Hosam Helal – Who Did You Kill Ramadan Series Rabee’ Bin Al Khuthaim Ep. 9

			Bismillah R Rahman Rahim
hamdulillah Alameen wa salatu
		

			salam ala Ashrafi loosening. Today
we're going to be talking about
		

			another great Tabby whose name is
Robbie in the fourth thing I'll be
		

			at was a great scholar. But he
wasn't always that way. In fact,
		

			his mom used to struggle to get
him out of the bed and to get to
		

			him early in the morning. So he
would go and he would pray for off
		

			the budget. And she would struggle
so that he would sit in the masjid
		

			and be among those who attended
the Halaqaat at a very early
		

			harpaz At a very young age.
Interestingly, this is the similar
		

			case, a very similar case for many
of the greatest scholars, and Imam
		

			Shafi. It was his mom who groomed
him after his father passed away,
		

			roomed him, prepared him and took
him all the way from HERSA, to
		

			Mecca. So he would actually sit
underneath the greatest of
		

			scholars. Similarly, after that
Muhammad, it was his mom who took
		

			him all the way and made him and
tried her best to basically offer,
		

			you know, make offers to the
greatest of scholars, and they do
		

			it except to teach in the 100. So
this was, again, a large
		

			contribution coming from the
mother coming from the parents,
		

			which shows us and teaches us that
really, parents have to put their
		

			best and have to really invest in
the children trying to get them
		

			the best of knowledge and the best
of education, especially the
		

			education of the dean that
benefits. Now, fast forward 12
		

			years life and look at how he how
he is and the beautiful seeds that
		

			his mom placed. Now they're coming
to fruition. Look at him. Now. His
		

			mom is walking into the room, he's
playing play, I mean, laid, and
		

			he's tearing, crying, crying,
crying, just bawling, his eyes
		

			out, tears coming down, rolling on
his eyes. So she begins to worry
		

			about her son. She waits until
he's done. And the third seems,
		

			what happened, my son what's
wrong, what's wrong? And he tells
		

			her, nothing. Don't worry about
that. She says, Did you kill
		

			anybody? I've never seen anybody
cry this much, except that we've
		

			probably done something so bad.
And then he responded says Yes,
		

			ma'am, indeed, if killed. And then
she's so shocked. She looks at him
		

			and she tells him who did you
kill. He says, I killed myself and
		

			my soul and my heart, I destroyed
my life and my heart because of
		

			all the sins of the committee. And
she looks at images of Han Allah,
		

			I've never seen you do any sins,
and she's trying to make you feel
		

			better, but because he's reached
such such a point in knowledge and
		

			closeness to Allah subhanaw taala,
that he begins to look at all the
		

			small sins and is struggling to
overcome them. And he's doing his
		

			best to come as close as possible
to Allah subhanaw taala this month
		

			of Ramadan, invest in your
children, turn to Allah Subhana
		

			Allah in repentance, turn to lots
of Canada and asking Him for
		

			forgiveness for all the sins
whether small or large, and be
		

			sincere to the point where you're
standing and crying to the point
		

			where people begin to wonder or
you know, anybody who would see
		

			you begin to wonder what on earth
did this guy do? It's not because
		

			of the largeness or the
magnificence of the sin. But
		

			rather, it's the knowledge the
loss of habitat is the most
		

			supreme that really humbles the
heart to the point where tears can
		

			just roll down with such immense,
immense concentration and such
		

			intensity. We have also had allow
this month to be a month of
		

			forgiveness and allow this month
to be a month in which we seek
		

			knowledge and especially knowledge
that benefits just happened. Well
		

			here was salam aleikum wa
rahmatullah.