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Bilal Assad

Channel: Bilal Assad

Topics: Hadith

Episode Notes

An amazing lecture by Bilal Assad which encompasses the importance of repentance in the light of ahadith. Some of thought-provoking real time incidents are made mentioned of in the talk which describe how people repented after having committed major sins. Prophet SAW said follow up a bad deed with a good deed, Verily good deeds erase bad deeds. May Allah guide us, protect us and accept our repentance.

Episode Transcript

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Oscar was

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here tonight and for the Muslims around the world, the brothers and the sisters, wherever they may be to relieve them from any discomfort, into comfort, from any hardship into ease from every calamity into an opening and life and from every hardship, anxiety and grief into happiness and tranquility in their hearts in this world and in the Hereafter, and to give victory to the people who are fighting the cause of justice for the sake of Allah, defending our brothers and sisters where they are oppressed anywhere in the world

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and I asked the last panel

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Bring down his mercy upon us, and to forgive us for our sins. And in your

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brothers and sisters in Islam.

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Tonight I bring for you a very intriguing topic

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that will ensure a lot Shiva hearts and let them return back to the humble state, which we will once upon in our natural instinct and we will go on that stage which is free from pride, free from hardship in our house, free from

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hatred, free from not knowing Allah subhanho wa Taala to bring ourselves to a moment in this life insha Allah to return back to our Creator, who almost died at his his mercy and His forgiveness for all those who have been seen sinning all their life, have disobeyed Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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For those who now sit before before us, and when they get in front of a lot, they are thinking about how many things they have done in their life.

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And that will allow us to forgive them or not. Those who have despair, and lost hope in that because they've done so many sins, therefore, or they've done or they have stolen, or they have cheated, or they have lied, or they have caused bloodshed, or wealth, loss of love for other people, or might have brought up other people's life.

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in their life,

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boundaries, which data has been distributed. Tonight,

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I will bring you a hope not from myself, but from the one who created a lot of

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things and commanded things. And the one who accepts your repentance and accepts to forgive you. If you turn to my dear brothers and sisters in Islam. We all fall into mistakes. And we all see and how many times many of us have seen them return back to a lot and then sin again and then return back to you and then sin again. And how many times have we fallen into mischief and fall into disobedience and penetrated boundaries of us.

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And they returned back to him and then repeated them again. How many of us have done so I need you to understand first of all that for everything. And every disobedience there is a mischief. There is a misfortune. There is a bad calamity that will follow for every single commit

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and misfortune later on brothers and sisters, even if it were up to 40 years, the misfortune of a scene shall surely reach you.

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This is a matter of time

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he was with his children of Israel 70,000 of them after they had been safe Iran and then they were out in the desert without water.

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Give us water

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at the other side prevented you from the water because there is a man amongst you who has disobeyed me for 14 years because of him I have not used the drop of water from the sky.

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Tell them to leave the people and I will give you some

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time a weak person how can I make that my boss reach amongst the 70,000 people? He said he called our team for conveyancing. So he called out and said,

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leave us for this because Have you ever been denied the drop water. And servicemen had this? They looked around and found that no one had left. And so he acknowledged that it was him.

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He could not do anything except to grab his club and to place him in it. And then he cried out to say

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if I were to leave the people that are leaving shame, and I will expose myself I will I have come to you after you seeking forgiveness and seeking your mercy. He told us that you will forgive us. I've come to you after 40 years asking for your forgiveness, so forgive me. And then all of a sudden the clouds begin to gather and the rain begin to drop and it will begin to drink masala was astonished.

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The man has not left and then Allah says

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the same person who I denied you the water because of him. I have now given you the words.

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Who is this person show me and the Most Merciful said by a cover up for 40 years when he was disobedient when he was my enemy and now that he has become repenting to me

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Now you won't be too expensive and he has come closer to me

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I will not

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my brothers and sisters

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therefore every minus thing. If you are a person who prays and the person who fasts and the person who donates and gives a charity now and again, or a person who obeys their parents or is good to their parents, or is good to their neighbors, then inshallah these good acts will surely wipe away your bed.

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so perform your prayers in the day and part of the night for sure we put these wipe away bad sins, if you pray, and you find everything with a good date, and

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then follow up with a good day whenever you do medicine, medicine, sisters, they follow with a good day.

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So what does he think avoid the major sins,

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avoid the major sins, then he shall give you all your minor sins. If you're a person who prays and seeks the pleasures of Allah subhanaw taala every now and again, because the prophet SAW

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them said,

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all the son of Adam surely commit sins brothers and sisters in Islam, but the best of the best of those who commit sins are the ones who repent to Allah. So repent to Allah brothers and sisters. And this means that when you commit a major sin or a minor thing, then you ask Allah for forgiveness, especially when a major sin is committed, such as the drinking of alcohol, or such as committing sin, adultery, fornication, stealing from the wealth seeking regard from the banks, swearing to the Muslims taking their wealth.

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Also exposing or talking about a Muslim woman who is chaste and modest to say that she doesn't.

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Constantly slandering or backbiting. Then if you repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala, that Allah will surely forgive you. He must first of all regret for the greatest time and the greatest sign and miracle to Allah subhanho wa Taala for a person who has committed a sin for him to accept your repentance, the greatest time for their brothers and sisters, is

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the regret the regret when your heart begins to shiver, and feel fear and feel anxiety and feel.

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Your heart which is

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one of the greatest signs of that also is to find your Eman reach the highest state of the community to see you regret and then all of a sudden you repent and then you find your Eman rise either way it was before. This is one of the greatest signs of

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this will either McMahon or him.

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remember Allah, Allah,

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Allah, Allah also says in the Quran,

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that is about those who commit sin, you will find that the Eman rises. And when a man rises, you find that the hardship or a fear from above

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and only after committing a sin. Brothers and sisters, this is a sign of triggering that when you regret when you find that you begin to cry, when you find yourself beginning to return back to a lot and think you will forgive you or not. And then he asked you to forgive you and then follow with good sin with good deeds, then show this is a sign of treatment in yourself. Do not despair from that feeling the show God wants you to leave it and so he says to you, you have committed to medicine further you have committed to many senses. How would one single thread make a mockery of all these things, this is what the shutdown tries to tell.

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Brothers and sisters, also Tamia

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who said, all of those who commit who do good deeds, then all of that minus things are forgiven. So once you can avoid the major sins, and this is different from the last one our dog says in a mention in the first

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Allah, Allah says

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the greatest use of what we have to beat in against mankind against our seven year old

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Except for the minor sins, they surely have forgiving, Most Merciful. Allah also says, One also says in

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Article One of the cynical medicine and carry map, if you can guarantee that you will avoid the major sins of what we have forgiven, we have forbidden says, Then Allah is Forgiving, and you will forgive every other minor sin.

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From a law, a forgiveness from Allah and mercy from the Most Merciful

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in Nepal

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was much more merciful

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than the mother to a child. And can you imagine brothers and sisters than anyone being more merciful, anyone wanting the best, and you're wanting to stay away from more than another towards a child other than an approximate

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number other

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than the mother towards a child.

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This is

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for an

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and above surely wants to figure

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and he wants to follow the path

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towards Xena and adultery and fornication and falesia. He wants them to stay away from that act so that they will not fall into greater harm against themselves.

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However, and allow us to make this easy for you, however mankind was created to be weak. For most of us, brothers and sisters in Islam, don't ever disappear, no matter what you have done, even if you have killed

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100 souls, as the story tells us about, even if you have committed adultery and fornication before did not disappear from the mercy of

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Allah. This is what the problem is.

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And from here, I bring you a story from the past, from the past from the past, which fills us like a crown on our heads on the tongue of the province of

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a woman who was very distant and committed adultery with a man and she came to the province all of a sudden, she came to the province

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am a woman who has committed sin, and I am married. And I am now pregnant from

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kidney free purity to me as a lot in capital punishment.

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So Pamela strange is in the midst of this woman, she knows that the punishment for a person, male or female,

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when they are married, is none other than to be stoned to death until they die.

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She knows this. And she came to the point

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where she could have avoided

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but because of the intensity of the scene which had reached the end of her heart, she came to the US and

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purified me from my bad sin which I have done a boundary which I have penetrated, how am I going to be a lot and so

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he turned his face away from that as soon as you return back to him and said and then he returned his face away from her a second time until the fourth time Why? Maybe she is drunk. Maybe she has gotten mad maybe she'll he was trying to give her the opportunity to return back to Moscow lots of forgive that alone forgive her in another way. This is not the end result. However she insisted and when she insisted the

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return until you give birth to the child. What is the sin brothers and sisters of the child?

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Whenever they go and go when when however many women today they go and get abortions and kill this innocent child You have no right to do this by the system. You have the right to do this or husbands of your wives. They're alive which Allah has ordained to be born

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until you give birth to the child. So she went and after nine months, she returned back to the province of

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Of course she was thinking that maybe she'll forget. But she returned back to the process with more intensity than she was before. And she said to him reminding him Allah I am the woman who came to you pregnant because of Xena and asked you to prove purify with the capital punishment of a lot but then you return me to tell me give birth to the child and here I am I've given being given birth to this infant

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purified from this bad sin and then the process of return

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Until he has become independent of your breast until he's independent, who's going to look up the afternoon. So she returned back to Islam towards the children, she returned back.

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After two years of breastfeeding, she returned back to the province.

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And she says,

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I am the woman who came to you who was pregnant of Xena he returned me until I came back when I had given birth to him. Then he returned me back until he has become independent of my breast. And she came to with this with a child with a piece of bread in his hand with his three separate exam to prove to the province

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that he has surely become independent of why

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it is said that she can prove to the turn of the province of a model it will not return her back.

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And after he made one of the companions are a group of the companions to look after take custody of the child. They bought

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the time

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and then she was

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until we

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were you made the blood seek. pontoons clothing this fella onto his clothing. It was as was so happy, as though he had done something so good

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in his face, and wanted to discipline the discipline the people. So I was put up in a big screen in front of the people and said

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Bomani, this woman has done such repentance, repentance so valuable, that if you weren't too competitive to the repentance of all the people of the Medina, then

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overcome them all. If you were to place them on the scale, then her repentance alone would have been far more heavier than all the people of the Medina. If all of them were to drink alcohol and commit Xena, in this woman's repentance alone would have overwhelmed them, and the processing of the praise.

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And ask Allah to forgive them as she was raised as he said, sin was the same way that brother gave birth.

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And from here,

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the image of repentance brothers and sisters, returns back to us. The teaching

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comes back to us.

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very eminent shining in front of us in our time.

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The Promised teachings did not only exist, but they also came back to our time. 1400 years later, brothers and sisters, I bring to you a story from this time of ours, in this time of this era, in this generation, which you and I now live in, and not more than 10 years ago, a story which brings about the image which the province of the

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nation upon, which still exists to this day until this time,

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I bring to you the story. And before I begin brothers and sisters,

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I will have to warn you

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that the shape on may come to each and every one of your minds and try to whisper to you to say been up there on the stage is only really telling us the story just to make us cry, or to make us feel compassionate, although it is a fake story.

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But I said to you will see

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that the story is not a made up story.

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Tell them the stories of Mohammed the true stories of the past and that they may remember

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but did not tell them stories of life.

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story which is

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14 years ago from

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to deliver a speech

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which he heard from another man and we call this man a shake

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the shake.

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It tells us the story of an event which occurred with him when he was on one of his trips on his business trips in Syria.

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And the story begins like this brothers and sisters.

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A shake up Napoleon tells us

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he said

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I was once out on a business trip in one of the neighboring countries,

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namely Syria.

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And I was on this business trip for only two or three days.

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desoldering and intending to return immediately outcomes.

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I went into the slide and after completing my business trip, I wanted to return back when I had finished early. And there was a whole day before my plane would depart.

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And this country was full of heroin whenever I went and whenever I stayed.

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So I went looking for a place to sleep in because I was extremely tired, until I found one of the hotels. And they were not entered into one of these hotels, with

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all the custom clothing that we know. And we went

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to all the people, I entered into this.

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So nothing but alcohol and nothing but bars, and nothing but people with women on their legs, drinking away and becoming drunk and laughing away as if the Shakedown was riding upon their shoulders, as if I could see the shadow with my own eyes. Everywhere I went. And definitely they were the angels in that room. Women, prostitutes, pimps everywhere.

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And so one of the people was holding a bottle of wine nervously. And to me, I shall go away from here, get out of this place. This is not a place where we're not allowed to come into here. I said to him, he says, I said to him, where am I to go, and the night is approaching, and I have nothing. We're nowhere else to sleep. It said, this is not a place for you. Do you not see all the heroin that is available you I will not allow you to come in here.

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This place is not worthy of having a person like you when he said so I went around if we were ever to sohara, prostitutes, pimps, alcohol, women.

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And then finally I found a path to sleep on one of the benches. I slept for a long time, and then in the morning,

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and then I went to my air to the airport. And my flight was after about two hours afterward. So I went to look for a place to sleep in, I could not find except for a little prayer. So I went into the spirit and slept because I was full time.

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I started this prayer, because I was extremely tired. And then a short while afterwards, I woke up to the crime of a man.

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I don't think another can see was barely a man standing up, frustrated and cry, crying so badly like a child as if a woman had just lost her only firstborn son? Or is it a husband and wife who love each other and just departed each other in an accident. It was so immensely that always he couldn't even take, I cannot even type I said, so I went back to sleep because I was so exhausted. And then

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when I was being called out, I hear I felt like somebody was trying to wake me up. I looked ahead of me. And then there was a blur in front of me. And all of a sudden I see to my Spanish with the same man who was praying hours ago.

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And he was trying to wake me up like this, and trying to wake me up signaling awake and touching my shoulder and shaking me. And then he looked at me and his eyes were full of tears and his face.

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And he sent me a strange word, which I did not understand why he said, Hi.

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are you able to sleep at this time? Are you able to sleep at this time, as I am not able to sleep for a single week, I cannot believe how many people are able to sleep for 300 nights, I haven't been able to sleep on three or eight, any type of food.

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and then after that inshallah you can discuss what the problem is. So we prayed. And after that people had lived, he sat with me and just before my flight is about to depart, and then he said to me, my name is

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my name is.

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My name is Ahmed and I'm from a city called Rio from the same city the shape that comes from

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I come from a very wealthy family. Everything is brought to us. Everything we asked for it is brought in front of us. The slave people are in front of us the maintenance of a service animal.

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Anything and everything we asked for we reclined on sheets of silk and we visit food. However,

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I became sick and bored of the daily routines which we live in. And I wanted to escape from from the routine which we live in now with it. So I wanted to try something new, and I'm a married man who has children. So I thought to myself in the shadow came to me

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sent to me, brother.

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Where are you going to go to try a new way of life? When everyone knows you go out to the countries outside, go and go on a little holiday with your family, go and do things we never could see you have brothers and sisters a warning. This is what the shutdown says to every person

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does not come to you and say to you go out and drink alcohol because he knows if you're a Muslim, you want

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to go out

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and buy prostitutes and sleep with him. No, no, no, because God is smarter than what you think. However, Allah says this

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is step by step into ways and plots and plans which you yourself did not anticipate. You may think your choices. But he takes you step by step until finally you reach the hammer. And you can make the worst of things. And it seems as though you have not done anything.

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He says, look out into the world of tourism, whenever could see you because we are ashamed when someone sneezes, we try to look for a place where no one could know us. Isn't Am I right or wrong?

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Imagine yourself on your own inside the room and no one could see what kinds of bad thoughts do you get? What kinds of things do you commit,

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think about the memory COVID how comfortable you feel when you are learning how comfortable you feel when you are in a lab or a place where nobody knows you. And you forget that Allah subhanho wa Taala can see.

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It said so I came to this country which you and I are in.

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And then I was out when all of a sudden a group of people came in.

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And they became acquainted to me. And they would have been going like this face began to smile to me and assist me and helping and take me around to show me places of nice tourism, and having fun with all these different things which I've never seen before, slowly and slowly brought women to me. And then we hung around with women and girls, not knowing what my fate was. And then all of a sudden, my Eman began to diminish. And I forgot that speaking is funny to women is I forgot with my desire and my temptation, and my hormones, sexual hormones, which

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meant, they came in over to my mind and my mental state. Until all of a sudden, this man who I discovered later on to be him. He made me go out with one of these prostitutes and took my money. He took my money, and I'd forgotten every shame that existed in my heart. After a few days, this woman began to smile to me, and let me smell their breath and let the smell the beautiful fragrance which was on her. And she began to walk from side to side and took me away from the people until I was safeguarded. So I cannot be shameful in store, I can't feel any shame or embarrassment in front of the people. And then we rented out an apartment and took me up

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until we entered into one of the rooms. And then she displayed herself with all the beautiful clothing, which I've never seen before and other women and a wonderful figure which she had prepared herself for. And then all of a sudden, I didn't find myself except that I was right on top of her. I was on top of her. And then when I emptied what was inside and

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created. All of a sudden, I felt like any pain come down my spine from my head right down to the bottom of my feet. And then I felt pain in my feet. And in extreme pain and heat in my head. It was the pain of agony of what I have just done my sister's whole return back to me like a flow of blood. And my sense is all returned back to me like a fountain, like the stream which had just exploded from within Iraq.

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And then I began to cry. I began to cry, and cry. And we and then I got up the woman and I screamed as far as I could reach with my boss and said

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can you present a game?

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For the first time I've ever competed Xena? How can I help?

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The boundaries of law

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anymore. I wore my clothes immediately. And then I opened the door and was terrified and ran away, crying away and going down the steps. And then I saw in front of me at the door of the hotel, the friend the the loneliness, the shame for the evil who had brought me into this and he was holding a bottle of wine. And then he said to me, what is wrong with you? Why are you crying? And I replied to him with agony. I have committed adultery. Do you not know what that is? I have committed adultery. Save me.

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What did I say?

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Sitting in,

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take a bottle of wine, and you will forget all the state that you're

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taking a bottle of wine and you will forget all the state that you are in. And then he says to him, he says, After check my work and preventing me from opportunity to drink to the opportunity from sleeping with a woman

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of paradise. Now you want to prevent me and Fitbit me from drinking from the wind of paradise. What did evil him say? He said to him in

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his forgivable allies Forgiving and Merciful,

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over get forgotten, that

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is also severe punishment.

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A prepared for those who express themselves in life and tormenting placing

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people people who put themselves into the criminals entered.

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It will be brought up with a judgement was 70,000 leashes

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there will be 70,000 angels dragging

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it when it sees the criminals. They gave me an explanation of breathing in and out wanting to eat and consume everything inside.

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And then the man looked at him, he shoved him away from him. And he ran away out of the hotel. He ran away, he said, and now I've ended up in the same prayer in which you and I have a right now to disable

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our friendship. After hearing this.

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He said I grabbed him. And I did not know what to say.

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And this brother of mine, repentant, it seems to me, yeah.

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I don't know what to do.

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I've lost my email.

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And I cannot eat or drink or sleep. What am I going to say to a loss of time what

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I said to him, the sheriff says, I said to him,

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all I can remember right now.

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which gives the greatest code of what I have memorized or assigned to you and remind you of it. Maybe that will give you some hope in Allah subhana wa tada insha Allah. He said, all I could say to him, was this good?

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To see him.

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my servants, those who have blamed themselves and found sorrow and despair, and agony, regretting this sin, do not despair from the mercy of forgiveness of Allah, Allah forgives all sins. And you know what the apitherapy replied. He said to me,

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Allah forgive for everyone else except for

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Forgive me, Yes, that is true. But Allah, I cannot imagine him forgiving me, but he will forgive for everyone else. Except for me, I've committed too much of that sin

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is nonsense, because we have lost hope in Allah. But because of the agony of the sin which he had, which had entered his heart. I don't know what to say to him, he said. And then I gave him my phone number and said to him, because the announcement came out for the departure of my American, I gave him my phone number. And I said to him, maybe inshallah we can meet again, back in the city of Rio, Allah wills.

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And I climbed on and went back to my homeland, thinking to myself, surely this person will forget for that, which is in surely after two or three days, or four days or five days, he will forget the state that he is in Indonesia, on in his normal life, like the rest of any other person. He said, But when I arrived back to my homeland, after two whole weeks, I received a phone call from my friend. And my friend said to me, I need to quickly meet you at the local mosque. And he come over brother, so I went to the local mosque, and then I met him, and as soon as he saw me, he burst into Christ, and he hugged me, and he was shivering. And he said to me, my dear brother, I have not come

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to you to visit you again. But I've come to you.

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I have come to you to you, and maybe I will meet you. inshallah.

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I said to my brother, where are you going? So I said to me, maybe

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Anisha was busy. Makes us

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I will meet you there. So I grabbed him and grabbed hold of him. And I was shocked about what he was saying.

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He was telling me the truth. And then he replied to me, maybe a shallow meeting agenda, and I am going to get myself into the government. I am going to get myself in, in the government. And as we know, in Saudi Arabia, brothers and sisters, the capital punishment is applied the punishment of one who commits adultery, when they are married, then there's the stoning to death in the court of law, if they get themselves in, or if the witnesses come forward.

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in fear, and I speak to him and I sit in your house.

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Got yourself

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Do you not know that the punishment for an adulterer is turning until death? Gotcha, gotcha, gotcha children, save yourself, there must be another way. And then after replied to him by saying, all of my family, my wife, and my children cannot save me from hellfire. And all I want is for Canada to save me from California on the day of

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the title. And I said to him, all I can say to you is this, at least give me one more thing for a friend. He said to me, ask for anything you might except from asking me to not get myself. I said to him, let us go to the most honorable and most knowledgeable says, I know in this country that you will agree upon, and they will ask you for the support. And if he says, let himself give in, then I will take you with my own hands and give you two into the government. He agreed. He said that shake our hands to this. He shook his head. And then they went the next day to the responsible chef, which they knew. And then the chef replied, with a variety of knowledge and evidence. And he said to him,

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Do not let himself Do not let him get himself into the government.

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The shape of the game, he says, This man, he kept on calling me over and over again, he would call me in the night.

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And then he will call me the next day. And he would say to me,

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and I will say,

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I wanted to get myself into the government. And this is the one that prevented me. So blame him today. And he would send it to shame. And he would say, I have not given you this verdict out of ignorance. But I've given you this very pure knowledge and evidence, until finally he agreed, and he went back. However, he did not stop there, brothers and sisters, the agony and the pain remained with him. The other thing remained with him to cry on his face remained with him. He never smiled after that for a very long time, as his wife says.

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And then after that, he went back. And he said to his friend, I need to meet you once more. And then I met him, and I asked him, where are you going this time? And then he said to me, I have come to

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this point, although the chef has given me the very said that he said to me, I have come to you, and inshallah we'll be back with you.

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I feel like

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this is the son of Eman, brothers and sisters. And so the house was always there. And I said to him, Well, maybe Shall we go with our group? But then he replied to me by saying no, no. So I thought

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maybe he has some other group which he wants to go with. And then we went to home. And on the third day, when we were standing on the third day against the police, this is the day On the fifth day, which you

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carry out. And that is the day when most of the people are getting

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even something that becomes standard. So we said on the third day, while we're standing, I looked around, and all of a sudden, from a distance I saw, I saw

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screamed out to him yelling at him. Yeah. Yeah.

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He saw me but then to my astonishment, he turned away and he ran away from me. I said, so what has changed is how towards me.

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And so when we returned back to me, he said, I contacted him and I met him. And then I asked him, when I saw you, and you saw me, why did you run away from me? And I'd done something to you, and he changed your heart towards me. And then he said to me, this is what he said brothers and sisters. He said to me,

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I am not sad with you, nor am I upset. However, I was too busy on that day asking a lot to forgive me. I was too busy asked me to forgive me. And then I would look around

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except these people's heads, when I interviewed the person,

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when I interviewed the person,

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I am afraid that I may deny all these people, because I can cry and cry. And sometimes I will call and say to myself, maybe,

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because it is wonderful to have people who are around, so

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all of a sudden, from the lowest state, the greatest state to the highest state, even until they reach the state of the angels, and the prophets and the messengers.

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This is the way he thought about.

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And then after that,

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memorize the old man.

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And then he began to fast one day, and one day off forever. And then he prays five prayers at the mosque in congregation, he would never leave them in the middle of the night.

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And he would recite the Quran every day, until he would complete it every month, he would donate from his charity, charitable from his money. And he would look after the organ, even donated to an orphanage and opened up an orphanage.

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It is a wonderful acts. Until one time I recall one of the shakes a woman who said I met her one time, and he was praying.

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And then he came and sat with me and he began to cry.

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And he began to explain to me how sad he feels he began to cry. And so I said to him, the most forgiving, and asked him helping him, they've got a prayer in front of the shape. The shape says I've never seen anyone pray like to hold, which took half an hour to complete. It was crying and weeping all the way through. I thought to myself, if he were to die praying, it will show the agenda guaranteed.

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So this after the repeater, he spent his days like this.

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And everyone would call him

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the one who is depressed or low until one day shake up, right because he would stay with him all the time. It was his best friend. He said at one time, he was sitting at the mosque, listening to one of the famous lectures from one of the shapes in the land. And then the shape was telling us about one of the companies that existed in the time of the Prophet. His name was Jose

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Jose, who is a young person between the age of 20 and 30. And by the way, this is the age of apathy goes above 25, but below 30.

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The people on the glacier team, they found that he had that they had that he had

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a good effect on the people are the most tricky, and a lot of people were becoming Muslim because they thought we want to show

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them the way he is. And the best means of doing so is to go to one of the most beautiful prostitutes, the most beautiful women that we could find the monsters and pay 1000 dinars. So she said that she may get or make

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kitchen ones. And then when they came, they said, we'll give you 1000

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new ones, she said what 4000 dinars make him do everything, not only a kiss, but also do this and do that sleeping.

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So she went to him. And

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she wanted him when he left the mosque until he was walking back home. And then when he came to a place which was designated, designated where no one could see them.

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She came right in front of him. And then she was wearing a cloak. And she took that

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she was completely naked underneath brothers and sisters and

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represented. What would be the opposite of one of the one of

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a common man in our time would

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immediately turn the space away

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and history.

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how do you know?

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Do you know?

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What will happen to your body?

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In your brain?

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Now, how would you answer to warm up what if this happened? What happened? And he began to scream until he made her cry. And then she put her clothes on and ran away crying in regret. And she repented to Allah and began to pray until the colder I upgraded the surface of the city of Kufa and the 1000 dinars began to say dumbfounded and it would go home.

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as the other account, instead of us deleting him, and we pay them to go into the

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account along with all of a sudden the shape completed this story, they heard a scream in a crime. And then they saw a man stand up from the crowd and run away and scream out.

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returns are away at five.

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his friend said, If I had learned that, after the repentance sitting amongst us, I would have told the chef to take it easy restores,

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time pass, brothers and sisters,

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until one day,

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have very famous another double shake came and visited them, they

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have a friendship with a boy, he went and visited. And he thought to himself, maybe I can ask the shape the story of this app of the repents, and maybe you will have some solution for him, because he was feeling now afraid for

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welfare and being

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he said, so I went to the shape.

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And I told him the story of African Americans.

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And then I

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looked at him.

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And then he said to me,

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there is a solution in the Quran, where Allah subhanho wa Taala says, a verse, go and say this verse to your friend, and shall I will be so

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I said to him, please tell me what this verse is that

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we have been waiting for years and years for this solution.

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And so the chef began to recite the first one. He said, and this is the brothers and sisters, that is as soon as

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Allah subhanho wa Taala says, When Athena

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And the meaning of this is, and versus, you know, co partners alongside with

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that did not kill her. So with her just close, and do not commit fornication and adultery.

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And whoever does any of these acts, will make a terrible

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The punishments will be multiplied for them. And they will be engineered to help

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all of them, except those who repent, except those who repent to Allah and ask you for forgiveness, and then follow it and then follow it with good deeds, and then followed up with good deeds. Then for those people, Allah will exchange and transform their bad sins into good deeds, all of them. And Alex have forgiven forgiven most of them.

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This is just I could not wait until I go back

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and do searches for the solution. And I thought to myself, this will be a great opening for

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a new life for him a new awakening for him. Is there a risk to the mosque where he would always sit in and then as soon as I approach the mosque, I slammed the doors open. And he was like, there was nothing from the end. And then I looked at him with an open face and a smiley face. And I said to him, I have come to you over and over the globe timing. I have come to you with the best view that you would ever hear. Are you ready to hear it? Are you ready to hear it?

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Please tell me.

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I said And so I began to recite the poem and he said

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I begin to sing it to him melodiously and so I said all

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All these things he said, will surely entail fire humiliated, as soon as I write, so half of this verse were almost as he went to hell fire. I looked at him. And it was as though

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so I completed the verse, and then I said,

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forgiving, Most Merciful, he said, as soon as finished this, as soon as I completed this verse, He stood up.

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And he began to hug me and kiss me on my forehead. And he said to me,

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for the first time I have memorized, and it is as though this is the first time I've ever read the book.

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And I thought,

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it was the most merciful must

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be said. And so

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as soon as approached, it was

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a coincidence that the Imam of the mosque was away.

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And so they entered the fray.

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And then as soon as he prayed, he began to suck. And

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as soon as he finished,

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he began to recite.

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He said, He completed his first two, when you reach the power of law says,

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except those who repent, he began to cry. And he tried to beat him. But he began to cry, and he prayed, and he could not complete this. So he did not do anything.

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And frustrating, and then

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he recited the fact. And then he repeated the verse, maybe this time, I was able to complete it. But then as soon as he reached the point where Allah says, except those who repent, and they do good acts, he said, he began to cry, but it could not repeat the verse at all. And he had no other means, but to prostrate and bow. And he finished the prayer without being able to complete that verse, because we're so overwhelmed. So brothers and sisters, that he could not repeat it, they began to cry, and we let the child but this time he was whipping out of happiness. At the same time when he was weeping when he met our friend in the airport in the prayer room, out of sorrow, sadness.

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Time passed.

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And about five months passed. And our friend says to us was telling us the story.

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I hadn't heard from my dear friend.

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Until one day I received a phone call out of the blue.

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And this phone call was his father.

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And his father said to me, please come, my dear friend, you do not know me. Neither one of you. However, I need to meet you.

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And come to my house.

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He said, so I went to his house. And as soon as I posted large gates, the enormous doors, the doors, the Palace of my dear friend,

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are knocked on the door. And then immediately his father answered the door. And as soon as his father saw me,

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he burst into the immediate cries, he began to weep. And he grabbed hold of me really tightly, and he began to

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calm down, calm down.

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Tell me what the situation is, and tell me what your story is.

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And then the father said to me,

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my dear brother,

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he was a friend of my son,

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and my son, farewells you and it gives you this.

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He's a part of this world last night, and assaulted with

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his father began to weep again.

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And I didn't know what to do, what should I do come the father down, or cry with you for the departure and the departure of my beautiful and wonderful friend.

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I said, Oh, Father, come down and let us talk about the situation. So it took me inside, and brothers and sisters in this country. Usually the body is delivered to the parents for one night before He is buried the next day.

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And so it took me into the room with a buddy of mine

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was lying down on the bed that he was covered with a piece of material.

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So when I approached my dear friend, I took the material and the cloth away from his face

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and to my happiness and delight

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I could not see a face that had passed away alone.

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But I looked at a face that was shining and glittering with light. I was looking at a face that has a partial smile on it. I was looking at a face.

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This world with happiness with extreme delight with comfort. I couldn't see the signs of sadness, I could not see the signs of agony, I could not see the signs of pain on his face at all. And I noticed a beautiful thing in this room. I noticed a wonderful fragrance which I could smell.

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And some of

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them who said that

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before he lives or a Shaheed, before he dies, Allah subhanho wa Taala gives them a unique and special and distinctive smell which they could smell. This smell is from the fragrance of Paradise brothers and sisters. It is the mask of Paradise, and it exists with them.

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And until they are resurrected once they said I could smell this fragrance in the room.

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And so I kissed his face. And I cried a little for his vote for the departure of my dear friend. I cover his face. And then my father took me into the room. And then he began to say to me

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it was last night. And my son was volunteer the pastor.

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And the time of mother came, and he prayed. And then I looked at him and said

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to my place so that we may break fast together. But then my son looked at me for the first time with a smiley face and face that I've never seen for a very long time for him. And he said to me, yeah, but I feel something today, which I've never felt before. I feel an overwhelming happiness in my heart of voices telling me stay in the mosque.

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And so I sent him okay, but then please hurry up and return. So we might need to get. And then the father says I can't. And then after about 10 or 15 minutes, something struck me in my heart,

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the father intuition,

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the following intuition. Something struck me in my heart, something didn't feel right. And so I looked at my young son, his little brother, who was only about eight or nine years old. And then I said to him, my son immediately and see why your brother is late, for we are waiting for him and I feel something strange in my heart. And then the

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real boy, only after about two minutes, he returned back running and screaming and crying and saying, Yeah,

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My brother is not speaking to me. He is not replying to me, and so on.

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And then as soon as I entered into the mouse, I found my son, reclining with weakness, and he was on his lap. And he was reclining on the steps of the member which the which the man has appointed in the sermon I saw recently and grabbed his head and placed onto my that, and his soul was coming out and the party from his point

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of view.

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And then he was mumbling some words.

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And then I could hear your name being mentioned to me, give myself a chance to shake up with a boyfriend. People send me to shake the toy, my friend, as I recall his name.

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And this is what I told you. And then as he was in my lap, and as he was smiling, and as he was drying.

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And as his eyes began to lose focus, and as his eyes were about to close, all of a sudden his face completely changed. And his face began smiling and laughing. And his eyes opened wide. And his pupils his pupil inside of his eyes became so narrow. And he began to look up into the sky. And he began his voice began to change into a very clear, melodious, beautiful voice. And then while he was in my house, they began to recite the first which I've never had before, in the most beautiful voice which I've never heard before. And then he said when he

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He said as soon as it's finished and completed, his soul escaped from his body, and his eyes followed his soul

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he had completed

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he completed the ayah, which had given him

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he had completed the first two months of Allah mercy. He had completed the verse which guarantees interested to paradise, which guarantees His forgiveness, for he was a person with deep regret, and then they repent. And then they followed up with the good deeds. And now he met Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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Up to that time, brothers and sisters,

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he became famous, but nobody knew his son, because he had told a friend who was telling us the story, limited to say his full name to anyone

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and his wife, his wife, who did not know what happened to him. And his father, they said to him, oh, dear brother,

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tell us what happened to our son, and to my husband, when he came back from the trip, we came to different person.

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And then our friend said, All I can say to you is that he had a very, very different and that very differently in brothers and sisters. Do you know what it was? It is the closest companions, all the people, the closest companion to the closest companion, which is the only solution and the only means of bringing tranquility and peace and peace in your heart. The only thing that can bring you happiness in this life and in the Hereafter. It is

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He has lost his most beloved companion

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photo that he

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and his wife said, after he returned back from his trip, but could never see him smiling properly, or sleeping properly. Until he said, My dear brothers and sisters in Islam, what are we going to learn from this lesson? What are we going to do with what we have just heard? Are we going to go back? And forget everything that we have done tonight? Are we going to go back? And forget the wonderful verses of the Quran, which

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was committed sins?

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Are you going to forget that repentance? acknowledging that gives you is a sign of Eman is a sign of true piety to a lot? Are you going to forget that ask Allah to forgive you. I'm praying tonight and seeking this out and try to forgive you that this acknowledgement in itself is in fact feeding itself.

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And can be chosen over and over again.

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And then go back and look into the photographic films and look into the pornographic magazines.

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And think about giving your phone number and calling

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or calling your beloved children or going out to dinner.

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or going out to still even the others and destroying the lives of others.

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And by gambling and by backbiting and by hopping, are you still going to do that after all of this? After all of this? Are you going to pick up a muscle

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featuring your friends, leaving you're

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not even

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even abandoning your kinship and abandoning your parents. After all this, you find that people

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are insisting and insisting on doing so.

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For a person that can

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go to the mosque, Allah gives you the opportunity for every step that you take to give you

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a chance

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after all this

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after all this and after hearing this, you are going to make your homes and abandon them and make them into a graveyard.

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of all of this are you going to go back and listen to the music and listen to this

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to the companionship of those that will make any

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of those who make a drink alcohol. Only 22 the opposite

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of those who make you only go and spend time in the house.

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the death of your religion itself and make you a copycat and imitate, step after step foot after foot until

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the Jews and the Christians and the West Are you still going to do that? You still got to copy them in every way in every opportunity that you get because you think that that is what is famous because you think that is what is cool because you think that is what will make you rich your success. No, my dear brothers and sisters, the only success is through Allah subhanho wa Taala. The only success is through your religion, the early success is through the way you

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read about you know about him, see what he has said.

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And you finally realize and recognize that

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to captivate you or to make life hard for you, but in fact for Allah to forgive you, in fact to make your life better for you, the people of the West and they live a life of agony, stress, pain, anxiety, grief, sorrow, even if when we think that they are successful, they are still in a state of anxiety and distress because they are always afraid and theory that they will lose this success when they they fear that they may lose this office they have they fear that one day they will lose this happiness whereas with Allah subhana wa tada depending upon Allah subhanaw taala following the ways which

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prohibited him

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is one depends on the boss

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knows that whatever he receives from whatever law prevents him from is only the will of the law. So he has been patient and because of patient it will still get reward. This is the state of a moment my dear brothers and sisters in Islam.

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And I completed by saying the lovely with

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repent to a large, sincere repentance,

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a sincere repentance.

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And Allah subhanho wa Taala also says in the Quran.

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repent to Allah

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so that you can reach success. repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala brothers and sisters, do not despair. This is what you have done. Repent tonight. Go back home. Cry cried one last time I asked him to forgive you. obey your parents, follow them with good things, reap reconnect your family ties which

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reconnect your justice towards your wife, and towards your husband and towards your children and towards your responsibilities and follow the path of Allah subhanho wa Taala I guarantee that you will find a happy one. This is the type of woman the status of a woman that was then attended endeavour merciful God for forgiving Allah for a forgiving creator for a Merciful Creator, the one that we do not need to seek intercession through any person through any email or through any graveyard or through any grave of a righteous person or anything at all, but directly directly just by turning yourself right now are in a second and say oh, my Lord, forgive me as I walk out the

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And say that, Mohammed supplicating asked me how to answer their prayers

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and say to my servants, in the recording, which

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I am close to, I will respond to the call of equals out to equals out to me for this the God

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said that they respond to me and believed in me so they can reach proper guidance and success according

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to so

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I thank you for listening by the Sisters of salaam aleikum wa rahmatullah.