Ahmad Arshad – Discourse At Khanqah #26

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The importance of finding a way to transform oneself is emphasized, and the root of healing is the desire to be mindful of one's actions. The speaker emphasizes the need to learn and practice tazfiya, be aware of one's emotions, and not shy. The importance of remaining in remorse and cognizance, avoiding distrusts, and not letting anyone distract from distrusts is emphasized.

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			If somebody wants to
		
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			make a good pizza,
		
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			they have to make sure that
		
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			they have all the right ingredients,
		
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			and then they combine them in the right
		
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			way, and then they
		
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			cook them for the right amount of time.
		
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			And before you know it, alhamdulillah, this
		
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			magnificent
		
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			pizza is in front of you.
		
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			Everybody understands that if they're missing, for example,
		
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			cheese, the pizza is not going to be
		
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			what we want, or the sauce is not
		
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			there,
		
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			or the dough is not there.
		
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			We understand that these things are essential.
		
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			Now, same is the case when we talk
		
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			about
		
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			the
		
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			spirituality of a person,
		
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			the development of a person, development of a
		
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			character, our personality,
		
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			development
		
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			of traits that we want,
		
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			to
		
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			see within ourselves, that Allah
		
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			wants to see within us.
		
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			It is
		
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			made from certain ingredients,
		
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			and they're very simple. They're all from
		
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			Quran and sunnah, from the sharia.
		
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			And
		
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			if any of those ingredients are missing, then
		
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			there will be a defect, there will be
		
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			nooks
		
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			in whatever is formed from
		
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			it. So for example,
		
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			we all know this, that
		
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			what we need to do is to have
		
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			the kir qasim,
		
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			is to have remembrance of Allah, subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala, that
		
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			a remembrance that has abundance in it.
		
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			That is the first ingredient.
		
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			Then we need
		
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			of
		
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			of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.
		
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			I
		
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			mean, people who have traversed the path.
		
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			Right? Nobody can claim that they are this,
		
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			but people
		
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			who have traversed the path themselves,
		
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			they can help others on the path.
		
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			And people who may not have traversed the
		
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			path,
		
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			is like a blind person
		
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			leading a blind person.
		
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			So that is the second ingredient of sama.
		
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			The third ingredient is what we call
		
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			and is
		
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			going against the
		
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			demands and desires and whims of tanevs
		
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			and putting a burden on it. And again,
		
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			this is something that is required.
		
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			A pizza cannot be formed without you putting
		
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			it in fire.
		
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			So you have that
		
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			break oven pizza that is very famous, I
		
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			think.
		
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			Because, you know, it has the requisite amount
		
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			of fire and from all sides. So think
		
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			of think of
		
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			mujahid al nafs
		
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			as as putting the burden of fire
		
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			on the nafs.
		
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			And the 4th thing that is required
		
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			is
		
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			really this, like, deep
		
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			connection with
		
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			And we have described and discussed this before
		
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			that when we say,
		
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			of course, it means
		
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			But more than that,
		
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			the right?
		
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			The
		
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			means that
		
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			was free from from
		
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			and from
		
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			and from Hasid and Ujib and Takabur and
		
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			Shahan and
		
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			and all of these diseases and ailments.
		
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			So we have to
		
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			make sure that our
		
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			baton is like that. And was an embodiment
		
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			of really, you know, like, some and
		
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			and ultimately, we want
		
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			a taste of those akhwal and kefiyat within
		
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			ourselves.
		
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			And the third thing within that is the
		
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			Prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam brought a certain
		
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			way of being,
		
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			right,
		
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			of mannerism,
		
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			of, you know, acting, of
		
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			of, you know, the way he spoke, the
		
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			way he conducted himself. Right? Etiquette, mannerism. Right?
		
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			This adab of zindagi, adab I hayat.
		
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			And so we have to inculcate
		
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			those
		
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			within ourselves. That is probably one of the
		
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			most difficult things to do.
		
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			And so when you have these four things
		
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			together,
		
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			these 4 ingredients together, then it becomes very
		
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			easy, fairly easy
		
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			to achieve what is what we call or
		
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			tazkiyah or tazfiya,
		
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			develop ourselves,
		
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			you know, change ourselves, transform ourselves, mold ourselves,
		
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			whatever you want to call
		
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			it. And if any of these ingredients are
		
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			missing, then it's just like that pizza that's
		
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			missing the cheese or the sauce and
		
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			and then there will be there will be
		
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			problems. Right? So for example, let's say,
		
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			you're not doing enough zikr of Allah.
		
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			This is something that
		
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			Allah again and again and again
		
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			orders in the Quran.
		
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			Literally, a page goes by where
		
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			Allah does not speak about zikr for.
		
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			Zikr, you know, obviously one meaning of zikr
		
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			is Quran itself, but
		
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			when we say zikr, it is that remembrance.
		
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			Deeply embedded embedded remembrance of Allah subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala. Right?
		
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			And we all know
		
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			of different kinds whether you are used to
		
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			out light, out loud,
		
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			If you want to do that, that's fine.
		
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			With your tongue, meaning whisper.
		
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			Right?
		
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			If
		
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			you want, you know, if you have an
		
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			aspect with that, go for it.
		
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			And the third one, and which is called
		
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			or
		
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			or
		
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			within
		
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			ourselves.
		
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			Within your being,
		
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			within your being, within your inner faculties that
		
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			Allah
		
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			has given and some people have. Whatever
		
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			zikr that you're used to,
		
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			a, you have to do it with a
		
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			sense of presence, mindfulness.
		
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			B, you know, to make it effective.
		
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			Right? To make it effective, you have to
		
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			do it.
		
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			You have to do it abundance.
		
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			Ezekiel
		
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			is the
		
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			is what is required.
		
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			If you're sick and you take medicine,
		
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			if you take medicine
		
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			and you take it after every week rather
		
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			than daily, it's not going to take effect.
		
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			And if you're supposed to take, like, 20
		
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			milligrams and you're like, no. No. No. I'm
		
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			just gonna take 1 milligram. It's not gonna
		
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			affect you. You're not going to see the
		
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			cure that you're looking for. Exactly like that,
		
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			there's a certain amount of zikr
		
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			and certain consistency in zikr that
		
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			is required.
		
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			Abundance.
		
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			You know, you need to become people who
		
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			are able to
		
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			remember Allah
		
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			standing, sitting, and lying down.
		
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			So it's really it encompasses every state that
		
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			we're in. Sajid.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And
		
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			so we we need to we need to
		
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			kind of think about this and especially those,
		
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			you know, who suffer from stress and depression
		
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			and
		
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			are always unhappy, are always complaining,
		
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			you know, this is such a great remedy
		
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			for them. Such a great remedy.
		
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			People
		
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			who suffer from,
		
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			you know, like,
		
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			these violent attacks
		
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			of thoughts all the time. This is such
		
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			a great remedy for that.
		
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			It's Suji. Allah has given us a free
		
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			remedy. You don't have to go and spend
		
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			100 of dollars and 1,000 of dollars in
		
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			getting this remedy. This is
		
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			free. That you're looking for that serenity, you're
		
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			looking for that peace, you're looking for that
		
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			solace, you're looking for that, you know,
		
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			that, you know, that that in the heart,
		
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			it is in the zikmafah.
		
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			But again, you have to do a certain
		
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			amount of it.
		
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			Right? You cannot just,
		
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			you know, just just
		
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			touch it every now and then,
		
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			and
		
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			and then ask for the effect. You know,
		
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			you all like him, I just did 1
		
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			minute or 2 minutes of zikr, and, you
		
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			know, how come,
		
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			you know, I'm
		
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			not the next It
		
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			doesn't work that way.
		
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			So we have to
		
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			you have to put in the effort when
		
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			it comes to that. But I will tell
		
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			you this,
		
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			that surely
		
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			surely the zikr will will thus cleanse a
		
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			person from inside.
		
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			Very cleansing effect.
		
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			You know, people feel that hardness. You can
		
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			feel it sometimes.
		
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			You can feel that there's something wrong with
		
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			my heart. What is this? You know, I've
		
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			been praying for, like, 30, 40 years of
		
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			my life,
		
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			and, you know,
		
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			I just don't feel anything inside.
		
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			Is something wrong with my heart that I'm
		
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			supposed to be loving Allah
		
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			I don't feel that.
		
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			Iman comes with the.
		
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			Iman comes with that.
		
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			Iman comes with certain states and,
		
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			you know, there are certain rec you know,
		
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			certain things that that come with and I
		
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			don't see any of that.
		
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			The the biggest thing is that the heart
		
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			is not in the right place. The, you
		
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			know, there's a model there,
		
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			and, you know, you have to
		
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			you have to cure it. At the zakkal
		
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			of Allah, it's the cure of heart.
		
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			But again,
		
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			zakkur see
		
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			zakkur see. So we have to learn this.
		
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			We have to go to our.
		
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			This is why we go, and this is
		
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			why we engage in it.
		
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			And
		
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			and again, you know, the the adkar that
		
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			are present in Hadith of Rasoolullah SAWSALAM, of
		
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			course, the whole Ummat has ijazah for that.
		
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			And they are recommended and they should be
		
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			done.
		
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			Nobody should, you know,
		
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			shy away from that. Right?
		
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			Shying away
		
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			from is actually.
		
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			Why is this a? Because Allah says that
		
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			those who shy away from
		
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			Allah will impose this shaitan.
		
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			Shaitan on this person for
		
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			This Qur'in is what is this?
		
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			Is this cham? Is the close friend?
		
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			Hugs you all the time. And what does
		
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			shaitan do? Shaitan is the source of wasabi,
		
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			one of the greatest sources of wasabi that
		
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			we suffer from.
		
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			Now if the shaitan or this jinn, you
		
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			know, jinn shaitan is a jinn, this jinn
		
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			is like hugging you 24 hours a day,
		
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			7 days a week,
		
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			then no chuff chuff fear is going to
		
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			get rid of this this.
		
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			You need you need the liquor to get
		
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			rid of people who shy away from it.
		
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			Of course, you have to suffer from, oh,
		
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			I can't control my thoughts here, and I
		
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			have bad thoughts, and I have these thoughts,
		
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			and I have that those And thoughts as
		
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			we know, they they they lead to actions.
		
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			Actions lead to behavioral habits. Right?
		
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			So why then, like, why even
		
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			why even complain? Right? It's like you go
		
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			to a doctor. It's like, you know, doctor,
		
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			you know, I'm still sick, and I've been
		
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			seeing you for, what, you know, like, 10
		
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			years. I was like, did you take the
		
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			medicine? No. No. No. I didn't take the
		
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			medicine, but I've been coming to you.
		
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			Take the medicine. You need to take that
		
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			chemotherapy.
		
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			That chemotherapy has to be done to get
		
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			rid of the cancer.
		
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			With that sense of presence, with that abundance.
		
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			As a matter of fact, the Quran tells
		
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			us I mean, the Quran is filled with
		
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			this. I mean, I'm I'm shocked and I'm
		
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			baffled that we don't read this.
		
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			It's filled with
		
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			with this not only encouragement, this insistence that
		
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			we have to become, you know,
		
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			that we have to become people who do
		
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			And
		
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			the sign of
		
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			is people who do
		
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			but little.
		
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			That's a that's a big thing. That's one
		
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			of the signs of how do I know
		
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			that I'm a? Okay. What is the Quran
		
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			telling us?
		
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			That you sit in in zikr and or
		
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			you do whatever zikr and you just can't
		
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			do it.
		
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			If you look at kaleel and kasid, kasid
		
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			is more than half and kaleel is less
		
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			than half. So
		
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			so little little.
		
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			Now it doesn't mean you have to just
		
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			all the time,
		
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			but, you know, you have to be in
		
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			that state of remembrance and cognizance and awareness.
		
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			Right? At least to the extent that it
		
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			saves us from a life of sin.
		
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			Staying away from sin is zikr in itself.
		
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			That you're able to pull yourself back.
		
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			Such a person,
		
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			you know, makes themselves deserving of jinnah. I'm
		
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			not saying this, Quran is saying this.
		
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			Those who have this
		
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			to stand in front of Allah
		
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			and they pull their nafs back. And how
		
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			do you pull yourself? By remembering Allah.
		
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			If you're doing something wrong and all of
		
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			a sudden you remember your Abu standing there
		
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			with his danda,
		
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			right, you're going to pull yourself back.
		
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			That is the remembrance. That is the remembrance,
		
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			you know, that pulls you back from a
		
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			life of sin. And if your zikr is
		
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			not preventing if our zikr is not preventing
		
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			us from that,
		
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			then it's just silly. Like, it's it's,
		
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			you know
		
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			then it's not the medicine that we think
		
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			that those are, like, the gummy vitamins that
		
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			we're enjoying eating,
		
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			but not really having any effect on on
		
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			ourselves.
		
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			That's not what we want.
		
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			This zikr is there, so to cure
		
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			us to cure us
		
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			to cure
		
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			So
		
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			you
		
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			know, we have to
		
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			we have to give it to you. We
		
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			have to give it to other,
		
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			and we have to make sure that it
		
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			is transforming us, changing us,
		
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			changing our. You know, we can you know,
		
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			as I said, You know? Am I still
		
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			suffering from
		
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			and
		
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			and my my heart getting pulled towards you
		
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			know? Do I have?
		
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			Do I feel towards my brothers and sisters
		
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			and
		
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			Do I feel this? Do I feel this
		
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			Do
		
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			I feel that I always have this negativity
		
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			towards other and that I always look down
		
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			upon others?
		
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			Right?
		
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			And, you know, the zikr is not having
		
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			the effect that we want it to have.
		
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			The one of the that was
		
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			recited
		
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			today.
		
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			Don't let your
		
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			basically, your
		
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			is your worthy possessions.
		
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			Your status, your wealth, your cars, your houses,
		
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			your
		
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			jobs, your careers, your degrees, don't let any
		
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			of this.
		
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			And
		
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			is very dear and near to a person.
		
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			You know your relationships.
		
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			It was they don't don't let them distract
		
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			you from zikr of
		
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			Allah Whoever does this, whoever does this, you
		
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			know, it's not just it's it's a recommendation.
		
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			Whoever does this,
		
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			that these are people of, you know,
		
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			great and, you know, great and grave loss.
		
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			Grave loss.
		
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			It's not
		
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			a good person.
		
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			Oh. Care scared. No. No.
		
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			Grave loss is being gifted to us.
		
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			You cannot
		
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			you can't you can't you know, you're distracted
		
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			from from the zikr remembrance of Allah
		
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			You're distracted from the mindfulness, awareness, and consciousness
		
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			of Allah deeply.
		
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			Grave loss in this dunya nakhra.
		
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			Nobody wants law. No. Everybody wants success. You
		
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			know,
		
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			why do we work so hard from, you
		
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			know, in the morning till till evening?
		
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			We want to be successful. Like, whatever we
		
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			do.
		
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			Allah is saying that, okay, if you're not
		
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			mindful,
		
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			There's no way you can be successful, you
		
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			know.
		
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			And
		
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			loss
		
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			grave losses. You know? Doesn't matter how hard
		
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			you were. Were.
		
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			Sometimes your families, it becomes your Sometimes your
		
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			children become your Sometimes
		
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			your job becomes your Sometimes your career, you
		
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			know.
		
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			If nothing else, you know, will stop you
		
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			and give you a $150
		
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			ticket.
		
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			Right? For red lights.
		
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			Right, Mahdi?
		
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			So what is that?
		
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			The least expected,
		
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			you're driving
		
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			and all of a sudden, you know, click
		
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			click click.
		
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			It's It's just like happening. 1 after another
		
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			after
		
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			How does it benefit
		
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			Allah even in the slightest? Of course, it
		
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			doesn't. It's it's for us.
		
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			It's for us.
		
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			Take this tonic, and you will become you
		
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			know, just like we eat.
		
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			And just like we eat to be healthy
		
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			and strong and, you know, we are very
		
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			careful about, you know, eating protein and carbohydrates
		
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			and this and this, you know, so we
		
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			are strong
		
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			physically.
		
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			We do have this ruk within us, don't
		
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			we? And we need to nourish it with
		
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			this sikhat.
		
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			Otherwise, it's just going to wither down.
		
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			You see that plant outside, I got this,
		
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			like, with so much muhabba and, like, it's
		
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			all withered down now. It's just not getting
		
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			its nourishment.
		
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			Not getting the sunlight, not getting its food,
		
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			and
		
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			the root becomes like that. Completely withered down.
		
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			And remember, it's a, you know, what they
		
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			call it lazimazum.
		
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			If your Ruq withers down,
		
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			the natural result is that the nafs is
		
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			going to
		
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			mhmm. It's going to expand and pull down.
		
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			And when the withers down, the natural result
		
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			is that the ruh
		
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			will will be in the state of of
		
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			ecstasy.
		
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			Okay. So all of it goes like this.
		
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			It's not like, okay. Both of them are
		
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			down. You know? Mote maybe will do it.
		
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			They can
		
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			anything that strengthens the nuffs, it is going
		
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			to weaken the.
		
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			And anything that strengthens the is going to
		
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			definitely weaken the nafs. So when we do
		
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			again, properly,
		
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			with,
		
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			the effect of that is that it weakens
		
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			the nafs. The zur, the the, you know,
		
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			the strength of nafs is weak.
		
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			Okay? They are connected, and those who are
		
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			into, like, this metaphysics of the and whatnot,
		
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			your
		
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			and
		
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			your they're actually connected.
		
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			They are connected.
		
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			Okay? So they have an effect.
		
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			So the more
		
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			your call, the stronger the, you know, weaker
		
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			your nafs becomes.
		
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			Right? The the stronger your nafs is, the
		
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			the weaker your qalb become. But it's a
		
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			you know, it's, like, very easy to to
		
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			know anyone.
		
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			Inshallah,
		
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			these last few days of weakening the nafs,
		
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			inshallah, we're able to carry this with us
		
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			for the rest of the year in our
		
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			lives.
		
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			We should focus on this. Like, how do
		
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			I
		
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			control my nafs?
		
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			How do I not let it control me?
		
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			If it is an excessive control,
		
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			Right? It's like, okay. If if if a
		
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			person is too sick, what do you do?
		
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			You go to the urgent care and it's
		
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			like, please, doctor, please, you know. So, you
		
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			know, we return to
		
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			Allah I've tried everything, Allah, but only you
		
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			can,
		
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			you
		
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			know. Health
		
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			care. Help me.
		
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			Like, I put in all the effort
		
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			that I could
		
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			as a human being.
		
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			Allah, I'm still
		
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			and, you know, jahullah.
		
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			You know, I'm I'm still the same person.
		
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			So Allah, you Allah, you Allah, please help.
		
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			Allah
		
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			loves to help these servants.
		
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			And so
		
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			but, you know, we have to ask sincerely.
		
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			We have to ask we have to mean
		
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			it.
		
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			Going to make dua,
		
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			or I'm gonna go back and do bunah,
		
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			then that's not sincere. Allah knows this.
		
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			Allah knows what's in our hearts.
		
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			That's not sincere. If the intention, you know,
		
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			even if it's like deep within yourself,
		
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			No. No. No.
		
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			So you have to have that,
		
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			that real
		
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			intentionality.
		
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			So we make dua
		
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			helps
		
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			us in our lives, helps us to change,
		
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			helps us to transform,
		
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			makes us somebody
		
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			for his sake who can become true out
		
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			of his
		
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			and become true.