Hosam Helal – Who Did You Kill Ramadan Series Rabee’ Bin Al Khuthaim Ep. 9

Bismillah R Rahman Rahim hamdulillah Alameen wa salatu

salam ala Ashrafi loosening. Today we're going to be talking about

another great Tabby whose name is Robbie in the fourth thing I'll be

at was a great scholar. But he wasn't always that way. In fact,

his mom used to struggle to get him out of the bed and to get to

him early in the morning. So he would go and he would pray for off

the budget. And she would struggle so that he would sit in the masjid

and be among those who attended the Halaqaat at a very early

harpaz At a very young age. Interestingly, this is the similar

case, a very similar case for many of the greatest scholars, and Imam

Shafi. It was his mom who groomed him after his father passed away,

roomed him, prepared him and took him all the way from HERSA, to

Mecca. So he would actually sit underneath the greatest of

scholars. Similarly, after that Muhammad, it was his mom who took

him all the way and made him and tried her best to basically offer,

you know, make offers to the greatest of scholars, and they do

it except to teach in the 100. So this was, again, a large

contribution coming from the mother coming from the parents,

which shows us and teaches us that really, parents have to put their

best and have to really invest in the children trying to get them

the best of knowledge and the best of education, especially the

education of the dean that benefits. Now, fast forward 12

years life and look at how he how he is and the beautiful seeds that

his mom placed. Now they're coming to fruition. Look at him. Now. His

mom is walking into the room, he's playing play, I mean, laid, and

he's tearing, crying, crying, crying, just bawling, his eyes

out, tears coming down, rolling on his eyes. So she begins to worry

about her son. She waits until he's done. And the third seems,

what happened, my son what's wrong, what's wrong? And he tells

her, nothing. Don't worry about that. She says, Did you kill

anybody? I've never seen anybody cry this much, except that we've

probably done something so bad. And then he responded says Yes,

ma'am, indeed, if killed. And then she's so shocked. She looks at him

and she tells him who did you kill. He says, I killed myself and

my soul and my heart, I destroyed my life and my heart because of

all the sins of the committee. And she looks at images of Han Allah,

I've never seen you do any sins, and she's trying to make you feel

better, but because he's reached such such a point in knowledge and

closeness to Allah subhanaw taala, that he begins to look at all the

small sins and is struggling to overcome them. And he's doing his

best to come as close as possible to Allah subhanaw taala this month

of Ramadan, invest in your children, turn to Allah Subhana

Allah in repentance, turn to lots of Canada and asking Him for

forgiveness for all the sins whether small or large, and be

sincere to the point where you're standing and crying to the point

where people begin to wonder or you know, anybody who would see

you begin to wonder what on earth did this guy do? It's not because

of the largeness or the magnificence of the sin. But

rather, it's the knowledge the loss of habitat is the most

supreme that really humbles the heart to the point where tears can

just roll down with such immense, immense concentration and such

intensity. We have also had allow this month to be a month of

forgiveness and allow this month to be a month in which we seek

knowledge and especially knowledge that benefits just happened. Well

here was salam aleikum wa rahmatullah.