Hamza Tzortzis – LIVE Book Launch – Dying to Believe

Hamza Tzortzis
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Brothers and sisters and friends.

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And all those in between. Welcome to today's

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Sapiens

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Institute

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livestream.

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And today we're gonna be talking about a

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very important topic with a very

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important brother, brother Imran Hussain. He is one

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of our researchers

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and instructors at Sapiens Institute

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and now an author. Alhamdulillah.

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And he has recently written a book and

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we've published it as part of our Sapiens

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Publishing, part of Sapiens Institute. You can find

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it on Amazon,

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you can find it

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for free on our website, sapiensinstitute.org/books.

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Just type in your email, and you can

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download the book for free, a PDF file

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and ebook.

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And the book is called Dying to Believe,

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My Quest for Life's

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Ultimate Meaning,

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and

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this book, dear brothers and sisters and friends,

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is

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I I love it. I was listening to

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a few chapters just the other day, and

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the kind of

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intermingling

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of a personal story,

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an existential

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story,

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and

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articulating philosophical

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concepts, it's so seamless

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that, you know, you don't seem that you're

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taken from one domain of knowledge to the

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other, and it's written quite well actually.

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And it's written for an audience

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who

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wants to engage

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with a particular book, but with a personal

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narrative, but at the same time, wants some

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deep

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concepts,

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some,

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you know, positive articulation for the Islamic tradition,

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but through an emotional and personal

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and theo philosophical context as well.

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And

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it's a fascinating read, I recommend every single

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one of you download the book, Go to

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sapienceinstitute.orgforward/books,

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and you could also click the button to

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receive

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a paper

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back copy from Amazon.

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So we have with us today brother Imran

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Hussain. Assalamu alaykum wa ta'ala, bro.

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Good. Alhamdulillah. So good to see you, bro.

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May Allah bless you. And zakalehi for writing

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the book. So

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the first question I have for you, my

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dear brother, is

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why did you write the book? What's the

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back drop? What's the background story to this

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book?

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Okay. So,

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I guess there's 2 main things,

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that come to mind when you ask that

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question. One

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is that at the time we were thinking

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of writing the book, we had, Richard Dawkins,

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publish a,

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Outgrowing God, that book that he wrote for

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a younger audience,

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which didn't have many references in it. It

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was written like a story

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appealing to, like, you know, younger children, teenagers,

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etcetera.

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So that was one of the things that

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that, you know, came to mind and we

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we actually I remember we discussed this. Well,

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one of the things we wanted to do

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is have something in that genre, that type

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of style where we're addressing

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a younger audience, you know, teenagers,

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young adults,

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young Muslims basically. And we had other similar

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books as well like by Alem Shah, The

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Young Atheist Handbook.

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So they were doing some work in that

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type of style. So we wanted to do

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something similar

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to cater for that audience. So I remember,

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you know, I remember when we spoke about

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it. And the other thing was that, you

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know, masha'Allah, I think it's important to mention

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that this book isn't,

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you know, it's not my solely my product

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or something that that belongs to me. It's

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actually a team effort.

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You know, you have a lot of credit,

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you know, that that for this as well

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because you inspired it. You encouraged me to

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write the book because, initially, I never thought

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of writing a book.

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I never thought I could write a book.

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Even when we first started discussing writing the

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book,

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you know, I was so petrified at the

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idea of writing a book that you said,

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don't worry about it. We'll get a ghostwriter.

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Someone will write it for you. You know,

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you just go through the story with them.

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But as I go into the process,

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I started to write it myself. And

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and, yeah, it took it took a while.

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But, yeah, You know? And then now we

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have the book.

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Excellent, bro. And what's really important from what

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you're saying is that a lot of the

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kind of atheists, the new atheists, they were

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all already providing

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their version of the world, their worldview through

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a personal and existential story, and we felt

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that it was important for us to provide

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a book

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to do that as well. So people who

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are entering college or university or even the

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general masses, if they wanna read a book

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that is easy to read, but it's also

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deep and profound, and it goes for a

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personal and kind of conceptual narrative in a

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way that, you know, mingles together in a

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seamless way, then this is the book for

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them. And we wanted to

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to really fill a gap in that space,

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because we don't really have books

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written by Muslims, or articulating the Islamic the

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veracity of the Islamic tradition,

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in that way. So this was like a

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a challenge to the kind of humanist

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stories that are being,

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produced and the atheist narratives.

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And, yeah, you're right. So, I think it

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was Allam Saha and Richard Dawkins, they already

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have written books that have that kind of

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feel and that theme, and we wanted to

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basically,

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challenge that. And it's very important because not

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many people like reading deep philosophical books or

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theological books that are

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are embedded with deep concepts. They want a

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personal story because it's very hard to refute

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a story, and it's very hard for you

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to channel someone's personal experience. Now if you're

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articulating it with a true personal experience and

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you have the truth at the same time,

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then it's gonna be a fantastic book. And

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that's why I think your book is extremely

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fantastic, bro. May Allah bless you. I remember,

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I think, many many years ago, maybe 5

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years ago now, we sat,

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in the office, and I was recording

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an interview. Right? That I was interviewing you

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about your life and your story, which then

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became the basis for this book. Right?

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Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It was a

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podcast

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that we recorded. It was a podcast, but

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there was also an an audio,

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recording that I just had I did a

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private interview. And I remember I think I

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was Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

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I think I was, like,

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I was quite moved by you by your

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story.

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Even when I was listening to listening to

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it the other day,

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you know, there was parts of me that,

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you know, I I wanted to cry, man.

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So,

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bro, it's it's very moving, it's very powerful,

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and it's very

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authentic. What I mean by authentic,

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you know, you reveal yourself in a in

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without any negative intentions to the reader. You

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reveal yourself in a way that you don't

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have any negative intentions. You want you want

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positivity for the reader so they learn from

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your experience, and they're touched, moved, and inspired.

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So,

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So

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I have another question.

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So, alright.

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You've talked about the background to the book.

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What is the book about? I mean, obviously,

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we were gonna read it, but to encourage

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people to read it, how would you describe

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the book in a few paragraphs?

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Yeah. It it it's basically my story. Right?

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And, you know, it's it's my journey. So

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again, like you said, bro, we've got this

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type of style from

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the atheists. You know, they write about the

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journey away from religion or away from Islam

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and how they left and how it changed

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their life and how it made their life

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all amazing.

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But the reality is totally different. I mean,

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my story, and you've had certain experiences in

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your past, which are similar result where we

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were at a point in our lives where

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life didn't make any sense, the world around

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us didn't make any sense in the absence

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of God. And this is an experience many,

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many people have, you know. So the, the,

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you know, it wasn't easy to sort of

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write about my story,

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and the experiences that I had.

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Even when I was reading it back a

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few months ago when I was doing a

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review of it, you know, it took me

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back to some of the dark places I

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had been in in the past.

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So it wasn't easy to even read again,

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but I think the the idea was or

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the thought behind it was that I wanted

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to to share this because I really felt

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that people could connect with this story,

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in one way, you know, or the other.

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It will relate to people. Many people go

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through such experiences, you know you know, a

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time of crisis in their life where things

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don't make sense, things don't add up.

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They don't know who they are, they don't

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know who their creator is, they don't know

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what they're doing here. On top of it,

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life isn't going fantastic, you know, things are

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upside down and they can't make sense of

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it. Evil and suffering, trials and tribulations.

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People find themselves in these positions.

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And, you know, I wanted to share my

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story and show them that, look, you know,

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these one of the things you could take

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from this is that life is a journey

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and it's not supposed to be paradise.

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You're here to go through a test and

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you're here to worship your creator and a

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part of that journey is gonna be, you

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know, are you gonna do are you gonna

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use the faculties and the tools Allah has

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given you? Are you gonna use the trials

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and tribulations He's placed in your life

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to turn towards him, to find him, you

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know, to seek him out and then to

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submit to him and to worship him and

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how that changes your life. So that's why

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I really want, you know, I I finally,

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you know, made the decision, okay, I am

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gonna do this and commit to it and

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write this. And it did take several months

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and, you know, Alhamdulillah, you know, it it

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came out really well, you know, at the

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end of it. So I think people that

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read this, Muslims, non Muslims,

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you know, whoever you are, even they read

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this, I'm sure they'll find at least parts

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of the story they can relate to and

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connect with, and they will definitely takes hopefully

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something away from it as well, Insha'Allah.

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Yeah. I I I felt it was very

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powerful, especially your existential crisis. And I was

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thinking when I was reading the first couple

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of chapters or listening to the first couple

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of chapters,

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what I felt was that, SubhanAllah, Allah blessed

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you bro. Honestly, you know, He blessed you

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with these experiences and the journey itself.

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And, you know, I was kind of thinking

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that, you know, on the day of judgement,

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when you see all of the reward

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and all of the divine

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blessings,

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and divine mercy, and boundless love that's gonna

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be showed upon you,

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you're gonna wish that you had that experience

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a 1000 times. Now, I know, you know,

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when people read the first few chapters, they're

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gonna be like, Oh my God!

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This is, like, darkness. Like, you know, I

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would rather have one of my legs removed

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maybe than than experience what you experienced, bro.

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Yeah? It was it was tough stuff.

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And, you know,

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I echo some of your experiences, not all

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of them because, you know, obviously, we had

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different experiences, but that kind of kind of

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that existential angst or that search for meaning

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or, you know, my one was more about,

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you know, I thought I was the only

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one aware of

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my own

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awareness. What I mean by that is that,

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you know, I had a very lonely experience

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when I was around 12 years old, and

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I felt that,

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you know, I I can't really know that

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people have conscious awareness. Maybe I'm the only

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one with conscious awareness, and that was a

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very deep, lonely experience. But, nevertheless,

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you know, maybe highlight some of the experiences

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or or one experience in terms of the

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existential angst that you had in order for

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people to be encouraged to read the book,

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because I think, it is a very, very

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powerful story. Because there's one part of the

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story when you're basically saying that you were

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looking at a a piece of meat in

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the butcher's,

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and you you said there is no real

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difference between yourself

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and the piece of meat. And I explained

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that. Explain the background to that and and

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how you can approach that. Yeah. Sola, when

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when you don't

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have

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belief in Allah, when you don't recognize a

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creator,

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essentially, what you believe is that, well, you

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exist, the world around you exists, and you

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are basically a biological physical being, and that's

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all there is to it. You know, the

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the concept of, you know, spirituality or a

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soul or things like this don't exist in

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that worldview or that perspective of looking at

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reality.

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So I was really, you know, for many

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years, plagued by these questions and thoughts. And

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they were constant. Like,

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they were the most important thing that I

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had to figure out and I had to

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find answers to who am I,

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what am I. And the only conclusions I

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could come to

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in the absence of God was, well, look,

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you're just this physical

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being made of matter,

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and that's it. There's nothing else to it.

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There's no more there's there's no further conclusions

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you can come to and you just exist

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by chance and you're just here by chance.

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You're just here by chance. You're just here

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by chance. So that specific, you know, incident

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was when, you know, walking past a butcher

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shop, you know, you see meat hanging in

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the window. And I remember looking at it

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and this this realization hitting me that, you

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know, oh my God, that

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you know, what's different between you? And I

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stood there and asked this question, what's different

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between you and that piece of meat that's

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hanging in the window? Sure. That piece of

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meat hanging in the window doesn't have any

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skin on it.

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It's just, you know, muscle, but, well, that's

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what you are as well. So what differentiates

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you between, you know, what differentiates you and

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and that? And that, you know, the emotions

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and the feelings that came along with it

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naturally being a human being, you know, emotions

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follow thoughts. Intense. Like, well, if there's no

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difference, then what does my life even mean?

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You know, I could be hanging in that

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window. I mean, it'll make no difference. You

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know, it'll be the same. And and even

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the first experience I had when it first

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kicked in when I was thinking about these

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questions for a while, but I kept pushing

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them away and getting on with life. But

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there was one moment, you know, right in

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the beginning of the book where, you know,

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I go home after school and it just

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suddenly hits me. It's like the rug being

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pulled out of your from under your feet.

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Like, it was almost like, okay. Now reality

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has hit me. Nothing around me makes any

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sense. You know, what is this even real?

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Is is my room real? Are these walls

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real? Am I real?

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And that realization,

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when it hits you not that it's the

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correct under you know, understanding of reality, but

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at the time, it was the most correct

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understanding based on what I believed in my

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worldview.

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It's a very scary place to be. It's

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like you you've, you know, you've grown up

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around the things you've grown up around, but

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you don't really recognize them anymore. Well, those

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emotions associated with those things are gone. They're

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just sucked away,

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because you don't know what they are. You

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don't know you don't you don't know what

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their true nature is. So it was a

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very, very dark time, and I was very

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I was in my early teens at the

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time, maybe, like, 12 I don't even remember.

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Maybe 12 or something like this, 13. I

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can't I can't exactly remember how old I

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was, but I was very young. And it

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was a very, very scary place to be.

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And

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these phases kept coming because these questions kept

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coming, these thoughts kept running through my mind,

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you know, what am I, what am I

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doing here, what's my purpose?

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And again, to emphasize the point, in the

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absence of a

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religious

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worldview, in in particular, an Islamic worldview, which

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we'll go into and and explore a little

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further.

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In the absence of God,

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on a so purely, so secular materialist way

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of looking at reality,

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That is what reality is. That's all you

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are an accident. You are a physical biological

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being that's accidentally hit. There is no rhyme

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or reason behind your existence. Now most people,

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yeah, okay, recognize this and just push it

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aside and get on with life. But there

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are other people that just can't do that

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because that is, you know, it's an important

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painful realization to have, you know, that that's

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who you are. So what is the point

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of doing anything? So, you know, I went

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through many of these experiences for many, many

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years and it was very, very difficult. But

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like you said, I think, you know, now

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looking back and Allah always does there's always

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a purpose behind things as as no matter

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the the level of difficulty you're going through,

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no matter the level of pain you're going

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through, the suffering you're going through, ultimately, it

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all has

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a meaning behind it, and it's all good

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for the believer, especially. Now I look back,

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you know, I I can hold I'm holding

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the copy of the book in my hand.

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And it's just like, okay. This is what

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it was all about. Now and and not

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only have I understood why why it all

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happened, because and on top of that, not

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only do I have Islam now, and I

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recognize my creator. That in itself is the

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greatest blessing and worth all the trials and

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tribulations in the world. But on top of

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that, now this is hopefully gonna benefit others

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and bring me more rewards inshallah.

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So the good that's come out of it,

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you know, the little life we've been able

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to understand even in this life,

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it's it it just falls into place, you

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know, and it and it and it makes

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sense that everything, for me, at least personally,

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that everything happens for a reason. You know?

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So so all of my

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yeah. It's it's it's very powerful, bro, because

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a lot of people in the dua today

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who wanna share Islam, they're not very authentic

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about themselves or their lives. There is a

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massive,

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kind of,

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gap between who they really are and what

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they promote to the world, which is fine

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to a certain degree. But I think with

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you, bro, not just the book, but with

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your style and with your doubt in general,

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it's quite inspiring, because there is a sense

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of,

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sincere authenticity about it. And and the book

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comes across that way, because you talk about,

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for example, the problems that you had, you

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talked about the drinking problem, you you talked

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about all of these other issues, which I

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feel, you know, that takes a lot of

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courage for someone to reveal,

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especially in a kind of Muslim,

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you know, domain, yeah, in the Islamic domain.

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And, you know, that authenticity comes through, and

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I think it's very, very powerful. And I

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think in a nutshell, what you said, and

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I think you mentioned this in the book

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that, you know, we're just rearrangements

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of of electrons and carbon.

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You know, you know, what kind of profound

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or ultimate,

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you know, difference is there between that piece

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of me

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and me as a human being. We're just

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rearrangements of the same type of stuff. And

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if this stuff, according to materialist or

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philosophical naturalist or atheistic world view, is blind,

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cold and non rational, then, you know, you

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know, how can I have any ultimate meaning

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or or purpose, or is there is there

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any difference in terms of value between me

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and a piece of meat? Fundamentally, there isn't.

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And when people start saying, oh, you know,

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but you have pain, you have feelings, you

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have consciousness, you have humanity, you have all

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of these things. But these are just words.

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These are just ideas that are reduced to

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neurochemical firings in the brain, which are further

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reduced to electrons whizzing around that are blind,

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cold, and nonrational.

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So, you know, the way you articulate that

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point is very powerful, because what you do

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in the book is all which I thought

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was really, really interesting,

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is the way you talked about a personal

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experience and you went to a philosophical topic.

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And it was quite seamless.

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It's like they're intermingling, a seamless intermingling between

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these different domains of of of knowledge and

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narrative. I was like, wow. You hit that

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that point. Actually, you hit the point home.

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And you talked about the existential philosophers and

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the atheist thinkers who try to address the

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problem of meaning and purpose, and you respond

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to it in a very

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kind of profound way, and you deal with

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it really effectively. So

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for that, bro. I really recommend this book

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to

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to anyone, really, anyone who likes reading. And

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if you don't like reading, then start to

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like reading, to read this book.

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So,

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the next question I have, bro, if you

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don't mind, is what alternative ideas or philosophies

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did you look into

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and why weren't they correct?

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Yeah. So,

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there was loads of things I looked into

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bro.

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I think I looked into several of the

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other religions as well, see what they had

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to say. Religion wasn't the first thing that

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I saw.

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It wasn't even in the in the mind,

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you know, to look at religion, generally.

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It was mainly like, okay, let's look at

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let's think about it for myself. Couldn't come

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to any answers. Right? Then I looked at

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what some of these, you know, philosophers, you

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know, the existentialist philosophers. I didn't know that

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they were existentialist philosophers at the time. Looked

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at some of their works on this.

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Didn't really make much sense because what I

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gained from it or gleaned from it was

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that all they were saying was,

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you know, let's just make stuff like you

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mentioned many years later when I came across

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your work, all the let's just make stuff

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up. You know, let's just let's just let's

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just talk about some fantastic things in some

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in a powerful way, you know, about, you

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know,

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you know,

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responsibility and living

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upright lives and and elevating yourself and creating

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things for yourself.

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It sounds nice. It sounds interesting and exciting.

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You know, stuff you hear Jordan Peterson spout

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these days as well. You know, he he's

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taking a lot of his stuff from these

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existentialists as well, you know, about creating meaning

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and living upright lives and doing this and

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the other. But

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again, what where is that coming from? These

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are just ideas that are the again, being

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produced in the brain, which is just a

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set of atoms and molecules in motion. You're

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just coming up with these things. They have

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no intrinsic value. They're just ideas. They sound

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good. Sure. They may make you feel like

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your life has some meaning,

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in the in the short term, but this

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is not your ultimate meaning. You're just making

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stuff up.

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So it it it didn't really I don't

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as I the way I thought about it

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was, look,

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why why should I do all of these

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things? You know, what's the what's the underlying

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drive behind it? There isn't any. You just

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live and you die, and you use this

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arrangement of atoms. Why not just live the

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way I am living currently, just not doing

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anything about it? You know?

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Some people would would say, well, why not

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just go fulfill your desires and have fun,

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you know? Forget about all of this.

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So, you know, each for their own, but

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I think it's it's a very sort of

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in some ways, a very shallow way of

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addressing the problem. It's almost putting a a

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Band Aid Band Aid on on the problem.

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You know, you're you're saying, okay. There is

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no ultimate meaning to life. Let's just make

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stuff up for ourselves. And just this whole

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idea of making stuff up for yourself, let's

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let's let's elevate this and put this on

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a pedestal and make it seem like this

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is the most profound thing you could do

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in your life. Why? Why is it the

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most profound thing you could do in your

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life? You know? It it it didn't make

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any sense to me. I couldn't see any

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rhyme or anything. And then, eventually, I started

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to look into some of the other religions

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and stuff, but I couldn't find anything as

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far

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as meaning was concerned. You know? Mostly,

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you would find religions talking about, you know,

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do this or don't do this, and this

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is a good way to live, and this

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is Islam was the last thing I I

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I I looked at. Knew I was born

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into a Muslim family. You know,

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I knew that, you know, my parents were

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Muslim and so on. So I thought, well,

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I've been born into this. Obviously, the answers

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aren't

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there. Otherwise, I would have found them, you

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know, by now.

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I've I had read the Quran growing up

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as a child, you know. I'd learned the

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Arabic, how to read the Arabic,

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growing up. So I thought, you know, if

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the answers were gonna be there, I would

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have known them by now. So I didn't

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look into it till the very end. And

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then as a last resort when there was

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literally nothing left, that's when I looked into,

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the Quran.

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And I think it was in a tafsir,

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and I think I mentioned in the book

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as well. It was in in a specific

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tafsir or a verse, and I just opened

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the Quran and I I came to it.

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And it mentions something about,

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in the in the tafsir

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of this particular verse. I don't remember what

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the verse was, but that just like at

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the darkest point of night, you know, the

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rays of light come through and break the

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darkness. That's how in the darkest moments of

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your life,

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you know, the rays of guidance come through

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and break that darkness. And that really hit

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me. I remember I closed the Quran at

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that point, I just that shook me up

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for for days.

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It was like that was for me. It

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was speaking to me. You know? And then

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I started reading the Quran, and then the

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more I read, I realized, well, all the

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answers I and I had never read the

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Quran in that way before. You know? I'd

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never read the Quran in with with with,

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in the English language before that I could

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understand it. I'd read it, recited it, mem

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you know, memorized parts of it, but I

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didn't know what it was saying.

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And that's why, you know, inshallah, in the

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future, the project we have coming with the

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young Muslims guide, and that will inshallah be

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a book as well. You know, one of

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the main problems I'm trying to I wanna

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address in that is that, yes, Muslims are

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born into a Muslim family, and we are

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Muslim, but many young Muslims don't know or

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understand Islam as a comprehensive worldview.

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That's a holistic way of looking at reality.

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Allah has given us all of the answers

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to the most fundamental questions that we ask.

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So it's not just the do's and don'ts.

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That's a part of Islam,

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but that is not the ultimate objective. The

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objective is to know your creator and to

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worship him,

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and Allah gives you all the answers your

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inquisitive mind asks as a human being. You

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know? So it builds a profound worldview and

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and the most comprehensive without any issues, without

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any sort of loose ends or anything like

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this. It will make sense.

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Yeah. No. That's that's that's very powerful,

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And it's very interesting because in the book

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you mentioned the existential philosophers,

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and I think you mentioned, Jean Paul Sartre

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and others when they tried to kind of

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navigate the question

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about meaning because

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a lot of these people felt that there

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was no ultimate meaning for existence because their

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ontology, their worldview,

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the source and nature of reality was that

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they don't believe there was any purpose or

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divine, you know, creative power

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behind the cosmos or behind existence.

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So what they said was, well, it's nothingness.

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And in that nothingness, you can create your

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own meaning. So you have a new realm

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of possibility

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to create your own meaning. But the you

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mentioned something very powerful in the book, bro.

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You basically say, well,

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that's a bit, like,

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meaningless because you're

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trying to find meaning,

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but the basis in trying to find meaning

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and create meaning is actually meaningless.

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Right? It's a sense of meaninglessness.

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So,

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I get what you're saying here, because you're

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saying look, if fundamentally the whole, the whole

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basis of reality

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is no purpose, no ultimate meaning, even no

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ultimate value,

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and the only value and meaning you can

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give it is what you give it, then

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fundamentally

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it's just almost saying let's pretend to have

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meaning.

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Right? That's what that's what they mean. But

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therefore you can't have Yeah.

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Go on.

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No. I was just gonna say, it's like,

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I think Camus,

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was,

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slightly different from some of these other existentialists

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because he outlined what you've referred to as

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the absurd. You know, the absurdity of life,

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which is recognize that there's no ultimate meaning,

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yet you can't help but strive to find

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the ultimate meaning, you know, and you're chasing

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that. And that's so, you know, meaning for

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him was whatever keeps you alive basically and

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prevents you from killing yourself, you know. So

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he he highlight,

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you know, the reality, which is ultimately there

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is no meaning. Sure. You know, if if

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it keeps you going to just make up

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stuff for yourself and chasing that, then, yeah,

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keep doing that, you know. So but you're

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right. On their worldview, in the absence of

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God, there is no ultimate meaning. No matter

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how you spin it, no matter which way

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you look at it, there is no way

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around this. There literally isn't.

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Yes. Yeah. No. You're right. You're right. I

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mean, I do want people to, read the

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book. We don't have to get too much

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into the kind of, philosophical

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and existential

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contentions

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and responses and all of that stuff because

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I want people to read the book. So

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I think

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the

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next question I have for you is

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you've mentioned,

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you know, some of it previously, but I

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just want you to unpack it a little

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bit further is, do you need Islam to

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have ultimate meaning?

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Yes. You do need Islam to have ultimate

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meaning. So look, you know, may there are

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many religions out there. Many religions make the

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claim that they are from the divine source,

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and they are preserved as they were when

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they were first revealed.

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But when you look into this and you

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dive into this, you realize this is not

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the case.

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And what you realize,

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you know, eventually, is that Islam is the

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only religion that is divine and it's preserved.

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You know, and you can also through Islam,

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you understand, well, why, you know, the the

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whole history of it, you know. Yes, God

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sent many messages and many revelations, but over

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the period passage of time, people change the

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text and scriptures and they weren't meant to

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be till the day of judgment.

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You know, there was this divine plan of

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revealing or giving us this final revelation

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and this final way of life, which will

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be till the day of judgment, which will

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be preserved.

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And the Quran is preserved. You know, you

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can you can look you can look at,

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non Muslim academic sources for this and Muslim

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sources. There's a lot of information out there

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about this. We have loads of good stuff

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from the Sapiens,

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learning platform as well in regards to this.

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There's some brilliant books doctor Osman has written

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on this as well. You know? So there's

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a lot of information there about this. So

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that's one thing. The second thing is is

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that when you look at what Islam says,

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you know, when Allah tells us what our

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meaning is.

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They didn't create us for any other reason

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except to know him and to worship him.

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You know, and then the the Quran outlines

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for us, you know, how this worship

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takes place. What is this worship?

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It it falls into place. Allah even outlines

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why he created us in this world, you

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know, to so that we're tested, you know,

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part of that test is to see. Are

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we gonna find our creator? Are we gonna

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turn to him and worship him? Our worship

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is being tested. We are being tested in

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this life. So everything is outlined very clearly.

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Evil and suffering. I think it is a

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chapter or a past part of the book

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where we address evil and suffering as well.

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It all falls into place. It's a part

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of the test. You know, it's why we're

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here. And we're gonna go through trials and

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tribulations. It's not gonna be easy sailing just

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because you know what's going on and how

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it all works and why you're here. Yeah,

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but now it's time to get involved in

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that test and then go through the process

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of life.

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So, you know, Islam comprehensively

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addresses all of these areas. Why we're here,

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where we're going, what life is all about,

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you know, why we suffer, why we go

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through trials and tribulations.

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Like you mentioned, Islam probably is the only

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way of life

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that gives meaning to suffering, ultimate meaning to

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suffering as well.

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Sure, there's people out there, there's philosophers that

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have ascribed meaning to suffering and ways of

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looking at suffering.

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But to give it a true ultimate meaning,

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that can only come from the creator himself.

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You know, why do we really suffer? What

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is what is the purpose behind this? What

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does it mean when you go through a

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trial trial or tribulation?

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And it's all day. Everything makes sense. Islam

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comprehensively

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addresses everything. And,

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you know, it's very I like it the

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way you focus on worship as well, which,

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you know, many people know that worship is

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basically humbly

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adoring Allah, is being

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submissive to Allah. It's loving Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala and expressing acts of worship, you know,

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based on

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your submission, your humility to Allah and the

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fact that you adore Him, you love Him.

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And,

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you know,

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what's interesting when you mentioned about Islam basically

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tells you the Quran

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has this cognitive and spiritual reframing,

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it appreciates that life is a test as

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you mentioned.

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And not only that, it basically tells you

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to stand in the possibility

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that the meaning that you're giving this test

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or this trial or this trauma

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is not the only meaning, and that you

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should give the meaning that Allah wants you

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to give it, and that

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the Prophet

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wants you to give it. And you know,

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reading your book bro,

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essentially you're telling people, because

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you had that awakening

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through

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that the Ayah, that verse in the Quran,

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or the surah in the Quran, the chapter

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in the Quran, and the tafsir, the exegesis

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of that verse, or that part of the

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surah,

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and that awakens something within you, because you

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gave the right meaning to your existential

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angst. You gave the right meaning to your

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trials and tribulations.

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You gave the right meaning to your traumas.

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And the whole book really could be summarized

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as

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give your traumas, give your questions, give your

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trials, give your tests the meaning Allah wants

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you to give them. And once you do

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that, you're able to transcend your suffering in

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some way. You know, it's quite ironic, bro.

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Imagine I just want you to have this

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thought experiment. Okay?

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So imagine I want you to go back

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all those, like, 15, 20, 25 years, God

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knows how long it was. Right? When you're

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having that existential anxiety, when you're having that

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sense of meaninglessness, when you have that deep

00:30:30 --> 00:30:31

nihilism.

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And I want you now

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I I I want imagine someone came to

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you and said, you know what? In about

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20, 25 years,

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you're gonna write a book about this, and

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you're gonna help

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thousands of people

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deal with the same type of traumas,

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and not only would you help them, but

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in the process, you're gonna help yourself,

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and you're gonna be able to have

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the ability to transcend all of these issues

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that you have right now, and you're gonna

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you're gonna have a great connection with the

00:31:01 --> 00:31:03

creator of the heavens and the earth.

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If, you know, if someone told you that

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at that point, would you even believe them?

00:31:07 --> 00:31:08

No.

00:31:08 --> 00:31:09

Not all, bro.

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Yeah. Like, no one's no one's wrote no

00:31:11 --> 00:31:13

one's written a book in my as far

00:31:13 --> 00:31:14

as I can remember back, no one's written

00:31:14 --> 00:31:16

no one's been that inclined towards, you know,

00:31:16 --> 00:31:18

writing and stuff. Like, it's it wasn't a

00:31:18 --> 00:31:19

part of my,

00:31:20 --> 00:31:21

mindset or my thinking or, you know, even

00:31:21 --> 00:31:23

being involved in the dawah. I never thought

00:31:23 --> 00:31:24

I would I would be involved in the

00:31:24 --> 00:31:26

dawah. But that that's precisely my point. The

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point is

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this is how life works. Right? This is

00:31:30 --> 00:31:32

how Allah takes you on a journey. And

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if you're able to

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have Ikhlas and sincerity and you're yearning for

00:31:36 --> 00:31:39

the the the the answers with sincerity and

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you're yearning for Allah, then

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irrespective of your trial and tribulation, Allah will

00:31:44 --> 00:31:46

pull you out from that. And that's what

00:31:46 --> 00:31:47

happened with you. And that's why I want

00:31:47 --> 00:31:49

to mention it. I wanted to mention that

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to you because just just just just look

00:31:51 --> 00:31:53

back. Just connect the dots back now saying,

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SubhanAllah.

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I written a book now. I'm helping thousands

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of people. I'm in a different situation.

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And, you know, this reminds me of, you

00:32:02 --> 00:32:04

know, one scholar who said that, you know,

00:32:04 --> 00:32:06

when Allah chooses something for a believer,

00:32:06 --> 00:32:08

you know, you can't no one else can

00:32:08 --> 00:32:10

choose anything better.

00:32:10 --> 00:32:11

Even if

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from a kind of finite fragmentary

00:32:14 --> 00:32:14

perspective,

00:32:15 --> 00:32:17

in the moment perspective, we might think it's

00:32:17 --> 00:32:19

all doom and gloom. But in the grand

00:32:19 --> 00:32:21

cosmic scheme of things, the best thing that

00:32:21 --> 00:32:23

Allah has chosen for you, man. So, yeah,

00:32:23 --> 00:32:24

I just wanna reiterate that again.

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Yeah. Absolutely. Good. So but the funny yep.

00:32:28 --> 00:32:29

Go. Yeah. Go.

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Well, the funny thing is you you you

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you write the book, and you talk about

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that you you solve these questions. You found

00:32:36 --> 00:32:38

Allah. You found Islam.

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But then you talk about very interesting turning

00:32:41 --> 00:32:41

point, which,

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I really echo and mirror many of your

00:32:44 --> 00:32:47

sentiments and even your experiences. And I think

00:32:47 --> 00:32:49

they should be highlighted, especially in today's

00:32:50 --> 00:32:51

age when we have a lot of algorithm

00:32:52 --> 00:32:52

prostitutes.

00:32:53 --> 00:32:55

Right? Although, we have prostituted ourselves to the

00:32:55 --> 00:32:56

algorithm,

00:32:57 --> 00:32:58

you know, likes, shares.

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We don't really think about deep meaningful impact.

00:33:01 --> 00:33:03

It's all about abstract numbers. They don't have

00:33:03 --> 00:33:06

any real life, you know, consequences. We just

00:33:06 --> 00:33:07

have anecdotal evidence,

00:33:08 --> 00:33:09

and we're just basically become

00:33:10 --> 00:33:13

slaves to the algorithm. Right? We're not slaves

00:33:13 --> 00:33:15

to an objective or to a Allah centric,

00:33:15 --> 00:33:17

Akhirah centric strategy.

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And so you write in the book that

00:33:20 --> 00:33:22

you found Islam, but then you got involved

00:33:22 --> 00:33:22

in Dawah.

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And then you lost yourself again. So please

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explain this to to us. Yeah. That's all

00:33:27 --> 00:33:30

the so second crisis if you like. Right?

00:33:30 --> 00:33:31

And I I think it highlights a couple

00:33:31 --> 00:33:32

of things.

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Number 1, you know, you don't you don't

00:33:36 --> 00:33:38

deserve any of this regardless of what you've

00:33:38 --> 00:33:40

gone through. Right? There was probably a point

00:33:40 --> 00:33:42

where so, you know, when I came out

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of this,

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and I and you know that moment you

00:33:46 --> 00:33:48

realize this is the truth and it hits

00:33:48 --> 00:33:49

you.

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That's a life changing moment for people, you

00:33:51 --> 00:33:53

know. Especially if you come to Islam as

00:33:53 --> 00:33:55

a new Muslim. There is a moment that

00:33:55 --> 00:33:58

that realization really goes one level deeper,

00:33:59 --> 00:34:00

and it really hits you like a bright

00:34:00 --> 00:34:02

light, and you just you just know at

00:34:02 --> 00:34:04

that moment. It's it's beyond

00:34:04 --> 00:34:08

philosophical argumentation or rational arguments and people convincing

00:34:08 --> 00:34:11

you. It's beyond seeing things with your own

00:34:11 --> 00:34:12

eyes in front of you. There's there's a

00:34:12 --> 00:34:14

moment that happens where it really hits you

00:34:14 --> 00:34:15

and you know it's the truth.

00:34:16 --> 00:34:18

Now when that happened, you know, I was

00:34:18 --> 00:34:20

extremely grateful, you know, because I had been

00:34:20 --> 00:34:21

suffering for for probably

00:34:23 --> 00:34:25

close to a decade, maybe longer. I don't

00:34:25 --> 00:34:27

know many, many years on and off. Right?

00:34:27 --> 00:34:29

So that was a very profound moment for

00:34:29 --> 00:34:32

me. And I also remember that even once

00:34:32 --> 00:34:34

I came to Islam and I started practicing,

00:34:34 --> 00:34:36

I still had some of those anxiety

00:34:37 --> 00:34:39

feelings and thoughts that were bothering me. And,

00:34:39 --> 00:34:41

you know, I was still feeling that because

00:34:41 --> 00:34:43

I'd gone through it for so many years.

00:34:43 --> 00:34:44

And I remember there was one moment and

00:34:44 --> 00:34:45

and this was the other point I wanted

00:34:45 --> 00:34:47

to quickly make as well.

00:34:47 --> 00:34:48

You know,

00:34:49 --> 00:34:51

yes, Allah gives us the the correct

00:34:51 --> 00:34:52

understanding

00:34:52 --> 00:34:54

of or how to give meaning to our

00:34:54 --> 00:34:55

suffering.

00:34:55 --> 00:34:57

But when you do give it's not only

00:34:57 --> 00:34:59

that. When you start giving your suffering the

00:34:59 --> 00:35:01

correct meaning and you start to

00:35:02 --> 00:35:04

develop a relationship with Allah and you start

00:35:04 --> 00:35:06

to do the right things,

00:35:06 --> 00:35:08

Allah also gives you signs in your life.

00:35:08 --> 00:35:10

Things happen, and you can't really explain them,

00:35:10 --> 00:35:12

but you know there's signs because they just

00:35:12 --> 00:35:14

fall into place. You know? So for example,

00:35:14 --> 00:35:17

one occasion, I remember falling into prostration, and

00:35:17 --> 00:35:18

I was like, y'all take these these feelings

00:35:18 --> 00:35:20

away from me because they were still there.

00:35:20 --> 00:35:22

You know? The the the sort of,

00:35:22 --> 00:35:24

anxiety related to everything I'd gone through over

00:35:24 --> 00:35:25

the past decade or so.

00:35:28 --> 00:35:30

Frustration after that moment, those those feelings disappeared.

00:35:30 --> 00:35:31

They never came back.

00:35:32 --> 00:35:34

You know, they completely vanished like they never

00:35:34 --> 00:35:36

existed. So these signs happen. Allah will give

00:35:36 --> 00:35:37

you signs, but you have to take that

00:35:37 --> 00:35:39

first step. You know, there's many young Muslims,

00:35:39 --> 00:35:40

we speak to them on the lighthouse as

00:35:40 --> 00:35:43

well. You know, they're like, I have doubts,

00:35:43 --> 00:35:45

I'm confused, I don't know, I'm off track,

00:35:45 --> 00:35:47

you know, I'm I'm all over the place,

00:35:47 --> 00:35:48

I've turned away from Islam.

00:35:49 --> 00:35:51

You know, they're expecting a miracle to happen

00:35:51 --> 00:35:54

for them before they start worshiping Allah. You

00:35:54 --> 00:35:54

need to this is a part of the

00:35:54 --> 00:35:56

test. You Allah's not gonna spoon feed you.

00:35:56 --> 00:35:59

He's not gonna come and say, look, here

00:35:59 --> 00:36:00

I am. And then you believe and then

00:36:00 --> 00:36:01

you do everything. It'll defeat the purpose of

00:36:01 --> 00:36:03

the test. You have to take the first

00:36:03 --> 00:36:04

step.

00:36:07 --> 00:36:09

But when you get on that journey Allah

00:36:09 --> 00:36:11

will show you things along the way which

00:36:11 --> 00:36:13

solidify your belief and your your connection with

00:36:13 --> 00:36:15

him so that will happen as well

00:36:16 --> 00:36:17

and going to the the point you made

00:36:17 --> 00:36:19

the you know the second part of of

00:36:19 --> 00:36:21

the book or the the the latter part

00:36:21 --> 00:36:23

of the book where, okay, I started practicing,

00:36:23 --> 00:36:25

I got involved in the dua, everything is

00:36:25 --> 00:36:27

perfect, I'm feeling amazing, I feel like I

00:36:27 --> 00:36:29

found my purpose, I'm living my purpose now,

00:36:29 --> 00:36:31

I'm giving people dua, I'm calling people to

00:36:31 --> 00:36:34

Islam, I meet you, I meet Adnan Allah

00:36:34 --> 00:36:35

is making things happen fall into place. I

00:36:35 --> 00:36:36

meet subur,

00:36:37 --> 00:36:39

you know, I start doing videos, I start

00:36:39 --> 00:36:41

getting more, you know, I suddenly developed this

00:36:41 --> 00:36:44

ability to speak and communicate with people. Whereas

00:36:44 --> 00:36:46

in in in high school, even in high

00:36:46 --> 00:36:48

school, I was I was the kid in

00:36:48 --> 00:36:49

the class that I was I would be

00:36:49 --> 00:36:51

shaking at the thought of the teacher asking

00:36:51 --> 00:36:53

me the question not even that he's asked

00:36:53 --> 00:36:55

me the question just that thought would shake

00:36:55 --> 00:36:57

me I couldn't speak in front of people

00:36:57 --> 00:36:58

and I start and and I could start

00:36:58 --> 00:37:00

I could read books I can deal with

00:37:00 --> 00:37:02

and understand concepts and ideas which I've never

00:37:02 --> 00:37:03

been able to I was never a very

00:37:03 --> 00:37:05

bright kid in school anyway, right? I would

00:37:05 --> 00:37:08

never get fantastic grades. So Allah was opening

00:37:08 --> 00:37:09

things for me and these were signs but

00:37:09 --> 00:37:11

I obviously didn't you know out of my

00:37:11 --> 00:37:14

ignorance and my maybe my arrogance as well

00:37:14 --> 00:37:16

and my childishness and just being a feeble

00:37:16 --> 00:37:17

human being,

00:37:17 --> 00:37:19

somewhere along the journey, I started to lose

00:37:19 --> 00:37:21

my weight. You know? I started these things

00:37:21 --> 00:37:22

started to get to me, and they started

00:37:22 --> 00:37:23

to affect me, and I started to think

00:37:23 --> 00:37:25

I was something special. You know? That I

00:37:25 --> 00:37:27

had these abilities, and it was me that

00:37:27 --> 00:37:28

was doing this, and I needed more views,

00:37:28 --> 00:37:30

and I needed to make more videos.

00:37:30 --> 00:37:32

And and how when when when me and

00:37:32 --> 00:37:34

Subur first started to do the LDM videos

00:37:34 --> 00:37:35

and stuff, they they started to go quite

00:37:35 --> 00:37:36

viral. They started to get very popular because

00:37:36 --> 00:37:38

none of this stuff was online at that

00:37:38 --> 00:37:40

time. The only guys before that was yourself

00:37:40 --> 00:37:42

and Adnan that were doing videos, but you

00:37:42 --> 00:37:43

guys were focusing more on the academic,

00:37:44 --> 00:37:45

debates and stuff like this. So this there

00:37:45 --> 00:37:47

was this niche, and, you know, as the

00:37:47 --> 00:37:50

algorithm works, it stuff got very popular,

00:37:50 --> 00:37:52

and that affected me. It did, and at

00:37:52 --> 00:37:54

the time, I didn't wanna admit it. I

00:37:54 --> 00:37:56

was finding excuses, you know, so you start

00:37:56 --> 00:37:57

to psychologically find excuses.

00:37:58 --> 00:38:00

You know, why are you chasing views? No,

00:38:00 --> 00:38:02

views are good, views are brilliant because that

00:38:02 --> 00:38:04

means your channel will grow and that means

00:38:04 --> 00:38:05

more people will come across the message. So

00:38:05 --> 00:38:07

it's good to chase the views and you

00:38:07 --> 00:38:09

start to convince yourself with these things. Shaitan

00:38:09 --> 00:38:11

starts to, you know, weave in all of

00:38:11 --> 00:38:13

these ideas into your mind deluding you further,

00:38:13 --> 00:38:15

you know, but then you get to a

00:38:15 --> 00:38:16

point where you realize, hold on a second,

00:38:16 --> 00:38:18

you know, I haven't prayed,

00:38:18 --> 00:38:20

and I'm filming this video, or I haven't

00:38:20 --> 00:38:23

prayed and I'm preparing to refute this person,

00:38:23 --> 00:38:24

or I've prayed but my, I didn't know

00:38:24 --> 00:38:25

what I was doing, and all I was

00:38:25 --> 00:38:28

thinking about was the, you know, the YouTube

00:38:28 --> 00:38:29

and all of this stuff, and my, where

00:38:29 --> 00:38:32

was my connection? And slowly your connection starts

00:38:32 --> 00:38:34

to break down you know with Allah and

00:38:34 --> 00:38:36

it gets gradual you know it's gradual and

00:38:36 --> 00:38:38

I got to the point where I was

00:38:38 --> 00:38:40

just completely finished and I fell into another

00:38:40 --> 00:38:41

sort of

00:38:41 --> 00:38:43

very dark space it was different from

00:38:43 --> 00:38:46

the existential issues I had, because now I

00:38:46 --> 00:38:47

knew, you know, at least

00:38:47 --> 00:38:50

when I fell into this this second stage

00:38:50 --> 00:38:52

of darkness, I knew logically, okay, I knew

00:38:52 --> 00:38:54

God existed, I knew all the arguments for

00:38:54 --> 00:38:55

God's existence,

00:38:55 --> 00:38:56

I knew all the philosophical

00:38:57 --> 00:38:59

discussions around it, but there was an emptiness.

00:39:00 --> 00:39:02

There was no connection. There was no, you

00:39:02 --> 00:39:04

know so it was like I knew, but

00:39:04 --> 00:39:06

I didn't know at the same time. I

00:39:06 --> 00:39:08

knew on the rational level, but on a

00:39:08 --> 00:39:10

spiritual, emotional, there there was nothing. It was

00:39:10 --> 00:39:13

empty. And that sent me to this really

00:39:13 --> 00:39:14

dark phase for for, again, a couple of

00:39:14 --> 00:39:17

years, a few years, maybe 3, 4 years

00:39:17 --> 00:39:19

where and I didn't mention this to to

00:39:19 --> 00:39:20

many of the brothers, you know.

00:39:21 --> 00:39:22

You are quite pivotal,

00:39:23 --> 00:39:26

in in, you know, maybe preventing me from

00:39:26 --> 00:39:28

going too far down, and you probably don't

00:39:28 --> 00:39:29

even realize this.

00:39:30 --> 00:39:31

You know, because I remember when I first

00:39:31 --> 00:39:34

joined Aira, you know, LDM was really blowing

00:39:34 --> 00:39:36

up, and it was doing amazing with views.

00:39:36 --> 00:39:36

And you,

00:39:37 --> 00:39:39

you know, you you made a step back.

00:39:39 --> 00:39:41

And I don't know if, you know, Allah

00:39:41 --> 00:39:42

Allah made it so that you made us

00:39:42 --> 00:39:44

step back from LDM and doing these videos,

00:39:44 --> 00:39:46

and you gave me what I consider trivial

00:39:47 --> 00:39:48

tasks in the daw at the time. And

00:39:48 --> 00:39:49

I've probably not even spoken to you about

00:39:49 --> 00:39:51

this stuff, you know, in the past, but

00:39:51 --> 00:39:52

I think it'll be beneficial for people to

00:39:52 --> 00:39:53

hear this.

00:39:53 --> 00:39:55

You know, you made me, you know, do

00:39:55 --> 00:39:57

video editing or recording

00:39:57 --> 00:39:58

stuff, training courses,

00:39:59 --> 00:40:01

and inside, I hated it. There was a

00:40:01 --> 00:40:03

part of me that really disliked that because

00:40:03 --> 00:40:05

in my mind, it was like, you know,

00:40:05 --> 00:40:07

no. You need to be on the camera.

00:40:07 --> 00:40:09

People are listening to you. They're watching your

00:40:09 --> 00:40:11

videos. You're getting all these views, and now

00:40:11 --> 00:40:13

you're here doing all this back end stuff

00:40:13 --> 00:40:14

of admin

00:40:14 --> 00:40:17

and videos and editing and stuff like this.

00:40:17 --> 00:40:19

But that was that probably saved me from

00:40:19 --> 00:40:21

a bigger burnout than I you know, and

00:40:21 --> 00:40:23

completely destroying myself, you know, that so put

00:40:23 --> 00:40:24

the brakes on it a little bit, which

00:40:24 --> 00:40:25

I needed at the time and I didn't

00:40:25 --> 00:40:26

realize at the time.

00:40:27 --> 00:40:29

But the point is that that, you know,

00:40:29 --> 00:40:31

the way the whole algorithm is set up

00:40:31 --> 00:40:33

and the social media world is set up,

00:40:33 --> 00:40:35

you know, we think it's a free space.

00:40:35 --> 00:40:36

We think it's, you know, you you can

00:40:36 --> 00:40:38

put out what you want and, you know,

00:40:38 --> 00:40:41

you could benefit. No. It can be, but

00:40:41 --> 00:40:42

it's designed to make you,

00:40:43 --> 00:40:43

you know,

00:40:44 --> 00:40:46

put yourself out there. It's designed to make

00:40:46 --> 00:40:47

you chase the views. It's designed to make

00:40:47 --> 00:40:49

you chase the fame. You know? And then

00:40:49 --> 00:40:51

then the algorithm rewards you. You know? And

00:40:51 --> 00:40:52

and back then, it wasn't as bad as

00:40:52 --> 00:40:54

it is today. But even then, so I

00:40:54 --> 00:40:56

was really affected by this, and it really

00:40:56 --> 00:40:57

messed me up for several years. You know

00:40:57 --> 00:41:00

you know, Imran, it's quite emotional. So

00:41:00 --> 00:41:02

let me tell you something here.

00:41:05 --> 00:41:08

You don't have a huge, huge, huge channel

00:41:08 --> 00:41:10

or reach for example. Yeah?

00:41:11 --> 00:41:12

But I could almost guarantee

00:41:14 --> 00:41:15

that because of the

00:41:16 --> 00:41:18

reframing of your dua, making it more Allah

00:41:18 --> 00:41:21

centric, and you're not just chasing the algorithm,

00:41:21 --> 00:41:23

thinking the online world is the dua, and

00:41:23 --> 00:41:25

you just have to submit to it and

00:41:25 --> 00:41:26

submit to the algorithm.

00:41:27 --> 00:41:28

Since you moved away from that, I am

00:41:28 --> 00:41:29

telling you,

00:41:30 --> 00:41:32

in the grand cosmic scheme of things, you've

00:41:32 --> 00:41:33

had more impact

00:41:34 --> 00:41:36

than most of the famous Du'at. And let

00:41:36 --> 00:41:37

me I'm not saying this to show dust

00:41:37 --> 00:41:38

on your face,

00:41:38 --> 00:41:39

because

00:41:39 --> 00:41:41

as a result of this kind of more

00:41:41 --> 00:41:44

authentic approach to the Dua, you have directly,

00:41:44 --> 00:41:46

face to face, trained

00:41:46 --> 00:41:46

people

00:41:48 --> 00:41:51

all around the UK. Dua teams all around

00:41:51 --> 00:41:52

the UK that are accessing

00:41:53 --> 00:41:54

millions of people

00:41:55 --> 00:41:56

a year, potentially.

00:41:57 --> 00:41:59

These people who focus on the algorithm are

00:41:59 --> 00:42:01

not doing that. The algorithm is designed to

00:42:01 --> 00:42:04

create micro shifts in people's behavior, and when

00:42:04 --> 00:42:05

you look at an analytics, even if you

00:42:05 --> 00:42:07

do a 1 hour lecture or 10 hour

00:42:07 --> 00:42:08

course online,

00:42:08 --> 00:42:12

maybe 1%, 5% actually watch the whole thing.

00:42:13 --> 00:42:14

You have trained

00:42:14 --> 00:42:17

thousands of people up and down the country,

00:42:17 --> 00:42:19

if not all around the world, on a

00:42:19 --> 00:42:21

one to one level. They've sat there, written

00:42:21 --> 00:42:23

notes, and absorbed what you said. They haven't

00:42:23 --> 00:42:24

said, oh, I'm gonna go to the toilet

00:42:24 --> 00:42:26

now, eat some food, I'm gonna press pause.

00:42:26 --> 00:42:29

They've sat for 8 hours, sometimes 16

00:42:30 --> 00:42:32

hours, listening to you, and you've touched, moved,

00:42:32 --> 00:42:33

and inspired them in order for them to

00:42:33 --> 00:42:35

go out and give dua, and they now

00:42:35 --> 00:42:37

have been either part of teams, part of

00:42:37 --> 00:42:40

organizations, or individuals that are doing online and

00:42:40 --> 00:42:42

offline dua, accessing millions of people.

00:42:43 --> 00:42:45

So from a kind of real world impact

00:42:45 --> 00:42:48

perspective, when we transcend the abstract numbers and

00:42:48 --> 00:42:50

we see what's really happening on the ground,

00:42:50 --> 00:42:53

I'm telling you what you've done bro, Allah,

00:42:53 --> 00:42:54

you will see on the day of judgement,

00:42:54 --> 00:42:56

if you maintain this course of action and

00:42:56 --> 00:42:57

may Allah, you know,

00:42:57 --> 00:42:59

continue to make you sincere,

00:42:59 --> 00:43:02

that you're gonna see a massive reward

00:43:02 --> 00:43:03

that is meaningful

00:43:03 --> 00:43:05

and heavy and weighty because of the work

00:43:05 --> 00:43:06

that you're doing.

00:43:07 --> 00:43:09

And and the reason I'm mentioning this is

00:43:09 --> 00:43:10

not to saw dust in your face, but

00:43:10 --> 00:43:12

to get people to realize

00:43:13 --> 00:43:15

what kind of dua they should be doing.

00:43:15 --> 00:43:16

Don't get me wrong, we should have an

00:43:16 --> 00:43:17

online dua,

00:43:18 --> 00:43:20

but I am a true believer that the

00:43:20 --> 00:43:23

final outcome is with the righteous, Allah says.

00:43:23 --> 00:43:25

And we just need to follow principle.

00:43:26 --> 00:43:29

Success is entirely from Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

00:43:29 --> 00:43:31

So we just have to say to ourselves,

00:43:31 --> 00:43:34

what is the right thing to do? And

00:43:34 --> 00:43:37

du'at must always ask themselves the following question.

00:43:37 --> 00:43:40

What is the most pleasing thing to Allah

00:43:41 --> 00:43:44

in this particular context, whatever context that is?

00:43:44 --> 00:43:46

If they ask themselves that question,

00:43:47 --> 00:43:48

many of the things that they do they

00:43:48 --> 00:43:49

will stop doing.

00:43:49 --> 00:43:52

Right? And so, you know, it's it's it's

00:43:52 --> 00:43:55

actually really inspirational my dear brother, that you

00:43:56 --> 00:43:58

have mentioned this because we do lose ourselves

00:43:58 --> 00:44:00

because there is a, you know, very powerful

00:44:00 --> 00:44:02

Hadith. It's an authentic Hadith.

00:44:03 --> 00:44:05

I'm paraphrasing the Hadith with the the prophet

00:44:05 --> 00:44:07

sallallahu alaihi wa sallam. And this Hadith, I

00:44:07 --> 00:44:09

believe, is recorded in Abu Dawood.

00:44:10 --> 00:44:12

I'll double check and send you guys the

00:44:12 --> 00:44:12

reference.

00:44:13 --> 00:44:15

That the prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam said

00:44:15 --> 00:44:16

that

00:44:17 --> 00:44:17

fame

00:44:18 --> 00:44:20

and wealth, which are the 2 things, the

00:44:20 --> 00:44:22

2 fitan if you like, the 2 tribulations

00:44:23 --> 00:44:23

concerning,

00:44:23 --> 00:44:25

the dawah. Fame and wealth

00:44:27 --> 00:44:30

are more destructive to one's religion, one's iman,

00:44:31 --> 00:44:31

than

00:44:31 --> 00:44:32

2

00:44:32 --> 00:44:35

free roaming wolf among sheep.

00:44:35 --> 00:44:38

If you know anything about wolves among sheep,

00:44:38 --> 00:44:39

they get massacred.

00:44:39 --> 00:44:41

So the person I'm saying is saying, the

00:44:41 --> 00:44:43

prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam is saying that

00:44:43 --> 00:44:44

fame and wealth

00:44:44 --> 00:44:47

are gonna massacre your religion. They're gonna massacre

00:44:47 --> 00:44:49

your iman. Right? And and we need to

00:44:49 --> 00:44:51

be we need to have people around us

00:44:51 --> 00:44:53

to protect ourselves from this. And I remember

00:44:53 --> 00:44:55

me and you used to have some very

00:44:55 --> 00:44:57

interesting, maybe heated discussions in the office

00:44:58 --> 00:45:00

about this whole thing as well. How and

00:45:00 --> 00:45:02

used to push back very well.

00:45:02 --> 00:45:05

But the point is, those discussions were important,

00:45:05 --> 00:45:08

bro. They're important for me to become a

00:45:08 --> 00:45:09

better leader. They're important

00:45:09 --> 00:45:11

for you in order to find,

00:45:12 --> 00:45:15

your true space in the Dua. And I'm

00:45:15 --> 00:45:17

only mentioning this is because sometimes it got

00:45:17 --> 00:45:17

a bit heated,

00:45:18 --> 00:45:20

but this is what we need. Today's friendships,

00:45:20 --> 00:45:22

especially in the Dua, are just utilitarian.

00:45:23 --> 00:45:25

They're based on a benefit, or we just

00:45:25 --> 00:45:27

use people as an instrument. Well, some brothers

00:45:27 --> 00:45:28

who are friends

00:45:29 --> 00:45:30

bro, some brothers

00:45:30 --> 00:45:31

who are friends

00:45:31 --> 00:45:33

in the Dua, if they weren't benefiting from

00:45:33 --> 00:45:35

each other from each other from an instrumental

00:45:35 --> 00:45:38

utilitarian perspective, from a like shares perspective, or

00:45:38 --> 00:45:40

because they're in the same domain,

00:45:40 --> 00:45:43

they won't even have coffee together. Yeah.

00:45:43 --> 00:45:45

So the point is but we need true

00:45:45 --> 00:45:47

people around us to actually hold us to

00:45:47 --> 00:45:50

account, challenge us, make sure that

00:45:50 --> 00:45:51

we

00:45:52 --> 00:45:53

we we get the best out of each

00:45:53 --> 00:45:55

other. I was reading a few books on

00:45:55 --> 00:45:56

on love recently because of the new book

00:45:56 --> 00:45:59

that I'm writing. And, you know, true love,

00:45:59 --> 00:46:00

loving someone sincerely

00:46:01 --> 00:46:03

is that you are committed to

00:46:05 --> 00:46:07

them achieving the optimal version of themselves.

00:46:08 --> 00:46:10

And that requires you to be humble. And

00:46:10 --> 00:46:12

that requires for you to

00:46:12 --> 00:46:15

express that commitment through your words and your

00:46:15 --> 00:46:16

body language and your behavior.

00:46:17 --> 00:46:19

If someone is in your inner circle, and

00:46:19 --> 00:46:21

they're not truly committed to your well-being, so

00:46:21 --> 00:46:23

you reach an optimal version of yourself,

00:46:23 --> 00:46:25

then they're they're not truly your friend.

00:46:26 --> 00:46:27

Or it could be the case that they

00:46:27 --> 00:46:30

don't want good for themselves either, because there

00:46:30 --> 00:46:32

is a connection between true self love, wanting

00:46:32 --> 00:46:33

good for oneself,

00:46:33 --> 00:46:36

having discipline for oneself, and actually wanting,

00:46:36 --> 00:46:39

you know, goodness for other people as well.

00:46:39 --> 00:46:40

Anyway, that's a bigger topic for another time,

00:46:40 --> 00:46:42

but the reason I'm mentioning this is because

00:46:42 --> 00:46:45

we need people around us, bro. We need

00:46:45 --> 00:46:47

good people around us to ensure that we

00:46:47 --> 00:46:49

have the greatest impact in the dua in

00:46:49 --> 00:46:51

the long term, that we follow principle, because

00:46:51 --> 00:46:53

if you follow principle, the final

00:46:54 --> 00:46:54

outcome

00:46:55 --> 00:46:57

are with those righteous people, as Allah says.

00:46:57 --> 00:46:59

And also that, you know, we do things

00:46:59 --> 00:47:01

for the sake of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

00:47:01 --> 00:47:01

So,

00:47:02 --> 00:47:04

in moving from this, but connected to it

00:47:04 --> 00:47:05

at the same time.

00:47:06 --> 00:47:06

So,

00:47:07 --> 00:47:08

you know, talk to me a little bit

00:47:08 --> 00:47:10

about fame and dawah. What are your thoughts

00:47:10 --> 00:47:12

about this? And and and what kind of

00:47:12 --> 00:47:14

We've mentioned What what what what are the

00:47:15 --> 00:47:17

yeah. What are the mechanisms or some of

00:47:17 --> 00:47:19

the solutions that we can implement in our

00:47:19 --> 00:47:20

own lives to actually

00:47:21 --> 00:47:24

not, you know, you know, be affected by

00:47:24 --> 00:47:26

these big tribulations of the dower. Yeah?

00:47:27 --> 00:47:28

Yeah, I

00:47:29 --> 00:47:31

it's a big topic, bro. We all have,

00:47:31 --> 00:47:33

you know, we've discussed this stuff over the

00:47:33 --> 00:47:34

phone a couple of times as well. But

00:47:34 --> 00:47:37

I think a couple of things just from,

00:47:37 --> 00:47:40

you know, experience and seeing what's happening, you

00:47:40 --> 00:47:42

know, in the in the dower circles amongst

00:47:42 --> 00:47:42

the brothers.

00:47:43 --> 00:47:45

I think the most important thing a person

00:47:45 --> 00:47:46

could do, especially if you're involved in the

00:47:46 --> 00:47:48

Dawah, if regardless of how many years they've

00:47:48 --> 00:47:50

been involved in the Dawah, is to always

00:47:50 --> 00:47:53

check-in with themselves every every so often,

00:47:53 --> 00:47:56

and really be genuine and honest with themselves,

00:47:56 --> 00:47:58

be authentic with themselves, and ask themselves, look,

00:47:59 --> 00:48:01

why am I doing this? You know, why

00:48:01 --> 00:48:03

am I doing this today? You know, now,

00:48:03 --> 00:48:05

2 years later or 5 years later. What's

00:48:05 --> 00:48:06

my purpose? What's my objective?

00:48:07 --> 00:48:08

I have to be honest with yourself, you

00:48:08 --> 00:48:09

know,

00:48:09 --> 00:48:11

especially with the whole social media stuff and

00:48:11 --> 00:48:13

the algorithm stuff, bro, it makes it 10

00:48:13 --> 00:48:16

times more difficult. You know, already that that

00:48:16 --> 00:48:17

was public facing, you know, that was always

00:48:17 --> 00:48:19

public facing because you're always speaking to at

00:48:19 --> 00:48:21

least one person if you're giving someone dua.

00:48:21 --> 00:48:23

You know, that's challenging enough. Your intention is

00:48:23 --> 00:48:26

gonna be challenged, especially knowing that you're doing

00:48:26 --> 00:48:28

the work that's the opposite of the work

00:48:28 --> 00:48:29

of shaitan and he's going to be on

00:48:29 --> 00:48:32

your case. Now add to that the whole

00:48:32 --> 00:48:35

thing about social media and views and subscribers

00:48:35 --> 00:48:37

and all it's it's it's a mind field.

00:48:37 --> 00:48:39

It literally is a mind field and and

00:48:39 --> 00:48:41

you are in serious danger all the time.

00:48:41 --> 00:48:43

So you need to stay on top of

00:48:43 --> 00:48:45

yourself, your relationship with Allah, your connection with

00:48:45 --> 00:48:45

Allah,

00:48:46 --> 00:48:48

honesty with yourself. You know, that just why

00:48:48 --> 00:48:49

am I doing this?

00:48:49 --> 00:48:51

Am I slipping? Am I doing these things

00:48:51 --> 00:48:52

for the wrong reason? Am I just doing

00:48:52 --> 00:48:54

this to entertain people or to grow my

00:48:54 --> 00:48:55

viewership?

00:48:55 --> 00:48:57

You know, why like you said, relationships as

00:48:57 --> 00:48:59

well. Why am I a friend with so

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and so? You know, is this is this

00:49:01 --> 00:49:03

friendship something beyond the whole social media facade

00:49:03 --> 00:49:05

or is there is it just, you know,

00:49:05 --> 00:49:07

skin deep? So just be honest honest with

00:49:07 --> 00:49:09

yourselves. And and it is disgusting, bro. And

00:49:09 --> 00:49:12

and it's not only the brothers involved in

00:49:12 --> 00:49:13

the dua, I think it's also important to

00:49:13 --> 00:49:16

mention this. It's not only the content creators,

00:49:17 --> 00:49:19

the people that watch this content, brothers and

00:49:19 --> 00:49:21

sisters watching this right now as well.

00:49:21 --> 00:49:24

You are also to blame because if you're

00:49:24 --> 00:49:27

giving the views, you know, then you're facilitating

00:49:28 --> 00:49:30

them to produce more of that same type

00:49:30 --> 00:49:32

of content. You know? So the algorithm, there's

00:49:32 --> 00:49:34

two sides to it. There's the content creator

00:49:34 --> 00:49:36

and the content viewer. So if you're watching

00:49:36 --> 00:49:39

all these entertainment type DAO videos and debates

00:49:39 --> 00:49:41

and arguments and, you know, this guy refuting

00:49:41 --> 00:49:42

him and this guy being abusive to him

00:49:42 --> 00:49:44

or this, that, and the other, and you're

00:49:44 --> 00:49:46

giving these things views, then you're setting that

00:49:46 --> 00:49:49

brother up to fall even further in the

00:49:49 --> 00:49:51

future because you're not making easier for them.

00:49:51 --> 00:49:54

Right? Because you're now you're shuttling the views

00:49:54 --> 00:49:56

and you're now influencing the algorithm

00:49:56 --> 00:49:58

to favor that type of content. And then

00:49:58 --> 00:50:00

that message is getting through to the content

00:50:00 --> 00:50:02

creator. And if he's watching his statistics and

00:50:02 --> 00:50:04

looking at how things are going, he's gonna

00:50:04 --> 00:50:05

be, oh, yeah. This video where I, you

00:50:05 --> 00:50:07

know, was a bit abusive and I swore

00:50:07 --> 00:50:09

at this person or I refute to this

00:50:09 --> 00:50:10

person did much better, 10 times better than

00:50:10 --> 00:50:12

my other videos, they're gonna do more of

00:50:12 --> 00:50:14

that stuff. So you're not helping the situation.

00:50:14 --> 00:50:17

So you have to be, you know, conscious

00:50:17 --> 00:50:19

of this as well. When you're online, you're

00:50:19 --> 00:50:21

watching Islamic content, Dawa content, make sure you're

00:50:21 --> 00:50:22

watching the right type of content, educational stuff,

00:50:22 --> 00:50:23

beneficial stuff. Don't watch things. Bro, honestly, like,

00:50:23 --> 00:50:25

if you want entertainment, go watch a movie,

00:50:25 --> 00:50:28

you know, do something else. Okay, halal movie

00:50:28 --> 00:50:29

maybe and not not any type of movie,

00:50:29 --> 00:50:30

but

00:50:34 --> 00:50:36

you know, just go do something else. Go

00:50:36 --> 00:50:38

do an activity. Spend time with family. Go

00:50:38 --> 00:50:39

out with your friends, you know, do something

00:50:39 --> 00:50:41

else. Get offline. As a lot of young

00:50:41 --> 00:50:43

people these days are too online too much,

00:50:43 --> 00:50:45

bro. You know, they even I have the

00:50:45 --> 00:50:47

issue. Sometimes I find myself more, you know,

00:50:47 --> 00:50:49

a great part of the day. I'm online,

00:50:49 --> 00:50:50

you know, I'm like, makes me sick. I

00:50:50 --> 00:50:51

have to throw my phone away then and

00:50:51 --> 00:50:53

go do something else to make up for

00:50:53 --> 00:50:55

it. So get offline, but if you're online,

00:50:55 --> 00:50:58

watch stuff that you're gonna promote stuff by

00:50:58 --> 00:51:00

watching stuff which is beneficial and educational as

00:51:00 --> 00:51:02

opposed to, you know, entertainment in the dua

00:51:02 --> 00:51:04

because you're not helping the dua see the

00:51:04 --> 00:51:06

whole purpose of the dua is you are

00:51:06 --> 00:51:08

sharing the message of Islam

00:51:08 --> 00:51:11

with other human beings for the sake of

00:51:11 --> 00:51:12

Allah so Allah guides them and inshallah you'll

00:51:12 --> 00:51:14

be rewarded for this and you'll draw closer

00:51:14 --> 00:51:16

to Allah If and it's as simple as

00:51:16 --> 00:51:18

that. If that's not happening

00:51:18 --> 00:51:19

and you're getting caught up with all this

00:51:19 --> 00:51:21

other stuff, you are in trouble, you know.

00:51:21 --> 00:51:23

And and it's not a joke bro. Honestly,

00:51:23 --> 00:51:26

that the second fall I had was probably

00:51:26 --> 00:51:27

worse than the first fall in many ways.

00:51:28 --> 00:51:30

Because that was a knowing, you know, with

00:51:30 --> 00:51:32

knowledge, knowing who Allah is, knowing I'm involved

00:51:32 --> 00:51:33

in the dua.

00:51:33 --> 00:51:35

And this desire for views and not getting

00:51:35 --> 00:51:37

the views and some other brothers getting the

00:51:37 --> 00:51:39

views and, you know, why are my videos

00:51:39 --> 00:51:41

not this will eat away at you. It

00:51:41 --> 00:51:43

will destroy you, honestly. Just that alone will

00:51:43 --> 00:51:45

destroy you, you know, and it will make

00:51:45 --> 00:51:47

you depressed, and you will just it'll affect

00:51:47 --> 00:51:48

your physical health. It'll mess you up in

00:51:48 --> 00:51:51

so many different ways. So Well, I know.

00:51:51 --> 00:51:52

And I and I've and I've seen it,

00:51:52 --> 00:51:55

and it's and people start to adopt not

00:51:55 --> 00:51:57

a prophetic methodology. They start to

00:51:58 --> 00:52:00

they start to adopt a sensationalist

00:52:00 --> 00:52:00

methodology,

00:52:01 --> 00:52:03

and that's a massive problem.

00:52:04 --> 00:52:05

And that is taking our

00:52:06 --> 00:52:06

audiences,

00:52:07 --> 00:52:09

our community down the wrong direction,

00:52:09 --> 00:52:12

and it's sending the wrong signals. Because at

00:52:12 --> 00:52:13

the end of the day,

00:52:13 --> 00:52:15

our allegiance is to Allah and His Messenger

00:52:15 --> 00:52:17

Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam, and we have to follow

00:52:17 --> 00:52:19

what they say and how to be,

00:52:20 --> 00:52:21

what kind of way of being we must

00:52:21 --> 00:52:24

have when we're interacting with Muslims and non

00:52:24 --> 00:52:25

Muslims

00:52:25 --> 00:52:28

with regards to sharing the unicity, the oneness,

00:52:29 --> 00:52:31

and the worship of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

00:52:31 --> 00:52:33

It's it's very critical, bro. You're right. But

00:52:33 --> 00:52:34

you know what?

00:52:34 --> 00:52:36

Just keep on doing what you're doing. Keep

00:52:36 --> 00:52:37

on doing what you're doing. Keep on writing,

00:52:37 --> 00:52:38

bro. Keep

00:52:39 --> 00:52:40

on engaging with,

00:52:41 --> 00:52:43

the this great work. You know?

00:52:43 --> 00:52:45

Stay in Sapiens. Alhamdulillah.

00:52:45 --> 00:52:46

You know?

00:52:47 --> 00:52:49

You're a great asset. Keep on writing the

00:52:49 --> 00:52:51

books. Keep on training. You know, we have

00:52:51 --> 00:52:53

the essentials program that is coming out, which

00:52:53 --> 00:52:55

we're gonna be delivering, you know, all across

00:52:55 --> 00:52:57

the world, especially in the UK UK and

00:52:57 --> 00:52:59

Europe, which, you can mention,

00:53:00 --> 00:53:02

in a few moments after this final question.

00:53:03 --> 00:53:05

So answer this final question, bro, then maybe

00:53:05 --> 00:53:08

talk about the essentials program, what's happening with,

00:53:08 --> 00:53:10

when we're gonna launch it, a rough idea

00:53:10 --> 00:53:12

and and what we're gonna be providing.

00:53:12 --> 00:53:15

So the final question is, you know, summarize

00:53:15 --> 00:53:16

for us meaning

00:53:18 --> 00:53:18

with

00:53:19 --> 00:53:20

Allah

00:53:20 --> 00:53:21

and meaning

00:53:21 --> 00:53:22

without

00:53:22 --> 00:53:23

Allah.

00:53:24 --> 00:53:27

Yeah. So let's do the latter first. Without

00:53:27 --> 00:53:29

Allah, there is no there is no meaning.

00:53:29 --> 00:53:31

You know, Allah mentions in the Quran where,

00:53:31 --> 00:53:32

you know, do not be like those who

00:53:32 --> 00:53:35

forgot Allah, and therefore, Allah made them forget

00:53:35 --> 00:53:35

themselves.

00:53:36 --> 00:53:38

You won't know who you are without Allah.

00:53:38 --> 00:53:40

It's impossible for you to know. You don't

00:53:40 --> 00:53:42

choose your birth. You don't choose your, you

00:53:42 --> 00:53:43

know, your entry into this world.

00:53:44 --> 00:53:45

You know, you don't choose who you are.

00:53:45 --> 00:53:47

You mentioned this, you know, you don't choose

00:53:47 --> 00:53:49

anything. You know, you don't choose your gender,

00:53:49 --> 00:53:51

your your hair color, what part of the

00:53:51 --> 00:53:53

world you're born in, your parents. The none

00:53:53 --> 00:53:54

of this is by choice.

00:53:54 --> 00:53:55

You know? So

00:53:56 --> 00:53:58

you don't have the answers. You don't know

00:53:59 --> 00:54:00

who you are, what you are, why you

00:54:00 --> 00:54:02

why you are, and where you're going. You

00:54:02 --> 00:54:04

have answer you can never find the answers

00:54:04 --> 00:54:06

in the, you know, to these questions without

00:54:06 --> 00:54:07

God. It's impossible.

00:54:08 --> 00:54:09

So that's that, and it's as simple as

00:54:09 --> 00:54:11

that. You know, you can you can go

00:54:11 --> 00:54:13

and and and and dissect this and and

00:54:13 --> 00:54:14

and, you know,

00:54:14 --> 00:54:15

go through with a fine

00:54:16 --> 00:54:18

tooth comb and just try to figure it.

00:54:18 --> 00:54:20

You can do that, but, you know, I've

00:54:20 --> 00:54:21

I've been looking at this topic for the

00:54:21 --> 00:54:24

past maybe 7, 8 years. There is no

00:54:24 --> 00:54:24

answers.

00:54:24 --> 00:54:26

You know, you can't find the ultimate meaning

00:54:26 --> 00:54:29

of life without Allah. That's it. It's as

00:54:29 --> 00:54:31

simple as that. You know what's interesting as

00:54:31 --> 00:54:33

well, bro, is I I I I have

00:54:33 --> 00:54:35

to mention this because it's very powerful. I

00:54:35 --> 00:54:36

think I mentioned mentioned this to you a

00:54:36 --> 00:54:38

few months ago, which is, you know, in

00:54:38 --> 00:54:39

the Quran there is no

00:54:40 --> 00:54:41

find yourself question.

00:54:42 --> 00:54:43

There is no

00:54:43 --> 00:54:45

find yourself, you know, in New Age spirituality.

00:54:45 --> 00:54:47

Because what's very interesting, to be a human

00:54:47 --> 00:54:48

being

00:54:48 --> 00:54:50

is to relate. So to be is to

00:54:50 --> 00:54:52

be related, meaning how you relate with yourself,

00:54:52 --> 00:54:54

how you relate with others, and how you

00:54:54 --> 00:54:56

relate with Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala.

00:54:56 --> 00:54:58

And that idea of a personality, the idea

00:54:58 --> 00:55:00

of being compassionate on a desert island on

00:55:00 --> 00:55:02

your own doesn't really exist because you have

00:55:02 --> 00:55:04

to relate to something, relate to someone external

00:55:04 --> 00:55:05

to yourself.

00:55:05 --> 00:55:08

What's very interesting is the way Allah tries

00:55:08 --> 00:55:10

for us to find who we really are

00:55:10 --> 00:55:12

or for us to reveal the true sense

00:55:12 --> 00:55:14

of self, the true sense of who we

00:55:14 --> 00:55:15

are,

00:55:15 --> 00:55:18

is by actually worshipping and relating to Allah

00:55:18 --> 00:55:20

and having a relationship with Allah Subhanahu Wa

00:55:20 --> 00:55:21

Ta'ala. Because Allah says, and you mentioned this

00:55:21 --> 00:55:23

earlier, do be do not be like those

00:55:23 --> 00:55:25

who forgot Allah, and Allah made them forget

00:55:25 --> 00:55:27

their own selves. And Allah says, if you

00:55:27 --> 00:55:29

remember me, I will remember you. So it's

00:55:29 --> 00:55:31

as if the way we're gonna know who

00:55:31 --> 00:55:32

we truly are, the correct way of being,

00:55:32 --> 00:55:33

the correct sense of self, our correct internal

00:55:33 --> 00:55:35

identity is by not trying to discover yourself

00:55:35 --> 00:55:36

some crazy way,

00:55:42 --> 00:55:44

but it's by relating to the one who

00:55:44 --> 00:55:46

created you. And if you have a relation

00:55:46 --> 00:55:47

with Allah

00:55:47 --> 00:55:49

in the right way according to the sunnah,

00:55:50 --> 00:55:52

you will find yourself who you really are.

00:55:53 --> 00:55:55

And, you know, and for me, that's what

00:55:55 --> 00:55:56

came across from the book as well, bro.

00:55:56 --> 00:55:59

May Allah bless you, and everyone definitely should

00:55:59 --> 00:56:00

read it. Please go to sapiensinstitute.orgforward/books.

00:56:02 --> 00:56:04

Download this book and all the other books

00:56:04 --> 00:56:05

that we have. We have over around 17

00:56:06 --> 00:56:07

books, I believe, all for free for you

00:56:07 --> 00:56:08

to download, Alhamdulillah.

00:56:09 --> 00:56:12

And all our services are free, at least

00:56:12 --> 00:56:13

most of them, unless we have to charge

00:56:13 --> 00:56:15

for things like printing and so on and

00:56:15 --> 00:56:16

so forth.

00:56:17 --> 00:56:19

And the essentials program that is coming that

00:56:19 --> 00:56:21

is being managed by our brother, Imran Hussain,

00:56:22 --> 00:56:25

is also free. So now explain to us,

00:56:25 --> 00:56:27

bro, what is the essentials program?

00:56:28 --> 00:56:29

Yeah. So the essentials,

00:56:29 --> 00:56:31

it's it's our grassroots

00:56:31 --> 00:56:33

side of stuff at Sapiens Insha'Allah.

00:56:34 --> 00:56:36

So we have put together

00:56:36 --> 00:56:38

4 essential courses,

00:56:38 --> 00:56:40

and we believe they're essential. And not only

00:56:40 --> 00:56:41

are they individually,

00:56:41 --> 00:56:44

independently essential, they come together and they work

00:56:44 --> 00:56:44

together,

00:56:44 --> 00:56:46

and and they sort of synergize with each

00:56:46 --> 00:56:48

other. So we've got 4 courses. We've got

00:56:48 --> 00:56:50

the dua training course, which is our sort

00:56:50 --> 00:56:52

of advanced Dawah training course, which not only

00:56:52 --> 00:56:54

covers how to give Dawah, but also addresses

00:56:54 --> 00:56:56

the psychology of Dawah, etcetera,

00:56:56 --> 00:56:59

and the fitra and everything else related to

00:56:59 --> 00:57:00

the Dawah and conveying the message to people.

00:57:00 --> 00:57:02

Then we also have a

00:57:03 --> 00:57:05

new Muslim mentorship because obviously when you give

00:57:05 --> 00:57:07

dawah and people accept Islam, then you need

00:57:07 --> 00:57:09

to inshallah take care of the young Muslims

00:57:09 --> 00:57:11

as well. So or new Muslims. And brother

00:57:11 --> 00:57:14

Youssef Ponder's, and the other brothers have developed

00:57:14 --> 00:57:15

this course. So that's a part of the

00:57:15 --> 00:57:16

essentials package.

00:57:16 --> 00:57:19

We also have the, young Muslims guide to

00:57:19 --> 00:57:21

a godless world or the beginner's guide to

00:57:21 --> 00:57:22

a godless world.

00:57:22 --> 00:57:25

We the whole purpose behind this course is

00:57:25 --> 00:57:25

to

00:57:26 --> 00:57:28

really frame young Muslims in a way so

00:57:28 --> 00:57:31

when they go out there, they're immunized basically.

00:57:31 --> 00:57:33

They can come across any ideology that's out

00:57:33 --> 00:57:35

there and they'll be able to process it

00:57:35 --> 00:57:37

and it won't affect them inshallah. And then

00:57:37 --> 00:57:38

we have the no doubt course, which is

00:57:38 --> 00:57:40

so Muslims that have doubts, how to help

00:57:40 --> 00:57:43

them overcome doubts, etcetera. So all of these

00:57:43 --> 00:57:44

four courses are a part of the essentials

00:57:44 --> 00:57:46

package, and it works together. And we're rolling

00:57:46 --> 00:57:47

this out grassroots,

00:57:48 --> 00:57:49

meaning in person.

00:57:50 --> 00:57:52

You can go on to the Sapiens Institute,

00:57:52 --> 00:57:53

website. I think it's sapiensinstitute.orgforward/essentials,

00:57:56 --> 00:57:58

and you can book the essentials courses. So

00:57:58 --> 00:58:00

you can either pick one course, but we

00:58:00 --> 00:58:02

recommend doing all 4 courses through over a

00:58:02 --> 00:58:04

period of a couple of months. Did we

00:58:04 --> 00:58:06

did we miss one course?

00:58:06 --> 00:58:08

So you said the no doubt course, the

00:58:08 --> 00:58:10

No doubt. Tao training.

00:58:10 --> 00:58:13

New Muslim, mentorship, and young Muslims guide. Four

00:58:13 --> 00:58:15

courses. Yeah. Perfect. Perfect. And we're giving you

00:58:15 --> 00:58:16

a nice theme as well. So the essentials,

00:58:16 --> 00:58:18

like, the elements. So the, you know, fire,

00:58:18 --> 00:58:21

water, air, earth. So and and we try

00:58:21 --> 00:58:22

to pair that we just thought it'd be

00:58:22 --> 00:58:24

nice to package them in that way,

00:58:24 --> 00:58:26

because they are that essential.

00:58:26 --> 00:58:28

These these are things that all Muslims, you

00:58:28 --> 00:58:29

know, young Muslims, older Muslims

00:58:30 --> 00:58:32

living in the 21st century in the west,

00:58:32 --> 00:58:34

in a secular world, they need to have

00:58:34 --> 00:58:36

access to these courses. Not only will they

00:58:36 --> 00:58:38

will they help you, you know, help you

00:58:38 --> 00:58:40

and help you help your family to, you

00:58:41 --> 00:58:42

know, navigate this world and not fall into

00:58:42 --> 00:58:43

doubt,

00:58:43 --> 00:58:45

but also they will teach you how to

00:58:45 --> 00:58:46

give dawah and to take care of new

00:58:46 --> 00:58:48

Muslims as well, inshallah. So they're it's a

00:58:48 --> 00:58:50

very powerful package. You guys can go and

00:58:50 --> 00:58:51

request that inshallah.

00:58:52 --> 00:58:53

And we can we can come down to

00:58:53 --> 00:58:55

your local mosque, your ISOC, etcetera, and we

00:58:55 --> 00:58:57

can deliver these over a period of a

00:58:57 --> 00:58:58

couple of months inshallah.

00:58:59 --> 00:59:00

So, yeah, I think it's phenomenal. It's in

00:59:00 --> 00:59:02

the UK. We're rolling it out. I think

00:59:02 --> 00:59:04

Shefad is gonna be heading it in the

00:59:04 --> 00:59:06

US and, other parts of the world inshallah

00:59:06 --> 00:59:08

as well. Yeah. And you should We can't

00:59:09 --> 00:59:10

we're not gonna promise who's coming where. It's

00:59:10 --> 00:59:12

important to mention this as well. So you

00:59:12 --> 00:59:15

can't although you can choose your selection of

00:59:15 --> 00:59:16

speaker, but I'd recommend based on what we

00:59:16 --> 00:59:18

discussed today, it's not about the speaker. Don't

00:59:18 --> 00:59:20

worry about that. Just know that any whoever

00:59:20 --> 00:59:22

delivers the course is gonna be trained to

00:59:22 --> 00:59:24

deliver the course and you'll benefit fully.

00:59:24 --> 00:59:26

So just request the course and inshallah, we'll

00:59:26 --> 00:59:28

get back to you. And this we should

00:59:28 --> 00:59:30

be also rolling this out first in the

00:59:30 --> 00:59:31

UK, hopefully,

00:59:32 --> 00:59:34

match Manchester University, and also we're gonna be

00:59:34 --> 00:59:37

rolling this out internationally in the US and

00:59:37 --> 00:59:38

Malaysia, hopefully,

00:59:38 --> 00:59:40

towards the end of November, Insha'Allah.

00:59:41 --> 00:59:43

So my dear brothers and sisters, zaklehi for

00:59:43 --> 00:59:44

spending

00:59:44 --> 00:59:47

almost an hour, few seconds to go for

00:59:47 --> 00:59:49

it to be an hour of your time

00:59:49 --> 00:59:51

listening to us. Please download the book. You

00:59:51 --> 00:59:54

could also get your print copy

00:59:54 --> 00:59:57

from Amazon when you go to the Sapiens

00:59:57 --> 00:59:57

Institute

00:59:58 --> 01:00:00

website. If you go to sapiensinstitute.org/books,

01:00:02 --> 01:00:04

you click on Imran's book, you could download

01:00:04 --> 01:00:06

the free ebook, and you could click the

01:00:06 --> 01:00:08

button to go to Amazon to also get

01:00:08 --> 01:00:08

your

01:00:09 --> 01:00:09

paper

01:00:09 --> 01:00:12

back copy, Insha'Allah. It's gonna be available on

01:00:12 --> 01:00:14

Kindle soon as well. And hopefully, we may

01:00:14 --> 01:00:16

do a video series on this or even

01:00:16 --> 01:00:18

have an audio book inshallah in the future.

01:00:18 --> 01:00:20

You know, make du'a for,

01:00:22 --> 01:00:22

Imran,

01:00:23 --> 01:00:25

for, you know, writing the book. Make du'a

01:00:25 --> 01:00:27

for his family, especially his father.

01:00:28 --> 01:00:31

His father was quite instrumental in helping Imran,

01:00:32 --> 01:00:34

on his journey, which I thought was very

01:00:34 --> 01:00:36

moving and very touching as well. I don't

01:00:36 --> 01:00:38

wanna give too much information because I really

01:00:38 --> 01:00:39

want to read the book, so please download

01:00:39 --> 01:00:42

it. Last few comments from yourself, bro, and

01:00:42 --> 01:00:43

then we'll close.

01:00:44 --> 01:00:46

Yeah. No. Just, you know, keep following the

01:00:46 --> 01:00:47

work inshallah. Make the offer for us. May

01:00:47 --> 01:00:48

Allah keep us sincere.

01:00:49 --> 01:00:50

We also have the,

01:00:51 --> 01:00:54

what's it called? The, Dua principles to engagement

01:00:55 --> 01:00:57

series that's currently going out. So definitely watch

01:00:57 --> 01:00:59

that as well. I think that'll be beneficial

01:00:59 --> 01:01:00

for anyone that wants to get involved in

01:01:00 --> 01:01:01

Dawah.

01:01:02 --> 01:01:03

Yeah. I think there's a lot of good

01:01:03 --> 01:01:05

stuff to come, bro, inshallah. So may Allah

01:01:05 --> 01:01:08

accept from us, and, may Allah bless everyone.

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