Ali Albarghouthi – The Disease and the Cure #26 Sin Empowers Shaytan to Harm You

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The speaker discusses the consequences of sin and the importance of protecting oneself and avoiding bad behavior. They emphasize the need to be mindful of one's actions and not let fear control one's life. The speaker gives advice on changing one's behavior and finding one's true value, emphasizing the importance of following guidance and boundaries for personal success and personal development.

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			Well, take your time, Sean. There's no rush,
		
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			Sean.
		
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			So Ibn Qayyim Rahimullah
		
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			continued
		
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			with the consequences of sin.
		
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			And remember we've talked about how sin deprives
		
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			you of barakah.
		
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			Right.
		
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			And how also
		
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			sin,
		
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			demotes you,
		
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			whereas you are supposed to be moving
		
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			up to Allah's zawjal. It demotes you and
		
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			everything that follows that.
		
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			So today, insha'Allah,
		
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			he continued by saying, and it's both of
		
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			the
		
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			chapters of today
		
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			are about
		
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			the weakness
		
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			that sin will bring
		
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			to a person
		
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			and how defenseless a person becomes because of
		
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			it. Right?
		
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			So the first chapter for today,
		
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			Says from its consequences is that it gives
		
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			power
		
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			against
		
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			a person
		
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			so that those who previously
		
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			were unable to attack him or harm him
		
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			would be more likely to.
		
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			They'll
		
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			be bolder and more audacious
		
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			to launch attacks against this person
		
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			because he has weakened himself because of sin.
		
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			So sin then basically strips you of your
		
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			defenses,
		
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			which are basically divine
		
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			defenses.
		
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			So when you sin,
		
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			you give up those defenses.
		
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			So he says,
		
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			So the devils
		
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			become bolder in their attacks,
		
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			more audacious.
		
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			With harm.
		
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			And temptations.
		
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			And
		
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			frightening him,
		
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			and saddening saddening him.
		
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			And for him to forget
		
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			what would be beneficial for him to remember
		
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			and would be harmful for him to forget.
		
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			So they will be
		
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			bolder
		
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			and more adventurous in their attacks until they
		
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			disturb him to sin Allah,
		
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			to sin against Allah. They disturb him unto
		
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			sin.
		
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			So what he said here is really important
		
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			because he's saying now
		
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			the shaitan will be able to attack you
		
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			on multiple fronts and do multiple things to
		
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			you. And this is beneficial if you keep
		
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			in mind so that if you find any
		
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			of that,
		
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			you know how to treat it.
		
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			Right?
		
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			So he says, how?
		
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			He says,
		
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			they harm him. So the shayateen will harm
		
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			him. Harm him physically. Right?
		
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			So the shayateen, they can harm you physically.
		
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			Right? They can make you sick.
		
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			There is envy.
		
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			So there's physical harm.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			Walwaswasa.
		
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			So if they can do physical harm, they
		
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			obviously they can do what?
		
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			Non physical harm, which is whispers.
		
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			So they'll gain more access into that person's
		
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			heart and person's mind. So they will be
		
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			able to whisper even more because again what?
		
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			When you sin, you have less of Allah's
		
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			protection.
		
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			So they will be able to whisper more
		
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			to him. So he will find more of
		
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			that throughout the day, and it's hard for
		
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			him to repel
		
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			it. It disturbs him.
		
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			So they have power over him internally,
		
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			and they can hurt him also physically.
		
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			They also could frighten him and sadden him
		
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			through whispers
		
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			or physical means.
		
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			Meaning, they'll be meaning what? So they could
		
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			kinda drop into his mind
		
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			things about the future that will what? Frighten
		
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			him.
		
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			What will happen to you? What will happen
		
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			to your children? What will happen to your
		
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			property?
		
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			To simply frighten him with or
		
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			sadden him with
		
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			Remember what happened to you. Remember your mistakes.
		
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			Remember this and remember that. He hurt you.
		
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			He insulted you. He took advantage of you.
		
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			So he becomes sad and anxious
		
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			because of the waswasa of the shaitan,
		
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			or they can do that also physically. They
		
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			could actually frighten him physically.
		
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			When they see that he's afraid, they frighten
		
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			him even more
		
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			with loud sounds,
		
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			right, with disturbances in the house or wherever
		
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			he's out. So he loses that defense, so
		
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			they take advantage of it. Right?
		
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			And they make him forget
		
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			what benefits him.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And you can add to it and remember
		
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			what harms him.
		
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			Right? So you'll remember
		
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			a sin
		
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			or how to do it.
		
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			Remember your past mistakes.
		
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			Where did this come from? The shaitan drops
		
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			it into your heart and mind
		
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			and will what? Make you forget
		
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			what benefits you. So makes you forget. So
		
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			maybe maybe a person thinks I'll go to
		
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			the Masjid. He makes you forget it. I'll
		
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			read the Quran, he makes you forget it.
		
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			I will I'll make dua, he makes you
		
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			forget it.
		
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			So because he has that power
		
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			or rather
		
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			you've given him that power, you start forgetting
		
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			what benefits you and you remember what harms
		
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			you.
		
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			So, you know, add to it and actually
		
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			we've talked about it. The more that you
		
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			remember things that upset you and you must
		
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			say to yourself, where did this come from?
		
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			Why do I keep remembering these events and
		
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			that person, which only would what bring me
		
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			down?
		
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			So where is this coming from? That's coming
		
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			from the shaitan
		
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			who's trying to manipulate because you understand what
		
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			the shaitan is trying to do,
		
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			destroy whatever way possible.
		
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			Right? As
		
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			that they disturb him into disobeying Allah
		
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			and that
		
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			Allah mentions that. This is taken from the
		
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			Quran.
		
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			That Allah
		
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			sends the devils
		
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			to the disbelievers,
		
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			to.
		
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			Like, they do not leave them sit
		
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			peacefully,
		
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			but push them to sin.
		
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			So they are uncomfortable
		
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			until they disobey Allah, azerajah. They cannot sit
		
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			still.
		
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			They don't feel right until a person goes
		
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			and drinks or gambles or,
		
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			commits zina, whatever, but they push them and
		
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			they keep pushing them
		
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			until they commit more and more of the
		
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			sins that upset Allah
		
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			And again, now where did they have this
		
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			power over them? He says they handed that
		
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			power to the devils.
		
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			Alright. And he says,
		
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			and he says even the devils from among
		
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			the ins, meaning the troublemakers, the criminals, the
		
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			sinners,
		
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			from among humanity
		
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			also will have greater power over him, so
		
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			they will also be able to hurt him.
		
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			So they heard him either even more, whether
		
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			he is present or absent.
		
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			Right?
		
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			So a person who is fearful of Allah
		
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			Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala,
		
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			truly fearful of Allah, could enter a place
		
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			and his enemies because of his fear of
		
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			Allah,
		
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			they fear him.
		
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			Right? Or he is not present because but
		
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			because of his fear of Allah Subhanahu Wa
		
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			Ta'ala,
		
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			they find themselves less likely to attack and
		
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			assault him.
		
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			Now where is this defense coming from? Allah
		
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			azza jal.
		
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			Alright. And we'll see. He's gonna mention this.
		
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			This is Allah's defense.
		
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			Allah defends the believers
		
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			and defends them how?
		
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			In every possible way.
		
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			So maybe in their absence, but also in
		
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			their presence, they have this aura. They have
		
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			this power.
		
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			Whereas if a person
		
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			displeases Allah as Zawjal, he loses this.
		
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			So people abuse him in his absence
		
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			and in his presence.
		
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			They mock him. They make fun of him.
		
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			They belittle him.
		
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			They disrespect him.
		
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			Where did this come from?
		
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			Again, it's the consequence of sin.
		
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			He
		
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			says even his family,
		
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			right,
		
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			will
		
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			begin to cross the limits with him
		
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			and his servants and his children and his
		
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			neighbors, even animals will cross the limit.
		
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			They'll hurt him in ways that he was
		
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			not hurt before.
		
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			He says, some of the salaf have said,
		
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			I
		
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			disobey Allah Azza wa Jal, and I recognize
		
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			the consequence of that in the behavior
		
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			or in the character of my wife and
		
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			in my animal,
		
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			riding animal,
		
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			and the mouse of the house.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And that, of course, requires
		
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			sensitivity
		
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			to the sin and its consequence.
		
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			Otherwise, a person who sins left and right
		
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			and he does not recognize what comes after
		
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			will see no connection. Right?
		
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			Well, I don't know. This just happened.
		
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			It just happened. That's life. They'll say that's
		
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			life. That is them.
		
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			That's how they are.
		
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			They are terrible. My wife is terrible.
		
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			My car is terrible. This animal, my my
		
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			neighbors are terrible. My kids are terrible. My
		
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			parents are so they just attribute this to
		
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			them, not never to themselves, but to them.
		
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			And they see absolutely no connection between what
		
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			I did
		
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			and what I'm receiving. But
		
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			that sensitivity,
		
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			that awareness,
		
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			being awake that I did something wrong.
		
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			Okay. Wait for the consequence. There's a consequence
		
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			to it.
		
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			He says, I see now after I do
		
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			that wrong thing, how my wife,
		
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			uncharacteristic
		
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			of her, misbehaves or misacts or misspeaks.
		
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			And I can see the connection
		
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			or an animal of mine or he says
		
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			even the mouse in the house becomes
		
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			more harmful because of it. Right?
		
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			So I mean, before we we kinda move
		
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			to the next one, so
		
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			intriguing any problem you have,
		
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			what is the first thing that you need
		
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			to do?
		
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			Go back and ask Allah for forgiveness
		
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			before you blame so and so for whatever
		
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			they are doing, in case
		
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			that what you are facing is because of
		
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			you.
		
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			So you wanna eliminate that
		
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			even if they are to blame partially.
		
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			To, ma'am,
		
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			even if they are to blame even if
		
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			your neighbor is a bad neighbor, let's say.
		
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			But that also you may have contributed to
		
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			what is happening
		
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			to eliminate that as a possibility
		
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			and to save yourself from extra harm that
		
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			could come from them, what would you do?
		
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			You would ask Allah for forgiveness
		
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			so that Allah, azza wajal, would not send
		
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			extra harm that you would have deserved because
		
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			of that sin. So you eliminate it. You
		
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			take it away.
		
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			So you face a problem with your spouse,
		
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			with your wife,
		
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			with your husband. What do you do? It's
		
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			not all him or her. You have to
		
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			go back to yourself.
		
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			With your neighbor, it's not all them
		
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			go back to yourself.
		
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			With anybody around you, you have to assume
		
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			some responsibility
		
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			for what is happening.
		
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			If not fully
		
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			you, maybe it's partially you.
		
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			So you have to eliminate that. And then
		
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			and only after then could you turn to
		
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			the other person and say, well, let's look
		
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			at the bad things that you are responsible
		
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			for, but not before you revisit what you
		
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			have done. And he said also,
		
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			And he says people with political power also
		
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			will punish him.
		
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			Either he says if they are just, they'll
		
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			apply Allah's rule or if not, he implies
		
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			they'll punish him more so.
		
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			But then that people of authority also will
		
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			have more power over him because he also
		
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			crossed the limits with Allah
		
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			though he is deserving now of receiving punishment
		
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			from people. And they have power, so of
		
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			course they
		
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			are going to use it against him.
		
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			And now
		
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			even himself
		
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			will turn against him. He says,
		
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			It says even himself turns against him,
		
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			so it's beastly against him. It's like a
		
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			lion. Tata'asat
		
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			becomes like a lion against him, meaning it's
		
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			out of control.
		
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			It's
		
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			disobedient,
		
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			doesn't listen to him.
		
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			Becomes difficult
		
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			to guide or to subjugate.
		
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			And he said, if he wants it to
		
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			do something good, it will not listen to
		
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			him and will not follow him and will
		
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			drive him and lead him to his destruction
		
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			whether he likes it or not.
		
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			Imagine
		
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			that it's not only that
		
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			your children are not listening to you. Your
		
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			spouse is not listening to you.
		
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			Yourself is not listening to you.
		
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			You say, like, what for instance? You say,
		
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			well, you probably have these
		
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			internal conversations with yourself. Right? As we will
		
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			talk insha'Allah shortly about nafsul mumma'inna nafsul umara.
		
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			But you have these internal conversations with yourself
		
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			that sometimes you will say to yourself, let
		
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			me go to the Masjid.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And then the self said,
		
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			not not now, maybe tomorrow.
		
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			It's too late. I'm too tired. You know
		
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			these conversations?
		
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			Let me read the Quran. Yeah. I'm going
		
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			to, but let me finish this first. Right?
		
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			So you always are having these conversations in
		
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			you. So he says, now if part of
		
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			you wants to lead the rest of you
		
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			to Allah, Azzawajal, if the
		
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			self, if the soul is sinful,
		
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			it is so heavy to drag
		
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			to Allah. You can actually have to drag
		
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			it. And if it's truly rebellious, a lion
		
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			like self, a beastly self, what will it
		
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			do is that it will refuse
		
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			your recommendations,
		
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			your suggestions. No. I'm not going to.
		
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			Stop this haram. No. I'm not going to.
		
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			Do this right thing. No. I'm not doing
		
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			you. Even and it will lead you to
		
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			your destruction knowing that it's going to lead
		
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			you to your
		
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			Right?
		
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			And he said, why is all of this
		
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			happening?
		
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			He says, protection, of course, as we said.
		
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			He says righteousness, obedience of Allah is a
		
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			fortress.
		
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			If you enter it, you are safe. If
		
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			you leave it,
		
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			the highway robbers
		
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			attack you
		
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			and it says, he says as much as
		
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			you sin against Allah,
		
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			as much power they will have over you.
		
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			Right?
		
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			That's interesting. As much as much sin as
		
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			you commit,
		
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			as much power you will grant them.
		
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			And
		
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			he also said
		
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			that if your sin
		
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			if your sin that is in other editions
		
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			of the book, if your sin is private,
		
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			you will receive private harassment. And if your
		
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			sin is
		
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			public, you will see you receive public harassment.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Like, it's adequate.
		
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			So if your sin is mental
		
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			and emotional, internal, right? That's it. No one
		
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			knows about it, but it is inside of
		
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			you.
		
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			Then you will give power to the Shaytan
		
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			internally.
		
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			So we'll harass you internally with more whispers,
		
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			with more attacks. It's not public, but internal.
		
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			It says, but if you go public with
		
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			it,
		
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			physical with it, you will receive public and
		
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			physical harassment.
		
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			So it's all what? Adequate
		
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			consequence.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And he said,
		
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			So he says if he weakens himself, he
		
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			has no protection
		
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			because he said the remembrance of Allah and
		
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			his obedience on sadaqa and helping the ignorant,
		
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			commanding good, forbidding evil are all shields that
		
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			protect a person.
		
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			Like
		
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			a strength
		
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			or immunity that you have that resists a
		
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			disease.
		
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			So if this is gone, anything that comes
		
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			to you infects you and makes you ill
		
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			and then eventually
		
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			maybe kills you.
		
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			You must have protection.
		
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			Right? And we are aware of having protection
		
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			that is physical.
		
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			And why do you dress?
		
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			Why do you put on a seat belt?
		
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			Why do you lock your door?
		
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			Right? Why do you do this? That's all
		
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			protection.
		
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			So we're aware of physical protection.
		
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			If you feel that you're gonna you're getting
		
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			sick, you eat this and you eat that.
		
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			You avoid this, so you protect yourself physically.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			Spiritually
		
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			or
		
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			psychologically
		
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			and emotionally, where's your protection?
		
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			So a lot of us, SubhanAllah, psychologically
		
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			and emotionally are almost naked.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And we never,
		
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			dare
		
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			step out physically naked
		
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			because we know what people will say, but
		
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			also
		
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			we know the harm that we will receive.
		
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			Imagine going out in winter naked.
		
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			We know what happens to us, but
		
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			emotionally
		
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			and psychologically,
		
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			mentally,
		
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			we are naked.
		
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			So where's the cover?
		
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			The cover is only and nothing only but
		
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			obeying Allah, azza, and all the other good
		
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			things that you do. Then you start protecting
		
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			yourself and you become healthy.
		
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			So you find yourself
		
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			throughout your life, the day or the week,
		
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			you find yourself becoming more vulnerable and weaker
		
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			emotionally
		
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			and intellectually,
		
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			psychologically,
		
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			you know that you have to what? Go
		
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			back to the fortress.
		
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			Seek refuge in it because you what? You've
		
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			let yourself out,
		
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			and you are being attacked
		
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			because of it. So go back and see
		
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			what's the wrong that you started doing. Stop
		
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			it.
		
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			And what's the good
		
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			that you stopped doing?
		
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			Return to it.
		
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			Alright?
		
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			Because the consequence of sin
		
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			and righteousness,
		
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			they are contenders.
		
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			They are contending with each other. They are
		
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			pushing each other.
		
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			Whichever one of one of them wins,
		
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			it will have dominance.
		
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			So that the consequence of good deeds is
		
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			the winner,
		
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			you will be
		
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			comfortable.
		
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			You will be safe. If the consequence of
		
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			evil deeds wins over the good, then you
		
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			will be in trouble. You will be weak.
		
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			You'll be attacked.
		
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			And he says,
		
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			the stronger
		
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			the good deeds are, the stronger the defense.
		
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			He says, Allah
		
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			defends the believers
		
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			and He repels
		
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			harm.
		
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			So Allah defends you
		
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			if you are the believer and repels harm,
		
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			but also what It's always in proportion to
		
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			that iman.
		
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			See, we'll see how the prophet Allah azza
		
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			wa jal defended the prophet alaihi salatu wa
		
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			sallam.
		
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			He didn't defend the Sahaba like it.
		
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			Right? And how he defended the Sahaba radiAllahu
		
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			anhum is not like how he defends us.
		
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			What's the difference
		
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			level of iman?
		
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			So the greater
		
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			your iman, the greater the defense. Right?
		
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			He says an iman is what you say,
		
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			what you believe, what you,
		
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			what you believe and what you say and
		
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			what you do.
		
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			So the more that you have of this,
		
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			the more complete Allah's protection is for you.
		
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			So this is a very valuable
		
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			chapter
		
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			in the sense of you wanna understand
		
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			the cause of your discomfort,
		
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			the cause of your weakness, the cause of
		
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			trouble in your life.
		
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			You understand that
		
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			sin deprives you of all the defenses that
		
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			Allah had given to you and your enemies
		
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			will start attacking you.
		
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			So you want to have power over them.
		
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			What do you do?
		
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			You bring Allah
		
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			to your side. Right?
		
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			The next chapter, and it's also about how
		
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			you become weak
		
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			because of sin.
		
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			He says, from its consequences,
		
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			what else do they do? He says, sin
		
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			betrays you
		
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			or lets you down
		
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			when you need yourself the most.
		
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			When you need yourself the most,
		
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			right,
		
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			you find that you can't trust yourself. You
		
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			can't depend on it. You are too weak,
		
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			And you'll be unaware of your own weakness
		
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			until you need yourself.
		
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			And he'll give you examples and he'll
		
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			explain it. He said
		
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			everyone
		
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			needs He's gonna be talking about all of
		
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			us are made up of knowledge
		
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			and the will to follow upon that knowledge.
		
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			What you know and what you do with
		
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			it. So
		
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			everyone, he says, needs to know what benefits
		
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			him and what harms him.
		
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			In your dunya and your akhira. You need
		
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			to know this. Benefits and harms, dunya and
		
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			akhira.
		
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			And he's the most knowledgeable are those who
		
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			know this in detail.
		
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			Now this you need to highlight.
		
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			He
		
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			says, all of us need to know what
		
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			benefits us and harms us. You agree? He
		
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			says, yeah. In the dunya and in the
		
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			akhirah.
		
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			You agree? He says, of course, that's true.
		
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			And of course, it's more important for the
		
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			akhirah,
		
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			the next life, than in the dunya, but
		
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			you need both
		
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			to survive.
		
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			And he says, and the most knowledgeable who
		
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			know this in detail.
		
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			So he tells you that there is this
		
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			generic superficial knowledge
		
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			that anybody can have.
		
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			What is better,
		
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			the hereafter or the duniya?
		
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			The hereafter.
		
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			That is general knowledge.
		
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			Now, do you know this in detail?
		
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			That's the difference.
		
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			Islam. We know Islam. What is Islam? You
		
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			tell me this, this, this. Okay. You know
		
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			some general knowledge about Islam. Do you know
		
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			it in detail?
		
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			Do you know the Prophet
		
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			in detail?
		
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			So what we're lacking are the details.
		
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			So we think we know.
		
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			Oh, of course, I know. I know Tawhid.
		
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			Right? I know Aqidah.
		
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			I know Fiqh. We know everything,
		
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			But what we know is what?
		
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			Synopsis or snippets from here and there. A
		
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			little bit of this, a little bit of
		
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			that. Then we think that if we stitch
		
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			all this together, we know a lot. No.
		
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			No. We don't know it in detail.
		
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			So we don't know our benefits
		
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			and our harm in detail. We know it
		
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			generally. That's why you fall into mistakes or
		
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			we don't know what's good for us. So
		
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			he says that's one thing. That's one branch
		
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			of it.
		
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			And he says the strongest and wisest among
		
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			them is the one who has this willpower
		
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			to do what benefits it. So you will
		
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			use yourself in what benefits you,
		
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			and you restrain it from what harms you.
		
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			So that's the 2 things. You have knowledge
		
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			and you have action based on that knowledge.
		
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			Khalawafida alikah.
		
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			And because of this, you'll find a variety
		
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			of degrees
		
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			of people
		
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			based on how much they know, how ambitious
		
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			they are, and their stations. Based on these
		
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			two things, they vary considerably
		
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			based on how much you know
		
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			and how willing you are to follow what
		
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			you know.
		
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			He says, so the wisest, most knowledgeable among
		
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			them is the one who knows the causes
		
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			of happiness
		
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			and misery.
		
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			And let's call them the one who is
		
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			most guided is the one who favors the
		
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			causes of guidance and happiness
		
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			over the causes of misery.
		
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			Again, reasonable. Right? I must know right and
		
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			I must want to follow it and favor
		
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			that over the temptations of the dunya or
		
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			my own desires.
		
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			He says,
		
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			now now what sin is gonna do since
		
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			you know what benefits you?
		
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			Sins are gonna betray you or let you
		
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			down
		
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			when you need yourself the most in getting
		
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			this knowledge
		
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			and in favoring the higher station over the
		
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			lower station.
		
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			So sins will deprive him from
		
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			from attaining this knowledge
		
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			and from being engaged in what benefits you
		
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			in this world and in the next.
		
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			So sin will make you ignorant
		
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			and sin will weaken your resolve.
		
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			So would you wanna learn if you are
		
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			sinful?
		
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			No. You don't have appetite for it.
		
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			You don't want to learn.
		
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			So if someone invites you, let's say this,
		
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			there's a halakah
		
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			or there's a book
		
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			or there's, Friday prayer or whatever,
		
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			and you are living with that sin, that
		
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			sin will not let you
		
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			move towards knowledge.
		
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			You will look down on it. I know
		
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			all of this. What's the benefit of all
		
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			of that?
		
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			I could learn it later.
		
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			I've heard all of this for so many
		
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			times. I know this aya. I know this
		
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			hadith. So you disregard it. So you look
		
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			down on it
		
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			and you're not you're unwilling to learn it
		
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			and you think maybe even that you know
		
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			it all.
		
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			So that sin, what?
		
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			Takes away your desire to learn
		
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			and by that takes away your ability to
		
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			know right from wrong,
		
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			so you are blind.
		
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			So sin does that when it comes to
		
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			knowledge. And also it does not allow you.
		
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			It does not allow you
		
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			to favor righteousness.
		
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			You're too weak. Either you're too attached
		
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			to the dunya
		
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			or to your own habit.
		
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			You don't wanna leave it, or
		
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			that thing looks so difficult for you, righteousness,
		
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			Allah's obedience, looks so difficult
		
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			that you don't want to even want to
		
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			try it.
		
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			It's like someone who got used to,
		
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			and they're just relaxing and sitting back. Exercise
		
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			seems like carrying a mountain.
		
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			So I'm not gonna wake up in the
		
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			morning to exercise.
		
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			That's just that's not for me. That's for
		
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			somebody else.
		
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			And it's gonna
		
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			take a lot to convince you to do
		
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			this.
		
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			A turning point in your life, maybe.
		
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			Something catastrophic.
		
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			But unless something awakens you,
		
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			no. You've already have given up on learning
		
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			and also in following the truth.
		
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			And so if something bad happens and he
		
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			wants to get rid of it, free himself
		
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			of it, his heart and his soul will
		
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			and his body will betray him. And this
		
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			is like what he's saying is this is
		
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			like a person who has a sword,
		
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			and he had neglected this sword until it
		
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			had become rusty.
		
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			And that sword now, it's stuck in its
		
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			sheath.
		
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			Right?
		
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			He and so when he finds an enemy,
		
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			he grabs the handle of the sword thinking
		
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			that that's his sword.
		
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			He wants to pull it out,
		
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			but it's what? Stuck.
		
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			And so he faces his enemy without a
		
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			weapon and his enemy kills him.
		
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			So when you need it the most, because
		
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			he didn't take care of it, When you
		
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			need it the most, you wanna grab it
		
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			out to fight, but it's not a weapon
		
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			anymore. It's too weak. So he says, that's
		
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			like your soul.
		
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			When you need
		
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			it to be obedient or to fight off
		
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			sin,
		
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			you'll find that it is what? Sick.
		
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			So that's why he said, kadarikal kalbu yasda,
		
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			so does the heart trusts.
		
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			The heart rusts.
		
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			Do you clean your house?
		
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			Yeah?
		
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			Yeah. What happens if you stop?
		
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			You'll see dust
		
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			and dirt piling up. Right?
		
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			And the more you do, the more you
		
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			neglect it, the harder it is to clean.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Until you really, like, maybe eventually you will
		
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			have to hire someone because you can't do
		
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			it on your own. You need a professional.
		
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			It's overwhelming.
		
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			So it says the heart rusts,
		
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			becomes
		
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			weak,
		
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			becomes ugly.
		
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			Ugly, actually ugly. Like, you wanna understand the
		
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			ugliness that you see in the world today,
		
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			it's a reflection of an ugly heart.
		
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			Because you wouldn't say the things that people
		
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			say or act the way people act unless
		
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			the heart has that ugliness in
		
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			it. So he says the heart trusts.
		
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			So if you're not taking care of it
		
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			now weekly,
		
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			that's too long.
		
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			Daily.
		
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			Alright?
		
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			Otherwise,
		
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			just eat weekly.
		
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			But if you cannot survive without food
		
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			for a day,
		
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			the heart needs more.
		
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			So he says the heart will rest.
		
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			It becomes weak
		
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			because of sickness.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Halafa idahtaja, he says if he then needs
		
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			the heart, if it needs to fight its
		
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			enemy, will find nothing to fight with.
		
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			And
		
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			a person only fights with his heart
		
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			and the limbs follow the heart. So if
		
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			the king is weak, how could the subjects
		
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			be strong? Is that you're fighting anyone, you're
		
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			fighting the world around you, the shaitan with
		
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			your heart, not with your body.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And he said, Rahim Allah, somewhere else, he
		
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			said the Sahaba fought their enemies
		
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			with their hearts.
		
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			Their bodies were weak.
		
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			Like the bodies of the Arabs versus think
		
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			of it. The bodies of the Arabs versus
		
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			the body of the Persians and the Byzantines
		
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			or the Romans.
		
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			Body wise, physically,
		
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			there shouldn't be any comparison between them.
		
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			Those have bigger bodies.
		
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			But he said they didn't fight or they
		
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			didn't win because of their bodies.
		
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			They won with their hearts. So he's saying
		
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			here, you defend yourself or you attack your
		
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			enemy
		
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			with your heart, not with your body. So
		
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			if your heart is weak, your body will
		
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			be weak as well. It says, so is
		
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			the soul. It becomes corrupt and contaminated
		
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			with desires and with sins, and it becomes
		
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			weak. I mean, he says, I mean the
		
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			settled, the assured, the contented self. And nafsulmudma'ina,
		
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			the righteous part of you
		
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			gets killed because of sin.
		
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			And know the one that commands evil becomes
		
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			stronger. So when you feed it
		
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			so that's the internal conversation I'm talking about.
		
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			You have a part of you that is
		
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			what? Good and righteous still.
		
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			And a part that is what? Commanding evil.
		
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			So he says, if you weaken the righteous
		
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			one, the assured contented one, the other one
		
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			becomes stronger
		
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			and will command evil.
		
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			When you we when you strengthen this, the
		
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			other one
		
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			will
		
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			be
		
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			weak. So the one that commands evil will
		
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			have the upper hand and will
		
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			run the show.
		
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			He says, maybe even that self, that assured
		
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			self, the righteous self will die
		
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			and will never come back to life. So
		
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			this person will be dead in this world,
		
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			dead in the grave, and in the akhirah,
		
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			he's unalive
		
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			because his life doesn't bring him any joy.
		
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			It only brings him pain
		
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			because a life in hellfire is life.
		
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			That's not life.
		
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			Right? That's only an existence that brings him
		
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			pain, he said.
		
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			That's that's it.
		
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			He says that if a person
		
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			falls into trouble
		
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			or faces a problem,
		
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			his heart and his tongue and his limbs
		
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			will let him down and betray him when
		
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			he needs the thing that benefits him the
		
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			most. What is the thing that benefits him
		
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			the most then?
		
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			Allah Azzuaj.
		
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			Right? He says, but they will not let
		
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			him go to Allah. So he says, falaiinjadebuqalbuhulitawakkuliyaal
		
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			Allah. He says his heart will not feel
		
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			a pull towards Allah azza wa jin, towards
		
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			relying on Allah.
		
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			He did he doesn't feel that attachment to
		
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			Allah, so he doesn't feel that he can
		
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			rely on him.
		
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			And he does not feel that he wants
		
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			to return to him.
		
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			He does not feel that he wants me
		
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			to be devoted to him, meaning only ask
		
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			Allah and no one else.
		
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			Trust Allah and no one else. He says
		
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			he feels none of that, and he does
		
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			not feel that he want to humble himself
		
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			before Allah azza wa jal and his tongue,
		
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			it is not gonna be
		
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			receptive to Allah's remembrance.
		
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			It would be
		
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			stiff, will not remember Allah.
		
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			Even if he were to remember him by
		
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			tongue, his heart will not listen to him.
		
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			So he'll be remembering him verbally,
		
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			but not what? Not with heart.
		
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			Say they will not come together. He'll say
		
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			istighfar.
		
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			He'll say, alhamdulillah, I'll say whatever, but his
		
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			heart is way
		
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			far,
		
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			far far away from him, and he's not
		
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			cannot bring both together. Right?
		
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			He says if he mentions Allah or if
		
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			he makes a dua, his heart will be
		
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			absent and he will be inattentive
		
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			to what he is saying or to his
		
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			supplication.
		
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			And if he wants his limbs to help
		
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			him obey Allah,
		
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			they will disobey him.
		
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			He
		
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			says, this is all from the consequence of
		
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			sin. This is like a king. Another example
		
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			he brings. Like a king, he has these
		
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			soldiers,
		
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			but he neglects them. He doesn't feed them.
		
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			He doesn't train them. He does not communicate
		
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			with them. He does not spend on them
		
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			until they fall apart. And then all of
		
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			a sudden he needs them. He calls on
		
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			them, but they're not ready to defend them.
		
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			It is that's the same thing.
		
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			If you are not actively taking care of
		
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			your soul
		
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			and your heart, they will fail you miserably
		
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			when you terribly need them. And he says,
		
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			the thing that is most frightening
		
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			is that
		
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			he will be betrayed
		
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			by his heart and his tongue when he's
		
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			dying.
		
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			The last moment of his life on earth.
		
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			Right?
		
00:37:07 --> 00:37:07
			So
		
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			That is when you wanna
		
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			say the shahada
		
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			just before your death.
		
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			He says you will be unable to say
		
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			it because he's saying what? That's an example
		
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			of you needing yourself at that critical moment
		
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			and it's betraying you
		
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			because you did not get yourself ready for
		
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			something like that. So imagine a tongue that
		
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			does not remember Allah at that moment when
		
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			you wanted to say the shahada,
		
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			how would it say it? And it's not
		
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			used to it.
		
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			Or a heart that was far away from
		
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			Allah, a zawjal, how could you bring it
		
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			back to Allah at that moment
		
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			when it will be resistant when it was
		
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			resistant to it throughout its life? And I'll
		
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			give you here examples.
		
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			And these are examples that you should remember
		
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			and you should communicate
		
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			to family members whenever you wanna give them
		
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			advice about a good ending
		
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			or a righteous ending,
		
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			and how there were people who they were
		
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			offered to say the shahada, but they didn't.
		
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			So he gives you here a few examples.
		
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			It says it was said to some some
		
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			of them, all that in the moment of
		
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			death, just before they
		
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			departed.
		
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			He says, say la ilaha illallah. So he
		
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			said, oh, oh, I cannot say that.
		
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			He says, la astatih wa nakulah. She said,
		
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			like, it seems like he's struggling to say
		
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			it,
		
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			but he said, I can't say it. The
		
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			tongue is tight.
		
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			Right? Just that's an example.
		
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			And it was said to somebody else, he
		
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			says,
		
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			So he said,
		
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			He says it was said to somebody, alsayla
		
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			ilaha illallah. So that person
		
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			used to play chess.
		
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			So what was he saying before his death?
		
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			He says, checkmate,
		
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			I got your castle.
		
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			I beat you.
		
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			That's the mind that's occupied with that, and
		
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			then you die.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Now let's pause here, you know, and just
		
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			analyze this
		
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			because why could something like this happen? Now
		
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			if as some scholars have said so some
		
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			scholars have said that chess is forbidden and
		
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			some scholars have said that chess is allowed.
		
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			So we're not gonna settle this tonight.
		
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			But if chess is haram,
		
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			Shatlanj, if it's haram, you'll understand. It's a
		
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			prohibited act. That's why he faces consequence.
		
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			But let's say that chess is no. It's
		
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			allowed.
		
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			Right?
		
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			So why would a person face that consequence?
		
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			It's just when something allowed is exaggerated until
		
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			it dominates your heart and mind,
		
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			that's the thing that you'll be thinking about
		
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			before death.
		
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			So if it grows to a level where
		
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			you love it excessively
		
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			and beyond the accepted limits,
		
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			maybe it will what?
		
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			Take the place of Allah Azzawajal
		
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			and be the last thing that you remember.
		
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			Right?
		
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			So that's why when he was asked, remember
		
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			Allah Azawajal, he said, no.
		
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			Checkmate.
		
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			Right? That's his mind. Wakid Ali Akhar, it
		
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			was said to add somebody else, kulla ilaha
		
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			illallah, sayida ilaha illallah, so he recited a
		
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			verse of poetry.
		
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			Maybe a woman
		
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			once or a woman once said after she
		
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			got tired, how do
		
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			I reach the hamam of so and so?
		
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			Hamam is where you would shower and get
		
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			cleansed and what have you. So he could
		
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			be a person who had loved a woman
		
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			so much excessively.
		
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			Right? Or he had committed a sin associated
		
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			with that verse or with that woman. And
		
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			that's the thing that lingered and stuck. And
		
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			that's the thing that came to the surface.
		
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			So say la ilaha illallah, whatever thing the
		
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			only thing that was available is what? The
		
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			remembrance of that poet
		
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			poem, that verse, and also that woman.
		
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			And somebody else
		
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			said to him, say, ila illa illa Allah
		
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			fajaalaaahdhibil
		
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			rina. He started singing.
		
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			Alright. And he says, tat antenna, tat antenna.
		
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			The rhythm, rhythmic song. Right? A song.
		
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			And then he died singing
		
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			or producing the rhythm of that song.
		
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			Right? So consider yourself if you're so attached
		
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			to these things,
		
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			will they be the last thing that a
		
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			person would say
		
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			before their death?
		
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			Somebody
		
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			also was reminded, say la ilaha illallah, he
		
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			says, myinfa'oni
		
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			matakkur. He says, how will this benefit me?
		
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			I did not let us sin or leave
		
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			us sin, but I did it.
		
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			And then he died without saying it.
		
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			Right.
		
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			So this person had given up on himself
		
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			or the sin had come and made him
		
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			despair of Allah's mercy. So he said, why
		
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			should I say it is not going to
		
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			help me? So he dies without saying it
		
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			or rejecting it. SubhanAllah. Waqid Ali Akhar.
		
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			You no say it. And he said, why
		
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			should I say it? How can it help
		
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			me? I never prayed once.
		
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			And then he
		
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			died.
		
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			So that type of rebellions
		
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			or stubbornness
		
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			or lack of iman,
		
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			if it persists throughout one's life, even to
		
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			that moment of death where you need to
		
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			say the most important sentence and you failed
		
00:42:23 --> 00:42:25
			to say it, you understand it's what
		
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			Your body has failed you and your heart
		
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			has failed you. And somebody,
		
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			Khid Ali Akar, somebody also was told, say
		
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			this. And he said, no. I disbelieve in
		
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			what you are saying. And then he died.
		
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			So imagine if that's the last thing that
		
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			a person said
		
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			and somebody also was asked. He said, say
		
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			it, and then he replied. He says,
		
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			every time I wanna say it, my tongue
		
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			is tied,
		
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			And then he
		
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			died. There's something
		
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			preventing me from saying it.
		
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			And and he said,
		
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			Some of the people who had or were
		
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			around some of the beggars
		
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			just before their death,
		
00:43:06 --> 00:43:08
			they were telling them, say la ilaha illallah.
		
00:43:08 --> 00:43:09
			He will say,
		
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			give me a dollar for Allah. Say, give
		
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			me a dollar for Allah. Say, Now he
		
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			was begging
		
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			as he was dying
		
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			because that's the concern that he had or
		
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			some merchants, he said. Some of his relatives
		
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			When he was about to die, he told
		
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			me that when he was next to him
		
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			and they would give him taldkeinda ilaha illallah
		
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			and he will say, this piece is cheap.
		
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			This piece is expensive. This is a good
		
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			price. This is a bad price. And then
		
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			he died doing that.
		
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			Alright?
		
00:43:39 --> 00:43:41
			So, subhanallah, he said, subhanallah,
		
00:43:42 --> 00:43:44
			how many lessons people have witnessed
		
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			and what is hidden from them is much
		
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			greater than these things that they have seen.
		
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			That's true.
		
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			Because you only see what? A small portion
		
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			of what is happening to this person.
		
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			And what lies beyond is much, much greater.
		
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			So he said,
		
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			and this is
		
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			a really nice
		
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			kinda insight.
		
00:44:04 --> 00:44:04
			He said
		
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			Anyway, so he said, if a if a
		
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			person,
		
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			while you are healthy,
		
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			and your mind is present
		
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			and you
		
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			are doing well.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And you are strong.
		
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			He says, while you're in your in that
		
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			state
		
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			and yet the Shaytan has full control over
		
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			you.
		
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			So had stopped your tongue from remembering Allah
		
00:44:48 --> 00:44:48
			Azudal
		
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			and stopped your heart from being close to
		
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			him Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala and had occupied your
		
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			limbs with Allah's disobedience. Meaning when you are
		
00:44:57 --> 00:44:57
			strong,
		
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			if the shaitan has power over you then
		
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			and he is kind of the the puppeteer
		
00:45:03 --> 00:45:04
			and you're the puppet, he tells you what
		
00:45:04 --> 00:45:06
			to do and you're doing it. If he
		
00:45:06 --> 00:45:08
			has full control over you, then and you
		
00:45:08 --> 00:45:09
			are healthy and strong.
		
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			Now when you become weak and about to
		
00:45:12 --> 00:45:13
			die
		
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			and your tongue is weak and your body
		
00:45:15 --> 00:45:17
			is weak and your heart is weak and
		
00:45:17 --> 00:45:18
			you are panicking
		
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			and he is the strongest then
		
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			trying to
		
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			destroy you. How will you escape him?
		
00:45:26 --> 00:45:28
			Now, if you are not escaping him now
		
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			when you are strong, how will you escape
		
00:45:29 --> 00:45:31
			him when you are weak?
		
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			And that is very true, right?
		
00:45:34 --> 00:45:36
			Like if he has control of your tongue
		
00:45:36 --> 00:45:37
			right now
		
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			and you don't remember Allah when you're about
		
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			to die and He is His strongest and
		
00:45:43 --> 00:45:45
			you are your weakest, how do you manage
		
00:45:45 --> 00:45:47
			to say La ilaha illallah then?
		
00:45:48 --> 00:45:50
			And that is a very strong point.
		
00:45:51 --> 00:45:53
			If he has control now, he'll have more
		
00:45:53 --> 00:45:54
			control then.
		
00:45:56 --> 00:45:57
			Because that's he he said,
		
00:45:58 --> 00:45:59
			right?
		
00:46:04 --> 00:46:06
			In addition to the fact that at that
		
00:46:06 --> 00:46:08
			moment you are weak and you're panicking,
		
00:46:08 --> 00:46:10
			you don't know what's gonna happen to you.
		
00:46:10 --> 00:46:12
			You're in great the greatest
		
00:46:12 --> 00:46:13
			distress
		
00:46:13 --> 00:46:15
			in your life will be right then
		
00:46:16 --> 00:46:18
			because you're leaving this life. But he says,
		
00:46:18 --> 00:46:20
			and he gathered all of his power against
		
00:46:20 --> 00:46:21
			you
		
00:46:21 --> 00:46:24
			and all of his soldiers against you so
		
00:46:24 --> 00:46:25
			that he will get what he wants from
		
00:46:25 --> 00:46:27
			you because this is his last chance and
		
00:46:27 --> 00:46:30
			these are the last deeds. So he would
		
00:46:30 --> 00:46:32
			be strongest then and you will be weakest
		
00:46:32 --> 00:46:33
			then.
		
00:46:34 --> 00:46:35
			So he says, then
		
00:46:35 --> 00:46:37
			who will be safe from this?
		
00:46:38 --> 00:46:39
			Then he said, you said,
		
00:46:43 --> 00:46:46
			It is then that Allah, Azzawajal, strengthens the
		
00:46:46 --> 00:46:46
			believers
		
00:46:47 --> 00:46:48
			with the right statement
		
00:46:49 --> 00:46:51
			in the dunya and in the akhirah.
		
00:46:52 --> 00:46:54
			That is, if not for Allah Azzawajal,
		
00:46:55 --> 00:46:56
			no one will be able to be safe
		
00:46:56 --> 00:46:58
			from it. So he's saying,
		
00:47:08 --> 00:47:10
			How will you have a good ending when
		
00:47:10 --> 00:47:11
			your life was not good?
		
00:47:12 --> 00:47:14
			If he said, well, if your heart has
		
00:47:14 --> 00:47:15
			neglected Allah's remembrance
		
00:47:15 --> 00:47:16
			and you follow
		
00:47:17 --> 00:47:20
			your desire and your affairs were in ruin
		
00:47:20 --> 00:47:21
			and loss,
		
00:47:21 --> 00:47:23
			How could this person all of a sudden
		
00:47:23 --> 00:47:25
			switch at the end of their life
		
00:47:25 --> 00:47:27
			and attain a good end and say la
		
00:47:27 --> 00:47:29
			ilaha illallah and then pass?
		
00:47:29 --> 00:47:32
			How will they be saved from the shaitan?
		
00:47:32 --> 00:47:36
			Khalifa ba'id. This is far, far from, happening.
		
00:47:36 --> 00:47:38
			If your heart is far from Allah Azzawajal,
		
00:47:39 --> 00:47:39
			you're inattentive,
		
00:47:40 --> 00:47:43
			negligent of him, you are a slave of
		
00:47:43 --> 00:47:45
			your desire, captive of your temptations.
		
00:47:46 --> 00:47:47
			Your
		
00:47:47 --> 00:47:50
			tongue is stiff when it wants to remember
		
00:47:50 --> 00:47:52
			Allah, and your limbs are weak
		
00:47:52 --> 00:47:53
			in his obedience,
		
00:47:54 --> 00:47:56
			but active in his disobedience,
		
00:47:57 --> 00:47:59
			that's not likely for that person to find
		
00:48:00 --> 00:48:02
			a good end or to be guided to
		
00:48:02 --> 00:48:02
			a good end.
		
00:48:03 --> 00:48:04
			And he said,
		
00:48:12 --> 00:48:14
			He says the fear of that
		
00:48:14 --> 00:48:16
			terrible end had broken the back of the
		
00:48:16 --> 00:48:17
			righteous,
		
00:48:17 --> 00:48:19
			the people of Taqwa,
		
00:48:19 --> 00:48:22
			meaning they are afraid of it the most.
		
00:48:24 --> 00:48:27
			And of course, that fear of theirs is
		
00:48:27 --> 00:48:29
			a productive, fruitful
		
00:48:29 --> 00:48:29
			fear.
		
00:48:30 --> 00:48:33
			It's not an anxiety that what debilitates,
		
00:48:33 --> 00:48:36
			oh, I'm afraid, I'm anxious, and there's nothing
		
00:48:36 --> 00:48:37
			for me to do.
		
00:48:37 --> 00:48:40
			So it just causes anxiety and nothing else.
		
00:48:40 --> 00:48:42
			No. They're afraid then. But what do you
		
00:48:42 --> 00:48:43
			do with that fear?
		
00:48:45 --> 00:48:47
			It propels you to do something about it.
		
00:48:47 --> 00:48:49
			I'm afraid of something,
		
00:48:49 --> 00:48:50
			then you do the opposite.
		
00:48:51 --> 00:48:52
			Opposite of what?
		
00:48:53 --> 00:48:55
			Of what angers Allah, azzawajal. So let me
		
00:48:55 --> 00:48:58
			protect myself by doing greater good and being
		
00:48:58 --> 00:49:00
			closer and closer to Allah, azzawajal,
		
00:49:00 --> 00:49:02
			then that is your protection. So a fear
		
00:49:02 --> 00:49:05
			that leads to that, then that's a fruitful
		
00:49:05 --> 00:49:06
			fear. But if you're the kind of person
		
00:49:06 --> 00:49:08
			who will be afraid and then sit and
		
00:49:08 --> 00:49:11
			do nothing, just be simply be anxious, then
		
00:49:11 --> 00:49:13
			you have to understand that how you are
		
00:49:13 --> 00:49:14
			afraid is wrong.
		
00:49:15 --> 00:49:17
			No. You're afraid of it, then do something
		
00:49:17 --> 00:49:18
			about it.
		
00:49:19 --> 00:49:19
			Right?
		
00:49:20 --> 00:49:22
			You're afraid of it? Then change your life.
		
00:49:23 --> 00:49:26
			And imagine that if you were to be
		
00:49:26 --> 00:49:27
			dead tomorrow,
		
00:49:27 --> 00:49:29
			would you be ready to face Allah a
		
00:49:29 --> 00:49:31
			zawdid? Would you be ready with all the
		
00:49:31 --> 00:49:33
			things that you are carrying with you that
		
00:49:33 --> 00:49:35
			you have not repented from? What if they
		
00:49:35 --> 00:49:37
			come and they attack you at that moment?
		
00:49:37 --> 00:49:40
			What if the Shaytan brings it? Just just
		
00:49:40 --> 00:49:41
			think of yourself right now.
		
00:49:43 --> 00:49:45
			How close your heart is to Allah, Azzawajal?
		
00:49:47 --> 00:49:49
			And how rebellious is it? And how close
		
00:49:49 --> 00:49:51
			your tongue is to Allah? And how rebellious
		
00:49:51 --> 00:49:53
			is it? How will you be able to
		
00:49:54 --> 00:49:57
			control them when you need them before death?
		
00:49:58 --> 00:49:58
			But he said,
		
00:50:01 --> 00:50:02
			he says as
		
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			if the sinners,
		
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			those who are disobedient,
		
00:50:05 --> 00:50:07
			as if they have a
		
00:50:07 --> 00:50:10
			document giving them security and peace from Allah,
		
00:50:10 --> 00:50:12
			azza jal that nothing is going to happen
		
00:50:12 --> 00:50:14
			to them. That's why they're not afraid.
		
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			Is it but who gave you that guarantee?
		
00:50:17 --> 00:50:18
			He says, Allah said,
		
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			It says, or do you have an oath
		
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			from us that extends all the way to
		
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			the day of judgment that you're gonna have
		
00:50:32 --> 00:50:33
			what you want?
		
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			Like, do you have that? That Allah had
		
00:50:36 --> 00:50:38
			promised you. That's the meaning of the ayah.
		
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			Do you have a promise from us
		
00:50:40 --> 00:50:43
			that whatever you want is gonna happen?
		
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			He says salhum, ask them who guaranteed this
		
00:50:47 --> 00:50:48
			to them?
		
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			Who told you that you're going to go
		
00:50:50 --> 00:50:51
			to Jannah?
		
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			I know that all of us have the
		
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			feeling that we will be there, right?
		
00:50:56 --> 00:50:57
			Tell you the question here, who gave you
		
00:50:57 --> 00:50:58
			that feeling?
		
00:50:59 --> 00:51:01
			Who gave you that guarantee?
		
00:51:02 --> 00:51:04
			Who can, who can promise you this?
		
00:51:06 --> 00:51:08
			No one promised you this. Right?
		
00:51:09 --> 00:51:09
			No one.
		
00:51:10 --> 00:51:12
			So where did you bring that security?
		
00:51:13 --> 00:51:16
			So you have to be afraid that what
		
00:51:16 --> 00:51:17
			if some of the people who will be
		
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			in hellfire, which I know will be in
		
00:51:19 --> 00:51:20
			hellfire,
		
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			what if I'm one of them?
		
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			One of that's what if that's sin that
		
00:51:26 --> 00:51:27
			I'm doing and I'm still doing,
		
00:51:28 --> 00:51:29
			that's the thing that will ruin me and
		
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			will stop me from saying la ilaha illa
		
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			Muhammadun
		
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			Rasoolallah.
		
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			So you start with changing your life because
		
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			of it. So if you want your tongue
		
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			to be nimble and soft with Allah's
		
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			remembrance,
		
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			practice it now.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And remember your death.
		
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			La ilaha illallah, La ilaha illallah, La ilaha
		
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			illallah. And you keep saying that.
		
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			So it's easy for you to move your
		
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			tongue with Allah's remembrance.
		
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			If you want your heart to save you
		
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			in a time when you need it,
		
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			keep pushing it closer to Allah, azza wa
		
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			jal. Right?
		
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			So he said and then he concludes this
		
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			with
		
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			some verses,
		
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			the
		
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			meaning of them, he says, oh, who feel
		
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			secure
		
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			while doing while disobeying Allah,
		
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			do you have a guarantee
		
00:52:20 --> 00:52:21
			that you own, that you're going to be
		
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			safe? You've combined 2 things,
		
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			safety and following your desire, and one of
		
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			them is a killer.
		
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			So if you feel safe, that kills you.
		
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			If you follow your desire, that kills you.
		
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			Both of them,
		
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			that really will kill you. And he says,
		
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			but those righteous
		
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			are following the path of fear
		
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			and that is a path that you are
		
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			not following. You did not plant at the
		
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			time of planting, but at the time of
		
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			harvest, you also wanna be harvesting with those
		
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			who harvest. He says, this is the most
		
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			incredible thing that you
		
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			don't desire
		
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			the land of permanence
		
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			and you desire a land that you're gonna
		
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			leave.
		
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			Meaning you don't desire
		
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			the akhira, the land of permanence,
		
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			but you want this land knowing that you
		
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			are gonna leave it. Many saffihu idan billahi
		
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			who says, who is foolish then? I ask
		
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			you by Allah, you or the one who
		
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			loses a worldly transaction?
		
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			One who binds something in the world and
		
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			then he gets what? Cheated.
		
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			Is he the foolish who you are?
		
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			Because when you see somebody
		
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			who is bamboozled in the dunya, you call
		
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			them foolish, stupid. You don't know how to
		
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			sell, how to buy. You're not smart enough.
		
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			Right?
		
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			But who is the real foolish person? The
		
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			one who loses in the dunya
		
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			gets fooled in the dunya or the one
		
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			who is fooled in the akhirah?
		
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			Is in the akhirah.
		
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			Right?
		
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			So that's it insha'Allah
		
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			for
		
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			tonight and we hope insha'Allah that you remember
		
00:53:47 --> 00:53:48
			some of these things
		
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			and they do stay with you.
		
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			And by the way, this is a book
		
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			that I would really recommend that even
		
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			after we finish it, insha'Allah, you make it
		
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			a book that you keep repeating
		
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			because guaranteed we're gonna forget this. So it's
		
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			really useful to go back and read it
		
00:54:04 --> 00:54:06
			again, inshallah. And the more you read it,
		
00:54:06 --> 00:54:08
			the more that it will kind of stay
		
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			with us inshallah.
		
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			Let me know inshallah if you have
		
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			anything to ask.
		
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			No. No.
		
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			No. No.
		
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			Yeah. Inshallah.
		
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			So,
		
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			the first question is that,
		
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			is it an obligation for a person to,
		
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			state
		
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			the shahada just before their death?
		
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			And what happens if a person dies all
		
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			of a sudden,
		
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			without the opportunity to say that, shahada? Well,
		
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			obviously, if it's a sudden death,
		
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			you will not be required or will not
		
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			be accepted,
		
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			expected from you to say the shahada because
		
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			all of a sudden.
		
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			Now what happened with those people who are
		
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			offered to say the shahada and then they
		
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			don't say it,
		
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			is an obligation that they should say it?
		
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			We're not we don't say that it's an
		
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			obligation,
		
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			but it's a good sign.
		
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			It's a good sign
		
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			that the last thing that you will say
		
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			is la ilaha illallah,
		
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			and it's a bad sign
		
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			and signage is right. It's just they predictors.
		
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			Right? So we're not gonna look at that
		
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			person who didn't say it and say, well,
		
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			definitely he's gonna
		
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			we were saying that's not a good sign
		
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			when a person, you know,
		
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			is offered to say the shahada and they
		
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			say something else means that they are drowning
		
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			or thinking about something else.
		
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			So that's what we wanna run away without
		
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			from an escape is that when we're offered
		
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			that chance to say it,
		
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			we don't find ourselves unable to say it
		
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			because of what being crippled by bad things
		
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			that we have done. Now the examples that
		
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			we mentioned, this is the second question that
		
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			you've asked,
		
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			would not be these would not be people
		
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			who are,
		
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			trying and struggling and repenting, and so they
		
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			were,
		
00:56:56 --> 00:56:57
			let down
		
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			at the end of their life. There will
		
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			probably be people who are persistent in that
		
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			sin,
		
00:57:04 --> 00:57:07
			unrepentant from it. And so they tried,
		
00:57:07 --> 00:57:10
			but then that is almost too late for
		
00:57:10 --> 00:57:13
			them to repent, to, to switch course. So
		
00:57:13 --> 00:57:15
			the sin was just too overwhelming.
		
00:57:15 --> 00:57:18
			But a person is struggling with that sin,
		
00:57:18 --> 00:57:20
			keeps repenting from it. As soon as they
		
00:57:20 --> 00:57:21
			do it,
		
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			they will not be in that category because
		
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			the door of repentance, as you said, is
		
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			wide open. But if you wait
		
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			right to the end, that juncture where a
		
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			person is about to leave and you're offered
		
00:57:33 --> 00:57:34
			that thing to say,
		
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			then that sin may not allow you to.
		
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			So there's a difference between them.
		
00:57:48 --> 00:57:49
			No. Yeah. I mean,
		
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			you hope for the best. You try to
		
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			do the best, but the examples that we
		
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			have are examples of sin surfacing
		
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			at the end of one's life. Right? And
		
00:58:01 --> 00:58:04
			their inability, right, or an outright rejection of
		
00:58:04 --> 00:58:07
			it. No, I don't believe in it. No,
		
00:58:07 --> 00:58:09
			I don't need it So that's where you
		
00:58:09 --> 00:58:10
			find that rebellion
		
00:58:10 --> 00:58:12
			that kind of kind of reflects a rebellious
		
00:58:12 --> 00:58:13
			life
		
00:58:42 --> 00:58:44
			Mhmm. So your question is that if someone
		
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			had spent longer time obeying Allah Azza wa
		
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			Jal and then he commits a sin.
		
00:58:58 --> 00:59:01
			So that will that sin have greater impact
		
00:59:01 --> 00:59:01
			on him because
		
00:59:03 --> 00:59:05
			the second person was more sinful so that
		
00:59:05 --> 00:59:07
			sin will have greater impact on him versus
		
00:59:07 --> 00:59:08
			someone who is more righteous
		
00:59:09 --> 00:59:12
			so that sin has less space and time
		
00:59:12 --> 00:59:14
			and effect on his life and for sure.
		
00:59:14 --> 00:59:16
			So they're not gonna be treated the same.
		
00:59:16 --> 00:59:18
			So someone who had lived a sinful life
		
00:59:18 --> 00:59:20
			and he commits that sin, of course, it
		
00:59:20 --> 00:59:22
			just adds to the detrimental effect of previous
		
00:59:22 --> 00:59:23
			sins
		
00:59:23 --> 00:59:25
			versus someone who has this
		
00:59:25 --> 00:59:26
			background
		
00:59:26 --> 00:59:27
			of
		
00:59:27 --> 00:59:28
			righteousness.
		
00:59:28 --> 00:59:30
			So that sin does not have enough space
		
00:59:30 --> 00:59:32
			in it to get as much harm as
		
00:59:32 --> 00:59:34
			the second person, right, or to do as
		
00:59:34 --> 00:59:36
			much damage. So they're not going to be
		
00:59:36 --> 00:59:37
			the same,
		
00:59:37 --> 00:59:38
			obviously. And Allah
		
00:59:39 --> 00:59:41
			is just that he's not gonna treat both
		
00:59:41 --> 00:59:42
			people the same.
		
00:59:44 --> 00:59:45
			So the question here is,
		
00:59:47 --> 00:59:47
			okay.
		
00:59:49 --> 00:59:52
			Does Tawba take away consequences of sin or
		
00:59:52 --> 00:59:54
			it still happens but sin is only deleted?
		
00:59:54 --> 00:59:57
			No. If Allah forgive if Allah forgives that
		
00:59:57 --> 00:59:59
			sin, everything with it goes away.
		
00:59:59 --> 01:00:01
			So the sin itself and its consequences.
		
01:00:02 --> 01:00:02
			Right?
		
01:00:07 --> 01:00:09
			And what is the best dua to recite
		
01:00:09 --> 01:00:10
			for a good end?
		
01:00:12 --> 01:00:14
			Or something similar to it How
		
01:00:15 --> 01:00:17
			frequent should we say it?
		
01:00:17 --> 01:00:20
			As frequent as you remember that, as frequent
		
01:00:20 --> 01:00:21
			as you remember it
		
01:00:22 --> 01:00:24
			you know, du'a is similar to,
		
01:00:30 --> 01:00:32
			To live as Muslims, to die as Muslims,
		
01:00:32 --> 01:00:34
			to be resurrected as Muslims. Similar duas where
		
01:00:34 --> 01:00:37
			you're asking Allah, not just simply the end,
		
01:00:37 --> 01:00:39
			but a life also that is righteous, an
		
01:00:39 --> 01:00:41
			end that is righteous, and also a resurrection
		
01:00:41 --> 01:00:42
			that is righteous.
		
01:00:43 --> 01:00:45
			So asking Allah, azza wa jal, for hussnul
		
01:00:45 --> 01:00:45
			katima,
		
01:00:46 --> 01:00:48
			that's what comes to mind, wallahu a'alam,
		
01:00:48 --> 01:00:49
			at this moment.
		
01:00:50 --> 01:00:53
			If we see ourselves are rebelling
		
01:00:53 --> 01:00:55
			to do good and can't drag ourselves to
		
01:00:55 --> 01:00:57
			do good, can't you share tips to recover
		
01:00:57 --> 01:00:59
			ourselves completely from the state? If you find
		
01:00:59 --> 01:01:00
			yourself weak
		
01:01:01 --> 01:01:03
			that you have to constantly drag yourself to
		
01:01:03 --> 01:01:04
			do,
		
01:01:05 --> 01:01:07
			things pleasing to Allah Azza wa Jal, but
		
01:01:07 --> 01:01:09
			you find yourself rushing to displease him.
		
01:01:09 --> 01:01:11
			If you notice this in yourself, the first
		
01:01:11 --> 01:01:13
			thing that you want to do is ask
		
01:01:13 --> 01:01:14
			Allah azzawajal for help.
		
01:01:15 --> 01:01:15
			Help
		
01:01:16 --> 01:01:18
			me. Help me against myself. Rescue me from
		
01:01:18 --> 01:01:20
			myself. That's the thing that you want to
		
01:01:20 --> 01:01:23
			do and be persistent in that dua.
		
01:01:23 --> 01:01:24
			And if you can add to a dhikr
		
01:01:24 --> 01:01:26
			of Allah, azzawajal, you'll find that you will
		
01:01:26 --> 01:01:29
			have power, bayimin Allah, to start moving.
		
01:01:29 --> 01:01:31
			And then you want to start
		
01:01:31 --> 01:01:34
			attaching yourself or linking yourself to righteous places
		
01:01:34 --> 01:01:35
			and righteous people.
		
01:01:35 --> 01:01:38
			So find a righteous friend, find a righteous
		
01:01:38 --> 01:01:41
			company, stay in righteous places, and inshallah, you'll
		
01:01:41 --> 01:01:43
			find that your mood will change, your habit
		
01:01:43 --> 01:01:45
			will change, and then your lifestyle will change.
		
01:01:45 --> 01:01:47
			So begin with dua
		
01:01:47 --> 01:01:49
			and asking Allah like repeatedly
		
01:01:49 --> 01:01:50
			Allah
		
01:01:50 --> 01:01:52
			and then decree of Allah azza wa jal
		
01:01:52 --> 01:01:55
			and then start to find a better company
		
01:01:55 --> 01:01:57
			than the company that you have. Right?
		
01:02:04 --> 01:02:06
			How can someone begin to seek knowledge when
		
01:02:06 --> 01:02:08
			they don't have the patience?
		
01:02:09 --> 01:02:11
			Again, if you like the patience, ask Allah
		
01:02:11 --> 01:02:13
			a zawajal for it.
		
01:02:13 --> 01:02:15
			Then maybe start small
		
01:02:15 --> 01:02:17
			if it's really or too overwhelming.
		
01:02:17 --> 01:02:19
			So if you cannot attend the halaqa physically,
		
01:02:20 --> 01:02:22
			listen to parts of it online.
		
01:02:22 --> 01:02:24
			If you cannot read an entire book, read
		
01:02:24 --> 01:02:25
			a page of it.
		
01:02:25 --> 01:02:28
			Right? Listen to a sheikh, an authentic reliable
		
01:02:28 --> 01:02:31
			one that you also like. Right? He may
		
01:02:31 --> 01:02:33
			not be as knowledgeable, but he has to
		
01:02:33 --> 01:02:34
			be authentic.
		
01:02:34 --> 01:02:36
			But he may not be as knowledgeable as
		
01:02:36 --> 01:02:38
			another sheikh, right, who is more versed, more
		
01:02:38 --> 01:02:40
			learned, but at least he can give you
		
01:02:40 --> 01:02:42
			something. Then listen to that person
		
01:02:42 --> 01:02:44
			and be gradual with yourself and ask Allah,
		
01:02:44 --> 01:02:46
			azza, to open your heart so that you
		
01:02:46 --> 01:02:49
			could seek knowledge or be patient with it.
		
01:02:49 --> 01:02:51
			Understand also that it is an act of
		
01:02:51 --> 01:02:52
			Ibadah, by the way.
		
01:02:52 --> 01:02:54
			Right? So it's not supposed always to be
		
01:02:54 --> 01:02:56
			easy or fun. You have to kind of
		
01:02:56 --> 01:02:59
			push yourself and force yourself and then that,
		
01:02:59 --> 01:02:59
			insha'Allah,
		
01:03:00 --> 01:03:01
			will will
		
01:03:01 --> 01:03:03
			be easier with time, insha'Allah.
		
01:03:05 --> 01:03:06
			I don't want to take too much time
		
01:03:06 --> 01:03:07
			asking
		
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			okay
		
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			Okay. Just 2 more questions.
		
01:03:17 --> 01:03:19
			Is there any litmus test that we are
		
01:03:19 --> 01:03:22
			striving enough for Allah that we don't? There's
		
01:03:22 --> 01:03:25
			no litmus test, like striving for Allah's
		
01:03:25 --> 01:03:28
			cause has no limit to it. Right? She
		
01:03:28 --> 01:03:31
			always can do more. Right? And the boundaries
		
01:03:31 --> 01:03:33
			are the boundaries of time and place and
		
01:03:33 --> 01:03:35
			boundaries of personal ability.
		
01:03:36 --> 01:03:37
			So that's the only thing. Right?
		
01:03:38 --> 01:03:39
			But there is no particular litmus test that
		
01:03:39 --> 01:03:41
			is gonna kind of be the same for
		
01:03:41 --> 01:03:43
			everybody, but you have to see what is
		
01:03:43 --> 01:03:44
			within your ability.
		
01:03:45 --> 01:03:47
			And sometimes you can't force yourself to do
		
01:03:47 --> 01:03:49
			more than what it can at this moment.
		
01:03:49 --> 01:03:50
			It just simply cannot.
		
01:03:51 --> 01:03:54
			So at least, right, the obligations need to
		
01:03:54 --> 01:03:56
			be fulfilled and the Haram needs to be
		
01:03:56 --> 01:03:58
			avoided and you strive with the recommended, Wallahu
		
01:03:58 --> 01:03:59
			Alam. Right.
		
01:04:07 --> 01:04:09
			So if if one returns to Allah
		
01:04:10 --> 01:04:12
			sincerely with the repentance, can an individual expect
		
01:04:12 --> 01:04:15
			their spouse to also return to Allah Azza
		
01:04:15 --> 01:04:18
			wa Jal? That's my understanding of your question.
		
01:04:19 --> 01:04:21
			Possible, wallahu a'alaam.
		
01:04:21 --> 01:04:23
			That is, if a person is pious and
		
01:04:23 --> 01:04:25
			close to Allah azza wajal,
		
01:04:26 --> 01:04:28
			there's a possibility that if you return to
		
01:04:28 --> 01:04:29
			Allah
		
01:04:29 --> 01:04:31
			and you make dua
		
01:04:31 --> 01:04:33
			and you plead with him that Allah will
		
01:04:33 --> 01:04:36
			fix your spouse for you. That's a possibility.
		
01:04:36 --> 01:04:36
			Right?
		
01:04:37 --> 01:04:39
			And it's also a possibility that,
		
01:04:40 --> 01:04:42
			no, it's gonna need more than that.
		
01:04:42 --> 01:04:45
			And that means that it needs your piety,
		
01:04:46 --> 01:04:48
			but also helping them, meaning you actively help
		
01:04:48 --> 01:04:51
			them to be better. Not just simply Allah
		
01:04:51 --> 01:04:53
			changing their heart, but you
		
01:04:54 --> 01:04:54
			with your,
		
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			persistence, with your dua, with your character, with
		
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			your
		
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			kindness to change them.
		
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			And that may take some time,
		
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			but it's definitely, wallahu 'alam, that if you
		
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			turn towards Allah, azzawajal,
		
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			Allah will bring that company to you. Right?
		
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			If you seek it, Allah will bring that
		
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			company to you. So either Allah fixes your
		
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			spouse for you
		
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			or helps you to fix your spouse for
		
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			you, or if there is no good, and
		
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			I hope that that's not the case, if
		
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			there's no good between
		
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			in that person, Allah separates you. So that's
		
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			also a possibility. Right?
		
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			But it's definitely the consequences for your own
		
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			good. So if you turn to Allah, Allah
		
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			will bring the good things to you, you
		
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			inshallah.