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			Brothers and sisters and friends.
		
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			And all those in between. Welcome to today's
		
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			Sapiens
		
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			Institute
		
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			livestream.
		
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			And today we're gonna be talking about a
		
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			very important topic with a very
		
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			important brother, brother Imran Hussain. He is one
		
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			of our researchers
		
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			and instructors at Sapiens Institute
		
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			and now an author. Alhamdulillah.
		
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			And he has recently written a book and
		
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			we've published it as part of our Sapiens
		
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			Publishing, part of Sapiens Institute. You can find
		
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			it on Amazon,
		
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			you can find it
		
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			for free on our website, sapiensinstitute.org/books.
		
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			Just type in your email, and you can
		
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			download the book for free, a PDF file
		
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			and ebook.
		
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			And the book is called Dying to Believe,
		
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			My Quest for Life's
		
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			Ultimate Meaning,
		
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			and
		
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			this book, dear brothers and sisters and friends,
		
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			is
		
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			I I love it. I was listening to
		
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			a few chapters just the other day, and
		
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			the kind of
		
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			intermingling
		
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			of a personal story,
		
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			an existential
		
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			story,
		
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			and
		
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			articulating philosophical
		
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			concepts, it's so seamless
		
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			that, you know, you don't seem that you're
		
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			taken from one domain of knowledge to the
		
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			other, and it's written quite well actually.
		
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			And it's written for an audience
		
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			who
		
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			wants to engage
		
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			with a particular book, but with a personal
		
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			narrative, but at the same time, wants some
		
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			deep
		
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			concepts,
		
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			some,
		
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			you know, positive articulation for the Islamic tradition,
		
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			but through an emotional and personal
		
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			and theo philosophical context as well.
		
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			And
		
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			it's a fascinating read, I recommend every single
		
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			one of you download the book, Go to
		
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			sapienceinstitute.orgforward/books,
		
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			and you could also click the button to
		
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			receive
		
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			a paper
		
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			back copy from Amazon.
		
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			So we have with us today brother Imran
		
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			Hussain. Assalamu alaykum wa ta'ala, bro.
		
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			Good. Alhamdulillah. So good to see you, bro.
		
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			May Allah bless you. And zakalehi for writing
		
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			the book. So
		
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			the first question I have for you, my
		
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			dear brother, is
		
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			why did you write the book? What's the
		
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			back drop? What's the background story to this
		
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			book?
		
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			Okay. So,
		
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			I guess there's 2 main things,
		
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			that come to mind when you ask that
		
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			question. One
		
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			is that at the time we were thinking
		
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			of writing the book, we had, Richard Dawkins,
		
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			publish a,
		
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			Outgrowing God, that book that he wrote for
		
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			a younger audience,
		
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			which didn't have many references in it. It
		
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			was written like a story
		
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			appealing to, like, you know, younger children, teenagers,
		
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			etcetera.
		
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			So that was one of the things that
		
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			that, you know, came to mind and we
		
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			we actually I remember we discussed this. Well,
		
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			one of the things we wanted to do
		
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			is have something in that genre, that type
		
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			of style where we're addressing
		
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			a younger audience, you know, teenagers,
		
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			young adults,
		
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			young Muslims basically. And we had other similar
		
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			books as well like by Alem Shah, The
		
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			Young Atheist Handbook.
		
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			So they were doing some work in that
		
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			type of style. So we wanted to do
		
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			something similar
		
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			to cater for that audience. So I remember,
		
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			you know, I remember when we spoke about
		
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			it. And the other thing was that, you
		
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			know, masha'Allah, I think it's important to mention
		
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			that this book isn't,
		
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			you know, it's not my solely my product
		
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			or something that that belongs to me. It's
		
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			actually a team effort.
		
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			You know, you have a lot of credit,
		
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			you know, that that for this as well
		
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			because you inspired it. You encouraged me to
		
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			write the book because, initially, I never thought
		
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			of writing a book.
		
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			I never thought I could write a book.
		
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			Even when we first started discussing writing the
		
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			book,
		
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			you know, I was so petrified at the
		
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			idea of writing a book that you said,
		
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			don't worry about it. We'll get a ghostwriter.
		
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			Someone will write it for you. You know,
		
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			you just go through the story with them.
		
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			But as I go into the process,
		
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			I started to write it myself. And
		
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			and, yeah, it took it took a while.
		
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			But, yeah, You know? And then now we
		
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			have the book.
		
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			Excellent, bro. And what's really important from what
		
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			you're saying is that a lot of the
		
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			kind of atheists, the new atheists, they were
		
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			all already providing
		
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			their version of the world, their worldview through
		
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			a personal and existential story, and we felt
		
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			that it was important for us to provide
		
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			a book
		
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			to do that as well. So people who
		
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			are entering college or university or even the
		
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			general masses, if they wanna read a book
		
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			that is easy to read, but it's also
		
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			deep and profound, and it goes for a
		
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			personal and kind of conceptual narrative in a
		
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			way that, you know, mingles together in a
		
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			seamless way, then this is the book for
		
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			them. And we wanted to
		
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			to really fill a gap in that space,
		
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			because we don't really have books
		
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			written by Muslims, or articulating the Islamic the
		
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			veracity of the Islamic tradition,
		
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			in that way. So this was like a
		
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			a challenge to the kind of humanist
		
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			stories that are being,
		
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			produced and the atheist narratives.
		
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			And, yeah, you're right. So, I think it
		
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			was Allam Saha and Richard Dawkins, they already
		
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			have written books that have that kind of
		
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			feel and that theme, and we wanted to
		
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			basically,
		
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			challenge that. And it's very important because not
		
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			many people like reading deep philosophical books or
		
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			theological books that are
		
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			are embedded with deep concepts. They want a
		
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			personal story because it's very hard to refute
		
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			a story, and it's very hard for you
		
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			to channel someone's personal experience. Now if you're
		
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			articulating it with a true personal experience and
		
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			you have the truth at the same time,
		
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			then it's gonna be a fantastic book. And
		
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			that's why I think your book is extremely
		
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			fantastic, bro. May Allah bless you. I remember,
		
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			I think, many many years ago, maybe 5
		
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			years ago now, we sat,
		
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			in the office, and I was recording
		
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			an interview. Right? That I was interviewing you
		
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			about your life and your story, which then
		
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			became the basis for this book. Right?
		
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			Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It was a
		
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			podcast
		
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			that we recorded. It was a podcast, but
		
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			there was also an an audio,
		
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			recording that I just had I did a
		
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			private interview. And I remember I think I
		
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			was Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
		
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			I think I was, like,
		
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			I was quite moved by you by your
		
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			story.
		
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			Even when I was listening to listening to
		
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			it the other day,
		
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			you know, there was parts of me that,
		
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			you know, I I wanted to cry, man.
		
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			So,
		
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			bro, it's it's very moving, it's very powerful,
		
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			and it's very
		
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			authentic. What I mean by authentic,
		
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			you know, you reveal yourself in a in
		
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			without any negative intentions to the reader. You
		
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			reveal yourself in a way that you don't
		
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			have any negative intentions. You want you want
		
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			positivity for the reader so they learn from
		
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			your experience, and they're touched, moved, and inspired.
		
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			So,
		
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			So
		
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			I have another question.
		
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			So, alright.
		
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			You've talked about the background to the book.
		
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			What is the book about? I mean, obviously,
		
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			we were gonna read it, but to encourage
		
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			people to read it, how would you describe
		
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			the book in a few paragraphs?
		
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			Yeah. It it it's basically my story. Right?
		
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			And, you know, it's it's my journey. So
		
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			again, like you said, bro, we've got this
		
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			type of style from
		
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			the atheists. You know, they write about the
		
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			journey away from religion or away from Islam
		
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			and how they left and how it changed
		
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			their life and how it made their life
		
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			all amazing.
		
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			But the reality is totally different. I mean,
		
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			my story, and you've had certain experiences in
		
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			your past, which are similar result where we
		
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			were at a point in our lives where
		
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			life didn't make any sense, the world around
		
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			us didn't make any sense in the absence
		
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			of God. And this is an experience many,
		
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			many people have, you know. So the, the,
		
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			you know, it wasn't easy to sort of
		
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			write about my story,
		
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			and the experiences that I had.
		
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			Even when I was reading it back a
		
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			few months ago when I was doing a
		
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			review of it, you know, it took me
		
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			back to some of the dark places I
		
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			had been in in the past.
		
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			So it wasn't easy to even read again,
		
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			but I think the the idea was or
		
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			the thought behind it was that I wanted
		
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			to to share this because I really felt
		
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			that people could connect with this story,
		
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			in one way, you know, or the other.
		
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			It will relate to people. Many people go
		
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			through such experiences, you know you know, a
		
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			time of crisis in their life where things
		
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			don't make sense, things don't add up.
		
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			They don't know who they are, they don't
		
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			know who their creator is, they don't know
		
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			what they're doing here. On top of it,
		
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			life isn't going fantastic, you know, things are
		
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			upside down and they can't make sense of
		
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			it. Evil and suffering, trials and tribulations.
		
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			People find themselves in these positions.
		
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			And, you know, I wanted to share my
		
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			story and show them that, look, you know,
		
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			these one of the things you could take
		
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			from this is that life is a journey
		
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			and it's not supposed to be paradise.
		
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			You're here to go through a test and
		
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			you're here to worship your creator and a
		
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			part of that journey is gonna be, you
		
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			know, are you gonna do are you gonna
		
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			use the faculties and the tools Allah has
		
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			given you? Are you gonna use the trials
		
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			and tribulations He's placed in your life
		
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			to turn towards him, to find him, you
		
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			know, to seek him out and then to
		
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			submit to him and to worship him and
		
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			how that changes your life. So that's why
		
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			I really want, you know, I I finally,
		
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			you know, made the decision, okay, I am
		
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			gonna do this and commit to it and
		
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			write this. And it did take several months
		
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			and, you know, Alhamdulillah, you know, it it
		
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			came out really well, you know, at the
		
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			end of it. So I think people that
		
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			read this, Muslims, non Muslims,
		
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			you know, whoever you are, even they read
		
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			this, I'm sure they'll find at least parts
		
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			of the story they can relate to and
		
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			connect with, and they will definitely takes hopefully
		
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			something away from it as well, Insha'Allah.
		
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			Yeah. I I I felt it was very
		
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			powerful, especially your existential crisis. And I was
		
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			thinking when I was reading the first couple
		
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			of chapters or listening to the first couple
		
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			of chapters,
		
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			what I felt was that, SubhanAllah, Allah blessed
		
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			you bro. Honestly, you know, He blessed you
		
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			with these experiences and the journey itself.
		
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			And, you know, I was kind of thinking
		
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			that, you know, on the day of judgement,
		
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			when you see all of the reward
		
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			and all of the divine
		
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			blessings,
		
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			and divine mercy, and boundless love that's gonna
		
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			be showed upon you,
		
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			you're gonna wish that you had that experience
		
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			a 1000 times. Now, I know, you know,
		
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			when people read the first few chapters, they're
		
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			gonna be like, Oh my God!
		
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			This is, like, darkness. Like, you know, I
		
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			would rather have one of my legs removed
		
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			maybe than than experience what you experienced, bro.
		
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			Yeah? It was it was tough stuff.
		
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			And, you know,
		
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			I echo some of your experiences, not all
		
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			of them because, you know, obviously, we had
		
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			different experiences, but that kind of kind of
		
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			that existential angst or that search for meaning
		
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			or, you know, my one was more about,
		
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			you know, I thought I was the only
		
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			one aware of
		
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			my own
		
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			awareness. What I mean by that is that,
		
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			you know, I had a very lonely experience
		
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			when I was around 12 years old, and
		
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			I felt that,
		
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			you know, I I can't really know that
		
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			people have conscious awareness. Maybe I'm the only
		
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			one with conscious awareness, and that was a
		
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			very deep, lonely experience. But, nevertheless,
		
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			you know, maybe highlight some of the experiences
		
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			or or one experience in terms of the
		
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			existential angst that you had in order for
		
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			people to be encouraged to read the book,
		
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			because I think, it is a very, very
		
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			powerful story. Because there's one part of the
		
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			story when you're basically saying that you were
		
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			looking at a a piece of meat in
		
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			the butcher's,
		
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			and you you said there is no real
		
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			difference between yourself
		
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			and the piece of meat. And I explained
		
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			that. Explain the background to that and and
		
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			how you can approach that. Yeah. Sola, when
		
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			when you don't
		
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			have
		
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			belief in Allah, when you don't recognize a
		
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			creator,
		
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			essentially, what you believe is that, well, you
		
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			exist, the world around you exists, and you
		
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			are basically a biological physical being, and that's
		
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			all there is to it. You know, the
		
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			the concept of, you know, spirituality or a
		
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			soul or things like this don't exist in
		
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			that worldview or that perspective of looking at
		
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			reality.
		
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			So I was really, you know, for many
		
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			years, plagued by these questions and thoughts. And
		
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			they were constant. Like,
		
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			they were the most important thing that I
		
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			had to figure out and I had to
		
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			find answers to who am I,
		
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			what am I. And the only conclusions I
		
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			could come to
		
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			in the absence of God was, well, look,
		
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			you're just this physical
		
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			being made of matter,
		
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			and that's it. There's nothing else to it.
		
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			There's no more there's there's no further conclusions
		
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			you can come to and you just exist
		
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			by chance and you're just here by chance.
		
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			You're just here by chance. You're just here
		
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			by chance. So that specific, you know, incident
		
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			was when, you know, walking past a butcher
		
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			shop, you know, you see meat hanging in
		
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			the window. And I remember looking at it
		
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			and this this realization hitting me that, you
		
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			know, oh my God, that
		
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			you know, what's different between you? And I
		
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			stood there and asked this question, what's different
		
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			between you and that piece of meat that's
		
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			hanging in the window? Sure. That piece of
		
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			meat hanging in the window doesn't have any
		
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			skin on it.
		
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			It's just, you know, muscle, but, well, that's
		
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			what you are as well. So what differentiates
		
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			you between, you know, what differentiates you and
		
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			and that? And that, you know, the emotions
		
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			and the feelings that came along with it
		
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			naturally being a human being, you know, emotions
		
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			follow thoughts. Intense. Like, well, if there's no
		
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			difference, then what does my life even mean?
		
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			You know, I could be hanging in that
		
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			window. I mean, it'll make no difference. You
		
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			know, it'll be the same. And and even
		
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			the first experience I had when it first
		
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			kicked in when I was thinking about these
		
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			questions for a while, but I kept pushing
		
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			them away and getting on with life. But
		
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			there was one moment, you know, right in
		
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			the beginning of the book where, you know,
		
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			I go home after school and it just
		
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			suddenly hits me. It's like the rug being
		
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			pulled out of your from under your feet.
		
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			Like, it was almost like, okay. Now reality
		
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			has hit me. Nothing around me makes any
		
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			sense. You know, what is this even real?
		
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			Is is my room real? Are these walls
		
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			real? Am I real?
		
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			And that realization,
		
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			when it hits you not that it's the
		
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			correct under you know, understanding of reality, but
		
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			at the time, it was the most correct
		
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			understanding based on what I believed in my
		
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			worldview.
		
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			It's a very scary place to be. It's
		
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			like you you've, you know, you've grown up
		
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			around the things you've grown up around, but
		
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			you don't really recognize them anymore. Well, those
		
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			emotions associated with those things are gone. They're
		
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			just sucked away,
		
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			because you don't know what they are. You
		
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			don't know you don't you don't know what
		
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			their true nature is. So it was a
		
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			very, very dark time, and I was very
		
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			I was in my early teens at the
		
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			time, maybe, like, 12 I don't even remember.
		
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			Maybe 12 or something like this, 13. I
		
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			can't I can't exactly remember how old I
		
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			was, but I was very young. And it
		
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			was a very, very scary place to be.
		
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			And
		
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			these phases kept coming because these questions kept
		
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			coming, these thoughts kept running through my mind,
		
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			you know, what am I, what am I
		
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			doing here, what's my purpose?
		
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			And again, to emphasize the point, in the
		
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			absence of a
		
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			religious
		
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			worldview, in in particular, an Islamic worldview, which
		
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			we'll go into and and explore a little
		
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			further.
		
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			In the absence of God,
		
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			on a so purely, so secular materialist way
		
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			of looking at reality,
		
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			That is what reality is. That's all you
		
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			are an accident. You are a physical biological
		
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			being that's accidentally hit. There is no rhyme
		
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			or reason behind your existence. Now most people,
		
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			yeah, okay, recognize this and just push it
		
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			aside and get on with life. But there
		
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			are other people that just can't do that
		
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			because that is, you know, it's an important
		
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			painful realization to have, you know, that that's
		
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			who you are. So what is the point
		
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			of doing anything? So, you know, I went
		
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			through many of these experiences for many, many
		
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			years and it was very, very difficult. But
		
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			like you said, I think, you know, now
		
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			looking back and Allah always does there's always
		
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			a purpose behind things as as no matter
		
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			the the level of difficulty you're going through,
		
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			no matter the level of pain you're going
		
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			through, the suffering you're going through, ultimately, it
		
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			all has
		
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			a meaning behind it, and it's all good
		
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			for the believer, especially. Now I look back,
		
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			you know, I I can hold I'm holding
		
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			the copy of the book in my hand.
		
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			And it's just like, okay. This is what
		
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			it was all about. Now and and not
		
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			only have I understood why why it all
		
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			happened, because and on top of that, not
		
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			only do I have Islam now, and I
		
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			recognize my creator. That in itself is the
		
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			greatest blessing and worth all the trials and
		
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			tribulations in the world. But on top of
		
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			that, now this is hopefully gonna benefit others
		
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			and bring me more rewards inshallah.
		
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			So the good that's come out of it,
		
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			you know, the little life we've been able
		
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			to understand even in this life,
		
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			it's it it just falls into place, you
		
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			know, and it and it and it makes
		
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			sense that everything, for me, at least personally,
		
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			that everything happens for a reason. You know?
		
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			So so all of my
		
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			yeah. It's it's it's very powerful, bro, because
		
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			a lot of people in the dua today
		
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			who wanna share Islam, they're not very authentic
		
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			about themselves or their lives. There is a
		
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			massive,
		
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			kind of,
		
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			gap between who they really are and what
		
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			they promote to the world, which is fine
		
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			to a certain degree. But I think with
		
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			you, bro, not just the book, but with
		
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			your style and with your doubt in general,
		
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			it's quite inspiring, because there is a sense
		
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			of,
		
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			sincere authenticity about it. And and the book
		
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			comes across that way, because you talk about,
		
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			for example, the problems that you had, you
		
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			talked about the drinking problem, you you talked
		
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			about all of these other issues, which I
		
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			feel, you know, that takes a lot of
		
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			courage for someone to reveal,
		
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			especially in a kind of Muslim,
		
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			you know, domain, yeah, in the Islamic domain.
		
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			And, you know, that authenticity comes through, and
		
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			I think it's very, very powerful. And I
		
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			think in a nutshell, what you said, and
		
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			I think you mentioned this in the book
		
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			that, you know, we're just rearrangements
		
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			of of electrons and carbon.
		
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			You know, you know, what kind of profound
		
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			or ultimate,
		
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			you know, difference is there between that piece
		
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			of me
		
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			and me as a human being. We're just
		
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			rearrangements of the same type of stuff. And
		
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			if this stuff, according to materialist or
		
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			philosophical naturalist or atheistic world view, is blind,
		
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			cold and non rational, then, you know, you
		
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			know, how can I have any ultimate meaning
		
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			or or purpose, or is there is there
		
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			any difference in terms of value between me
		
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			and a piece of meat? Fundamentally, there isn't.
		
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			And when people start saying, oh, you know,
		
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			but you have pain, you have feelings, you
		
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			have consciousness, you have humanity, you have all
		
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			of these things. But these are just words.
		
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			These are just ideas that are reduced to
		
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			neurochemical firings in the brain, which are further
		
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			reduced to electrons whizzing around that are blind,
		
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			cold, and nonrational.
		
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			So, you know, the way you articulate that
		
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			point is very powerful, because what you do
		
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			in the book is all which I thought
		
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			was really, really interesting,
		
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			is the way you talked about a personal
		
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			experience and you went to a philosophical topic.
		
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			And it was quite seamless.
		
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			It's like they're intermingling, a seamless intermingling between
		
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			these different domains of of of knowledge and
		
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			narrative. I was like, wow. You hit that
		
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			that point. Actually, you hit the point home.
		
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			And you talked about the existential philosophers and
		
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			the atheist thinkers who try to address the
		
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			problem of meaning and purpose, and you respond
		
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			to it in a very
		
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			kind of profound way, and you deal with
		
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			it really effectively. So
		
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			for that, bro. I really recommend this book
		
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			to
		
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			to anyone, really, anyone who likes reading. And
		
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			if you don't like reading, then start to
		
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			like reading, to read this book.
		
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			So,
		
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			the next question I have, bro, if you
		
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			don't mind, is what alternative ideas or philosophies
		
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			did you look into
		
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			and why weren't they correct?
		
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			Yeah. So,
		
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			there was loads of things I looked into
		
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			bro.
		
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			I think I looked into several of the
		
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			other religions as well, see what they had
		
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			to say. Religion wasn't the first thing that
		
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			I saw.
		
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			It wasn't even in the in the mind,
		
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			you know, to look at religion, generally.
		
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			It was mainly like, okay, let's look at
		
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			let's think about it for myself. Couldn't come
		
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			to any answers. Right? Then I looked at
		
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			what some of these, you know, philosophers, you
		
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			know, the existentialist philosophers. I didn't know that
		
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			they were existentialist philosophers at the time. Looked
		
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			at some of their works on this.
		
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			Didn't really make much sense because what I
		
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			gained from it or gleaned from it was
		
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			that all they were saying was,
		
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			you know, let's just make stuff like you
		
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			mentioned many years later when I came across
		
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			your work, all the let's just make stuff
		
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			up. You know, let's just let's just let's
		
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			just talk about some fantastic things in some
		
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			in a powerful way, you know, about, you
		
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			know,
		
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			you know,
		
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			responsibility and living
		
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			upright lives and and elevating yourself and creating
		
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			things for yourself.
		
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			It sounds nice. It sounds interesting and exciting.
		
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			You know, stuff you hear Jordan Peterson spout
		
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			these days as well. You know, he he's
		
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			taking a lot of his stuff from these
		
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			existentialists as well, you know, about creating meaning
		
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			and living upright lives and doing this and
		
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			the other. But
		
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			again, what where is that coming from? These
		
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			are just ideas that are the again, being
		
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			produced in the brain, which is just a
		
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			set of atoms and molecules in motion. You're
		
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			just coming up with these things. They have
		
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			no intrinsic value. They're just ideas. They sound
		
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			good. Sure. They may make you feel like
		
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			your life has some meaning,
		
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			in the in the short term, but this
		
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			is not your ultimate meaning. You're just making
		
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			stuff up.
		
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			So it it it didn't really I don't
		
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			as I the way I thought about it
		
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			was, look,
		
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			why why should I do all of these
		
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			things? You know, what's the what's the underlying
		
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			drive behind it? There isn't any. You just
		
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			live and you die, and you use this
		
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			arrangement of atoms. Why not just live the
		
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			way I am living currently, just not doing
		
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			anything about it? You know?
		
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			Some people would would say, well, why not
		
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			just go fulfill your desires and have fun,
		
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			you know? Forget about all of this.
		
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			So, you know, each for their own, but
		
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			I think it's it's a very sort of
		
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			in some ways, a very shallow way of
		
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			addressing the problem. It's almost putting a a
		
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			Band Aid Band Aid on on the problem.
		
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			You know, you're you're saying, okay. There is
		
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			no ultimate meaning to life. Let's just make
		
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			stuff up for ourselves. And just this whole
		
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			idea of making stuff up for yourself, let's
		
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			let's let's elevate this and put this on
		
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			a pedestal and make it seem like this
		
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			is the most profound thing you could do
		
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			in your life. Why? Why is it the
		
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			most profound thing you could do in your
		
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			life? You know? It it it didn't make
		
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			any sense to me. I couldn't see any
		
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			rhyme or anything. And then, eventually, I started
		
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			to look into some of the other religions
		
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			and stuff, but I couldn't find anything as
		
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			far
		
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			as meaning was concerned. You know? Mostly,
		
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			you would find religions talking about, you know,
		
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			do this or don't do this, and this
		
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			is a good way to live, and this
		
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			is Islam was the last thing I I
		
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			I I looked at. Knew I was born
		
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			into a Muslim family. You know,
		
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			I knew that, you know, my parents were
		
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			Muslim and so on. So I thought, well,
		
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			I've been born into this. Obviously, the answers
		
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			aren't
		
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			there. Otherwise, I would have found them, you
		
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			know, by now.
		
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			I've I had read the Quran growing up
		
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			as a child, you know. I'd learned the
		
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			Arabic, how to read the Arabic,
		
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			growing up. So I thought, you know, if
		
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			the answers were gonna be there, I would
		
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			have known them by now. So I didn't
		
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			look into it till the very end. And
		
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			then as a last resort when there was
		
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			literally nothing left, that's when I looked into,
		
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			the Quran.
		
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			And I think it was in a tafsir,
		
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			and I think I mentioned in the book
		
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			as well. It was in in a specific
		
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			tafsir or a verse, and I just opened
		
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			the Quran and I I came to it.
		
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			And it mentions something about,
		
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			in the in the tafsir
		
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			of this particular verse. I don't remember what
		
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			the verse was, but that just like at
		
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			the darkest point of night, you know, the
		
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			rays of light come through and break the
		
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			darkness. That's how in the darkest moments of
		
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			your life,
		
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			you know, the rays of guidance come through
		
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			and break that darkness. And that really hit
		
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			me. I remember I closed the Quran at
		
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			that point, I just that shook me up
		
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			for for days.
		
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			It was like that was for me. It
		
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			was speaking to me. You know? And then
		
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			I started reading the Quran, and then the
		
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			more I read, I realized, well, all the
		
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			answers I and I had never read the
		
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			Quran in that way before. You know? I'd
		
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			never read the Quran in with with with,
		
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			in the English language before that I could
		
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			understand it. I'd read it, recited it, mem
		
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			you know, memorized parts of it, but I
		
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			didn't know what it was saying.
		
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			And that's why, you know, inshallah, in the
		
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			future, the project we have coming with the
		
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			young Muslims guide, and that will inshallah be
		
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			a book as well. You know, one of
		
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			the main problems I'm trying to I wanna
		
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			address in that is that, yes, Muslims are
		
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			born into a Muslim family, and we are
		
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			Muslim, but many young Muslims don't know or
		
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			understand Islam as a comprehensive worldview.
		
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			That's a holistic way of looking at reality.
		
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			Allah has given us all of the answers
		
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			to the most fundamental questions that we ask.
		
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			So it's not just the do's and don'ts.
		
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			That's a part of Islam,
		
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			but that is not the ultimate objective. The
		
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			objective is to know your creator and to
		
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			worship him,
		
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			and Allah gives you all the answers your
		
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			inquisitive mind asks as a human being. You
		
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			know? So it builds a profound worldview and
		
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			and the most comprehensive without any issues, without
		
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			any sort of loose ends or anything like
		
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			this. It will make sense.
		
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			Yeah. No. That's that's that's very powerful,
		
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			And it's very interesting because in the book
		
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			you mentioned the existential philosophers,
		
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			and I think you mentioned, Jean Paul Sartre
		
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			and others when they tried to kind of
		
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			navigate the question
		
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			about meaning because
		
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			a lot of these people felt that there
		
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			was no ultimate meaning for existence because their
		
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			ontology, their worldview,
		
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			the source and nature of reality was that
		
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			they don't believe there was any purpose or
		
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			divine, you know, creative power
		
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			behind the cosmos or behind existence.
		
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			So what they said was, well, it's nothingness.
		
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			And in that nothingness, you can create your
		
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			own meaning. So you have a new realm
		
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			of possibility
		
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			to create your own meaning. But the you
		
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			mentioned something very powerful in the book, bro.
		
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			You basically say, well,
		
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			that's a bit, like,
		
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			meaningless because you're
		
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			trying to find meaning,
		
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			but the basis in trying to find meaning
		
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			and create meaning is actually meaningless.
		
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			Right? It's a sense of meaninglessness.
		
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			So,
		
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			I get what you're saying here, because you're
		
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			saying look, if fundamentally the whole, the whole
		
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			basis of reality
		
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			is no purpose, no ultimate meaning, even no
		
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			ultimate value,
		
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			and the only value and meaning you can
		
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			give it is what you give it, then
		
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			fundamentally
		
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			it's just almost saying let's pretend to have
		
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			meaning.
		
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			Right? That's what that's what they mean. But
		
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			therefore you can't have Yeah.
		
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			Go on.
		
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			No. I was just gonna say, it's like,
		
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			I think Camus,
		
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			was,
		
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			slightly different from some of these other existentialists
		
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			because he outlined what you've referred to as
		
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			the absurd. You know, the absurdity of life,
		
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			which is recognize that there's no ultimate meaning,
		
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			yet you can't help but strive to find
		
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			the ultimate meaning, you know, and you're chasing
		
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			that. And that's so, you know, meaning for
		
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			him was whatever keeps you alive basically and
		
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			prevents you from killing yourself, you know. So
		
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			he he highlight,
		
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			you know, the reality, which is ultimately there
		
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			is no meaning. Sure. You know, if if
		
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			it keeps you going to just make up
		
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			stuff for yourself and chasing that, then, yeah,
		
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			keep doing that, you know. So but you're
		
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			right. On their worldview, in the absence of
		
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			God, there is no ultimate meaning. No matter
		
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			how you spin it, no matter which way
		
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			you look at it, there is no way
		
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			around this. There literally isn't.
		
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			Yes. Yeah. No. You're right. You're right. I
		
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			mean, I do want people to, read the
		
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			book. We don't have to get too much
		
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			into the kind of, philosophical
		
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			and existential
		
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			contentions
		
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			and responses and all of that stuff because
		
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			I want people to read the book. So
		
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			I think
		
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			the
		
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			next question I have for you is
		
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			you've mentioned,
		
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			you know, some of it previously, but I
		
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			just want you to unpack it a little
		
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			bit further is, do you need Islam to
		
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			have ultimate meaning?
		
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			Yes. You do need Islam to have ultimate
		
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			meaning. So look, you know, may there are
		
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			many religions out there. Many religions make the
		
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			claim that they are from the divine source,
		
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			and they are preserved as they were when
		
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			they were first revealed.
		
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			But when you look into this and you
		
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			dive into this, you realize this is not
		
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			the case.
		
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			And what you realize,
		
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			you know, eventually, is that Islam is the
		
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			only religion that is divine and it's preserved.
		
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			You know, and you can also through Islam,
		
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			you understand, well, why, you know, the the
		
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			whole history of it, you know. Yes, God
		
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			sent many messages and many revelations, but over
		
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			the period passage of time, people change the
		
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			text and scriptures and they weren't meant to
		
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			be till the day of judgment.
		
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			You know, there was this divine plan of
		
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			revealing or giving us this final revelation
		
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			and this final way of life, which will
		
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			be till the day of judgment, which will
		
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			be preserved.
		
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			And the Quran is preserved. You know, you
		
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			can you can look you can look at,
		
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			non Muslim academic sources for this and Muslim
		
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			sources. There's a lot of information out there
		
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			about this. We have loads of good stuff
		
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			from the Sapiens,
		
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			learning platform as well in regards to this.
		
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			There's some brilliant books doctor Osman has written
		
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			on this as well. You know? So there's
		
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			a lot of information there about this. So
		
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			that's one thing. The second thing is is
		
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			that when you look at what Islam says,
		
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			you know, when Allah tells us what our
		
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			meaning is.
		
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			They didn't create us for any other reason
		
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			except to know him and to worship him.
		
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			You know, and then the the Quran outlines
		
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			for us, you know, how this worship
		
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			takes place. What is this worship?
		
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			It it falls into place. Allah even outlines
		
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			why he created us in this world, you
		
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			know, to so that we're tested, you know,
		
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			part of that test is to see. Are
		
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			we gonna find our creator? Are we gonna
		
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			turn to him and worship him? Our worship
		
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			is being tested. We are being tested in
		
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			this life. So everything is outlined very clearly.
		
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			Evil and suffering. I think it is a
		
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			chapter or a past part of the book
		
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			where we address evil and suffering as well.
		
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			It all falls into place. It's a part
		
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			of the test. You know, it's why we're
		
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			here. And we're gonna go through trials and
		
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			tribulations. It's not gonna be easy sailing just
		
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			because you know what's going on and how
		
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			it all works and why you're here. Yeah,
		
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			but now it's time to get involved in
		
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			that test and then go through the process
		
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			of life.
		
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			So, you know, Islam comprehensively
		
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			addresses all of these areas. Why we're here,
		
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			where we're going, what life is all about,
		
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			you know, why we suffer, why we go
		
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			through trials and tribulations.
		
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			Like you mentioned, Islam probably is the only
		
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			way of life
		
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			that gives meaning to suffering, ultimate meaning to
		
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			suffering as well.
		
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			Sure, there's people out there, there's philosophers that
		
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			have ascribed meaning to suffering and ways of
		
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			looking at suffering.
		
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			But to give it a true ultimate meaning,
		
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			that can only come from the creator himself.
		
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			You know, why do we really suffer? What
		
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			is what is the purpose behind this? What
		
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			does it mean when you go through a
		
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			trial trial or tribulation?
		
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			And it's all day. Everything makes sense. Islam
		
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			comprehensively
		
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			addresses everything. And,
		
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			you know, it's very I like it the
		
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			way you focus on worship as well, which,
		
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			you know, many people know that worship is
		
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			basically humbly
		
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			adoring Allah, is being
		
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			submissive to Allah. It's loving Allah Subhanahu Wa
		
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			Ta'ala and expressing acts of worship, you know,
		
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			based on
		
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			your submission, your humility to Allah and the
		
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			fact that you adore Him, you love Him.
		
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			And,
		
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			you know,
		
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			what's interesting when you mentioned about Islam basically
		
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			tells you the Quran
		
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			has this cognitive and spiritual reframing,
		
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			it appreciates that life is a test as
		
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			you mentioned.
		
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			And not only that, it basically tells you
		
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			to stand in the possibility
		
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			that the meaning that you're giving this test
		
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			or this trial or this trauma
		
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			is not the only meaning, and that you
		
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			should give the meaning that Allah wants you
		
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			to give it, and that
		
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			the Prophet
		
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			wants you to give it. And you know,
		
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			reading your book bro,
		
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			essentially you're telling people, because
		
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			you had that awakening
		
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			through
		
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			that the Ayah, that verse in the Quran,
		
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			or the surah in the Quran, the chapter
		
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			in the Quran, and the tafsir, the exegesis
		
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			of that verse, or that part of the
		
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			surah,
		
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			and that awakens something within you, because you
		
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			gave the right meaning to your existential
		
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			angst. You gave the right meaning to your
		
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			trials and tribulations.
		
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			You gave the right meaning to your traumas.
		
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			And the whole book really could be summarized
		
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			as
		
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			give your traumas, give your questions, give your
		
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			trials, give your tests the meaning Allah wants
		
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			you to give them. And once you do
		
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			that, you're able to transcend your suffering in
		
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			some way. You know, it's quite ironic, bro.
		
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			Imagine I just want you to have this
		
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			thought experiment. Okay?
		
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			So imagine I want you to go back
		
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			all those, like, 15, 20, 25 years, God
		
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			knows how long it was. Right? When you're
		
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			having that existential anxiety, when you're having that
		
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			sense of meaninglessness, when you have that deep
		
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			nihilism.
		
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			And I want you now
		
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			I I I want imagine someone came to
		
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			you and said, you know what? In about
		
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			20, 25 years,
		
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			you're gonna write a book about this, and
		
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			you're gonna help
		
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			thousands of people
		
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			deal with the same type of traumas,
		
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			and not only would you help them, but
		
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			in the process, you're gonna help yourself,
		
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			and you're gonna be able to have
		
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			the ability to transcend all of these issues
		
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			that you have right now, and you're gonna
		
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			you're gonna have a great connection with the
		
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			creator of the heavens and the earth.
		
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			If, you know, if someone told you that
		
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			at that point, would you even believe them?
		
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			No.
		
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			Not all, bro.
		
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			Yeah. Like, no one's no one's wrote no
		
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			one's written a book in my as far
		
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			as I can remember back, no one's written
		
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			no one's been that inclined towards, you know,
		
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			writing and stuff. Like, it's it wasn't a
		
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			part of my,
		
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			mindset or my thinking or, you know, even
		
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			being involved in the dawah. I never thought
		
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			I would I would be involved in the
		
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			dawah. But that that's precisely my point. The
		
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			point is
		
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			this is how life works. Right? This is
		
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			how Allah takes you on a journey. And
		
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			if you're able to
		
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			have Ikhlas and sincerity and you're yearning for
		
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			the the the the answers with sincerity and
		
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			you're yearning for Allah, then
		
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			irrespective of your trial and tribulation, Allah will
		
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			pull you out from that. And that's what
		
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			happened with you. And that's why I want
		
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			to mention it. I wanted to mention that
		
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			to you because just just just just look
		
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			back. Just connect the dots back now saying,
		
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			SubhanAllah.
		
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			I written a book now. I'm helping thousands
		
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			of people. I'm in a different situation.
		
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			And, you know, this reminds me of, you
		
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			know, one scholar who said that, you know,
		
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			when Allah chooses something for a believer,
		
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			you know, you can't no one else can
		
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			choose anything better.
		
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			Even if
		
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			from a kind of finite fragmentary
		
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			perspective,
		
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			in the moment perspective, we might think it's
		
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			all doom and gloom. But in the grand
		
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			cosmic scheme of things, the best thing that
		
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			Allah has chosen for you, man. So, yeah,
		
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			I just wanna reiterate that again.
		
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			Yeah. Absolutely. Good. So but the funny yep.
		
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			Go. Yeah. Go.
		
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			Well, the funny thing is you you you
		
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			you write the book, and you talk about
		
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			that you you solve these questions. You found
		
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			Allah. You found Islam.
		
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			But then you talk about very interesting turning
		
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			point, which,
		
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			I really echo and mirror many of your
		
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			sentiments and even your experiences. And I think
		
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			they should be highlighted, especially in today's
		
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			age when we have a lot of algorithm
		
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			prostitutes.
		
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			Right? Although, we have prostituted ourselves to the
		
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			algorithm,
		
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			you know, likes, shares.
		
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			We don't really think about deep meaningful impact.
		
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			It's all about abstract numbers. They don't have
		
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			any real life, you know, consequences. We just
		
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			have anecdotal evidence,
		
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			and we're just basically become
		
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			slaves to the algorithm. Right? We're not slaves
		
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			to an objective or to a Allah centric,
		
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			Akhirah centric strategy.
		
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			And so you write in the book that
		
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			you found Islam, but then you got involved
		
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			in Dawah.
		
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			And then you lost yourself again. So please
		
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			explain this to to us. Yeah. That's all
		
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			the so second crisis if you like. Right?
		
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			And I I think it highlights a couple
		
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			of things.
		
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			Number 1, you know, you don't you don't
		
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			deserve any of this regardless of what you've
		
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			gone through. Right? There was probably a point
		
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			where so, you know, when I came out
		
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			of this,
		
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			and I and you know that moment you
		
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			realize this is the truth and it hits
		
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			you.
		
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			That's a life changing moment for people, you
		
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			know. Especially if you come to Islam as
		
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			a new Muslim. There is a moment that
		
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			that realization really goes one level deeper,
		
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			and it really hits you like a bright
		
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			light, and you just you just know at
		
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			that moment. It's it's beyond
		
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			philosophical argumentation or rational arguments and people convincing
		
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			you. It's beyond seeing things with your own
		
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			eyes in front of you. There's there's a
		
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			moment that happens where it really hits you
		
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			and you know it's the truth.
		
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			Now when that happened, you know, I was
		
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			extremely grateful, you know, because I had been
		
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			suffering for for probably
		
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			close to a decade, maybe longer. I don't
		
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			know many, many years on and off. Right?
		
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			So that was a very profound moment for
		
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			me. And I also remember that even once
		
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			I came to Islam and I started practicing,
		
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			I still had some of those anxiety
		
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			feelings and thoughts that were bothering me. And,
		
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			you know, I was still feeling that because
		
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			I'd gone through it for so many years.
		
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			And I remember there was one moment and
		
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			and this was the other point I wanted
		
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			to quickly make as well.
		
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			You know,
		
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			yes, Allah gives us the the correct
		
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			understanding
		
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			of or how to give meaning to our
		
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			suffering.
		
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			But when you do give it's not only
		
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			that. When you start giving your suffering the
		
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			correct meaning and you start to
		
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			develop a relationship with Allah and you start
		
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			to do the right things,
		
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			Allah also gives you signs in your life.
		
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			Things happen, and you can't really explain them,
		
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			but you know there's signs because they just
		
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			fall into place. You know? So for example,
		
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			one occasion, I remember falling into prostration, and
		
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			I was like, y'all take these these feelings
		
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			away from me because they were still there.
		
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			You know? The the the sort of,
		
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			anxiety related to everything I'd gone through over
		
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			the past decade or so.
		
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			Frustration after that moment, those those feelings disappeared.
		
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			They never came back.
		
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			You know, they completely vanished like they never
		
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			existed. So these signs happen. Allah will give
		
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			you signs, but you have to take that
		
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			first step. You know, there's many young Muslims,
		
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			we speak to them on the lighthouse as
		
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			well. You know, they're like, I have doubts,
		
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			I'm confused, I don't know, I'm off track,
		
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			you know, I'm I'm all over the place,
		
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			I've turned away from Islam.
		
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			You know, they're expecting a miracle to happen
		
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			for them before they start worshiping Allah. You
		
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			need to this is a part of the
		
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			test. You Allah's not gonna spoon feed you.
		
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			He's not gonna come and say, look, here
		
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			I am. And then you believe and then
		
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			you do everything. It'll defeat the purpose of
		
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			the test. You have to take the first
		
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			step.
		
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			But when you get on that journey Allah
		
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			will show you things along the way which
		
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			solidify your belief and your your connection with
		
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			him so that will happen as well
		
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			and going to the the point you made
		
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			the you know the second part of of
		
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			the book or the the the latter part
		
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			of the book where, okay, I started practicing,
		
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			I got involved in the dua, everything is
		
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			perfect, I'm feeling amazing, I feel like I
		
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			found my purpose, I'm living my purpose now,
		
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			I'm giving people dua, I'm calling people to
		
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			Islam, I meet you, I meet Adnan Allah
		
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			is making things happen fall into place. I
		
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			meet subur,
		
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			you know, I start doing videos, I start
		
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			getting more, you know, I suddenly developed this
		
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			ability to speak and communicate with people. Whereas
		
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			in in in high school, even in high
		
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			school, I was I was the kid in
		
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			the class that I was I would be
		
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			shaking at the thought of the teacher asking
		
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			me the question not even that he's asked
		
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			me the question just that thought would shake
		
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			me I couldn't speak in front of people
		
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			and I start and and I could start
		
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			I could read books I can deal with
		
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			and understand concepts and ideas which I've never
		
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			been able to I was never a very
		
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			bright kid in school anyway, right? I would
		
00:37:05 --> 00:37:08
			never get fantastic grades. So Allah was opening
		
00:37:08 --> 00:37:09
			things for me and these were signs but
		
00:37:09 --> 00:37:11
			I obviously didn't you know out of my
		
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			ignorance and my maybe my arrogance as well
		
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			and my childishness and just being a feeble
		
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			human being,
		
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			somewhere along the journey, I started to lose
		
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			my weight. You know? I started these things
		
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			started to get to me, and they started
		
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			to affect me, and I started to think
		
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			I was something special. You know? That I
		
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			had these abilities, and it was me that
		
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			was doing this, and I needed more views,
		
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			and I needed to make more videos.
		
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			And and how when when when me and
		
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			Subur first started to do the LDM videos
		
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			and stuff, they they started to go quite
		
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			viral. They started to get very popular because
		
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			none of this stuff was online at that
		
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			time. The only guys before that was yourself
		
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			and Adnan that were doing videos, but you
		
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			guys were focusing more on the academic,
		
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			debates and stuff like this. So this there
		
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			was this niche, and, you know, as the
		
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			algorithm works, it stuff got very popular,
		
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			and that affected me. It did, and at
		
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			the time, I didn't wanna admit it. I
		
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			was finding excuses, you know, so you start
		
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			to psychologically find excuses.
		
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			You know, why are you chasing views? No,
		
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			views are good, views are brilliant because that
		
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			means your channel will grow and that means
		
00:38:04 --> 00:38:05
			more people will come across the message. So
		
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			it's good to chase the views and you
		
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			start to convince yourself with these things. Shaitan
		
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			starts to, you know, weave in all of
		
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			these ideas into your mind deluding you further,
		
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			you know, but then you get to a
		
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			point where you realize, hold on a second,
		
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			you know, I haven't prayed,
		
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			and I'm filming this video, or I haven't
		
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			prayed and I'm preparing to refute this person,
		
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			or I've prayed but my, I didn't know
		
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			what I was doing, and all I was
		
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			thinking about was the, you know, the YouTube
		
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			and all of this stuff, and my, where
		
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			was my connection? And slowly your connection starts
		
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			to break down you know with Allah and
		
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			it gets gradual you know it's gradual and
		
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			I got to the point where I was
		
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			just completely finished and I fell into another
		
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			sort of
		
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			very dark space it was different from
		
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			the existential issues I had, because now I
		
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			knew, you know, at least
		
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			when I fell into this this second stage
		
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			of darkness, I knew logically, okay, I knew
		
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			God existed, I knew all the arguments for
		
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			God's existence,
		
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			I knew all the philosophical
		
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			discussions around it, but there was an emptiness.
		
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			There was no connection. There was no, you
		
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			know so it was like I knew, but
		
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			I didn't know at the same time. I
		
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			knew on the rational level, but on a
		
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			spiritual, emotional, there there was nothing. It was
		
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			empty. And that sent me to this really
		
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			dark phase for for, again, a couple of
		
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			years, a few years, maybe 3, 4 years
		
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			where and I didn't mention this to to
		
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			many of the brothers, you know.
		
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			You are quite pivotal,
		
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			in in, you know, maybe preventing me from
		
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			going too far down, and you probably don't
		
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			even realize this.
		
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			You know, because I remember when I first
		
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			joined Aira, you know, LDM was really blowing
		
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			up, and it was doing amazing with views.
		
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			And you,
		
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			you know, you you made a step back.
		
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			And I don't know if, you know, Allah
		
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			Allah made it so that you made us
		
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			step back from LDM and doing these videos,
		
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			and you gave me what I consider trivial
		
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			tasks in the daw at the time. And
		
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			I've probably not even spoken to you about
		
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			this stuff, you know, in the past, but
		
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			I think it'll be beneficial for people to
		
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			hear this.
		
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			You know, you made me, you know, do
		
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			video editing or recording
		
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			stuff, training courses,
		
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			and inside, I hated it. There was a
		
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			part of me that really disliked that because
		
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			in my mind, it was like, you know,
		
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			no. You need to be on the camera.
		
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			People are listening to you. They're watching your
		
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			videos. You're getting all these views, and now
		
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			you're here doing all this back end stuff
		
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			of admin
		
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			and videos and editing and stuff like this.
		
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			But that was that probably saved me from
		
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			a bigger burnout than I you know, and
		
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			completely destroying myself, you know, that so put
		
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			the brakes on it a little bit, which
		
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			I needed at the time and I didn't
		
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			realize at the time.
		
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			But the point is that that, you know,
		
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			the way the whole algorithm is set up
		
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			and the social media world is set up,
		
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			you know, we think it's a free space.
		
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			We think it's, you know, you you can
		
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			put out what you want and, you know,
		
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			you could benefit. No. It can be, but
		
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			it's designed to make you,
		
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			you know,
		
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			put yourself out there. It's designed to make
		
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			you chase the views. It's designed to make
		
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			you chase the fame. You know? And then
		
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			then the algorithm rewards you. You know? And
		
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			and back then, it wasn't as bad as
		
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			it is today. But even then, so I
		
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			was really affected by this, and it really
		
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			messed me up for several years. You know
		
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			you know, Imran, it's quite emotional. So
		
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			let me tell you something here.
		
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			You don't have a huge, huge, huge channel
		
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			or reach for example. Yeah?
		
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			But I could almost guarantee
		
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			that because of the
		
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			reframing of your dua, making it more Allah
		
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			centric, and you're not just chasing the algorithm,
		
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			thinking the online world is the dua, and
		
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			you just have to submit to it and
		
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			submit to the algorithm.
		
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			Since you moved away from that, I am
		
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			telling you,
		
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			in the grand cosmic scheme of things, you've
		
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			had more impact
		
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			than most of the famous Du'at. And let
		
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			me I'm not saying this to show dust
		
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			on your face,
		
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			because
		
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			as a result of this kind of more
		
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			authentic approach to the Dua, you have directly,
		
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			face to face, trained
		
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			people
		
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			all around the UK. Dua teams all around
		
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			the UK that are accessing
		
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			millions of people
		
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			a year, potentially.
		
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			These people who focus on the algorithm are
		
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			not doing that. The algorithm is designed to
		
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			create micro shifts in people's behavior, and when
		
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			you look at an analytics, even if you
		
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			do a 1 hour lecture or 10 hour
		
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			course online,
		
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			maybe 1%, 5% actually watch the whole thing.
		
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			You have trained
		
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			thousands of people up and down the country,
		
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			if not all around the world, on a
		
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			one to one level. They've sat there, written
		
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			notes, and absorbed what you said. They haven't
		
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			said, oh, I'm gonna go to the toilet
		
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			now, eat some food, I'm gonna press pause.
		
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			They've sat for 8 hours, sometimes 16
		
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			hours, listening to you, and you've touched, moved,
		
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			and inspired them in order for them to
		
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			go out and give dua, and they now
		
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			have been either part of teams, part of
		
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			organizations, or individuals that are doing online and
		
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			offline dua, accessing millions of people.
		
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			So from a kind of real world impact
		
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			perspective, when we transcend the abstract numbers and
		
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			we see what's really happening on the ground,
		
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			I'm telling you what you've done bro, Allah,
		
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			you will see on the day of judgement,
		
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			if you maintain this course of action and
		
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			may Allah, you know,
		
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			continue to make you sincere,
		
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			that you're gonna see a massive reward
		
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			that is meaningful
		
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			and heavy and weighty because of the work
		
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			that you're doing.
		
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			And and the reason I'm mentioning this is
		
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			not to saw dust in your face, but
		
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			to get people to realize
		
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			what kind of dua they should be doing.
		
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			Don't get me wrong, we should have an
		
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			online dua,
		
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			but I am a true believer that the
		
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			final outcome is with the righteous, Allah says.
		
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			And we just need to follow principle.
		
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			Success is entirely from Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.
		
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			So we just have to say to ourselves,
		
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			what is the right thing to do? And
		
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			du'at must always ask themselves the following question.
		
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			What is the most pleasing thing to Allah
		
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			in this particular context, whatever context that is?
		
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			If they ask themselves that question,
		
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			many of the things that they do they
		
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			will stop doing.
		
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			Right? And so, you know, it's it's it's
		
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			actually really inspirational my dear brother, that you
		
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			have mentioned this because we do lose ourselves
		
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			because there is a, you know, very powerful
		
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			Hadith. It's an authentic Hadith.
		
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			I'm paraphrasing the Hadith with the the prophet
		
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			sallallahu alaihi wa sallam. And this Hadith, I
		
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			believe, is recorded in Abu Dawood.
		
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			I'll double check and send you guys the
		
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			reference.
		
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			That the prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam said
		
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			that
		
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			fame
		
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			and wealth, which are the 2 things, the
		
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			2 fitan if you like, the 2 tribulations
		
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			concerning,
		
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			the dawah. Fame and wealth
		
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			are more destructive to one's religion, one's iman,
		
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			than
		
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			2
		
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			free roaming wolf among sheep.
		
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			If you know anything about wolves among sheep,
		
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			they get massacred.
		
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			So the person I'm saying is saying, the
		
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			prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam is saying that
		
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			fame and wealth
		
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			are gonna massacre your religion. They're gonna massacre
		
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			your iman. Right? And and we need to
		
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			be we need to have people around us
		
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			to protect ourselves from this. And I remember
		
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			me and you used to have some very
		
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			interesting, maybe heated discussions in the office
		
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			about this whole thing as well. How and
		
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			used to push back very well.
		
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			But the point is, those discussions were important,
		
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			bro. They're important for me to become a
		
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			better leader. They're important
		
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			for you in order to find,
		
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			your true space in the Dua. And I'm
		
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			only mentioning this is because sometimes it got
		
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			a bit heated,
		
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			but this is what we need. Today's friendships,
		
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			especially in the Dua, are just utilitarian.
		
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			They're based on a benefit, or we just
		
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			use people as an instrument. Well, some brothers
		
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			who are friends
		
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			bro, some brothers
		
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			who are friends
		
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			in the Dua, if they weren't benefiting from
		
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			each other from each other from an instrumental
		
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			utilitarian perspective, from a like shares perspective, or
		
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			because they're in the same domain,
		
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			they won't even have coffee together. Yeah.
		
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			So the point is but we need true
		
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			people around us to actually hold us to
		
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			account, challenge us, make sure that
		
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			we
		
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			we we get the best out of each
		
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			other. I was reading a few books on
		
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			on love recently because of the new book
		
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			that I'm writing. And, you know, true love,
		
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			loving someone sincerely
		
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			is that you are committed to
		
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			them achieving the optimal version of themselves.
		
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			And that requires you to be humble. And
		
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			that requires for you to
		
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			express that commitment through your words and your
		
00:46:15 --> 00:46:16
			body language and your behavior.
		
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			If someone is in your inner circle, and
		
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			they're not truly committed to your well-being, so
		
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			you reach an optimal version of yourself,
		
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			then they're they're not truly your friend.
		
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			Or it could be the case that they
		
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			don't want good for themselves either, because there
		
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			is a connection between true self love, wanting
		
00:46:32 --> 00:46:33
			good for oneself,
		
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			having discipline for oneself, and actually wanting,
		
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			you know, goodness for other people as well.
		
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			Anyway, that's a bigger topic for another time,
		
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			but the reason I'm mentioning this is because
		
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			we need people around us, bro. We need
		
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			good people around us to ensure that we
		
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			have the greatest impact in the dua in
		
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			the long term, that we follow principle, because
		
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			if you follow principle, the final
		
00:46:54 --> 00:46:54
			outcome
		
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			are with those righteous people, as Allah says.
		
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			And also that, you know, we do things
		
00:46:59 --> 00:47:01
			for the sake of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.
		
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			So,
		
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			in moving from this, but connected to it
		
00:47:04 --> 00:47:05
			at the same time.
		
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			So,
		
00:47:07 --> 00:47:08
			you know, talk to me a little bit
		
00:47:08 --> 00:47:10
			about fame and dawah. What are your thoughts
		
00:47:10 --> 00:47:12
			about this? And and and what kind of
		
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			We've mentioned What what what what are the
		
00:47:15 --> 00:47:17
			yeah. What are the mechanisms or some of
		
00:47:17 --> 00:47:19
			the solutions that we can implement in our
		
00:47:19 --> 00:47:20
			own lives to actually
		
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			not, you know, you know, be affected by
		
00:47:24 --> 00:47:26
			these big tribulations of the dower. Yeah?
		
00:47:27 --> 00:47:28
			Yeah, I
		
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			it's a big topic, bro. We all have,
		
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			you know, we've discussed this stuff over the
		
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			phone a couple of times as well. But
		
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			I think a couple of things just from,
		
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			you know, experience and seeing what's happening, you
		
00:47:40 --> 00:47:42
			know, in the in the dower circles amongst
		
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			the brothers.
		
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			I think the most important thing a person
		
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			could do, especially if you're involved in the
		
00:47:46 --> 00:47:48
			Dawah, if regardless of how many years they've
		
00:47:48 --> 00:47:50
			been involved in the Dawah, is to always
		
00:47:50 --> 00:47:53
			check-in with themselves every every so often,
		
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			and really be genuine and honest with themselves,
		
00:47:56 --> 00:47:58
			be authentic with themselves, and ask themselves, look,
		
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			why am I doing this? You know, why
		
00:48:01 --> 00:48:03
			am I doing this today? You know, now,
		
00:48:03 --> 00:48:05
			2 years later or 5 years later. What's
		
00:48:05 --> 00:48:06
			my purpose? What's my objective?
		
00:48:07 --> 00:48:08
			I have to be honest with yourself, you
		
00:48:08 --> 00:48:09
			know,
		
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			especially with the whole social media stuff and
		
00:48:11 --> 00:48:13
			the algorithm stuff, bro, it makes it 10
		
00:48:13 --> 00:48:16
			times more difficult. You know, already that that
		
00:48:16 --> 00:48:17
			was public facing, you know, that was always
		
00:48:17 --> 00:48:19
			public facing because you're always speaking to at
		
00:48:19 --> 00:48:21
			least one person if you're giving someone dua.
		
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			You know, that's challenging enough. Your intention is
		
00:48:23 --> 00:48:26
			gonna be challenged, especially knowing that you're doing
		
00:48:26 --> 00:48:28
			the work that's the opposite of the work
		
00:48:28 --> 00:48:29
			of shaitan and he's going to be on
		
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			your case. Now add to that the whole
		
00:48:32 --> 00:48:35
			thing about social media and views and subscribers
		
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			and all it's it's it's a mind field.
		
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			It literally is a mind field and and
		
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			you are in serious danger all the time.
		
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			So you need to stay on top of
		
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			yourself, your relationship with Allah, your connection with
		
00:48:45 --> 00:48:45
			Allah,
		
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			honesty with yourself. You know, that just why
		
00:48:48 --> 00:48:49
			am I doing this?
		
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			Am I slipping? Am I doing these things
		
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			for the wrong reason? Am I just doing
		
00:48:52 --> 00:48:54
			this to entertain people or to grow my
		
00:48:54 --> 00:48:55
			viewership?
		
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			You know, why like you said, relationships as
		
00:48:57 --> 00:48:59
			well. Why am I a friend with so
		
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			and so? You know, is this is this
		
00:49:01 --> 00:49:03
			friendship something beyond the whole social media facade
		
00:49:03 --> 00:49:05
			or is there is it just, you know,
		
00:49:05 --> 00:49:07
			skin deep? So just be honest honest with
		
00:49:07 --> 00:49:09
			yourselves. And and it is disgusting, bro. And
		
00:49:09 --> 00:49:12
			and it's not only the brothers involved in
		
00:49:12 --> 00:49:13
			the dua, I think it's also important to
		
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			mention this. It's not only the content creators,
		
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			the people that watch this content, brothers and
		
00:49:19 --> 00:49:21
			sisters watching this right now as well.
		
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			You are also to blame because if you're
		
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			giving the views, you know, then you're facilitating
		
00:49:28 --> 00:49:30
			them to produce more of that same type
		
00:49:30 --> 00:49:32
			of content. You know? So the algorithm, there's
		
00:49:32 --> 00:49:34
			two sides to it. There's the content creator
		
00:49:34 --> 00:49:36
			and the content viewer. So if you're watching
		
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			all these entertainment type DAO videos and debates
		
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			and arguments and, you know, this guy refuting
		
00:49:41 --> 00:49:42
			him and this guy being abusive to him
		
00:49:42 --> 00:49:44
			or this, that, and the other, and you're
		
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			giving these things views, then you're setting that
		
00:49:46 --> 00:49:49
			brother up to fall even further in the
		
00:49:49 --> 00:49:51
			future because you're not making easier for them.
		
00:49:51 --> 00:49:54
			Right? Because you're now you're shuttling the views
		
00:49:54 --> 00:49:56
			and you're now influencing the algorithm
		
00:49:56 --> 00:49:58
			to favor that type of content. And then
		
00:49:58 --> 00:50:00
			that message is getting through to the content
		
00:50:00 --> 00:50:02
			creator. And if he's watching his statistics and
		
00:50:02 --> 00:50:04
			looking at how things are going, he's gonna
		
00:50:04 --> 00:50:05
			be, oh, yeah. This video where I, you
		
00:50:05 --> 00:50:07
			know, was a bit abusive and I swore
		
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			at this person or I refute to this
		
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			person did much better, 10 times better than
		
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			my other videos, they're gonna do more of
		
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			that stuff. So you're not helping the situation.
		
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			So you have to be, you know, conscious
		
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			of this as well. When you're online, you're
		
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			watching Islamic content, Dawa content, make sure you're
		
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			watching the right type of content, educational stuff,
		
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			beneficial stuff. Don't watch things. Bro, honestly, like,
		
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			if you want entertainment, go watch a movie,
		
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			you know, do something else. Okay, halal movie
		
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			maybe and not not any type of movie,
		
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			but
		
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			you know, just go do something else. Go
		
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			do an activity. Spend time with family. Go
		
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			out with your friends, you know, do something
		
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			else. Get offline. As a lot of young
		
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			people these days are too online too much,
		
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			bro. You know, they even I have the
		
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			issue. Sometimes I find myself more, you know,
		
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			a great part of the day. I'm online,
		
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			you know, I'm like, makes me sick. I
		
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			have to throw my phone away then and
		
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			go do something else to make up for
		
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			it. So get offline, but if you're online,
		
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			watch stuff that you're gonna promote stuff by
		
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			watching stuff which is beneficial and educational as
		
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			opposed to, you know, entertainment in the dua
		
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			because you're not helping the dua see the
		
00:51:04 --> 00:51:06
			whole purpose of the dua is you are
		
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			sharing the message of Islam
		
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			with other human beings for the sake of
		
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			Allah so Allah guides them and inshallah you'll
		
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			be rewarded for this and you'll draw closer
		
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			to Allah If and it's as simple as
		
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			that. If that's not happening
		
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			and you're getting caught up with all this
		
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			other stuff, you are in trouble, you know.
		
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			And and it's not a joke bro. Honestly,
		
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			that the second fall I had was probably
		
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			worse than the first fall in many ways.
		
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			Because that was a knowing, you know, with
		
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			knowledge, knowing who Allah is, knowing I'm involved
		
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			in the dua.
		
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			And this desire for views and not getting
		
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			the views and some other brothers getting the
		
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			views and, you know, why are my videos
		
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			not this will eat away at you. It
		
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			will destroy you, honestly. Just that alone will
		
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			destroy you, you know, and it will make
		
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			you depressed, and you will just it'll affect
		
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			your physical health. It'll mess you up in
		
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			so many different ways. So Well, I know.
		
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			And I and I've and I've seen it,
		
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			and it's and people start to adopt not
		
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			a prophetic methodology. They start to
		
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			they start to adopt a sensationalist
		
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			methodology,
		
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			and that's a massive problem.
		
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			And that is taking our
		
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			audiences,
		
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			our community down the wrong direction,
		
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			and it's sending the wrong signals. Because at
		
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			the end of the day,
		
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			our allegiance is to Allah and His Messenger
		
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			Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam, and we have to follow
		
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			what they say and how to be,
		
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			what kind of way of being we must
		
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			have when we're interacting with Muslims and non
		
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			Muslims
		
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			with regards to sharing the unicity, the oneness,
		
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			and the worship of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.
		
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			It's it's very critical, bro. You're right. But
		
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			you know what?
		
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			Just keep on doing what you're doing. Keep
		
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			on doing what you're doing. Keep on writing,
		
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			bro. Keep
		
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			on engaging with,
		
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			the this great work. You know?
		
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			Stay in Sapiens. Alhamdulillah.
		
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			You know?
		
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			You're a great asset. Keep on writing the
		
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			books. Keep on training. You know, we have
		
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			the essentials program that is coming out, which
		
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			we're gonna be delivering, you know, all across
		
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			the world, especially in the UK UK and
		
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			Europe, which, you can mention,
		
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			in a few moments after this final question.
		
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			So answer this final question, bro, then maybe
		
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			talk about the essentials program, what's happening with,
		
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			when we're gonna launch it, a rough idea
		
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			and and what we're gonna be providing.
		
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			So the final question is, you know, summarize
		
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			for us meaning
		
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			with
		
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			Allah
		
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			and meaning
		
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			without
		
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			Allah.
		
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			Yeah. So let's do the latter first. Without
		
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			Allah, there is no there is no meaning.
		
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			You know, Allah mentions in the Quran where,
		
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			you know, do not be like those who
		
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			forgot Allah, and therefore, Allah made them forget
		
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			themselves.
		
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			You won't know who you are without Allah.
		
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			It's impossible for you to know. You don't
		
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			choose your birth. You don't choose your, you
		
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			know, your entry into this world.
		
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			You know, you don't choose who you are.
		
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			You mentioned this, you know, you don't choose
		
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			anything. You know, you don't choose your gender,
		
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			your your hair color, what part of the
		
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			world you're born in, your parents. The none
		
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			of this is by choice.
		
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			You know? So
		
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			you don't have the answers. You don't know
		
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			who you are, what you are, why you
		
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			why you are, and where you're going. You
		
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			have answer you can never find the answers
		
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			in the, you know, to these questions without
		
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			God. It's impossible.
		
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			So that's that, and it's as simple as
		
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			that. You know, you can you can go
		
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			and and and and dissect this and and
		
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			and, you know,
		
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			go through with a fine
		
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			tooth comb and just try to figure it.
		
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			You can do that, but, you know, I've
		
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			I've been looking at this topic for the
		
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			past maybe 7, 8 years. There is no
		
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			answers.
		
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			You know, you can't find the ultimate meaning
		
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			of life without Allah. That's it. It's as
		
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			simple as that. You know what's interesting as
		
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			well, bro, is I I I I have
		
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			to mention this because it's very powerful. I
		
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			think I mentioned mentioned this to you a
		
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			few months ago, which is, you know, in
		
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			the Quran there is no
		
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			find yourself question.
		
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			There is no
		
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			find yourself, you know, in New Age spirituality.
		
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			Because what's very interesting, to be a human
		
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			being
		
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			is to relate. So to be is to
		
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			be related, meaning how you relate with yourself,
		
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			how you relate with others, and how you
		
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			relate with Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala.
		
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			And that idea of a personality, the idea
		
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			of being compassionate on a desert island on
		
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			your own doesn't really exist because you have
		
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			to relate to something, relate to someone external
		
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			to yourself.
		
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			What's very interesting is the way Allah tries
		
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			for us to find who we really are
		
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			or for us to reveal the true sense
		
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			of self, the true sense of who we
		
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			are,
		
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			is by actually worshipping and relating to Allah
		
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			and having a relationship with Allah Subhanahu Wa
		
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			Ta'ala. Because Allah says, and you mentioned this
		
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			earlier, do be do not be like those
		
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			who forgot Allah, and Allah made them forget
		
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			their own selves. And Allah says, if you
		
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			remember me, I will remember you. So it's
		
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			as if the way we're gonna know who
		
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			we truly are, the correct way of being,
		
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			the correct sense of self, our correct internal
		
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			identity is by not trying to discover yourself
		
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			some crazy way,
		
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			but it's by relating to the one who
		
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			created you. And if you have a relation
		
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			with Allah
		
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			in the right way according to the sunnah,
		
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			you will find yourself who you really are.
		
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			And, you know, and for me, that's what
		
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			came across from the book as well, bro.
		
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			May Allah bless you, and everyone definitely should
		
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			read it. Please go to sapiensinstitute.orgforward/books.
		
00:56:02 --> 00:56:04
			Download this book and all the other books
		
00:56:04 --> 00:56:05
			that we have. We have over around 17
		
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			books, I believe, all for free for you
		
00:56:07 --> 00:56:08
			to download, Alhamdulillah.
		
00:56:09 --> 00:56:12
			And all our services are free, at least
		
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			most of them, unless we have to charge
		
00:56:13 --> 00:56:15
			for things like printing and so on and
		
00:56:15 --> 00:56:16
			so forth.
		
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			And the essentials program that is coming that
		
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			is being managed by our brother, Imran Hussain,
		
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			is also free. So now explain to us,
		
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			bro, what is the essentials program?
		
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			Yeah. So the essentials,
		
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			it's it's our grassroots
		
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			side of stuff at Sapiens Insha'Allah.
		
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			So we have put together
		
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			4 essential courses,
		
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			and we believe they're essential. And not only
		
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			are they individually,
		
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			independently essential, they come together and they work
		
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			together,
		
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			and and they sort of synergize with each
		
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			other. So we've got 4 courses. We've got
		
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			the dua training course, which is our sort
		
00:56:50 --> 00:56:52
			of advanced Dawah training course, which not only
		
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			covers how to give Dawah, but also addresses
		
00:56:54 --> 00:56:56
			the psychology of Dawah, etcetera,
		
00:56:56 --> 00:56:59
			and the fitra and everything else related to
		
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			the Dawah and conveying the message to people.
		
00:57:00 --> 00:57:02
			Then we also have a
		
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			new Muslim mentorship because obviously when you give
		
00:57:05 --> 00:57:07
			dawah and people accept Islam, then you need
		
00:57:07 --> 00:57:09
			to inshallah take care of the young Muslims
		
00:57:09 --> 00:57:11
			as well. So or new Muslims. And brother
		
00:57:11 --> 00:57:14
			Youssef Ponder's, and the other brothers have developed
		
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			this course. So that's a part of the
		
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			essentials package.
		
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			We also have the, young Muslims guide to
		
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			a godless world or the beginner's guide to
		
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			a godless world.
		
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			We the whole purpose behind this course is
		
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			to
		
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			really frame young Muslims in a way so
		
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			when they go out there, they're immunized basically.
		
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			They can come across any ideology that's out
		
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			there and they'll be able to process it
		
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			and it won't affect them inshallah. And then
		
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			we have the no doubt course, which is
		
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			so Muslims that have doubts, how to help
		
00:57:40 --> 00:57:43
			them overcome doubts, etcetera. So all of these
		
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			four courses are a part of the essentials
		
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			package, and it works together. And we're rolling
		
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			this out grassroots,
		
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			meaning in person.
		
00:57:50 --> 00:57:52
			You can go on to the Sapiens Institute,
		
00:57:52 --> 00:57:53
			website. I think it's sapiensinstitute.orgforward/essentials,
		
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			and you can book the essentials courses. So
		
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			you can either pick one course, but we
		
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			recommend doing all 4 courses through over a
		
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			period of a couple of months. Did we
		
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			did we miss one course?
		
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			So you said the no doubt course, the
		
00:58:08 --> 00:58:10
			No doubt. Tao training.
		
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			New Muslim, mentorship, and young Muslims guide. Four
		
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			courses. Yeah. Perfect. Perfect. And we're giving you
		
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			a nice theme as well. So the essentials,
		
00:58:16 --> 00:58:18
			like, the elements. So the, you know, fire,
		
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			water, air, earth. So and and we try
		
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			to pair that we just thought it'd be
		
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			nice to package them in that way,
		
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			because they are that essential.
		
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			These these are things that all Muslims, you
		
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			know, young Muslims, older Muslims
		
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			living in the 21st century in the west,
		
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			in a secular world, they need to have
		
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			access to these courses. Not only will they
		
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			will they help you, you know, help you
		
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			and help you help your family to, you
		
00:58:41 --> 00:58:42
			know, navigate this world and not fall into
		
00:58:42 --> 00:58:43
			doubt,
		
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			but also they will teach you how to
		
00:58:45 --> 00:58:46
			give dawah and to take care of new
		
00:58:46 --> 00:58:48
			Muslims as well, inshallah. So they're it's a
		
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			very powerful package. You guys can go and
		
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			request that inshallah.
		
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			And we can we can come down to
		
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			your local mosque, your ISOC, etcetera, and we
		
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			can deliver these over a period of a
		
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			couple of months inshallah.
		
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			So, yeah, I think it's phenomenal. It's in
		
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			the UK. We're rolling it out. I think
		
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			Shefad is gonna be heading it in the
		
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			US and, other parts of the world inshallah
		
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			as well. Yeah. And you should We can't
		
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			we're not gonna promise who's coming where. It's
		
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			important to mention this as well. So you
		
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			can't although you can choose your selection of
		
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			speaker, but I'd recommend based on what we
		
00:59:16 --> 00:59:18
			discussed today, it's not about the speaker. Don't
		
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			worry about that. Just know that any whoever
		
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			delivers the course is gonna be trained to
		
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			deliver the course and you'll benefit fully.
		
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			So just request the course and inshallah, we'll
		
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			get back to you. And this we should
		
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			be also rolling this out first in the
		
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			UK, hopefully,
		
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			match Manchester University, and also we're gonna be
		
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			rolling this out internationally in the US and
		
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			Malaysia, hopefully,
		
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			towards the end of November, Insha'Allah.
		
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			So my dear brothers and sisters, zaklehi for
		
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			spending
		
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			almost an hour, few seconds to go for
		
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			it to be an hour of your time
		
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			listening to us. Please download the book. You
		
00:59:51 --> 00:59:54
			could also get your print copy
		
00:59:54 --> 00:59:57
			from Amazon when you go to the Sapiens
		
00:59:57 --> 00:59:57
			Institute
		
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			website. If you go to sapiensinstitute.org/books,
		
01:00:02 --> 01:00:04
			you click on Imran's book, you could download
		
01:00:04 --> 01:00:06
			the free ebook, and you could click the
		
01:00:06 --> 01:00:08
			button to go to Amazon to also get
		
01:00:08 --> 01:00:08
			your
		
01:00:09 --> 01:00:09
			paper
		
01:00:09 --> 01:00:12
			back copy, Insha'Allah. It's gonna be available on
		
01:00:12 --> 01:00:14
			Kindle soon as well. And hopefully, we may
		
01:00:14 --> 01:00:16
			do a video series on this or even
		
01:00:16 --> 01:00:18
			have an audio book inshallah in the future.
		
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			You know, make du'a for,
		
01:00:22 --> 01:00:22
			Imran,
		
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			for, you know, writing the book. Make du'a
		
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			for his family, especially his father.
		
01:00:28 --> 01:00:31
			His father was quite instrumental in helping Imran,
		
01:00:32 --> 01:00:34
			on his journey, which I thought was very
		
01:00:34 --> 01:00:36
			moving and very touching as well. I don't
		
01:00:36 --> 01:00:38
			wanna give too much information because I really
		
01:00:38 --> 01:00:39
			want to read the book, so please download
		
01:00:39 --> 01:00:42
			it. Last few comments from yourself, bro, and
		
01:00:42 --> 01:00:43
			then we'll close.
		
01:00:44 --> 01:00:46
			Yeah. No. Just, you know, keep following the
		
01:00:46 --> 01:00:47
			work inshallah. Make the offer for us. May
		
01:00:47 --> 01:00:48
			Allah keep us sincere.
		
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			We also have the,
		
01:00:51 --> 01:00:54
			what's it called? The, Dua principles to engagement
		
01:00:55 --> 01:00:57
			series that's currently going out. So definitely watch
		
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			that as well. I think that'll be beneficial
		
01:00:59 --> 01:01:00
			for anyone that wants to get involved in
		
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			Dawah.
		
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			Yeah. I think there's a lot of good
		
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			stuff to come, bro, inshallah. So may Allah
		
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			accept from us, and, may Allah bless everyone.