions based on what

01:16:29 --> 01:16:31

they evidently and outwardly see.

01:16:33 --> 01:16:33

For example,

01:16:34 --> 01:16:37

the non Muslim becomes happy when they get

01:16:37 --> 01:16:39

when they get interest.

01:16:40 --> 01:16:40

Why?

01:16:41 --> 01:16:43

Because in their account they see that I

01:16:43 --> 01:16:44

had $200

01:16:44 --> 01:16:45

and now I have $220.

01:16:47 --> 01:16:49

So they become happy because they see an

01:16:49 --> 01:16:50

increase of $20.

01:16:52 --> 01:16:54

So this is how they make their decisions.

01:16:54 --> 01:16:56

This is how they choose what to do.

01:16:56 --> 01:16:58

The Muslim, on the other hand, doesn't live

01:16:58 --> 01:16:59

according to.

01:17:00 --> 01:17:02

They don't live according to the outwards of

01:17:02 --> 01:17:04

thing, they live according to Khabr.

01:17:04 --> 01:17:07

Khabr is what? What they've learned from Allah

01:17:07 --> 01:17:10

and His Messenger, the news that was brought

01:17:10 --> 01:17:11

to them by Allah and His Messenger. So

01:17:11 --> 01:17:12

that it's the opposite.

01:17:13 --> 01:17:15

When does a Muslim become happy? The Muslim

01:17:15 --> 01:17:17

becomes happy when he gives Zakah

01:17:17 --> 01:17:19

because he see he knows that even though

01:17:19 --> 01:17:22

his wealth, the number has decreased outwardly, actually

01:17:22 --> 01:17:24

the Barakah has increased tremendously.

01:17:25 --> 01:17:26

So much so that there's 2 aspects that

01:17:26 --> 01:17:28

occur when we give zakah. 2 things happen.

01:17:28 --> 01:17:30

Number 1, there's Barakah in the wealth that

01:17:30 --> 01:17:32

remains. So that if you had 200 dollar

01:17:32 --> 01:17:34

$200 and you gave 20 away so that

01:17:34 --> 01:17:36

there's only 180, it's actually worth far more

01:17:36 --> 01:17:38

than the 200 that it initially started with.

01:17:38 --> 01:17:41

Right? Number 1. Number 2, Allah is so

01:17:41 --> 01:17:43

merciful that it comes in hadith that when

01:17:43 --> 01:17:44

you give zakah,

01:17:44 --> 01:17:47

Allah plants that zakah like little seeds.

01:17:48 --> 01:17:49

And he has a garden where he grows

01:17:49 --> 01:17:50

your zakah

01:17:51 --> 01:17:52

so that eventually when you reach him on

01:17:52 --> 01:17:55

the day of judgment, you have big, big

01:17:55 --> 01:17:57

crops up from those tiny little plants, those

01:17:57 --> 01:17:59

seedlings that you gave a zakah. So it

01:17:59 --> 01:18:01

comes in Hadith that there's a little gardens

01:18:01 --> 01:18:04

where your zakah is planted and grows over

01:18:04 --> 01:18:06

time. So this is why the zakah also

01:18:06 --> 01:18:08

is a form of increase for us. So,

01:18:08 --> 01:18:10

anyway, the point remains that the Muslim

01:18:11 --> 01:18:13

okay. The non Muslim lives according to?

01:18:15 --> 01:18:18

Nabar, and the Muslim lives according to?

01:18:18 --> 01:18:19

Khabar.

01:18:19 --> 01:18:20

Okay. Very good.

01:18:21 --> 01:18:21

Now

01:18:22 --> 01:18:26

this example applies throughout our history, throughout the

01:18:26 --> 01:18:27

history of deen.

01:18:27 --> 01:18:29

And I could give you an hour long

01:18:29 --> 01:18:30

talk, but I'm not going to. And I'm

01:18:30 --> 01:18:33

just going to apply it to one important

01:18:33 --> 01:18:34

event.

01:18:35 --> 01:18:36

One important event,

01:18:37 --> 01:18:39

and that is this gathering.

01:18:40 --> 01:18:41

Now outwardly,

01:18:41 --> 01:18:43

you would have thought if you would have

01:18:43 --> 01:18:44

looked at your life

01:18:45 --> 01:18:47

and never run, you would have looked at

01:18:47 --> 01:18:49

your own mistakes and your sins and how

01:18:49 --> 01:18:51

you were living and, you know, the the

01:18:51 --> 01:18:54

animalistic tendencies within us, we would have definitely

01:18:54 --> 01:18:57

thought that there's no hope for for us.

01:18:58 --> 01:19:00

Outwardly, there was no hope for us. But

01:19:00 --> 01:19:01

we heard the Chabuk.

01:19:02 --> 01:19:04

We heard the Khabr that what? Rasulullah Sallallahu

01:19:05 --> 01:19:07

Alaihi Wasallam told us about and we've learned

01:19:07 --> 01:19:10

from Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala that in this

01:19:10 --> 01:19:13

special month Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala will free

01:19:13 --> 01:19:14

people from the hellfire.

01:19:15 --> 01:19:17

So although outwardly we had no hope,

01:19:17 --> 01:19:19

we had no hope. I mean, you know,

01:19:19 --> 01:19:21

we were the group of people that was

01:19:21 --> 01:19:23

the last on the list to be forgiven.

01:19:23 --> 01:19:25

We were the group of people that thought

01:19:25 --> 01:19:27

there's no way, you know, that we could

01:19:27 --> 01:19:29

rectify ourselves that we could make a change.

01:19:29 --> 01:19:30

We We were the group of people who

01:19:30 --> 01:19:31

thought that we never touched the Quran for

01:19:31 --> 01:19:33

the whole 11 months. So how could it

01:19:33 --> 01:19:34

be that, you know, we would have been

01:19:34 --> 01:19:36

able to read the Quran every day after

01:19:36 --> 01:19:38

the and see it to be finished so

01:19:38 --> 01:19:39

many times. We would have never thought that

01:19:39 --> 01:19:40

that would have been possible.

01:19:41 --> 01:19:42

But, you know, we were we're the ones

01:19:42 --> 01:19:44

that never prayed any sunnah, and then all

01:19:44 --> 01:19:45

of a sudden Allah gives us the to

01:19:45 --> 01:19:46

be able to pray sunnah. We're the ones

01:19:46 --> 01:19:48

that were sleeping through fajr, and then Allah

01:19:48 --> 01:19:49

allowed us to pray fajr 10 days in

01:19:49 --> 01:19:51

a row in his masjid.

01:19:51 --> 01:19:53

So we would have never thought. Right? We

01:19:53 --> 01:19:55

would have never thought that, no, haram, outwardly,

01:19:55 --> 01:19:56

there would be no hope for a group

01:19:56 --> 01:19:58

of people like us. But Allah

01:19:59 --> 01:20:01

in His mercy and based on His Khobar,

01:20:02 --> 01:20:05

He created this opportunity for us. So this

01:20:05 --> 01:20:06

is our guiding principle.

01:20:06 --> 01:20:08

We have faith in Allah and His mercy

01:20:08 --> 01:20:10

and no matter what we bring, no matter

01:20:10 --> 01:20:12

what we bring, the ajeeb thing is that

01:20:12 --> 01:20:14

we could challenge Allah where all of us

01:20:14 --> 01:20:16

could bring we could spend the whole next

01:20:16 --> 01:20:19

year, literally. Everyone in this room could spend

01:20:19 --> 01:20:21

the whole next year conjuring up the worst

01:20:21 --> 01:20:23

sins that they could do. We could just

01:20:23 --> 01:20:24

make a list. I'm gonna do this. I'm

01:20:24 --> 01:20:25

gonna do this. I'm gonna do this. I'm

01:20:25 --> 01:20:27

gonna do this. And then we could come

01:20:27 --> 01:20:29

in at any time, not even in the

01:20:29 --> 01:20:31

month of Ramadan, at any time. And we

01:20:31 --> 01:20:32

could sit as a group, and we could

01:20:32 --> 01:20:34

make dawba to Allah

01:20:35 --> 01:20:37

He wipes away the whole ocean of sin.

01:20:37 --> 01:20:38

Then you can go back and do the

01:20:38 --> 01:20:41

exact same thing. He would wipe away again

01:20:41 --> 01:20:42

the ocean of sin. For him, it's there

01:20:42 --> 01:20:43

is no difference.

01:20:44 --> 01:20:45

So this is the mercy of our Lord.

01:20:45 --> 01:20:47

This is the Khabr. It takes us beyond

01:20:47 --> 01:20:47

the So

01:20:48 --> 01:20:50

the Khabr for all of us in this

01:20:50 --> 01:20:53

gathering is to recognize that we are absolutely

01:20:53 --> 01:20:55

dependent on the mercy of Allah

01:20:56 --> 01:20:58

and that it is his infinite blessing. Alhamdulillah,

01:20:58 --> 01:21:02

tumbal hamdulillah, tumbal hamdulillah, tumbal hamdulillah

01:21:02 --> 01:21:05

that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala allowed us, each

01:21:05 --> 01:21:07

of us to come into this type of

01:21:07 --> 01:21:09

gathering. So we should be very grateful.

01:21:10 --> 01:21:11

We should leave here

01:21:12 --> 01:21:13

so thankful

01:21:14 --> 01:21:15

and so happy

01:21:15 --> 01:21:16

and so ecstatic

01:21:17 --> 01:21:19

that, you know, there was hope. We were

01:21:19 --> 01:21:21

basically lying on our deathbed. You know, literally,

01:21:22 --> 01:21:24

it's like somebody dug our grave and brought

01:21:24 --> 01:21:25

us back to life. We were in that

01:21:25 --> 01:21:26

state.

01:21:27 --> 01:21:28

We were in that state.

01:21:29 --> 01:21:31

But this is the mercy of Allah. So

01:21:31 --> 01:21:32

I think that rather than with all this

01:21:32 --> 01:21:35

academic discussion that we had over the last

01:21:35 --> 01:21:35

8 days,

01:21:36 --> 01:21:37

what I think we should have in our

01:21:37 --> 01:21:40

mind is the fact that this amazing miracle

01:21:40 --> 01:21:42

of the gathering that took off.

01:21:42 --> 01:21:44

So it's with that gather you know, with

01:21:44 --> 01:21:46

that idea that we should actually close this

01:21:46 --> 01:21:48

session, to remember that the kabbat of Allah

01:21:48 --> 01:21:50

subhanahu wa ta'ala from Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala

01:21:50 --> 01:21:54

is what? That Allah can forgive all sins

01:21:54 --> 01:21:56

no matter how extreme and that Allah can

01:21:56 --> 01:21:59

actually rejuvenate the most dead heart so that

01:21:59 --> 01:22:01

if they simply just turn towards Allah and

01:22:01 --> 01:22:03

that if you make one step towards Allah,

01:22:03 --> 01:22:04

Allah comes

01:22:05 --> 01:22:07

comes running to you comes running to you.

01:22:07 --> 01:22:09

Now look, I mean we came into this

01:22:09 --> 01:22:10

gathering, we should have had to make so

01:22:10 --> 01:22:13

much more sacrifice, but instead we just did

01:22:13 --> 01:22:14

a few we did one thing, we just

01:22:14 --> 01:22:16

stepped into this masjid and the masjid swept

01:22:16 --> 01:22:18

us away. What else did we do? We

01:22:18 --> 01:22:21

didn't try to do anything special. We didn't

01:22:21 --> 01:22:23

like, you know, sacrifice all our wealth so

01:22:23 --> 01:22:24

that we could recite a page of the

01:22:24 --> 01:22:26

Quran. We just stepped in here. That one

01:22:26 --> 01:22:27

step

01:22:27 --> 01:22:29

was sufficient for us to be able to

01:22:29 --> 01:22:31

make major changes in our lives so that

01:22:31 --> 01:22:33

we all lived like Muslims. Can you believe

01:22:33 --> 01:22:35

it? We lived like Muslims. You know, we've

01:22:35 --> 01:22:37

been claiming this thing for how many days?

01:22:37 --> 01:22:38

You know, how many years? How many months?

01:22:38 --> 01:22:40

How many weeks? You know, we're saying,

01:22:41 --> 01:22:43

And finally, for about 8, 9, 10 days,

01:22:43 --> 01:22:44

we lived as Muslims.

01:22:45 --> 01:22:46

So this is the miracle. This is the

01:22:46 --> 01:22:48

miracle of this month. This is the miracle

01:22:48 --> 01:22:50

of our Lord. This is the miracle of

01:22:50 --> 01:22:51

the message brought by Rasulullah

01:22:53 --> 01:22:54

and it's the it's this is what we

01:22:55 --> 01:22:56

this is the concept that we should live

01:22:56 --> 01:22:59

with. So with that, everyone should close their

01:22:59 --> 01:23:01

eyes, clear their mind,

01:23:01 --> 01:23:03

imagine that their heart is calling in the

01:23:03 --> 01:23:04

name of Allah, and you can even just

01:23:04 --> 01:23:06

think that my heart is so thankful for

01:23:06 --> 01:23:07

this opportunity

01:23:07 --> 01:23:09

that, you know, my heart is calling on

01:23:09 --> 01:23:11

the name of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

01:23:13 --> 01:23:15

So go ahead and clear your minds, InshaAllah,

01:23:15 --> 01:23:16

and we'll do more about just for a

01:23:16 --> 01:23:18

few minutes to close off this session.

01:23:21 --> 01:23:26

Wash all the filth away and change my

01:23:26 --> 01:23:26

dead heart.

01:23:29 --> 01:23:33

Wash all my the filth away and change

01:23:33 --> 01:23:35

my dead heart.

01:23:37 --> 01:23:38

Make me

01:23:38 --> 01:23:39

alive

01:23:39 --> 01:23:42

again and give me a fresh

01:23:43 --> 01:23:43

star.

01:23:46 --> 01:23:49

So change my heart and wash all the

01:23:49 --> 01:23:50

filth away.

01:23:53 --> 01:23:57

So change my heart and wash all the

01:23:57 --> 01:23:58

filth

01:23:59 --> 01:24:00

away.

01:24:01 --> 01:24:03

Don't leave me drowning

01:24:03 --> 01:24:06

here alone in a stream.

01:24:10 --> 01:24:12

I spent my life running

01:24:13 --> 01:24:13

away

01:24:14 --> 01:24:15

from you.

01:24:17 --> 01:24:21

I spent my life running away

01:24:21 --> 01:24:22

from you.

01:24:25 --> 01:24:29

And now, I have nowhere to turn

01:24:29 --> 01:24:30

except you.

01:24:34 --> 01:24:37

I turn to you. I'm begging you

01:24:38 --> 01:24:39

to be safe.

01:24:42 --> 01:24:44

I turn to you.

01:24:44 --> 01:24:45

I'm begging

01:24:46 --> 01:24:46

you

01:24:46 --> 01:24:47

to be safe.

01:24:51 --> 01:24:52

And change me

01:24:52 --> 01:24:53

into

01:24:53 --> 01:24:54

an obedian

01:24:56 --> 01:24:56

slave.

01:24:59 --> 01:25:02

Wash all the filth away

01:25:02 --> 01:25:03

and change

01:25:04 --> 01:25:05

my dead heart.

01:25:08 --> 01:25:11

Wash all the filth away

01:25:11 --> 01:25:12

and change

01:25:12 --> 01:25:14

my dead heart.

01:25:17 --> 01:25:18

Make me alive

01:25:19 --> 01:25:20

again. Give me

01:25:21 --> 01:25:22

a fresh start.

01:25:25 --> 01:25:27

I have been doing

01:25:27 --> 01:25:30

all my life what I've craved.

01:25:34 --> 01:25:35

I have been doing

01:25:36 --> 01:25:39

all my life what I've craved.

01:25:42 --> 01:25:42

Shaitan

01:25:43 --> 01:25:45

and Nafs has always

01:25:45 --> 01:25:47

had me enslaved.

01:25:51 --> 01:25:54

I am ashamed that I have

01:25:54 --> 01:25:55

broken your

01:25:59 --> 01:26:00

rule. I am ashamed

01:26:01 --> 01:26:02

that I have

01:26:03 --> 01:26:03

broken

01:26:03 --> 01:26:04

your

01:26:07 --> 01:26:11

Worship my nerves and few ignorant fools.

01:26:15 --> 01:26:18

But now I know the path leading

01:26:19 --> 01:26:20

me to thee.

01:26:24 --> 01:26:25

But now I know

01:26:25 --> 01:26:27

the path leading

01:26:28 --> 01:26:29

to thee.

01:26:32 --> 01:26:36

I bow to you. I'm asking you to

01:26:36 --> 01:26:37

help me.

01:26:39 --> 01:26:43

I bow to you. I'm asking you

01:26:43 --> 01:26:44

to help me.

01:26:49 --> 01:26:51

Wash all the filth away

01:26:52 --> 01:26:54

and chain my dead

01:26:57 --> 01:27:01

heart. Wash all the filth away and change

01:27:01 --> 01:27:02

my dead heart.

01:27:05 --> 01:27:06

Make me

01:27:06 --> 01:27:10

alive again. Give me a a fresh

01:27:11 --> 01:27:11

star.

01:27:13 --> 01:27:15

Wash all the filth away

01:27:16 --> 01:27:18

and change my dead heart.

01:27:21 --> 01:27:22

Make me

01:27:22 --> 01:27:26

alive again. Give me a fresh star.

01:27:29 --> 01:27:32

I wish your name to be

01:27:32 --> 01:27:33

engrave

01:27:33 --> 01:27:34

in my heart.

01:27:37 --> 01:27:40

I wish your name to be

01:27:41 --> 01:27:43

engraved in my heart.

01:27:46 --> 01:27:47

I will be grateful

01:27:48 --> 01:27:49

to you, Jesus

01:27:50 --> 01:27:51

said the heart.

01:27:54 --> 01:27:56

I wish your name to be

01:27:57 --> 01:27:58

engraved in my heart.

01:28:01 --> 01:28:03

I will be grateful

01:28:03 --> 01:28:05

to you, change

01:28:05 --> 01:28:07

this dead heart.

01:28:10 --> 01:28:13

My heart is dark and so my eyes

01:28:14 --> 01:28:15

remain dry.

01:28:17 --> 01:28:21

My heart is dark and so my eyes

01:28:21 --> 01:28:23

remain dry.

01:28:26 --> 01:28:26

Hypocrisy

01:28:27 --> 01:28:28

and hubris

01:28:29 --> 01:28:30

won't let me cry.

01:28:33 --> 01:28:36

My heart is dark and so my eyes

01:28:37 --> 01:28:38

remain dry.

01:28:41 --> 01:28:42

Hypocrisy

01:28:43 --> 01:28:44

and hubris

01:28:45 --> 01:28:46

won't let me cry.

01:28:49 --> 01:28:52

I'm at your door. I'm begging

01:28:52 --> 01:28:54

you. Let me in.

01:28:57 --> 01:29:01

I'm at your door. I'm begging you. Let

01:29:01 --> 01:29:01

me in.

01:29:05 --> 01:29:08

Don't push me back to my hopeless

01:29:09 --> 01:29:10

life of sin.

01:29:13 --> 01:29:17

I'm at your door. I'm begging you. Let

01:29:17 --> 01:29:17

me in.

01:29:20 --> 01:29:24

Don't push me back to my hopeless

01:29:25 --> 01:29:26

life of sin.

01:29:29 --> 01:29:31

Wash all the filth away

01:29:32 --> 01:29:34

and change my dead heart.

01:29:37 --> 01:29:39

Wash all the filth away

01:29:40 --> 01:29:41

and change

01:29:41 --> 01:29:42

my dead heart.

01:29:45 --> 01:29:46

Make me

01:29:46 --> 01:29:46

alive

01:29:47 --> 01:29:48

again. Give me

01:29:49 --> 01:29:50

a fresh start.

01:29:52 --> 01:29:56

Wash all the filth away and change my

01:29:56 --> 01:29:57

dead heart.

01:30:00 --> 01:30:01

Make me

01:30:01 --> 01:30:02

alive

01:30:02 --> 01:30:03

again. Give me

01:30:04 --> 01:30:05

a fresh star.

01:30:09 --> 01:30:11

Wash all the filth away

01:30:12 --> 01:30:13

and chain my

01:30:15 --> 01:30:16

dead

01:30:17 --> 01:30:17

heart. Make

01:30:18 --> 01:30:19

me alive

01:30:19 --> 01:30:22

again. Give me a fresh start.

01:30:25 --> 01:30:29

So change my heart and forgive my sins

01:30:33 --> 01:30:36

this day. So change my heart and forgive

01:30:36 --> 01:30:37

my sin

01:30:38 --> 01:30:39

this day.

01:30:41 --> 01:30:43

Don't leave me drowning

01:30:44 --> 01:30:44

here

01:30:44 --> 01:30:46

alone and astray.

01:30:50 --> 01:30:52

Wash all the filth away

01:30:53 --> 01:30:55

and change my dead heart.

01:30:58 --> 01:30:59

Make me

01:30:59 --> 01:31:00

alive

01:31:00 --> 01:31:01

again, give me

01:31:02 --> 01:31:03

a fresh start.

01:31:06 --> 01:31:09

So change my heart and forgive my sins

01:31:10 --> 01:31:10

this

01:31:13 --> 01:31:16

day. Don't leave me drowning

01:31:16 --> 01:31:17

here alone

01:31:18 --> 01:31:19

astray.

01:31:21 --> 01:31:23

Don't leave me drowning

01:31:24 --> 01:31:25

here alone

01:31:26 --> 01:31:27

astray.

01:36:09 --> 01:36:11

How grand and majestic you are

01:36:13 --> 01:36:15

that you take the entire universe and that

01:36:15 --> 01:36:16

you entered it upon the month of Ramadan.

01:36:19 --> 01:36:20

You Allah. If you had not brought the

01:36:20 --> 01:36:22

month of Ramadan upon us, we would have

01:36:22 --> 01:36:22

ran.

01:36:23 --> 01:36:25

We had no ability to enter into this

01:36:25 --> 01:36:26

month except through your mercy.

01:36:27 --> 01:36:29

Some of us even looked at this month

01:36:29 --> 01:36:30

and thought that it would be better if

01:36:30 --> 01:36:32

it didn't come because we were scared of

01:36:32 --> 01:36:32

fasting.

01:36:33 --> 01:36:35

We were scared of struggling.

01:36:35 --> 01:36:37

But, you, Allah, out of your infinite mercy,

01:36:37 --> 01:36:40

you've bestowed upon us the month of Ramadan.

01:36:41 --> 01:36:42

Oh, majestic your power

01:36:43 --> 01:36:45

that you align the earth and the sun

01:36:45 --> 01:36:45

and the moon

01:36:46 --> 01:36:47

in such a way that we are able

01:36:47 --> 01:36:49

to travel through this month

01:36:49 --> 01:36:51

and attain your incredible mercy.

01:36:53 --> 01:36:54

We thank you for Ramadan.

01:36:55 --> 01:36:57

We thank you for the opportunity for Siam.

01:36:58 --> 01:36:59

We thank you for the opportunity

01:37:00 --> 01:37:01

to have to perform.

01:37:02 --> 01:37:04

We thank you for the opportunity of being

01:37:04 --> 01:37:05

consistent on the dua.

01:37:06 --> 01:37:07

You know,

01:37:08 --> 01:37:09

you're a man. You're a he

01:37:10 --> 01:37:13

now we've completed almost completed this month.

01:37:14 --> 01:37:17

And y'all, we finally were able to achieve

01:37:17 --> 01:37:19

some semblance of being a Muslim.

01:37:21 --> 01:37:22

Y'all,

01:37:23 --> 01:37:25

despite the fact that we were so distant

01:37:25 --> 01:37:28

from you based on our own deeds for

01:37:28 --> 01:37:28

so many months,

01:37:29 --> 01:37:31

you opened the door to this opportunity for

01:37:31 --> 01:37:34

us to rectify ourselves and redeem ourselves.

01:37:35 --> 01:37:37

We were barely able to take advantage of

01:37:37 --> 01:37:38

the opportunity, you Allah,

01:37:39 --> 01:37:41

but out of your infinite mercy,

01:37:41 --> 01:37:43

we have attained the last few days of

01:37:43 --> 01:37:44

Ramadan.

01:37:44 --> 01:37:46

And so now we stand before you asking

01:37:46 --> 01:37:49

for your special reward and your special favor.

01:37:50 --> 01:37:51

You Allah.

01:37:51 --> 01:37:52

You Rahman.

01:37:53 --> 01:37:53

You Rahim.

01:37:55 --> 01:37:56

You Allah.

01:37:56 --> 01:37:58

Really your blessed messenger told us

01:37:59 --> 01:38:01

that if somebody comes and performs the tasks

01:38:01 --> 01:38:02

for for us,

01:38:02 --> 01:38:05

that before the sweat dries from their forehead

01:38:05 --> 01:38:07

that we should reward them for their task.

01:38:07 --> 01:38:10

So, You Allah, we stand before you as

01:38:10 --> 01:38:12

servants begging having completed your task.

01:38:12 --> 01:38:14

We admit that we did not perform it

01:38:14 --> 01:38:16

the way that it was should have been

01:38:16 --> 01:38:17

performed.

01:38:17 --> 01:38:19

We don't claim to have performed even one

01:38:19 --> 01:38:22

moment perfectly within this entire month. But, You

01:38:22 --> 01:38:24

Allah, we ask out of your infinite mercy

01:38:24 --> 01:38:27

that you rectify the paltry deeds that we

01:38:27 --> 01:38:28

have to present

01:38:29 --> 01:38:30

and that you make them worthy of being

01:38:30 --> 01:38:33

presented to you and that you accept them

01:38:33 --> 01:38:35

and that you will provide us with a

01:38:35 --> 01:38:36

ample reward.

01:38:37 --> 01:38:38

You Allah, we heard from the tongue of

01:38:38 --> 01:38:39

your blessed messenger

01:38:40 --> 01:38:42

that during this particular period of this month

01:38:42 --> 01:38:44

that you would free people from the hellfire.

01:38:45 --> 01:38:46

So, You Allah,

01:38:47 --> 01:38:49

I'm certain that I am one of those

01:38:49 --> 01:38:51

people that has tied themselves to the hellfire.

01:38:52 --> 01:38:54

And, you Allah, now I'm begging and pleading

01:38:54 --> 01:38:56

that you make us from among those that

01:38:56 --> 01:38:57

really that are released from the fire on

01:38:57 --> 01:38:58

this day.

01:39:00 --> 01:39:02

You Allah, there is not one sin that

01:39:02 --> 01:39:04

we haven't managed to perform perfectly.

01:39:05 --> 01:39:06

We perfectly

01:39:06 --> 01:39:08

go to those Internet sites.

01:39:09 --> 01:39:11

We perfectly make sure that our glances are

01:39:11 --> 01:39:12

cast so that we see those things we

01:39:12 --> 01:39:13

shouldn't see.

01:39:14 --> 01:39:16

We perfectly make sure that no one's watching

01:39:16 --> 01:39:18

and we perfectly delete the history so that

01:39:18 --> 01:39:20

no one would know what we did.

01:39:20 --> 01:39:22

But, you Allah, when it comes to worshiping

01:39:22 --> 01:39:24

you, we are so imperfect in what we

01:39:24 --> 01:39:24

do.

01:39:25 --> 01:39:27

So, you Allah, change the strength and energy

01:39:27 --> 01:39:28

that we have that we apply to our

01:39:28 --> 01:39:29

sins

01:39:29 --> 01:39:31

and may change it make it in a

01:39:31 --> 01:39:33

way that we actually apply it to our

01:39:33 --> 01:39:34

good deeds.

01:39:34 --> 01:39:36

And, you Allah, protect us from the evil

01:39:36 --> 01:39:37

within ourselves.

01:39:38 --> 01:39:40

You Allah, you have promised through the tongue

01:39:40 --> 01:39:42

of your blessed messengers that that you would

01:39:42 --> 01:39:45

free people from the hellfire in abundant numbers.

01:39:45 --> 01:39:47

So, you Allah, we ask that you make

01:39:47 --> 01:39:48

us from among those who have achieved

01:39:49 --> 01:39:49

it.

01:40:03 --> 01:40:05

And that we testify that he was the

01:40:05 --> 01:40:07

final servant of yours. You Allah, we ask

01:40:07 --> 01:40:09

that you forgive us and free us on

01:40:09 --> 01:40:09

this day.

01:40:10 --> 01:40:12

You Allah, free us from the hellfire on

01:40:12 --> 01:40:13

this day.

01:40:13 --> 01:40:15

You Allah, free us from the hellfire on

01:40:15 --> 01:40:16

this day.

01:40:17 --> 01:40:17

You Allah,

01:40:30 --> 01:40:31

that they would their that they would also

01:40:31 --> 01:40:33

be freed from the hellfire.

01:40:34 --> 01:40:36

We ask that you free our wives if

01:40:36 --> 01:40:37

they're not if they have been if their

01:40:37 --> 01:40:39

necks have been tied down to the hellfire.

01:40:40 --> 01:40:42

We ask that you free our parents if

01:40:42 --> 01:40:43

their necks have been tied down to the

01:40:43 --> 01:40:44

hellfire.

01:40:44 --> 01:40:46

We ask that you free our friends if

01:40:46 --> 01:40:47

their necks have been tied down to the

01:40:47 --> 01:40:48

hellfire.

01:40:49 --> 01:40:50

We ask that you free our loved ones

01:40:50 --> 01:40:52

if their necks have been tied down to

01:40:52 --> 01:40:52

the hellfire.

01:40:53 --> 01:40:55

Yeah. I love. We ask that you free

01:40:55 --> 01:40:57

us because, certainly, we have tied our necks

01:40:57 --> 01:40:58

down to the hellfire.

01:41:00 --> 01:41:00

You

01:41:08 --> 01:41:10

Allah. You Allah. You hold the whole universe.

01:41:11 --> 01:41:13

To you belongs the heavens and the earth.

01:41:14 --> 01:41:16

To you belongs all that is in Jannah

01:41:17 --> 01:41:19

to you belongs everything that all the treasure

01:41:20 --> 01:41:22

beyond what we have ability to perceive.

01:41:28 --> 01:41:29

You Allah,

01:41:30 --> 01:41:32

we beg and plead from you that you

01:41:33 --> 01:41:35

being so good being the owner of such

01:41:35 --> 01:41:38

an abundant treasure that you bestow that treasure

01:41:38 --> 01:41:38

upon us.

01:41:39 --> 01:41:40

You Allah,

01:41:41 --> 01:41:43

For you, it makes no difference whatsoever.

01:41:44 --> 01:41:46

If the whole earth were to gather together

01:41:46 --> 01:41:49

and disobey you in the most extreme way,

01:41:49 --> 01:41:52

you would remain so great. You are far

01:41:52 --> 01:41:54

beyond any be beyond anything we could ever

01:41:54 --> 01:41:54

do.

01:41:55 --> 01:41:57

And, you Allah, if all of creation were

01:41:57 --> 01:41:58

to gather together

01:41:58 --> 01:42:00

and worship you in the more important most

01:42:00 --> 01:42:02

perfect way, you would not add to your

01:42:02 --> 01:42:04

treasure, to your greatness, to your grandeur, to

01:42:04 --> 01:42:06

your majesty in any way.

01:42:07 --> 01:42:09

So, you Allah,

01:42:09 --> 01:42:11

we ask that you accept what little we

01:42:11 --> 01:42:13

have to offer recognizing that it is not

01:42:13 --> 01:42:15

worthy of being presented to you.

01:42:16 --> 01:42:19

You Allah, we offer deep we we ask

01:42:19 --> 01:42:20

that you take what little we have to

01:42:20 --> 01:42:21

offer,

01:42:21 --> 01:42:23

that you fashion it and form it in

01:42:23 --> 01:42:25

a way that is worthy of being presented

01:42:25 --> 01:42:27

to you, and that you accept it from

01:42:27 --> 01:42:28

yourself to yourself.

01:42:30 --> 01:42:31

You Allah,

01:42:31 --> 01:42:34

we beg and plead from you that you

01:42:34 --> 01:42:35

do not test us with the fire of

01:42:35 --> 01:42:37

* on that difficult day.

01:42:38 --> 01:42:40

You Allah, if we were to be in

01:42:40 --> 01:42:42

that fire of *, it would make no

01:42:42 --> 01:42:43

difference to you whatsoever.

01:42:44 --> 01:42:45

And you Allah, if you were to put

01:42:45 --> 01:42:47

us in Jannah, it would make no difference

01:42:47 --> 01:42:48

to you whatsoever.

01:42:48 --> 01:42:50

So it's not a question of your greatness,

01:42:50 --> 01:42:53

of your grandeur, of your supremacy, of your

01:42:53 --> 01:42:53

majesty.

01:42:53 --> 01:42:55

Yeah. Allah, it's a question of your mercy.

01:42:56 --> 01:42:59

Yeah. Allah, we certainly are in need and

01:42:59 --> 01:43:01

deserving and dying for your mercy.

01:43:01 --> 01:43:03

Yeah. Allah, we won't be able to handle

01:43:03 --> 01:43:04

even a moment in hellfire.

01:43:05 --> 01:43:07

Yeah. Allah, we've heard from your blessed messenger

01:43:07 --> 01:43:08

that there will be a group of your

01:43:08 --> 01:43:10

believe a group of people who believed in

01:43:10 --> 01:43:12

you, but they will be tested by nearness

01:43:12 --> 01:43:13

to the hellfire.

01:43:13 --> 01:43:15

And some of them will be put into

01:43:15 --> 01:43:17

the hellfire, and that it'll be through the

01:43:17 --> 01:43:19

purity of the hellfire that they will eventually

01:43:19 --> 01:43:20

enter into Jannah.

01:43:20 --> 01:43:22

Yeah. Allah, do not make us among those

01:43:22 --> 01:43:23

who are tested with the hellfire.

01:43:24 --> 01:43:26

You Allah do not make us among those

01:43:26 --> 01:43:27

that are tested with hellfire.

01:43:28 --> 01:43:29

You Allah do not make us among those

01:43:29 --> 01:43:30

that are tested with hellfire.

01:43:32 --> 01:43:33

We sit in your Masjid

01:43:33 --> 01:43:36

performing the coolness of Ibadah and we can't

01:43:36 --> 01:43:37

deal with the heat of the person next

01:43:37 --> 01:43:39

to us. We can't deal with the heat

01:43:39 --> 01:43:40

of the walls.

01:43:40 --> 01:43:42

How are we gonna deal with the 1,000

01:43:42 --> 01:43:44

fold heat present near your?

01:43:46 --> 01:43:48

We can't deal with the difficulty of this

01:43:48 --> 01:43:50

day. How will we deal with the difficulty

01:43:50 --> 01:43:51

of that day?

01:43:51 --> 01:43:53

We can't deal with these constraints of this

01:43:53 --> 01:43:55

world. How will we deal with the constraints

01:43:55 --> 01:43:55

of the next?

01:43:56 --> 01:43:58

We can't bear to watch our families suffer

01:43:58 --> 01:44:00

in this life. Yeah. How will we watch

01:44:00 --> 01:44:01

them being placed in the hellfire in the

01:44:01 --> 01:44:02

next?

01:44:02 --> 01:44:04

So, yeah, Allah, protect us from the hellfire.

01:44:05 --> 01:44:07

Make us among those who never see the

01:44:07 --> 01:44:08

hellfire,

01:44:08 --> 01:44:10

who never smell the hellfire, who never hear

01:44:10 --> 01:44:12

the screams coming from hellfire,

01:44:13 --> 01:44:15

who never watch their relatives being put in

01:44:15 --> 01:44:15

the hellfire,

01:44:16 --> 01:44:18

who never watch their children going to hellfire,

01:44:19 --> 01:44:21

who never have to watch their parents go

01:44:21 --> 01:44:21

to hellfire,

01:44:22 --> 01:44:23

who never have to watch their friends go

01:44:23 --> 01:44:24

to hellfire,

01:44:25 --> 01:44:26

and who never even have to smell the

01:44:26 --> 01:44:27

stench of hellfire.

01:44:28 --> 01:44:30

Yeah, love, we don't even wanna hear about

01:44:30 --> 01:44:30

the hellfire.

01:44:31 --> 01:44:33

Yeah, love, just enter us directly into your

01:44:33 --> 01:44:34

agenda

01:44:34 --> 01:44:36

so that we don't even know what's going

01:44:36 --> 01:44:37

on on that end.

01:44:40 --> 01:44:42

You, Allah, we ask and plead and beg

01:44:42 --> 01:44:44

from you that you forgive us and preserve

01:44:44 --> 01:44:45

us and protect us from your hellfire.

01:44:53 --> 01:44:53

You Allah.

01:44:54 --> 01:44:55

We are not able

01:44:56 --> 01:44:57

to take care of ourselves,

01:44:57 --> 01:44:59

to perform the deeds that you have assigned

01:44:59 --> 01:45:02

upon us, to bear the responsibility that you

01:45:02 --> 01:45:03

placed on our shoulders.

01:45:03 --> 01:45:05

And then on top of that, we have

01:45:05 --> 01:45:07

the responsibility of these young children that you

01:45:07 --> 01:45:09

have bestowed us. We're supposed to be examples

01:45:09 --> 01:45:11

for them, and instead, we are the worst

01:45:11 --> 01:45:12

of your creation.

01:45:13 --> 01:45:14

We were supposed to show them the life

01:45:14 --> 01:45:16

of how to get into Jannah and instead,

01:45:16 --> 01:45:17

we keep modeling.

01:45:18 --> 01:45:19

You Allah,

01:45:19 --> 01:45:21

we beg and plead that you protect our

01:45:21 --> 01:45:22

children,

01:45:22 --> 01:45:25

that you allow them to maintain their iman,

01:45:25 --> 01:45:27

that you make them among those who truly

01:45:27 --> 01:45:29

believe, that you make the Quran a light

01:45:29 --> 01:45:31

for their hearts, that you addict them to

01:45:31 --> 01:45:33

the recitation of your Quran,

01:45:33 --> 01:45:35

that you make them among those who are

01:45:35 --> 01:45:37

attached to your Masjid, that you make them

01:45:37 --> 01:45:39

among those who spend from their wealth, that

01:45:39 --> 01:45:41

you make them among those who exemplify your

01:45:41 --> 01:45:44

the sunnah of Muhammad sallallahu alaihi wasallam, and

01:45:44 --> 01:45:46

that you make them among those who become

01:45:46 --> 01:45:48

models of those people who you will enter

01:45:48 --> 01:45:50

directly into Jannah.

01:45:50 --> 01:45:52

Make them among those who will be models

01:45:52 --> 01:45:54

of those people who will enter directly into

01:45:54 --> 01:45:56

Jannah. And, you Allah, make their parents wear

01:45:56 --> 01:45:58

a crown on that difficult day.

01:45:58 --> 01:46:00

You Allah, make their parents among those who

01:46:00 --> 01:46:03

wear a crown on that difficult day. Make

01:46:03 --> 01:46:04

their parents among those who wear a crown

01:46:04 --> 01:46:06

on that difficult day.

01:46:06 --> 01:46:09

You Allah, in this gathering are groups of

01:46:09 --> 01:46:11

people that have performed sins far beyond where

01:46:11 --> 01:46:13

they ever imagined they could perform.

01:46:15 --> 01:46:16

Yeah. Look.

01:46:17 --> 01:46:20

We have gone far extreme in our disobedience

01:46:20 --> 01:46:21

to you,

01:46:23 --> 01:46:25

and look how merciful you are. You allow

01:46:25 --> 01:46:27

us to sit in a gathering. You allow

01:46:27 --> 01:46:29

us to pretend like we are these righteous

01:46:29 --> 01:46:30

people,

01:46:30 --> 01:46:32

like we're praying some deep prayers,

01:46:32 --> 01:46:35

like we're offering some real fast, like we're

01:46:35 --> 01:46:37

finishing your book multiple times,

01:46:38 --> 01:46:40

like we perform some great deed.

01:46:40 --> 01:46:41

Yeah.

01:46:41 --> 01:46:43

We have deceived others, but we cannot deceive

01:46:43 --> 01:46:44

ourselves,

01:46:44 --> 01:46:46

and we certainly cannot deceive you.

01:46:47 --> 01:46:49

So, yeah, Allah, accept the poultry deeds that

01:46:49 --> 01:46:52

we present to you, you Allah, and make

01:46:52 --> 01:46:54

us among those who become real in the

01:46:54 --> 01:46:55

deeds that they perform.

01:46:55 --> 01:46:57

You Allah, make us among those whose prayers

01:46:57 --> 01:46:58

are deep.

01:46:58 --> 01:47:00

Make us among those whose recitation

01:47:01 --> 01:47:01

is

01:47:02 --> 01:47:03

is with understanding

01:47:03 --> 01:47:04

and with practice

01:47:04 --> 01:47:06

and with fear and with love.

01:47:06 --> 01:47:08

And you Allah, make us among those whose

01:47:08 --> 01:47:11

fastest from everything except from you.

01:47:12 --> 01:47:14

You Allah, You Rahmani, You Rahim. It is

01:47:14 --> 01:47:16

from your infinite mercy that you hide our

01:47:16 --> 01:47:18

sins, that we're able to come into the

01:47:18 --> 01:47:20

community, that we can walk in the masjid

01:47:20 --> 01:47:21

and the people don't throw up when they

01:47:21 --> 01:47:22

see us.

01:47:22 --> 01:47:23

So, You Allah,

01:47:24 --> 01:47:26

based on this simple covering of our sins

01:47:26 --> 01:47:28

in this life, we have extreme hope that

01:47:28 --> 01:47:29

you will cover our sins in the hereafter.

01:47:30 --> 01:47:32

You Allah, don't take us to account for

01:47:32 --> 01:47:32

our deeds.

01:47:33 --> 01:47:34

You Allah, don't take us to account for

01:47:34 --> 01:47:37

our deeds. You Allah, don't take us to

01:47:37 --> 01:47:39

account for our deeds. Yeah. Allah, don't shame

01:47:39 --> 01:47:40

us on that day.

01:47:41 --> 01:47:42

Yeah. Allah, how will we shamed on that

01:47:42 --> 01:47:44

day if you take out our hidden sins

01:47:44 --> 01:47:46

and you begin to present them before the

01:47:46 --> 01:47:48

whole community so that our parents have to

01:47:48 --> 01:47:50

see what we really were, so that our

01:47:50 --> 01:47:52

wives have to see what we really were,

01:47:52 --> 01:47:54

so that our children would see what we

01:47:54 --> 01:47:54

really were

01:47:55 --> 01:47:57

so that our friends and our pea the

01:47:57 --> 01:47:59

community members would see what we really were.

01:47:59 --> 01:47:59

So that

01:48:01 --> 01:48:02

would see what

01:48:03 --> 01:48:05

what we really were. Protect

01:48:05 --> 01:48:07

us on that day. You Allah, do not

01:48:07 --> 01:48:09

reveal us on that day.

01:48:09 --> 01:48:11

You Allah, if it's a question of claiming

01:48:11 --> 01:48:13

guilt, then we sit before you claiming guilt

01:48:13 --> 01:48:15

for every sin that we have performed.

01:48:16 --> 01:48:17

You Allah, it's if if it's a question

01:48:17 --> 01:48:20

of of claiming your majesty that we claim,

01:48:20 --> 01:48:22

then you are majestic far beyond anything that

01:48:22 --> 01:48:23

we have yet to offer.

01:48:24 --> 01:48:25

You, Allah, if it's a question of seeking

01:48:25 --> 01:48:27

forgiveness for what we have done, then, you,

01:48:27 --> 01:48:29

Allah, we stand before you saying,

01:48:39 --> 01:48:41

Yeah. Allah, we beg and plead from you

01:48:41 --> 01:48:42

on this day,

01:48:42 --> 01:48:44

at this time, on this plate, at and

01:48:44 --> 01:48:46

in the in this place, seeking from your

01:48:46 --> 01:48:49

infinite mercy that in these last few days

01:48:49 --> 01:48:51

before this window closed that you free us

01:48:51 --> 01:48:51

from the hellfire.

01:48:52 --> 01:48:54

You Allah, if there's anyone in this gathering

01:48:54 --> 01:48:56

that has not yet been able to perform

01:48:56 --> 01:48:58

something worthy of being freed from the hellfire,

01:48:58 --> 01:49:00

then you Allah find some excuse

01:49:00 --> 01:49:03

from his poultry deeds, and you Allah free

01:49:03 --> 01:49:04

him from the hellfire.

01:49:04 --> 01:49:06

Free his family from the hellfire.

01:49:06 --> 01:49:08

Free his parents from the hellfire, and free

01:49:08 --> 01:49:11

all those sitting around him from the hellfire.

01:49:13 --> 01:49:15

If there is any good deed that anyone

01:49:15 --> 01:49:18

in this gathering performed that somehow arose your

01:49:18 --> 01:49:21

pleasure and somehow attracted your mercy, then, you

01:49:21 --> 01:49:22

Allah, we ask that you reward us together

01:49:22 --> 01:49:23

as a.

01:49:24 --> 01:49:25

You Allah,

01:49:37 --> 01:49:39

Not only we have have we been far

01:49:39 --> 01:49:41

be not only have we far exceeded our

01:49:41 --> 01:49:43

limits in disobeying you, but then you put

01:49:43 --> 01:49:46

us in these complex relationships real estate relationships

01:49:46 --> 01:49:47

in life, and we have yet to fulfill

01:49:47 --> 01:49:49

any of them the way they deserve to

01:49:49 --> 01:49:49

be filled.

01:49:50 --> 01:49:51

You, Allah, you blessed us with parents, and

01:49:51 --> 01:49:54

we continue to disobey them. You, Allah, we

01:49:54 --> 01:49:57

continue to disrespect them. We continue to speak

01:49:57 --> 01:50:00

back to them. We continue to do things

01:50:00 --> 01:50:02

that are displeasing to them. So, yeah, Allah,

01:50:02 --> 01:50:04

we ask that you make us among those

01:50:04 --> 01:50:06

who please their parents. Yeah, Allah, how easy

01:50:06 --> 01:50:08

that you bury Jannah under the feet of

01:50:08 --> 01:50:10

our mother, and we can't even dig it

01:50:10 --> 01:50:10

from there.

01:50:11 --> 01:50:13

You Allah, how easy that you bury Jannah

01:50:13 --> 01:50:14

under the feet of our mother, and we

01:50:14 --> 01:50:17

can't even use a simple shovel to dig

01:50:17 --> 01:50:17

it from there.

01:50:18 --> 01:50:20

You Allah, make us among those who please

01:50:20 --> 01:50:22

their parents in all that they do. Make

01:50:22 --> 01:50:24

us the coolness of our parents' eyes, and

01:50:24 --> 01:50:26

make du'a emanate from the heart of our

01:50:26 --> 01:50:29

parents for us. You Allah, make du'a emanate

01:50:29 --> 01:50:31

from the heart of our parents for us

01:50:31 --> 01:50:33

and make us among those who constantly are

01:50:33 --> 01:50:35

thankful for the blessing of their parents.

01:50:36 --> 01:50:38

You Allah, if we were to begin to

01:50:38 --> 01:50:40

thank you for even one of the blessings

01:50:40 --> 01:50:41

that you have bestowed upon us, we would

01:50:41 --> 01:50:43

not be able to contain it in thanking

01:50:43 --> 01:50:45

you at all. So you Allah, we thank

01:50:45 --> 01:50:46

you in a way that only you can

01:50:46 --> 01:50:49

thank yourself. We ask that you thank yourself

01:50:49 --> 01:50:51

in a way that is pleasing to you.

01:50:51 --> 01:50:53

We ask that you thank yourself in a

01:50:53 --> 01:50:56

way that fulfills your pleasure. And then beyond

01:50:56 --> 01:50:58

that, you thank yourself again in a way

01:50:58 --> 01:50:59

that is pleasing to you.

01:50:59 --> 01:51:00

You Allah,

01:51:01 --> 01:51:04

we stand before you begging and beseeching you

01:51:04 --> 01:51:05

from your infinite mercy

01:51:06 --> 01:51:07

that we know that on that day there

01:51:07 --> 01:51:09

will be no power except you.

01:51:10 --> 01:51:12

You Allah, we foolishly have tried to please

01:51:12 --> 01:51:13

the friends of this world,

01:51:13 --> 01:51:17

turning away from making you as our friend.

01:51:17 --> 01:51:19

You Allah, we foolishly have tried to attract

01:51:19 --> 01:51:21

the attention of the people of this world,

01:51:22 --> 01:51:24

turning away from attracting your attention through the

01:51:24 --> 01:51:27

sunnah of Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam.

01:51:28 --> 01:51:30

You Allah, we foolishly have pursued the vanities

01:51:30 --> 01:51:31

of this world,

01:51:32 --> 01:51:35

not recognizing that actually all greatness and pleasure

01:51:35 --> 01:51:36

lies in the hereafter.

01:51:36 --> 01:51:38

So you Allah, open our eyes to the

01:51:38 --> 01:51:39

reality of this world.

01:51:40 --> 01:51:42

Make us among those who see its deception.

01:51:42 --> 01:51:44

Make us among those who see that it

01:51:44 --> 01:51:46

is lacking. Make us among those who see

01:51:46 --> 01:51:48

that there is no permanence here. Make us

01:51:48 --> 01:51:51

among those who instead prefer your agenda.

01:51:51 --> 01:51:53

Make us among those who pursue who pursue

01:51:53 --> 01:51:54

your Jannah,

01:51:55 --> 01:51:57

who act in order to receive your Jannah,

01:51:57 --> 01:52:00

who are cognizant of the fact that permanence

01:52:00 --> 01:52:02

lies in your Jannah, and make us examples

01:52:02 --> 01:52:04

for our families in this regard.

01:52:05 --> 01:52:07

Dear Allah, we stand before you, begging and

01:52:07 --> 01:52:10

pleading on this day, recognizing that there is

01:52:10 --> 01:52:11

no place else we can turn. We have

01:52:11 --> 01:52:13

made the mistake of asking others for help,

01:52:13 --> 01:52:15

but, you Allah, we know that they have

01:52:15 --> 01:52:16

nothing to offer on this day.

01:52:17 --> 01:52:19

Dear Allah, what we ask for, there is

01:52:19 --> 01:52:21

no one that can help except you. So

01:52:21 --> 01:52:23

we stand before you, begging from you, pleading

01:52:23 --> 01:52:25

you, asking you that you'd not allow us

01:52:25 --> 01:52:27

to even hear the fire the the the

01:52:27 --> 01:52:30

sparkle of the fire of *, that you'd

01:52:30 --> 01:52:31

not allow us to see it, to smell

01:52:31 --> 01:52:33

it, to touch it, to go anywhere near

01:52:33 --> 01:52:35

it, and that instead you directly enter us

01:52:35 --> 01:52:35

into your agenda.

01:52:36 --> 01:52:37

You Allah.

01:52:38 --> 01:52:38

You Rahman.

01:52:39 --> 01:52:39

You Rahim.

01:52:41 --> 01:52:42

You You Allah.

01:52:42 --> 01:52:44

We beg and plead from you that you

01:52:44 --> 01:52:47

make us among those who truly believe and

01:52:47 --> 01:52:49

that you raise among this in the within

01:52:49 --> 01:52:51

this community a group of people that exemplify

01:52:51 --> 01:52:52

your deen,

01:52:52 --> 01:52:54

who guide others to your path,

01:52:55 --> 01:52:57

who will be a light for people in

01:52:57 --> 01:52:59

this life and will be a light for

01:52:59 --> 01:53:00

others in the hereafter.

01:53:01 --> 01:53:02

And we ask that you make us among

01:53:02 --> 01:53:05

them, our children among them, our families among

01:53:05 --> 01:53:07

them, our community among them,

01:53:07 --> 01:53:09

and we ask that you make

01:53:09 --> 01:53:12

our masajid among those places that teach others

01:53:12 --> 01:53:13

to do the same.

01:53:14 --> 01:53:16

You Allah, we ask that you send among

01:53:16 --> 01:53:18

this community righteous individuals who will continue to

01:53:18 --> 01:53:20

guide it until the day of judgment.

01:53:20 --> 01:53:22

You Allah, we ask that you continue to

01:53:22 --> 01:53:24

sell us, send along to this community righteous

01:53:24 --> 01:53:27

masha'ik that will continue to illuminate it and

01:53:27 --> 01:53:30

will continue to rectify it and continue to

01:53:30 --> 01:53:32

revive it until the day of judgment.

01:53:33 --> 01:53:34

You Allah, we ask that You preserve the

01:53:34 --> 01:53:37

community in this difficult time, in this difficult

01:53:37 --> 01:53:39

place. You Allah, we ask that You make

01:53:39 --> 01:53:41

our community among those who truly believe.

01:53:42 --> 01:53:44

You Allah, You are the Lord of Mecca

01:53:44 --> 01:53:45

and You are the Lord of Medina.

01:53:46 --> 01:53:48

You Allah, You took a desert barren with

01:53:48 --> 01:53:51

no water, no life forms, no people, and

01:53:51 --> 01:53:53

You turned it into the center place of

01:53:53 --> 01:53:56

Your worship. So You Allah, from the dry

01:53:56 --> 01:53:58

barren desert of my heart, I ask that

01:53:58 --> 01:54:00

You arise as a center of worship. And

01:54:00 --> 01:54:02

You Allah, from the dry barren desert of

01:54:02 --> 01:54:04

this place, we ask that you create centers

01:54:04 --> 01:54:05

of worship.

01:54:06 --> 01:54:08

And, You Allah, from the dry barren desert

01:54:08 --> 01:54:10

of our time, we ask that you create

01:54:10 --> 01:54:11

amongst the the people a group of people

01:54:11 --> 01:54:13

that will worship you the way you true

01:54:13 --> 01:54:14

truly deserve to be worshipped.

01:54:17 --> 01:54:18

We ask that you make us among those

01:54:18 --> 01:54:20

who have the opportunity to stand in prayer

01:54:20 --> 01:54:21

in your Masjid.

01:54:22 --> 01:54:24

Add addict us to your Masjid. Attach us

01:54:24 --> 01:54:26

to your Masjid. Make us among those who

01:54:26 --> 01:54:28

come and go from your Masjid. Make us

01:54:28 --> 01:54:30

among those who meet each other in your

01:54:30 --> 01:54:32

Masjid. Make us among those who offer their

01:54:32 --> 01:54:34

prayer in your Masjid. Make us among those

01:54:34 --> 01:54:37

who are regular and consistent in attending your

01:54:37 --> 01:54:38

Masjid.

01:54:38 --> 01:54:40

You Allah. Make us among those who love

01:54:40 --> 01:54:42

one another around your Masjid.

01:54:42 --> 01:54:45

You Allah. You Rahmah. You Rahim.

01:54:57 --> 01:55:00

False vanities of this life and instead turn

01:55:00 --> 01:55:01

their attention to the hereafter.

01:55:02 --> 01:55:02

In

01:55:03 --> 01:55:05

this gathering, we ask that you take the

01:55:05 --> 01:55:07

people who are present here. You grant them

01:55:07 --> 01:55:08

abundant wealth

01:55:09 --> 01:55:10

that is full of barakah

01:55:10 --> 01:55:12

and that is distant from Breba, and we

01:55:12 --> 01:55:14

ask that you then give them the tawfiq

01:55:14 --> 01:55:17

to spend abundantly from it. We ask that

01:55:17 --> 01:55:19

you allow them to have the wealth so

01:55:19 --> 01:55:21

that they can spend and perform zakah. We

01:55:21 --> 01:55:23

ask that you give them wealth so that

01:55:23 --> 01:55:25

they could spend abundantly in sadaqa, and we

01:55:25 --> 01:55:27

ask that you allow that to be a

01:55:28 --> 01:55:30

a investment for them in the hereafter.

01:55:32 --> 01:55:34

Those people in the gathering that are having

01:55:34 --> 01:55:36

difficulty with employment, we ask that you provide

01:55:36 --> 01:55:39

them with jobs that allow them to earn

01:55:39 --> 01:55:41

a risk that is halal and tayib.

01:55:41 --> 01:55:43

We ask that you protect them from the

01:55:43 --> 01:55:44

difficulty of this time,

01:55:44 --> 01:55:46

that you make them skillful in a way

01:55:46 --> 01:55:49

that they become necessary for their employer.

01:55:49 --> 01:55:51

We ask that you make them efficient at

01:55:51 --> 01:55:53

their jobs so that they become model people

01:55:53 --> 01:55:54

for their employer,

01:55:55 --> 01:55:56

and we ask that you allow them to

01:55:56 --> 01:55:58

easily be able to perform their tasks so

01:55:58 --> 01:56:00

that they can balance the balance responsibilities that

01:56:00 --> 01:56:02

you have loaded their shoulders with with the

01:56:02 --> 01:56:04

responsibilities of also taking their care of their

01:56:04 --> 01:56:06

family and providing a halal income.

01:56:07 --> 01:56:09

You Allah. You rahman. You Rahim. If there's

01:56:09 --> 01:56:11

anybody in this gathering that is that having

01:56:11 --> 01:56:13

any difficulty with employment, we ask that you

01:56:13 --> 01:56:16

provide them with a sustainable job that will

01:56:16 --> 01:56:18

provide them with abundant wealth from which they

01:56:18 --> 01:56:19

can

01:56:19 --> 01:56:21

provide halal for their family, for which they

01:56:21 --> 01:56:24

can give donations to their masjid, and for

01:56:24 --> 01:56:26

which they can give donations to charity, and

01:56:26 --> 01:56:27

so in which they can spend a mizakah,

01:56:28 --> 01:56:30

and for which they can clothe and feed

01:56:30 --> 01:56:31

their children.

01:56:32 --> 01:56:34

You Allah. If there's any person in this

01:56:34 --> 01:56:36

gathering and all of students in this gathering

01:56:36 --> 01:56:38

that are seeking to attain knowledge in order

01:56:38 --> 01:56:40

to serve you, You Allah, do not get

01:56:40 --> 01:56:42

them caught up in the difficulty of trying

01:56:42 --> 01:56:44

to earn the the wealth of this world

01:56:44 --> 01:56:47

through their degrees. You Allah, instead, make them

01:56:47 --> 01:56:48

among those who try to earn your pleasure

01:56:48 --> 01:56:51

through their degrees. Make them servants of the

01:56:51 --> 01:56:53

people around them. Make them servants of the

01:56:53 --> 01:56:55

community around them, and make them among those

01:56:55 --> 01:56:57

who earn enough that they don't get drowned

01:56:57 --> 01:56:59

by their wealth, but instead that they're able

01:56:59 --> 01:57:00

to perform,

01:57:00 --> 01:57:03

give zakah, and spend abundantly in your name.

01:57:05 --> 01:57:06

Any student in this gathering that is studying,

01:57:06 --> 01:57:08

we ask that you give them the focus

01:57:08 --> 01:57:10

to be able to perform what they are

01:57:10 --> 01:57:12

trying to achieve, that we get you give

01:57:12 --> 01:57:13

them the focus of doing so in your

01:57:13 --> 01:57:15

name, that you give them the balance of

01:57:15 --> 01:57:17

doing so while carrying your deen, and that

01:57:17 --> 01:57:18

we you give them the focus that they're

01:57:18 --> 01:57:20

able to achieve what they need to achieve

01:57:20 --> 01:57:22

in a limited period of time, that their

01:57:22 --> 01:57:25

minds become soft and that their brains become

01:57:25 --> 01:57:27

that their intellect become sharp so that they're

01:57:27 --> 01:57:30

able to be able to exemplify

01:57:30 --> 01:57:32

the responsibilities that you have placed upon their

01:57:32 --> 01:57:33

shoulder.

01:57:33 --> 01:57:36

You Allah. You Rahmah and You Rahim. If

01:57:36 --> 01:57:38

there are any within this community that are

01:57:38 --> 01:57:40

having any difficulty in their relationships, whether it

01:57:40 --> 01:57:43

be with their parents, with their cousins, with

01:57:43 --> 01:57:46

their uncles, with their aunts, with their children,

01:57:46 --> 01:57:48

with their with their loved ones. You allah,

01:57:48 --> 01:57:50

we ask that you rectify those relationships.

01:57:50 --> 01:57:52

Let each of the people involved in those

01:57:52 --> 01:57:54

difficulty recognize that the arguments are not worth

01:57:54 --> 01:57:57

having. Let them recognize that they should respect

01:57:57 --> 01:57:59

one another and love one another based on

01:57:59 --> 01:58:00

the love that you have placed within their

01:58:00 --> 01:58:02

hearts and you have divided among this earth.

01:58:02 --> 01:58:05

And, You Allah, let them have fear of

01:58:05 --> 01:58:07

you when they interact with one another.

01:58:10 --> 01:58:12

We ask that you bless this gathering, that

01:58:12 --> 01:58:14

you allow this gathering to grow, that you

01:58:14 --> 01:58:16

make it a gathering of those who are

01:58:16 --> 01:58:18

sincere, and that you create space for this

01:58:18 --> 01:58:21

gathering such that each year, those people who

01:58:21 --> 01:58:22

are seeking your name, who are seeking to

01:58:22 --> 01:58:23

pursue

01:58:23 --> 01:58:26

you, who are seeking to rectify their past

01:58:26 --> 01:58:28

mistakes are able to join us and are

01:58:28 --> 01:58:30

and and are able to be consistent in

01:58:30 --> 01:58:31

coming to this place.

01:58:31 --> 01:58:34

You Allah, we ask that you expand the

01:58:34 --> 01:58:35

walls of this message far beyond what we

01:58:35 --> 01:58:36

can imagine.

01:58:36 --> 01:58:39

You Allah, we ask that you expand the

01:58:39 --> 01:58:42

well, you expand the ability of this masjid

01:58:42 --> 01:58:43

to be able to fulfill the needs of

01:58:43 --> 01:58:46

their expenditures far beyond what we can imagine.

01:58:46 --> 01:58:48

We ask that you expand the abilities of

01:58:48 --> 01:58:51

the workers of this masjid far beyond what

01:58:51 --> 01:58:52

they are what they think they're able to

01:58:52 --> 01:58:53

perform.

01:58:53 --> 01:58:54

You, Allah, we ask that you give those

01:58:54 --> 01:58:57

people who have been serving this gathering the

01:58:57 --> 01:58:59

consistency of being able to serve such gatherings

01:58:59 --> 01:59:01

in the future. We ask that you give

01:59:01 --> 01:59:03

them the strength of heart to be able

01:59:03 --> 01:59:05

to do so with sincerity. We ask that

01:59:05 --> 01:59:07

you give them the abundant and ample free

01:59:07 --> 01:59:08

time to be able to continue to do

01:59:08 --> 01:59:11

so despite the difficulties of this life. We

01:59:11 --> 01:59:12

ask that you give them health so that

01:59:12 --> 01:59:14

they're able to carry out those responsibilities, and

01:59:14 --> 01:59:16

we ask that you give them assistance from

01:59:16 --> 01:59:17

their families, from their loved ones, from their

01:59:17 --> 01:59:20

friends, from their community so that they can

01:59:20 --> 01:59:22

also assist in carrying these responsibilities.

01:59:22 --> 01:59:25

You Allah, any individual who served this gathering,

01:59:25 --> 01:59:26

we ask that you serve them in a

01:59:26 --> 01:59:28

better one, that you place them directly into

01:59:28 --> 01:59:31

your agenda, and that you have your special

01:59:31 --> 01:59:33

servants serve them on that day. You Allah,

01:59:33 --> 01:59:35

those people who fed us, feed them a

01:59:35 --> 01:59:37

better meal. You Allah, those people who cleaned

01:59:37 --> 01:59:39

for us, you Allah, provide them with the

01:59:39 --> 01:59:41

most clean of places in the hereafter.

01:59:41 --> 01:59:43

You Allah, those people who sought our comfort,

01:59:43 --> 01:59:45

you Allah, provide them with the ultimate of

01:59:45 --> 01:59:48

comfort on that day. You Allah, those people

01:59:48 --> 01:59:49

who are spending from their wealth, you Allah,

01:59:49 --> 01:59:51

provide them with castles on the day of

01:59:51 --> 01:59:52

judgment.

01:59:52 --> 01:59:54

You Allah, those people who are sacrificing their

01:59:54 --> 01:59:57

time, you Allah, save them the save them

01:59:57 --> 01:59:59

the difficulty of extended judgment on the day

02:00:00 --> 02:00:01

on on that day and enter them quickly

02:00:01 --> 02:00:03

directly into your agenda without them having to

02:00:03 --> 02:00:06

spend that extra time there. You Allah, we

02:00:06 --> 02:00:08

ask that you raise from among this community

02:00:08 --> 02:00:10

a group of peoples that will serve it,

02:00:10 --> 02:00:11

that will do so with sincerity and with

02:00:11 --> 02:00:14

love, and that you make us amongst them.

02:00:14 --> 02:00:16

You rahman, You Rahim, each of the brothers

02:00:16 --> 02:00:19

that have been listed who were serving this

02:00:19 --> 02:00:21

gathering, we ask that you bless them, bless

02:00:21 --> 02:00:22

their families,

02:00:22 --> 02:00:25

bless their loved ones, bless their community, and

02:00:25 --> 02:00:27

allow us to be in their company both

02:00:27 --> 02:00:28

here and on that day.

02:00:28 --> 02:00:30

You Allah, we ask that those people who

02:00:30 --> 02:00:33

have been serving this this community, but whose

02:00:33 --> 02:00:35

names we don't know, who have been doing

02:00:35 --> 02:00:37

so hiddenly, who whether it be even with

02:00:37 --> 02:00:38

just a simple bringing of dates to the

02:00:38 --> 02:00:40

iftar or whatever small deed it might be,

02:00:40 --> 02:00:43

we ask that you accept what they sincerely

02:00:43 --> 02:00:45

have performed and that you multiply it in

02:00:45 --> 02:00:47

a way that only you can do so

02:00:47 --> 02:00:48

and that you then return it back to

02:00:48 --> 02:00:50

their account so that you can reward them

02:00:50 --> 02:00:52

in the most extreme way. You Allah, You

02:00:52 --> 02:00:53

rahman, You

02:00:54 --> 02:00:56

have created us as a reflection of your

02:00:56 --> 02:00:57

mercy,

02:00:57 --> 02:00:59

and you have bestowed upon us the messenger

02:00:59 --> 02:01:01

as a reflection of your mercy, And you

02:01:01 --> 02:01:03

have made us from among the deen of

02:01:03 --> 02:01:05

Islam as a reflection of your mercy. So,

02:01:05 --> 02:01:07

You Allah, why not place us into Jannah

02:01:07 --> 02:01:10

as a reflection of your mercy? You Allah,

02:01:10 --> 02:01:12

what difference does it make to you? If

02:01:12 --> 02:01:14

you place us into Jannah, it would not

02:01:14 --> 02:01:16

decrease from your treasure in any way. You

02:01:16 --> 02:01:20

Allah, you remain you remain infinitely wealthy. And

02:01:20 --> 02:01:22

when you despite the fact that you will

02:01:22 --> 02:01:25

reward your servants with the most incredible rewards,

02:01:25 --> 02:01:27

but you Allah, why not include us in

02:01:27 --> 02:01:29

on that list on this day?

02:01:30 --> 02:01:32

You Allah, we cannot begin to thank you

02:01:32 --> 02:01:34

for even the smallest of blessings that you

02:01:34 --> 02:01:37

have bestowed upon us. They are far innumerable.

02:01:37 --> 02:01:39

So You Allah, we thank you for everything

02:01:39 --> 02:01:41

that you have bestowed upon us, whether we

02:01:41 --> 02:01:43

recall it or we don't recall it, whether

02:01:43 --> 02:01:45

we've we're cognizant of it or we're not

02:01:45 --> 02:01:47

cognizant of it, whether we have yet to

02:01:47 --> 02:01:48

thank you whether we have thank you for

02:01:48 --> 02:01:50

it or we have yet to thank you

02:01:50 --> 02:01:52

for it. May Allah, make us happy

02:01:52 --> 02:01:55

despite any difficulty that may come upon us.

02:01:55 --> 02:01:57

Give us a tawfiq to recognize that we

02:01:57 --> 02:01:58

have been blessed with so much that no

02:01:58 --> 02:02:01

matter how difficult life becomes, we still are

02:02:01 --> 02:02:03

far more wealthy than the vast majority of

02:02:03 --> 02:02:03

creation.

02:02:04 --> 02:02:06

You Allah, bless us and make make us

02:02:06 --> 02:02:09

among those who regularly and abundantly recite your

02:02:09 --> 02:02:11

book. Make us among those who study it,

02:02:11 --> 02:02:13

who learn it, who teach it, and who

02:02:13 --> 02:02:15

exemplify it. You Allah, make us among those

02:02:15 --> 02:02:16

who take advantage of the scholars that you

02:02:16 --> 02:02:19

have provided for for us. Make us among

02:02:19 --> 02:02:21

those who learn from them, who exemplify what

02:02:21 --> 02:02:23

we learn from them, who are thankful

02:02:24 --> 02:02:26

and obedient in what for what we learn

02:02:26 --> 02:02:28

from them from them and make us among

02:02:28 --> 02:02:30

those who practice what we preach.

02:02:31 --> 02:02:33

You Allah, You rahman, You

02:02:34 --> 02:02:35

are so merciful

02:02:35 --> 02:02:37

and so abundantly kind

02:02:37 --> 02:02:40

and have provided us with blessings far beyond

02:02:40 --> 02:02:43

what we can fathom. So, You Allah,

02:02:43 --> 02:02:45

allow us to continue to taste those blessings

02:02:45 --> 02:02:46

in Jannah.

02:02:46 --> 02:02:49

And, You Allah, reward us with a reward

02:02:49 --> 02:02:50

far beyond what we can fathom.

02:02:51 --> 02:02:54

You Allah, to you belongs all praise. To

02:02:54 --> 02:02:55

you belongs all glory.

02:02:56 --> 02:02:57

To you belongs,

02:02:58 --> 02:02:59

to you belongs

02:03:00 --> 02:03:02

the universe. So You Allah, we ask that

02:03:02 --> 02:03:05

you make us among those who are addicted

02:03:05 --> 02:03:05

to your name,

02:03:06 --> 02:03:08

who every piece who every ounce of their

02:03:08 --> 02:03:09

body

02:03:09 --> 02:03:12

constantly praises you. Make us among those who

02:03:12 --> 02:03:14

taste the sweetness of salah.

02:03:14 --> 02:03:16

Make us among those who taste the sweetness

02:03:16 --> 02:03:17

of zakah.

02:03:17 --> 02:03:19

Make us among those who teach taste the

02:03:19 --> 02:03:22

tea the the sweetness of recitation of your

02:03:22 --> 02:03:22

Quran.

02:03:22 --> 02:03:24

You Allah, in this gathering, our group of

02:03:24 --> 02:03:26

students who have been memorizing your book. You

02:03:26 --> 02:03:29

Allah, strengthen them in their efforts. You Allah,

02:03:29 --> 02:03:31

make it firm in their mind. You Allah,

02:03:31 --> 02:03:33

make them among those who regularly recite it

02:03:33 --> 02:03:35

and make us among those who regularly listen

02:03:35 --> 02:03:36

to their recitation.

02:03:37 --> 02:03:39

You Allah, any individual in this gathering who

02:03:39 --> 02:03:41

has any desire to recite your book, to

02:03:41 --> 02:03:43

read your book, to teach your book, to

02:03:43 --> 02:03:45

learn your book, fulfill their desire far beyond

02:03:45 --> 02:03:46

what they can imagine.

02:03:46 --> 02:03:48

You Allah, we ask that you, amongst our

02:03:48 --> 02:03:50

children, make them among those who memorize your

02:03:50 --> 02:03:53

book and who regularly recite your book. You

02:03:53 --> 02:03:55

Allah, wherever there is anybody doing any work

02:03:55 --> 02:03:57

of the day, we ask that you bless

02:03:57 --> 02:03:59

them in their efforts, whether it be people

02:03:59 --> 02:04:01

who are establish establishing masajid,

02:04:02 --> 02:04:03

whether it be people who are running Madaris,

02:04:04 --> 02:04:06

whether it be people who are teaching your

02:04:06 --> 02:04:08

book, whether it be people who are teaching

02:04:08 --> 02:04:10

people to practice your book, whether it be

02:04:10 --> 02:04:11

people going out on Tablih,

02:04:12 --> 02:04:14

whatever effort is occurring in your name, you

02:04:14 --> 02:04:16

Allah, we ask you that you accept it

02:04:16 --> 02:04:18

and that you fund it and that you

02:04:18 --> 02:04:20

remove from those people the headache of having

02:04:20 --> 02:04:23

to constantly raise funds and instead give them

02:04:23 --> 02:04:25

the tawfiq to be able to constantly perform

02:04:25 --> 02:04:28

the necessary functions to serve you in the

02:04:28 --> 02:04:29

best way.

02:04:29 --> 02:04:31

You Allah. The

02:04:31 --> 02:04:33

project that Mufti Minhaj and his family are

02:04:33 --> 02:04:35

working on, we ask that you make it

02:04:35 --> 02:04:36

a

02:04:36 --> 02:04:39

pillar of light for Muslim for the Muslim

02:04:39 --> 02:04:41

community throughout the world. You Allah. Whatever they

02:04:41 --> 02:04:44

have imagined it to be, take it, multiply

02:04:44 --> 02:04:46

it far beyond what they could imagine, and

02:04:46 --> 02:04:47

make it a place that will be a

02:04:47 --> 02:04:51

pillar of light for generations to come. For

02:04:51 --> 02:04:53

for that will be that will spread light

02:04:53 --> 02:04:54

beyond cultures,

02:04:54 --> 02:04:57

beyond languages, beyond place, beyond time.

02:04:58 --> 02:05:00

We ask that you assist them in their

02:05:00 --> 02:05:02

effort to raise the funds that are necessary

02:05:02 --> 02:05:04

for that project. We ask that you give

02:05:04 --> 02:05:06

them the strength to make the sacrifices necessary

02:05:06 --> 02:05:08

to be able to pursue the funds to

02:05:08 --> 02:05:10

for that project and that we ask you

02:05:10 --> 02:05:12

to allow them to be able to establish

02:05:12 --> 02:05:14

an institution that will

02:05:14 --> 02:05:15

exemplify

02:05:15 --> 02:05:17

what was present at the time of Rasulullah

02:05:17 --> 02:05:18

Sallallahu

02:05:18 --> 02:05:19

Alaihi Wasallam.

02:05:20 --> 02:05:20

You Allah,

02:05:21 --> 02:05:23

for those that are sick within the community,

02:05:23 --> 02:05:25

we ask that you give them health.

02:05:25 --> 02:05:28

And for those people that are handicapped within

02:05:28 --> 02:05:30

the community, we ask that you provide for

02:05:30 --> 02:05:31

them an easy way.

02:05:33 --> 02:05:35

Those people within the community that have some

02:05:35 --> 02:05:36

sort of disease, we ask that you make

02:05:36 --> 02:05:39

it easy on them, that you provide them

02:05:39 --> 02:05:39

a cure,

02:05:40 --> 02:05:42

and that you make them among those who

02:05:42 --> 02:05:45

are patient throughout whatever difficulty is destined for

02:05:45 --> 02:05:46

them to experience.

02:05:46 --> 02:05:48

You Allah, one of our dear teachers, Mawlana

02:05:48 --> 02:05:49

Bilal,

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his mother is undergoing a difficulty at this

02:05:51 --> 02:05:53

time. We ask that you provide her with

02:05:53 --> 02:05:55

doctors who have the wisdom to be able

02:05:55 --> 02:05:57

to provide them with the advice appropriate to

02:05:57 --> 02:05:58

her condition.

02:05:58 --> 02:06:00

You Allah, we ask that you provide her

02:06:00 --> 02:06:02

with with doctors that will be able to

02:06:02 --> 02:06:04

provide that will be able to give her

02:06:04 --> 02:06:06

the wisdom necessary to be able to alleviate

02:06:06 --> 02:06:07

her condition.

02:06:07 --> 02:06:09

You Allah, we ask that you provide her

02:06:09 --> 02:06:11

with the medications that will provide her with

02:06:11 --> 02:06:14

the benefits necessary to alleviate her condition.

02:06:14 --> 02:06:16

You Allah, we ask that you allow her

02:06:16 --> 02:06:19

to be able to be among those examples

02:06:19 --> 02:06:21

of those who survive from this difficult condition.

02:06:22 --> 02:06:23

You Allah, we ask that you give the

02:06:23 --> 02:06:25

family the strength and the patience to be

02:06:25 --> 02:06:26

able to deal with this condition and that

02:06:26 --> 02:06:28

you allow the family to continue to serve

02:06:28 --> 02:06:30

the deen in a way far beyond what

02:06:30 --> 02:06:31

they could even imagine.

02:06:32 --> 02:06:34

You Allah, You rahman, You Rahim.

02:06:35 --> 02:06:37

Anybody in this gathering who is who has

02:06:37 --> 02:06:39

any difficulty, we ask that you alleviate that

02:06:39 --> 02:06:40

difficulty.

02:06:40 --> 02:06:42

In this gathering, our group of people that

02:06:42 --> 02:06:44

are seeking spouses that they can marry in

02:06:44 --> 02:06:47

order to be able to better serve you.

02:06:47 --> 02:06:49

We ask that you provide them with righteous,

02:06:50 --> 02:06:51

beautiful,

02:06:51 --> 02:06:54

wealthy women who have come from high lineage.

02:06:55 --> 02:06:56

You Allah, we ask that you take all

02:06:56 --> 02:06:58

the characteristics that have been elucidated within the

02:06:58 --> 02:07:00

hadith that should be found in a wife,

02:07:00 --> 02:07:02

and you provide them with wives that that

02:07:02 --> 02:07:04

possess those characteristics

02:07:04 --> 02:07:06

and that in turn you make them model

02:07:06 --> 02:07:06

husbands.

02:07:07 --> 02:07:07

You Allah,

02:07:08 --> 02:07:09

anybody in this gathering who is having any

02:07:09 --> 02:07:11

difficulty in any relationship, we ask that you

02:07:11 --> 02:07:14

alleviate that difficulty. We ask that you make

02:07:14 --> 02:07:16

our spouses the coolness of our eyes. We

02:07:16 --> 02:07:18

ask that you make our parents we make

02:07:18 --> 02:07:21

us arc the coolness of our parents' eyes

02:07:21 --> 02:07:22

and that you make our children the coolness

02:07:22 --> 02:07:23

of our eyes.

02:07:24 --> 02:07:26

You Allah, we ask that you bless Mufti

02:07:26 --> 02:07:27

Hussain for all of the effort that he

02:07:27 --> 02:07:30

provided during these last 10 days and all

02:07:30 --> 02:07:31

of the effort that he's been providing over

02:07:31 --> 02:07:33

the many days that he's been working with

02:07:33 --> 02:07:34

the community.

02:07:34 --> 02:07:36

You, Allah, we ask that you provide him

02:07:36 --> 02:07:38

with the strength necessary to continue this work.

02:07:38 --> 02:07:40

We ask that you provide him with depth

02:07:40 --> 02:07:42

of knowledge and insights so that he is

02:07:42 --> 02:07:44

able to ignite the hearts and minds of

02:07:44 --> 02:07:46

individuals that sit in his company. We ask

02:07:46 --> 02:07:47

that you give him and his family the

02:07:47 --> 02:07:49

strength to be able to continue with this

02:07:49 --> 02:07:51

effort. We ask that you allow him to

02:07:51 --> 02:07:53

be able to retain that which he gained

02:07:53 --> 02:07:55

from his teachers and that you grow that

02:07:55 --> 02:07:57

so that he's able to provide us with

02:07:57 --> 02:07:58

even more. We

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ask that wherever he goes, you make you

02:08:00 --> 02:08:02

open a path to him to be able

02:08:02 --> 02:08:05

to serve you, then that wherever community he

02:08:05 --> 02:08:07

visits, that he's that you open a path

02:08:07 --> 02:08:08

for him to be able to share that

02:08:08 --> 02:08:10

which he has gained from his teachers. You

02:08:10 --> 02:08:12

Allah, ignite his heart with your love. You

02:08:12 --> 02:08:15

Allah, ignite his heart with the attachment to

02:08:15 --> 02:08:18

the sunnah, and you Allah, ignite his heart,

02:08:18 --> 02:08:20

mind, and tongue with an attachment to your

02:08:20 --> 02:08:22

book. You Allah, we ask that you allow

02:08:22 --> 02:08:25

his family to be able to support him

02:08:25 --> 02:08:27

in his endeavors and that you give him

02:08:27 --> 02:08:28

the ability to be able to support him

02:08:28 --> 02:08:30

his family in their endeavors.

02:08:30 --> 02:08:32

You, out law, we ask that you bless

02:08:32 --> 02:08:34

his parents for making the sacrifices necessary to

02:08:34 --> 02:08:36

be able to produce such a valuable individual

02:08:36 --> 02:08:38

to the community, and we ask that you

02:08:38 --> 02:08:40

allow the community to be able to appreciate

02:08:40 --> 02:08:42

the value of such an individual within the

02:08:42 --> 02:08:42

community.

02:08:43 --> 02:08:44

You, Allah, we ask that you provide him

02:08:44 --> 02:08:46

for wealth for where he cannot even imagine,

02:08:47 --> 02:08:48

and we ask that any endeavor which he

02:08:48 --> 02:08:50

takes up with sincerity that, first of all,

02:08:50 --> 02:08:53

you create the ultimate sincerity within his heart

02:08:53 --> 02:08:54

and that any endeavor he takes up with

02:08:54 --> 02:08:56

sincerity that you allow allow it to be

02:08:56 --> 02:08:58

successful far beyond what he could even see.

02:08:58 --> 02:09:00

You, Allah, we ask that you allow his

02:09:00 --> 02:09:02

efforts to become a light for him in

02:09:02 --> 02:09:04

his grave and that when he enters into

02:09:04 --> 02:09:06

his grave, you create there a garden and

02:09:06 --> 02:09:07

that when you raise him, you put him

02:09:07 --> 02:09:09

directly into the highest level of your agenda.

02:09:10 --> 02:09:11

You, Allah, we ask that you bless the

02:09:11 --> 02:09:13

scholars that you have provided within this community.

02:09:14 --> 02:09:15

You Allah, we ask that you bless the

02:09:15 --> 02:09:17

effort that they are making

02:09:17 --> 02:09:19

and the assess and the necessary,

02:09:20 --> 02:09:22

attachment we you make us necessarily attached to

02:09:22 --> 02:09:24

them so that we can benefit from them.

02:09:25 --> 02:09:26

You Allah,

02:09:26 --> 02:09:28

anybody in this gathering who is studying your

02:09:28 --> 02:09:30

deen, we ask that you make them among

02:09:30 --> 02:09:30

those who become

02:09:31 --> 02:09:33

solid and firm in their knowledge. You Allah,

02:09:33 --> 02:09:35

anybody in this gathering who intends to study

02:09:35 --> 02:09:37

your deen, we ask that you make them

02:09:37 --> 02:09:39

you firm their intention and allow them to

02:09:39 --> 02:09:41

be able to attain the rewards of those

02:09:41 --> 02:09:43

who study your deen. You Allah, create from

02:09:43 --> 02:09:45

among this gathering groups of people who will

02:09:45 --> 02:09:47

be scholars of your deen and allow them

02:09:47 --> 02:09:48

to be able to gather

02:09:48 --> 02:09:51

gather and guide together communities on the path

02:09:51 --> 02:09:52

to Jannah.

02:09:53 --> 02:09:54

You Allah, there were a group of people

02:09:54 --> 02:09:57

that sent requests for du'a, whether by phone,

02:09:57 --> 02:09:59

whether by email, whether in person. You Allah,

02:09:59 --> 02:10:01

we ask that you fulfill the the request

02:10:01 --> 02:10:03

for du'as that they have made. You Allah,

02:10:03 --> 02:10:05

whatever difficulty they're facing, we ask that you

02:10:05 --> 02:10:07

alleviate it. You Allah, whatever request that they

02:10:07 --> 02:10:09

have, we ask that you provide it. And

02:10:09 --> 02:10:11

You Allah, we ask that you allow them

02:10:11 --> 02:10:13

to receive whatever benefits that we have

02:10:13 --> 02:10:15

been able to achieve within this gathering.

02:10:15 --> 02:10:16

You Allah,

02:10:17 --> 02:10:19

there is a group of people who have

02:10:19 --> 02:10:20

been

02:10:21 --> 02:10:23

planning to come to this gathering, but were

02:10:23 --> 02:10:25

not able to come to this gathering. So

02:10:25 --> 02:10:26

we ask that you take whatever we have

02:10:26 --> 02:10:29

we have performed here, that you you fashion

02:10:29 --> 02:10:30

it and mold it in a way that

02:10:30 --> 02:10:32

is acceptable to you and that you enter

02:10:32 --> 02:10:34

it into their accounts as well. You Allah,

02:10:34 --> 02:10:36

there's a group of people that just heard

02:10:36 --> 02:10:37

about this gathering. They thought that maybe they

02:10:37 --> 02:10:39

would come one day, but they weren't able

02:10:39 --> 02:10:40

to attend. You Allah, we ask that you

02:10:40 --> 02:10:42

provide them with the same reward.

02:10:42 --> 02:10:44

You Allah, we ask that you enter them

02:10:44 --> 02:10:47

into Jannah directly and without taking any account.

02:10:47 --> 02:10:49

You Allah, we stand before you

02:10:50 --> 02:10:51

beseeching our handicap.

02:10:51 --> 02:10:53

We have been separated from the from the

02:10:53 --> 02:10:56

prophet, sallallahu alaihi wa sallam, by 1400 years.

02:10:56 --> 02:10:58

We neither got to see him nor got

02:10:58 --> 02:11:00

to touch his hand nor got to hear

02:11:00 --> 02:11:02

the blessed Quran or hadith come from his

02:11:02 --> 02:11:05

tongue. So, You Allah, we claim and beg

02:11:05 --> 02:11:08

from you the handicap of time. You Allah,

02:11:08 --> 02:11:09

we live so far away from Mecca and

02:11:09 --> 02:11:10

from Medina.

02:11:10 --> 02:11:12

These are the places in which you preserve

02:11:12 --> 02:11:15

the Deen, and we are now 100 thousands

02:11:15 --> 02:11:17

of we are thousands of miles away from

02:11:17 --> 02:11:19

these places, so we beg and beseech you

02:11:19 --> 02:11:21

based on our handicap of distance.

02:11:21 --> 02:11:23

You Allah, it's the general rule in this

02:11:23 --> 02:11:25

world that when there's a handicapped individual, there's

02:11:25 --> 02:11:27

always special exception made for them. We make

02:11:27 --> 02:11:30

special places for them. We create special parking

02:11:30 --> 02:11:32

spots for them. We make special,

02:11:32 --> 02:11:34

ways by which they can access

02:11:34 --> 02:11:37

the various buildings and various places. So, You

02:11:37 --> 02:11:39

Allah, based on our handicap, we ask that

02:11:39 --> 02:11:41

you allow us and create a special place

02:11:41 --> 02:11:42

for us in Jannah,

02:11:43 --> 02:11:45

that you just that you allow us to

02:11:45 --> 02:11:47

enter into your Jannah even if it be

02:11:47 --> 02:11:49

through the handicap ramp. And, you Allah, that

02:11:49 --> 02:11:51

you not test us because handicap people would

02:11:51 --> 02:11:53

not be able to handle any type of

02:11:53 --> 02:11:55

test. So, you Allah, do not take our

02:11:55 --> 02:11:57

hisaab on the day of judgment. Do not

02:11:57 --> 02:11:59

take our hisaab on the day of judgment.

02:11:59 --> 02:12:00

Do not take our hisaab on the day

02:12:00 --> 02:12:03

of judgment. Instead, directly enter us into your

02:12:03 --> 02:12:03

agenda.

02:12:05 --> 02:12:07

We ask that you make us among those.

02:12:07 --> 02:12:08

We've we've heard from the tongue of your

02:12:08 --> 02:12:10

blessed messenger that on the day of judgment,

02:12:10 --> 02:12:12

there will be a group of people that

02:12:12 --> 02:12:14

we that will be shaded underneath your throne

02:12:14 --> 02:12:16

and that they will be from 7 different

02:12:16 --> 02:12:17

categories. So, You Allah, we ask that you

02:12:17 --> 02:12:20

put all 7 of those characteristics within us

02:12:20 --> 02:12:21

and make us among those who will be

02:12:21 --> 02:12:24

sitting with their families underneath that shade. You

02:12:24 --> 02:12:26

Allah, make us among those who will be

02:12:26 --> 02:12:27

sitting with their families and their loved ones

02:12:27 --> 02:12:29

and their friends and their community underneath that

02:12:29 --> 02:12:31

shade. You, Allah, make us among those who

02:12:31 --> 02:12:33

will be sitting with their families and their

02:12:33 --> 02:12:34

loved ones and their community

02:12:35 --> 02:12:36

underneath that shade.

02:12:36 --> 02:12:38

You, Allah, make us among those who are

02:12:38 --> 02:12:41

going to enter into Jannah directly without giving

02:12:41 --> 02:12:42

any account.

02:12:42 --> 02:12:44

Make us and our families and our loved

02:12:44 --> 02:12:46

ones and our community and those that surround

02:12:46 --> 02:12:49

us among those who enter into Jannah without

02:12:49 --> 02:12:50

any account.

02:12:50 --> 02:12:52

Make us and our families and our loved

02:12:52 --> 02:12:54

ones and those that are surround that surround

02:12:54 --> 02:12:57

us among those that enter into Jannah without

02:12:57 --> 02:12:58

any account.

02:13:00 --> 02:13:03

You Rahman, You Rahim, we sit before you

02:13:03 --> 02:13:04

unable to praise you the way you deserve

02:13:04 --> 02:13:07

to be praised, unable to ask from you

02:13:07 --> 02:13:09

the way you deserve to be asked from.

02:13:09 --> 02:13:11

Even in our du'a there is deficiency.

02:13:11 --> 02:13:13

Even in our seeking there is deficiency.

02:13:13 --> 02:13:15

So, You Allah, we ask that you decide

02:13:15 --> 02:13:17

what is best for us and that you

02:13:17 --> 02:13:19

provide it for us in the most beautiful

02:13:19 --> 02:13:22

way. You Allah, anything good that Rasulullah salallahu

02:13:22 --> 02:13:23

alayhi wa sallam ask for you, we also

02:13:23 --> 02:13:25

ask that you provide it for us as

02:13:25 --> 02:13:27

well. To anything from which Rasoolallah salallahu alayhi

02:13:27 --> 02:13:29

wa sallam sought your protection, we also ask

02:13:29 --> 02:13:31

that we also seek your protection from that

02:13:31 --> 02:13:34

as well. You, Allah, we ask that since

02:13:34 --> 02:13:36

we didn't have the opportunity to see Rasoolallah

02:13:36 --> 02:13:38

salallahu alayhi wa sallam in this life, but

02:13:38 --> 02:13:39

since we have been trying to fulfill his

02:13:39 --> 02:13:41

sunnah, we have been trying to carry his

02:13:41 --> 02:13:44

message, we've been trying to exemplify what he

02:13:44 --> 02:13:45

brought, we ask that you allow us to

02:13:45 --> 02:13:47

be able to hold his blessed hand in

02:13:47 --> 02:13:47

the Hereafter.

02:13:48 --> 02:13:49

We ask that you allow us to drink

02:13:49 --> 02:13:51

from his hand in the hereafter.

02:13:51 --> 02:13:53

We ask that you allow us to sit

02:13:53 --> 02:13:54

in his gatherings in the hereafter.

02:13:55 --> 02:13:56

We ask that you allow us to be

02:13:56 --> 02:13:58

able to hear words emanate from his blessed

02:13:58 --> 02:13:59

tongue in the hereafter.

02:14:00 --> 02:14:02

You Allah, we clearly know from Hadith that

02:14:02 --> 02:14:04

the greatest of gifts that you will ever

02:14:04 --> 02:14:06

provide any servant will be your a vision

02:14:06 --> 02:14:08

of you. So, You Allah, we ask that

02:14:08 --> 02:14:10

you erase the sins of our eyes

02:14:11 --> 02:14:13

and that you erase the images in our

02:14:13 --> 02:14:14

minds

02:14:14 --> 02:14:16

and that instead you allow us to focus

02:14:16 --> 02:14:18

our focus our vision onto you.

02:14:19 --> 02:14:21

Make us among those who preserve their eyes

02:14:21 --> 02:14:23

so that we can be

02:14:23 --> 02:14:25

so preserve our eyes in this life so

02:14:25 --> 02:14:26

that we can attain the blessing of seeing

02:14:26 --> 02:14:28

you without hijab in the hereafter.

02:14:29 --> 02:14:31

You, Allah, do not make us among those

02:14:31 --> 02:14:32

from whom you will be hijab in the

02:14:32 --> 02:14:33

hereafter.

02:14:33 --> 02:14:35

You Allah, do not make us among those

02:14:35 --> 02:14:38

from you whom you will create a hijab

02:14:38 --> 02:14:38

in the hereafter.

02:14:40 --> 02:14:42

You Allah, we ask that you bless this

02:14:42 --> 02:14:44

gathering, that you bless those who are present

02:14:44 --> 02:14:46

here, those who were not able to attend

02:14:46 --> 02:14:48

but wanted to come, those people who served

02:14:48 --> 02:14:50

this gathering, and we ask that you regularly

02:14:50 --> 02:14:51

give us a tofik to be able to

02:14:51 --> 02:14:53

attend such gatherings in the future.

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