Akhi Ayman – What Changed

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The speaker describes a situation where they cried and cried because their mother, who had controlled them for nine months, is not present. They express their desire to better their life in life after their mother is no longer present.

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			And that's what changed.
		
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			I went back to my soul and I
		
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			started crying.
		
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			I cried and said, how can I do
		
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			this to my mum?
		
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			The mother that carried me for nine months,
		
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			the mother that took each step, the mother
		
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			that travelled two hours here, now two hours
		
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			back to go home.
		
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			Why am I putting her through this?
		
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			My mother, my mother that continues that every
		
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			single day that goes past my bedroom and
		
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			remembers me and her son is not there.
		
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			So I'll make it over.
		
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			I'm not going to go back to my
		
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			old sick and twisted ways.
		
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			And I said to myself, when I get
		
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			released, I'm going to better my life in
		
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			obedience to Allah.