Ammar Alshukry – Allahs Beautiful Names – When Allah INSPIRES You To Repent Al Tawwab

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The concept of never fully committing to a sin is different from desire and requires a change in behavior. The cycle of regret, regretting actions, hesitation, victimization, and discovering rights can lead to negative emotions. The actions of Muhammad during his journey to Allah's domain showed that he recounts a story of forgiveness and never deserved a death. forgiveness and being a source of goodness for others are important factors in avoiding sin.

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			The initiator and acceptor of repentance.
		
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			Is a form which indicates the perpetual
		
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			initiation of repentance and the acceptance of repentance.
		
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			Allah says
		
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			about the story of Adam
		
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			And so Adam was inspired or taught words
		
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			by Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. And so Allah
		
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			accepted his repentance.
		
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			Allah is the constant acceptor of repentance,
		
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			the merciful.
		
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			Muslim.
		
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			He says that the promise of Allah, alayhi
		
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			salam describes the happiness of Allah when one
		
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			of us repents. And he says,
		
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			of 1 of his servants than a person
		
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			who had been traveling in the desert and
		
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			then loses his camel and then finds it
		
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			unexpectedly.
		
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			In another version, a longer version in Muslim,
		
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			Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam says that Allah
		
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			is more happy with the repentance of his
		
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			servant than a person who has his camel
		
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			in a waterless desert. And it's carrying his
		
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			provision,
		
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			his food, his drink,
		
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			and then the camel gets lost. And this
		
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			man
		
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			loses all hope of being able to find
		
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			the camel back. And so he lies down,
		
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			and he is despaired about his camel when
		
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			all of a sudden he finds that camel
		
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			standing in front of him. He takes hold
		
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			of the reins of the camel and then
		
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			he says out of his incredible happiness, he
		
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			says,
		
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			He says, oh, Allah, you are my slave
		
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			and I am your lord. And the prophet
		
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			said, he
		
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			said he
		
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			he made it all
		
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			mistaken.
		
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			He got the sentence all messed up because
		
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			of how happy he was. Now that image
		
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			of a person who's snatching life from the
		
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			jaws of death, he was gonna die and
		
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			all of a sudden he sees his camel
		
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			in front of him. That happiness that's being
		
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			described
		
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			is the happiness that Rasulullah
		
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			is describing to describe the happiness of Allah
		
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			Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala when one of us simply
		
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			repents.
		
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			Question for you, wouldn't you like to make
		
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			Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala happy?
		
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			Then what do you have to do? You
		
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			simply have to repent.
		
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			Now, Tawba,
		
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			repentance has pillars that the scholars have mentioned.
		
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			Number 1, the first is that a person
		
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			commits to never doing the sin again. And
		
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			the word,
		
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			commitment,
		
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			is different than fantasy. It's different from wishful
		
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			thinking. It's different from just simply intention.
		
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			We know what commitment looks like in our
		
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			day to day life. If a person says,
		
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			for example, that they're committed to losing weight,
		
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			they're committed to a healthy lifestyle,
		
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			and they wanna change their life around with
		
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			diet and exercise. And then after you hear
		
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			that passionate speech, you then say to them,
		
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			let's go for lunch. Like, cool. And then
		
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			you go to a diner, and the first
		
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			thing that they order is burgers, large fries,
		
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			and a large soda.
		
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			You wouldn't consider them to be committed. Commitment
		
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			requires not just desire, but a change in
		
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			behavior. So when it comes to commitment with
		
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			regards to repentance,
		
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			it requires commitment, and that requires a change
		
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			in behavior. What caused that person to fall
		
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			into that sin in the first place? What
		
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			was the environment that they're in? What are
		
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			the pathways that normally send them down that
		
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			darkened path? And what do they need to
		
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			do to change it? So that's number 1.
		
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			Number 2, that they don't relapse. Number 3
		
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			is that they regret the sin. And then
		
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			number 4 is that if the sin has
		
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			to do with the rights of somebody else
		
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			that they return those rights. The first three
		
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			are between them and Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala
		
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			if the sins between them and Allah. Allah.
		
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			But the 4th, if it has to do
		
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			with the rights of someone that they return
		
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			that right. So if a person stole money
		
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			from someone, they can't simply say, I repent
		
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			to you, oh, Allah, from stealing
		
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			$10,000 from so and so. No. I have
		
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			to return that money to that person. So
		
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			the 4th pillar of repentance is that if
		
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			it has to do with the rights of
		
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			somebody
		
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			demotivate
		
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			them. Instead, they should simply dust themselves off
		
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			and get back up and try again. And
		
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			if they were to do that a 100
		
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			times, sincerely committed,
		
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			Allah would forgive them a 101 times. Ibin
		
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			Tami
		
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			says, and let them be patient regarding what
		
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			is presented to them of obstacles and distractions
		
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			for it may not be long that Allah
		
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			assist
		
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			them with a spirit from him and decrease
		
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			faith in their heart. Meaning that if you're
		
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			trying to get over a sin, you have
		
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			to be patient, you have to endure. Don't
		
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			let the obstacles
		
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			stop you from journeying to Allah subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala. You all know that story. Probably the
		
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			most famous relapse story in hadith is the
		
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			man who killed 99 souls.
		
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			And this man had wanted to repent. And
		
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			he goes to a great worshiper in the
		
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			masjid, and he says, I've killed 99 people.
		
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			Is there repentance for me? And the guy
		
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			says, no.
		
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			You killed 99 people? There's no way that
		
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			you can repress. So he kills him too.
		
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			That's how easy
		
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			so he made him a 100. He made
		
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			it a 100 souls.
		
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			That's how easy killing had become for this
		
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			person. That if somebody gives him an answer
		
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			that he doesn't like, he just simply kills
		
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			him. Now that's as good a reason as
		
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			any for someone to say, you know what?
		
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			This repentance thing isn't my it's not working
		
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			out for me, you know? This is obviously
		
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			who I am. Or maybe you'd say to
		
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			himself, like, this is proof that Allah subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala did accept my repentance. I'm destined
		
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			for the al fire. Look, I'm even
		
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			trying to repent. I show up to the
		
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			masjid, and I kill somebody in the masjid.
		
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			Like, there's no good in me. Right? But
		
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			that man didn't let that obstacle stop him
		
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			from his journey of what he wanted to
		
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			do. And so he continues until he finds
		
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			somebody else. And in this time, he finds
		
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			a scholar. He says, I killed a 100
		
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			souls. Is there repentance for me?
		
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			And the scholar says to him, and who
		
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			who can be between you and repentance to
		
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			Allah
		
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			But then he tells him you have to
		
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			go to another place though. You have to
		
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			go to another city because your people here
		
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			are an evil people. You're in a very
		
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			bad environment. You gotta leave. You can't be
		
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			around the same people, the same friends, the
		
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			same situation, and expect change behavior. You have
		
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			to put yourself in a better position. You
		
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			have to commit, and you have to change
		
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			your behavior, and so he did. And while
		
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			he was on his journey, as he covered
		
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			half the distance, he would pass away. And
		
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			there was a dispute between the angels of
		
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			mercy and the angels of torment and the
		
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			angels of mercy.
		
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			They they came and he said, you you
		
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			know, he belongs to us. He was journeying
		
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			to his lord. He was journeying in repentance.
		
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			And the angels of punishment said, this person
		
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			never did a virtuous deed in his life.
		
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			And then the prophet
		
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			tells us that another angel was sent, and
		
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			this one judged between them. And he said,
		
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			measure the distance between the two lands. If
		
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			he's closer to his origin,
		
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			then the angels of the punishment will take
		
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			him. And if he's closer to his destination,
		
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			the journey that he was taking, then the
		
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			angels of mercy will take him. And so
		
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			the angels of mercy collected his soul. And
		
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			so this man who was journeying to Allah
		
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			Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala after killing a 100 souls
		
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			was forgiven and his repentance was accepted. And
		
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			he says, I heard this not once or
		
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			twice or even 7 times from the prophet
		
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			but I heard him saying even more than
		
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			that. I heard him saying, there was a
		
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			man called Al Kiphil among the children of
		
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			Israel,
		
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			and he didn't stay back. He didn't restrain
		
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			from committing sins. He committed every sin, and
		
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			a woman came to him once, and he
		
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			gave her 60
		
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			so that he could sleep with her. And
		
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			when he was in position that a man
		
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			was from a woman, she began to tremble
		
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			and cry. And so he said to her
		
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			like, you know, did I do something to
		
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			harm you? And she said, no. But I'm
		
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			only doing this out of need. The only
		
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			reason I'm here with you right now is
		
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			because of my need. In that moment when
		
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			she says that, he says to her take
		
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			the money and leave. He was so moved
		
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			by that moment. He said by Allah, I
		
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			will never disobey Allah
		
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			after that.
		
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			He repented
		
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			in that moment, but he would also die
		
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			that night.
		
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			And the next day, the prophet
		
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			said that written upon his door, it was
		
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			written.
		
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			Allah has forgiven.
		
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			I'm aware that I just told you 2
		
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			stories of Tawba and both of them ended
		
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			with the person dying. And I remember reading
		
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			the book by Ibn Khadama called
		
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			the story of those who repented. And it
		
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			was definitely a motif one after another, not
		
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			all of them, but enough times where I
		
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			noticed the person who was repenting in the
		
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			story ended up dying shortly after. And I
		
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			remember thinking to myself, like, so what? Does
		
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			doba cause people to die? Like, is that
		
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			something that that's gonna excite me to make
		
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			toba if I'm gonna die after it? But
		
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			I realized that I was looking at it
		
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			actually the wrong way.
		
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			Because the prophet
		
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			he says
		
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			that when Allah
		
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			desires good for someone,
		
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			he sweetens him. And the Sahaba, they said,
		
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			how does Allah sweeten a person? He says,
		
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			he guides him to some goodness, and then
		
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			he causes him to die in that moment.
		
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			So these people were destined to die, but
		
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			Allah
		
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			inspired them to Tawbah at the end of
		
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			their days to sweeten them, that their life
		
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			end with one of the greatest deeds that
		
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			they can do. And one of the greatest
		
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			things that we can do is assist each
		
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			other with regards to Tawba. I wanna end
		
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			this with guidance from.
		
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			Allah
		
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			begins
		
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			saying
		
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			He's the forgiver of sin, the acceptor of
		
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			repentance. The severe and punishment, the owner of
		
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			abundance. There's no deity except him. To him
		
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			is the destination.
		
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			Now Ibn Kathir mentions that there was a
		
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			man from a sham who used to come
		
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			and visit Umar ibn Khattab and
		
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			Umar on one occasion missed him. Where is
		
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			he? Where has he been? And so when
		
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			he asked what happened to so and so,
		
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			the people said he's been drinking.
		
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			And so Umar then summoned his scribe and
		
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			he wrote from
		
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			to so and so the son of so
		
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			and so.
		
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			Peace be upon you. I pray a lot
		
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			to you who's the forgiver of sins and
		
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			the acceptor of repentance. The severe in his
		
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			punishment,
		
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			the owner of abundance. There's nothing worthy of
		
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			worship except for him and to him is
		
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			the destination. He quoted to him verbatim
		
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			the beginning of.
		
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			And then Umar told the people around him,
		
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			he said, make du'a for your brother that
		
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			he approaches it with his heart and that
		
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			Allah, subhanahu wa ta'ala, inspire him to repentance.
		
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			So when the letter reached the man from
		
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			Umar, he would read it again and again
		
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			and again. And he would read,
		
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			the forgiver of sins and the acceptor of
		
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			repentance. He's warned me of his punishment and
		
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			he has promised me that he would forgive
		
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			me. And then he would continue to repeat
		
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			it again and cry and then he desisted
		
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			from drinking wine.
		
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			When the news of that reached Umar ibn
		
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			Khattab, he says, this is what you should
		
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			do if you see your brother slip, that
		
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			you correct them and pray to Allah
		
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			for them, that he inspires their repentance and
		
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			don't be shaitan's helpers against them. So we
		
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			ask Allah
		
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			to accept our repentance, to make us of
		
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			those who constantly repent to him and that
		
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			Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala makes us a vehicle
		
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			of repentance for our brothers and sisters that
		
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			we assist them, we uplift them, and that
		
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			we be sources of goodness for them.