Hosai Mojaddidi – Virtual Sisterhood Community Halaqa (Week 2)

Hosai Mojaddidi
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The speakers stress the importance of showing acceptance of the decree of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala and avoiding complaining. They also emphasize the need for individualism and faith in oneself, as well as protecting one's pride and being willing to be honest. The importance of guidance and structure for spiritual paths, one-stop shops, and a universal journey for guidance and a focus on meaningful conversations with teenagers is emphasized. The speakers also suggest seeking guidance and one-stop shops for guidance, and emphasize the importance of providing guidance and structure for spiritual Paths and one-stop shops for guidance.
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So

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welcome

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to the second meeting. We, you know, we've

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just started these with the quarantine.

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Typically, I do once a month meetings with

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sisters at MCC,

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but because of the quarantine and the fact

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that people are having, you know, still some

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a difficult time with,

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adjusting to this, very, very different world that

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we've all kind of found ourselves in.

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We thought these would be helpful to do

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these sessions inshallah.

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So,

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basically, I wanted to talk about this. You

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know, how are we struggling? How are we

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dealing with this?

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A few days ago, I actually wrote a

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post,

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and it was called I called it the

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10 Stages of Quarantine Life

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and How to Stay Afloat.

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So I just wanted to start off kinda

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talking about that because,

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you know, it's really important,

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you know, someone who talks about at length

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and that you probably hear me all the

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time talking about about emotional intelligence, you know,

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it's one of my favorite topics.

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One of the the first point of emotional

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intelligence is self awareness. Right? So we have

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to be very aware of what we're feeling

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in order to know how to respond to

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those feelings. And so, for some people,

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as I've mentioned in previous discussions that I've

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had over the past couple of weeks,

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there's different, you know,

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reactions to all of this. I have many

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friends who are very,

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you know, everything is going well.

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I'm enjoying the time with my family.

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I'm having a really, you know, positive time

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just sort of catching up on things and

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projects and calling family and, you know, I'm

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reconnecting

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with my spouse, my kids.

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So, there's some people who are really

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having a, an exceptional time almost and are

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very

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grateful for

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the time that they've been given because before,

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things were just so disjointed.

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And then you have other people who I

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think are really struggling because maybe their home

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life didn't have balance before.

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And now that they have no escape, they're

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having to confront

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a lot of the issues that they weren't

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confronting before. Maybe marital problems,

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issues with their children, issues with their, you

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know, themselves. You know, sometimes we

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we escape,

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ourselves because we're, you know, we're not happy

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with maybe where we are in life. We

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feel like we could be doing more,

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professionally,

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you know, in our personal relationships,

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spiritually.

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So, people can, you know, have different experiences

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based on what's going on. And people are

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having different experiences.

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But the most important thing to do in

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order to know how to react

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is to have those honest conversations with yourself.

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Right? Like, where am I

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as a forget everybody else. I need to

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kinda figure out where I am. So this,

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you know, these stages that I put together

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kind of help

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to pinpoint where you are because you, you

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know, we're all gonna be experiencing different things.

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But and there's they're not necessarily any type

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of chronology. So I'll just kind of go

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down them, and you can, you know, listen

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and try to figure out where,

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you know, what resonates with you, where you

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stand right now. Because I mean, and again,

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I I had to do this

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thinking about all the variant

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types of reactions people are having based on

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experience, based on what I'm being told, based

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on what I'm seeing and witnessing and reading

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from people. You know, I like to try

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to keep a pulse

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on what's going on. And so that's where

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this came from. It's trying to, you know,

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look at this from so many different angles,

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but kind of give people

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a structured, I guess, view of of what

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where they might be. Right?

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So the first,

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stage is shock, awe. Right?

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Many of us were shocked and, you know,

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stunned at at how rapidly this

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transformed our lives. And so some people might

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still be.

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And I feel like, you know, that feeling

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for some people is still existing. Like, they'll

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send articles, like, oh my god. Check this

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out. And there's this kind of, you know,

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this thing that they're feeding, that that feeds

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that sense of of just shock and, like,

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surprise that this is happening. What does this

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all mean? When is it gonna end? So

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they're kind of still lingering maybe in that

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phase.

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But, eventually, some people, you know, will come

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out inshallah, or our hope is

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that we react with submission. Right? That we,

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that we understand

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that this is all from Allah

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Good or bad,

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whether or not it's gonna, you know,

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cause any direct harm, inshaAllah. We ask, obviously,

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala for protection from that

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Or even,

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you know, harm to to anyone that we

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may know. That's all

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the decree of Allah, and He's the only

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one who has knowledge of that. So that's

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what submission is. It's just, like, surrendering, like,

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you know what? I just really can't do

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anything about it. I have to ride this

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out, and that can be months from now.

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Initially, I think many people were thinking this

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is gonna be maybe a week or 2,

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and then, you know, inconvenience, little bump in

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the road. And now schools are shutting down

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until end of May. Some places they're, you

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know, not,

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the end of the school year, like, which

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goes into June for some people. They've already,

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I think the state of California announced, right,

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that there will be no school

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school for the rest of the school year.

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So there's a lot of, you know, uncertainty

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still. And that's where the the response of

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of just submission makes the most sense because

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you cannot

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fight and resist something that has so much

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uncertainty hanging over it. And it's a lot

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easier to just say, I gotta you know,

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instead of driving myself crazy with all of

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these thoughts and and,

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you know, like resisting and pushing and being

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frustrated and resentful and angry at why this

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is happening.

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That needs to change and I just have

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to submit and surrender.

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And then when you do that, inshaAllah, before

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the sake of Allah Subh'anaHu Wa Ta A'la.

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Right? That's the whole purpose of why we

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do it. It's because we're trying to,

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in our actions

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show

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that we

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accept the decree of Allah, even if it

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displeases us, right? Even if it's not what

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we want,

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we still recognize that Allah has wisdoms. I

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mean, he his wisdom far obviously exceeds our

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own.

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So if he decrees this, then then there

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has to be a wisdom in it, and

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I don't know what that is yet. But

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at some point, I'll know inshallah either in

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this world or the next, so I'm just

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gonna

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accept it. And that's what Sabrul Jameel is.

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You're actually now putting

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all of that faith into action by holding

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your tongue. Right?

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It's very important that we watch what we're

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saying right now because there's a lot of

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people who don't realize

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that in your reaction,

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because, you know, you're displeased with what's happening,

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that

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you, may inadvertently,

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unknowingly,

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say something

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against Allah

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because he's the one who decreed it. Right?

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This isn't Trump.

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Trump is just a you know, he's a

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player in this big production of life, but

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he's not

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the one that is the fall guy for

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this. Neither

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is China or,

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you know, that's from a material lens. Sure.

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We can sit there and distribute plenty of

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blame across the board to everybody who let

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things get as bad as it's gotten. But,

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ultimately, ultimately,

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again, this is the metaphysical lens,

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everything that is decreed is decreed by Allah.

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So when you submit and surrender, you get

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to, you know, show, display to Allah Subhanahu

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Wa Ta'ala that you

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have sabr in his decree. And this is

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Ibadah. It is Ibadah

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to hold your tongue

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and just be patient and to not complain.

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Because the complaining

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that we do in in the face of

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these, situations,

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again,

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is even if we have no intention to

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do that,

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indirectly it is a complaint against Allah Subhanahu

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Wa Ta'ala.

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So the better response is to just say,

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You know, I surrender. Alhamdulillah.

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I believe in Allah. You know? And and

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that's it. And then

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because that, you know, this whole situation we

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can't control it and you acknowledge that Allah

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is the only one who can control it.

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Now that you've surrendered and you've let go

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of trying to,

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you know, focus so much attention on it,

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now you put your attention back on yourself,

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which is really the purpose of tribulations in

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the first place. So the next phase or

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stage would be rumination. And rumination is thoughts.

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It's it's it's, sort of cyclical

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thoughts that keep coming. Right? And they can

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be negative or positive. It's usually used in

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a to refer to negative sort of thoughts,

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but not necessarily always. So if you have

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rumination, it's just kind of you're thinking a

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lot. You know, you're reflecting a lot. So

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that's the next natural stage. Now that you've

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submitted, right, you accept that this is Allah's

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decree, the next natural stage should be rumination

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or analysis. Right? Assessment,

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which is why. Right? Asking that question, there's

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nothing wrong with that. There's nothing wrong with

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saying why did Allah

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you know, decree this at this time? You

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know, new year relatively speaking. Right? February, end

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of February, March

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of 2020. We're just into this new year.

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And already we've had, you know, some quite

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shocking things happen. Right? We had Kobe

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Bryant, which is, you know, a huge,

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you know, news

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thing that happened. Right? His passing. It affected

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a lot of people. Right? And then a

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few weeks later, a month later, this news

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of this virus starts spreading, and then, boom,

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our lives kinda shut down. So we have

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to kinda zoom out and ask why.

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Right? Why is Allah

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you know, putting the world, the entire world,

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under

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sort of a house arrest in a way,

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you know. And that's kind of how you

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have to look at it. Like, you know,

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when people,

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come out of prison and they're on parole,

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some people have,

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you know, those ankle bracelets or some tracking

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device, but they generally

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are under house arrest. They can't really they

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have limited mobility. Right? They can't really move

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as freely as someone who is a free

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citizen. Right?

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But if you look at the whole world

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in a sense, you know, there's many people

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who might not be, as impacted because they

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live in remote areas and they're clueless or,

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you know, they're innocent. They're maybe, I just

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imagine Aboriginal tribes, you know, in the middle

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of the rainforest or the desert who are

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completely in fitra.

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They're innocent. They're not really involved in all

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of the chaos of the world. You know,

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they're not involved with the politics and the,

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you know, financial sort of,

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you know, negligence or or liability that that

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cause that wreaks so much havoc in the

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world. You know, a lot of us, we

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don't we don't really think about that. Like,

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what

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how we contribute. Right? We we we, you

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know, we all,

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the consumption we have, for example. I mean,

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how much consumption do we all do individually,

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especially if we live in the

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west? We we consume a lot, you know,

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and then we're we're contributing, right, to the,

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to the disease of of this earth, of

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this planet. We're seeing, you know, pollution. We're

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seeing all of these, air pollution, just actual

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landfills

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being, you know, like so

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over over,

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used that we're having to actually send garbage

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into the oceans. We're depleting resources,

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coral reefs are disappearing,

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we're, you know, fishing like crazy. There's just

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so much,

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and then and then of course the fossil,

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you know, all the fuels and and all

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the stuff that's that is polluting the air

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that that's, you know, destroying the planet in

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so many ways. We could go on and

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on about all of our individual

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contribution to that. Right? But you have people

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in the world that are,

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like I said, in fitra, and they're innocent

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of those things because they're not doing any

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of that stuff. They don't have cars. They

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don't have homes. They don't have to have

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garbage. I mean, can you imagine

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a life that you live with such simplicity

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that you don't actually have garbage?

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Like, to

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me, that is unbelievable. Like, it really is.

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And that's why when you watch certain, you

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know, like, National Geographic or,

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Discovery Channel,

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documentaries and you see these people who live,

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with such minimal,

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you know, and and such minimal minimal

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lives. But this pala, they're all so happy,

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you know. They don't have they have huts

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for homes and they wear very limited clothing,

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yes. But they don't produce garbage. Like, just

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think about that for a moment.

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That they don't have like a garbage can

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because

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everything is used. Right? If they if they

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kill an animal for food,

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every part of that animal is used in

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some way or another.

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So the idea that there's human beings that

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exist like that, Subhanallah should, of course, you

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know, increase our, you know, just marvel at

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at the creation of Allah We

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have in existence right now in 2020,

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All you know those types of people they

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still exist.

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And of course we believe that they will

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be judged you know

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by Allah's we don't we don't have any

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say about about them, you know.

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But, you know, again, thinking about this, thinking

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about these things, like

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the majority of the world, the developed world

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anyway,

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that does contribute to all the world's problems

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where there is so much,

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you know, just

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so many issues. Gosh.

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Aside from, you know, pollution and all of

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those things that we contribute to, as we

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said, think of the

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negligence of of, you know, of of human

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beings. I mean, how many,

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poor people? How many impoverished people? How many

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starving people, how many orphans, how many elderly.

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Right? How many sick people are there in

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the world that are not being looked after?

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How many you know, how much wastage,

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of of food and and goods that could

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be distributed to people is done everywhere. And

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it and it's and the Muslim world is

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certainly

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not free from these things. You know, we

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see a lot of what we call israaf.

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Right?

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Which is which is waste.

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In in our own communities, We have to

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be honest about this. We can have bleeding

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hearts for maybe, you know, the plight of,

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of war torn countries and victims of war

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or orphans

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from

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afar. Right? We're here in our

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very,

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privileged lifestyles and we might feel like compelled

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to, to help certain causes.

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But if we're doing that, we're writing checks,

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you know, to to different relief organizations to

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support,

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people all over the world. But in our

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own homes, in our own backyards, in our

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own communities,

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we are wasting a lot of food and

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we're just not really in a state of,

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gratitude to Allah

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where we appreciate every single thing that he's

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given us and really are reflective of that.

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We are in a way contributing, right, to

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to the to the global crisis that we

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find ourselves in. So this is where the

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the rumination analysis process takes you. It's it

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takes you through these thoughts where you're actually

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starting to

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connect the dots that nothing happens by Allah's

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decree in vain. We know that. This is

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certainly not a game,

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or just, you know, oh, coincidence,

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or just a matter of,

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you know, a virus kind of,

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you know, acting independently. Of course, we don't

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believe that. It's it's all from Allah

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So that, you know, process of thinking about

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things on a very deep level, right, is

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where many of us should be.

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That's the appropriate reaction to something like this,

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assessing things. And then, again, because your eye

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is inward. Right? We can look at the

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global issue and,

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you know, look at it from,

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you know, or or the actual pandemic

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and realize we have no power to change

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it. But the change has to come from

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this internal, you know, process of really self

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reflection and thinking about things on a deep

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level. So we first, you know, we analyze

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things, we assess things, we kinda try to

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piece it all together.

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And this is also where looking historically is

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helpful because there's precedent.

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We have precedent in the world of natural

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disasters, calamities, plagues,

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diseases where millions of people are wiped out,

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you know, in a in a matter of

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very relatively short time.

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So this is not the first time, right,

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that these things have happened. And each time

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there was a similar, you know,

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dynamic where,

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again, people,

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are going in a certain direction,

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and then perhaps that direction is distant. It's

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far from where they should be. Right? We

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are here for a reason. We're here to

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worship our creator. But if we veer away

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from that path and we start

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doing things that we shouldn't be doing and

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we start,

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forgetting Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. And it sounds,

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you know, it's it's it's horrible to say,

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but the reality is

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the world is so distracting right now that

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it is easy to forget Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala.

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If you're not constantly

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realigning yourself, you know. If you're not constantly

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remembering.

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It's very easy. And there's a lot of

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people who

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who, you know, they they don't remember Allah

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They eat food, they don't say Bismillah.

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They finish their meals, they don't say Alhamdulillah.

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They don't pray. I mean, there's people in

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our community

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who are good people, you know.

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And that's the thing is that

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there's people who are very committed to their

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culture,

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their families, their careers, their, you know, their

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their educational path.

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They have good values.

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They have good hearts. They might even be

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giving in some way philanthropically,

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volunteering.

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But they

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can do all of that in the absence

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of,

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having a faith identity

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that compels them to actually worship their creator.

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And so

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they do a lot of good, but then

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there's this huge, you know, gap there or

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this disconnect where they don't have

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any real reflection of their lord. And And

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this is if you really think about

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our world in the direction it's going

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for a while now, we've been kind of

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headed in that direction, right, where people are

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completely,

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just losing the value of faith and the

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appreciation

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of what faith gives them. A lot of

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people think it's no big it's not, you

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know, that they, they don't need organized religion.

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Organized religion causes so many problems in the

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world, and they start going on off on

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all these little rants about, you know,

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the holocaust

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and terrorism

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and, you know,

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the inquisition and just all these things throughout

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history that, you know, the crusades that

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the religions have contributed to. Right? And so

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that gives them this justification

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to not really identify

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with a with an organized faith or a

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faith. To not really have a faith identity.

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So what comes in place of that? If

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you don't,

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say that you're a Christian or a Jew

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or a Muslim, if you don't establish your

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identity

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with a faith that is very firm in

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its practice and its belief systems. Right? Then

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it gives you this totally open,

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you know, identity to be whoever you want

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to be. And you can start to tailor

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your faith to your own whims and desires.

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This

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anytime

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human beings do that, they may, again, not

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be aware of it. But that,

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you know,

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oblige or or giving into your own wounds

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and desires is exactly what Shaytan

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who who who he is. Right? That's what

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that's his way is to just do what

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he feels

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is good and right,

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even if it goes against, right, Allah

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So this is what, unfortunately,

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you see now in much of the world.

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This kind of mindset is being adopted that

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I don't need a faith. Because, again, as

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soon as you say that,

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you are absolved

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of any responsibility

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to act in accordance with that faith.

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Right? If you're if you're like and you

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see even Muslims saying this, you know, like,

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I don't like labels. You know, you'll see

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people

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who,

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who clearly are Muslim, but they'll try to

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distance themselves

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from even saying that they're Muslim.

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I know. But why? Because

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I can if I don't have to be

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firm on that label,

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then I can, like I said, tailor,

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you know, things my way and do things

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my way. So this whole individualistic,

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you know, idea mindset has just taken over

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our world, and our community is affected by

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that as well because it's everywhere.

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That's why it's so important to pay attention

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to the messages that we're receiving, you know.

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And they come. They're subliminal oftentimes.

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They're in songs.

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They're in

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slogans,

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they're in, you know, advertisements,

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they're in,

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films, they're in commercials, they're in social media.

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You know, influencers.

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They're in

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everything.

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These messages

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that are,

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again, trying to break down

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our faith identity

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so that we adopt a very, you know,

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relaxed

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it's no big deal. Just be a good

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person. Be spiritual.

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Right? These terms are hijacked and, you know,

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co opted to mean certain things,

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for for certain people.

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But all of that is to distance,

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really,

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people from god.

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Because what is it saying? It's because you

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have atheists. You have people who don't even

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believe in god, who are, you know, humanists

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and they have, you know, these really,

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strong values about, you know, bringing people together

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and doing good works. So it's basically saying

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that in order to be a good person,

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you don't really necessarily need to have a

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belief in a a higher power.

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And

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that chips away again at a person's notion

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of the relevance and the value of of

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religion and God, and they just start

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kind of taking on their own,

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views as as as being because they're inherently

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good and you really, like, you know, logically

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or philosophically can't really argue against many sometimes

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some of their viewpoints

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that they feel, you know, a sense of

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pride in in who they are. And that

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means, hey. I can be a good person.

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I can do good. I can check on

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my neighbor. I can serve my parents and

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my in laws and my community.

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But I don't need to really,

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you know, pray 5 times a day.

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There's Muslims who and the thing is we

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have to accept this. This is a reality.

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There are people who are donors, let's say,

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to the masjid.

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They will. They because they, you know, they

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maybe like the youth programming or the community

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programs the masjid offers, or they like to

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show up, you know, for the Eid prayers.

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And there's certain times of the year maybe

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they feel, like, religiously inclined or just to

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come around the community.

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So they'll support, you know, the masjid,

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but they will not,

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like I said, pray or fast.

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You know, for them,

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Ramadan is optional.

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You know, so there's a lot of,

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just

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the the way that again, people are viewing,

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the the relevance,

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of faith and God has just kind of

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been diluted.

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And that contributes to why we're seeing

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so much in our world

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where people have have just forgotten that, why

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are you here? What, how did you get

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here in the 1st place?

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You know, consciousness,

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awareness, thought, language,

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all of these incredible faculties that have we've

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been given

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are if you really just sit and think

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about language, for example. I mean, I'm sometimes

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on because, you know, I teach my kids.

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And when you're teaching grammar or you're teaching,

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you know,

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parts of speech and different, like, aspects of

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language,

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it's really fascinating when you actually just stop

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and think about how language is even created.

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You know, like the idea

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that I can make certain sounds

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by combining certain sounds. Because what letters are,

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right? You're combining certain letters.

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And then in those combinations of letters,

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I can describe,

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you know, because language is is is a

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tool, right? It's that you can,

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that's the function of language is that you're

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describing things. Right? For other people. You're communicating

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things. Right? But the the fact that Allah

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gave us this gift to be able to

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move our tongues

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and project this voice

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and then

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say certain things that another human being

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can understand and comprehend. And when when if

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if you're a parent, you know what I'm

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talking about. When you're teaching

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your infants language, isn't it fascinating? It's like,

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how do they even know what I'm saying?

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Like, when would they start picking up new

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words,

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and then their vocabulary is built over time,

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and it's like, woah.

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This newborn that uttered nothing and had no

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no concept of language within a relatively short

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amount of time

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is forming words and then understands the meanings

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of those words, understands,

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you know, how to put those words together

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and, you know, all of that. We don't

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reflect on what a incredible gift that is

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from Allah subhata.

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So this is, you know, how a person

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who's actually

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thinking on a deep level

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about this, you know, the whole just everything,

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existence,

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arrives to the conclusion that this is not

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by any

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means an accident, you know.

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Like, the idea of that is just so

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crazy. Right?

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But it can only again come from,

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from the heart or the the mind of

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a of a person who's who's blinded by

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their own arrogance to be able to see

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that you didn't just end up here by

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accident. This was this is deliberate. You're here

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for a reason. And the one who created

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you out of nothing

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and gave you life in existence,

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he gave it to you for a reason.

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You're here only to worship him. So when

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you start thinking that you're,

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you know, self sufficient and you don't need

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him

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and that you can still be good without

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him, you're clearly deluded. Right? You're clearly off,

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you know, you're just you're you're off the

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the path. And so how do how do

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you get back on? Well, maybe if you,

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you know, your life gets shaken up a

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little bit, you know, kinda like a snowball.

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What happens? You know, you just shake up

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the snowball a little bit and things start

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to fall into place.

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Right? And then you start seeing,

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you know, things clearly

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once everything settles down. So I think that's

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how we have to look at all of

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this. Right? That this is

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we're just in a situation where Allah

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is,

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is really reminding us of who we are

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and why we're here. But all of that,

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you know, thought process cannot come if you're

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not even,

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you know, submitting,

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first of all. So it's the first order

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is to decree, I mean, to submit to

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his decree and surrender,

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then start reflecting on that big question why.

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And then the third stage is to go

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back even more inwardly. So we've kind of

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addressed the collective why of why we may

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all be here. But what about, you know,

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the in individual

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why? And this is where regret,

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remorse, and repentance comes in. This is the

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3rd stage.

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We have to, at this point of this

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whole,

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you know, pandemic, if we haven't been making

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toba,

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we are really missing out. Like, if you're

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baking cookies all day

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and watching YouTube videos

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and Netflixing,

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but you haven't sat down with yourself and

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really made genuine tawba to Allah

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you are clearly missing the point.

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So that's where we should be. We should

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be in a state of

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real regret

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and remorse for our previous sins that we've

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done.

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And when you think of sins, you know,

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you can I think it's natural because we

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have selective memory

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that we immediately go to the big sins?

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Right?

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So whatever big sin you've ever done, because

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it kind of is like that monkey on

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your back that it's like a shadow that

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seems to never go away if you have

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that conscience, right, where it's always following you.

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So those sins are are kind of glaring

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and you can't really ignore them.

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You know, focus on those sins, but also

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think about the little things that we do.

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We do a lot of sins. We're sinning

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every single day. And that's why the habit

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of making this is so important because we're

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so sinful that we don't even realize we're

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sinning half the time.

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And and so it's so important that we

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recognize that we are sinful

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to such a degree that if we actually

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sat

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and took a count of our sins, like

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had a calculator,

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we probably or like a, you know, in

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those olden days when they'd have, like,

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a receipt. Right?

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And they would would have, like, a piece

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of little piece of paper that would be

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printed at the end. Right? So you would

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be, you know, calculating, calculating, calculating. All of

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a sudden, you get this long ledger of,

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like, whatever it was that you were adding

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up.

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I really think if we sat and we

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were like, if we could see what the

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angels on our shoulders were writing about us,

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the scrolls would be, like, super long every

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day. We'd probably have, like, these long strips.

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Like, at the end of the day, here's

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your scroll.

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You know, look at what you did all

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day. And we'd be probably blown away

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because we're not counting half the stuff we

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do as sins. We seem to only we

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have these kind of black and white, you

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know, understanding or or very limited understanding of,

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sin where we only think the of the,

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like, the big sin. Why I didn't kill

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anybody? I didn't steal anything.

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You know, those are yeah. Those are huge

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sins. But what about the little sins? Right?

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What about the eye roll? Like, people don't

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think about eye rolling.

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When you eye roll,

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that is a total act of reba.

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It is a sin. It's a sin if

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someone's talking to you and you do this.

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It's a total sin. It's a sin even

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to do it about, like, a celebrity or

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someone you don't even know.

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Because it is, you know, the and this

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is why it's so important to know that

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reba,

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by the way,

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is not just an action of the tongue,

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which a lot of people, again, assume. They

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assume that you only

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are can make reba about someone by by

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speaking ill of them. That's not true. There's

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there's

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in the heart,

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where you actually think a negative thought about

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someone in the absence,

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you know, of evidence. Like, you have no

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reason to think a negative thought of someone

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just because

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you dislike them, that you have

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a bad negative thought. And that is actually

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sinful.

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So we are sinning on a day to

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day basis a lot.

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And the purpose of accounting for your sin,

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and this is where I think a lot

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of people get stuck, is not to make

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you feel bad.

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Because

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that's you know, self loathing and despair is

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not a part of our faith. We're not

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the pea the people that just sit and,

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you know, wanna like, try to make people

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feel horrible about themselves.

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The reason why you take account of your

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sins

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is that the

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in in reflecting on how sinful you are,

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you're more appreciative

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of the mercy of your lord.

00:31:02 --> 00:31:03

That your lord,

00:31:04 --> 00:31:05

despite your sins,

00:31:07 --> 00:31:09

is still with you, is still giving to

00:31:09 --> 00:31:10

you, is still

00:31:11 --> 00:31:14

generous with you. So take account of your

00:31:14 --> 00:31:17

sins, be humble, but then make that recognition

00:31:17 --> 00:31:18

that, Alhamdulillah,

00:31:19 --> 00:31:22

I have this lord that even though I

00:31:22 --> 00:31:24

am so sinful and even though I can

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be so, you know,

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just negative and nasty

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because of his mercy and his generosity,

00:31:35 --> 00:31:36

right,

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that he's still he hasn't turned away from

00:31:39 --> 00:31:39

me,

00:31:40 --> 00:31:43

that I'm still a believer. We

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have to make so much gratitude

00:31:46 --> 00:31:47

for our iman,

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like, every day. Because there are people that

00:31:50 --> 00:31:51

are outside

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of this faith

00:31:53 --> 00:31:56

that are they don't know what's going on.

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And they're I mean, I don't even know

00:31:58 --> 00:32:00

how to how I would process this. May

00:32:00 --> 00:32:00

God never,

00:32:01 --> 00:32:03

let me know that because I you know,

00:32:03 --> 00:32:05

as a as a non Muslim, I never

00:32:05 --> 00:32:06

wanna ever have that,

00:32:07 --> 00:32:07

understanding.

00:32:07 --> 00:32:09

Right? But if you actually think about my

00:32:09 --> 00:32:12

god, to not have a faith that would

00:32:12 --> 00:32:12

help you

00:32:13 --> 00:32:15

cope with things that happened to you, loss,

00:32:15 --> 00:32:15

grief,

00:32:16 --> 00:32:17

what was what's going on now

00:32:18 --> 00:32:20

is so devastating. But there's a lot of

00:32:20 --> 00:32:21

people who are out there like that. So

00:32:21 --> 00:32:24

the point of accounting for sins is that

00:32:24 --> 00:32:25

we

00:32:25 --> 00:32:27

are reminded

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that we remind ourselves of the mercy and

00:32:30 --> 00:32:32

the infinite mercy of our Lord.

00:32:32 --> 00:32:34

And that in turn, see, everything has a

00:32:34 --> 00:32:38

response. So I recognize my sinfulness. Right? And

00:32:38 --> 00:32:39

I I feel,

00:32:39 --> 00:32:42

like, guilty because you should. Shame before Allah

00:32:42 --> 00:32:44

is a good thing. Is there nothing wrong

00:32:44 --> 00:32:46

with that? To feel, like, shame. Your your

00:32:46 --> 00:32:48

eyes are cast down. You don't feel good

00:32:48 --> 00:32:49

about yourself.

00:32:50 --> 00:32:51

And then that increases your,

00:32:52 --> 00:32:54

you know, awe and and just

00:32:54 --> 00:32:57

appreciation for the rahma of Allah

00:32:57 --> 00:32:58

It makes you more grateful. It makes you

00:32:58 --> 00:33:01

just more, like, you know, in awe and

00:33:01 --> 00:33:03

in love, right, with your lord. But then

00:33:03 --> 00:33:05

what does that do? That feeling can't just

00:33:05 --> 00:33:06

end there.

00:33:07 --> 00:33:09

Then it makes you what? Want to work

00:33:09 --> 00:33:11

more to please him.

00:33:11 --> 00:33:13

So everything is, you know, connected.

00:33:14 --> 00:33:17

Recognize your sinfulness. Recognize the mercy of your

00:33:17 --> 00:33:19

lord that even though you're sinful, he's still

00:33:19 --> 00:33:21

with you. Now do something about it to

00:33:21 --> 00:33:24

show your gratitude. Don't just sit there and,

00:33:24 --> 00:33:25

you know, praise,

00:33:26 --> 00:33:27

him and think that's it. Because he doesn't

00:33:27 --> 00:33:29

need our praise. Right? It's kind of empty

00:33:29 --> 00:33:32

in in the big scheme of things. It's

00:33:32 --> 00:33:35

not like it's, it's adding anything to him

00:33:35 --> 00:33:37

when we praise him. We praise him for

00:33:37 --> 00:33:39

our own selves. Right?

00:33:39 --> 00:33:40

So

00:33:40 --> 00:33:42

we praise him, but then the follow-up

00:33:43 --> 00:33:45

is we act in accordance with what pleases

00:33:45 --> 00:33:48

him. So now I'm looking for opportunities. Well,

00:33:48 --> 00:33:51

You Allah, you're so merciful. I'm not worthy.

00:33:52 --> 00:33:53

What do I need to do

00:33:53 --> 00:33:55

to get closer to you and to show

00:33:55 --> 00:33:57

you how appreciative I am? Because I'll never

00:33:57 --> 00:33:59

be good enough, but at least I'm trying.

00:33:59 --> 00:34:01

At least I'm I have the wants. At

00:34:01 --> 00:34:04

least I I have the desire to put

00:34:04 --> 00:34:05

your pleasure before my own.

00:34:06 --> 00:34:08

I do. And even though I'll never it'll

00:34:08 --> 00:34:11

never be enough. Right? Like, the hadith. Right?

00:34:11 --> 00:34:13

The hadith of the man who who, on

00:34:13 --> 00:34:14

the day of judgement,

00:34:14 --> 00:34:16

the angels, you know,

00:34:17 --> 00:34:19

they they told him that he he he

00:34:19 --> 00:34:21

was granted Jannah. And they said, you know,

00:34:21 --> 00:34:23

when they told him to go to Jannah,

00:34:23 --> 00:34:24

they said, by the mercy

00:34:25 --> 00:34:27

of your lord, enter Jannah.

00:34:28 --> 00:34:29

And I mean, this is going to happen.

00:34:29 --> 00:34:31

The thing is these hadith that we're told,

00:34:31 --> 00:34:33

of course, because Allah is outside of the

00:34:33 --> 00:34:35

realm of time. Right? He created time. That's

00:34:35 --> 00:34:38

why we have, you know, hadith, that kind

00:34:38 --> 00:34:41

of foretell us of what's going to happen.

00:34:41 --> 00:34:43

So this man, he actually,

00:34:44 --> 00:34:46

you know, in before he goes, he kind

00:34:46 --> 00:34:48

of questions, like, well, why is it by

00:34:48 --> 00:34:50

the mercy of God? Why did he say

00:34:50 --> 00:34:52

that? Because he was a man who Allah

00:34:52 --> 00:34:55

granted to him a long life. He worshiped

00:34:55 --> 00:34:56

for 500 years

00:34:56 --> 00:34:59

perfectly, pretty much. He was just a worshiper.

00:34:59 --> 00:35:00

So he felt

00:35:01 --> 00:35:01

that he was

00:35:02 --> 00:35:04

owed Jannah. Like I did all of this,

00:35:04 --> 00:35:05

you know, so I should just get to

00:35:05 --> 00:35:08

it because of merit. Like I deserve it.

00:35:08 --> 00:35:09

Right? I deserve

00:35:09 --> 00:35:11

to be in Jannah. Why is it by

00:35:11 --> 00:35:12

his mercy?

00:35:12 --> 00:35:16

So the angels communicated back to him, okay.

00:35:16 --> 00:35:19

You know, that that of for those 500

00:35:19 --> 00:35:21

years that you worshiped as perfectly as you

00:35:21 --> 00:35:24

did, all of that was good enough

00:35:24 --> 00:35:26

just for the blessing of eyesight. Like, it

00:35:26 --> 00:35:29

was it was enough of of a gratitude,

00:35:29 --> 00:35:31

a show of gratitude just for the blessing

00:35:31 --> 00:35:32

of eyesight.

00:35:32 --> 00:35:34

So what are we doing if we think

00:35:34 --> 00:35:36

that, you know, we don't need

00:35:36 --> 00:35:38

to to show our,

00:35:39 --> 00:35:40

appreciation to Allah

00:35:40 --> 00:35:42

We've completely lost,

00:35:42 --> 00:35:44

you know, again, sight of of of our

00:35:44 --> 00:35:45

purpose here.

00:35:45 --> 00:35:47

Everything is about gratitude to Allah Subhanahu wa

00:35:47 --> 00:35:50

Ta'ala. Everything we do. So that's where these

00:35:50 --> 00:35:54

this this regret, remorse, and, you know,

00:35:54 --> 00:35:56

repentance takes you to. It takes you to

00:35:56 --> 00:35:57

that realization

00:35:57 --> 00:35:58

that I

00:35:59 --> 00:36:01

as sinful as I am on a regular,

00:36:01 --> 00:36:03

you know, I'm not talking about just big

00:36:03 --> 00:36:06

sins. Regularly speaking, we are sinful.

00:36:07 --> 00:36:07

Allah's

00:36:07 --> 00:36:09

still so generous with me. I need to

00:36:10 --> 00:36:12

increase my acts of worship to him. I

00:36:12 --> 00:36:14

need to increase my good deeds. Right? And

00:36:14 --> 00:36:15

then, you know, another stage, and I'm just

00:36:15 --> 00:36:17

kind of going off the list, for those

00:36:17 --> 00:36:18

of you who are entering,

00:36:19 --> 00:36:22

about the 10 stages that people may find

00:36:22 --> 00:36:24

themselves in during this quarantine, and I'm kind

00:36:24 --> 00:36:25

of breaking it down.

00:36:26 --> 00:36:28

Now for some people, you know, I kind

00:36:28 --> 00:36:31

of, you know, expedited this process of regret,

00:36:31 --> 00:36:34

remorse, repentance, and went straight to wanting action.

00:36:34 --> 00:36:36

For some people, they need a little bit

00:36:36 --> 00:36:36

more time,

00:36:38 --> 00:36:40

because maybe they have committed some big sins.

00:36:40 --> 00:36:41

You know, maybe they have

00:36:42 --> 00:36:45

committed things that are weighing very heavy on

00:36:45 --> 00:36:46

their souls.

00:36:47 --> 00:36:49

And they, I know for example,

00:36:50 --> 00:36:50

a sister

00:36:51 --> 00:36:51

who,

00:36:52 --> 00:36:55

you know, she's she's actually an older woman,

00:36:55 --> 00:36:57

but she had, you know and and confiding

00:36:57 --> 00:36:59

in me, she had told me that there

00:36:59 --> 00:37:02

are 2 things that really weigh heavy on

00:37:02 --> 00:37:03

her when she thinks about her life,

00:37:04 --> 00:37:05

and they are

00:37:05 --> 00:37:07

abortion. That she had

00:37:08 --> 00:37:10

a a certain period during her marriage because

00:37:10 --> 00:37:12

she had multiple children,

00:37:13 --> 00:37:15

and she just couldn't even think about having

00:37:15 --> 00:37:16

more kids,

00:37:17 --> 00:37:19

that she went to, you know, one of

00:37:19 --> 00:37:20

these planned,

00:37:21 --> 00:37:21

parenthood,

00:37:23 --> 00:37:24

clinics.

00:37:24 --> 00:37:27

This was many years ago, and she ended

00:37:27 --> 00:37:28

up aborting her pregnancy.

00:37:29 --> 00:37:31

I think she said she did it more

00:37:31 --> 00:37:32

than once.

00:37:34 --> 00:37:36

So, you know, that's gonna weigh for a

00:37:36 --> 00:37:39

lot of people who've done things like that.

00:37:39 --> 00:37:41

It's likely gonna weigh on their soul until

00:37:41 --> 00:37:42

they die. Right?

00:37:43 --> 00:37:45

So there might be some people who are

00:37:46 --> 00:37:49

grappling with sorrow and intense sadness, lamenting

00:37:50 --> 00:37:52

for things that they do feel

00:37:53 --> 00:37:54

still guilty for.

00:37:54 --> 00:37:56

And even that is okay when it's between

00:37:56 --> 00:37:57

them and Allah

00:37:58 --> 00:38:00

Right? Because such a person, she should, you

00:38:00 --> 00:38:02

know, or he they should never,

00:38:02 --> 00:38:05

you know, feel shamed by a human being

00:38:05 --> 00:38:06

over what they did. Like, I don't you

00:38:06 --> 00:38:08

know, I would never shame this person to

00:38:08 --> 00:38:10

go, yeah. You felt you should feel horrible.

00:38:10 --> 00:38:11

How could you do something like that? All

00:38:11 --> 00:38:13

the blah blah. It's so wrong to do

00:38:13 --> 00:38:14

that. Right?

00:38:14 --> 00:38:16

But for an individual

00:38:17 --> 00:38:17

to

00:38:18 --> 00:38:20

hold on to sadness over

00:38:20 --> 00:38:22

maybe some bigger sins that they've done

00:38:23 --> 00:38:25

is not a bad thing. As long as

00:38:25 --> 00:38:27

they're not falling in despair, it's more about

00:38:28 --> 00:38:28

just truly,

00:38:29 --> 00:38:29

recognizing

00:38:30 --> 00:38:33

their infraction. You know? Like, it's like I

00:38:33 --> 00:38:33

I overstepped,

00:38:34 --> 00:38:36

and I I feel bad about it. And

00:38:36 --> 00:38:38

it was a serious enough thing where I

00:38:38 --> 00:38:40

don't just write it off and forget about

00:38:40 --> 00:38:42

it. Even though, again, in the,

00:38:43 --> 00:38:45

accounting of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala because he's

00:38:45 --> 00:38:46

so Raheem,

00:38:46 --> 00:38:48

you know, he tells us when you sin,

00:38:48 --> 00:38:50

follow it up with a good deed,

00:38:50 --> 00:38:52

Make sincere toba. Right? Which is

00:38:53 --> 00:38:55

repent, acknowledge what you did was wrong.

00:38:56 --> 00:38:58

Promise to never do it again and never

00:38:58 --> 00:38:59

do it again. Never act on that same

00:38:59 --> 00:39:02

sin. That's what that's the formula for sincere

00:39:02 --> 00:39:05

repentance. Right? And Allah swaddled it promises that

00:39:05 --> 00:39:06

if we do that, it's a it's as

00:39:06 --> 00:39:08

if the slate has been completely wiped. Like,

00:39:08 --> 00:39:11

it's all gone. And that's out of his

00:39:11 --> 00:39:13

rahma. But on our in our own conscience,

00:39:14 --> 00:39:15

even if we know that to be true,

00:39:15 --> 00:39:17

because our Lord is so merciful,

00:39:18 --> 00:39:19

having humility

00:39:19 --> 00:39:22

about our bad actions is not a bad

00:39:22 --> 00:39:24

thing. As long as it connects our heart

00:39:24 --> 00:39:27

back to the point we we made earlier,

00:39:27 --> 00:39:27

which is

00:39:28 --> 00:39:30

as sinful as we are, our lord is

00:39:30 --> 00:39:34

so merciful. And that's why he's he's so

00:39:34 --> 00:39:36

deserving of our praise and our worship.

00:39:37 --> 00:39:38

That's the final,

00:39:39 --> 00:39:41

thought that we should end with when we're

00:39:41 --> 00:39:44

accounting for our deeds. It's not to hate

00:39:44 --> 00:39:46

ourselves and to be disgusted with ourselves. No.

00:39:46 --> 00:39:47

That's that's waswasa.

00:39:47 --> 00:39:49

It's to arrive at this place

00:39:50 --> 00:39:53

that of such deep humility that the only

00:39:53 --> 00:39:55

conclusion you come out of all of that

00:39:55 --> 00:39:58

is that Allahu Akbar. Truly, Allahu Akbar. And

00:39:58 --> 00:39:59

he deserves

00:40:00 --> 00:40:00

my,

00:40:01 --> 00:40:02

my worship and my sincerity.

00:40:03 --> 00:40:04

So,

00:40:04 --> 00:40:07

from that feeling, right, from whether, you know,

00:40:07 --> 00:40:08

when you're feeling,

00:40:09 --> 00:40:09

again,

00:40:10 --> 00:40:13

poised and ready to now act because you've

00:40:13 --> 00:40:16

assessed, you've accounted for, you've made Tawba for

00:40:16 --> 00:40:18

sincerely, you've really truly,

00:40:19 --> 00:40:20

are filled with regret,

00:40:20 --> 00:40:23

then we get into redressing the wrongs, right,

00:40:23 --> 00:40:24

and restitution.

00:40:25 --> 00:40:28

So redressing wrongs is if you've done something

00:40:28 --> 00:40:30

to hurt another person.

00:40:30 --> 00:40:32

This is a very good opportunity right now,

00:40:32 --> 00:40:34

and and people should know this. Like,

00:40:35 --> 00:40:38

if you're not talking to someone because of

00:40:38 --> 00:40:39

some fallout that you had,

00:40:40 --> 00:40:42

or there's a relative that you've lost contact

00:40:42 --> 00:40:44

with for whatever reason,

00:40:45 --> 00:40:47

or a friend. It doesn't matter. If there's

00:40:47 --> 00:40:47

someone

00:40:48 --> 00:40:51

that you have just sort of broken ties

00:40:51 --> 00:40:53

with, or maybe they wronged you or you

00:40:53 --> 00:40:55

wronged them, and there's just been this, you

00:40:55 --> 00:40:57

know, divide between you 2,

00:40:57 --> 00:40:58

This is the opportunity

00:40:59 --> 00:41:01

now to say, you know, maybe

00:41:01 --> 00:41:05

whatever happened, we can, again, clear the air,

00:41:05 --> 00:41:08

and we can redress the wrongs. You know?

00:41:08 --> 00:41:10

So if you yourself know that maybe you

00:41:10 --> 00:41:13

were responsible for the fallout, maybe you spoke

00:41:13 --> 00:41:15

ill of someone behind their back or betrayed

00:41:15 --> 00:41:16

their trust,

00:41:17 --> 00:41:20

or something, you know, that you you truly

00:41:20 --> 00:41:22

do recognize you did. And again, we can't

00:41:22 --> 00:41:23

hide with Allah

00:41:24 --> 00:41:26

what we've done. So you gotta be honest

00:41:26 --> 00:41:27

enough. You don't have to make admissions to

00:41:27 --> 00:41:29

anybody about your sins, by the way. You

00:41:29 --> 00:41:30

know, you don't need to do that. As

00:41:30 --> 00:41:33

Muslims, we don't have this idea, right, of

00:41:33 --> 00:41:35

having to go with an intermediary

00:41:36 --> 00:41:38

and confess our sins and, you know, and

00:41:38 --> 00:41:40

then we're good. No. We go directly to

00:41:40 --> 00:41:41

Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. So you don't ever

00:41:41 --> 00:41:43

have share what you've done with people. But

00:41:43 --> 00:41:45

in your heart of hearts, in your conscience,

00:41:46 --> 00:41:48

you have to be willing to be honest

00:41:48 --> 00:41:49

enough to say,

00:41:49 --> 00:41:50

I was responsible.

00:41:50 --> 00:41:51

I did,

00:41:52 --> 00:41:54

betray this so and so's trust, and I

00:41:54 --> 00:41:55

did hurt this person.

00:41:56 --> 00:41:58

And I need to redress that.

00:41:59 --> 00:42:01

And that can be done. If it's at

00:42:01 --> 00:42:03

done at the cost of your pride,

00:42:03 --> 00:42:05

oh, well. Like, really, at a at a

00:42:05 --> 00:42:06

certain day, you kinda have to weigh the

00:42:06 --> 00:42:08

the scales and say, you know what?

00:42:09 --> 00:42:12

Either I let my pride lead in this

00:42:12 --> 00:42:12

and,

00:42:13 --> 00:42:15

you know, try to save face and,

00:42:15 --> 00:42:18

you know, refuse to ever engage with this

00:42:18 --> 00:42:20

person and, oh, they cut me off and

00:42:20 --> 00:42:22

whatever. I had my problems with them too.

00:42:22 --> 00:42:23

And, you know, you can sit here and

00:42:23 --> 00:42:25

justify all of that stuff. But it's all

00:42:25 --> 00:42:26

really to

00:42:26 --> 00:42:28

to save your pride. At the end of

00:42:28 --> 00:42:30

the day, that's what you're doing. Right? Or

00:42:30 --> 00:42:31

you can say,

00:42:33 --> 00:42:35

when we hear the hadith of a person

00:42:35 --> 00:42:37

who will not be entered with an Adam's

00:42:37 --> 00:42:38

grain

00:42:39 --> 00:42:40

weight of pride in Jannah.

00:42:41 --> 00:42:44

Right? What is isn't it worth it to

00:42:44 --> 00:42:44

say,

00:42:45 --> 00:42:46

I'm going to show Allah

00:42:47 --> 00:42:50

again that he is greater, you know, than

00:42:50 --> 00:42:52

than my pride. He is his pleasure is

00:42:52 --> 00:42:55

more important than than my ego.

00:42:55 --> 00:42:57

So I'm going to

00:42:58 --> 00:42:59

push my pride aside

00:43:00 --> 00:43:02

and actually do this. And it can be

00:43:02 --> 00:43:02

done very,

00:43:03 --> 00:43:04

you know, you don't have to do this

00:43:04 --> 00:43:07

elaborate thing, but, you know, just extending a

00:43:07 --> 00:43:08

phone call,

00:43:09 --> 00:43:11

you know, an email if you really have

00:43:11 --> 00:43:12

a hard time with confrontation,

00:43:13 --> 00:43:14

a text message,

00:43:14 --> 00:43:16

something that says,

00:43:16 --> 00:43:17

I'm sorry.

00:43:17 --> 00:43:19

And I'll tell you a personal story.

00:43:19 --> 00:43:21

You know, and a lot of the stuff

00:43:21 --> 00:43:21

that

00:43:22 --> 00:43:23

that I talk about, by the way,

00:43:23 --> 00:43:25

I hope it's clear. I don't you know,

00:43:25 --> 00:43:27

I I'm sharing a lot of stuff that

00:43:27 --> 00:43:28

I've done myself. So I don't like to

00:43:28 --> 00:43:30

I I'm not that type that just is

00:43:31 --> 00:43:33

telling you guys stuff where, you know, for

00:43:33 --> 00:43:35

whatever reason. It's actually because I've lived it

00:43:35 --> 00:43:37

and I know the benefits of it. A

00:43:37 --> 00:43:39

while ago, a few years ago,

00:43:39 --> 00:43:40

I,

00:43:41 --> 00:43:43

was feeling very heavy hearted because

00:43:44 --> 00:43:46

in high school and I was, you know,

00:43:46 --> 00:43:48

I was still of age, I'm still accountable,

00:43:48 --> 00:43:50

but I wasn't practicing in terms of my

00:43:50 --> 00:43:53

faith. I had a very cultural religious identity.

00:43:53 --> 00:43:56

But I had an altercation, and it was

00:43:56 --> 00:43:58

a physical, like, fight in high school

00:43:58 --> 00:44:01

with a a girl, and that did not

00:44:02 --> 00:44:03

end well for her.

00:44:04 --> 00:44:05

And I'm not you know, it's not about

00:44:05 --> 00:44:07

who won the fight. You know,

00:44:08 --> 00:44:09

But the point is is

00:44:10 --> 00:44:13

the way that her life spiraled after that

00:44:13 --> 00:44:15

fight because it was kind of a big

00:44:15 --> 00:44:17

deal at the school, and she,

00:44:17 --> 00:44:20

she kind of got, you know, torn apart

00:44:20 --> 00:44:21

for it for for, you know, her,

00:44:22 --> 00:44:24

for not doing very well in the fight.

00:44:24 --> 00:44:26

And the opposite happened for me, you know,

00:44:27 --> 00:44:29

kind of got popular and nicknames and all

00:44:29 --> 00:44:31

this stuff. It's just trivial.

00:44:31 --> 00:44:33

But I realized that

00:44:33 --> 00:44:36

I, in many ways, affected her life because

00:44:36 --> 00:44:38

she was a cheerleader. She was quite popular.

00:44:38 --> 00:44:40

Everything was going well for her. And then

00:44:40 --> 00:44:41

we have this fight

00:44:41 --> 00:44:43

and things just ended up kinda going south

00:44:43 --> 00:44:46

for her in terms of her social status

00:44:46 --> 00:44:48

at school. She started gaining weight. I think

00:44:48 --> 00:44:50

she got she left the cheerleading squad. There

00:44:50 --> 00:44:52

was just a lot of things that

00:44:53 --> 00:44:55

stuff well, didn't go well for her. But,

00:44:55 --> 00:44:58

you know, this was 20 plus years later

00:44:58 --> 00:44:59

where I

00:44:59 --> 00:45:01

I'd always thought of her over the years

00:45:01 --> 00:45:04

and wondered what had happened to her, but

00:45:04 --> 00:45:05

Facebook sort of opened up, you know, an

00:45:05 --> 00:45:06

opportunity

00:45:07 --> 00:45:08

to, track her down.

00:45:09 --> 00:45:11

And I saw pictures of her and she

00:45:11 --> 00:45:12

was, you know,

00:45:13 --> 00:45:14

she had a family.

00:45:15 --> 00:45:17

And so I reached out to her, and

00:45:18 --> 00:45:20

I emailed her just saying, I'm really sorry.

00:45:20 --> 00:45:22

I'm sorry for the fight that we had.

00:45:22 --> 00:45:24

I'm a totally different person now.

00:45:25 --> 00:45:27

I acknowledge my mistake. I know it's been

00:45:27 --> 00:45:29

20 plus years later. I'm sorry that this

00:45:29 --> 00:45:32

apology came so late, But I've thought of

00:45:32 --> 00:45:34

you many times over the years. And so

00:45:34 --> 00:45:35

I just kind of, you know, tried to

00:45:35 --> 00:45:37

put my heart on my,

00:45:37 --> 00:45:39

sleeve as they say, and just be as

00:45:39 --> 00:45:40

open as I can,

00:45:41 --> 00:45:42

as I could with her. And

00:45:43 --> 00:45:44

I didn't hear from her,

00:45:45 --> 00:45:47

for a while. Okay? I think it was

00:45:47 --> 00:45:47

almost

00:45:48 --> 00:45:50

had to have been more than 2 or

00:45:50 --> 00:45:52

3 years. So I never got a reply,

00:45:52 --> 00:45:54

and I don't know if back then

00:45:54 --> 00:45:55

the feature

00:45:55 --> 00:45:57

on, you know, Facebook messages,

00:45:58 --> 00:45:59

you know, could tell you if it was

00:45:59 --> 00:46:01

read or not. So I don't even know

00:46:01 --> 00:46:02

if she read it. I didn't know if

00:46:02 --> 00:46:04

she got it, but I just knew that

00:46:04 --> 00:46:06

she didn't respond. So I was like, man,

00:46:06 --> 00:46:07

you you know, but,

00:46:08 --> 00:46:10

like, I I tried. You know, I tried

00:46:10 --> 00:46:10

to make it

00:46:11 --> 00:46:12

right. When she eventually

00:46:13 --> 00:46:13

responded,

00:46:14 --> 00:46:18

wow. It came years later, and she admitted

00:46:18 --> 00:46:20

that she, you know, needed time

00:46:21 --> 00:46:23

to, like, respond to me.

00:46:23 --> 00:46:26

But that was so liberating. That doesn't mean

00:46:26 --> 00:46:28

I don't feel still bad for everything that

00:46:28 --> 00:46:30

happened. I do. But I do feel that

00:46:30 --> 00:46:32

it was a a mercy from Allah

00:46:32 --> 00:46:35

that he put it in her heart

00:46:35 --> 00:46:36

to,

00:46:36 --> 00:46:38

you know, to forgive me. And she did.

00:46:38 --> 00:46:41

She forgave me. And, alhamdulillah, it's not like

00:46:41 --> 00:46:43

we're best friends and or anything like that.

00:46:43 --> 00:46:44

It just was,

00:46:44 --> 00:46:47

you know, a a a decent exchange between

00:46:47 --> 00:46:50

2 adults who had, after a

00:46:50 --> 00:46:53

long time, addressed something that was painful, you

00:46:53 --> 00:46:54

know.

00:46:54 --> 00:46:56

And, alhamdulillah, it worked out.

00:46:57 --> 00:46:59

So there's a lot to be said about

00:46:59 --> 00:47:00

the value of

00:47:00 --> 00:47:02

going back and trying to redress wrongs. It

00:47:02 --> 00:47:04

can actually free you of a lot of

00:47:05 --> 00:47:07

burdens of the heart. So if you have

00:47:07 --> 00:47:07

someone

00:47:08 --> 00:47:10

that you may have hurt in the past,

00:47:10 --> 00:47:11

this would be a really good opportunity to

00:47:11 --> 00:47:14

try to do that and to restore whatever

00:47:14 --> 00:47:17

there was, if possible. If not, to at

00:47:17 --> 00:47:20

least show your humanity, show your decency, and

00:47:20 --> 00:47:21

show your,

00:47:21 --> 00:47:22

again,

00:47:23 --> 00:47:24

desire to please Allah

00:47:25 --> 00:47:27

That you're trying your hardest to do, you

00:47:27 --> 00:47:29

know, clean in house. Like, whatever's going on

00:47:29 --> 00:47:29

internally,

00:47:30 --> 00:47:32

You Allah, I'm trying to clean that out

00:47:32 --> 00:47:34

because I recognize this pandemic is not for,

00:47:34 --> 00:47:37

you know, for for no reason. There's a

00:47:37 --> 00:47:38

reason why this happened,

00:47:39 --> 00:47:41

and I'm gonna do my job to focus

00:47:41 --> 00:47:43

on me. And so this is how I

00:47:43 --> 00:47:44

do it.

00:47:44 --> 00:47:46

And then, you know, as you do that

00:47:46 --> 00:47:49

more, as you start to redress your wrongs

00:47:49 --> 00:47:51

in whatever capacity you can,

00:47:51 --> 00:47:54

again, I'm just gonna share anecdotes from my,

00:47:55 --> 00:47:57

you know, side. But, like, you know, if

00:47:57 --> 00:47:57

you've ever,

00:47:58 --> 00:48:00

taken things that you've that you shouldn't have

00:48:00 --> 00:48:01

taken,

00:48:02 --> 00:48:05

you know, do something about it. When I

00:48:05 --> 00:48:07

was a little girl, I remember I was

00:48:07 --> 00:48:08

at a 7:11,

00:48:09 --> 00:48:10

and I was probably, like,

00:48:11 --> 00:48:12

maybe 7

00:48:12 --> 00:48:14

or 8 or 6. I don't know. Somewhere

00:48:14 --> 00:48:15

in that range.

00:48:15 --> 00:48:17

They used to sell little

00:48:18 --> 00:48:20

chocolates covered in foil.

00:48:20 --> 00:48:22

They were like very little flimsy,

00:48:23 --> 00:48:23

small chocolates.

00:48:25 --> 00:48:27

There are ones that came in the form

00:48:27 --> 00:48:28

of a football.

00:48:28 --> 00:48:30

Okay? And I'm, like, sharing a lot of

00:48:30 --> 00:48:32

funny stories with you guys, but I loved

00:48:32 --> 00:48:33

these little football

00:48:34 --> 00:48:36

chocolates, and I think each of them was

00:48:36 --> 00:48:38

a nickel. Okay? They're, like, cost a nickel.

00:48:38 --> 00:48:40

You had to buy them, obviously.

00:48:41 --> 00:48:43

So I remember we would always, because it

00:48:43 --> 00:48:45

was across from the street from the apartments

00:48:45 --> 00:48:47

that we lived in, we'd always kinda, like,

00:48:47 --> 00:48:48

make our way over to 711.

00:48:48 --> 00:48:50

But one day, we went there, and I

00:48:50 --> 00:48:52

didn't have enough money

00:48:52 --> 00:48:55

to buy as many as I wanted. And

00:48:55 --> 00:48:57

I think, obviously, you know, the greed monster,

00:48:57 --> 00:48:58

which affects the child,

00:48:59 --> 00:49:00

affects adults too.

00:49:00 --> 00:49:02

It, it got me. And so I had

00:49:02 --> 00:49:04

this little purse with me,

00:49:05 --> 00:49:06

and I stuffed

00:49:06 --> 00:49:08

an extra I don't know. I I don't

00:49:08 --> 00:49:09

know if it was like, oh, just do

00:49:09 --> 00:49:11

it just to do it, or if it

00:49:11 --> 00:49:12

was really greed. Like, I wanted the I

00:49:12 --> 00:49:14

don't know. I can't remember. But I just

00:49:14 --> 00:49:16

know that I took a chocolate. It was

00:49:16 --> 00:49:16

5¢,

00:49:18 --> 00:49:20

and I put it in my purse. And

00:49:20 --> 00:49:20

then the owner,

00:49:21 --> 00:49:22

you know, he kind of was watching me,

00:49:22 --> 00:49:24

and I think he saw me take it.

00:49:24 --> 00:49:25

And

00:49:25 --> 00:49:27

he tried to, you know, call me out,

00:49:27 --> 00:49:28

and I don't know what I did. I

00:49:28 --> 00:49:30

hid it from him somehow.

00:49:31 --> 00:49:33

That for a very long time into my,

00:49:33 --> 00:49:35

like as an adult weighed on me. I

00:49:35 --> 00:49:38

was like, oh my god. I stole candy

00:49:38 --> 00:49:40

as a kid. And I always thought, y'all

00:49:40 --> 00:49:41

love, if I ever go back to this

00:49:41 --> 00:49:42

was in the Washington

00:49:43 --> 00:49:45

DC Virginia area.

00:49:45 --> 00:49:47

If I ever get a chance to go

00:49:47 --> 00:49:48

back to this 7:11,

00:49:49 --> 00:49:51

I am going to go to that 7:11

00:49:51 --> 00:49:54

and drop, like, you know, a nickel and

00:49:54 --> 00:49:55

more and then some, you know, just to

00:49:55 --> 00:49:56

clear my conscience.

00:49:57 --> 00:49:59

It's I know. It might sound silly to

00:49:59 --> 00:50:01

people, but, like, if you've done something where

00:50:01 --> 00:50:03

you know it's inherently wrong,

00:50:04 --> 00:50:06

and you're aware of that, that's the kind

00:50:06 --> 00:50:07

of, I think,

00:50:08 --> 00:50:10

you know, conscience that we should build around

00:50:10 --> 00:50:13

our ourselves or our sins that we really

00:50:13 --> 00:50:15

wanna make it right. And I know I

00:50:15 --> 00:50:17

was a child and I wasn't even held

00:50:17 --> 00:50:17

accountable.

00:50:18 --> 00:50:19

But and I'm not saying that I'm, you

00:50:19 --> 00:50:21

know, that type of person where I'm, like,

00:50:21 --> 00:50:22

you know, so,

00:50:23 --> 00:50:26

aware of my every deed that I, you

00:50:26 --> 00:50:27

know, wanna

00:50:27 --> 00:50:29

I I I we all need help. So

00:50:29 --> 00:50:31

there's some times where if I'm aware of

00:50:31 --> 00:50:33

something, obviously, I wanna make it right. When

00:50:33 --> 00:50:35

that's where that hadith makes it easy because

00:50:35 --> 00:50:36

Allah

00:50:36 --> 00:50:37

is showing us

00:50:38 --> 00:50:41

that we can redress wrongs, if not directly.

00:50:41 --> 00:50:43

Right? Like, you know, going and paying

00:50:44 --> 00:50:45

someone if you've taken something from them.

00:50:46 --> 00:50:46

Or

00:50:47 --> 00:50:49

you can do it by replacing,

00:50:49 --> 00:50:51

you know, or or or following up the

00:50:51 --> 00:50:52

sin with a good deed.

00:50:53 --> 00:50:55

So if you, for example, made rebah,

00:50:55 --> 00:50:58

it's hard to take something like that back.

00:50:58 --> 00:51:00

Right? You you spoke ill of someone.

00:51:01 --> 00:51:03

It it's difficult. Right? How can you take

00:51:03 --> 00:51:05

it back, especially in their absence?

00:51:05 --> 00:51:07

Well, then, if you go to a dinner

00:51:07 --> 00:51:09

party and you spoke ill of someone and

00:51:09 --> 00:51:12

it wasn't right, then have the conscience to

00:51:12 --> 00:51:12

say,

00:51:13 --> 00:51:14

man, Astaghfirullah,

00:51:14 --> 00:51:16

I'm so sorry. I I slipped, you know.

00:51:16 --> 00:51:18

I failed. I I ate the dead flesh

00:51:18 --> 00:51:20

of my brother or sister. I am

00:51:21 --> 00:51:22

I'm I'm a terrible person right now. I

00:51:22 --> 00:51:24

feel really terrible.

00:51:24 --> 00:51:25

But

00:51:25 --> 00:51:27

I know that your mercy is greater than

00:51:27 --> 00:51:30

mine, and you said to follow-up a bad

00:51:30 --> 00:51:31

deed with a good deed.

00:51:32 --> 00:51:34

And so I'm going to go make wudu,

00:51:34 --> 00:51:36

pray some extra dakah, or maybe give sadaqah

00:51:37 --> 00:51:38

on behalf of the person that you spoke

00:51:38 --> 00:51:42

ill to. InshaAllah, things that's how you level

00:51:42 --> 00:51:44

the scales. Right? You just spoke ill of

00:51:44 --> 00:51:47

them. They already have your good deeds. Right?

00:51:47 --> 00:51:49

But to go beyond that and say, I

00:51:49 --> 00:51:52

need to redress that wrong. Let me give

00:51:52 --> 00:51:53

Sadaka in their name.

00:51:54 --> 00:51:56

You know? You're now showing that you understand

00:51:56 --> 00:51:58

the way this system works.

00:51:58 --> 00:52:00

You mess up. You fall out of line.

00:52:00 --> 00:52:02

You correct yourself. You don't just

00:52:02 --> 00:52:04

ignore it or act like it's not it's

00:52:04 --> 00:52:06

irrelevant and it's not a big deal. That's

00:52:06 --> 00:52:07

not right.

00:52:07 --> 00:52:10

So redressing wrongs and restitution is a really

00:52:10 --> 00:52:12

important thing. And the more we do that,

00:52:12 --> 00:52:13

the more we

00:52:14 --> 00:52:15

understand

00:52:15 --> 00:52:16

how

00:52:16 --> 00:52:18

this, again, process works

00:52:18 --> 00:52:21

of holding yourself accountable, following it up with

00:52:21 --> 00:52:22

the right deed.

00:52:22 --> 00:52:23

We are,

00:52:23 --> 00:52:26

allowing ourselves or increasing our

00:52:26 --> 00:52:28

remembrance of Allah

00:52:28 --> 00:52:29

Right?

00:52:29 --> 00:52:32

And we're realizing our dependence and reliance on

00:52:32 --> 00:52:33

him. It's continuously

00:52:34 --> 00:52:36

being presented to us because we falter,

00:52:37 --> 00:52:39

we make tawba, we return to him, and

00:52:39 --> 00:52:41

we just now see that I am weak.

00:52:41 --> 00:52:44

Allah Subhana, you said it in the Quran.

00:52:44 --> 00:52:47

You created us weak. And I need you.

00:52:47 --> 00:52:49

And the proof that I need you is

00:52:49 --> 00:52:50

I keep slipping,

00:52:50 --> 00:52:52

and I keep returning to you. So it's

00:52:52 --> 00:52:54

just kind of this, you know, affirming

00:52:55 --> 00:52:57

process of our dependence on him.

00:52:57 --> 00:52:59

And then from that,

00:52:59 --> 00:53:02

we realize, inshallah, when we do that enough,

00:53:02 --> 00:53:04

that you have to stay on course, and

00:53:04 --> 00:53:05

you have to,

00:53:06 --> 00:53:09

you know, resist, start to really now strengthen

00:53:09 --> 00:53:10

yourself. Right? If you,

00:53:11 --> 00:53:13

keep slipping and keep slipping and keep slipping,

00:53:13 --> 00:53:15

you know, the first maybe 50, 60 times,

00:53:16 --> 00:53:18

you, you know, your human nature is keep

00:53:18 --> 00:53:20

falling. But at a certain point, I think

00:53:20 --> 00:53:22

everybody has a threshold. Right? When you hit

00:53:22 --> 00:53:24

that wall and it's like, enough is enough.

00:53:24 --> 00:53:26

I can't do this anymore. I'm rock bottoming

00:53:26 --> 00:53:28

it, whatever you wanna call it. At that

00:53:28 --> 00:53:28

point,

00:53:29 --> 00:53:31

now you realize I need to better myself.

00:53:31 --> 00:53:33

I need to start working to prevent this

00:53:33 --> 00:53:35

from happening. So that's where,

00:53:36 --> 00:53:37

restraint, right, self regulation,

00:53:38 --> 00:53:39

resisting,

00:53:40 --> 00:53:41

makes us more steadfast

00:53:42 --> 00:53:43

so that we

00:53:43 --> 00:53:43

prevent

00:53:44 --> 00:53:46

all of that. Right? And so this is,

00:53:46 --> 00:53:48

again, this is all sort of this natural

00:53:48 --> 00:53:52

sort of way that things are are happening.

00:53:52 --> 00:53:53

Right? You just move

00:53:53 --> 00:53:57

from one phase, one mindset into another mindset,

00:53:57 --> 00:53:58

following it up with a certain set of

00:53:58 --> 00:54:01

actions. It's kind of this progression. Right? Well,

00:54:01 --> 00:54:03

guess, if you keep doing this enough,

00:54:04 --> 00:54:06

you know, as human beings, as weak people,

00:54:07 --> 00:54:09

there is a fatigue component. Right?

00:54:10 --> 00:54:11

And so

00:54:11 --> 00:54:13

and some of us are probably already feeling

00:54:13 --> 00:54:15

that. Maybe there are people who are doing

00:54:15 --> 00:54:17

a lot of what we're talking about, but

00:54:17 --> 00:54:20

there's this restlessness. Like, okay. I've been doing

00:54:20 --> 00:54:21

extra prayers.

00:54:22 --> 00:54:24

I've been reading more Quran. I'm giving to

00:54:24 --> 00:54:27

charity. I'm following the rules of quarantine. I'm

00:54:27 --> 00:54:29

trying to spend more time with my family.

00:54:29 --> 00:54:31

I'm being nicer to my spouse. Like, you

00:54:31 --> 00:54:33

know, that you're kind of, alhamdulillah, on it.

00:54:33 --> 00:54:36

Right? And but there's this, you know, sort

00:54:36 --> 00:54:36

of,

00:54:37 --> 00:54:38

like, fatigue. Right?

00:54:39 --> 00:54:39

Restlessness.

00:54:39 --> 00:54:42

This all is natural. And this is where

00:54:42 --> 00:54:42

your humanity

00:54:43 --> 00:54:45

comes through. We're not robots. We're not designed

00:54:45 --> 00:54:48

to, you know, just like like angels, for

00:54:48 --> 00:54:50

example. I mean, they worship perfectly,

00:54:51 --> 00:54:53

and they never, you know, do anything else.

00:54:53 --> 00:54:54

Right?

00:54:55 --> 00:54:58

But we're human beings. We have weakness. We

00:54:58 --> 00:54:58

have,

00:54:59 --> 00:55:01

distractions. We have things that make things difficult

00:55:01 --> 00:55:02

for us.

00:55:03 --> 00:55:04

So it's important to recognize that and to

00:55:04 --> 00:55:07

validate your humanity and not to think that

00:55:07 --> 00:55:08

you're necessarily

00:55:08 --> 00:55:10

the worst or that you're, you know,

00:55:11 --> 00:55:13

regressing and you're you're actually,

00:55:13 --> 00:55:15

you know, now you know what I mean?

00:55:15 --> 00:55:17

Like, you're you're suddenly going back and oh

00:55:17 --> 00:55:18

my god and and getting all,

00:55:19 --> 00:55:22

paranoid about that. No. Just accept that you're

00:55:22 --> 00:55:23

human and that you need a break. And

00:55:23 --> 00:55:24

then sometimes,

00:55:24 --> 00:55:27

you know, we're gonna go into plateaus with

00:55:27 --> 00:55:27

our spirituality.

00:55:28 --> 00:55:30

But as long as you kinda wanna look

00:55:30 --> 00:55:32

at it like a staircase, you know. You're

00:55:32 --> 00:55:32

going up,

00:55:33 --> 00:55:35

and then you kind of flatten out a

00:55:35 --> 00:55:37

little bit sometimes. And these are all perfectly

00:55:37 --> 00:55:39

acceptable, things from happening in terms of our

00:55:39 --> 00:55:41

iman sort of getting weaker and stronger. It's

00:55:41 --> 00:55:42

just natural. And there's hadith that that actually,

00:55:43 --> 00:55:43

address

00:55:49 --> 00:55:50

that. And so to be again,

00:55:51 --> 00:55:53

in that accepting mindset

00:55:54 --> 00:55:56

brings you back to that place of reflection.

00:55:56 --> 00:55:57

Like, this is just the nature of the

00:55:57 --> 00:55:59

dunya. It's the nature of the world. It's

00:55:59 --> 00:56:00

how Allah

00:56:00 --> 00:56:01

made us.

00:56:02 --> 00:56:04

And that puts you in a in in

00:56:04 --> 00:56:06

in that continuous state of tawakkal,

00:56:06 --> 00:56:08

and it brings you back to resignation and

00:56:08 --> 00:56:09

surrender. So

00:56:10 --> 00:56:13

we start with shock, awe, submission, sabr and

00:56:13 --> 00:56:15

jamil. We go through all of these different

00:56:15 --> 00:56:15

phases,

00:56:16 --> 00:56:18

but we come right back to surrender.

00:56:18 --> 00:56:20

That at the end of the day,

00:56:21 --> 00:56:22

we can't control outcomes.

00:56:23 --> 00:56:25

But what we can control is how we

00:56:25 --> 00:56:26

react to them,

00:56:26 --> 00:56:29

and what we can control is or what

00:56:29 --> 00:56:30

we can choose

00:56:30 --> 00:56:33

to do is to use opportunities like pandemics

00:56:33 --> 00:56:34

and plagues and tribulations

00:56:36 --> 00:56:38

as a way to shine spiritually before our

00:56:38 --> 00:56:40

Lord to show

00:56:40 --> 00:56:42

him that we've been paying attention. That when

00:56:42 --> 00:56:44

we read verses of the Quran or Hadith,

00:56:45 --> 00:56:48

that we know what, you know, we're being

00:56:48 --> 00:56:49

called to action, and that we want to

00:56:49 --> 00:56:51

rise to the occasion

00:56:51 --> 00:56:52

to show

00:56:52 --> 00:56:53

our,

00:56:53 --> 00:56:55

dependence, our love, our humility,

00:56:56 --> 00:56:56

our

00:56:57 --> 00:56:59

need of of our creator.

00:56:59 --> 00:57:02

And that's what's called that's what's expected right

00:57:02 --> 00:57:03

now. So that's what we should be doing

00:57:03 --> 00:57:04

Insha'Allah.

00:57:04 --> 00:57:06

So those are the 10

00:57:06 --> 00:57:08

different stages. You can check it out if

00:57:08 --> 00:57:10

you wanna read it. I,

00:57:10 --> 00:57:11

just have it on,

00:57:12 --> 00:57:14

on Instagram. If you're if you're on Instagram,

00:57:14 --> 00:57:17

it's one of the top posts that I

00:57:17 --> 00:57:18

recently posted.

00:57:18 --> 00:57:20

It's on Facebook. I posted it a few

00:57:20 --> 00:57:22

days ago. You can check it out. But

00:57:22 --> 00:57:24

let me quickly go over to the comments,

00:57:25 --> 00:57:27

and see if there's any questions here.

00:57:30 --> 00:57:32

And all of you are very kind. Thank

00:57:32 --> 00:57:35

you for your, kind words. I'm reading,

00:57:36 --> 00:57:37

Sahar John. Thank you, sweetheart.

00:57:39 --> 00:57:40

Ibrahim.

00:57:41 --> 00:57:44

That's a beautiful I'm so glad you shared

00:57:44 --> 00:57:46

that. May Allah bless you and protect you.

00:57:47 --> 00:57:51

Alhamdulillah, Sister Negla JazakAllah Khairan and and Sister

00:57:51 --> 00:57:54

Lizette Barakala. Fikom to both of you, if

00:57:54 --> 00:57:55

you're still here.

00:57:56 --> 00:57:58

Universal journey. Let me read your comments here.

00:57:58 --> 00:58:00

I'm worthy of all the happiness in the

00:58:00 --> 00:58:01

world. I don't feel guilty for living my

00:58:01 --> 00:58:02

desires in a blissful life. Why should I

00:58:02 --> 00:58:04

be depressed and keep negative energy and vibration?

00:58:05 --> 00:58:07

I don't if God loves me, that God

00:58:07 --> 00:58:08

would want to see me sad.

00:58:08 --> 00:58:10

Since we love someone, let's be happy and

00:58:10 --> 00:58:11

positive.

00:58:12 --> 00:58:13

Alhamdulillah. Thank you. You know,

00:58:14 --> 00:58:15

I don't really disagree with you.

00:58:16 --> 00:58:17

Guilt and despair

00:58:18 --> 00:58:20

are not, places that we should stay for

00:58:20 --> 00:58:22

too long. You know, it's not it's not

00:58:22 --> 00:58:24

a good, state to be in. We actually

00:58:24 --> 00:58:26

despair, not at all, because we have hope.

00:58:27 --> 00:58:28

We have hope in, our lord.

00:58:29 --> 00:58:31

So we should be happy and in a

00:58:31 --> 00:58:33

state of gratitude. And I covered this, I

00:58:33 --> 00:58:36

think, last week. But, you know, there's people

00:58:36 --> 00:58:37

are in different states.

00:58:37 --> 00:58:39

And so if you're in a state of

00:58:39 --> 00:58:41

namal, which inshallah, it sounds like you are,

00:58:41 --> 00:58:43

and may Allah continue to keep you in

00:58:43 --> 00:58:45

that state of of gratitude

00:58:45 --> 00:58:48

and, you know, and and and being happy.

00:58:48 --> 00:58:51

Then the best and most appropriate response is

00:58:51 --> 00:58:53

exactly like you said, To be in a

00:58:53 --> 00:58:55

state of gratitude. Like, you're really grateful for

00:58:55 --> 00:58:57

the life he's given you,

00:58:57 --> 00:58:59

and you're in that state of just appreciation.

00:59:00 --> 00:59:01

Alhamdulillah. That's a perfect response.

00:59:02 --> 00:59:04

And you go, you know, gratitude is is

00:59:04 --> 00:59:06

also action. You know, it's not just a

00:59:06 --> 00:59:09

feeling. It's it's it's, it's also something we

00:59:09 --> 00:59:11

demonstrate by our actions.

00:59:11 --> 00:59:12

So, you know, giving,

00:59:13 --> 00:59:15

being, generous and kind to the creation of

00:59:15 --> 00:59:17

Allah's father, serving the creation of Allah's father,

00:59:17 --> 00:59:18

serving Allah's father. Those are all ways that

00:59:18 --> 00:59:19

we,

00:59:20 --> 00:59:22

enact our gratitude. Right? So,

00:59:23 --> 00:59:25

I I thank you for your for your,

00:59:25 --> 00:59:26

response there.

00:59:28 --> 00:59:30

Minutes of life. How to deal with a

00:59:30 --> 00:59:32

16 year old who takes credit card?

00:59:33 --> 00:59:35

I can't afford he belongs money so that

00:59:35 --> 00:59:37

you should so that we what should parents

00:59:37 --> 00:59:38

he does not ask

00:59:39 --> 00:59:41

more. Yeah. You know, Minutes of Life parenting

00:59:41 --> 00:59:44

questions like that are difficult to answer because

00:59:44 --> 00:59:46

I have so many follow-up questions.

00:59:46 --> 00:59:48

But if there are,

00:59:48 --> 00:59:49

expenses,

00:59:49 --> 00:59:51

you know, I I'm I'm not that well

00:59:51 --> 00:59:54

versed in terms of what options parents have,

00:59:54 --> 00:59:57

with regards to credit cards for youth or,

00:59:57 --> 00:59:58

maybe,

00:59:58 --> 00:59:59

a limited

00:59:59 --> 01:00:01

instead of a credit card, I don't know

01:00:01 --> 01:00:04

if there's an option for, maybe

01:00:04 --> 01:00:05

having,

01:00:05 --> 01:00:08

an account with your bank that has a

01:00:08 --> 01:00:11

limited balance. Right? So that they can't really

01:00:11 --> 01:00:11

go past

01:00:12 --> 01:00:14

a certain amount per month,

01:00:15 --> 01:00:17

and and work that out. Maybe there is

01:00:17 --> 01:00:19

an option. I'm I'm really sorry. I'm not

01:00:19 --> 01:00:20

very well versed in terms of

01:00:21 --> 01:00:23

financially what options there are.

01:00:23 --> 01:00:25

I understand. I think what you're saying is

01:00:25 --> 01:00:28

that you can't afford to give actual allowance

01:00:28 --> 01:00:30

money, so you rely on credit cards. But

01:00:30 --> 01:00:32

I'm just wondering if those credit cards can

01:00:32 --> 01:00:34

be lowered in terms of

01:00:35 --> 01:00:38

the amount that they allow to be charged.

01:00:38 --> 01:00:38

So

01:00:39 --> 01:00:41

maybe there are ones that are designed for

01:00:41 --> 01:00:43

teens. I'm I can't imagine you're the only

01:00:44 --> 01:00:45

parent with,

01:00:45 --> 01:00:48

with someone, with with this situation. I I

01:00:48 --> 01:00:51

I assume there's probably many teen or parents

01:00:51 --> 01:00:53

of teens who have to regulate their spending

01:00:53 --> 01:00:54

one way or another.

01:00:55 --> 01:00:55

So,

01:00:56 --> 01:00:58

may Allah make it easy for you. Inshallah.

01:01:00 --> 01:01:01

Let's see here.

01:01:02 --> 01:01:03

We have

01:01:04 --> 01:01:05

English literature.

01:01:06 --> 01:01:07

JazakAllah Khaled. Thank you.

01:01:08 --> 01:01:10

I am not a revert to Islam. I

01:01:10 --> 01:01:10

was born,

01:01:11 --> 01:01:13

in a Muslim family, but I did come

01:01:13 --> 01:01:15

to my practice of Islam

01:01:15 --> 01:01:18

later in life in in college. I always

01:01:18 --> 01:01:20

had a Muslim identity, but it was very

01:01:21 --> 01:01:22

cultural. But thank you

01:01:22 --> 01:01:23

for asking.

01:01:24 --> 01:01:27

Alhamdulillah. JazakAllah Khaira again,

01:01:27 --> 01:01:29

sister oh, I'm sorry. Let me scroll up

01:01:29 --> 01:01:30

again.

01:01:32 --> 01:01:35

It's a debt card from a checking account.

01:01:35 --> 01:01:38

I see. Yeah. Sister or brother, I'm sorry.

01:01:38 --> 01:01:39

Again, I don't know,

01:01:40 --> 01:01:43

what options there are, but I'm wondering if

01:01:43 --> 01:01:44

maybe this is something that

01:01:45 --> 01:01:45

you can,

01:01:46 --> 01:01:48

you you know, you can look into with

01:01:48 --> 01:01:50

your bank or search some

01:01:50 --> 01:01:52

some credit card companies to see if they

01:01:52 --> 01:01:55

offer options to you. I I apologize again

01:01:55 --> 01:01:56

for not being able to help you in

01:01:56 --> 01:01:57

that.

01:01:58 --> 01:01:59

Sister Madiha.

01:02:02 --> 01:02:04

Thank you so much, sweetheart. And, you know,

01:02:04 --> 01:02:06

I know I know some of the sisters

01:02:06 --> 01:02:06

on,

01:02:07 --> 01:02:09

the chat personally, and it's always a pleasure

01:02:09 --> 01:02:11

and an honor to see them even if

01:02:11 --> 01:02:12

virtually your names

01:02:13 --> 01:02:15

are enough to bring a smile,

01:02:15 --> 01:02:17

to my to my face and my heart.

01:02:17 --> 01:02:18

So thank you for being here.

01:02:19 --> 01:02:19

Alhamdulillah.

01:02:20 --> 01:02:21

Sister Lizette.

01:02:23 --> 01:02:24

Alhamdulillah.

01:02:24 --> 01:02:26

You know, this is a very good question.

01:02:27 --> 01:02:29

Finding a teacher is, I understand,

01:02:30 --> 01:02:31

not easy

01:02:32 --> 01:02:34

at all, in this day and age because,

01:02:35 --> 01:02:37

you know, there was a time where I

01:02:37 --> 01:02:37

think our,

01:02:38 --> 01:02:42

spiritual centers were really flourishing with with teachers,

01:02:42 --> 01:02:44

and we had more access to knowledgeable people.

01:02:45 --> 01:02:47

It's not that there aren't in existence. There's

01:02:47 --> 01:02:49

still people who are study studying.

01:02:49 --> 01:02:51

But I think the, you know,

01:02:52 --> 01:02:54

the, just the options of of

01:02:54 --> 01:02:56

having those one on ones is is a

01:02:56 --> 01:02:59

little harder considering a lifestyle that many people

01:02:59 --> 01:03:01

live now where it's, you know, usually double

01:03:01 --> 01:03:02

income.

01:03:02 --> 01:03:03

Everybody's working.

01:03:03 --> 01:03:05

We have traffic and all these, you know,

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barriers to to making it easy for people.

01:03:08 --> 01:03:10

But I do think there are online programs

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that are

01:03:11 --> 01:03:14

really dedicated to trying to provide

01:03:14 --> 01:03:16

people with mentorship, with leadership.

01:03:17 --> 01:03:19

For women specifically, I would really recommend,

01:03:20 --> 01:03:22

you know, I know the founders

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of the Rahmah Foundation

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that's, situated in the Bay Area, but they

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operate nationally.

01:03:28 --> 01:03:31

There's programs that they have that are continuous

01:03:31 --> 01:03:31

in terms

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of classes and really giving guidance on how

01:03:35 --> 01:03:35

to structure

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one's spiritual path. They have ample amount of,

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very qualified, highly qualified teachers that teach regularly.

01:03:43 --> 01:03:45

I know pretty much all of them, so

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I can vouch for all of them.

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And then there's also,

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Rabata, which is based, I think in

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the East Coast, Minnesota, I wanna say,

01:03:55 --> 01:03:57

somewhere out in that area. But but they

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also operate nationally, and they also have a

01:04:00 --> 01:04:01

lot of wonderful classes

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that are tailored for,

01:04:03 --> 01:04:06

sisters and and young girls. And it's it's

01:04:06 --> 01:04:07

to provide,

01:04:07 --> 01:04:10

guidance on how to structure your spiritual path,

01:04:10 --> 01:04:12

which which is I think really important.

01:04:13 --> 01:04:13

We need

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because otherwise, what happens is, like, it becomes

01:04:16 --> 01:04:18

like this buffet. Right? You go to

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this, you know, like, you kind of, like,

01:04:22 --> 01:04:24

start picking options of of different classes and

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courses and, you know, seminars and workshops, And

01:04:27 --> 01:04:29

it just seems it's kinda scattered. Right? So

01:04:29 --> 01:04:31

we need, I think, to streamline,

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a lot of that. And it's just helpful

01:04:34 --> 01:04:35

to go to one

01:04:36 --> 01:04:38

stop shop sort of that says, here, if

01:04:38 --> 01:04:40

you want to you know, this is the

01:04:40 --> 01:04:41

foundational

01:04:41 --> 01:04:43

sciences you can work on. Fipp,

01:04:43 --> 01:04:44

Aqidah,

01:04:44 --> 01:04:45

you know, Quran,

01:04:45 --> 01:04:47

and then move from this to this. You

01:04:47 --> 01:04:49

know, it's kind of gives you structure. And

01:04:49 --> 01:04:50

so I do think those are valuable if

01:04:50 --> 01:04:52

you're looking for guidance.

01:04:52 --> 01:04:54

But having, you know, the more,

01:04:55 --> 01:04:58

rapport with someone where it's just you're their

01:04:58 --> 01:05:00

primary student, I feel like we it's really

01:05:00 --> 01:05:02

difficult to do that in this day and

01:05:05 --> 01:05:06

age.

01:05:07 --> 01:05:08

Thank you, sister Sahar.

01:05:09 --> 01:05:10

I love you as well. Thank you, my

01:05:10 --> 01:05:11

dear.

01:05:12 --> 01:05:13

And then

01:05:14 --> 01:05:17

excellent universal journey. I am so grateful to

01:05:17 --> 01:05:19

people like you who have positive energy, who

01:05:19 --> 01:05:20

are coaching

01:05:20 --> 01:05:22

other people to see

01:05:22 --> 01:05:23

the best,

01:05:23 --> 01:05:24

in the world.

01:05:25 --> 01:05:28

May Allah increase you and reward you. Sher

01:05:28 --> 01:05:28

Khan,

01:05:29 --> 01:05:30

my name is all over the flyers for

01:05:30 --> 01:05:33

this event, but I will write them, it's

01:05:33 --> 01:05:35

down. It's Josai Mujedidi.

01:05:36 --> 01:05:37

That's my full

01:05:37 --> 01:05:39

name. I don't know if you're from our

01:05:39 --> 01:05:42

community or international or from another,

01:05:42 --> 01:05:45

place. But, you can check out the MCC

01:05:45 --> 01:05:46

East Bay

01:05:46 --> 01:05:49

for more content. There's many qualified teachers.

01:05:50 --> 01:05:51

Bless our community centers.

01:05:52 --> 01:05:53

And,

01:05:53 --> 01:05:56

and all of you for supporting our community

01:05:56 --> 01:05:58

centers. May Allah increase all of you, protect

01:05:58 --> 01:06:00

you, your families, your homes Inshallah.

01:06:01 --> 01:06:02

I thank you. I don't think there's any

01:06:02 --> 01:06:04

other questions, and I've kept you about 10

01:06:04 --> 01:06:06

minutes or 11 minutes past the hour. I

01:06:06 --> 01:06:07

apologize.

01:06:07 --> 01:06:09

But I do, hope to see you next

01:06:09 --> 01:06:10

week, same time Inshallah.

01:06:11 --> 01:06:13

And if you have any follow-up questions, please,

01:06:13 --> 01:06:14

you can direct them to the MCC East

01:06:14 --> 01:06:16

Bay Insha'Allah, and I will get them. But

01:06:16 --> 01:06:18

thank you again for your time. Brother Shad

01:06:18 --> 01:06:20

or sister, I don't know.

01:06:20 --> 01:06:22

I have left my name for you a

01:06:22 --> 01:06:23

couple of times.

01:06:23 --> 01:06:25

I hope you saw that comment. I'm definitely

01:06:25 --> 01:06:27

not ignoring you. I just wanna make sure

01:06:27 --> 01:06:28

everybody,

01:06:28 --> 01:06:29

received

01:06:29 --> 01:06:30

a response to their question.

01:06:31 --> 01:06:33

So thank you again. May Allah bless all

01:06:33 --> 01:06:35

of you. We will end in

01:07:01 --> 01:07:02

Wanted

01:07:04 --> 01:07:06

to use more than that front.

01:07:09 --> 01:07:09

Yeah.

01:07:10 --> 01:07:12

Minutes of life. That question again,

01:07:12 --> 01:07:13

I have so many,

01:07:14 --> 01:07:17

follow-up questions to that. We have to be

01:07:17 --> 01:07:20

very careful with the people that our teens

01:07:20 --> 01:07:21

are interacting with. I mean, if you ever

01:07:21 --> 01:07:24

have if your kids are attending public school,

01:07:24 --> 01:07:27

I know it's virtually impossible to know exactly

01:07:27 --> 01:07:29

who they're, you know,

01:07:29 --> 01:07:31

who they're with at all times, but I

01:07:31 --> 01:07:33

think it's very important to have,

01:07:33 --> 01:07:35

meaningful conversations

01:07:35 --> 01:07:37

and ask them, like, who are their friends?

01:07:37 --> 01:07:38

Who are the people that they're

01:07:38 --> 01:07:41

spending time with? Because the the peer,

01:07:42 --> 01:07:45

you know, that that age is is when

01:07:45 --> 01:07:46

they're the influencers

01:07:47 --> 01:07:48

change. Up until preadolescent

01:07:48 --> 01:07:49

and adolescence,

01:07:50 --> 01:07:52

parents have a lot of influence over their

01:07:52 --> 01:07:52

children.

01:07:53 --> 01:07:55

But teen years are when things change, and

01:07:55 --> 01:07:57

the peer group actually has more influence.

01:07:58 --> 01:07:58

So it's imperative

01:07:59 --> 01:08:00

that you know who your children are talking

01:08:00 --> 01:08:02

to, who their friends are, who they spend

01:08:02 --> 01:08:04

the most of their time with, who they're

01:08:04 --> 01:08:05

chatting with,

01:08:05 --> 01:08:08

on their phones if they have phones, which

01:08:08 --> 01:08:09

I have a whole, you know, viewpoint on

01:08:09 --> 01:08:10

that. But,

01:08:11 --> 01:08:12

you know, it's really important to be very,

01:08:12 --> 01:08:13

very connected

01:08:14 --> 01:08:16

with, the people that your your,

01:08:17 --> 01:08:19

your teens are talking to. Otherwise, you risk,

01:08:20 --> 01:08:23

them being influenced into doing things that are

01:08:24 --> 01:08:26

outside the bounds of our faith. May Allah

01:08:26 --> 01:08:29

protect and guide our children and our teens.

01:08:31 --> 01:08:32

Let's see.

01:08:33 --> 01:08:35

He's a girlfriend. He wants to marry.

01:08:36 --> 01:08:39

You know what, sister or brother? Check out.

01:08:39 --> 01:08:41

We did a panel on,

01:08:41 --> 01:08:44

on it's called the parents don't understand.

01:08:45 --> 01:08:45

Myself,

01:08:46 --> 01:08:47

I was on it as well as doctor

01:08:47 --> 01:08:49

Asad Tari Tarsin,

01:08:50 --> 01:08:51

and sister Hannah Mokhtar.

01:08:52 --> 01:08:54

Check that out. It's on the MCC,

01:08:55 --> 01:08:57

playlist of different videos.

01:08:57 --> 01:09:01

We address this entire issue of boyfriend and

01:09:01 --> 01:09:03

girlfriend and actually sister Hannah Han, who's an

01:09:03 --> 01:09:06

amazing asset. I highly encourage all of you

01:09:06 --> 01:09:07

to follow her who have teens.

01:09:08 --> 01:09:11

She's a wonderful resource for just parenting,

01:09:12 --> 01:09:14

advice in general, but she gave an excellent

01:09:15 --> 01:09:18

answer on this particular issue. I invite you

01:09:18 --> 01:09:18

to please

01:09:19 --> 01:09:19

watch

01:09:20 --> 01:09:22

her explanation. It's one of the most watched

01:09:22 --> 01:09:25

videos or possibly the most watched video,

01:09:26 --> 01:09:28

produced by MCC East Bay. Check it out.

01:09:28 --> 01:09:30

Inshallah. I hope that's,

01:09:30 --> 01:09:33

helpful to you. If not, again, you can

01:09:33 --> 01:09:34

come back next week and and maybe we

01:09:34 --> 01:09:36

can, address your questions when we have more

01:09:36 --> 01:09:37

time.

01:09:38 --> 01:09:39

And again, everybody, may Allah reward all of

01:09:39 --> 01:09:42

you. Have a wonderful evening, and we'll see

01:09:42 --> 01:09:43

you in a week.

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