Ali Ataie – Todd’s Shahadah (Declaration of Faith)

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A former Muslim student explains to a new Muslim student how he found peace in Islam through permaculture, and how he found people of peace and community. He also talks about his experiences with Islam, including his own personal journey of learning and studying, and how he believes in predestination and faith. He mentions his desire to be a Muslim and gives an example of his success in praying twice a day.

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			Brother Todd is gonna take his Shahada,
		
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			and he's going to formally join our community
		
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			as a new Muslim. Make sure that you
		
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			introduce yourself,
		
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			shake his hand, ask for his dua. It
		
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			is our belief that a person who makes
		
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			the shahada
		
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			is as if they're born again as it
		
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			were with no sins
		
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			on their,
		
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			scales.
		
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			So we ask Todd to make a dua
		
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			for us,
		
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			when he does his shahada.
		
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			And Todd also wants to just make a
		
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			brief statement as well,
		
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			explaining why he's
		
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			becoming Muslim inshallah. Something a little just very
		
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			shortly, inspiring for us inshallah.
		
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			So I'm glad that I thought my khutbah
		
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			had scared him off, but
		
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			we found him.
		
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			Okay. So, brother Todd, you're going to repeat
		
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			after me.
		
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			My heart leaped when I was greeted by
		
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			my former students
		
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			and I knew,
		
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			which is really the first reason why I
		
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			converted.
		
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			I found peace in Islam. I found people
		
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			of peace in a world that's lacking peace.
		
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			I observed my students, the staff, the families
		
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			of the various ways where I used to
		
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			teach. And I found people committed to faith.
		
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			And there was something about them that was
		
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			different.
		
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			And I it was irresistible in a way.
		
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			And so this past summer,
		
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			one of the various teachers conveyed me to,
		
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			Zetuna
		
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			to study, permaculture which is a form of,
		
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			sustainable agriculture. Anyway, I was up there with
		
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			brother Amis and, for a few weeks.
		
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			And I can't tell you what I found
		
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			there. It was by permaculture, of course, but
		
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			it was beautiful.
		
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			People of peace, people unassuming, people
		
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			without agendas, people that just wanted to work
		
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			with one another, wanted to support one another,
		
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			people that were open, people that were friendly.
		
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			And I I found myself every day
		
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			praying with them. I had no idea what
		
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			I was doing but, you know, prostrating.
		
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			And
		
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			I felt part of that community and that's
		
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			I think that's huge.
		
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			And I also be remiss that,
		
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			you know,
		
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			observing the the parents that have aeroism. My
		
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			students, seniors last year that I worked with
		
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			on their capstone projects,
		
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			they wrote about Islam.
		
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			And I could see the centering quality to
		
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			it. And I thought, you know, I'm an
		
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			educator
		
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			and I want that for all these kids
		
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			to to have this
		
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			marvelous anchor of peace from which to choose
		
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			and relate to other people. So,
		
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			so there's that element. And there's this young
		
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			woman
		
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			who's a former teacher at a bare ways.
		
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			She could be my daughter. Anyway, this is
		
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			a very learning woman, and, she was so
		
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			helpful to me in guiding me. She was
		
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			an exemplar of faith,
		
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			really interrogate your faith. And I we had
		
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			so many discussions where I learned
		
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			and I read and I observed and I
		
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			interrogated. I went online and I saw all
		
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			these things and I realized.
		
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			But but the second reason is just is
		
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			read.
		
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			Islam is a
		
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			a faith of scholarship, of reason,
		
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			which is something again, which I think is
		
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			so lacking in the world.
		
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			I my greatest one of my greatest achievements
		
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			as a father is that my my children
		
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			love to read. And I think that's what
		
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			Allah wants us to do.
		
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			I think it's the most amazing instrument that
		
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			he's given us is to read. It's meditative.
		
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			There's
		
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			there's working memory. There's arguments. There's reflection. There's
		
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			ideas.
		
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			So there's that and I think that Allah
		
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			wants us to look at everything, his creations,
		
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			and to challenge them and interrogate them and
		
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			evaluate them.
		
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			And one thing that I love about
		
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			Islam is like there's no pope. Anybody can
		
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			make a work make an argument, but you
		
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			better be well reasoned. You better have done
		
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			your homework.
		
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			And the third thing is just the prophet
		
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			peace be upon him.
		
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			Every day the the bar seems to be
		
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			lowered on character in this country,
		
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			which I know as a teacher gets to
		
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			my students.
		
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			And in the prophet,
		
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			peace be upon him,
		
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			I see the exemplar of character. And I
		
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			wanna know and I wanna read and I
		
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			wanna
		
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			I see him as a missing piece in
		
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			what I'm trying to teach my students, and
		
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			I wanna learn from him. So I'm actually
		
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			gonna begin really my real deep dive into
		
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			Islam through the prophet.
		
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			And the 4th is I'm I my only
		
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			experience with the Quran is al Fatihah.
		
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			But I was amazed that in that short
		
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			verse that I found
		
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			mercy, but I also see, you know, that's
		
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			forgiveness. Like we all
		
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			and Allah is so loving us that he
		
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			he forgives.
		
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			And in in return, we praise, which I
		
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			think is a form of gratitude to be
		
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			so grateful what that means to us.
		
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			But we have to be accountable. That's where
		
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			the judgment comes in, and I honor that
		
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			responsibility.
		
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			And then the last thing is through this
		
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			relationship is that he guides you on this
		
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			path. And this is a path that I've
		
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			been seeking, which is really the last
		
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			argument why
		
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			it's it's a lot.
		
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			I it's something that's been lacking. I
		
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			I I believe in predestination. I believe Allah
		
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			made me for a purpose. That's why I'm
		
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			here today.
		
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			And I believe that this faith, this gives
		
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			me everything that I need to learn and
		
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			study for the rest of my days. There's
		
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			so much.
		
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			It's
		
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			and so I'm starting to learn what that
		
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			means. I'm I'm praying
		
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			right now just twice a day, Fajr and
		
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			Isha. And
		
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			some days it's really cool and I really
		
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			don't wanna stick my foot in the sink,
		
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			but I find that I get what I
		
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			do, what I do, when I get I'm
		
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			always happy that I'm praying.
		
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			I'm always happy and I'm starting to recognize
		
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			that structure is there for a reason. And
		
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			5 times a day, you turn to the
		
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			light.
		
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			To be reminded of that and to have
		
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			this constant dialogue
		
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			with your creator, that this makes so much
		
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			sense to me.
		
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			So so there you have it.
		
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			I can't tell you how appreciative I am
		
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			of everyone being here and that
		
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			I'm I'm
		
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			I'm a Muslim.