Hamzah Wald Maqbul – 30 Ramadan Late Night Majlis Epilogue The Hearts Of The Believers Addison 05232020

Hamzah Wald Maqbul
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The lack of money and numbers in Islam's past led to a drop in population and a lack of men. The drought in Muslim countries has led to a drop in population and a lack of desire for power or money. The importance of learning from successful people and sharing with others is emphasized. The speaker emphasizes the need to live in the true spirit of what is real, communicate with people who have lost their faith, and offers advice on how to handle faith. He also discusses his own experience with a foreigner from Africa and how he talks to people to encourage them to say no to him.

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			The last night of Ramadan.
		
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			I don't have,
		
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			any
		
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			material to read in this Majlis, but inshallah,
		
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			hopefully just to share
		
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			a couple of heartfelt thoughts that are
		
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			relevant to what we read. We read
		
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			Ibn Rajab's,
		
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			Waratul Ambiya,
		
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			Sharhandi
		
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			Hadith,
		
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			regarding the virtues of seeking knowledge of Saydna
		
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			Abu
		
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			Darda
		
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			as well as,
		
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			the life and times of Imam Ghazali
		
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			and Shablaqadr
		
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			Jelani,
		
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			as if Allah
		
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			in
		
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			an era,
		
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			anthropomorphize
		
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			the the the mind and the heart of
		
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			the deen,
		
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			in in these two
		
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			amazing individuals
		
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			who are not the only people
		
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			who carry this, nisbah,
		
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			but definitely one of a kind type of
		
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			people.
		
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			And, one of the things that I have
		
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			told people
		
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			again and again,
		
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			and that I feel very strongly about
		
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			is that Allah, this
		
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			ummah from the very beginning,
		
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			it never really functioned on money.
		
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			And it didn't really even function on numbers.
		
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			But there was not won by numbers. Was
		
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			not won by numbers.
		
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			Hunain, they had the numbers, but they, you
		
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			know, almost were defeated
		
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			and, etcetera. You know? Even afterward, and
		
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			Yarmouk and
		
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			these great battles, they were not won by
		
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			numbers.
		
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			So we don't have the money. We don't
		
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			have the numbers. We didn't even have the
		
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			technology.
		
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			This was one really
		
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			difficult chapter in the history of Islam that
		
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			the Crusaders to dislodge them from the sacred
		
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			lands.
		
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			One of the reasons it was so difficult
		
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			is because the siege,
		
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			the siege technology,
		
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			and siege warfare
		
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			was something that the Muslims seemed to always
		
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			be somewhat behind in.
		
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			And it was really hard for for for
		
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			the Muslims to dislodge
		
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			I don't think we're gonna have them going
		
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			for us until the yawmukriyama.
		
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			And even if we do, it's not gonna
		
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			work for us. Allah's
		
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			with us is different.
		
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			The one thing that we always had and
		
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			that we will continue to have until the
		
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			yomukriyama as long as Allah's father is upon
		
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			us
		
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			is that,
		
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			the people we had are one of a
		
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			kind.
		
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			You know, who is going to bring somebody
		
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			like Abu Bakr Siddiq?
		
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			Who is going to bring somebody like Amar
		
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			bin Khattab,
		
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			like Said Na'uthman and Said Na'ali,
		
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			who are going to bring these people like
		
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			Ghazali,
		
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			who even the rabbi
		
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			Musa bin Maimon
		
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			will benefit from,
		
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			even Thomas Aquinas,
		
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			will, benefit from, who is going to bring
		
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			these people like Shabdul Qadr Jelani
		
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			who is going to bring this
		
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			Mawlana Jalaluddin Rumi that people will
		
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			find inspiration in his poetry
		
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			despite the the blindness of,
		
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			their hearts, even to the very existence of
		
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			the lord,
		
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			you know, who's gonna bring these people?
		
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			Who's gonna bring these people?
		
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			And
		
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			the
		
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			the thing that that pains me the most
		
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			is that the drought that the Ummah is
		
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			going through
		
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			is not an economic drought because I've traveled,
		
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			alhamdulillah,
		
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			I would say, in more at least easily
		
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			more than half of the countries in the
		
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			Muslim world.
		
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			And,
		
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			by a lie, I've not seen any lack
		
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			of wealth.
		
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			And, it's it's it's not a lack of
		
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			numbers. It's not a lack of money.
		
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			Yes. There is poverty in the Muslim world,
		
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			but that's because of our our own people's
		
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			gross mismanagement of what Allah has given them.
		
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			It's not because it's not there.
		
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			But the thing that, you know, the drought
		
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			and the famine
		
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			that scares me more than locusts and more
		
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			than failure of rain
		
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			is what is the that
		
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			we have no more men left in our
		
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			or they're dwindling very quickly.
		
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			And when I say men, I'm not talking
		
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			about males.
		
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			So this is not to exclude our sisters
		
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			either.
		
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			Rather, the people who will stand
		
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			and, make tasdik of their ahad with Allah,
		
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			the people who will stand
		
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			and,
		
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			fulfill their covenant with the Lord.
		
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			That's that's, you know, in the terminology of
		
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			the people of the tariq, that's what that's
		
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			what a rajal is, even if it's a
		
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			woman.
		
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			And this
		
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			those mothers
		
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			who,
		
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			who ask Allah's dua that their children be
		
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			the
		
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			the the custodians
		
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			of
		
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			the knowledge of the prophet
		
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			and that they be the ones who Allah
		
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			accepts their sacrifices from them. You know, those
		
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			men who,
		
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			you know, their himma is mun Saraf in
		
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			keeping the silsila of the salat and the
		
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			masjid unbroken,
		
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			and whose whose himan
		
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			encourages mun Saraf it's spent on, you know,
		
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			on taking the divine name and whose pride
		
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			and honor
		
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			the where the Lord isn't disobeyed openly and
		
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			publicly,
		
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			whose pride and honor is in having a
		
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			heart which is clean of anything other than
		
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			him, whose pride and honor is in stepping
		
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			on their own nuffs in order to keep
		
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			their parents happy, in order to keep their
		
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			family happy, in order to,
		
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			serve the weak, in order to serve the
		
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			poor, in order to say the the good
		
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			word, the one who,
		
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			if they wish to earn money, it's so
		
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			that they can,
		
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			so that they can
		
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			learn the book of Allah to Allah. If
		
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			they wish to have power and safety in
		
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			Amun, it's so that they can learn the
		
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			hadith of the prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam. Not
		
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			those who learn the book of Allah and
		
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			the hadith of the prophet, salallahu alayhi wasalam,
		
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			so that they can have power and money
		
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			and all of these other things.
		
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			Those people who don't live for this world,
		
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			those people who don't, you know, see Teslas
		
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			and houses and, you know,
		
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			have a sort of attraction that was reserved,
		
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			you know, for what? For the mesmerizing,
		
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			attraction
		
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			of the idea that the lord is pleased
		
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			with a person, and one day a person
		
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			will look at Allah
		
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			and know inside of their mind that they
		
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			cannot even understand what that is, but know
		
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			inside of their heart that there's nothing more
		
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			that they want greater than that.
		
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			Those people whose life and death,
		
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			as mun Sarif, is spent
		
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			on on on that himma, on that courage,
		
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			and on that desire,
		
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			Once those people leave
		
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			the ummah, then the ummah is
		
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			going to be, that group of people who
		
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			show the
		
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			what real deviation and what real crookedness is.
		
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			And, as long as those people are here,
		
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			we will be the pride and joy,
		
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			of not only
		
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			the believers and not only the uliya and
		
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			the ulema,
		
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			and not only the prophet sallallahu alaihi wa
		
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			sallam, but the lord himself when he said
		
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			to the angels in response to their question,
		
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			will you place there in those people who
		
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			will do nothing except for
		
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			cause mischief and spill blood? And he said,
		
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			I know what you don't know. You know,
		
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			those people who will live inside the tafsir
		
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			of these words of Allah
		
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			The knowledge of the that the angels didn't
		
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			have.
		
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			And, you know, by logical,
		
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			deduction,
		
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			the knowledge which is only with the lord
		
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			has a has has a honor and a
		
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			shutoff that that that's,
		
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			above the knowledge which is shared with the
		
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			angels because that thing which is, only
		
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			and for the for the lord
		
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			is,
		
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			something in which,
		
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			are not are not
		
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			are not
		
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			allowed to come into it. Something sacred and
		
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			holy. It's forbidden for all and sundry. It's
		
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			only for, the elite.
		
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			So, you know, that that that's that's a
		
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			thing, you know, and that's one of the
		
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			the reasons that this Ramadan is so awesome,
		
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			is that
		
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			by boycotting the dunya, boycotting eating and drinking,
		
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			sexual desires, you know, for those people who,
		
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			a lot, I'll give them a high rank.
		
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			Those people whose, you know,
		
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			on their own heart and on their own
		
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			nafs is so strong
		
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			that they forbid themselves even to desire,
		
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			those things,
		
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			the halal things, even to desire
		
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			the carnal pleasures, and to desire food and
		
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			drink, and to desire,
		
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			dunya in this, in this fast day, much
		
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			as to desire the haram.
		
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			For those people,
		
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			there are a couple of gasps
		
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			of air that they can, you know, oxygenate
		
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			their spiritual brain with again.
		
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			And there are a couple of moments of
		
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			clarity where
		
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			the person who is drowning in the ocean,
		
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			can think about, you know, the fact that
		
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			you can make a whole life for yourself
		
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			on land once you save yourself from this
		
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			predicament that you're in. And, you know, we're
		
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			all in it together. I'm not saying I'm
		
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			better than anybody else. I'm, in fact, if
		
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			anything else, I think one of the reasons
		
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			that perhaps some of the things I say
		
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			resonate people resonate with people is that I'm
		
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			going through the same thing everybody else is,
		
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			and maybe,
		
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			I'm able to
		
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			express it a little bit better than the
		
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			average person would, or express it in a
		
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			vocabulary that's a little bit more like SAT
		
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			friendly or whatever.
		
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			But,
		
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			the point is that we're all we're all
		
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			going through it. You know? We all have
		
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			to remind ourselves and remind each other.
		
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			And, I'll tell you this is that those
		
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			people whose ilm has the most barakah in
		
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			it are the ones who sacrifice the most
		
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			for it. I have a a a there's
		
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			a brother who studied with me in in
		
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			in Madrasa when I was in Pakistan. I
		
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			was recently contacted him by him, through WhatsApp.
		
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			So I graduated from Madrasa in
		
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			2,007.
		
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			And, now it's 2020, so it's been 13
		
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			years.
		
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			And so a, a classmate of mine in
		
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			Pakistan,
		
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			he said, oh, you know, brother so and
		
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			so?
		
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			He was from whatever,
		
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			repressive country in Central Asia.
		
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			He,
		
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			he just got in contact with me recently,
		
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			and he asked about you. Would you like
		
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			to talk to him? I'm like, sure. Yeah.
		
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			Why not?
		
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			So, this brother, very, you know, very sweet
		
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			person. He always was a very sweet he
		
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			was a handsome person, beautiful, and, inwardly and
		
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			outwardly,
		
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			very studious,
		
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			and a very,
		
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			you know, pleasant human being.
		
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			He was a, he he was a person
		
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			who loved knowledge and he lived in a
		
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			place where,
		
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			you know, the opportunities to study weren't there.
		
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			So imagine that if you wanna go to
		
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			Pakistan and study from from
		
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			from Central Asia, what do you have to
		
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			do? You have to smuggle You have to
		
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			do the opposite of what people are doing,
		
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			which is you have to smuggle yourself into
		
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			Afghanistan.
		
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			And then from there, you have to smuggle
		
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			yourself out out of Afghanistan.
		
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			And so he did it.
		
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			And,
		
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			he went over
		
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			land, not knowing how he's gonna get to
		
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			Pakistan,
		
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			but he just heard from the elders that
		
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			there are big Madars over there and they'll
		
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			welcome you with open arms. And God bless
		
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			the Madaris of Pakistan,
		
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			If there's any hikma in Pakistan being a
		
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			failed state, it is that the Madaris welcome,
		
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			the students of knowledge with open arms even
		
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			if the military dictatorship shall,
		
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			declare illegal for them to study. Alhamdulillah by
		
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			Allah's Fadl.
		
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			I studied illegally.
		
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			There was a law in Pakistan,
		
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			banning foreign students while I was there.
		
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			And,
		
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			you know, the of the made with
		
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			the
		
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			and,
		
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			they said that we'll keep this bhai hamza,
		
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			regardless,
		
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			of what, the Valim,
		
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			tyrant of our time says, and we'll teach
		
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			him. And there were some madars who actually
		
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			said no to me, and I don't hold
		
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			it against them because nobody wants to go
		
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			to jail or see their institution imperiled. So
		
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			I I well, I don't I don't say
		
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			this in in order to say anything bad
		
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			about them. All I can say is that
		
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			the who took me in.
		
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			Give them a refuge on the day
		
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			that there's no refuge except for his.
		
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			They told the the fellow students that don't
		
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			even make him go outside to
		
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			get his food.
		
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			Let him stay inside the the four walls
		
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			of the of the boundary of the madrasas
		
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			so that nobody can say anything to him.
		
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			And, one might think like, oh, it's just
		
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			because he's an American. No. They did for
		
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			the other poor students as well that came
		
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			from God knows where. They didn't have the
		
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			heart to turn them out.
		
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			So this friend of mine, he calls me
		
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			by WhatsApp.
		
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			And without any
		
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			pain or anguish or anger inside of his
		
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			voice.
		
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			He asked me, what were you doing? So
		
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			I said, I just go places. I give
		
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			band, and I record bands and, like, you
		
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			know, teach, like, little classes and, like, write
		
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			little tracks of this and that and, you
		
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			know, try to keep myself busy.
		
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			So, alhamdulillah, I'm glad that you're doing good
		
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			work in America.
		
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			Allah guide people to the deen through you
		
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			and email, you know, whatever nice things he
		
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			said, he said. So I said, what have
		
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			you been up to?
		
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			He said, when I got back home,
		
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			I was arrested promptly,
		
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			and a court sentenced me to prison for
		
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			10 years
		
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			for going to study the dean.
		
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			I heard that and I said,
		
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			these people,
		
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			they're probably listening to your conversation, so I
		
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			won't say anything. All I have to say
		
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			is I have dua in my heart
		
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			and you can guess what it is for
		
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			them.
		
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			He says no, Bay Hamza, don't say
		
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			that. He said,
		
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			in
		
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			prison,
		
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			Allah gave me the tawfiq memorizing the Quran.
		
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			Otherwise, there wasn't a hafiz before I left.
		
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			And he said, in prison,
		
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			there was another brother with me who wasn't
		
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			a Muslim,
		
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			and they gave him dawah.
		
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			He was a foreigner from somewhere in
		
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			Africa who overstayed his visa or something like
		
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			that.
		
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			He said I gave him dua and he
		
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			accepted Islam at my hands.
		
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			He even taught me a little bit of
		
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			English. He
		
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			said,
		
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			they commuted my sentence after 6 years
		
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			on the condition that
		
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			I'm banned from ever being an imam in
		
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			a masjid or ever teaching Islam publicly.
		
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			So what does he do now?
		
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			He actually translates books from Urdu into Persian.
		
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			The of the
		
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			you know the the works of the canonical
		
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			sufi poets of the Persian language
		
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			etc. And, he says that I've already translated
		
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			over 20 volumes of work
		
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			and, I'm working on
		
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			Moana Asafali Tanvi's,
		
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			Kalida Masnavi right now.
		
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			Those are Tanvi's
		
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			commentary on the Masnavi.
		
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			And he had he had no bitterness in
		
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			his voice at all.
		
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			It's good to think about these people and
		
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			remember them sometimes if, you know,
		
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			if you think you're cool or you think
		
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			you're you're good or you have some
		
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			frustrations about things in life the way they
		
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			are, the way they aren't, or the way
		
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			that you think that they should be.
		
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			That there are those servants of Allah Subhanahu
		
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			If their hearts aren't like a proof
		
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			of the barakah that's there in Islam,
		
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			then I don't know what is because I
		
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			don't know where we're gonna find people like
		
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			this.
		
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			It's hard enough to find somebody who's taken
		
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			care of and well fed and
		
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			given opportunities that's happy.
		
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			But to find this happiness in people,
		
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			that have to to go through so much
		
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			and give so much just in order to
		
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			be
		
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			barred from any enjoyment
		
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			or fulfillment in their life.
		
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			It's a proof that
		
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			their heart is alive with Allah subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala and isn't in need of the creation.
		
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			And so inshallah, if anybody has Himma, inshallah,
		
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			help them remember such people and make dua
		
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			for them
		
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			not only for them so that they can
		
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			go back and say there's some pious person
		
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			somewhere, pious full on somewhere else in another
		
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			land.
		
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			And I can go back to being a
		
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			slob. I I can go back to my
		
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			Netflix and YouTube and
		
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			Snapchat and Instagram and all of these things.
		
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			But maybe
		
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			maybe that, you know, I can try to
		
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			work a little harder and bring some of
		
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			this ilmen to my own life and bring
		
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			some of this haal into my own life
		
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			and do that struggle that those people, are
		
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			literally
		
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			shackled and chained,
		
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			that they would love to do. They would
		
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			consider honor and privilege to do to make
		
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			some of that struggle for those of us
		
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			who have the
		
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			opportunity
		
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			to do some service for the deen, to
		
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			live some of that deen in our own
		
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			lives instead of taking it for granted or
		
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			taking it as a,
		
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			a burden to take it as a privilege
		
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			and an honor
		
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			and to bring it into our own lives
		
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			and to make some arrangements for our children
		
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			to receive
		
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			that thing which was snatched away from our
		
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			fathers.
		
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			Allah
		
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			give all of us so much.
		
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			Don't cry for the
		
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			for the end of Ramadan. If Allah
		
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			gives us
		
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			to see out its last moments and he's
		
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			pleased with us and he accepts from us,
		
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			and that the tawajah of his kubulia and
		
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			his acceptance comes down on us on the
		
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			Mubarak day of Eid, then there's nothing to
		
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			be sad about at all. Allah
		
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			accept from all of
		
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			us.