Ahmad Arshad – 09 26 2024 Remembrance Solace Of Hearts

Ahmad Arshad
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The importance of seeking refuge from Allah for actions that cause harm is emphasized, along with the need for support and resources for people of the same age to achieve their goals. The success of Islam's teachings and the "has" in actions are also discussed, along with the struggles of people with addiction and the importance of their emotions in helping them achieve their goals. The segment ends with a brief advertisement for a course on Hujism publications.
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In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious,

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the Ever Merciful, I seek refuge with Allah

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from Satan, the accursed.

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In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious,

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the Ever Merciful, I seek refuge with Allah

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from Remember me, I remember you, and thank

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me, and do not disbelieve me.

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Glory be to your Lord, the Lord of

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Might and Glory, above what they ascribe to

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Him.

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And peace be upon the messengers, and praise

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be to Allah, Lord of the worlds.

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O Allah, send blessings upon Sayyidina Muhammad and

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upon the people of Sayyidina Muhammad and bless

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him.

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We begin this majlis with the beautiful name

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of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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We send salutations on our beloved Hazrat Muhammad

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al-Mustafa salallahu alayhi wa sallam.

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And we ask Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala

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that he puts barakah in this gathering, in

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this majlis, and make this a source of

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redemption and source of forgiveness for each and

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every one of us.

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Insha'Allah, try to remain focused on the

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dhikr that will be done and remain focused

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on your heart.

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Make sure the heart is able to concentrate,

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is able to bask in the mercy of

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Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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Try to disconnect, retreat yourself from worldly thoughts,

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insha'Allah, and be able to focus on

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the dhikr and tazkirah of Allah subhanahu wa

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ta'ala.

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

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Astaghfirullah rabbi min kulli dhanbi wa tubu ilayh.

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Astaghfirullah.

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Astaghfirullah.

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Allahumma salli ala sayyidina Muhammad wa ala aali

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sayyidina Muhammadin wa sallim.

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

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Alhamdulillahi Rabbil Alameen, Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem, Malik

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Yawm Al-Deen, Iyaka Na'budu Wa Iyaka

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Nasna'een, Ihdina As-Sirata Al-Mustaqeem, Sirata

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Al-Ladhina An'amta Alayhim Ghayri Al-Maghdubi

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Alayhim Wala Al-Dhalleen.

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Amin.

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Bismillah.

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Alhamdulillah.

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Allahumma Salli ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali

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Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa

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ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala

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aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin

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wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali

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Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin

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wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali

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Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa

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ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala

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aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala

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aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin

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wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali

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Sayyidina Muhammadin

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wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali

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Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa

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ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala

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aali Bismillahir

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Rahmanir Rahim Ya Baqi Anta Al Baqi Allahumma

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Salli ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa Barik wa Sallim Bismillahir

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Rahmanir Rahim La hawla wa la quwwata illa

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billah Allahumma

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Salli ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa Barik wa Sallim Allahumma Salli ala

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Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Bismillahir Rahmanir Rahim

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La ilaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntu minal

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zalimin La ilaha illa anta subhanaka inni kuntu

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minal zalimin Allahumma Salli ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa

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ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa Barik wa Sallim

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Allahumma Salli ala Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa ala aali Allahumma

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Salli ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa Barik wa Sallim Allahumma Salli ala

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Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Bismillahir Rahmanir Rahim

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Allahumma Salli ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali

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Sayyidina Muhammadin wa Barik wa Sallim Allahumma Salli

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ala Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa Barik

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wa Sallim Allahumma

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Salli ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa Barik wa Sallim Bismillahir

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Rahmanir Rahim Wallahu Waliyul Mu'minin Allahumma

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Salli ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa Barik wa Sallim Bismillahir

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Rahmanir Rahim Allahumma

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Salli ala Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina

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Muhammadin wa Barik wa Sallim Allahumma Salli ala

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Sayyidina Muhammadin wa ala aali Sayyidina Muhammadin wa

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Barik wa Sallim La

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ilaha illallah La ilaha illallah

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What I've heard first hand from Mufti Rufus

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Bani Sahib about how he said that the

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bare minimum that everybody should have is to,

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for example, go out in Jamaat because you

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are with people of Iman.

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So, in itself, it is a good source

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of support.

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We need those support structures.

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A higher level is to have scholars in

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our life that people can have an Islahi

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talib that you can reach out to, that

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they can give you mashwarah, they can tell

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you about halal, haram, and things like that.

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And an even higher one that is a

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better sort of translation of kunu ma'asadiki

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is having people that you have like a

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qalbi ruqani ta'alluk that you kind of

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undertake this path of purification and rectification of

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your own nafs and of your own qalb

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with them.

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Last time we spoke a little bit about

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what Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala gives us

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such opportunities, whether it is people, whether it

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is makan or jamaat, whether it is places

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or whether it is time.

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So, it's people, places, time.

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And within people you can say things as

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well.

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So, place, time, and matter, if you want

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to call it that.

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When such things happen that there should be

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a sanctity associated with nisbat of Allah subhanahu

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wa ta'ala.

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Let me look at the example that if

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you have the Qur'an, the masaf in

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front of you, you're not going to treat

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it as any regular book as you would

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do, let's say, like a fiction, a storybook.

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Or if you are in baytullah, let's say

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you go to haram, or if you are

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in mawaj sharif in front of Rasulullah sallallahu

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alayhi wa sallam, you're not going to, you're

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going to be extra vigilant in those places.

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Because there is a sanctity, there is a

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nisbat, so there's extra adab, there's extra muhabbat,

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there's an extra ta'alluk with it.

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So, having that sort of adab is necessary

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to be able to benefit from those places,

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from those times, as well as those people.

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If you waste away your time in Ramadan

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like we waste away our time during the

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rest of the year, then it's, you know,

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not only is it a waste of life,

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but you actually become a target of the

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hadith of Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, in

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which Prophet Sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, if a

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person does not get himself forgiven, even during

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the month of Ramadan, even during these blessed

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nights, then such a person, woe and destruction

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for such a person.

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There's a certain mizaj that has to be

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developed, and we focused on that last time.

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It's not something you just do, for example,

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if there's a cop in front of you,

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you'll do adab, but that's a forced adab.

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What the other sort of adab we were

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talking about is developing a mizaj, a mannerism,

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like an etiquette, like an attitude of adab,

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towards everything that we come across that has

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nisbat with Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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So, this is something we have to practice.

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This is something we have to practice.

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And people who have this huduri of Allah

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subhanahu wa ta'ala, and may Allah ta

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'ala make us amongst those people who develop

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that huduri, if you are always cognizant of

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that presence of Allah is with us, Allah

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is watching us, then obviously a person is

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going to be in a state or in

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that mizaj of adab 24 hours a day.

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Now you can imagine how the ikhlaq changes

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towards everyone, how the thinking changes, how we

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behave, behaviors change, everything changes.

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You can just talk about any aspect of

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human life, and you will find that it

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will change.

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Now moving on to this journey of becoming

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a muqarrab of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala,

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another aspect of this is, even when a

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person develops a habit of learning, it's not

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a learning that is in vain.

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So for example, a lot of time people

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will go to a college and a university,

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they will spend 4 years, 6 years, and

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you talk to them after 10 years, it

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feels like I wasted my time.

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Meaning, it seems to me that I took

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all this loan, and I spent all of

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this time, and I should have done something

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else.

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People will say this.

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And people will go to a university and

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college just to get a degree, a diploma,

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just a piece of paper.

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A lot of times it doesn't even help

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you in your, let's say, career, and so

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people will have this, I wasted that life.

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So that's not the ilm we are talking

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about.

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That's not the learning we are talking about.

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Because that can happen, right?

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And ilm is not that knowledge.

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Ulema have said that that is information, that

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is ma'alumat, ma'alumat or a specific

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fun that you learn, specific capabilities or abilities

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that you learn.

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What we are talking about is, let's say,

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if a person is engaged in uloom diniya,

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uloom al-islami, and even in uloom al

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-islami, if a person has that developed mizaj

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of adab and ikhlaq, now this ilm, this

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gathering of ilm, becomes something that is known

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as ilm-e-naafi'a.

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And this is a dua of Rasulullah ﷺ

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asking for ilm-e-naafi'a.

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Now, the literal translation of ilm-e-naafi

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'a is beneficial ilm.

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So how is this ilm beneficial?

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Usually we'll give that famous definition by Mufti

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Shafi'i Usmani Sahib, rahmatullah ta'ala alayh,

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in which he asked some of his students,

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what is ilm?

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And different people gave different answers.

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He said, no, ilm is a nur, it's

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a light.

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Al-ilm-un-nur is a famous saying

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that when this light enters into your heart,

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it causes a tahrik.

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It makes you mutaharik.

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It moves you.

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It moves you towards action.

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So, according to him, this is what ilm

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-e-naafi', a beneficial ilm, is.

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So all of that saarif and nahaf, which

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sometimes is difficult for people, especially the nahaf

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part of things, all of that, it just

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clicks.

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All of that helps you become close to

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Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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So ilm-e-naafi', it becomes beneficial.

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That whole journey becomes beneficial.

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Because all of that is kind of forcing

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a person to action.

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And what action are we talking about?

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It could be any action.

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It could be extra ibadat.

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It could mean that a person is more

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careful in their ma'malat.

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It could mean that a person is more

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careful in their ma'sharat.

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Because all of that you learn through ilm.

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Like, what should be my ma'malat with you?

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How should I do trade and commerce?

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We have a business contract.

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Same thing with a unit of family, which

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also comes in ma'malat as well as ma'sharat.

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All of that, you start to change.

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There may have been a different way of

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doing things, but ilm-e-naafi' is that

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when you learn it, it becomes a little

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different.

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You change the way that you are approaching

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all of these things.

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I will think, and I've heard this from

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some of my teachers, that you can also

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think of this from a psychological perspective.

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Like, ilm in general is like, I'm going

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to just cover this book, or I finish

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this book, and I finish this book.

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It's more than that.

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Ilm-e-naafi' is that ilm that, when

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it enters your sha'ur, your consciousness, it

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quenches its thirst.

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Because the natural state of consciousness of sha

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'ur, it's skeptical.

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It asks questions.

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For example, if I tell you, Danish is

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not here today.

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Danish is on the moon.

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Right away, your mind is going to ask

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questions about it.

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He's on the moon.

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How did he get there?

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Did he take the rocket?

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Did he take SpaceX?

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How was he able to afford it?

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Did he know somebody?

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Did he go yesterday?

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Did he go today?

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Is he coming back?

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All of these questions.

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This is something that the mind does.

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It's just like su'aal after su'aal

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after su'aal.

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So that thirst is always there.

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A lot of times, from a worldly perspective,

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that's very useful.

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Because that's how research questions come into being.

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If you talk to anybody who is doing

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a PhD or who has done a PhD,

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they'll tell you, you have to come up

00:32:50 --> 00:32:53

with new research questions that you have to

00:32:53 --> 00:32:54

answer.

00:32:55 --> 00:32:59

But I would argue that when it comes

00:32:59 --> 00:33:01

to the uloom of diniya, uloom of diniya,

00:33:02 --> 00:33:03

it is exactly the opposite.

00:33:03 --> 00:33:07

Ilm is something that actually quenches, that puts

00:33:07 --> 00:33:09

your consciousness at ease.

00:33:10 --> 00:33:13

That all of this, like why and how

00:33:13 --> 00:33:15

and this and this, it just settles down.

00:33:16 --> 00:33:18

And Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala, there's this

00:33:18 --> 00:33:20

concept of ilm al-dun and shar'a

00:33:20 --> 00:33:21

al-sadr.

00:33:21 --> 00:33:23

Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala gives you that,

00:33:24 --> 00:33:26

shar'a al-sadr, that your heart is

00:33:26 --> 00:33:29

at ease with what is being given to

00:33:29 --> 00:33:29

it.

00:33:30 --> 00:33:31

It's at ease to it.

00:33:31 --> 00:33:33

It's not like, you know, it accepts it.

00:33:33 --> 00:33:34

It's like very natural.

00:33:35 --> 00:33:36

It's like a puzzle.

00:33:36 --> 00:33:39

Everything is just coming into its place and

00:33:39 --> 00:33:42

the whole picture, your picture of life, becomes

00:33:42 --> 00:33:43

very, very clear.

00:33:45 --> 00:33:48

The bigger questions of why, why am I

00:33:48 --> 00:33:52

here and things like that, everything just sits

00:33:52 --> 00:33:53

where it needs to sit.

00:33:54 --> 00:33:57

And you know, one of our mushayikh mufti,

00:33:57 --> 00:34:00

Rasheed Ahmed Gangohi Sahib, he mentioned this.

00:34:01 --> 00:34:04

He mentioned that, when Allah subhanahu wa ta

00:34:04 --> 00:34:07

'ala blessed me with nisbah and ta'alluk

00:34:07 --> 00:34:12

and with his own sheikh, Hazrat * Imdadullah

00:34:12 --> 00:34:15

Mahajer Makki, he had that sohbah with him.

00:34:15 --> 00:34:18

He said that, some things changed within me.

00:34:18 --> 00:34:20

And one of the things he mentioned, he

00:34:20 --> 00:34:23

said that, before, if I had any ta

00:34:23 --> 00:34:26

'aruz in any aspect of the shariah, I

00:34:26 --> 00:34:28

had to look at books, after books, after

00:34:28 --> 00:34:29

books.

00:34:29 --> 00:34:31

What is the answer to it?

00:34:32 --> 00:34:34

He said, now Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala

00:34:34 --> 00:34:35

just puts the answer.

00:34:35 --> 00:34:37

Sort of like an ilm al-dun.

00:34:38 --> 00:34:39

It just comes in the heart.

00:34:40 --> 00:34:42

It's like an inspired answer Allah ta'ala

00:34:42 --> 00:34:43

gives in the heart.

00:34:43 --> 00:34:45

And so everything is just settled.

00:34:45 --> 00:34:47

So the sharah sadr is there.

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And the second aspect of it, which we'll

00:34:50 --> 00:34:52

talk about as well, is that you also

00:34:52 --> 00:34:55

do amal al-saleh, was that, you know,

00:34:55 --> 00:34:56

amal became easy.

00:34:57 --> 00:34:58

He said that before I had to really

00:34:58 --> 00:34:59

force myself.

00:34:59 --> 00:35:01

Like sometimes we have to force ourselves.

00:35:02 --> 00:35:04

Tahajjud and this and this and this.

00:35:05 --> 00:35:06

Do I really need to do this?

00:35:06 --> 00:35:08

Can't I just do the faraih?

00:35:08 --> 00:35:10

Do I have to do the sunan?

00:35:10 --> 00:35:12

Do I have to do the nawafil that

00:35:12 --> 00:35:13

comes with it?

00:35:14 --> 00:35:15

Can I just do like 10 minutes of

00:35:15 --> 00:35:15

dhikr?

00:35:15 --> 00:35:17

Why do I have to do 15?

00:35:18 --> 00:35:21

So the forcing of ourself is there.

00:35:21 --> 00:35:23

We have to force ourselves.

00:35:24 --> 00:35:27

And so amal al-saleh and amal al

00:35:27 --> 00:35:30

-saleh that as a result of that good

00:35:30 --> 00:35:34

sohbah on that journey of becoming a muqarrab

00:35:34 --> 00:35:36

is that amal that comes natural.

00:35:36 --> 00:35:38

That you don't have to force yourself.

00:35:38 --> 00:35:39

That you want to do.

00:35:40 --> 00:35:41

That you want to do.

00:35:41 --> 00:35:45

And this is something that subhanallah you find

00:35:45 --> 00:35:47

in most of our salaf salih.

00:35:47 --> 00:35:49

I'm saying most because or you could possibly

00:35:49 --> 00:35:51

say all of them.

00:35:51 --> 00:35:55

But the more you read about them, the

00:35:55 --> 00:35:57

more you come across that every single one

00:35:57 --> 00:35:59

of them were people who were salihin.

00:36:00 --> 00:36:01

They were salihin.

00:36:01 --> 00:36:03

They were people of amal.

00:36:04 --> 00:36:05

They were people of sacrifice.

00:36:05 --> 00:36:08

They were able to accomplish so much in

00:36:08 --> 00:36:08

their life.

00:36:09 --> 00:36:11

And then you're like how did they do

00:36:11 --> 00:36:12

this?

00:36:13 --> 00:36:14

Didn't they get tired?

00:36:14 --> 00:36:15

You know like all day long they were

00:36:15 --> 00:36:18

doing this and then they are standing in

00:36:18 --> 00:36:19

qiyam at night.

00:36:20 --> 00:36:21

How did you know?

00:36:21 --> 00:36:21

How?

00:36:21 --> 00:36:22

Right?

00:36:23 --> 00:36:25

This is the reason that for them the

00:36:25 --> 00:36:26

ilm was ilm al-naafi.

00:36:27 --> 00:36:30

That was pushing them towards doing amal on

00:36:30 --> 00:36:31

it.

00:36:31 --> 00:36:34

And the amal al-saleh became very natural

00:36:34 --> 00:36:34

like second.

00:36:34 --> 00:36:36

So they didn't have to force to do

00:36:36 --> 00:36:36

it.

00:36:37 --> 00:36:38

Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala this is what

00:36:38 --> 00:36:39

we call tawfiq min Allah.

00:36:39 --> 00:36:41

Allah ta'ala just gives you tawfiq to

00:36:41 --> 00:36:42

do amal.

00:36:43 --> 00:36:44

This is from Allah ta'ala.

00:36:44 --> 00:36:45

This is a tawfiq.

00:36:45 --> 00:36:46

This is a gift from Allah.

00:36:47 --> 00:36:49

It's not like everybody doesn't know that we

00:36:49 --> 00:36:50

have to do certain things.

00:36:50 --> 00:36:52

But the question becomes why is it that

00:36:52 --> 00:36:53

we are unable to do?

00:36:55 --> 00:36:57

And one of the reasons is that tawfiq

00:36:57 --> 00:36:58

isn't there.

00:36:59 --> 00:37:01

So tawfiq from Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala

00:37:01 --> 00:37:02

comes.

00:37:03 --> 00:37:06

Amal is just very very easy to to

00:37:06 --> 00:37:08

do.

00:37:09 --> 00:37:14

I remember in Ramadan not the last one

00:37:14 --> 00:37:18

but before that my own father-in-law

00:37:18 --> 00:37:21

was here and we would see him that

00:37:21 --> 00:37:25

mashallah he would be sitting inside and mashallah

00:37:25 --> 00:37:26

all day long he would be reading the

00:37:26 --> 00:37:26

Quran.

00:37:28 --> 00:37:30

And he finished multiple Quran.

00:37:32 --> 00:37:34

We're talking like 10-15 Quran.

00:37:34 --> 00:37:36

This is how much he was able.

00:37:36 --> 00:37:38

It was very easy.

00:37:40 --> 00:37:42

Naturally when we looked at our own selves

00:37:42 --> 00:37:44

it's always I have a job to do.

00:37:45 --> 00:37:46

I have school to do.

00:37:46 --> 00:37:47

I have teaching to do.

00:37:47 --> 00:37:48

I have family to do.

00:37:50 --> 00:37:55

Always that that hujjat that excuse just comes.

00:37:56 --> 00:37:57

I have to do this.

00:37:57 --> 00:37:57

I have to do this.

00:37:58 --> 00:37:58

I have to do this.

00:37:59 --> 00:38:02

And so barely barely most of us just

00:38:02 --> 00:38:03

finished like one Quran.

00:38:04 --> 00:38:07

Some of us were you know really pushed

00:38:07 --> 00:38:09

it maybe two at the most.

00:38:10 --> 00:38:12

Not to belittle it but I'm just saying

00:38:12 --> 00:38:16

the level of tawfiq that somebody who's 80

00:38:16 --> 00:38:20

-85 years old mashallah it's the same time.

00:38:20 --> 00:38:23

The time is the same but there's so

00:38:23 --> 00:38:24

much more barakah.

00:38:26 --> 00:38:28

So much more barakah in it.

00:38:29 --> 00:38:32

These actions were coming extremely easy.

00:38:33 --> 00:38:36

Those actions that have become like burdensome to

00:38:36 --> 00:38:37

us.

00:38:38 --> 00:38:42

And so this is also something that Suhbat

00:38:42 --> 00:38:45

-e-Saleheen definitely helps and Allah Ta'ala

00:38:45 --> 00:38:50

gives and opens up doors of of tawfiq.

00:38:50 --> 00:38:54

The things that were difficult before now become

00:38:54 --> 00:38:54

easy.

00:38:55 --> 00:38:56

And now if you look at it from

00:38:56 --> 00:39:01

that lens we will understand even like contemporary

00:39:01 --> 00:39:03

times or just go back one or two

00:39:03 --> 00:39:08

generations I actually remember my own grandparents and

00:39:08 --> 00:39:12

you know they were not religious people.

00:39:12 --> 00:39:14

They were conservative like most of the society

00:39:14 --> 00:39:18

but what we call like religious people they

00:39:18 --> 00:39:19

were not that.

00:39:20 --> 00:39:24

But I remember like almost every single day

00:39:24 --> 00:39:27

3 o'clock in the morning both of

00:39:27 --> 00:39:31

my grandparents they would just wake up and

00:39:31 --> 00:39:33

they would be like reading the Qur'an

00:39:33 --> 00:39:35

they had like a whole tarteeb Surah Taghabu

00:39:35 --> 00:39:38

and Surah Muzammil and you know other adhkar

00:39:38 --> 00:39:43

and you know finishing Ayat-e-Karima and

00:39:43 --> 00:39:45

other ayahs and so they would just continue

00:39:45 --> 00:39:50

and you know we would wake up at

00:39:50 --> 00:39:51

night time and we would just see like

00:39:51 --> 00:39:54

both the grandparents they're just sitting there doing

00:39:54 --> 00:39:54

their thing.

00:39:54 --> 00:40:00

Regular people regular people living regular lives but

00:40:00 --> 00:40:02

Allah Ta'ala had just the Tawfiq was

00:40:02 --> 00:40:02

there.

00:40:03 --> 00:40:07

The Amal-e-Saleh was there and it

00:40:07 --> 00:40:09

would continue all the way to Ishraq and

00:40:09 --> 00:40:11

Jashd and in the middle you know our

00:40:11 --> 00:40:13

grandmothers you know she would cook us breakfast

00:40:13 --> 00:40:16

too so she was always doing that but

00:40:16 --> 00:40:18

she would be doing dhikr while she's doing

00:40:18 --> 00:40:18

it.

00:40:19 --> 00:40:21

So now that we think about it you

00:40:21 --> 00:40:24

know like now that you reflect on that

00:40:24 --> 00:40:28

you understand that something was really different something

00:40:28 --> 00:40:32

was really different their Ta'aluk with the

00:40:32 --> 00:40:36

Deen their Tawakkul in Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta

00:40:36 --> 00:40:38

'ala their Yaqeen in Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta

00:40:38 --> 00:40:40

'ala their Muhabbat of Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam

00:40:40 --> 00:40:43

you know they would you know the shock

00:40:43 --> 00:40:47

that they had for anything related to Rasulullah

00:40:47 --> 00:40:51

Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam was just amazing just amazing

00:40:52 --> 00:40:55

like people would go for Umrah and they

00:40:55 --> 00:40:58

would bring back dates and Aabi Zamzam and

00:40:58 --> 00:41:00

what not and it was just SubhanAllah it

00:41:00 --> 00:41:04

was like the greatest treasure they were treated

00:41:04 --> 00:41:07

as such the way that they would just

00:41:07 --> 00:41:09

kind of like keep it in like a

00:41:09 --> 00:41:10

special place and they just you know give

00:41:10 --> 00:41:12

us like a few drops of Aabi Zamzam

00:41:12 --> 00:41:15

and now we go and MashaAllah everybody has

00:41:15 --> 00:41:17

like 10 bottles of Aabi Zamzam that we

00:41:17 --> 00:41:20

bring back and just the shock isn't there

00:41:20 --> 00:41:23

and we bring like 20 kilos of Ajwaz

00:41:23 --> 00:41:25

and you know it's just sitting you know

00:41:25 --> 00:41:32

the shock isn't there things change and you

00:41:32 --> 00:41:34

know and one of the reasons is because

00:41:34 --> 00:41:39

that you know they approached being a Muqarrab

00:41:39 --> 00:41:41

of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala very differently

00:41:43 --> 00:41:46

and you know with this Ilm-e-Nafi

00:41:46 --> 00:41:50

and with this Amal-e-Saleh consistent Amal

00:41:50 --> 00:41:55

that has consistency in it consistent to action

00:41:55 --> 00:42:00

consistently praying Tahajjud consistently I remember my own

00:42:00 --> 00:42:02

grandmother like you know we would wake up

00:42:02 --> 00:42:03

and she would like blow on you know

00:42:03 --> 00:42:05

she would read all the Quran and Tahajjud

00:42:05 --> 00:42:07

time she would just like you know blow

00:42:07 --> 00:42:09

on you and you know we would wake

00:42:09 --> 00:42:11

up from that and I remember like the

00:42:11 --> 00:42:14

first time I probably prayed Tahajjud was because

00:42:14 --> 00:42:16

of that that my grandmother was praying and

00:42:16 --> 00:42:18

you know she blew on us and we

00:42:18 --> 00:42:19

woke up and I was like what is

00:42:19 --> 00:42:22

this what's going on and she's praying Tahajjud

00:42:22 --> 00:42:25

so we should go pray Tahajjud too somebody

00:42:25 --> 00:42:33

else's Tawfiq gives you Tawfiq too and with

00:42:33 --> 00:42:36

that with that sort of Ilm with that

00:42:36 --> 00:42:39

sort of Amal is when Allah Subhanahu Wa

00:42:39 --> 00:42:43

Ta'ala gives you this innate Hikmah Hikmah

00:42:43 --> 00:42:45

that wisdom which is like a lost like

00:42:45 --> 00:42:50

treasure of a Mu'min Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta

00:42:50 --> 00:42:53

'ala gives you a person who is Hakim

00:42:53 --> 00:42:57

Hakimul Ummah Hakimul Ummah is a person who

00:42:57 --> 00:42:59

is wise Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala gives

00:42:59 --> 00:43:02

this innate Hikmah and Hikmah is you know

00:43:02 --> 00:43:07

how do you approach circumstances like every single

00:43:07 --> 00:43:09

circumstance Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala gives you

00:43:09 --> 00:43:14

the ability to deal with it correctly and

00:43:14 --> 00:43:16

you know the answers are there you become

00:43:16 --> 00:43:19

a source you become that leader that source

00:43:19 --> 00:43:25

of inspiration and motivation for others so Hikmah

00:43:25 --> 00:43:28

and you find that you find that amongst

00:43:29 --> 00:43:34

all of our Akabir that it came very

00:43:34 --> 00:43:39

very easy to them right many many stories

00:43:39 --> 00:43:42

of Imam Adham Abu Hanifa Rahmatullah and it

00:43:42 --> 00:43:44

wasn't that he was when people say he

00:43:44 --> 00:43:49

was very sharp he was witty you can

00:43:49 --> 00:43:51

say that something to do with the DNA

00:43:51 --> 00:43:53

no I don't think that's the case I

00:43:53 --> 00:43:56

think it really is because his attitude towards

00:43:56 --> 00:44:01

the Deen his attitude towards life his thirst

00:44:01 --> 00:44:03

that was quenched by Hamad Rahmatullah Ta'ala

00:44:03 --> 00:44:08

and others it left such an impact on

00:44:08 --> 00:44:10

him Allah Ta'ala just gave him that

00:44:10 --> 00:44:14

SubhanAllah that if you want to call it

00:44:14 --> 00:44:19

that higher level of intellect Allah Ta'ala

00:44:19 --> 00:44:23

gave him answers why is it that now

00:44:23 --> 00:44:29

we have more or less four Madhahib methodologies

00:44:29 --> 00:44:35

of jurisprudence that there's a consensus in Ahlul

00:44:35 --> 00:44:37

Sunnah wal Jama'ah we all know that

00:44:37 --> 00:44:40

there were many other methodologies, many other Madhahib

00:44:40 --> 00:44:46

too that Allah Ta'ala gave Qaboliyah to

00:44:46 --> 00:44:51

these four so this is the Qaboliyah, this

00:44:51 --> 00:44:53

is being a Muqarrab and if you look

00:44:53 --> 00:44:55

at the life of all of them Imam

00:44:55 --> 00:45:00

Abu Hanifa Rahmatullah and Imam Malik Rahmatullah and

00:45:00 --> 00:45:04

Imam Ahmad as well Imam Shafi'i they

00:45:04 --> 00:45:07

faced a lot of difficulties in their life,

00:45:07 --> 00:45:12

it didn't come easy but Alhamdulillah they were

00:45:12 --> 00:45:14

very different people and this is the difference

00:45:14 --> 00:45:18

that we're talking about so people will engage

00:45:18 --> 00:45:20

in ilm, they will go to madaris they

00:45:20 --> 00:45:24

will follow the Nizami curriculum 4 years, 5

00:45:24 --> 00:45:28

years, 6 years but the question becomes why

00:45:28 --> 00:45:33

is it a person graduates and the first

00:45:33 --> 00:45:35

thing is I want everybody to call me

00:45:35 --> 00:45:38

a Mawlana I want everybody to call me

00:45:38 --> 00:45:39

a Mufti I want everybody to treat me

00:45:42 --> 00:45:45

they never had to ask anybody to do

00:45:45 --> 00:45:48

it people recognized them as Imam-e-Azam

00:45:49 --> 00:45:53

because of this whole litany of Sifat that

00:45:53 --> 00:45:55

Allah Ta'ala had given them so much

00:45:55 --> 00:45:58

from the people of Sifat, nobody had to

00:45:58 --> 00:46:02

ask, please call me Imam-e-Azam none

00:46:02 --> 00:46:07

of that Allah Ta'ala gave them that

00:46:07 --> 00:46:13

everybody recognized that they're special people everybody recognized

00:46:13 --> 00:46:16

them and take any other names people recognized

00:46:16 --> 00:46:21

them as such Hujjat-ul-Islam calling somebody

00:46:21 --> 00:46:25

a Hujjat of Islam he didn't say call

00:46:25 --> 00:46:26

me a Hujjat of Islam because I've done

00:46:26 --> 00:46:32

this specific course people recognized and if you

00:46:32 --> 00:46:36

look at his history, his quest and again,

00:46:36 --> 00:46:38

all of that is part of that, the

00:46:38 --> 00:46:41

Adab and that Shaukh and we spoke about

00:46:41 --> 00:46:44

that, and the Suhbah and all of that

00:46:44 --> 00:46:46

that led it to that moment where people

00:46:46 --> 00:46:51

were recognizing him as Hujjat-ul-Islam and

00:46:51 --> 00:46:55

we'll continue this is that if we want

00:46:55 --> 00:46:57

Kabuliya from Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala these

00:46:57 --> 00:47:02

are things that we should be looking for

00:47:02 --> 00:47:05

in our lives when we gain Ilm when

00:47:05 --> 00:47:08

we are on the path of learning it

00:47:08 --> 00:47:10

shouldn't just be that I have to finish

00:47:10 --> 00:47:14

certain books and I have to memorize certain

00:47:14 --> 00:47:17

terminologies and I have to take certain exams

00:47:17 --> 00:47:20

it has to be much deeper than that

00:47:20 --> 00:47:22

it should be a quest for Ilm-e

00:47:22 --> 00:47:25

-Nafi an Ilm that leads to Ilm-e

00:47:25 --> 00:47:29

-Ladun an Ilm that puts your consciousness yet

00:47:29 --> 00:47:34

completes that puzzle, that quenches that thirst an

00:47:34 --> 00:47:38

Ilm that becomes a source of Nur that

00:47:38 --> 00:47:46

keeps you Mutaharik that keeps you Be-Araam

00:47:47 --> 00:47:50

and doing something for Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta

00:47:50 --> 00:47:53

'ala that I do something for Allah I

00:47:53 --> 00:47:55

do something for Allah this is what it

00:47:55 --> 00:47:57

is Allah, I have to do something for

00:47:57 --> 00:48:01

Allah this is Be-Araam and then along

00:48:01 --> 00:48:04

with that Amal one of the things that

00:48:04 --> 00:48:07

I have seen is that people who are

00:48:07 --> 00:48:10

engaged in Ilm or who have become people

00:48:10 --> 00:48:12

of Ilm, you know they have become Ulama

00:48:14 --> 00:48:17

that becomes a source of excuse for lack

00:48:17 --> 00:48:23

of let's say their own Ma'mulat their own

00:48:23 --> 00:48:27

Adhkar their own things that they have to

00:48:27 --> 00:48:28

take care of they all, you know, I

00:48:28 --> 00:48:32

don't have enough time it's very easy Rasulullah

00:48:32 --> 00:48:35

Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam Fa-Iza Faraghta Fansab Huwa

00:48:35 --> 00:48:38

Ila Rabbika Faraghab and again, you know, is

00:48:38 --> 00:48:42

it the Barakah in his life or is

00:48:42 --> 00:48:47

it also the aptitude towards life right that

00:48:48 --> 00:48:51

you know, the excuse would never come it

00:48:51 --> 00:48:53

wouldn't be oh I'm too busy for this

00:48:53 --> 00:48:56

or I'm too busy for that it would

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really be you know wherever I can put

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an Amal I'm just going to insert that

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Amal there so I'm able to do that

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so Insha'Allah we make du'a that

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala whatever effort that

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we are putting in the Deen Allah Ta

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'ala does not waste them away and Allah

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Ta'ala through his infinite mercy uses them

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to make us amongst those who are his

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Muqarab people who are close to him, people

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who are near him in reality rather than

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our own minds May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta

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'ala Insha'Allah keep us guided Ameen Alhamdulillah

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Insha'Allah for a few minutes close your

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eyes bow your heads in humility and humbleness

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and let go of all the thoughts of

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the Dunya and everyone in this Dunya step

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back from these thoughts from these emotions, from

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these passions to look inside your heart this

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heart which is a vessel of love of

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala how it has

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become emptied of it Insha'Allah focus on

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it make Niyat, Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala's

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Anwarat, Tajalliyat, Piyusat are descending upon us entering

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our heart filling our heart with this Mahabba

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filling our heart with Noor and getting rid

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of all the filth and darkness and hardness

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that has occurred because of our own sins

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and feel that your Qalb is calling out

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to your Beloved feel that your Qalb is

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saying Allah, Allah, Allah and that we are

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listening to it Insha'Allah

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