Akhi Ayman – Still in The UK

Akhi Ayman
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A person describes a situation where they booked online to study abroad and eventually got rejected. They express uncertainty about what to study and how to learn from their daughter. They also mention being a weak person when faced with negative language and encourage others to not over words or make negative comments.

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			I've decided to go to study abroad.
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			So I did the online booking for myself
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			to go to Medina and other universities to
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			go and study.
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			Every single year I got rejected and it
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			hurt me.
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			I wanted to go and do something of
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			the deen.
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			Then my imam said to me, Ayman, you
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			know what?
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			Allah doesn't want you to go abroad.
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			Allah wants you to stay here to be
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			a lesson to all of the youth.
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			Learn from me.
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			I'm still a wasteland.
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			Someone looks at me now and tells me
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			he wants to pick a fight, though I
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			know I would damage.
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			But knowing I have a daughter at home
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			waiting for me, I can't fight.
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			A man looks at me, says no worries
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			bro, sorry man.
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			I put my head down.
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			You come and be physical with me, then
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			I will destroy you.
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			That's when I can get my hands dirty.
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			Not over words.
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			Not people calling me names.
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			I leave them be.
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			Words can't hurt you.
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			And if you are a man that let
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			words hurt you, then you're a weak man.