Hamzah Wald Maqbul – 1439 Ramadn Late Night Majlis 22 MarifMasnav The Sultans Pearl 06072018

Hamzah Wald Maqbul
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The Hekiah of Islam is a spiritual story and reference to the culture of the time. The influence of the Hekiah on people's behavior and actions is discussed, including the loud shouts and loud commotion created by the Hekiah. The importance of following the command of the king and following the love and faith of the king is emphasized, as well as the importance of protecting wers' desire and not doing things that are not in their interests. The speaker warns that anyone involved in conflict of Islam will be punished, and the anyone involved in the conflict of Islam will be punished.
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Gave us the tawfiq to reach this

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22nd night of Ramadan.

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Allah fill it with blessings and Allah

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fill it with openings

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and fill it fill it with with

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with his mercy

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and right for all of us that we

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are

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manumitted in our

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manumitted from the slavery of the fire and

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that we are

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our sentences are commuted

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and that, we are pardoned,

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from the indictment that that stands against all

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of us. Allah give all of those things

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to us by his

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father and his mercy.

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So today we read the hikaya of,

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sultan Mahmud and Ayaz.

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Sultan Mahmud,

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being the sultan, the legendary

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Turkic conqueror,

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Mahmud Al Ghaznawi.

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Ghazni is a a a city and metropolis

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of,

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Central Asia, Khorasan,

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which is

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located in the

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the current nation state of Afghanistan.

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And Sultan Mahmud was a great warrior and

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a great conqueror and a great mujahid in

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the path of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

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He was the one who

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conquered

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a great portion of, of Hind,

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and he was the one who destroyed the

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Somnath

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idol.

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The Somnath idol was a a a an

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idol in a huge temple complex

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of the, Hindu god Shiva.

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And it was so huge

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that it literally took the army,

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3 days to break it into pieces.

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And in fact, as is known that this

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was the custom of our forefathers. May Allah

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bless them and reward them in the highest

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level of Jannah.

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They were people of Haqq

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and they were people whoever they went to,

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they they took the Haqq with them and

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they weren't perfect people,

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But, Allah Ta'ala honored them by,

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giving them the title of of of idol

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breakers. This is a sultan Mahmud

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Ghaznavi was, literally called the butshikan,

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the the the Persian expression meaning idol breaker.

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And, he,

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you know, he that that idol was so

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huge in those days when they used to

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break these huge idols, the likes of which

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there are very few nowadays left.

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They didn't they didn't just, trash them. Rather,

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there was so much stone that went into

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making those idols.

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They did like

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the army of the Kutbuddin Abek,

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in which our sheikh,

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Khaja, he, he was in his army. So

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what they did was those idols, some of

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them, they literally they they broke the idols

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into blocks,

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and they used those blocks in order to

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make their masajid.

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And there's currently in Dili,

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which is a

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metropolis of this Ummah. And it pains me

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and it grieves me,

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greatly to see that

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one of the

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evil parts of the aftermath of the,

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the the partition of India and Pakistan was

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the systematic,

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eviction of Muslims from the areas around Delhi,

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which was a city that was completely built

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in its traditions for centuries were

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those of our forefathers of the Muslims.

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Within that city, there still is a masjid,

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the original masjid that was built by

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Ubudina,

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Ibak,

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called the Islam masjid.

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The the, literally meaning the power of Islam.

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That much of that Masjid was actually

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built from broken,

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parts of idols that were

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made into,

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made into blocks.

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And some of the the blocks actually, if

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you pull them out of their place and

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flip them around, you can still see the

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frescoes and the pictures and the paintings,

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and the carvings, in them.

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That's what that's what Allah gave our forefathers

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the Tawfiq to do is to to,

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take the deen with them and take the

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tawhid of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala with them

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wherever they went. And, you know, I guess

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modern sensibility is going to say, you know,

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speak ill of such people and say, oh,

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they're very intolerant and they're this and that

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and the other thing.

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My brothers and sisters on the day of

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judgment, whoever saved a person from worshiping a

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monkey or a cow or a piece of

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wood or a piece of stone,

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that person deserves to be thanked. That person

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is not going to,

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that person is not going to be mocked

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or jeered at in front of the Lord.

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala has Ghairah that no

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one should be worshiped other than him.

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And, such a person will be loved by

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Allah Ta'ala. They will not be

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subject to the same modern

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liberal sensibilities. And,

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala let us remember that

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when we make our decisions.

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So Sultan Mahmoud Ghaznawi,

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who

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who was this legendary Turkic warrior king

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who carved out this huge empire

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and was known to be just a very

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fearsome personality.

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He had a a very humble slave who

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was in his,

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who was in his retinue and who was

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in the service of his house by the

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name of Ayaz.

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And, the slave was of a very good

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and pious disposition,

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and he was very loyal to his master.

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And people who accumulate great amounts of wealth

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and great amounts of power, they oftentimes are

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surrounded by

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highly insincere people.

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And so,

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the the king, he loved his,

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the slave Ayaz, because of his sincerity toward

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him. And, the love and the friendship that

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they had for one another was so legendary.

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It became a a mythala. It became a

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a a a a kind of

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likeness

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by which, friendship can be.

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A metaphor for friendship can be made.

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And so,

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there are some lessons from the path,

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from the spiritual path to Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala which,

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Mawlana Jaladin Rumi, who himself was from Balkh,

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which is

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a city

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also in in in Afghanistan,

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the last days of Balkh before it was

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desolated by the Mongols.

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Molana Rumi took that old,

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cultural and civilizational tradition

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with him and saved it,

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from being completely ruined once the Mongols destroyed

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Balch. He took it with him to Anatolia

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where it could be saved and preserved and

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propagated.

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The best of the the the spiritual tradition

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of of that culture because you have to

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remember these cities were established and conquered and

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set by the Sahaba radiAllahu ta'ala on whom.

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And so many of the people even though

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they're far away from the central lands of

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Islam because these places uh-uh you know weren't

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constantly in turmoil

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and constantly in war and whatnot. So oftentimes,

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they preserve, in some of these far flung

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places, even the places that are not Arabic

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speaking places. They preserve certain customs of the

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Sahaba

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that you're not going to find even in

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these central lands because of the great amount

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of upheaval and turmoil and change that that

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that's taken place in those places.

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So at any rate, so we read today

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the Hekiah

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of a particular story of the sultan,

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Mahmoud Ghaznavi, and his slave Ayaz.

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One day, Sultan Mahmoud called together the officials

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of his government with the aim of testing

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their intelligence.

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He took out a pearl from his treasury

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and first of all handed it to the

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chief minister

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and questioned him. What is the value of

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this pearl? How much can it be sold

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for? The wazir,

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meaning the chief minister,

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replied,

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sir, this pearl is of great value. It

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is more valuable than 200 donkeys laden with

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gold.

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The king ordered, I command you to crush

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this pearl into pieces.

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The wazir replied, I will not destroy this

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valuable pearl. I have the welfare of your

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treasury at heart, and to crush this valuable

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gem would amount to disrespect on my part.

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The king applauded this reply and rewarded him

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with a royal robe of honor.

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The king then took the pearl from the

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wazir and handed it to another one of

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his court officials

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and asked him to determine the price of

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the pearl.

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That court official replied, sir, this precious pearl

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is more valuable than half of your kingdom.

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May God protect this pearl.

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The king also commanded him to crush the

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pearl into small pieces. He replied,

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sir, my hands cannot move to destroy this

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valuable pearl. To destroy this pearl would amount

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to enmity toward your treasury.

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The king praised him profusely for his reply

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and also rewarded him with a royal robe

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of honor.

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In this manner, 1 by 1, the king

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called 65 officials from his government,

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and every one of them followed the example

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set by the chief minister.

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The king praised each one of them and

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also rewarded them with a royal robe of

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honor.

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After he had tested all the official officials,

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the king now called Ayaz and handed the

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pearl to him and said, oh, Ayaz,

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every one of my officials have seen the

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pearl. You also have a look at it

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ready at it. You also have a look

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at its radiant light. And tell me what

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is its value?

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Ayaza replied, sir, whatever value I am going

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to mention, this pearl will be worth much

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more than that. The king ordered, quickly crush

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this valuable gem into pieces.

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Ayaz knew the king's temperament.

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And immediately realized the king was putting him

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to a test. He broke the valuable pearl

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into small pieces and did not pay any

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attention toward

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receiving any royal robe as a reward. As

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he broke the pearl into pieces, all the

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officials began creating a loud noise so that

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the king's court in the king's court, a

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commotion took place.

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The minister of state uttered by Allah, this

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man is a disbeliever and an ungrateful one,

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showing no regard for a valuable gem belonging

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to you.

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Ayaz replied, respected brothers.

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Is the command of the king more valuable

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or is the pearl more valuable?

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Oh, people in your sight, the pearl is

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more valuable than the king's command. I will

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not remove my sight from the importance of

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the king's command like a Mushrik and and

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like a Mushrik turn toward the pearl. To

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remove my sight from the king and turn

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it toward the pearl means performing shirk in

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the love and the obedience of the king.

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Ayaz

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said, respected sirs, is the command of the

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king more valuable or the pearl? I shall

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not move my sight from the king, and

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I will not turn my sight to the

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pearl like a mushrik. Oh, you unworthy ones,

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the actual pearl was the king's command. All

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of you broke down the pearl of the

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king's command.

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When Ayaz explained the secret to all the

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ministers who were jealous of his closeness to

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the king, they became humiliated and disgraced,

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by his understanding and his success.

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Moana, Hakim Akhtar Saab, in his commentary on

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this hikaya,

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says, in this story, we learned that the

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command comes before respect.

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That command comes before the respect before respect.

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It means that when a command is given

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by the king, and Allah ta'ala, one of

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his names is Al Malik, that he is

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the true king. Al Malikul Haqq. When the

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command is given by the king, the correct

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line of action is to obey the command.

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Ayaz had personal love for the Sultan Mahmud,

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whereas the ministers and courtiers

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were in love with their own positions, rank,

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and wealth. The understanding and rational reasoning which

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Ayaz displayed

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was an outflow of his love for the

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Sultan.

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This love teaches us its own manner of.

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When

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it this love teaches us its own manner

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of. This is a person the people who

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love Allah, they have their own adab with

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Allah.

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And it's interesting that that, you know, even

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the the

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the wording that

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that's in the Hekaia is that the the

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chief minister

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when gasping at the destruction of this pearl,

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he actually literally called he called the Ayaz

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a disbeliever for destroying the the pearl.

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And,

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and and and Ayaz rather than, you know,

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going on him and being like, well, this

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is not Kufr. You know, I just broke

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a pearl and, like, a person doesn't leave

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Islam except for by disbelieving the thing that,

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brought him into it in the first place,

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destroying property and vandalism.

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Worst case scenario, it's a sin, but it's

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not it's not kufr. Instead of going the

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fiqrah out, what did he say? He rolled

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with that that, that analogy.

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And he said that the love of the

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king

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the love of the king is the actual

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object of value, not the pearl.

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And if I had looked at the pearl

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and its value and put it in front

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of the love of the king, then I

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would have been a mushrik in that case.

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Right? So you called me a disbeliever,

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said what you did is closer to shirk

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than what I did. And this is something

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to remember for all those people who go

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down the spiritual path, which is what sometimes

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if you obey Allah ta'ala's hukum and his

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command, other people will look at you and

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say, oh, you're crazy, you're stupid, you look

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crazy, you. They'll tell the sisters you dress

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like a like a, you know, like if

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you're in live in Afghanistan. And they'll say

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to the brothers, oh, you look like Taliban

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and

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whatever, and ISIS, and they'll tell the they'll

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tell the, you know, people, oh, you have

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a backwards religion, and medieval and this and

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that, patriarchal blah blah blah. All the other

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kind of stupid, like, cuss words that they

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make up for the people of Din. And

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oftentimes, many of the people who will say

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those things, they also themselves,

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claim to be Muslims or they also themselves

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are at least legally in the hookahum of

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being a Muslim. Many of them will be

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your relatives. Many of them will be people

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who, you know, you would have expected better

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from, but they'll gasp when you, follow the

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command of the king

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and, you know, their heart will be more

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attached to the pearl than it is with

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the with the the the the king,

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with Allah

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and, you know, you have to ask yourself,

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sure Allah may forgive a great number of

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people on the day of judgment,

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But would you rather be your with Allah

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be like the with the with with the

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Sultan or would you rather be like the

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courtiers with the Sultan? It's plain to see

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the person who really loves Allah Ta'ala, which,

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which which Maqam is is closer and better

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and superior

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and more worthy of adulation and more worthy

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of praise and more worthy of Allah

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love as well.

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This is true understanding and knowledge is not

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derived through the intellect.

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It is created out of love.

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Right? It says it says that that that

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he says that the understanding and rational reasoning

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which Ayaz had displayed was an out outflow

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for his love for the Sultan. This love

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teaches its own manner of adab. This true

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understanding and knowledge is not derived through the

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intellect, rather it is created out of love.

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That if love drives the intellect, then the

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intellect will be a wonderful servant, and it

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will take the heart to the thing that

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it wants. And if the intellect is in

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the driver's seat and the and and,

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then afterward,

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the heart claims that it has love, it

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doesn't have love. Love doesn't work that way.

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Love doesn't take a back seat to anything

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else. And,

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Mona Hakimathr brings, like, a real, like,

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like, punch in the gut, like,

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example for the the the point he's making.

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He says, the true understanding and knowledge is

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not derived through the intellect. It is created

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out of love. Note that Shaitan himself was

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a rational being and not a being filled

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with love. For this reason, he objected the

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to the command of Allah, the ruler of

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all rulers, whereas it would have been only

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proper that when an order came from Allah,

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it should have been immediately implemented.

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The result of his action was that he

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was banished from the court of Allah. On

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the other hand, Nabi Adam and Hawa, alayhim,

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were lovers of Allah ta'ala. When they committed

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a mistake, they did not feel any disgrace

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in admitting their fault to Allah together with

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admitting their fault before their beloved one. They

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busied themselves with gaining his pleasure by shedding

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tears,

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and they prayed for his pardon. And look

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at the the way the Quran describes allata

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describes in Surat Suratul

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Baqarah. It was so few words.

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That Adam, he he he put forth a

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few words,

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and turned toward him in repentance. And so

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Allah accepted his repentance.

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Indeed, he is often,

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accepting repentance,

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and he is the most merciful.

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That all that's all it was. The difference

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between shaitan and between Insan, is that both

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of them had an intellect, but one of

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them, the intellect was the driver and the

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other one,

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the intellect was the driver and there was

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no love underneath it because love doesn't take

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a back seat to anything. And the second

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one,

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they had an intellect and they had love.

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And the love directed the intellect.

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And you can see how out of the

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2 of them, which which outcome is more

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rational, going to Jahannam forever or, going to

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Jannah forever.

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Right? So even the intellect, it outsmarts itself,

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which is not very rational. It's very funny

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that there are a lot of people who

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have shaitanid,

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shaitanid,

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inclinations,

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and they say, oh, look. I'm just acting

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rationally. Is it going to Jahannam forever is

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not rational?

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Oh, I'm just acting rationally. What? You're gonna

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keep making money your whole life, and that's

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rational? What? Are you gonna take the money

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with you in your grave? What once,

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your company, Masha'allah, corners the market and takes

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all this money after having polluted the entire

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earth and polluted all the air and all

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the water and poisoned all the land and

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poisoned all the children. What,

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is that is that money somehow useful for

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you? The intellect itself, when it grows and

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turns into a monster,

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it will end up making you miserable and

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making everybody else miserable with you, which is

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what Shaitan's job is. That I you know,

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I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna go to

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Jahannam, and I'm gonna take as many of

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these,

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morons with me as I can. And,

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what is the the the the answer of

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love? The love of Allah

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will

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not only preserve the intellect, but it will

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itself

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guide the intellect to,

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the place where it's going to benefit itself

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and benefit others,

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which is, Allah's rida and Jannah and his

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happiness and his Tawbah and his Rahmah.

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And it's it's interesting to note right now.

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Imam Janaid

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He, once, he once had the thought that

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I wanted to meet Shaitan.

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I wanted to meet Iblis and see what

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is this what it who is this, character,

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you know, and, like, what he did. And

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so one day, he, he actually,

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he actually met the met Iblis. And,

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he he he said, can I ask you

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a question?

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And,

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Iblis said, go ahead.

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He goes, he goes, what drove you to

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what

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drove you to not make in front of

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Adam when Allah told you all of this

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could have been resolved very easily,

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instead of, you know, instead of all the

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difficulty that we all have to go through

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and

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blah blah blah, you know, all these all

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this, you know, you're gonna be punished and

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there's really it doesn't make any sense that

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outcome, you know, that came from your refusing

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to obey Allah's command. And so Iblis said,

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how can I,

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how can I make

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in front of

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a created thing instead of making sajdah in

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front of the creator?

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And Imam Junaid

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his his intellect,

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kind of took a look into the abyss,

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the precipice,

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and the abyss that,

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that was

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offered by

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Iblis's answer that how can I make a

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sajdah in front of something that's created? And

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he said, no, I'm not jumping into this.

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And so he said,

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And, Shaitan ran

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in pain from from from

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him. Meaning what? You're you're the one who's

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saying, oh, I'm champion tawhid and I'm a

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great, you know, like I love the tawhid

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of Allah so much so that I'm gonna

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I'm gonna, not make in front of Adam.

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Allah is the one if you would really

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love Tawhid,

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then Allah is the one who commanded you

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to make the

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and he's the one who made that sajdah,

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not an act of worship at that point.

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And, if you think that you can dictate

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to him how you worship him, then you

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don't worship him in the first place at

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all.

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And this is this is something that people,

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I guess, they they they lose sight of.

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Why? Because the mind may be filled with

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a 100 ideas and the nafsme

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and the ego and the intellect, all of

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them may think very well and highly of

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themselves. But if there's no love inside of

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the heart,

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then, it's like a car that has, like,

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a a randomly rotating station, you know, steering

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wheel. It could have a wonderful engine. It

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could have wonderful fuel economy. It could have,

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a good AC and stereo system that you

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can listen to all of your Halal machines

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on. And it could have every single feature

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Italian leather from, you know, halal slaughtered,

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Italian cows or whatever. It could have everything

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in it. But if you cannot steer it

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in a direction that's going to be of

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any benefit to you, what's the point? You're

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just gonna end up you just end up

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crashing it somewhere, or you're gonna go somewhere

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where you didn't wanna go in the 1st

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place, or you didn't intend to go in

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the 1st place.

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And, there's no point to that. There's no

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benefit to that at all. And if you

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had a real intellect, which was in check

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rather than out of control, then that would

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have been, clear for everyone to see. But

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there are many people who their intellect is

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completely, like,

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out of control, and, it's so smart it

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ends up fooling itself.

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So for this reason, he objected to the

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command of the King of Kings, where

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Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala, whereas it would have

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only been proper that when an order came

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from Allah, it should have been immediately implemented.

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The result of his action was that he

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was banished from the court of Allah. On

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the other hand, Sayna Adam and Hawa

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alayhi wasalam were lovers of Allah. When they

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committed a mistake, they did not feel any

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disgrace in admitting their fault to Allah. Thereafter,

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with admitting their fault before their beloved one,

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they busy themselves with gaining his pleasure by

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shedding tears as they prayed for his pardon.

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In this story, there's a further lesson lesson

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of the magnitude of the divine command which

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should be carried out without any hesitation.

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The relationship between Sultan Mahmud and Ayaz was

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a relationship between master and slave. Our relationship

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with Allah Ta'ala is even greater and even

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deeper.

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Every atom of our bodies was created by

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him, reared by him, and owned by him.

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He has such an ownership over us,

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wherein no one else shares that ownership with

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him. Muslims are,

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are commanded to struggle in the path of

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Allah

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And, jihad, remember that the kuffar, the disbelievers

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are also Allah's creation and also Allah's

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bounty and rearing

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and Allah's bounties and rearing them is also

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provided for them just as it is provided

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for the believers.

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Oh, Allah, you are kind that from your

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unseen treasury, you provide sustenance to the non

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believers as well. But when the command is

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given to struggle in the path of Allah,

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it would be inappropriate to think about shedding

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the blood of so many people for whose

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fostering and nourishment,

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the heavens and the earth, the sun and

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the moon, and the stars and the clouds,

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the east and the west, the south and

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the north, the air, the sea, the mountains,

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and the services of thousands of machines and

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factories,

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and laborers and animals were utilized. It would

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be wrong to consider,

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going out in the path of Allah Ta'ala

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in which the destruction of,

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so much who's fostering and rearing and continued

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life on earth and provision had been made

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by Allah Ta'ala that he saddled the whole

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creation for their services.

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Now in going out in the path of

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Allah Ta'ala, those very same people for whom

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so much provision has been made,

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is now being destroyed within minutes and seconds.

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Now there will be no time for hesitation

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because the order of Allah Ta'ala has come

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in the face of,

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has come. And in the face of Allah's

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command, the whole world has no value whatsoever.

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When the command of Allah Ta'ala comes, the

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demand is that,

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that the enemy should be struck for their

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enemies of Allah fighting against the believers.

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Without the command of the Sharia,

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it is a crime to even drink water.

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And when the fat fatwa is given to

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strive in the path of Allah path of

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Allah,

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it may also be obligatory

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to destroy.

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Obviously, this is a,

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this is written in in a context,

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so don't go and join any stupid nut

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job group.

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This is the,

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you know, whatever weird groups are causing facade

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in the backwoods of Syria and Iraq and

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whatever. This is in the context of a

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sovereign state,

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in a sovereign state. This book was probably

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written in the in the days when the,

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when Afghanistan was being invaded by the Russians.

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And,

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you know, the people

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got banded together both from that country and

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from other countries,

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in the Muslim world and other places as

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well,

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in order to defend those innocent people against

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the

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the the advent of, of the communist invader

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and colonizer.

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So but the idea is this is not

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to get into a political

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squabble. But the point is that just like

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that pearl is precious,

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in a certain time,

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it's appropriate

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to,

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it's appropriate to

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protect its worth.

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But in another time, it's actually appropriate to

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destroy it when the command of the, when

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the command of the lord comes.

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That there are certain times when destruction may

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also be,

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from the the divine command. And a person

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just has they shouldn't hesitate to protect that

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which Allah Ta'ala has protected.

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They also should not hesitate

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when it's time to destroy the thing that

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Allah Ta'am commanded to be destroyed.

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And this is not a green light for

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anyone to join, any kind of weird group

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that operates outside of the parameters of the

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Sharia,

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outside of the sovereign state and outside of

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the,

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just struggle in the path of Allah Subhanahu

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Wa Ta'ala.

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And you can call your, local mufti or

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your local,

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reputed ulama

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in order to tell what the difference is

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between one and the other.

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In this story, Milana Rumi told us of

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1 general law.

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Through which a person can have his bondage

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from disobedience and from going astray.

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A person can save,

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himself from the bondage of disobedience and going

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astray.

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All those desires which are contrary to Allah's

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wishes, no matter how valuable, how pleasurable,

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how beautiful

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they may appear to us. The true lover

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of Allah

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and the the courageous one should never act

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in accordance to those desires. In fact, they

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should readily crush the pearl of their desires

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with the stone of Allah's command, neither should

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they cast an evil glance,

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at the,

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at a beautiful face that they were commanded

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not to look at,

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Nor should they look at a strange woman

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even though there's danger from them,

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losing their lives

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from averting their gaze and looking away.

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Yusuf Quran writes in

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brackets that the first accidental gaze is forgiven.

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Allah

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give us to,

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have the courage in order to sever the

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bonds

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of

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of disobedience

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and to put our love

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for Allah Ta'ala in a superior and a

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supreme place inside of our heart

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over our intellect so that the intellect can

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serve it well and not to put the

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intellect over the love so that the intellect

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can destroy both itself and the love as

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well. Allah to Allah give all of us

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so much stuff.

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