Amir Junaid Muhadith – THE DAY I TOOK MY SHAHADA

Amir Junaid Muhadith
Share Page

AI: Summary ©

A man named Amir Junaid Mohadid was sentenced to 14 years for helping to conspiracy during the COVID-19 crisis, leading to horrors and violence. He visited safe houses in Goree Island, the UAE, and the Emirates Palace in Cape, where he met a president who claims to be part of the Islam community. He then visited Pakistan and the Emirates Palace in Cape where he met a man who he thought was a Muslim. He describes his experiences in the region of West African, Pakistan and Pakistan, where he met a man who he thought was a Muslim and was surprised by his culture.

AI: Summary ©

00:00:05 --> 00:00:05
			And
		
00:00:37 --> 00:00:38
			My dear brothers in Islam,
		
00:00:40 --> 00:00:41
			alhamdulillahi
		
00:00:41 --> 00:00:42
			rabbilalami.
		
00:00:44 --> 00:00:46
			Before I start,
		
00:00:46 --> 00:00:49
			I wanna give thanks to the brothers,
		
00:00:49 --> 00:00:51
			the Islamic Information Center in Dubai,
		
00:00:52 --> 00:00:54
			for giving me this opportunity
		
00:00:55 --> 00:00:57
			to speak to you about my journey.
		
00:00:58 --> 00:01:00
			I go by the name of Amir Junaid
		
00:01:00 --> 00:01:01
			Mohadid,
		
00:01:02 --> 00:01:04
			formerly known to some of y'all as Moon
		
00:01:04 --> 00:01:05
			from Bad Boy Records.
		
00:01:07 --> 00:01:08
			Many of you may know
		
00:01:08 --> 00:01:09
			I have just been recently
		
00:01:10 --> 00:01:10
			released
		
00:01:11 --> 00:01:13
			from federal prison,
		
00:01:13 --> 00:01:16
			which I spent 2 months short of 9
		
00:01:16 --> 00:01:16
			years
		
00:01:17 --> 00:01:17
			incarcerated
		
00:01:19 --> 00:01:21
			for a very minuscule role
		
00:01:22 --> 00:01:23
			in a conspiracy,
		
00:01:24 --> 00:01:26
			which is why I was charged
		
00:01:26 --> 00:01:28
			and sentenced to 14 years.
		
00:01:29 --> 00:01:32
			By the mercy of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala,
		
00:01:33 --> 00:01:34
			I was released
		
00:01:35 --> 00:01:36
			due to
		
00:01:36 --> 00:01:39
			compassionate release due to COVID 19th.
		
00:01:41 --> 00:01:43
			It's been 3 months since I've been home.
		
00:01:44 --> 00:01:47
			The law has given me the zeal
		
00:01:47 --> 00:01:48
			and the desire
		
00:01:48 --> 00:01:49
			and the passion
		
00:01:50 --> 00:01:52
			to wanna do that which is pleasing to
		
00:01:52 --> 00:01:54
			him and him alone.
		
00:01:55 --> 00:01:58
			And by doing so, I choose to call
		
00:01:58 --> 00:01:59
			to Allah's deen.
		
00:02:00 --> 00:02:02
			One, to remind the Muslims of the beauty
		
00:02:02 --> 00:02:03
			of Islam
		
00:02:05 --> 00:02:07
			and our obligation to return to that which
		
00:02:07 --> 00:02:10
			is sound and that which is better for
		
00:02:10 --> 00:02:11
			us and for our embedded
		
00:02:12 --> 00:02:15
			And to also call the disbelievers
		
00:02:16 --> 00:02:16
			to believe
		
00:02:18 --> 00:02:19
			so that they may die upon that which
		
00:02:19 --> 00:02:20
			is true.
		
00:02:23 --> 00:02:24
			Prior to Islam,
		
00:02:26 --> 00:02:28
			I was born and raised in Harlem, New
		
00:02:28 --> 00:02:28
			York City.
		
00:02:30 --> 00:02:32
			I spent the majority of my life
		
00:02:33 --> 00:02:35
			struggling with a lot of things
		
00:02:36 --> 00:02:38
			that's common in the ghettos of America.
		
00:02:40 --> 00:02:42
			Many of us who are victims
		
00:02:44 --> 00:02:45
			of the crack era
		
00:02:47 --> 00:02:47
			with drugs
		
00:02:48 --> 00:02:49
			or drug infestation,
		
00:02:51 --> 00:02:51
			poverty,
		
00:02:53 --> 00:02:54
			racial disparity,
		
00:02:55 --> 00:02:56
			violence,
		
00:02:57 --> 00:02:58
			you name it.
		
00:02:59 --> 00:03:02
			Many African Americans in America, we endured this.
		
00:03:04 --> 00:03:06
			And this became something that
		
00:03:07 --> 00:03:09
			stuff for the law being became normal.
		
00:03:12 --> 00:03:13
			So
		
00:03:14 --> 00:03:15
			in 2,008,
		
00:03:18 --> 00:03:20
			while traveling abroad,
		
00:03:21 --> 00:03:23
			I experienced some things
		
00:03:24 --> 00:03:26
			that only Allah, subhanahu, with the Allah, can
		
00:03:26 --> 00:03:28
			instill in the hearts of men.
		
00:03:30 --> 00:03:32
			No one ever talked to me about Islam.
		
00:03:33 --> 00:03:35
			No one ever invited me to any darts
		
00:03:37 --> 00:03:39
			or any, you know, conferences
		
00:03:40 --> 00:03:43
			where Islam was being speak of or talked
		
00:03:43 --> 00:03:43
			about.
		
00:03:45 --> 00:03:47
			I didn't have real relationships
		
00:03:48 --> 00:03:49
			with Muslims
		
00:03:50 --> 00:03:52
			other than the Muslims who worked in my
		
00:03:52 --> 00:03:52
			community.
		
00:03:55 --> 00:03:57
			So I say this to say it's safe
		
00:03:57 --> 00:03:58
			to say
		
00:03:58 --> 00:04:00
			that I was pretty much oblivious
		
00:04:01 --> 00:04:03
			to Islam and its people.
		
00:04:06 --> 00:04:07
			So the first journey
		
00:04:09 --> 00:04:10
			that removed the layer
		
00:04:13 --> 00:04:15
			of darkness from my heart
		
00:04:15 --> 00:04:17
			is when I visited Senegal.
		
00:04:18 --> 00:04:19
			I visited a place
		
00:04:20 --> 00:04:21
			called Gorilla,
		
00:04:21 --> 00:04:23
			which is one of the first slave houses
		
00:04:24 --> 00:04:25
			ever built.
		
00:04:27 --> 00:04:29
			And long story short, I took the tour
		
00:04:30 --> 00:04:31
			of these safe houses,
		
00:04:33 --> 00:04:34
			and the individual
		
00:04:36 --> 00:04:38
			was explaining to me what took place,
		
00:04:39 --> 00:04:41
			the horrific acts that took place
		
00:04:43 --> 00:04:44
			in Goree Island,
		
00:04:45 --> 00:04:47
			it did something to me.
		
00:04:49 --> 00:04:52
			It removed the layer of nationalism
		
00:04:52 --> 00:04:53
			from my heart.
		
00:04:55 --> 00:04:57
			Because as the story goes, he told me
		
00:04:57 --> 00:04:59
			that 60,000,000 slaves had passed through.
		
00:05:01 --> 00:05:02
			60,000,000
		
00:05:02 --> 00:05:03
			slaves.
		
00:05:03 --> 00:05:06
			He said, but 6,000,000 never left the soil.
		
00:05:07 --> 00:05:08
			They fought and they died.
		
00:05:10 --> 00:05:11
			So me being ignorant,
		
00:05:12 --> 00:05:14
			I didn't know how to take that.
		
00:05:15 --> 00:05:17
			So I asked him that,
		
00:05:17 --> 00:05:19
			it must have been some some real dudes,
		
00:05:19 --> 00:05:20
			like, some real gangsters.
		
00:05:22 --> 00:05:23
			He said, no. They were Muslim.
		
00:05:26 --> 00:05:27
			So I was like, what do you mean?
		
00:05:28 --> 00:05:29
			He said, they would not submit to no
		
00:05:29 --> 00:05:31
			one other than Allah, and they fought and
		
00:05:31 --> 00:05:32
			they died.
		
00:05:33 --> 00:05:35
			And the ones who were weaker weaker, any
		
00:05:35 --> 00:05:36
			man,
		
00:05:36 --> 00:05:38
			and those who were oppressed, they were the
		
00:05:38 --> 00:05:40
			ones who were sold into slavery.
		
00:05:41 --> 00:05:44
			So from that very moment, what I experienced
		
00:05:44 --> 00:05:45
			in my heart,
		
00:05:46 --> 00:05:48
			like I said, it removed me
		
00:05:49 --> 00:05:51
			from the plight of nationalism
		
00:05:54 --> 00:05:56
			Because African Americans in America,
		
00:05:56 --> 00:05:58
			we have a tendency to hold on to
		
00:05:58 --> 00:06:00
			all the things that give us dignity, all
		
00:06:00 --> 00:06:02
			the things that give us pride,
		
00:06:02 --> 00:06:04
			all the things that enable us to forge
		
00:06:04 --> 00:06:06
			a certain sense of unity
		
00:06:06 --> 00:06:08
			based on the color of our skin.
		
00:06:10 --> 00:06:11
			But when he told me that these men
		
00:06:11 --> 00:06:13
			died for something greater than that,
		
00:06:15 --> 00:06:16
			something was removed.
		
00:06:18 --> 00:06:20
			Then there was an emptiness in the space
		
00:06:20 --> 00:06:21
			that used to reside
		
00:06:23 --> 00:06:25
			black pride or black nationalism.
		
00:06:29 --> 00:06:30
			Next part of my journey,
		
00:06:31 --> 00:06:32
			I went to Kazakhstan,
		
00:06:34 --> 00:06:35
			which we know is in Middle East and
		
00:06:35 --> 00:06:36
			Asia
		
00:06:37 --> 00:06:37
			and Russia.
		
00:06:39 --> 00:06:42
			And I remember visiting there with the president.
		
00:06:42 --> 00:06:44
			I spent 9 days with the president in
		
00:06:44 --> 00:06:44
			Kazakhstan,
		
00:06:45 --> 00:06:48
			and he hosted me in a phenomenal way.
		
00:06:50 --> 00:06:52
			I remember on the very last day,
		
00:06:54 --> 00:06:56
			I was in, like, my dressing room
		
00:06:58 --> 00:06:58
			smoking,
		
00:07:00 --> 00:07:02
			still entrenched in the lifestyle that came with
		
00:07:02 --> 00:07:03
			the music business.
		
00:07:04 --> 00:07:05
			And I asked him a simple question.
		
00:07:07 --> 00:07:09
			I said, yo, when you see somebody, how
		
00:07:09 --> 00:07:10
			you say what's up?
		
00:07:11 --> 00:07:12
			And he told me, that's
		
00:07:17 --> 00:07:18
			what the Muslims say. He said, no. We're
		
00:07:18 --> 00:07:19
			Muslims.
		
00:07:21 --> 00:07:22
			I was blown away
		
00:07:24 --> 00:07:26
			because the only diversity I knew at the
		
00:07:26 --> 00:07:27
			time
		
00:07:28 --> 00:07:30
			was the Muslims that frequent in my community
		
00:07:30 --> 00:07:32
			in Harlem, which is mostly comprised
		
00:07:33 --> 00:07:34
			of Yemeni,
		
00:07:34 --> 00:07:37
			you know, Senegalese or West African,
		
00:07:37 --> 00:07:38
			you know, and Pakistan.
		
00:07:40 --> 00:07:41
			I never knew
		
00:07:43 --> 00:07:45
			that in this region of the world,
		
00:07:46 --> 00:07:48
			because my idea of Russia was always like,
		
00:07:48 --> 00:07:49
			you know,
		
00:07:50 --> 00:07:52
			men of Caucasian descent.
		
00:07:54 --> 00:07:56
			I never knew that these people who were
		
00:07:57 --> 00:07:59
			descendants of Mongolians or Asian,
		
00:07:59 --> 00:08:02
			you know, oriental features, you know, Russian genetics
		
00:08:03 --> 00:08:04
			or whatever the case may be. I was
		
00:08:04 --> 00:08:06
			going away, without ignorant to this.
		
00:08:08 --> 00:08:10
			I guess I was expecting a whole different
		
00:08:10 --> 00:08:10
			greeting.
		
00:08:13 --> 00:08:16
			But he said to me, assalamu alaikum.
		
00:08:17 --> 00:08:19
			I knew at that moment this was the
		
00:08:19 --> 00:08:19
			greeting of the Muslims.
		
00:08:22 --> 00:08:23
			The last,
		
00:08:24 --> 00:08:25
			I visited the UAE.
		
00:08:28 --> 00:08:29
			When I was in Dubai,
		
00:08:31 --> 00:08:34
			I saw everything that came with the lifestyle
		
00:08:35 --> 00:08:37
			that I was previously lived.
		
00:08:37 --> 00:08:38
			The
		
00:08:38 --> 00:08:39
			party, the clubs,
		
00:08:40 --> 00:08:41
			drinking, the women.
		
00:08:42 --> 00:08:45
			So there was nothing that really distinguished this
		
00:08:45 --> 00:08:48
			place as being something of unique.
		
00:08:52 --> 00:08:54
			So when I left my show in Dubai,
		
00:08:54 --> 00:08:56
			I headed to the Emirates Palace
		
00:08:57 --> 00:08:58
			in Abu Dhabi,
		
00:08:59 --> 00:09:01
			and I remember entering my room.
		
00:09:02 --> 00:09:03
			It was right at the crack of dawn.
		
00:09:05 --> 00:09:06
			When I saw the sun rising
		
00:09:07 --> 00:09:09
			over the Arabian Sea,
		
00:09:10 --> 00:09:12
			something in my heart just clicked.
		
00:09:13 --> 00:09:15
			Everything that I experienced
		
00:09:16 --> 00:09:17
			prior to this moment
		
00:09:18 --> 00:09:19
			for some strange
		
00:09:19 --> 00:09:20
			and phenomenal
		
00:09:21 --> 00:09:23
			or miraculous way, it all made sense.
		
00:09:25 --> 00:09:27
			And at that very moment, I knew
		
00:09:27 --> 00:09:28
			in my heart
		
00:09:29 --> 00:09:32
			that I wanted to be a Muslim. So
		
00:09:32 --> 00:09:34
			I immediately ran downstairs,
		
00:09:34 --> 00:09:35
			the first Muslim I found
		
00:09:37 --> 00:09:39
			walking around the lobby in the hotel.
		
00:09:40 --> 00:09:42
			I approached him and I told him, how
		
00:09:42 --> 00:09:43
			do I become Muslim?
		
00:09:44 --> 00:09:45
			He was
		
00:09:46 --> 00:09:47
			startled because
		
00:09:48 --> 00:09:50
			I didn't approach him and greet him with
		
00:09:50 --> 00:09:50
			the.
		
00:09:51 --> 00:09:53
			I didn't approach him and say, hey. How
		
00:09:53 --> 00:09:53
			are you doing?
		
00:09:54 --> 00:09:56
			What's going on? Or where's the next event?
		
00:09:56 --> 00:09:59
			Anything of that nature. I asked this man,
		
00:09:59 --> 00:10:00
			how do I become a Muslim? He looked
		
00:10:00 --> 00:10:02
			at me like, what do you mean? How
		
00:10:02 --> 00:10:03
			do you become a Muslim? I said, how
		
00:10:03 --> 00:10:04
			do I become a Muslim?
		
00:10:05 --> 00:10:07
			He said, you mean, the Muslims are so
		
00:10:07 --> 00:10:08
			this is like, you know, I was getting
		
00:10:08 --> 00:10:11
			agitated because I felt like I had something
		
00:10:11 --> 00:10:12
			in my heart that was about to leave
		
00:10:12 --> 00:10:14
			if I didn't address it.
		
00:10:16 --> 00:10:17
			So he said,
		
00:10:18 --> 00:10:19
			you
		
00:10:20 --> 00:10:21
			know, you know, raise your finger and then
		
00:10:21 --> 00:10:23
			repeat after me.
		
00:10:24 --> 00:10:24
			He said,
		
00:10:31 --> 00:10:33
			Then he translated it to me,
		
00:10:34 --> 00:10:36
			and I repeated it in Arabic and in
		
00:10:36 --> 00:10:38
			English, and he told me, fuck. You're Muslim.
		
00:10:41 --> 00:10:41
			What do you mean a Muslim? He said
		
00:10:41 --> 00:10:42
			you're Muslim. How many
		
00:10:48 --> 00:10:50
			Muslim. That's simple. A Muslim said, yeah.
		
00:10:55 --> 00:10:56
			So at that moment,
		
00:10:58 --> 00:11:00
			I had never experienced anything that simple.
		
00:11:02 --> 00:11:03
			From the time
		
00:11:03 --> 00:11:05
			of growing up with my mom's I mean,
		
00:11:05 --> 00:11:07
			growing up being raised by my grandmother,
		
00:11:08 --> 00:11:08
			my grandfather,
		
00:11:10 --> 00:11:11
			by him, allah.
		
00:11:12 --> 00:11:12
			And,
		
00:11:14 --> 00:11:17
			you know, struggling with my mother's addiction,
		
00:11:18 --> 00:11:19
			father was never there.
		
00:11:21 --> 00:11:23
			Having to play, you know, a role in
		
00:11:23 --> 00:11:25
			cultivating my sisters,
		
00:11:25 --> 00:11:27
			even though I was only 6 years they've
		
00:11:27 --> 00:11:28
			seen me, I was their brother.
		
00:11:29 --> 00:11:30
			All of these responsibilities,
		
00:11:31 --> 00:11:32
			all of these burdens, all of these trials
		
00:11:32 --> 00:11:33
			and tribulations,
		
00:11:34 --> 00:11:35
			and what you have me on my shoulders
		
00:11:36 --> 00:11:37
			up until that very day.
		
00:11:38 --> 00:11:39
			I felt like
		
00:11:40 --> 00:11:42
			the weight of the world was lifted off
		
00:11:42 --> 00:11:44
			my shoulders from that simple statement.
		
00:11:52 --> 00:11:53
			That simple statement.
		
00:11:55 --> 00:11:56
			Sincerely,
		
00:11:56 --> 00:11:58
			coming from the heart
		
00:11:58 --> 00:12:00
			with the purest of intentions,
		
00:12:02 --> 00:12:04
			lifted the weight of the world off my
		
00:12:04 --> 00:12:04
			shoulders.
		
00:12:07 --> 00:12:08
			And from that day,
		
00:12:10 --> 00:12:12
			I've never denied
		
00:12:12 --> 00:12:13
			the favor of Allah
		
00:12:15 --> 00:12:17
			and I've never been able
		
00:12:18 --> 00:12:18
			to decipher
		
00:12:19 --> 00:12:20
			what's more pleasing,
		
00:12:22 --> 00:12:24
			that I was guided to Islam
		
00:12:26 --> 00:12:28
			or whether I was guided to the sunnah
		
00:12:28 --> 00:12:30
			of Muhammad sallallahu alaihi wa sallam.
		
00:12:34 --> 00:12:36
			There's there's a bounty and virtue in both
		
00:12:36 --> 00:12:37
			of these.
		
00:12:38 --> 00:12:40
			So I say this to say,
		
00:12:42 --> 00:12:45
			there's a lot of reverts like myself that
		
00:12:45 --> 00:12:46
			have compelling stories.
		
00:12:47 --> 00:12:49
			How long I've guided them in Islam.
		
00:12:50 --> 00:12:52
			Whether it be from someone teaching them about
		
00:12:52 --> 00:12:53
			Islam,
		
00:12:54 --> 00:12:56
			whether it's just from the school or the
		
00:12:56 --> 00:12:58
			characteristics of the Muslims
		
00:12:58 --> 00:13:00
			that brought them to Islam.
		
00:13:00 --> 00:13:03
			Maybe it's just some transaction and business dealing
		
00:13:04 --> 00:13:06
			and how a person has dealt with brought
		
00:13:06 --> 00:13:07
			them to Islam.
		
00:13:08 --> 00:13:09
			These stories vary,
		
00:13:11 --> 00:13:13
			but we should look at these stories as
		
00:13:13 --> 00:13:13
			reminders.
		
00:13:15 --> 00:13:18
			Remind us of this blessed dean of Allah.
		
00:13:19 --> 00:13:22
			Remind us of the infinite wisdom and mercy
		
00:13:22 --> 00:13:25
			of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala that he continues
		
00:13:25 --> 00:13:27
			to guide the hearts. That he continues to
		
00:13:27 --> 00:13:28
			guide the Muslims
		
00:13:29 --> 00:13:30
			to that which is correct
		
00:13:31 --> 00:13:33
			and that which is pleasing to Allah.
		
00:13:34 --> 00:13:36
			And that which if we die upon,
		
00:13:38 --> 00:13:40
			we will enter the paradise that Allah has
		
00:13:40 --> 00:13:41
			created for the believers.
		
00:13:44 --> 00:13:45
			So for those of you
		
00:13:46 --> 00:13:48
			who are not chosen God to this blessed
		
00:13:48 --> 00:13:49
			being,
		
00:13:50 --> 00:13:52
			do not forget the favors of your Lord.
		
00:13:53 --> 00:13:54
			And for those of you
		
00:13:56 --> 00:13:57
			who are not favored
		
00:13:58 --> 00:14:00
			by bringing you into this world from the
		
00:14:00 --> 00:14:03
			womb of a believer, meaning you were born
		
00:14:03 --> 00:14:03
			a Muslim.
		
00:14:06 --> 00:14:07
			Never should you ever
		
00:14:07 --> 00:14:09
			deny the favor of your
		
00:14:11 --> 00:14:12
			law.