Hosai Mojaddidi – Raising Resilient Muslim Children

Hosai Mojaddidi
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The speakers emphasize the importance of finding meaning in life and protecting oneself from negative emotions, including the "right to be" concept in Islam. They also discuss the challenges of life and the need for humble behavior, including the importance of trusting one's feelings and not assuming one's own success. The speakers stress the importance of protecting oneself and their children from negative emotions and the "right to be" concept in learning and thinking.
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In the name of God, the Most Gracious,

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the Most Merciful.

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Peace and blessings be upon the most honored

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of the prophets and messengers, our Master, our

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Master, our Beloved Muhammad, peace and blessings be

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upon him, and upon his companions, peace and

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blessings be upon them all.

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Peace and blessings be upon you.

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Peace and blessings be upon you.

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Thank you so much, Maira, John, and everyone

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at Peacetaris for extending the invitation on this

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very, very important topic.

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I also want to thank you for getting

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me to finally get this book.

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I've heard so much about this book over,

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I don't know how, ever since it was

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probably released, from a lot of different people

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who had mentioned that it's just for every

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parent, every educator, they need to read this

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because it really unearths what's happening with our

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society, with our world.

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And if you recall the last Ad Fontes

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that I did here with Sister Heba, we

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addressed the issue of post-modernity, and it's

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very much tied to this topic.

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So I did as much as I could

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in the time I had, a deep dive.

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I'll be honest, I haven't read the whole

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book, but what I read from it was

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just hitting all the marks for me because

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it was connecting the dots in many ways,

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this long debate of nurture versus nature.

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What is really the impact on a human

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being?

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Is it environmental?

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Is it something that we're just kind of

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born and raised with?

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All these discussions that often occur around the

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topic of children, child-rearing, faith, I think

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are addressed at least in terms of what

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we're witnessing in our society and folding with

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our children because I've done so many parenting

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sessions, and this topic comes up all the

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time, like what happened?

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What's going on?

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Why am I having such a difficult time?

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I didn't have these issues growing up.

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And so we have to first and foremost

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accept that, yes, the world has really transformed

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a lot, and it's because there are ideas

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that are divorced from faith and tradition, which

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there's been a longstanding history of really trying

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to infuse or imbibe certain principles in children

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or in members of society about being stoic,

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being resilient, not falling apart at the first

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sight of hardships and difficulties and challenges, but

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when you're rooted and you have a faith

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that anchors you and a belief system that

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helps to answer or at least give you

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some consolation with regards to challenges and difficulties,

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it's a lot easier to move forward and

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find that strength.

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But when you take faith out of the

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equation entirely, which is what we've seen in

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the past how many decades, they've really tried

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very hard, and they are in many ways

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succeeding, to erase the concept of, for example,

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something that is inherent in our faith, which

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is part of the six articles of faith,

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that we believe in qada, in qadr.

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We believe that there is divine will and

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that there are certain things that you can't

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really necessarily change, but there's wisdom in them.

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So we have this concept that answers a

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lot of these unknowns where, as when you

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deal with people who have no faith or

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no faith that again grounds them or gives

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them those answers, then they try to seek

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meaning in their own limited ways.

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And so that's what we've seen is that

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this direction of our world and our society

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away from God, away from meaning, away from

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interpreting events that are unfolding with a metaphysical

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lens, with a lens that is beyond the

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world.

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Because the worldly lens is limited.

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We don't have all the answers to everything,

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but when you can say that there is

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a divine purpose, there is divine will, there

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is more to life than just this material

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world, and at some point, inshallah, we will

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have answers, that in and of itself provides

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clarity, provides calm, provides a lot of just

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tranquility in the individual.

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But again, our society is moving in a

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direction away from that.

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So what happens is you've got to have

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something to, I guess, fill that void.

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And what's happened is feelings have taken over,

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right?

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The conversation around feelings versus intellectual rationalization that

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makes sense is why this book is so

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relevant.

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Because nowadays, we're not rationalizing.

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We're not seeking meaning.

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We're just reacting.

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We're in a reactive state.

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Life happens.

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Things are happening.

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And so everybody is now in a state

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of just feeling and then processing whatever is

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happening with feeling.

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And that is at every level of our

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society, we're seeing that, right?

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That's why this book is highlighting things that

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are really important for us to understand, like

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when it's talking about the untruths, but also

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what we're seeing, for example, in academia, right?

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We're seeing discourse shut down.

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Mashallah, Brother Ali is here.

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We're seeing, you know, debate shut down.

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We're seeing, you know, even the intellectuals of

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our society have fallen prey to this mindset

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that if something, if I don't feel right

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about something or something doesn't align with my

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feelings, then I have the right to prioritize

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my feelings as opposed to what is in

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the common, you know, or in the interest

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of the collective.

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So there's this entitlement.

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There's a lot of just really, again, unfortunately,

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very harmful, you know, patterns that have emerged

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because of these ideologies and these ideas that

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are, again, from our faith perspective, completely divorced

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from faith.

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So there's so much to say, and I

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know I didn't exactly answer your question, because

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I do have a lot to say about

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Islam and Islam's position on resilience and what

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our deen teaches us.

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But Mashallah, now that we have Brother Ali

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here, I think it would be wonderful, because

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we were initially going to start off the

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discussion trying to just, again, introduce the concepts

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in the book.

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And because Mashallah, Brother Ali has more experience

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in the space of his, as a therapist

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and in the schools, and really works a

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lot with youth, he was going to begin

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our discussion and just share, you know, some

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of the observations you've had.

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And then we'll get into the Islamic perspective

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on these topics and how Islam addresses, you

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know, really infusing in children that fortification that

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they need to be able to manage and

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regulate themselves and handle the bombardment of challenges

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in this world, which is 100% rooted

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in faith, but is an intellectual process.

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It's something that, it's not rooted in emotions,

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it's rooted in understanding, right?

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And so it's a reasoning that we approach

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these things with reasoning, whereas we're in the

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world of feelings right now.

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So now I will, Bismillah, welcome you, Brother

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Ali, how are you?

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Very good, Mashallah.

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Assalamualaikum.

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Please forgive me for my tardiness.

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If anyone knows me, or anyone knows my

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wife, one thing that I do not like

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is being late.

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So it's a long day at work today.

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So go into feelings.

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I have to ground myself with my feelings.

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So yeah, so I, well, first of all,

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SubhanAllah, there's so many familiar faces of parents

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that I see out there.

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And I just want to thank you all

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for taking the time out, away from your

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families and just away from your children, actually.

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So I have to commend you to kind

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of give yourself that space.

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And that's one thing that as a clinical

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therapist, what I do is I often talk

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to my parents about what do you do

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outside of your children?

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And what does your lives look like?

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And for all of you to be here,

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that's just actually really amazing to see.

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And I expected a good turnout, but I

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didn't think we would have such a good

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turnout, so Mashallah.

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I actually, the book is right up my

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alley.

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So for those who may not know me,

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I am a licensed clinical therapist.

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And I am positioned at Newark High School.

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And so I'm there full time.

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And so I'm working with our students at

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that high school, Monday through Friday, sometimes longer

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days like today, with a lot of different

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emotions that they're going through, different kind of

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life obstacles that they're trying to manage.

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Anywhere from anxiety, which we'll probably delve into

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a little bit, depression, grief and loss.

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We're looking at relationship issues, and they could

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be peer, family, or otherwise.

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One of the models that I use, one

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of the modalities that I use, I try

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not to use too many clinical words.

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One of the evidence-based practices that I

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use is cognitive behavioral therapy, which the author

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of The Coddling of the American Mind, the

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two authors, they do a really good job

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as far as using that and extracting some

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of that information and trying to help the

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reader understand where the feelings are coming from,

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how to navigate those.

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But it really kind of comes through the

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thoughts that we think or the thoughts that

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our children think.

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And I actually teach this quite a bit

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with a lot of my students.

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So I just wanted to, if it's okay,

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I'd like to have some takeaways.

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I want to give you some of my

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takeaways.

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And just by a show of hands, and

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there's not putting anyone on the spot, but

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who has had a chance to either gleam

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through or read thoroughly through the book itself?

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Just so I can get an idea of

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those who might, okay.

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So I might go into a little bit

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deeper detail of what the authors are presenting.

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And so hopefully that will kind of help

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you along when you actually get through the

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book or get to the book.

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It's a very straightforward book.

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So it's not beyond really the high school

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reading equivalent.

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So it's not very hard.

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It's a very easy read.

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And the authors do a really good job

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of storytelling as well as putting forth things

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that you can actually take away and hopefully

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use as you're raising your children.

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So I wanted to just kind of read,

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and then I'll put my own thoughts.

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Would it be okay if I can have

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the floor for just a few minutes?

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All right, very good.

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So I'm going to read a little verbatim

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directly from the text, and then I'll give

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my own little thoughts on that.

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So basically the two authors are really kind

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of looking at high school children below.

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So anything under that.

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But actually at the beginning of the study,

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they actually went into the college setting, so

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the university setting.

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And so what they were finding is it

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was a situation where there was a program

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that was put on.

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It was kind of a heavier debate where

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feelings were kind of out of control because

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of the speakers that were being presented and

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the topic that was being presented.

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And I'll save that as a surprise if

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you guys delve into the book.

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It's in the first chapter or so.

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And they made a, quote, unquote, safe room

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for parents or students or staff even that

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might have been triggered by the discussion.

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And so the authors actually saw this, and

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they were just kind of very curious, like,

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wow, how fragile some of our adults are.

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Not necessarily the children, but it was kind

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of like looking at the adults.

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And it's very weird because in the clinical

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therapy part of it, we talk about safe

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rooms and things like that, but I think

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he was showing the extreme of it, right?

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And so that's where it kind of starts,

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and it just kind of starts where thoughts

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and feelings begin.

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So he said many university students are learning

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to think distorted ways, and so that's where

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it starts.

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And so I find that oftentimes with my

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students and even my staff.

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I work with my teachers, and it's their

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thoughts and how they think about the situations

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and the environment that they're put in or

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placed in and how they think, and then

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all of a sudden those thoughts, there's behavior

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behind it.

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So that's kind of where the authors were

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going, and then it continues on that there's

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a culture of what they call safetism, right?

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And so it has produced institutional practices that

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have overreached the goals of protecting children from

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harm and undermine our ability to solve important

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social problems.

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So as I'm looking through my notes, I

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wanted to just talk about my high school

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students, and one of the things that I'm

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preaching to my teachers, like I have a

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lot of students that come out of the

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classroom because they have anxiety, and so I'll

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give you an example of test anxiety.

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So that's a big one, right?

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So I'll get a teacher.

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They'll call me up, and they'll say, well,

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the student is just out of control.

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They have all this anxiety, and they just

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need to see someone, right?

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And so that's kind of that escapism.

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So they run to my office, and they're

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just breaking down.

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They're in tears.

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They're shaking, and I'm trying to figure out

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what's kind of going on.

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I thought maybe there's an argument with the

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parent, or there's an argument with a peer,

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or maybe there's some kind of other thing

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going on, but it's just a test.

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It's just a quiz, or it's just something

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like that that's kind of going on.

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And all of a sudden, I start kind

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of breaking down where the student is.

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And so one particular student, I'm like, okay,

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what's happening?

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What's going on?

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Well, I didn't, so they'll say that I

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didn't prepare enough for the test.

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I said, okay.

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And then we'll say, okay, well, what else?

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You didn't prepare enough for the test, so

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you're going to take the test anyway.

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I can't.

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Well, why not?

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Well, I'm going to fail the test.

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Okay.

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Failure is part of learning, right?

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And well, what happens if you fail the

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test?

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And all of a sudden, they escalate.

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They escalate the negative thoughts, so the negative

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thoughts start rushing through, and their thoughts of

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I'm going to fail the test, I'm going

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to fail the class, and now I'm going

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to fail school.

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And then they frame it as I am

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a failure.

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And so my job as a therapist is

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to back them down or what I call

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walk down the staircase because now they've escalated

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to the point where now physically they're reacting

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to their thoughts and feelings where now we're

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seeing physical symptoms of shaking and crying and

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all of this kind of getting out of

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control, so I walk them down.

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I say, well, first of all, let's look

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at the test.

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What is the test on?

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It's on Chapter 24.

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Okay.

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How long is the test?

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Well, it's 25 questions.

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If you fail the test, hypothetically you fail

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the test, what's your grade currently?

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I have a B.

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I said, okay, so logical.

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Is an F on this particular test going

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to give you an F in the overall

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grade?

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And then they start to think and reason

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and understand, and like, no, it's not going

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to bring my B down to an F.

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Okay, great.

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Okay, now, if it's not going to bring

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your B down to an F, it might

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impact your grade a little bit, so we

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start to problem solve.

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So that is kind of like the core

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of it.

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We have to get their fears and anxieties

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kind of calmed down so we can start

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thinking rationally.

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And so that's where the kind of the

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book is kind of going.

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And so I'll continue on.

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They talk about the three untruths early in

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the book.

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So the two authors, they come up with

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three untruths.

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So untruth number one, the untruth of fragility.

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So they use this model.

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I'm not necessarily fond of it, but their

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words is, what doesn't kill you makes you

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weaker.

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Now, I don't know if you've all heard,

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what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?

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But that's the premise that they want you

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to take, but I guess they're saying that

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they've heard this one.

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But really, I have an example, and I

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see this a lot.

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I lost a friend, therefore I will never

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find another.

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And I will no longer be a good

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friend.

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So I had this one particular instance where

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two friends, junior high, they come into high

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school, and they had a falling out.

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And then all of a sudden this argument

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happens, and all of a sudden they catastrophize

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it.

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That's what we call it, you know, just

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making something small out of this huge thing,

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right?

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And now all of a sudden they're no

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longer friends, and now I'll never make another

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friend ever.

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And so I have to, we talk about

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logical and illogical, right?

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So I have to break it down, I

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have to kind of bring them back down

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the ladder again, because their thoughts are now

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turning into beliefs.

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And I'll get into where the authors kind

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of think, or actually describe how thoughts become

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beliefs, and cognitive behavioral therapy talk about this.

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So if you think something, therefore you'll start

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to believe it, and then therefore you'll see

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the action or result behind your beliefs, right?

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So the second one is the untruth of

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emotional reasoning.

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And so they said to always trust your

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feelings.

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And so that's the untruth.

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You shouldn't always trust your gut feeling.

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And you'll hear this a lot with adults.

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We might say, well, I feel it in

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my gut, and I know it, that's what

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I should do.

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And we go on this what they call

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gut instinct, right?

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But this could be false.

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This could be not necessarily a good thing

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to actually do, or even teach your children.

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You should react on your gut instinct, because

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it might be a false thing to do.

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So that's the second untruth.

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And then the third untruth is the untruth

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of us versus them.

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And this one hit home with me a

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lot.

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And so it's basically separation of groups.

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And we find this in politics, especially in

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the political environment that we've been placed in

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over the last, say, 10 years, right?

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We want to shelter, and we want to

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contain our children from feeling bad or feeling

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upset.

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And we want to care for them.

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We want to put them in kind of

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a plastic bubble, kind of saying.

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And we don't want them to experience pain,

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right?

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So we want to rescue them.

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So the authors say, and I also say

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this with my parents as I work with

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my parents and my students, it's going to

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be okay.

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When you learn, you're going to fail.

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You're going to have many failures.

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As a matter of fact, one of the

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things that I do in my office, and

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I love chess.

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Chess is one of my favorite of all

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times.

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There's a lot of lessons that are going

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to be extrapolated from chess.

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And the game of kings, when you start

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learning, you will lose.

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It's a complicated game in the very beginning.

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And I often teach, and I have friends

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from all over the states.

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I'll teach over the phone.

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But the first time I'll teach them, I'll

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say, you're going to lose.

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That's the first thing I tell them.

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You're going to lose, and you're going to

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lose a lot.

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Do you still want to play?

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Sure.

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Teach me how to play.

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So I have a guy from Alabama that

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I have been playing chess with over the

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phone for about a year now.

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23 losses in a row.

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And I said, how's your resilience?

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He said, I'm going to beat you.

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I said, that's the attitude I'm looking for.

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And he did.

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He finally won a game.

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And I'm telling you, that made his whole

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life just beating me one game.

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And then after that, I crushed him five

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more times, I think.

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And this is something that I learned in

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play therapy.

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So very early on in my education, I

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was trained in play therapy.

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And my clinical psychologist who trained me in

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play therapy, she set me up in elementary

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school.

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And she taught me different kind of ideas

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about play therapy.

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And I didn't know this particular idea.

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And one of my little guys wanted to

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play board games.

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That's all he wanted to do was play

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board games.

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And I would just let him win.

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And I didn't think twice about it.

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We play, and then I would just find

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a way to lose or just let him

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be happy.

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Because he took a lot of joy in

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it.

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So I'm going to pause just for a

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second as the event goes.

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Bismillah.

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So just to kind of pick up where

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I was at.

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So play therapy, I'm working with this little

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guy.

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And he loves playing board games.

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And so I would just find ways to

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lose to make him happy.

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So I thought that that was a good

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thing.

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And so part of my clinical training is

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I have to review each and every student

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that I'm working with.

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And so my clinical supervisor sits down, and

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we go over each of the children that

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I'm working with.

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And so I get to telling her about

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my little guy.

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He only wants to play board games, and

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that's okay.

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And this is what we call structured play.

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So we have structured play and free play.

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Free play is quite different, but structured play

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is more with the rules, right?

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And so she was asking me about, does

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he abide by the rules?

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Does he cheat?

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You know, does he hide things or try

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to make you?

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And I go, no, no, he's doing all

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good there.

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And she said, how often does he lose?

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And I'm like, he never loses.

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And she's like, he never loses.

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I said, wow, he's pretty good at these

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kind of games.

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And I said, well, I purposely let him

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win.

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And she said, well, why is that?

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And I said, well, because it makes him

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happy.

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And he gets a lot of joy out

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of this.

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And she goes, well, I want to talk

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to you, but that's not necessarily a good

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thing.

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And so she wanted to let me know

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that there's life lessons that has to be

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used in play, in play therapy.

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And part of that is losing and learning

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how to deal with the emotions of losing.

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And so I said, okay.

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So she gave me assignments.

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She said, next time I want you to

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play and I want you to do your

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best to win.

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And of course, you know, next time we

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played.

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And she wanted to know how he reacted,

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how he responded.

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And sure enough, the next time we played,

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I think it was chutes and ladders or

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something weird.

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And so sure enough, he loses.

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And he had a fit.

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He's eight years old.

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He took the board.

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He kind of threw it off the table,

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all the pieces flying.

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He got up and he said, I don't

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want to play anymore.

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And he went off in a chair and

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pouted for a while.

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And I was like, wow.

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So now I need to process with him.

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So that's the key, right?

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So I needed to work with him.

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So anyway, with that being said, I talked

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to my clinical supervisor.

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And she said, you need to help him

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through those emotions.

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Because now we need to extract what does

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he think of himself, right?

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Because it's all about thoughts versus feelings.

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And that's kind of where the authors are

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going with this.

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So long story short, I had to continue

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to play with him this way.

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And I found some rigidity with his willingness

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to want to play these type of games

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anymore.

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And I would have to encourage him, no,

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come on, come on.

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And then it's about teaching as well.

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So there's a teaching aspect of learning.

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And so whenever you're finding a child, your

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child, who's having difficulties or struggling or getting

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angry or upset, those are the feelings, right?

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And they're turning into action.

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I'll get into that in a little bit.

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But the teaching aspect is probably one of

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the most keys.

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Because the authors are saying that in order

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for a child to grow and develop in

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a healthy way, in an independent way, they

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have to learn, adapt, and grow.

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And they kind of go into the brain

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and the consciousness and how the brain is

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still growing.

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And it will be growing into the early

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20s.

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But at tender age of 8, 9, 10,

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and 11, there's cognitive processes that are developing.

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And the neurology is a little bit deep.

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But in all reality, it all comes down

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to teaching, learning, so they can grow and

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adapt.

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So that's another part of the book that

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I really found.

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And I'll be honest, I haven't read the

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entire book, but I can't put it down.

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So I will now finish the book.

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So thank you, Hamayra, for even bringing this

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book to my attention because I was not

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in the know.

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So I don't want to over – are

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we good?

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Okay, okay.

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So I want to get into something I'm

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passionate about.

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It's the modality.

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It's the clinical practice that they're looking at.

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It's the cognitive behavioral therapy.

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And so the basic definition, it's an intervention

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that focuses on challenging and changing unhelpful thoughts,

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beliefs, and attitudes and behavior.

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Improving emotional regulation.

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This is very key.

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I have to stop there.

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The emotional regulation is where my high school

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students are struggling.

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So I'm actually – I give sugar to

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a law that I'm in a high school

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situation where I'm dealing with students from the

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ages of 14 to 18.

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And I've been – mashallah, I've been there

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for now seven years.

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And I'm finding that my young adults are

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not being young adults.

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And so a lot of the work is

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helping them understand and adapt to being a

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young adult because that very critical age of

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four years from 14 to 18, in all

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sense – in all kind of sense of

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the things here in the United States, 18,

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you're considered an adult.

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And the parental rights are now waived.

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So now the parents are like, well, you're

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18, you need to get out, and you

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need to take care of things yourself.

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And we're finding that our 18-year-olds

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are not prepared for this.

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And so I noticed this, and I try

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to find my freshmen.

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And I get them early.

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As soon as I can get them, and

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I'll ask them, who wakes you up?

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What do you mean?

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Mama wakes me up.

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Oh, you're 14 years old, and you don't

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get up on your own?

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No, my mom gets me up.

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And I will say more than most of

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my students, parents are doing this.

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So that safetyism, right?

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I want to make sure you're not late,

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honey, so I'm going to wake you up.

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I'll get you up, and I'll cook you

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breakfast, and I'll take care of this, and

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I'll get your books together.

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And I dissect, and I'll ask questions, right?

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It's about what I want to talk to

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my parents about, is we've got to get

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them to become adults.

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And how do we do that?

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We have to teach.

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So when they're on their own, when they're

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in college, and I assume, I'll just take

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a poll real quick.

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For all those in the audience who have

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children that they hope and shall love will

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go to university.

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Okay.

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The majority of the hands, if not all

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the hands went up.

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And that's fantastic, mashallah.

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The chances of your child living at home

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might be slim to none.

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There's some universities that require on-campus dormitory

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stay for a freshman.

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Not all, some.

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And so then if your child goes to

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UC Santa Barbara, or UC Davis, or Sacramento

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State, where I did my bachelor's degree, they're

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not close enough, so they have to be

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on campus.

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They have to be on dorm.

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So if they're on dorm, and they're 18

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now, they have to become adults.

00:28:07 --> 00:28:08

They have to get themselves up on time.

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They have to make sure they're doing their

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homework.

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They have to make sure they can cook,

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or at least rudimentally kind of cook, and,

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you know, just basic things.

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They have to make sure they're showering, and

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they're dressing, and they're using deodorant, and their

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hygiene is correct, and they're brushing their teeth,

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and all of these things.

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But if our parents have created this safetism,

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where we're doing everything for them, and now

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they're away from mom and dad for the

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first three months, it's going to be very

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hard for them to adapt from parents keeping

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everything safe and all to now, I have

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to do everything myself, and how do I

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manage that?

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I'm frustrated.

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I'm angry.

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I'm upset.

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And then, again, we go back to the

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thoughts, and then how they feel about them,

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how they feel about themselves.

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I can't cook for myself.

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I can't eat.

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Therefore, I'm a failure.

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I can't do this.

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And then we get into this failureistic kind

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of mindset.

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So as my parents, as I sit in

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front of you, one of the things that

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I really request is you start training your

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children to kind of be independent.

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Teach them how to cook.

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Get them an alarm, not their cell phone.

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Get them an alarm that they can get

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up on their own if they're getting up

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in the 12, 13, 14-year-old.

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It's time for them to kind of stand

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up.

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So when frustrations happen or they're confronted with

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some obstacles, now they have a little bit

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more of that inner strength in them that,

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hey, I can do this.

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I don't need mom there.

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I don't need dad there.

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I can manage.

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And it starts very small.

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And with my students, it starts with just

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getting up.

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And then it starts about going to bed

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on time.

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Do you have to be told to go

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to bed, or do you know what time

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your bedtime is?

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And so it's just these little things.

00:30:05 --> 00:30:08

So going back to the cognitive behavioral aspect

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of it, so what cognitive behavioral therapy really

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kind of gets into is automatic thoughts.

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So when something happens, you will have a

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thought about it.

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If an earthquake happens, what's your first thought?

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What's that automatic thought?

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Am I going to die?

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Am I going to fall through the earth,

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Allah forbid?

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Or is my child safe?

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Am I safe?

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Is my home safe?

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Am I on the fault?

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Where did it happen?

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So all of these automatic thoughts start rushing

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in.

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And some people have these automatic thoughts that

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are pretty gruesome.

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I know somebody who feels that they are

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going to die in every earthquake that happens.

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So these automatic thoughts is the ground starts

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to shake.

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I'm going to die.

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So now we have this false belief that's

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now growing.

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So if you've ever experienced a car accident.

00:31:02 --> 00:31:05

I had a sister that experienced a car

00:31:05 --> 00:31:06

accident and it was pretty major.

00:31:07 --> 00:31:08

And I was young at the time and

00:31:08 --> 00:31:10

she had to go to therapy for it

00:31:10 --> 00:31:11

because she couldn't get into a car.

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And her automatic thought was every time I'm

00:31:14 --> 00:31:16

in a car, something bad will happen.

00:31:17 --> 00:31:18

So therefore I won't get in the car.

00:31:19 --> 00:31:20

Therefore I will not drive.

00:31:21 --> 00:31:24

And so all of these automatic thoughts turned

00:31:24 --> 00:31:26

into feelings which turned into resistance.

00:31:27 --> 00:31:32

So cognitive behavioral therapy is about learning how

00:31:32 --> 00:31:34

to dissect the automatic thoughts.

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And then it goes into how do you

00:31:37 --> 00:31:39

look at that thought that came up.

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And so just for the sake of it,

00:31:42 --> 00:31:45

I'm going to talk about optimism and pessimism.

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Cognitive behavioral therapy always wants to look at

00:31:51 --> 00:31:54

the positive side of things.

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So being an optimist is the best way.

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So if we're looking at the negative, sometimes

00:31:59 --> 00:31:59

we have to.

00:32:00 --> 00:32:01

But one of the things that I do

00:32:01 --> 00:32:04

train my students as much as possible, oftentimes

00:32:04 --> 00:32:07

I'll put a half a bottle of water

00:32:07 --> 00:32:10

on the table and I'll say, your opinion,

00:32:10 --> 00:32:11

is this half empty or half full?

00:32:12 --> 00:32:15

Almost every time I kind of already know

00:32:15 --> 00:32:16

the answer I'm going to get depending on

00:32:16 --> 00:32:17

the student I'm working with.

00:32:18 --> 00:32:21

If I have an optimistic student, most likely

00:32:21 --> 00:32:22

they're going to say it's half full.

00:32:23 --> 00:32:25

And if I have a pessimistic student, they're

00:32:25 --> 00:32:27

going to say it's almost empty, it's halfway

00:32:27 --> 00:32:27

empty.

00:32:28 --> 00:32:29

So they're going to look at the negative,

00:32:29 --> 00:32:30

what's been taken out of it.

00:32:31 --> 00:32:34

So this is one thing about cognitive behavioral

00:32:34 --> 00:32:37

therapy, they want you to look at the

00:32:37 --> 00:32:37

positive.

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Because what happens is the negative thoughts creep

00:32:40 --> 00:32:45

in, negative thoughts creep in, negative feelings follow.

00:32:45 --> 00:32:48

So it goes back to thoughts and feelings.

00:32:49 --> 00:32:53

So if a dog bites you, that's a

00:32:53 --> 00:32:57

negative action.

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Now the negative thought is the automatic thought,

00:33:01 --> 00:33:01

all dogs bite.

00:33:03 --> 00:33:04

And it's a sweeping thing and all the

00:33:04 --> 00:33:07

dogs out there, all dogs bite.

00:33:07 --> 00:33:09

Now there is a truth behind all dogs

00:33:09 --> 00:33:11

do bite, but not all dogs are aggressive.

00:33:12 --> 00:33:13

So there's a way to kind of break

00:33:13 --> 00:33:17

this apart and understand that not all dogs

00:33:17 --> 00:33:18

will hurt you.

00:33:18 --> 00:33:21

And so that's what cognitive behavioral therapy is

00:33:21 --> 00:33:22

about.

00:33:22 --> 00:33:25

It's kind of breaking away these thoughts, these

00:33:25 --> 00:33:27

automatic negative thoughts.

00:33:27 --> 00:33:30

And what happens is negative thoughts build up

00:33:30 --> 00:33:32

into negative reaction, negative feelings.

00:33:32 --> 00:33:34

And then it turns into a negative reaction.

00:33:35 --> 00:33:37

And I actually want to get into that.

00:33:38 --> 00:33:40

I'm going to sum that up, I'm going

00:33:40 --> 00:33:41

to give you an example.

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And I'll give you an acronym for those

00:33:44 --> 00:33:45

who might be taking notes.

00:33:45 --> 00:33:48

But to sum up cognitive behavioral therapy, I'll

00:33:48 --> 00:33:49

sum it up in two sentences.

00:33:50 --> 00:33:55

What we think and what we do affect

00:33:55 --> 00:33:56

how we feel.

00:33:58 --> 00:34:00

Negative thoughts lead to negative feelings.

00:34:00 --> 00:34:03

If you want to take the whole science

00:34:03 --> 00:34:05

of CBT, put it all into two sentences,

00:34:05 --> 00:34:07

those are my two sentences right there.

00:34:08 --> 00:34:10

So how does that apply and how is

00:34:10 --> 00:34:12

that applicable to the real world?

00:34:13 --> 00:34:18

If you think of AFBR, A is the

00:34:18 --> 00:34:23

action, F is the feeling, B is the

00:34:23 --> 00:34:26

behavior, and 4 is the results.

00:34:26 --> 00:34:27

I had to look at my notes, I

00:34:27 --> 00:34:29

do this all the time, but it's getting

00:34:29 --> 00:34:30

late for me.

00:34:31 --> 00:34:35

So the example is the action, there's an

00:34:35 --> 00:34:37

argument with a friend and the friendship ends.

00:34:38 --> 00:34:40

That's the action, that's what happens, the physical

00:34:40 --> 00:34:41

thing that takes place.

00:34:42 --> 00:34:46

The feeling, I will never have friends again,

00:34:46 --> 00:34:50

that's that distorted, abstract, negative feeling.

00:34:51 --> 00:34:55

The behavior, I'm going to isolate and not

00:34:55 --> 00:34:58

make friends so I'm safe from getting my

00:34:58 --> 00:34:59

heart broken.

00:35:01 --> 00:35:08

The result, loneliness, isolation, depression.

00:35:11 --> 00:35:14

Now, as a therapist, I go right from

00:35:14 --> 00:35:16

the beginning, I have to kind of unpack

00:35:16 --> 00:35:19

it all and I start with the action.

00:35:20 --> 00:35:20

What happened?

00:35:21 --> 00:35:24

We got into an argument, they said they

00:35:24 --> 00:35:25

never want to talk to me again, they

00:35:25 --> 00:35:26

were upset with me.

00:35:27 --> 00:35:28

And then we have to stop it at

00:35:28 --> 00:35:29

the feeling.

00:35:30 --> 00:35:33

So the feeling is, I'll never have friends

00:35:33 --> 00:35:33

again.

00:35:35 --> 00:35:37

And so I have to, there's a disbelief,

00:35:37 --> 00:35:40

there's an automatic thought that now has to

00:35:40 --> 00:35:40

be deconstructed.

00:35:42 --> 00:35:44

And oftentimes I'll say, well, do you have

00:35:44 --> 00:35:44

any friends?

00:35:45 --> 00:35:47

Well, yeah, I do have friends.

00:35:47 --> 00:35:48

Okay, who are your friends?

00:35:48 --> 00:35:51

And we just want to take that as

00:35:51 --> 00:35:54

a false belief and dissect it, and so

00:35:54 --> 00:35:55

they can disprove that.

00:35:55 --> 00:35:57

And this is where the critical thinking part

00:35:57 --> 00:35:59

of what we need to do with our

00:35:59 --> 00:36:00

children.

00:36:00 --> 00:36:04

So that their thoughts don't turn into their

00:36:04 --> 00:36:06

negative thoughts, because we all have negative things

00:36:06 --> 00:36:08

happen to us, but we don't want those

00:36:08 --> 00:36:11

to become negative thoughts, then all of a

00:36:11 --> 00:36:13

sudden they're negative feelings, and then we'll have

00:36:13 --> 00:36:14

a negative behavior attached to it.

00:36:15 --> 00:36:17

And that is CBT in a nutshell.

00:36:18 --> 00:36:22

And the resilience aspect of it all is,

00:36:23 --> 00:36:26

and this is really kind of the author's

00:36:26 --> 00:36:30

solution to the resilience factor, is kind to

00:36:30 --> 00:36:32

see things as thoughts and feelings and behaviors.

00:36:34 --> 00:36:37

And what I would like to do is

00:36:37 --> 00:36:39

leave you with, really this is the ending

00:36:39 --> 00:36:44

of my aspect of this talk, is understand

00:36:44 --> 00:36:46

that your children are going to make mistakes.

00:36:47 --> 00:36:49

Understand that they're going to have these negative

00:36:49 --> 00:36:51

feelings attached to those mistakes.

00:36:52 --> 00:36:54

And it's your job as a parent, your

00:36:54 --> 00:36:57

job as an educator, so if you're a

00:36:57 --> 00:37:00

teacher out there and you're teaching students, it's

00:37:00 --> 00:37:03

your job to debunk the belief, the false

00:37:03 --> 00:37:06

belief that they start attributing to themselves.

00:37:06 --> 00:37:08

And you'll see it, you'll hear it oftentimes,

00:37:08 --> 00:37:12

I will never, this will always, all these

00:37:12 --> 00:37:15

forever kind of infinity words.

00:37:15 --> 00:37:19

Once you hear those key words, you have

00:37:19 --> 00:37:20

to stop them, and you have to kind

00:37:20 --> 00:37:22

of deconstruct that with them.

00:37:23 --> 00:37:25

And once you do that, we can start

00:37:25 --> 00:37:27

removing the negative feeling.

00:37:28 --> 00:37:31

But also too, teaching to our children that

00:37:31 --> 00:37:34

failure is part of learning, and failure is

00:37:34 --> 00:37:34

okay.

00:37:35 --> 00:37:37

As long as we attempt, as long as

00:37:37 --> 00:37:39

we try, failure is okay.

00:37:40 --> 00:37:42

And so I actually spoke with a student

00:37:42 --> 00:37:44

today, and his heart was just on getting

00:37:44 --> 00:37:45

into USC.

00:37:46 --> 00:37:48

And so he's a senior now, and he

00:37:48 --> 00:37:52

put in his early application, and USC has

00:37:52 --> 00:37:56

an early admissions, and he thought he nailed

00:37:56 --> 00:37:56

it.

00:37:57 --> 00:37:59

And I was trying to get him prepared

00:37:59 --> 00:38:01

for the what if scenario, what if, right?

00:38:02 --> 00:38:04

He was shutting me down, I'm not going

00:38:04 --> 00:38:04

to talk about that.

00:38:05 --> 00:38:07

So I get an email from him today,

00:38:07 --> 00:38:09

and he says, you know, Mr. Bishop, can

00:38:09 --> 00:38:10

I meet with you?

00:38:11 --> 00:38:13

And I'm like, all right, it's probably about

00:38:13 --> 00:38:14

the USC application.

00:38:15 --> 00:38:16

Sure, no problem, I have an opening in

00:38:16 --> 00:38:18

such and such time, come by my office.

00:38:19 --> 00:38:21

And he comes in my office, and he's

00:38:21 --> 00:38:25

just wearing basically an emotional wet towel, right?

00:38:25 --> 00:38:27

And he is just devastated.

00:38:27 --> 00:38:29

I already knew what happened, right?

00:38:29 --> 00:38:31

You can just tell, and he walks in,

00:38:31 --> 00:38:32

he slumps in the chair.

00:38:33 --> 00:38:36

I was looking for those infinitive words, those

00:38:36 --> 00:38:37

negative infinitive words.

00:38:38 --> 00:38:40

So I said, okay, what brings you to

00:38:40 --> 00:38:40

see me?

00:38:41 --> 00:38:42

Why did you shoot me the email?

00:38:43 --> 00:38:44

He says, well, I didn't get in.

00:38:45 --> 00:38:46

I said, okay.

00:38:47 --> 00:38:48

How are you feeling about that?

00:38:48 --> 00:38:49

What happened, when did you get the letter?

00:38:50 --> 00:38:52

I just feel like a loser.

00:38:53 --> 00:38:55

I'm never going to get in any of

00:38:55 --> 00:38:55

the universities.

00:38:56 --> 00:38:57

I said, hold on a minute.

00:38:57 --> 00:38:59

So I had to deconstruct this.

00:38:59 --> 00:39:02

Because now we've got this never, I'm never

00:39:02 --> 00:39:02

going to.

00:39:02 --> 00:39:05

So now his resiliency is now, he has

00:39:05 --> 00:39:06

no resiliency.

00:39:07 --> 00:39:08

Now he's just going to drop out of

00:39:08 --> 00:39:10

school, and he's just going to become a

00:39:10 --> 00:39:10

nobody, right?

00:39:11 --> 00:39:13

I have to build off of this.

00:39:14 --> 00:39:16

So I said, okay, how many other universities

00:39:16 --> 00:39:17

did you apply to?

00:39:18 --> 00:39:19

Seven others.

00:39:19 --> 00:39:20

All right, let's list them.

00:39:20 --> 00:39:21

What's your number two school?

00:39:21 --> 00:39:23

You didn't get any number one school.

00:39:23 --> 00:39:24

What's your number two school?

00:39:24 --> 00:39:25

UC Santa Barbara.

00:39:26 --> 00:39:28

All right, next one, UC Irvine.

00:39:28 --> 00:39:30

All these other UCs he throws out.

00:39:31 --> 00:39:31

I said, okay.

00:39:32 --> 00:39:34

Before you call yourself a failure and you

00:39:34 --> 00:39:37

never get in a university, how are you

00:39:37 --> 00:39:39

going to say that you're never going to

00:39:39 --> 00:39:41

do something if you don't know what the

00:39:41 --> 00:39:42

other side is doing?

00:39:43 --> 00:39:45

Part of this is getting him some hope.

00:39:46 --> 00:39:47

So this is what I ask you to

00:39:47 --> 00:39:49

do for your children.

00:39:49 --> 00:39:51

You give them hope, right?

00:39:51 --> 00:39:55

You give them praise for their attempt, but

00:39:55 --> 00:39:58

also, too, that hope is that optimism, right?

00:39:59 --> 00:40:01

We want to give them, this could possibly

00:40:01 --> 00:40:01

happen.

00:40:02 --> 00:40:03

And in reality, I had to show him

00:40:03 --> 00:40:04

facts.

00:40:04 --> 00:40:06

So another thing as a parent and as

00:40:06 --> 00:40:08

a teacher, I want you to lawyer up,

00:40:09 --> 00:40:09

all right?

00:40:10 --> 00:40:11

I'm going to tell you about lawyers.

00:40:12 --> 00:40:14

A good lawyer is not going to bring

00:40:14 --> 00:40:16

the emotion to the court.

00:40:16 --> 00:40:18

The judge is not going to have any

00:40:18 --> 00:40:19

part of the emotion.

00:40:19 --> 00:40:22

And if a lawyer gets a little emotional

00:40:22 --> 00:40:24

with it, because he's trying to influence the

00:40:24 --> 00:40:26

jury, the judge will shut him down.

00:40:27 --> 00:40:28

Anyone here has ever been on jury duty?

00:40:29 --> 00:40:31

Okay, so when you go, you'll see this

00:40:31 --> 00:40:32

play out.

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So the minute that the lawyer tries to

00:40:35 --> 00:40:37

use emotion to sway the jury, the judge

00:40:37 --> 00:40:39

says, no, no, no, you stop that now.

00:40:40 --> 00:40:43

And so the lawyer has to bring facts.

00:40:43 --> 00:40:46

And so once you have a child that

00:40:46 --> 00:40:51

has these thoughts and feelings that are all

00:40:51 --> 00:40:53

in the negative, and you know these are

00:40:53 --> 00:40:58

false thoughts, it's your job to bring the

00:40:58 --> 00:41:01

facts, to debunk those thoughts.

00:41:01 --> 00:41:05

So with that student, and now I told

00:41:05 --> 00:41:06

him, I said, what's your GPA?

00:41:06 --> 00:41:08

That was the first thing I asked, 4

00:41:08 --> 00:41:12

.2. 4.2 GPA, and you're telling me

00:41:12 --> 00:41:13

you will not get in a university.

00:41:14 --> 00:41:16

I said, I challenge you to come back

00:41:16 --> 00:41:18

after you're seven, give you letters in the

00:41:18 --> 00:41:20

mail that you did not get in.

00:41:21 --> 00:41:24

And so that's our deal as he left

00:41:24 --> 00:41:24

my office.

00:41:25 --> 00:41:29

So anyway, thank you for just giving me

00:41:29 --> 00:41:30

the floor there for a minute.

00:41:30 --> 00:41:32

That was so beautiful.

00:41:32 --> 00:41:33

Thank you so much.

00:41:34 --> 00:41:34

Assalamualaikum.

00:41:36 --> 00:41:38

Mashallah, I want to first and foremost thank

00:41:38 --> 00:41:40

Brother Ali for your presentation.

00:41:41 --> 00:41:43

So relevant, so powerful, a lot of food

00:41:43 --> 00:41:45

for thought that you left us with.

00:41:45 --> 00:41:47

And as you were speaking, many things were

00:41:47 --> 00:41:48

coming to my mind, but I wanted to

00:41:48 --> 00:41:51

just first mention two things that really tie

00:41:51 --> 00:41:54

in with, you know, the portion that I'm

00:41:54 --> 00:41:55

going to be presenting, which is the Islamic

00:41:55 --> 00:41:56

perspective.

00:41:56 --> 00:42:01

What you mentioned about how you introduced the

00:42:01 --> 00:42:04

game of chess to your friend, and you

00:42:04 --> 00:42:07

basically set him up for the realistic expectation,

00:42:07 --> 00:42:08

right?

00:42:08 --> 00:42:10

Which is that he will fail.

00:42:11 --> 00:42:13

And I think that, you know, as a

00:42:13 --> 00:42:15

concept is something we need to first and

00:42:15 --> 00:42:17

foremost understand, because in Islam, I was just

00:42:17 --> 00:42:19

mentioning earlier, I had a class, and I

00:42:19 --> 00:42:21

was mentioning that one of my, I mean,

00:42:21 --> 00:42:23

there's many things, obviously, Alhamdulillah, that we love

00:42:23 --> 00:42:24

about our deen.

00:42:24 --> 00:42:25

But one of the things that I love

00:42:25 --> 00:42:27

about Islam, and I think we should really

00:42:27 --> 00:42:29

take great pride in, is the fact that

00:42:29 --> 00:42:31

our deen is so transparent.

00:42:31 --> 00:42:33

You know, Allah Subh'anaHu Wa Ta-A

00:42:33 --> 00:42:35

'la has really just laid it all out

00:42:35 --> 00:42:36

for us.

00:42:36 --> 00:42:37

You know, you read the Qur'an, you

00:42:37 --> 00:42:41

read the seerah, you get the picture.

00:42:41 --> 00:42:43

It's all there, there's no secrets, there's no,

00:42:43 --> 00:42:45

you know, agendas, there's no hidden plots and

00:42:45 --> 00:42:47

twists, you know, it's all there.

00:42:48 --> 00:42:50

Dunya is difficult, dunya is hard, you're going

00:42:50 --> 00:42:52

to be tested, we're going to test you

00:42:52 --> 00:42:54

with your children, with your spouses, with your

00:42:54 --> 00:42:55

wealth.

00:42:55 --> 00:42:59

So all of that is, you know, it

00:42:59 --> 00:43:02

sets you up for the right expectation in

00:43:02 --> 00:43:03

life, right, which is why what I was

00:43:03 --> 00:43:06

saying before is so important, that faith grounds

00:43:06 --> 00:43:10

you in setting yourself up with the expectation

00:43:11 --> 00:43:14

that will align with the reality you're going

00:43:14 --> 00:43:14

to have.

00:43:14 --> 00:43:16

But when you don't have a faith perspective,

00:43:17 --> 00:43:21

and then you create a false utopian concept

00:43:21 --> 00:43:23

of what life is, right, because people who

00:43:23 --> 00:43:25

don't have faith, they really do see this

00:43:25 --> 00:43:27

place as it, right, like, this is it,

00:43:27 --> 00:43:28

I'm going to make the most of it.

00:43:28 --> 00:43:32

And so you set your expectation that everything

00:43:32 --> 00:43:34

should go my way.

00:43:34 --> 00:43:37

And then we have, obviously, in our, you

00:43:37 --> 00:43:38

know, in the West here, we have a

00:43:38 --> 00:43:40

problem with entitlement, we have a problem with

00:43:40 --> 00:43:43

a lot of messaging that gets ingrained into

00:43:43 --> 00:43:45

the minds and starts to shape a person's

00:43:45 --> 00:43:46

expectations and reality.

00:43:47 --> 00:43:49

All of it, which is not set in

00:43:49 --> 00:43:52

reality, that's the, you know, ironic thing, right,

00:43:52 --> 00:43:57

that we're actually falsely portraying, you know, life

00:43:57 --> 00:44:01

by, you know, through media, for example.

00:44:01 --> 00:44:02

I mean, think about how much of our

00:44:02 --> 00:44:07

expectations are shaped through film, through television, through

00:44:07 --> 00:44:08

music, right?

00:44:08 --> 00:44:10

When you're growing up on a diet of

00:44:10 --> 00:44:15

messaging that's distorted, that's utopian, that's not set

00:44:15 --> 00:44:19

in actual life, real experience, but stories, you

00:44:19 --> 00:44:21

know, then you start to think that way.

00:44:21 --> 00:44:23

And I've seen this when I work with

00:44:23 --> 00:44:23

couples.

00:44:23 --> 00:44:24

I mean, this is one of the main

00:44:24 --> 00:44:26

points I talk about when we talk about

00:44:26 --> 00:44:27

marriage, for example.

00:44:27 --> 00:44:29

And I say, if you came to marriage

00:44:29 --> 00:44:31

thinking that the Bollywood movies that you've been

00:44:31 --> 00:44:35

watching, right, or Hollywood rom-coms are like

00:44:35 --> 00:44:37

what your expectation is, you know, like, or,

00:44:37 --> 00:44:40

you know, even before that, like your selection

00:44:40 --> 00:44:43

of a spouse is informed on the archetypes

00:44:43 --> 00:44:45

that you've seen growing up watching all of

00:44:45 --> 00:44:48

this television and film, you are setting yourself

00:44:48 --> 00:44:50

up to fail and you're setting your marriage

00:44:50 --> 00:44:53

up to fail because that is fiction, it's

00:44:53 --> 00:44:54

not reality.

00:44:54 --> 00:44:57

Reality is, yeah, you might have that little

00:44:57 --> 00:44:59

honeymoon phase, but all of a sudden you're

00:44:59 --> 00:45:00

going to have problems, right?

00:45:01 --> 00:45:06

And we're taught to basically, you know, be

00:45:06 --> 00:45:10

very mindful of what affects, you know, what

00:45:10 --> 00:45:11

we let in, right?

00:45:12 --> 00:45:14

And, you know, when you ask, you know,

00:45:14 --> 00:45:16

how do we protect ourselves?

00:45:16 --> 00:45:17

How do we protect our children?

00:45:17 --> 00:45:19

We have to go back to the basics.

00:45:19 --> 00:45:21

And the basics are what is the Qur

00:45:21 --> 00:45:22

'anic worldview, right?

00:45:22 --> 00:45:24

What is the worldview that Allah subhanahu wa

00:45:24 --> 00:45:26

ta'ala wants us to have and ascribe

00:45:26 --> 00:45:26

to?

00:45:27 --> 00:45:29

And how are we implementing that in our

00:45:29 --> 00:45:31

own families, in our own lives, as parents,

00:45:31 --> 00:45:32

as educators?

00:45:32 --> 00:45:33

What are we teaching our children?

00:45:34 --> 00:45:35

Is it in line with the Qur'anic

00:45:35 --> 00:45:39

worldview which says that, for example, you know,

00:45:39 --> 00:45:41

as I mentioned, you will be tested, right?

00:45:41 --> 00:45:45

That this life is, you know, or the

00:45:45 --> 00:45:48

dunya is a low place where you should

00:45:48 --> 00:45:51

expect sorrow, anxiety, depression, grief.

00:45:51 --> 00:45:55

Like if that's not what you're, the world

00:45:55 --> 00:45:58

that you're preparing yourself for, let alone your

00:45:58 --> 00:46:00

children, then obviously you're going to fall into

00:46:00 --> 00:46:02

everything that they're describing in this book, which

00:46:02 --> 00:46:07

is a false expectation based on, you know,

00:46:07 --> 00:46:11

whatever, whether it's your entitlement, your false ideas

00:46:11 --> 00:46:14

around, you know, the narratives that you've envisioned.

00:46:14 --> 00:46:15

But it's not true.

00:46:15 --> 00:46:17

And so as you were speaking, I love

00:46:17 --> 00:46:20

that because that is part of the solution,

00:46:20 --> 00:46:23

that we actually start off our journey as,

00:46:23 --> 00:46:26

you know, individuals, obviously, our own selves, that's

00:46:26 --> 00:46:27

where, you know, we start with.

00:46:27 --> 00:46:30

If you're not grounded in reality, which is,

00:46:30 --> 00:46:33

you know, I have to expect and anticipate

00:46:33 --> 00:46:35

that I will have problems, that I will

00:46:35 --> 00:46:39

have challenges, but I also have recourse, right?

00:46:39 --> 00:46:41

So it's not like I'm just left to

00:46:41 --> 00:46:42

suffer.

00:46:42 --> 00:46:47

Through suffering, through hardships, we have a worldview

00:46:47 --> 00:46:50

that is actually quite empowering, right?

00:46:50 --> 00:46:52

And the perfect proof of that is to

00:46:52 --> 00:46:53

look at the lives of the prophets.

00:46:53 --> 00:46:55

So if you're actually studying, you know, the

00:46:55 --> 00:46:59

highest of human beings and the ones that

00:46:59 --> 00:47:02

are exemplars, all of the prophets, but specifically

00:47:02 --> 00:47:05

the prophets, and you see that from the

00:47:05 --> 00:47:08

onset of his life, he had challenge that

00:47:08 --> 00:47:10

he had to, you know, overcome after challenge,

00:47:11 --> 00:47:12

after challenge, after challenge.

00:47:12 --> 00:47:16

But what's the totality of his life is

00:47:16 --> 00:47:19

that he was the most perfect human being.

00:47:19 --> 00:47:21

So those challenges did not in any way

00:47:21 --> 00:47:23

take away from him.

00:47:23 --> 00:47:26

They actually are part of why he is

00:47:26 --> 00:47:29

so incredibly, you know, who he is.

00:47:29 --> 00:47:30

It's because of those challenges.

00:47:31 --> 00:47:33

So going back to the book and those

00:47:33 --> 00:47:35

three untruths, I think if we go through

00:47:35 --> 00:47:37

every single one of them, you will find

00:47:37 --> 00:47:39

Islam has a perfect answer to all of

00:47:39 --> 00:47:39

them.

00:47:39 --> 00:47:40

The first one, as I mentioned, what doesn't

00:47:40 --> 00:47:42

kill you makes you weaker.

00:47:42 --> 00:47:44

Of course, it's a lie because I just,

00:47:44 --> 00:47:45

you know, we just stated that, that if

00:47:45 --> 00:47:49

Allah is telling you or telling us that

00:47:49 --> 00:47:52

this life is difficult and hard, and you

00:47:52 --> 00:47:53

will go through challenges.

00:47:54 --> 00:47:57

However, you know, those who are the most

00:47:57 --> 00:48:00

patient, those who are the most resilient, those

00:48:00 --> 00:48:02

who have sabr and jameel, those who practice,

00:48:02 --> 00:48:04

you know, that beautiful patience, will come out

00:48:04 --> 00:48:08

successful, then obviously it debunks that lie right

00:48:08 --> 00:48:09

away.

00:48:09 --> 00:48:12

That actually hardships, right, make you stronger.

00:48:13 --> 00:48:15

And again, the proof of that is evident

00:48:15 --> 00:48:18

in all of the great prophets, the saints,

00:48:18 --> 00:48:22

the teachers that our dean encourages us to

00:48:22 --> 00:48:23

know of and learn about their histories.

00:48:24 --> 00:48:27

It's to infuse in us this concept and

00:48:27 --> 00:48:30

really get it that actually, yes, you can

00:48:30 --> 00:48:32

go through a lot of suffering in life,

00:48:32 --> 00:48:34

but you can succeed and then come out

00:48:34 --> 00:48:34

on top.

00:48:34 --> 00:48:37

So not to look at suffering as something

00:48:37 --> 00:48:40

that you should fear necessarily or suffering that

00:48:40 --> 00:48:44

is something that automatically means that you are

00:48:44 --> 00:48:44

disadvantaged.

00:48:45 --> 00:48:46

It's actually not true.

00:48:46 --> 00:48:49

As we're taught, Allah SWT tests those He

00:48:49 --> 00:48:50

loves the most, right?

00:48:51 --> 00:48:54

So this is where, as brother Ali mentioned,

00:48:55 --> 00:48:57

using whether it's CBT, which is, you know,

00:48:57 --> 00:49:00

a modality that therapists use or what Muslims

00:49:00 --> 00:49:05

would use is actually, again, deferring to the

00:49:05 --> 00:49:07

source that informs us of how to interpret

00:49:07 --> 00:49:07

things, right?

00:49:07 --> 00:49:10

Because if we're left to our own devices,

00:49:10 --> 00:49:12

it's very dangerous.

00:49:12 --> 00:49:16

The mind is, you know, in Islam, we

00:49:16 --> 00:49:19

have the concept, for example, that our thoughts

00:49:19 --> 00:49:22

are shaped by four sources, okay?

00:49:22 --> 00:49:26

So we call these khawater or khater, right?

00:49:26 --> 00:49:28

So there are four khawater, there are four

00:49:28 --> 00:49:33

sources of inspiration or thoughts that all of

00:49:33 --> 00:49:34

our thoughts can fall under.

00:49:34 --> 00:49:37

The first is khater Rabbani, okay?

00:49:37 --> 00:49:40

Which is that it is an inspiration that

00:49:40 --> 00:49:41

is directly from Allah SWT.

00:49:42 --> 00:49:45

The second is khater Malakani, so from the

00:49:45 --> 00:49:46

angelic realm, right?

00:49:47 --> 00:49:48

They're positive thoughts.

00:49:48 --> 00:49:51

The third is khater Nafsani, which comes from

00:49:51 --> 00:49:52

the nafs.

00:49:52 --> 00:49:55

And then the last is khater Shaytani, right?

00:49:55 --> 00:49:58

So all the thoughts that we have, and

00:49:58 --> 00:49:59

I think, I mean, I've read studies that

00:49:59 --> 00:50:02

say anywhere between 6,000 thoughts a day

00:50:02 --> 00:50:05

to even 70,000 thoughts a day, right,

00:50:06 --> 00:50:10

can be understood in this, you know, in

00:50:10 --> 00:50:12

this structure, that they fall under one of

00:50:12 --> 00:50:13

these four sources, right?

00:50:14 --> 00:50:16

Now, again, this is all from our deen,

00:50:16 --> 00:50:18

so when we're taught that, that you need

00:50:18 --> 00:50:20

to pay attention to your stream of consciousness,

00:50:20 --> 00:50:23

make sure that it's passing the truth check,

00:50:23 --> 00:50:25

you know, is there, is this a rational

00:50:25 --> 00:50:26

thought?

00:50:26 --> 00:50:28

Is this a thought that is provable?

00:50:28 --> 00:50:29

Is it falsifiable?

00:50:30 --> 00:50:32

Is there something that can counter that thought?

00:50:32 --> 00:50:34

Because it is irrational, or it's based on

00:50:34 --> 00:50:34

emotion.

00:50:35 --> 00:50:37

So that is a process that we can

00:50:37 --> 00:50:39

develop internally with ourselves.

00:50:39 --> 00:50:40

How do we do that?

00:50:40 --> 00:50:42

Again, you look to the deen by process

00:50:42 --> 00:50:44

of muraqabah, right?

00:50:44 --> 00:50:45

By process of muhasabah.

00:50:46 --> 00:50:48

We're supposed to think, right?

00:50:48 --> 00:50:49

We're supposed to be thinking.

00:50:50 --> 00:50:53

Our aql, which is, you know, again, going

00:50:53 --> 00:50:56

back to how rich our deen is, because

00:50:56 --> 00:50:58

all these questions that I think a lot

00:50:58 --> 00:51:00

of people are grappling with in terms of

00:51:00 --> 00:51:02

the, you know, the thinking versus feeling, are

00:51:02 --> 00:51:04

answered just looking at the way that our

00:51:04 --> 00:51:08

deen has provided so much context to our

00:51:08 --> 00:51:09

creation, right?

00:51:09 --> 00:51:10

Like Imam al-Ghazali, I mean, one of

00:51:10 --> 00:51:13

my favorite, he has many, many wonderful teachings,

00:51:13 --> 00:51:16

but one of my favorite is also something

00:51:16 --> 00:51:18

that is found in the, according to the

00:51:18 --> 00:51:22

ancients, in the Aristotelian model, in the pre

00:51:22 --> 00:51:25

-even Socratic model, they had a very holistic

00:51:25 --> 00:51:29

understanding of the human being as being multifaceted,

00:51:29 --> 00:51:29

right?

00:51:29 --> 00:51:32

So the whole mind, body, heart, you know,

00:51:32 --> 00:51:32

connection.

00:51:33 --> 00:51:35

But what Imam al-Ghazali introduced, and he

00:51:35 --> 00:51:37

really helped to explain, is that we have

00:51:37 --> 00:51:38

three aspects to us.

00:51:39 --> 00:51:41

We have the, he called these quwas, right?

00:51:41 --> 00:51:44

So quwat al-aqliya, the intellect, quwat al

00:51:44 --> 00:51:48

-ghadabiya, the emotions, and quwat al-shahwaniya, the

00:51:48 --> 00:51:48

appetites.

00:51:49 --> 00:51:53

So when you understand yourself in this triune

00:51:53 --> 00:51:56

nature, and then you realize, you know, what

00:51:56 --> 00:52:00

our deen instructs us, which is that Allah

00:52:00 --> 00:52:03

SWT created the aql at the top of

00:52:03 --> 00:52:05

our being, right?

00:52:05 --> 00:52:08

Because this should govern everything that we do.

00:52:08 --> 00:52:11

Our aql should be in charge, right?

00:52:11 --> 00:52:13

So you should be rationalizing.

00:52:13 --> 00:52:15

That's why we're differentiated from all of his

00:52:15 --> 00:52:16

other creation.

00:52:16 --> 00:52:19

The animals are not, they're instinctual.

00:52:19 --> 00:52:21

They're not rationalizing anything.

00:52:21 --> 00:52:25

They feel, animals certainly feel, but they're instinctual,

00:52:25 --> 00:52:27

whereas we're rational beings, right?

00:52:27 --> 00:52:30

So the mind is at the top of

00:52:30 --> 00:52:33

our, the crown of our entire structure.

00:52:33 --> 00:52:36

Then we have the emotions, which reside in

00:52:36 --> 00:52:36

the heart.

00:52:37 --> 00:52:40

And the analogy that he uses is that

00:52:40 --> 00:52:43

emotions, you have to understand them as having

00:52:43 --> 00:52:49

a functionality similar to a hunting dog, right?

00:52:49 --> 00:52:52

If you have a dog that you are,

00:52:53 --> 00:52:55

you know, training because you're a hunter or

00:52:55 --> 00:52:58

you, you know, you're out, you're survival, you're

00:52:58 --> 00:53:00

surviving, you need to know how to train

00:53:00 --> 00:53:04

the dog and then dispatch it to retrieve

00:53:04 --> 00:53:06

what you need and it comes back.

00:53:06 --> 00:53:08

So emotions, that's what they should do.

00:53:08 --> 00:53:09

Emotions have a function.

00:53:09 --> 00:53:10

There's a time to be angry.

00:53:11 --> 00:53:13

There's a time to be happy.

00:53:13 --> 00:53:15

There's a time to be sad, but it

00:53:15 --> 00:53:16

should have a function.

00:53:16 --> 00:53:18

And once the function of it is over,

00:53:18 --> 00:53:20

like it would be wholly inappropriate if this

00:53:20 --> 00:53:24

was a funeral and we're laughing, right?

00:53:24 --> 00:53:26

So we need to know that that is

00:53:26 --> 00:53:30

not acceptable socially and that we are created

00:53:30 --> 00:53:33

with an ability to be empathic, to have

00:53:33 --> 00:53:34

sympathy, to grieve.

00:53:34 --> 00:53:36

And so that's the emotion that should come

00:53:36 --> 00:53:38

forward in that time and place.

00:53:39 --> 00:53:41

It's a rational process, right?

00:53:41 --> 00:53:41

Understanding this.

00:53:42 --> 00:53:44

So the emotions are centered in the heart.

00:53:44 --> 00:53:46

You train it, you, and this is where

00:53:46 --> 00:53:47

regulation comes from.

00:53:47 --> 00:53:50

So when you were talking about, you know,

00:53:50 --> 00:53:52

CBT and, and all of the distortions, right?

00:53:52 --> 00:53:54

The cognitive distortions that a lot of us

00:53:54 --> 00:53:55

are susceptible to.

00:53:56 --> 00:53:58

Catastrophizing, you know, or even the opposite of

00:53:58 --> 00:53:59

that.

00:53:59 --> 00:53:59

Minimalizing, right?

00:53:59 --> 00:54:01

There's a lot of things that we do

00:54:01 --> 00:54:01

as human beings.

00:54:01 --> 00:54:04

It's because we're not rationalizing.

00:54:05 --> 00:54:06

That's the bottom line.

00:54:06 --> 00:54:08

It's an emotional drive that leads to those

00:54:08 --> 00:54:09

conclusions.

00:54:09 --> 00:54:12

But the moment you activate the intellect, which

00:54:12 --> 00:54:14

is what our deen is constantly telling us,

00:54:14 --> 00:54:14

right?

00:54:14 --> 00:54:15

That you are intellectuals.

00:54:16 --> 00:54:17

You're created with aql.

00:54:17 --> 00:54:20

You should be thinking, reasoning, weighing the pros

00:54:20 --> 00:54:21

and cons, weighing the veracity.

00:54:22 --> 00:54:23

You know, there's the dua that the Prophet

00:54:23 --> 00:54:25

ﷺ taught us to make, which is, you

00:54:25 --> 00:54:27

know, Allah show me truth is truth and

00:54:27 --> 00:54:30

falsehood is falsehood because we're susceptible to our

00:54:30 --> 00:54:32

own distortions and also being manipulated by other

00:54:32 --> 00:54:33

people.

00:54:33 --> 00:54:35

But the point is, is our aql has

00:54:35 --> 00:54:36

to be in charge at all times.

00:54:36 --> 00:54:38

So the emotions are based in the heart.

00:54:38 --> 00:54:40

You treat them like you would a hunting

00:54:40 --> 00:54:40

dog.

00:54:40 --> 00:54:42

You train them, you regulate them, and you

00:54:42 --> 00:54:44

dispatch them according to the appropriate time and

00:54:44 --> 00:54:45

context.

00:54:46 --> 00:54:48

The shahwa, the appetites, are likened to a

00:54:48 --> 00:54:49

pig.

00:54:49 --> 00:54:52

You have to not fall into enslavement of

00:54:52 --> 00:54:53

them, right?

00:54:53 --> 00:54:56

So we're now, many of our teachers, like

00:54:56 --> 00:54:58

Shahamzah, he's mentioned this before, but it's true

00:54:58 --> 00:55:01

that if you look around, you find a

00:55:01 --> 00:55:04

lot of what he calls dog people and

00:55:04 --> 00:55:05

pig people.

00:55:05 --> 00:55:07

They're driven by emotions, which is what we're

00:55:07 --> 00:55:08

talking about, right?

00:55:08 --> 00:55:11

Everybody's triggered, everybody's sensitive, everybody's fragile, everybody's

00:55:11 --> 00:55:14

falling apart, or they're just giving in to

00:55:14 --> 00:55:15

their base desires.

00:55:15 --> 00:55:18

They just want something, their shahwa leads them.

00:55:18 --> 00:55:20

Where are the people that are reasoning?

00:55:20 --> 00:55:22

That's supposed to be us, right?

00:55:22 --> 00:55:25

The Muslims are put in the position of

00:55:25 --> 00:55:30

the khulafa or the representatives of Allah's ﷺ

00:55:30 --> 00:55:33

deen because we're supposed to be reasoning.

00:55:33 --> 00:55:35

And if you really look at historically, this

00:55:35 --> 00:55:36

was true, right?

00:55:36 --> 00:55:39

Our golden age was the age of the

00:55:39 --> 00:55:41

dark ages for the Europeans because we were

00:55:41 --> 00:55:42

on the rise.

00:55:42 --> 00:55:45

And many of these, even these conveniences that

00:55:45 --> 00:55:48

we have today are sourced to the fact

00:55:48 --> 00:55:50

that Muslims contributed so much to the areas

00:55:50 --> 00:55:52

of science and medicine and all these things.

00:55:52 --> 00:55:54

So we are absolutely the vanguards.

00:55:55 --> 00:55:57

We were leading the charge for so long

00:55:57 --> 00:55:59

because we were doing what we were supposed

00:55:59 --> 00:56:01

to be doing, but now we've come here,

00:56:01 --> 00:56:02

right?

00:56:02 --> 00:56:02

And what's happened?

00:56:03 --> 00:56:04

And this is, I mean, I've seen it

00:56:04 --> 00:56:06

in my lifetime where as soon as we

00:56:06 --> 00:56:10

come to the land of choice and opportunity,

00:56:10 --> 00:56:12

what takes hold, right?

00:56:12 --> 00:56:14

How many people do we know who've immigrated

00:56:14 --> 00:56:16

here from Muslim lands?

00:56:16 --> 00:56:18

They had mashallah structure order.

00:56:18 --> 00:56:19

They were praying five times a day.

00:56:19 --> 00:56:21

They come here and it's like, whoo, yeah,

00:56:21 --> 00:56:22

it's party time, right?

00:56:23 --> 00:56:26

Let me just, you know, throw all of

00:56:26 --> 00:56:29

that knowledge, all of that out the door

00:56:29 --> 00:56:32

because the dunya, and this is a microcosm

00:56:32 --> 00:56:34

of what the dunya represents, right?

00:56:34 --> 00:56:37

America or the West, with all of its

00:56:37 --> 00:56:39

opportunity, with all of its choices, is like

00:56:39 --> 00:56:45

a buffet of shahwa, of desire.

00:56:45 --> 00:56:47

And if you're not in control of yourself

00:56:47 --> 00:56:49

and you don't have the right understanding of

00:56:49 --> 00:56:52

your purpose, then you're susceptible to falling prey

00:56:52 --> 00:56:55

to all of the distractions and all of

00:56:55 --> 00:56:57

the things that we're seeing so many people

00:56:57 --> 00:56:59

around us fall prey to.

00:56:59 --> 00:57:00

And this is why when we go back

00:57:00 --> 00:57:02

to parenting or educating our children, we've got

00:57:02 --> 00:57:04

to remind them of their essence.

00:57:04 --> 00:57:08

You are a spiritual being that's in a

00:57:08 --> 00:57:09

physical body.

00:57:09 --> 00:57:12

You are not a physical, weak to the

00:57:12 --> 00:57:14

flesh, right, body that has no spirit.

00:57:15 --> 00:57:17

And that's the demonic worldview that they are

00:57:17 --> 00:57:21

being indoctrinated in everywhere else in this country

00:57:21 --> 00:57:23

or in this world, which is you're just

00:57:23 --> 00:57:23

a physical body.

00:57:24 --> 00:57:26

Your feelings are all, you know, everything, your

00:57:26 --> 00:57:28

whole reality should be shaped around your feelings

00:57:28 --> 00:57:29

or your desires.

00:57:29 --> 00:57:31

And so the spirit is completely gone.

00:57:31 --> 00:57:33

And children are not really being taught that

00:57:33 --> 00:57:36

anywhere else unless they come to an Islamic

00:57:36 --> 00:57:39

school, unless they have parents who are really

00:57:39 --> 00:57:40

grounded in their deen and remind them you

00:57:40 --> 00:57:42

are a spiritual being.

00:57:42 --> 00:57:45

You have a high maqam with Allah.

00:57:45 --> 00:57:47

You have the ability to rise above the

00:57:47 --> 00:57:47

angels.

00:57:47 --> 00:57:49

Like, I mean, just think about how powerful

00:57:49 --> 00:57:52

that message is for a child that regardless

00:57:52 --> 00:57:55

of your human frailty, regardless of the skin

00:57:55 --> 00:57:57

color that you have, that you're insecure about,

00:57:57 --> 00:57:59

that all these, you know, things, all the

00:57:59 --> 00:58:01

accidentals that this society tells you to focus

00:58:01 --> 00:58:03

on, it's immaterial.

00:58:03 --> 00:58:04

It's irrelevant.

00:58:04 --> 00:58:07

Because you're by virtue of your character, by

00:58:07 --> 00:58:10

virtue of your good deeds, you can achieve

00:58:10 --> 00:58:13

higher than the angelic realm.

00:58:13 --> 00:58:15

If we could teach our children to see

00:58:15 --> 00:58:18

themselves in that way, then what happens is

00:58:18 --> 00:58:21

when they're faced with difficulty, with challenges, they

00:58:21 --> 00:58:24

will have, you know, resilience, right?

00:58:24 --> 00:58:28

Because they're informed on the truth of their

00:58:28 --> 00:58:29

reality.

00:58:29 --> 00:58:32

Whereas nowadays, again, which is really the big

00:58:32 --> 00:58:35

issue, and unfortunately it is affecting our Muslim

00:58:35 --> 00:58:37

children, and inshallah not with families of peace

00:58:37 --> 00:58:39

terrorists, but I've certainly seen it in the

00:58:39 --> 00:58:41

community because, you know, they're sending their children

00:58:41 --> 00:58:44

to public schools where they're not getting any

00:58:44 --> 00:58:47

spiritual input at all, ever.

00:58:47 --> 00:58:49

And then, you know, there's no time.

00:58:49 --> 00:58:51

Because you come home, there's homework, there's sports,

00:58:51 --> 00:58:52

there's all these other things.

00:58:52 --> 00:58:55

So where are our children supposed to get

00:58:55 --> 00:58:59

this, you know, solid fortification that really reminds

00:58:59 --> 00:59:01

them that you have to be strong, that

00:59:01 --> 00:59:03

this world is temporal, that there's much more

00:59:03 --> 00:59:05

to life, and that yes, you're going to

00:59:05 --> 00:59:06

go through things, but guess what?

00:59:07 --> 00:59:08

All of the best of people have gone

00:59:08 --> 00:59:10

through things, and we've survived.

00:59:11 --> 00:59:12

And the only, like our teachers remind us

00:59:12 --> 00:59:15

too, that the only reason why we even

00:59:15 --> 00:59:17

exist today, and this is where, you know,

00:59:17 --> 00:59:20

a perspective that's really important for us to

00:59:20 --> 00:59:22

have too, is to look at the generational

00:59:22 --> 00:59:26

resilience that resulted in us being alive today.

00:59:26 --> 00:59:28

It was because our ancestors went through famine,

00:59:29 --> 00:59:32

went through war, went through horrific marriages, abusive

00:59:32 --> 00:59:36

relationships, but maintained their faith identity, maintained their,

00:59:37 --> 00:59:40

you know, they had istiqamah, they stood.

00:59:40 --> 00:59:43

They didn't fall apart because they had this,

00:59:43 --> 00:59:44

that, or the other happen to them.

00:59:44 --> 00:59:47

That we are standing here today as Muslims,

00:59:47 --> 00:59:49

those of us who were born into Muslim

00:59:49 --> 00:59:50

families.

00:59:50 --> 00:59:52

So we have to really appreciate that stoicism,

00:59:53 --> 00:59:55

resilience, all these themes that our deen teaches

00:59:55 --> 00:59:58

us, are part and parcel of being a

00:59:58 --> 01:00:01

Muslim, and that's why we're, it's haram to

01:00:01 --> 01:00:01

fall into despair.

01:00:02 --> 01:00:05

It's haram to let, you know, your own

01:00:05 --> 01:00:11

machinations, your own false interpretations, cast doubt in

01:00:11 --> 01:00:14

your Lord, which is what happens to people

01:00:14 --> 01:00:17

when feelings just start going sideways, and, you

01:00:17 --> 01:00:18

know, we're all over the place with our

01:00:18 --> 01:00:19

feelings.

01:00:19 --> 01:00:22

So regulation of emotion is so important, and

01:00:22 --> 01:00:23

I think the other point I wanted to

01:00:23 --> 01:00:26

mention, which I'm so glad you talked about,

01:00:26 --> 01:00:28

the game that you were playing with your,

01:00:29 --> 01:00:30

with the student that you were working with.

01:00:30 --> 01:00:32

It's so funny because just the other day,

01:00:32 --> 01:00:35

I had this discussion with my husband.

01:00:35 --> 01:00:38

So how many of you watch Jeopardy in

01:00:38 --> 01:00:39

your households?

01:00:39 --> 01:00:42

Okay, so we never, I never had regular

01:00:42 --> 01:00:44

television, but with the World Cup, my husband

01:00:44 --> 01:00:47

bought YouTube premium, or whatever, for three months,

01:00:47 --> 01:00:49

and so I was like, we're only, we

01:00:49 --> 01:00:50

watch the World Cup, and I'm not a

01:00:50 --> 01:00:52

TV person, but I was like, I love

01:00:52 --> 01:00:53

Jeopardy, I'll watch Jeopardy.

01:00:53 --> 01:00:55

So Jeopardy and Wheel of Fortune, right?

01:00:55 --> 01:00:57

Those are the two, we watch them, and

01:00:57 --> 01:00:57

that's it.

01:00:57 --> 01:00:59

That's our TV for the day.

01:00:59 --> 01:01:02

But I am very competitive, so if you

01:01:02 --> 01:01:03

know me, you know I will win, and

01:01:03 --> 01:01:06

I will, and I am, yes, I'm a

01:01:06 --> 01:01:09

showboat, I'm a braggart, because I'm like, it's

01:01:09 --> 01:01:10

all about competition.

01:01:10 --> 01:01:11

You gotta trash talk, you know?

01:01:11 --> 01:01:12

If you can do it on the court

01:01:12 --> 01:01:14

in basketball, then why not sitting at the

01:01:14 --> 01:01:16

house, and I'm rubbing it in your face

01:01:16 --> 01:01:17

that I won.

01:01:17 --> 01:01:18

So anyway, I like to do that, but

01:01:18 --> 01:01:21

my husband was getting, he was in the

01:01:21 --> 01:01:23

kitchen, and he was like, you shouldn't do

01:01:23 --> 01:01:25

that, because my youngest one was getting like

01:01:25 --> 01:01:27

a little sad, you know, and he was

01:01:27 --> 01:01:29

like pouting, because I kept getting the answers,

01:01:29 --> 01:01:30

right?

01:01:30 --> 01:01:32

And so I had this debate with him,

01:01:32 --> 01:01:34

and now I'm so happy that you shared

01:01:34 --> 01:01:34

this.

01:01:34 --> 01:01:36

I'm gonna go and tell brother Ali, confirmed

01:01:36 --> 01:01:37

that what I, because I knew, I was

01:01:37 --> 01:01:42

like the same exact thing, he was telling

01:01:42 --> 01:01:44

me to let him lose, or let him

01:01:44 --> 01:01:46

win, stop answering the questions.

01:01:46 --> 01:01:47

I was like, no, I'm not gonna do

01:01:47 --> 01:01:47

that.

01:01:48 --> 01:01:51

I will win, and even if I'm playing

01:01:51 --> 01:01:53

chess, if I'm playing any game, I never

01:01:53 --> 01:01:55

take the approach of like, let me, you

01:01:55 --> 01:01:57

know, stop, no, I'm gonna beat you, and

01:01:57 --> 01:01:59

I'm gonna teach you my ways, and that's

01:01:59 --> 01:02:00

the other thing.

01:02:00 --> 01:02:02

I do that, I'm generous in that way,

01:02:02 --> 01:02:05

I will, I'll teach you my ways, but

01:02:05 --> 01:02:07

I want them to win, so I actually,

01:02:07 --> 01:02:09

you know, defended that position, and then I

01:02:09 --> 01:02:11

had to have that same processing conversation with

01:02:11 --> 01:02:12

my youngest one.

01:02:12 --> 01:02:15

I said, listen, the reason why I'm like

01:02:15 --> 01:02:17

doing all that is because I want you

01:02:17 --> 01:02:20

to feel confident, and also to spark that

01:02:20 --> 01:02:22

competitive drive in you, where it's like, okay,

01:02:22 --> 01:02:24

it might not be about mommy, it's just

01:02:24 --> 01:02:26

about, I wanna do better next time.

01:02:26 --> 01:02:27

I don't wanna just sit here and pout

01:02:27 --> 01:02:29

and feel like, you know, I'm a sore

01:02:29 --> 01:02:29

loser.

01:02:30 --> 01:02:32

So, you know, infusing these types of ideas,

01:02:32 --> 01:02:34

even in these transactions that we have with

01:02:34 --> 01:02:37

our children every day, they're so important because

01:02:37 --> 01:02:40

it will counter this fragility that they're seeing

01:02:40 --> 01:02:42

everywhere else in society, right?

01:02:42 --> 01:02:44

If we believe in them, if we bolster

01:02:44 --> 01:02:46

them, if we remind them that with Allah

01:02:46 --> 01:02:47

subhanahu wa ta'ala, everything can happen.

01:02:47 --> 01:02:50

I've had even my son over the years

01:02:50 --> 01:02:52

with different situations, I remind him of du

01:02:52 --> 01:02:53

'a, the power of du'a.

01:02:53 --> 01:02:55

Du'a is the weapon of the believer.

01:02:55 --> 01:02:57

I mean, that's such an important, integral hadith

01:02:57 --> 01:02:57

for us.

01:02:58 --> 01:02:59

If we're teaching our children that, then guess

01:02:59 --> 01:03:02

what, when they feel like, okay, like I

01:03:02 --> 01:03:05

had my son, he was preparing for, my

01:03:05 --> 01:03:07

oldest one was preparing for a big basketball

01:03:07 --> 01:03:08

competition, it was like a tournament.

01:03:09 --> 01:03:11

And he was really stressed out because he

01:03:11 --> 01:03:13

was playing the best team and his team

01:03:13 --> 01:03:15

was like, okay, but he was like, so

01:03:15 --> 01:03:17

I kept telling him, just make du'a,

01:03:17 --> 01:03:18

Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is with you.

01:03:19 --> 01:03:20

If you just make du'a, work hard,

01:03:20 --> 01:03:21

obviously practice, do all that, but just make

01:03:21 --> 01:03:22

du'a.

01:03:22 --> 01:03:25

So when, alhamdulillah, they played and he won

01:03:25 --> 01:03:27

and it was the biggest shock because nobody

01:03:27 --> 01:03:29

thought that their team could beat this other

01:03:29 --> 01:03:29

great team.

01:03:34 --> 01:03:35

So I did a lot of du'a

01:03:35 --> 01:03:37

at Fajr time and right before the game,

01:03:38 --> 01:03:40

I did Fatiha and he was like, I

01:03:40 --> 01:03:41

know that's why I won.

01:03:42 --> 01:03:44

And I said, that's exactly, that's when you've

01:03:44 --> 01:03:47

had that parenting, like yes, alhamdulillah, you got

01:03:47 --> 01:03:47

it.

01:03:49 --> 01:03:52

But that's the kind of messaging that our

01:03:52 --> 01:03:54

children need to hear, not, oh, you're sad,

01:03:55 --> 01:03:57

you're triggered, let me cuddle you, let me

01:03:57 --> 01:03:59

protect you, safetyism, all these things that brother

01:03:59 --> 01:04:01

Ali was talking about, which actually end up

01:04:01 --> 01:04:02

doing far more harm.

01:04:02 --> 01:04:05

And I actually, you know, I remember just

01:04:05 --> 01:04:06

FYI, I mean, it's kind of a little

01:04:06 --> 01:04:09

footnote, but I remember when I first had

01:04:09 --> 01:04:12

my, my first, my eldest son and I

01:04:12 --> 01:04:14

was reading about all the parenting philosophies, right?

01:04:14 --> 01:04:16

There's the attachment parenting style, then there's a

01:04:16 --> 01:04:17

cry it out method, right?

01:04:18 --> 01:04:19

If you look at the research of those

01:04:19 --> 01:04:21

two and you'll find camps, I mean, in

01:04:21 --> 01:04:22

my own family, I had people who were

01:04:22 --> 01:04:23

like, cry it out, put them in the

01:04:23 --> 01:04:24

room and close the door, right?

01:04:32 --> 01:04:34

But when I started doing the research, what

01:04:34 --> 01:04:35

did they say?

01:04:35 --> 01:04:38

They said that actually, you think that by

01:04:38 --> 01:04:41

leaving them in the room and to cry

01:04:41 --> 01:04:42

it out, that you're going to build these

01:04:42 --> 01:04:43

strong kids who are just going to, you

01:04:43 --> 01:04:47

know, basically soothe themselves, whereas the research shows

01:04:47 --> 01:04:49

that they end up actually having more stress

01:04:49 --> 01:04:51

later in life versus attachment children.

01:04:52 --> 01:04:56

So it's, again, challenging these ideas that we

01:04:56 --> 01:04:57

have with, with fact, right?

01:05:02 --> 01:05:05

It may seem logical, but is it really

01:05:05 --> 01:05:07

in line with, first and foremost for us,

01:05:07 --> 01:05:10

our criteria isn't just science, but compassion, like

01:05:10 --> 01:05:12

to have a baby crying and you're just

01:05:12 --> 01:05:14

like, I'm going to sit and eat my

01:05:14 --> 01:05:15

ice cream.

01:05:15 --> 01:05:16

Like what?

01:05:16 --> 01:05:19

You know, that infant is, Allah gave them

01:05:19 --> 01:05:21

that ability because it has a need.

01:05:21 --> 01:05:23

Maybe it's in pain, but for some parents,

01:05:23 --> 01:05:33

they've been so in condition for these resilient

01:05:33 --> 01:05:35

kids, but the research doesn't prove that.

01:05:35 --> 01:05:36

It's the opposite.

01:05:36 --> 01:05:38

They actually, because why you're, you're getting them

01:05:38 --> 01:05:42

accustomed to this high cortisol, like stress response.

01:05:42 --> 01:05:45

So they end up actually having far more

01:05:45 --> 01:05:48

stressful experiences as adults because they don't feel

01:05:48 --> 01:05:49

safe.

01:05:49 --> 01:05:51

So here's like a perfect example of how

01:05:51 --> 01:05:55

these kinds of ideas that are perpetuated.

01:05:55 --> 01:05:58

And usually because there's, you know, for me,

01:06:02 --> 01:06:04

so much of what is marketed to us

01:06:04 --> 01:06:05

and so much of what is sold to

01:06:05 --> 01:06:06

us.

01:06:06 --> 01:06:07

And they're very convincing.

01:06:07 --> 01:06:10

They're very good at trying to use these,

01:06:10 --> 01:06:13

you know, like these, you know, whatever, you

01:06:13 --> 01:06:15

know, propaganda to convince us.

01:06:15 --> 01:06:17

But we have a higher criteria and our

01:06:17 --> 01:06:18

criteria is truth.

01:06:18 --> 01:06:22

And if it doesn't align with our Dean,

01:06:22 --> 01:06:24

it should immediately be abandoned.

01:06:24 --> 01:06:26

I don't care how many people are pushing

01:06:26 --> 01:06:28

it because if it directly is in opposition

01:06:28 --> 01:06:32

to, you know, a core value of our

01:06:32 --> 01:06:34

Dean, then inherently it's flawed.

01:06:35 --> 01:06:37

And this example of like, you know, as

01:06:37 --> 01:06:40

I mentioned, lacking compassion toward an infant.

01:06:40 --> 01:06:42

I mean, I'm talking newborns are left to

01:06:42 --> 01:06:42

cry.

01:06:42 --> 01:06:45

I just don't understand how any Muslim could

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adopt that if they were reading the Hadith,

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if they were reading the messages of having

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compassion towards children, right?

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This doesn't make sense, right?

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Yeah, absolutely.

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I mean, I think that's one of the

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things in terms of going back.

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That's why I actually named this forum Ad

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Frontes because it's going back to the source

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and going back to the sources of truth

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and those initial things.

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Two things I wanted to say and then

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I think we need to put it up

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for question and answer.

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One is the elementary teachers and I had

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a meeting today and they were asking me

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about this and how to actually instill this

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concept of thinking versus feeling.

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And so one of the things that I

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said, when a student says, I feel this,

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tell them to repeat their statement with saying,

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I think this because.

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So instead of saying, I feel scared, to

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say, I think I'm scared because.

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Because when they're rationalizing it, then you can

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work with them on that irrational thought, right?

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So when it's a feeling and they're feeling

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triggered by a thought from it, they're not

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going to necessarily do that.

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So it's just a little trick maybe you

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guys can also use with the kids that

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when they come to you with anxiety and

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they're pouring out their feelings to help them

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to rationalize it.

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No, I wanted to piggyback and I just,

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I so appreciate you bringing that out because

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it is something that we work with in

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my office quite a bit and I use

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the cause and effect model, right?

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And so if anything, there's a lot of

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people, one of them is behavioral psychology and

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behavioral psychology tells us that there's a cause

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and effect, right?

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So whenever there's an emotion, right?

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So if your anger goes up, there's a

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cause of why, why that one, it might

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be obvious, it may not be, but there's

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a reason.

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So I feel angry because, and so this

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is a very clinical way of helping your

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child go through and explain why they feel

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that way.

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Thank you so much.

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The other thing that I wanted to say

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was the concept of us versus them.

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One of the things that's really dangerous and

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kind of permeated our society is this concept

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of the females versus males and then versus

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women.

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So we're constantly perpetuating this and have kind

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of ingrained it that if it's coming from

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my husband, I'm surely not going to take

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it.

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If it's coming from the male in my

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family, this whole concept of us being two,

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you know, beings that are constantly at odds

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with each other and seeing everything through that

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lens is a very dangerous lens versus, you

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know, the muata and the partnership and the

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love and reverence that all of a sudden

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tells us to have towards each other, the

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option to have towards each other.

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So I just wanted to point out that

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when we put ourselves into camps, and sometimes

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those are ideological, political, or whatever, but we

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also put ourselves into these male-female camps.

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And it's a very dangerous kind of place

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to be in when you're raising a family

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because you're not, you're consciously not being a

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one unit and you become kind of these

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utilitarian kind of practitioners of, you know, your

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point of view versus how do we create

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a cohesive point of view within our household,

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within our relationship, within our household, and then

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perpetuating those differences with our children as well.

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So I just wanted to make sure that

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that's a point that we kind of keep

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in mind that subconsciously or consciously, we're always

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in that.

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Can I just quickly add something?

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Yeah.

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Because I wanted to just quickly mention, you

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know, we talked about the three untruths, right,

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which is the what doesn't kill you makes

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you weaker.

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That's obviously a lie in our dean.

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The second was always trust your feelings.

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What I was saying earlier about the thoughts,

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right, and understanding the sources of thoughts.

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Our nafs is really, you know, it's like

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a record playing constantly in our minds, right?

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And that, and it is the greatest of

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the evils, right?

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There's four sources of evil in the world.

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Shaitan, nafs, hawa, and dunya.

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Dunya, the material world.

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But the nafs is the greatest evil.

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So we actually have to be very suspicious

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of our thoughts and very suspect of our

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feelings and make sure that you are literally

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questioning your feelings, questioning presumptions, questioning your, like,

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for example, the concept of, you know, if

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someone, for example, didn't invite you, but you

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have to, it's on you to make excuses

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for that person as a rational exercise to

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get you out of victim mentality.

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So the victim mindset is not acceptable in

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Islam.

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You have to be willing to do that.

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Like, what are the rational explanations of why

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you weren't invited?

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Do you have to conclude that they don't

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like you?

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Or is that maybe an irrational thought that's

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feeding into your own inner weakness or whatever?

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So rationally do the thought of like, oh,

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maybe they didn't have my email right.

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And you do that up to 70 excuses

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we're challenged to do.

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That's how much we should suspect our thoughts.

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And then the third, as you mentioned, life

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is a battle between good and evil.

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We, I mean, yes, from our cosmological understanding

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of the world, there's good and evil.

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But as Homayoun said, we have to be

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very humble to not presume we know who's

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good and who's evil, right?

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Like, who are we to make a claim?

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We don't know if we're on the right

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of any situation.

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Imam Shafi said he never met anyone without

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thinking that they were better than him, that

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they had more truth to the debate than

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he did.

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And he actually wanted that.

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So this is where everybody is in, like

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you said, you know, whether it's identity politics

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or whether it's gender, whatever the issue is,

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and we fall into these camps of us

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versus them.

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That's a supremacy.

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And supremacy is Jahiliyyah.

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It's ignorance.

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It's Shaitani.

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Whereas the Prophet ﷺ, the best of creation

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never treated people as though he was the

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best of creation.

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So he's our model.

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So all of these points are in line

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with, you know, our deen in terms of,

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you know, what we have to infuse in

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our children.

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So I'm sorry, I just wanted to kind

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of full circle that.

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