Fatima Lette – Exploring The Quran For Women Surah Yusuf #13

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The segment discusses the importance of avoiding giving things for better chances of finding them or finding them. It also touches on the negative impact of feeling emotional and the importance of trusting oneself and others. The segment emphasizes the need for people to find time and effort to develop a true relationship with Allah and find reward in one's life. It also touches on the struggles faced by the Prophet units and the importance of forgiveness and taking responsibility for one's actions. The segment ends with a discussion of the importance of forgiveness and the need for people to trust oneself and others.

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			Allah is the one who is all-living
		
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			and all-powerful and forever everlasting not these
		
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			humans that we have here that are doing
		
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			a terrible job at their one job and
		
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			so it's important for us, taking the advice
		
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			of Yaqub alayhis salaam, to not lose hope
		
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			in Allah because when we lose hope in
		
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			Allah, we then resemble disbelievers and we're not
		
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			disbelievers so we go on from there and
		
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			the sons, they then return and they go
		
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			back to Yusuf and it says, falamma dakhalu
		
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			alayhi, when they entered and they went to
		
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			Yusuf alayhis salaam qalu ya ayyuha al-aziz,
		
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			they then went and they talked to him
		
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			in the name of his title so they
		
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			called him the Aziz because he was and
		
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			he was the one who was distributing the
		
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			food and they say, massana wa ahlana durru,
		
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			that difficulty has touched us in our family
		
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			and we've fallen upon hard times wajitna bidaatin
		
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			muzjaatin fa ofi lana alqayla wa tasaddaqa alayna
		
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			so they said, so please, we have come
		
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			to you with things that are, like in
		
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			order for us what we need to pay
		
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			you is not a lot, we don't even
		
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			have good things to exchange and what that
		
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			means is, for instance, if someone comes and
		
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			they go to a different country to exchange
		
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			money whenever you go to a different country
		
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			to exchange money, they tell you, we want
		
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			your new dollars they don't want the old
		
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			dollars so what they came with was like
		
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			goods, random merchandise to be able to exchange
		
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			for some more food but they're saying that
		
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			we don't even have the best things we
		
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			actually have a lot of counterfeit money, we
		
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			have a lot of things we scraped along
		
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			the way but what can you do to
		
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			give us the measure wa tasaddaqa alayna and
		
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			just be charitable to us and the nature
		
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			of charity is that it's something somebody does
		
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			not have to give you so give us
		
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			a measure that you don't even have to
		
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			give us inna allaha yajizan mutasaddaqeen why?
		
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			because Allah swt rewards those who are charitable,
		
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			who give to others so the response that
		
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			they get is Yusuf alayhissalam then responds to
		
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			them and says qala hal alimtum ma fa
		
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			'alitum bi Yusuf he doesn't answer their question
		
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			of giving them something he says do you
		
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			guys know what you did to Yusuf?
		
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			akhihi wa akhihi and his brother id'antum
		
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			jahilun when you were in a time of
		
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			ignorance do you know what you did to
		
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			Yusuf and his brother when you were in
		
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			a time of ignorance?
		
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			now remember way back when when Yusuf alayhissalam
		
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			says one of you guys stole something one
		
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			of you guys, he didn't tell them they
		
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			stole he says one of you guys has
		
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			something that belongs to the king and then
		
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			they find it in being a mean stuff
		
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			and then he says well this must be
		
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			the one who took it because according to
		
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			what you guys said whoever we find it
		
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			in the belonging of is the one who
		
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			took it so we should keep that person
		
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			and then they said well he didn't get
		
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			that from our side of the family he
		
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			got it from Yusuf, his brother was a
		
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			stealer before that's what they said, his brother
		
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			was a thief before he used to do
		
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			this you remember way back when?
		
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			so can you imagine now you're facing off
		
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			with that same person that you've made accusations
		
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			about and not realizing you made that accusation
		
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			to that person and now that person is
		
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			asking you hey do you remember way back
		
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			when when you used to do things that
		
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			was not so great but brothers were always
		
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			brothers, siblings were always siblings this response that
		
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			Yusuf alayhissalam gives them is a very sibling
		
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			response oh you want something from me now
		
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			but you remember back in the day what
		
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			happened, but they don't realize who they're talking
		
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			to but Allah swt told Yusuf alayhissalam when
		
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			he was in the well he said to
		
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			Yusuf alayhissalam don't worry why because there's going
		
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			to come a time where you're going to
		
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			meet them again and they're not even going
		
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			to know who they're talking to they're not
		
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			going to know the situation and Allah swt
		
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			doesn't even say like they won't know it
		
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			he says they won't even perceive it like
		
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			they won't even pick up on the hints
		
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			that are around them and so Yusuf alayhissalam
		
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			says هل علمتم ما فعلتم بيوسف وأخيه إذ
		
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			أنتم جاهنون and then he says to them
		
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			when you guys were in the time of
		
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			ignorance which kind of like it's nice it's
		
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			kind because he's not holding them to what
		
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			they did right and it's important because people
		
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			grow and people make terrible decisions and they
		
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			do terrible things in the heightened emotion the
		
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			brothers of Yusuf alayhissalam were in immense levels
		
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			of jealousy and the nature of hasad is
		
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			that it makes what is illogical logical all
		
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			of a sudden you've convinced yourself that this
		
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			is the way to deal with x, y,
		
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			and z situation when truly that's not the
		
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			case all of a sudden you've convinced yourself
		
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			that this person's life revolves around you when
		
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			truly that's not the case but that's what
		
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			heightened emotion does it makes a person really
		
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			believe something that's not true and it's even
		
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			in good things like when people are very
		
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			very happy it's as if they never experienced
		
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			difficulty before but that is also a quality
		
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			of jannah when people go to jannah and
		
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			they're asked have you ever went through life
		
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			has it ever been difficult have you ever
		
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			suffered trial and tribulation in jannah they don't
		
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			know what is that I don't even know
		
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			what I was stressed about what never I
		
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			don't even know what the word stress means
		
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			and may Allah give us all jannah for
		
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			those but that's the nature of heightened emotion
		
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			and when a person's really sad and life
		
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			is very difficult it's as if they've never
		
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			experienced happiness before this is why gratitude is
		
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			very important shukr reminds you that even in
		
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			the thick of difficulty of hardship of trial
		
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			and tribulation there's still something to be grateful
		
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			for there has been still some good there's
		
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			been something that I've enjoyed there is something
		
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			that I can really benefit from even in
		
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			this situation that is not so great but
		
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			Yusuf alayhis salaam he doesn't hold his siblings
		
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			to this he doesn't tell them like oh
		
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			do you remember what you did to Yusuf
		
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			and his brother and you guys are terrible
		
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			people he didn't say that he said when
		
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			you were in times of jahiliya when you
		
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			were in times of ignorance when you were
		
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			in times where you weren't really able to
		
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			fully use your mind because your mind was
		
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			overpowered by the emotion that you were feeling
		
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			qalu, they then responded as if a lightbulb
		
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			goes off on them and they said a
		
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			'innaka la'anta yusuf are you Yusuf?
		
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			but it's more so like you can't be
		
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			Yusuf that is more so the response like
		
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			there's no way so they say a'innaka
		
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			la'anta yusuf you can't be Yusuf qalu,
		
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			Yusuf alayhis salaam then responds to them and
		
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			said ana yusufu wa hadha akhi he says
		
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			I am Yusuf and this is my brother
		
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			he points to bin yameen qad amanna allahu
		
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			alayna and then he says surely Allah has
		
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			favored us he has bestowed favor upon us
		
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			innahu min yattaki wa yasbir fa inna allaha
		
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			la yudia'u ajar almuhsineen and know that
		
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			the one who fears Allah who has this
		
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			God consciousness and this awareness of God right
		
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			God consciousness and awareness of Allah the reason
		
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			why taqwa gives the understanding of fear it's
		
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			not necessarily being scared right scared is like
		
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			you know guys I do my jump scare
		
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			all the time right hope that's like being
		
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			scared but taqwa is like awareness it is
		
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			to know that Allah swt's punishment is real
		
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			but to also know that Allah swt's power
		
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			is real as well and Allah swt's compassion
		
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			is real and His rahma is real but
		
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			also knowing that Allah will be there for
		
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			you and Allah will take care of you
		
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			and when Allah swt gives you a command
		
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			to do something as illogical as it may
		
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			seem you know that following Allah swt's command
		
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			will bring barakah it will give you way
		
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			more than what you thought was the logical
		
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			way when you think of the story of
		
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			like taaloot and jaaloot you have a portion
		
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			in Surah al-Baqarah where Allah swt is
		
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			telling that they give the command to Banu
		
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			Israel because they're following they're trying to go
		
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			and they're trying to fight David and Goliath
		
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			the whole thing we're not going to go
		
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			through that story but we'll go through one
		
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			part of it and the narration it talks
		
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			about how it's like a hot day they're
		
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			going to face off with Jaaloot and it's
		
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			very hot and then taaloot which is the
		
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			one who's like leading this army against Goliath
		
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			is telling them we're going to come across
		
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			a river when we come across this river
		
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			nobody drink from it don't drink from it
		
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			why?
		
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			because this is what God has demanded now
		
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			in the case that you feel like you're
		
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			so thirsty and you can't you won't be
		
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			able to survive then drink a little bit
		
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			and a little bit means a handful okay
		
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			if people drink from it till they're full
		
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			from this river you're not from us if
		
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			you don't drink from it and you drink
		
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			just a little bit you're from us that
		
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			is the pure line of it now for
		
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			us we're people we're human it's hot you
		
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			think drink more water you won't need no
		
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			more water later might as well drink till
		
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			you're full so that you can fight later
		
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			so that was allegedly their claim they get
		
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			there some people follow directions they drink very
		
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			little a majority of them drink a lot
		
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			now it's time to face off against Goliath
		
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			and it's actually more intense than they anticipated
		
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			and those who drank more they look at
		
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			the situation and they say that we have
		
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			no power we're not going to make it
		
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			but those who drank a little they say
		
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			how many nations have come before that have
		
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			been very little in number and they have
		
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			been the one to win what makes us
		
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			think that we want to be a part
		
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			of the people who won't win you don't
		
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			develop trust in Allah by means of big
		
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			moments in your life you develop the trust
		
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			in Allah first by the small things when
		
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			you can follow directions in the little things
		
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			that God tells you to follow directions in
		
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			when bigger things come in life you're just
		
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			calling upon muscle memory at that point it's
		
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			not even as difficult as like lifting up
		
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			a weight you know when one goes into
		
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			the gym and automatically starts benching 100 nobody
		
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			should be benching 100 or something in here
		
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			but nobody goes into the gym and starts
		
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			doing that you start little by little and
		
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			that's how you get to that point so
		
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			Yusuf alayhis salam he's sitting here and he's
		
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			telling them that that whoever has taqwa it
		
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			is this awareness that even though this doesn't
		
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			seem logical for them drink more water so
		
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			that you can have more energy you'll be
		
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			able to go but God consciousness tells you
		
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			that even if I drink a little bit
		
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			of water or no water the fact that
		
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			God commanded me to do this means I'm
		
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			going to see the other side that's what
		
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			God consciousness tells you what is Ali radiyallahu
		
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			anhu doing the night that the prophet is
		
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			making hijrah he's sleeping in the prophet's bed
		
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			in the prophet's bed and we're like what
		
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			a beautiful bed to sleep in the man
		
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			was about to die he literally tells Ali
		
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			there are people there who are coming to
		
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			kill me and when they come to kill
		
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			me just give them their stuff and can
		
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			you imagine Ali doesn't say oh I was
		
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			scared he brings up about that night after
		
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			someone asked him how did you sleep because
		
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			logically we're all thinking the same thing how
		
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			did you sleep but the prophet salallahu alayhi
		
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			wa sallam has hope in Allah and Allah
		
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			swt tells him Ali is going to see
		
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			you on the other side and he tells
		
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			Ali I'll see you in Medina and so
		
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			Ali says well the prophet salallahu alayhi wa
		
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			sallam said he'll see me in Medina so
		
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			I knew I'll see him there that's a
		
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			different type of trust that you have in
		
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			God it's a different level of trust to
		
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			see the enemy right there and to know
		
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			that this is not going to touch me
		
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			that's a different type of trust but that's
		
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			where taqwa gets you taqwa gets you to
		
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			tawakul being able to be God conscious and
		
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			aware of Allah allows you to be able
		
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			to trust him you cannot trust someone you
		
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			do not know if you do not know
		
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			that person you do not trust them if
		
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			you do not know of them you do
		
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			not trust them so how can we automatically
		
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			expect to wake up and feel this immense
		
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			level of trust though Allah is there if
		
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			we don't take out the time to get
		
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			to know Allah it doesn't work that way
		
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			we also have a responsibility of tying our
		
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			own camel so Yusuf alayhi salam first gives
		
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			this first quality he says that the one
		
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			who has taqwa the second quality he gives
		
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			is wa yasbir and they have sabr they
		
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			are able to endure because the path of
		
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			life is not an easy path there is
		
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			ease in it there is happiness along the
		
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			way but there is many trials and tribulations
		
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			that people face along the way and difficulties
		
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			don't have to be huge things they don't
		
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			only have to resemble grief they don't only
		
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			have to resemble loss of family members or
		
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			loss of wealth it doesn't only have to
		
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			resemble that that sometimes everyone is okay and
		
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			everything is moving in the way that it
		
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			should be moving but you're not okay and
		
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			I'm telling you that's okay why?
		
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			because that's life it happens but in that
		
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			moment what are you doing?
		
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			are you someone who says you know what
		
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			I give up on this I give up
		
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			on Allah I don't know if Allah is
		
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			going to be there for me no you
		
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			can't sabr is not letting go of Allah
		
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			in your path that is why Yaqub alayhi
		
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			salam says for sabrun jameel that he's going
		
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			to be patient but be patient in the
		
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			most beautiful way possible and that is constantly
		
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			being in the remembrance of Allah and what
		
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			does he say when he gets so overwhelmed
		
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			and so tired he says I complain to
		
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			Allah I complain only to Allah about this
		
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			how exhausted I am how tired how emotionally
		
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			overwhelmed I am and at that point they're
		
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			okay but he's still facing that difficulty that
		
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			grief of having lost his child but Yusuf
		
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			alayhi salam says these are the two qualities
		
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			that people have to have you have to
		
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			have taqwa and you have to have endurance
		
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			you have to be able to push through
		
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			you have to have that strength that keeps
		
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			you connected to Allah fa inna allaha la
		
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			yudir or ajran almuhsineen because Allah will not
		
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			let go to waste the reward of those
		
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			who try their best muhsineen you have all
		
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			of these cards that God deals you in
		
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			life all of them you don't get to
		
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			choose your family and we love our families
		
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			I was just complaining about going to Atlanta
		
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			150 times I was like I'm never going
		
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			back to that place again so you don't
		
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			get to choose that you don't get to
		
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			choose 99.9% of your life and
		
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			the 0.1% that you think you
		
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			get to choose you don't get to choose
		
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			that either the circumstances that you're in the
		
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			situation that you're in is because Allah put
		
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			you there and guess what as long as
		
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			you do your best in that situation that
		
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			is what Allah is going to ask you
		
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			of Allah is not going to ask you
		
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			to be perfect Allah is not going to
		
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			tell you come out of here with no
		
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			battle scars why?
		
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			because battle scars build character so Allah is
		
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			going to say what did you learn from
		
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			that and how great were you in that
		
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			in terms of your own scale your scale
		
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			is not going to be on my scale
		
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			how I am or what I do and
		
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			how I do for my family no one
		
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			is going to be judged like that not
		
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			even my own sibling because what I've been
		
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			dealt in life they have not been dealt
		
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			that and what they've been dealt I have
		
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			not been dealt that so a person who
		
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			has ihsan not only does what they're supposed
		
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			to do but they beautify it they carry
		
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			themselves in such a beautiful way that it's
		
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			almost as if man this person has so
		
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			much trust in Allah I want to be
		
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			just like them when we think about the
		
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			Prophet and the types of difficulties that he
		
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			faced and we've talked about this quite a
		
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			bit but the types of things that he
		
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			faced in his life if people face just
		
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			one of them in their lifetime it becomes
		
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			their entire lifetime it becomes the trauma of
		
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			their life but when you see how the
		
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			Prophet ﷺ deals with these difficulties how he's
		
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			dealt with these trials and these tribulations it's
		
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			in such a beautiful way you still find
		
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			him to be personable you still find him
		
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			to be loving you still find him to
		
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			be there for people but you still find
		
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			him to grieve and you find him to
		
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			take care of himself the Prophet ﷺ in
		
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			the night time was his time between him
		
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			and Allah nobody got in between that you
		
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			know he was known to be someone who
		
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			when people would come and do Ibadah with
		
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			him he would take it easy but there's
		
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			a companion who's like I want to see
		
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			how the Prophet ﷺ prays in the night
		
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			the Prophet ﷺ says this is between me
		
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			and God this is my time with God
		
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			so I'm not going to change my schedule
		
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			for you he's like I got this he
		
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			did not have it he did not he
		
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			goes he stands with the Prophet ﷺ to
		
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			pray and he's narrating that the Prophet ﷺ
		
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			stood for so long that he would like
		
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			his legs were shaking like the man, the
		
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			companion he's like I wanted to go down
		
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			by to feel embarrassed like I'm waiting for
		
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			him and then his ruku was longer than
		
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			his standing and then the sajdah was even
		
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			longer you know like he's like the prayer
		
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			was so I never did it again but
		
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			what does that show us?
		
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			the Prophet ﷺ had his time because we
		
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			always talk about pouring into our cup and
		
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			I'm not, I'm going to come for our
		
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			little take care of yourself girlies just a
		
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			little bit self care girlies, just a little
		
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			bit because we'll spend thousands and thousands and
		
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			thousands of dollars to feel better not knowing
		
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			that what we really need to feel better
		
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			is just some time between us and Allah
		
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			thousands of dollars we'll pour into it spa
		
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			here, this there here I believe in girls
		
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			trips girls trips here, welcome to Costa Rica
		
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			clothes trips here, doing this, doing that right?
		
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			thousands and thousands of dollars when really really
		
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			ultimately honest to God what we need is
		
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			to carve out time to develop a true
		
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			and honest relationship between us and Allah, we
		
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			need that time every single time difficulty arises,
		
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			what does the Prophet ﷺ do?
		
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			he has a conversation with God, not just
		
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			salah he has a conversation with Allah and
		
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			every single time you find these big moments
		
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			in the life of the Prophet ﷺ you
		
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			find ta'if you have the battle of
		
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			Badr, you have the battle of Uhud you
		
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			have the battle of the trench you have
		
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			the delegations, you have the hypocrites turning against
		
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			the Muslims you find these big moments you
		
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			don't find the same dua you don't find
		
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			it, why?
		
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			because dua is a conversation dua is a
		
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			conversation Musa ﷺ, every time he's sitting outside
		
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			Median, he's there by himself, trying to figure
		
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			out where do I go, is lost you
		
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			find one dua he goes, now he's in
		
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			the desert he's by himself, he's moved away
		
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			from his family, it's like a very interesting
		
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			situation, dua but different dua you find different
		
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			duas that they're making, why?
		
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			because these are conversations that they're having with
		
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			Allah they're recognizing that Allah ﷻ is the
		
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			one who's going to help them through it,
		
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			and that is how they're able to do
		
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			ihsan to their day to day, they're doing
		
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			ihsan not by their own ability by the
		
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			ability that Allah ﷻ gives them, we put
		
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			so much pressure on ourselves to be perfect
		
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			when that's not even what God is asking
		
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			from you right, you try so hard to
		
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			be perfect, you break things, that's just the
		
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			reality of it, when you want everything to
		
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			be a certain way, you're annoying, it's just
		
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			you become nagging and this and that and
		
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			like nobody wants to be around, that's just
		
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			the reality but when you say it is
		
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			what it is this is what I can
		
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			do, but you make sure that you're beautiful
		
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			in that moment, in how you talk in
		
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			how you interact, in how you take care
		
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			of it, guess what, no one has anything
		
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			to say, why?
		
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			because you are trusting Allah you're trusting God
		
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			you're doing the best with what Allah ﷻ
		
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			has given you and so the response to
		
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			that is that but even if it seems
		
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			like you only did a little bit even
		
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			if it seems like it's only a drop
		
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			of water in the ocean then guess what,
		
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			there's not a single good deed, a single
		
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			reward, a single effort that a Muslim a
		
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			person who has ihsan puts forward that Allah
		
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			ﷻ lets go to waste, He will not
		
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			let it go to waste and perhaps maybe
		
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			you're not seeing the benefit of it right
		
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			now, but that's actually better, because you see
		
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			the reward of it in the hereafter and
		
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			what better place to get reward than some
		
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			place that is everlasting that will never end
		
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			this world is temporary so to reap everything
		
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			we sow here Abdurrahman bin Al says it
		
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			best to reap everything you sow here is
		
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			not what you want, he's literally crying eating
		
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			food because the food that comes out in
		
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			what he prefers in what he prefers like
		
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			we have preferences so many of them but
		
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			he's seeing the food in what he prefers
		
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			and he says I'm afraid that all the
		
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			good deeds I put forward, I'm getting them
		
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			here when the likes of me like Musa
		
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			bin Umair and Hamza r.a is in
		
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			the hereafter reaping the good that they've done
		
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			and that's where I want to be but
		
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			you cannot be ready to meet Allah until
		
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			you tell yourself I'm ready to meet Allah,
		
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			and you're not ready to meet somebody you
		
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			don't know that's just the reality of it
		
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			so how are you going to be there
		
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			okay Allah, this is what you gave me
		
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			this is the best I can do, and
		
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			then reminding yourself that Allah will not leave
		
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			me empty handed then, Qalu, they then said
		
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			Tallahi laqad aatharakallahu alayna, they said that we
		
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			swear by Allah that Allah has certainly preferred
		
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			you over us, wa in kunna la khati
		
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			'in, and we have been those who have
		
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			done wrong, and we have made mistakes, and
		
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			they just kind of own up to their
		
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			situation right, they say you know what this
		
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			is why you were favored you know, you
		
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			see something on the surface, it doesn't make
		
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			a lot of sense, sometimes because this is
		
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			where jealousy is someone gets something you've been
		
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			praying for, somebody has something you've been looking
		
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			at, somebody has a life that you want,
		
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			and you're thinking to yourself, why did I
		
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			get this, why did I get that why
		
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			did I, you don't know the day to
		
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			day you don't know the in and out
		
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			for the brothers of Yusuf, they're like our
		
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			dad is spending so much time with him
		
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			and now they see the responsibility that Yusuf
		
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			alayhis salaam has, they have one job, come
		
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			to the city get the food, take your
		
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			brother back home, they can't even do that
		
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			how do they think they're going to run
		
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			a whole city they don't have that capability
		
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			and it's okay everyone has a job to
		
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			play a role in life play your role,
		
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			oh people are like oh elevate, everybody should
		
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			be an entrepreneur, no no, some people like
		
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			taking direction, it's really not that hard because
		
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			when you know the role you're supposed to
		
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			play in life, you play it well but
		
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			when you're so busy counting somebody else's plate,
		
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			when Allah asks you about what was on
		
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			your plate, what are you going to say
		
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			I was doing so and so's job Allah
		
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			does not care, He didn't ask you to
		
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			do that, so they're here and they're seeing
		
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			this, they're seeing Yusuf alayhis salaam still be
		
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			fair to them knowing what they did to
		
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			him, knowing that he knows what they did
		
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			to him and his brothers come to him
		
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			for food and he was still more than
		
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			fair to them more than fair, knowing that
		
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			they tried to kill him and he was
		
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			fair to them, why?
		
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			because when you live by the rules of
		
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			Allah, it does not matter what somebody did
		
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			to you when you live by the boundaries
		
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			that God has placed there you know that
		
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			on the day of judgment I will be
		
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			asked about what I did not about what
		
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			somebody else did to me and they're looking
		
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			at this and they're thinking to themselves we
		
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			don't know we can live up to that
		
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			we just don't know, so they say surely
		
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			you have been the one who's the chosen
		
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			one, you're the one who Allah has put
		
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			favor on and we were people who made
		
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			mistakes, we were sinners we did the wrong
		
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			thing and then Yusuf alayhis salaam says something
		
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			so beautiful, and we'll talk a little bit
		
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			about the conquest of Mecca, but Yusuf alayhis
		
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			salaam then said to them he says there's
		
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			no blame for you on this day as
		
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			in like water under the bridge, he tells
		
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			them it's all good, we don't have to
		
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			rehash the past that may Allah forgive you
		
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			all and he is the one who is
		
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			the most merciful of the merciful think about
		
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			mercy and know that Allah is even more
		
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			merciful than that the Muslims are facing the
		
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			Quraysh for years years, even in Medina they're
		
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			dealing with the mental note that the Quraysh
		
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			is always trying to come and attack them
		
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			and it's important that we understand the type
		
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			of torture that the Muslims went through, it
		
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			wasn't just like taunting even though that's bad
		
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			enough excuse me, it wasn't just being annoying
		
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			it wasn't just those things, it wasn't just
		
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			trade, it wasn't just those things, it was
		
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			immense levels of torture you have Sumayya radiya
		
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			Allah the Prophet ﷺ was walking by the
		
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			family of Yasir right now, us currently, we're
		
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			seeing things happening around the world and we
		
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			feel like our hands are tied we feel
		
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			like there's nothing we can do we try
		
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			to send money for aid, it gets blocked,
		
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			we're trying our best, but there's we are
		
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			just stuck, and perhaps we feel like dua
		
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			is the only thing dua is powerful, it's
		
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			very powerful, right?
		
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			but the Prophet ﷺ can you imagine he's
		
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			walking past the family of Ammar, he's walking
		
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			past Sumayya and Yasir and Ammar and they're
		
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			tied to these pillars and it's hot, and
		
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			it's not like wooden pillars, that would be
		
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			bad enough but they're like metal rods in
		
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			the middle of the summer, in the desert
		
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			and they're being tortured, and the Quraish are
		
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			walking around saying yeah we're making an example
		
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			out of your people, because you decided to
		
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			give them rights but we want them to
		
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			know they have no rights, this is what
		
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			they're saying this is how they're treating them
		
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			the Prophet ﷺ is watching Bilal ﷺ be
		
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			dragged through the streets of Mecca, and he's
		
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			not just being dragged, that's bad enough, but
		
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			he has hot plates on him and the
		
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			torture is so difficult that he can't even
		
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			say la ilaha illallah, the only thing he
		
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			can get out of his mouth is ahad
		
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			un ahad ahad un ahad you have Ammar
		
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			bin Abu Bakr Siddiq ﷺ they're telling him
		
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			since you're Muslim, fine you come from a
		
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			noble lineage, don't be public about it Abu
		
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			Bakr Siddiq is like I don't have to
		
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			listen to you guys he's like I'm going
		
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			to pray he starts to pray, they tell
		
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			him okay if you're going to pray, pray
		
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			in your home he starts praying outside of
		
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			his home right at his home's door, they
		
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			say no we don't want to see you,
		
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			he says no you can't do that, then
		
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			they tell him you need to get out
		
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			of here, if you don't leave, then know
		
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			that something bad is going to happen to
		
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			you, Abu Bakr Siddiq ﷺ who tries to
		
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			leave they find him on the journey and
		
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			they beat him into a coma and he
		
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			wakes up and the first thing he asks
		
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			about is the Prophet ﷺ the first thing
		
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			he asks about is the Prophet ﷺ and
		
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			Abu Bakr Siddiq came from a notable lineage,
		
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			he came from a notable lineage, can you
		
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			imagine all the rest of the companions who
		
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			didn't who didn't come from like money, who
		
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			didn't come from that background Khattab bin Arath
		
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			had scars on his back to the point
		
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			that in Medina in Medina Amr bin Khattab
		
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			ﷺ he's sitting down and he's saying when
		
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			we started to get too free with life
		
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			sometimes life is good and you're enjoying a
		
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			little bit and it feels a little too
		
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			comfortable, so Amr bin Khattab says when we
		
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			started to feel a little too comfortable with
		
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			life, I would tell Khattab come here and
		
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			show me your back but this is 10
		
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			plus years later and the scars are still
		
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			there, that is the torture that the Muslims
		
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			endured in Mecca, that is the difficulty that
		
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			they endured in Mecca and it didn't get
		
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			no better in Medina, sure they had mental
		
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			capacity, yes but when they went for battle
		
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			and they finished the battle of Uhud, what
		
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			did Abu Sufyan say that you're going to
		
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			walk on this battlefield today and you're going
		
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			to identify your family members, not just people
		
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			that you know through religion you're going to
		
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			identify your family members and you're going to
		
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			find that their bodies have been mutilated and
		
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			I didn't tell people to do it but
		
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			I didn't stop them either and when the
		
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			Prophet goes and he looks at Hamza radiyallahu
		
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			ta'ala he finds that his organs have
		
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			been removed, his organs have been removed, when
		
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			he goes to cover Musa bin Umair his
		
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			limbs are disfigured they're all around the battlefield,
		
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			they have to gather them together, this is
		
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			the difficulty that the Muslims endured and they
		
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			went through at the hands of the Quraish
		
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			so can you imagine the Prophet riding into
		
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			Mecca for the conquest of Mecca and Abu
		
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			Sufyan coming to him and saying I know
		
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			you guys are coming I'm just asking for
		
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			leniency if I was in that situation if
		
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			you were in that situation what would be
		
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			your response the Prophet's daughter passes away and
		
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			the Prophet's not even there because he's at
		
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			battle fighting the Quraish he makes it just
		
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			in time what would be your response Hamza
		
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			radiyallahu ta'ala who is one of the
		
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			closest people to the Prophet and he passes
		
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			away at the hands of like an assassination,
		
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			it was like even outside of what was
		
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			considered to be okay with war, what would
		
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			be your response Musa bin Umair was the
		
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			one who single handedly had 120 people, over
		
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			120 people enter into Islam without having seen
		
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			the face of the Prophet and he's there
		
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			on the battlefield at the hands of the
		
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			Quraish, what would be your response what would
		
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			be your response, would you be able to
		
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			be lenient would you be able to be
		
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			merciful we don't know but the Prophet enters
		
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			into Mecca with his head down on his
		
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			sword and when he gets inside of Mecca
		
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			and he makes his first talk, he says
		
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			to them Alhamdulillah he says all praise is
		
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			due to the one who deserves praise and
		
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			all praise is due to Allah who has
		
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			fulfilled his promise his promise was truly true
		
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			and he helped his servant he doesn't say
		
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			he helped the one who should be on
		
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			top, he doesn't say he helped those who
		
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			have victory he says he helped his servant
		
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			and then he says and he granted this
		
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			victory to allow for these for this army
		
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			to be the ones to win and then
		
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			he says to the people what do you
		
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			think I'm going to do to you today
		
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			O Quraish and they responded and they said
		
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			we think you're going to be good why
		
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			they said because you are a noble person
		
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			and you come from a noble lineage you're
		
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			the son of someone noble you're the brother
		
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			of someone noble and we just know that
		
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			you have power over us but before remember
		
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			back then when they knew him to be
		
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			a noble person and they used to call
		
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			him the one who's so trustworthy and so
		
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			truthful and when he told them the mission
		
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			and the message and they said oh actually
		
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			you're majnoon, you're crazy but now that he
		
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			has to overhand, oh you're the son of
		
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			someone who's noble and you're a noble man
		
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			but what will we be in that situation?
		
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			Clearly you can tell by my tone where
		
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			I would be oh now I'm great how
		
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			about I be crazy because I was crazy
		
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			before but what is the Prophet's response he
		
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			says the type of nobility that you guys
		
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			are talking about is not the nobility that
		
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			I'm talking about he says I will say
		
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			to you all like my brother Yusuf said
		
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			yeah I come from a noble place but
		
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			it's not lineage in terms of the Quraysh,
		
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			it's this lineage in terms of the fraternity
		
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			the brotherhood of prophethood so I will say
		
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			to you all like my brother Yusuf that
		
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			there is no hard feelings today, water under
		
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			the bridge, now this is usually where the
		
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			narration stops but there's a longer narration that
		
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			talks about the response of Omar bin Khattab
		
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			r.a and Omar bin Khattab r.a
		
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			he says he says that I
		
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			frequently think about this word the Prophet said
		
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			and I get embarrassed I feel a little
		
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			bit embarrassed ذلك أني قد قلت لهم حين
		
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			دخلنا المكة because the Prophet said to them,
		
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			because I had said to them when we
		
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			entered into Mecca اليوم ننتقم منكم ونفعل that
		
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			today we're going to take revenge on you
		
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			guys and we're going to do what you
		
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			did that was Omar bin Khattab's mind, he
		
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			says today we're going to deal with you
		
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			guys how you dealt with us in the
		
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			past and then he says فلما قال رسول
		
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			الله صلى الله عليه وسلم what the Prophet
		
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			said to them, what he said استحيت من
		
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			قولي I became embarrassed about what I said
		
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			but we're not even Omar why?
		
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			because at least Omar still feels that level
		
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			of forgiveness after hearing what the Prophet said
		
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			so Yusuf a.s. is in this situation
		
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			and now he has the upper hand and
		
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			he shows his nobility even when he has
		
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			the upper hand by telling his brothers, listen
		
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			it's all good we're family and from here
		
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			on out we're going to keep that as
		
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			water under the bridge but what does he
		
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			attribute it to?
		
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			he doesn't attribute it to himself he says
		
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			وَيَغْفِرُوا اللَّهُ لَكُمْ and may Allah forgive you
		
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			all why?
		
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			because هو ارحم الراحمين because Allah is the
		
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			most merciful of those who are merciful and
		
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			like the Prophet tells us that if we
		
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			want Allah to have mercy on us, we
		
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			have to have mercy on people there's not
		
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			a lot of things, there's a lot of
		
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			terrible things that people can do to you
		
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			in life not a lot of people trying
		
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			to kill you there's not a lot of
		
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			people trying to kill you and by having
		
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			mercy on people doesn't mean you enter them
		
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			in your life in the same way doesn't
		
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			mean that, doesn't mean giving them access to
		
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			you in a way that they shouldn't doesn't
		
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			mean that, it means let go of the
		
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			grudges, don't hold things so heavy on your
		
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			heart that it makes you difficult to turn
		
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			to Allah because at the end of the
		
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			day holding a grudge it doesn't do anything
		
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			to the other person it does everything to
		
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			you you're the one who cannot sleep at
		
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			night, they're sleeping fine, you're the one who
		
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			cannot sleep at night, you're the one who
		
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			feels disgust, you're the one who are not
		
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			feeling okay, because them best believe they're living
		
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			their life they're going about their life in
		
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			whatever way they want to but you're constantly
		
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			thinking about what this person has done and
		
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			they haven't apologized and they haven't done this,
		
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			and I'm not saying I'm not saying it's
		
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			okay for people to violate rights, I'm saying
		
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			if you cannot control someone else's actions why
		
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			spend your time thinking about them Yusuf A
		
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			.S in the prison and throughout this entire
		
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			moment until we get to his brothers coming
		
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			to him you don't hear him talk about
		
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			his brothers you don't hear it you don't
		
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			hear when Zuleika tried to do what she
		
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			did, she tried to seduce him, you didn't
		
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			hear him say man my brothers did this
		
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			and then she's doing this I'm like everybody
		
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			I love, they're so annoying but no, you
		
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			don't hear that you hear him deal with
		
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			the situation as it comes this is a
		
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			situation, deal with it when it's done, you
		
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			box it up you put it to the
		
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			side after he becomes the Aziz, do you
		
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			hear the story of the Aziz again?
		
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			no, you don't hear it, why?
		
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			it's done, you move on it is not
		
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			until the brothers of Yusuf come back that
		
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			you hear the story again why?
		
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			because it's time to wrap it up now
		
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			but what is he able to do?
		
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			he's able to look at the blessing that
		
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			Allah has given him and actually take that
		
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			opportunity but when we're so busy revisiting the
		
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			past, there's so many things that Allah has
		
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			given you right then and there that you
		
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			don't have the capacity or the mental space
		
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			to be able to use you don't have
		
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			the capacity or the mental space to be
		
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			able to take it as an opportunity because
		
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			you're so busy revisiting what someone has done
		
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			to you leave it to Allah you believe
		
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			Allah is just you believe Allah is almighty
		
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			you believe Allah is all powerful then Allah
		
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			will take care of it but remember what
		
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			the prophet says a believer does not get
		
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			bit by the same snake twice so you
		
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			let it go you keep it pushing, you
		
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			make your boundaries and you move about your
		
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			business and you know that Allah will protect
		
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			you that is how you have mercy on
		
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			people and then he says to his brothers
		
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			because Yusuf a.s. in the shirt we
		
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			should have called this class the shirt he
		
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			says اذهبوا بكميسي هذا go back to my
		
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			father and take this shirt, take my shirt
		
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			فألقوه على وجه أبي and put it over
		
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			the face of my father يأتي بصيرا واتوني
		
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			بأهلكم أجمعين he says when you go there
		
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			and you put it over his shirt then
		
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			his eyesight will come back and bring me
		
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			your family all together meaning you guys are
		
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			married, you have children now you guys have
		
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			like moved on with life they have moved
		
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			on with life they did what they did
		
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			and sure maybe they thought about it here
		
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			and there but they did what?
		
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			they moved on with life you guys moved
		
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			on with your life you got your families,
		
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			you have your kids you have all of
		
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			these things so go there, put this shirt
		
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			over my father's eyes and bring it back
		
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			his eyesight will come back and bring your
		
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			family all together so they went ولما فصلت
		
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			العير when the caravan left when the caravan
		
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			departed it did not get to Yaqub a
		
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			.s. when the caravan left it left Egypt
		
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			and it was on its way Yaqub a
		
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			.s then said إني لأجد ريح يوسف he
		
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			says man, the scent of Yusuf has reached
		
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			me I can smell him I know Yusuf
		
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			is alive لولا أن تفني دون that if
		
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			only you if only you guys didn't think
		
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			I was senile you guys think I'm senile
		
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			and that's why you're not going to believe
		
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			me but I know that Yusuf a.s
		
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			I know that he's alive and they respond
		
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			to him and they said they said we
		
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			know, we swear by Allah that you're old
		
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			and senile like you're old and you're wrong
		
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			you're in your own type of wrong they
		
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			didn't just say you're in dalal like you're
		
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			in wrong they're like you're in a special
		
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			boat of being wrong like you're in your
		
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			old man wrongness and we're going to stop
		
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			at this verse because if we keep going
		
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			we might as well finish the surah but
		
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			we're going to stop at this verse but
		
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			it's important to realize something right here and
		
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			we've talked about many different things but this
		
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			is where I want to stop because sometimes
		
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			remember we've been talking about trust and ihsan
		
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			and being a good person and all these
		
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			things but also having this personal relationship between
		
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			you and Allah and sometimes when you have
		
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			a level of trust in Allah that other
		
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			people do not understand they're going to call
		
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			you crazy they're going to look at you
		
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			and they're going to say that you have
		
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			no sense why are you doing this, you
		
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			should be doing this this is the next
		
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			move you need to make you need to
		
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			go make this, you're not doing enough how
		
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			do you expect this to turn out but
		
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			you know your relationship between you and God,
		
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			you know it and you know the answers
		
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			that Allah is giving you this is why
		
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			you go on a journey in life with
		
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			Allah you make your istihara you make your
		
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			duas you make your prayer you walk in
		
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			with God and you make the decision that
		
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			Allah SWT is leading you to make and
		
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			whatever outcome of that decision is not in
		
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			your hands it's in the hands of Allah
		
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			it does not matter if everyone around you
		
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			thinks you're crazy because guess what, that's what
		
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			the prophets went through everyone around them Nuh
		
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			A.S. is building an ark in the
		
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			middle of the desert yeah, even his wife
		
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			told people that he was senile they asked
		
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			his wife how's your husband at home, he's
		
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			crazy but what did Allah SWT say about
		
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			them you can be in the house of
		
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			the most righteous and until you make your
		
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			decision of faith for yourself it's not going
		
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			to benefit you so for us each and
		
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			every single one of us in this room
		
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			and online we make our own we have
		
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			our own relationship between us and Allah and
		
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			the guidance that Allah SWT gives us, we
		
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			need to be confident in it, we need
		
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			to have trust in Allah, we need to
		
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			be firm in our trust in God, because
		
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			though someone may think we're crazy to be
		
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			still speaking out about wrongs and atrocities even
		
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			though it seems like the world has forgotten,
		
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			maybe someone thinks you're crazy for getting up
		
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			and praying in the middle of your work
		
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			day maybe somebody thinks you're crazy because you
		
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			spend time making dua to Allah maybe somebody
		
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			thinks you're crazy because you made a better
		
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			decision for your children for their relationship between
		
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			them and God, and maybe it has nothing
		
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			to do with dunya but it has everything
		
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			to do with their relationship between them and
		
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			Allah and someone's telling you well you're messing
		
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			up your kids life and you're doing this
		
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			and how are they going to do that
		
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			guess what, you have to let that be
		
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			noise because that is exactly what it is
		
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			if you trust Allah and you trust that
		
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			this is the decision and the way that
		
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			God is guiding you to then guess what,
		
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			you're making the best decision, not just the
		
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			right one, you're making the best decision this
		
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			is why the Prophet SAW tells the companion
		
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			when he asked him like, when I have
		
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			trouble making decisions what should I do?
		
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			if your heart is in the right place,
		
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			your heart where reasoning and logic lies your
		
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			heart where your fitra is if it's in
		
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			the right place, if you're feeding it iman,
		
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			it will give you the right answer, so
		
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			that's why the Prophet SAW says consult your
		
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			heart because if your heart doesn't feel good
		
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			about it then maybe Allah is telling you
		
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			this is not it but you have to
		
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			do what?
		
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			you have to feed it, you have to
		
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			give it what it needs, you have to
		
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			purify you have to cleanse it, you have
		
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			to make sure that you are embedding within
		
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			it that God consciousness and that awareness of
		
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			Allah so I pray that Allah SWT allows
		
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			us to benefit from everything that we heard
		
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			here today I pray that Allah SWT forgives
		
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			us of our shortcomings, that Allah SWT allows
		
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			us to be people who have a close
		
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			relationship with Him, I pray that Allah SWT
		
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			allows us to gather in the gathering much
		
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			better than this that Allah SWT allows us
		
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			to be people who are always on the
		
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			right side of history that Allah SWT allows
		
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			us to be people who are a part
		
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			of the saving of our brothers and sisters
		
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			around the world and that Allah SWT allows
		
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			us to drink from the blessed hands of
		
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			the Prophet Muhammad SAW