Adnan Rajeh – The Glorious Names of Allah – Names of self-renewal – Al-Afuw – The Pardoner

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The host discusses the concept of forgiveness and apologizes for mistakes made during the 26th day of dashing. forgiveness is based on understanding and the status of the person who made the mistake. forgiveness is necessary to restore trust and avoid future mistakes, but difficult to accomplish. The speaker emphasizes the importance of practicing the message of Islam and not giving up, as well as the need for people to accept Islam and show others the beauty of forgiveness.

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			The grantor of pardon
		
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			Today is 26th day of Ramadan and tonight
		
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			the night that we are heading into is
		
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			the 27th night of Ramadan.
		
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			And
		
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			it would not be appropriate for me to
		
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			talk about any other name aside from Isma'ullah
		
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			Subhanahu Wa Ta'alaam.
		
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			We are now at the we have now
		
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			covered,
		
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			at least with today, inshallah, one name from
		
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			each of the 12 categories,
		
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			of of of
		
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			Allah's glorious names.
		
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			And we chose from each category
		
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			1, sometimes 2 names if you had time.
		
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			Yesterday, we talked about attributes or names of
		
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			tenderness and compassion. We covered
		
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			Isbullah al Shirkur,
		
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			Isbullah al Wadud.
		
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			And I had skipped
		
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			the category of, granting
		
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			self renewal
		
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			because I wanted to be able to do
		
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			it today
		
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			and el afu, a grantor of pardon. And
		
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			this will be the final name that I'll
		
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			talk about this month. Monday, I will
		
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			will be the final episode of the series,
		
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			and I'll do a bit of a summary
		
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			of what we've talked about and why it's
		
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			important to study, his name and
		
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			and what the what the benefit of studying
		
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			his name
		
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			actually is.
		
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			And then Tuesday morning, which will be the
		
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			final day of Ramadan and final Friday will
		
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			be a, an end of month summary
		
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			with some plans for the future.
		
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			This
		
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			is, maybe just move it to just go
		
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			to Afu for me because it's just keep
		
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			on going.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			It's in the Quran 5 times.
		
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			Yeah.
		
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			Before we talk about the name, what does
		
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			the word mean?
		
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			Pardon.
		
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			In Arabic, they say
		
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			that the winds came and and it erased
		
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			it erased
		
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			the the residue or or whatever,
		
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			traces
		
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			there were left.
		
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			The Quran
		
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			says,
		
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			yes. Ask you, what do we what do
		
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			we give in terms of nafakah?
		
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			The answer is lafu. Lafu is whatever you
		
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			have extra.
		
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			Whatever is you have more than what you
		
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			need.
		
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			In that sense, the concept of
		
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			is that you go from a negative
		
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			to a high positive.
		
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			Right? You go
		
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			there's going from the negative to a neutral,
		
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			going from a a negative to a moderate
		
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			positive, or going from a negative to a
		
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			high positive.
		
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			That's what Afu is.
		
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			So when you define his name,
		
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			the grantor of pardon, he is the one
		
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			who forgives
		
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			his servant's sins,
		
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			removes those sins,
		
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			remove
		
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			the consequences
		
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			or residue of that sin,
		
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			and then he is satisfied with his servant,
		
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			and then he gives him reward.
		
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			So this is the definition of his name,
		
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			Al Afu.
		
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			There's a difference between almaghfirah
		
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			al Afu, between forgiveness
		
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			and Afu. Forgiveness
		
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			comes from and this would be a name
		
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			that yeah. Yeah. I was planning to talk
		
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			about it, but I don't I don't think
		
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			we'll be able to do it.
		
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			Comes from the concept of setso, something to
		
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			be covered.
		
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			Is when something is going to be covered
		
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			or,
		
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			looked away from, shied away from.
		
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			So on the day of judgment when your
		
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			book is open,
		
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			there will be sins that
		
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			are in the book,
		
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			but they're stamped with forgiveness. They are, you
		
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			know, they're covered.
		
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			They'll be talked about. You'll have to read
		
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			the actual wording within the book.
		
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			And when you read it, Allah
		
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			will say,
		
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			I I concealed that sin for you in
		
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			dunya, and today I'm forgiving the sin for
		
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			you. But
		
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			is actually one degree higher than that.
		
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			Means the sin isn't in the book anymore.
		
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			Means that the sin does not exist in
		
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			the book anymore. It's not written there.
		
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			And this is how I imagine the concept
		
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			of. It's how I imagine it.
		
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			I imagine that you
		
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			have a sin and you come
		
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			and you're worried about it
		
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			and you remember exactly when it happened and
		
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			you remember all of the details. So you
		
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			know exact date. So once you receive your
		
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			book, you start you open the book and
		
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			start going through the pages
		
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			looking for the date of that sin. You
		
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			find the date. You start scrolling down to
		
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			see where where it was, and then the
		
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			timing that happened, you don't you don't see
		
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			it.
		
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			So you're a bit concerned that it's not
		
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			fair because you're not sure what that means.
		
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			It's not written there. So you call upon
		
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			one of the medic and ask, like, where
		
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			where is the
		
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			I I did something.
		
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			4 o'clock. It's not there's a missing it's
		
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			not there.
		
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			So the the medic will scold you and
		
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			tell you to go mind your business that
		
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			no one forgets anything here.
		
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			So you start looking for the one who
		
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			was responsible for writing this stuff. You know,
		
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			the person the medic that was personally assigned
		
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			for it. So you find him. You ask
		
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			him, what about this sin? What about that
		
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			one? The one that you remember?
		
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			There's only you there. Remember I where was
		
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			it? The medic medic says, no.
		
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			Is it there? No. I don't remember that.
		
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			I don't remember you doing it, and I
		
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			I didn't forget anything. It's it's whatever is
		
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			written.
		
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			So now you go and you look for
		
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			the person who was harmed by it, and
		
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			you speak to them. You say, yeah, Fulan,
		
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			did you end up forgiving me for for
		
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			this, Yani, for for that day?
		
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			And and the person looks at you and
		
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			says, I I don't even what are you
		
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			talking about?
		
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			So after a while, you start wondering if
		
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			you're sane or not because you you recall
		
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			very clearly the date. Maybe you start thinking
		
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			that maybe the date is wrong, that by
		
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			some
		
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			odd of an error. You just you figured
		
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			you you you misplaced
		
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			the date, so you start looking elsewhere. You
		
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			can't find it,
		
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			and just not there. No one no one
		
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			seems to remember that it happened. And then
		
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			you meet Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala and you
		
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			and you're going through the
		
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			you're going through your hisab. At some point,
		
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			you stop and you say, what about this
		
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			one? What about that deed? What about that
		
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			mistake?
		
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			I
		
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			pardon you for that.
		
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			I pardon you for that, and it's no
		
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			longer in your book.
		
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			And the melek that wrote it forgot about
		
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			it. And the person was that was harmed
		
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			about it forgot about it. And the only
		
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			2 that are left that know about it
		
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			is you and me. And by the time
		
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			we're done with this, you will forget about
		
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			it too.
		
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			And it was not as if it didn't
		
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			happen.
		
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			It didn't happen.
		
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			That's.
		
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			That's why the prophet alayhi wasalam he was
		
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			asked, what do I say?
		
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			When Aisha asked him, what do I say
		
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			if I if I feel it's like
		
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			Oh, Allah, you are the granter of pardon.
		
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			You love to grant pardon, so grant part
		
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			granting me a pardon tonight.
		
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			That's that's the value of his name with
		
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			Afu.
		
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			Malakkal is good. Forgiveness is amazing. But Afu
		
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			is just one degree
		
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			is just one degree higher.
		
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			Send the Quran 5 times his name in
		
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			Afu, and it's with two names, with and
		
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			with
		
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			Is with Il Ghafoor, not in the sense
		
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			of forgiveness, but in the sense of sator.
		
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			It comes with that name because it doesn't
		
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			need to come with the name that has
		
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			forgiveness because pardon is one degree higher. So
		
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			it comes with his name in
		
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			the sense that it's concealed, it's settled.
		
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			So he pardons you and he conceals the
		
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			sin. The sin is going to be sealed
		
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			it's not going to be exposed to other
		
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			people. It'll be concealed and then it'll be
		
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			pardoned altogether. It comes with the name of
		
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			Al Khadir
		
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			because Al Afu end what? In Arabic, Al
		
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			Afu end Al Makhidira. Right? Al Afu,
		
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			for it to happen, you have to have
		
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			ability. Like, you have to be capable of
		
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			taking back what is yours. We have to
		
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			be in a position where you have the
		
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			upper hand. In order in order for for
		
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			output to be acceptable, for it to be
		
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			meaningful, you have to have the upper hand.
		
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			For you to pardon someone, when you don't
		
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			have the ability to take back that which
		
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			was taken from you, you don't have the
		
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			ability to, yeah, restore your rights that was,
		
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			that you're oppressed with, then it's not really
		
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			it's not really meaningful. Has to happen with
		
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			And he uses and he says
		
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			because
		
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			when you think about this, you almost think
		
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			it sounds for a moment that's not even
		
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			possible.
		
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			Like, when you think about what I just
		
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			explained to you, almost seems like impossible for
		
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			that to be the case. But he is
		
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			Qadeer. He is all capable
		
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			So he is he is omnipotent and he
		
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			is capable of doing this, and he will
		
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			make sure that he grants you pardon. This
		
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			night that we're coming towards, this 27th night,
		
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			the only thing that I associated with my
		
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			the scholars that I I I live with
		
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			associate it with they associate it with They
		
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			associate it with the concept of of pardoning.
		
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			Whether it's or it's not, it's for forever
		
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			and ever, the 27th night of Ramadan has
		
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			always been associated with the concept of Afu.
		
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			So now that you're entering this night,
		
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			we're we're moving towards it, take some time
		
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			and think about this concept.
		
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			If you ask me about my my sins,
		
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			I will ask you about your pardon.
		
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			And if you ask me about my shortcomings,
		
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			I will ask you for your
		
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			is when you fill in gaps.
		
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			The fill filling in the gaps.
		
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			This concept that they had, this this understanding
		
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			they had of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala, it
		
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			didn't encourage them to be
		
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			less committed
		
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			or less close to Allah
		
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			It just put in their hearts a certain
		
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			degree of affinity,
		
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			a certain degree of love and hope in
		
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			what he can offer them
		
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			based on their understanding of the status.
		
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			It wasn't based on a,
		
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			whims or desires or
		
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			delusional
		
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			delusional thinking. No. It was based on understanding.
		
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			You see, some people will do that. They'll
		
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			they'll have hope and forgiveness, but it's it's
		
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			a delusion. It's not it's just based on
		
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			the fact that they don't feel that what
		
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			they're doing is problematic.
		
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			And they don't feel that their mistakes and
		
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			their shortcomings and their sins are worthy of
		
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			punishment.
		
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			But and there are others who have the
		
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			same degree of hope in his forgiveness, but
		
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			it's not because of that. It's because they
		
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			understand the status of Al Afu
		
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			They understand who Allah is
		
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			and what he can offer.
		
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			And and and even though it's the same
		
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			degree of hope and his forgiveness and pardon,
		
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			it's just it comes from 2 different places
		
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			and, thus, the outcome is going to be
		
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			different.
		
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			One is based on the fact you don't
		
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			feel that it's really a big deal what
		
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			you did versus you know that Allah is
		
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			And if he asks me about my sin,
		
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			I'll ask him about his pardoning
		
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			because he is the he is the granter
		
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			of pardon, Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.
		
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			The,
		
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			the Wazim, one of the
		
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			We found written
		
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			on the,
		
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			on the handle of the prophet
		
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			blessed sword.
		
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			There's 3 other narrations with different,
		
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			variations, but this first one was the same
		
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			in all 3.
		
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			Pardon that who one who has mistreated you.
		
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			This is what he lived by
		
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			It was written on his sword. The sword
		
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			that he used to bring back Haqq on
		
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			it was
		
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			pardon the one. See, the the it's not
		
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			a conundrum. It's actually very,
		
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			very, very, meaningful.
		
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			That sword that was used to defend righteousness
		
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			and to retrieve that were taken away,
		
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			it was done with the with the premise
		
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			of
		
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			that you will pardon the one who mistreated
		
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			you once you're capable of doing so unless
		
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			you have that ability. The concept of
		
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			is
		
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			is to remove
		
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			the sin completely.
		
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			And then put in his satisfaction and and
		
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			then offer you and offer you a reward
		
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			as well.
		
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			The only way we can understand for.
		
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			The one who will take a
		
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			and turn it into a hasana. Well, how
		
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			does that even work? Because he is going
		
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			to pardon it, and it's gonna go from
		
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			a negative to a high positive. It's going
		
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			to go from a sin
		
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			not to no sin. It's going to go
		
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			to a hasala instead of it. That's his
		
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			that's his he's
		
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			is the ultimate,
		
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			gift
		
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			of of pardon
		
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			for those who are
		
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			bashful.
		
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			For those who feel ashamed of their sin,
		
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			they look at their as a gift.
		
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			And so here, here's a night where we
		
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			can offer you something that you is hard
		
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			for you to
		
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			to hope for or to fathom outside of
		
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			this time of the year, which is which
		
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			is.
		
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			You'll find in the Quran that the concept
		
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			of comes with the big sins, like with
		
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			the big stuff.
		
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			When we told Musa, we we had a
		
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			timing with Musa for 14 days and 40
		
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			nights. And within that short period of time,
		
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			you went
		
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			from Dohaib to worshiping a kaf
		
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			or worshiping him al sunam.
		
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			Imagine the audacity that Ajib
		
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			Ajib, they just saw the the the sea
		
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			parted.
		
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			They just watched
		
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			and drowned.
		
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			He brought them 9 separate,
		
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			miracles,
		
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			alayhi salam, Sayed the Musa alayhi salam.
		
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			And yet 40 days he leaves. He comes
		
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			back. They're they're worshiping a golden calf.
		
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			Then we pardoned you. After that, maybe you'll
		
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			show gratitude.
		
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			When when Musa'aear came to the to say
		
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			the most,
		
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			And they came to the Musa and said,
		
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			We wanna see Allah with their eyes. We're
		
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			not gonna we don't believe anymore until we
		
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			see with our eyes. So Allah,
		
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			yeah, and he had them all die and
		
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			then resurrected them, and then he pardoned them.
		
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			The day of
		
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			twice
		
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			and so it's Aliyah run twice.
		
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			The first one,
		
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			He said on the day of Uhud, when
		
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			I granted you the upper hand and you
		
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			were you were basically
		
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			winning the war, it was it was swift
		
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			and it was quick.
		
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			And then after a few after that happened,
		
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			some of you, their hearts was filled with
		
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			duniya, and you guys missed disagreed on things.
		
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			And some of you ran down the mountain
		
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			to take the bounty.
		
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			Some of you wanted duniya during this war.
		
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			Some of you wanted
		
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			and he has pardoned you.
		
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			And they've all had some people ran.
		
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			They all ran in the wrong direction. They
		
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			they got scared. They became so chaotic that
		
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			they that they that they ran.
		
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			Indeed, the ones who shaitan was able to
		
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			get to them and had them turn around
		
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			and run on the day of war,
		
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			indeed Allah
		
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			has forgiven them. He had has pardoned them.
		
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			With the big stuff.
		
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			When
		
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			you
		
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			read
		
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			Don't pray when you're drunk.
		
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			At the end of the ayahu
		
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			And Allah
		
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			is the one who will pardon you. You're
		
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			praying when you're drunk. When a when the
		
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			ayahu talk about
		
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			when a man goes and he he says
		
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			to his wife,
		
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			you are to me like my mother is
		
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			so that she can't be divorced and she
		
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			can't be
		
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			treated as a wife. It was a form
		
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			of oppression that men in Jahili would
		
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			perform upon their wives.
		
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			And indeed what they're saying
		
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			is and
		
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			it's harmful and it's a lie.
		
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			But Allah
		
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			is is is a grantor of pardon.
		
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			Indeed, the person who seeks justice
		
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			and then is oppressed
		
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			and then is persecuted for seeking justice,
		
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			Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala will grant that persecuted
		
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			person nusr. He will grant them any success.
		
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			And you will grant the person who persecuted
		
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			him.
		
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			When you read the verse like why why
		
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			not?
		
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			There's no because there's someone who actually made
		
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			a mistake will be worthy of of at
		
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			some point.
		
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			And whatever difficulty you run into in your
		
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			life,
		
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			it's to make up for a mistake that
		
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			you made before, something to remove your
		
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			pardons
		
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			many, many sins. There's a lot of mistakes
		
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			that you make that Allah subhanahu completely pardons.
		
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			It is forgotten. You don't even remember.
		
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			It's not even you removed it from the
		
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			book. It doesn't hold you accountable for it.
		
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			It doesn't require a discussion about it at
		
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			all. It's it's
		
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			He's the one who accepts repentance from his
		
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			servants and he pardons
		
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			The prophet said that Allah told me that
		
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			from my Ummah,
		
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			there will be people who will enter Jannah
		
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			with no hisab and no adab. There'll be
		
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			no judgment
		
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			whatsoever. Yeah.
		
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			70,000.
		
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			And I asked him for more, so he
		
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			put every
		
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			a1000 another 70,000.
		
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			The only way that these
		
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			people enter is through.
		
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			It's a pardon. It's even something that we
		
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			we use in in modern terminology.
		
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			It's a pardon, and then people who are
		
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			in jail, they leave,
		
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			and it's wiped.
		
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			Their rec their record is not on their
		
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			record anymore. It's a pardon. It's a it's
		
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			a big deal. Even when it happens in
		
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			dunya, it's a big deal. Imagine happening when
		
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			it happens, Yani. The yom al qiyam, Allah
		
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			grants grants pardon.
		
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			And you follow the, the concept in the
		
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			Quran,
		
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			you find it, you find it always with
		
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			the big problems.
		
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			Big mistakes, you find Allah
		
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			as
		
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			or at the end of it because the
		
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			big mistakes need that, that quick from negative
		
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			to because because if you don't have that,
		
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			you end up feeling you end up feeling
		
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			that this this sin will continue to haunt
		
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			you everywhere.
		
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			And that's not what sin should do to
		
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			you. You should learn from it. You should
		
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			from Tawba, but you should be able to
		
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			know that it's gone. At some point, it's
		
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			not there anymore. It's going to be removed
		
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			completely, and that's exactly what
		
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			is for. It's to tell you that, no.
		
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			No. There's there's a good possibility
		
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			that not only is it removed, but it's
		
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			it's flipped to something different. And that's what
		
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			this night is for.
		
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			That's what we're working towards. This is what
		
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			this is what opportunity you have is this
		
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			night that's
		
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			that's that's coming coming your way.
		
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			I wanna talk about how to live with
		
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			it because I think that's the most important
		
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			part of understanding this story.
		
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			Number 1, if you want Allah
		
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			to grant you Afu, if you want to
		
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			live with his name in
		
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			and what you're looking for is that Allah
		
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			grants you grants you a pardon, then you
		
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			need to do that yourself.
		
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			You have to be able to grant pardon
		
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			yourself.
		
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			He says
		
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			and this is the is is the story,
		
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			of Aisha radiAllahu
		
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			anam. Aisha was talked about in an extremely
		
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			disrespectful manner. And her father Abu Bakr,
		
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			he was taking care
		
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			he was taking care of someone, meaning he
		
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			was literally financially responsible for a gentleman, for
		
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			a adult
		
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			who actually
		
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			participated in in moving the rumor along. Right?
		
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			His name is Mispah.
		
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			And Mispah
		
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			was someone who said and he he said
		
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			things.
		
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			So when Ubaka ur found out that this
		
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			gentleman had done that, he said, Khilass, I
		
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			I'm I'll never give him another,
		
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			I'll
		
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			never give him money again.
		
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			So
		
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			the
		
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			And may the ones
		
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			who have wealth
		
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			and those who are related to people, may
		
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			they not withhold their wealth
		
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			from the people who are related to them
		
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			or the masakin
		
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			or the muhajirim.
		
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			And the people who are I mean, who
		
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			who lack wealth or people who immigrate to
		
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			Medina.
		
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			He's speaking to Sayyidina Abu Bakr about
		
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			and may they grant pardon.
		
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			May they look the other way, may they
		
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			remove.
		
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			Love that Allah subhanahu forgive your sin.
		
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			And he said, well, I will never hold
		
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			back well from mister Hagan. You know this
		
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			gentleman, Yani, said something about his daughter,
		
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			Those who are able to pardon people. Pardoning
		
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			means that you don't
		
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			talk about it ever again
		
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			and you restore trust afterwards. It's a big
		
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			deal. It's not a simple it's not an
		
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			easy thing.
		
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			Is hard.
		
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			It's very hard. It's actually the most difficult
		
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			thing you'll ever do. I'll talk about it
		
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			a little bit tonight during the it's very
		
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			hard. Try and do it throughout the day.
		
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			Forgiveness is one thing. Forgiveness is going from
		
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			negative to neutral.
		
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			That's that's that's good. If you just go
		
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			from I'm not I forgive you, but that's
		
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			it. I just I'm not gonna hold you
		
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			accountable for it. I'm not gonna ask anything
		
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			for
		
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			is more than that. Is when you when
		
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			you completely remove this story.
		
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			Don't this this will never be talked about
		
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			again. This will never come come up again.
		
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			Going to go back not only to how
		
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			we were before, but probably even better. That's
		
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			what is. It's very hard to perform.
		
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			It's very hard. The story that comes with
		
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			this ayam, the story of his imam alizhin
		
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			Abideen. And some of them say this story
		
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			of, you know, But
		
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			what the story is is that,
		
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			a young servant in the house would
		
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			drop a
		
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			a basin of hot water over one of
		
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			his children
		
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			and basically caused the kid to die.
		
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			And then she would get very scared when
		
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			she saw and when she did made the
		
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			mistake, the father standing there, obviously, I mean,
		
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			this is a devastating moment in the life
		
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			of any individual.
		
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			So she got very scared and she said
		
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			The ones who who who suppress
		
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			their their anger and don't
		
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			I suppress the anger.
		
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			So she got
		
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			greedy. And those who pardon people.
		
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			I pardon you.
		
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			And then he said, Allah Allah loves the
		
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			excellent. And he said, go go. You're free.
		
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			And, I talked to the prophet on the
		
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			day of Fat Hamakkah. After 23,
		
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			20 plus years of of struggle with,
		
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			with Quraysh,
		
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			Abu Sufyan,
		
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			he had made so many mistakes up to
		
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			that moment that he didn't feel that there
		
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			was a way back for him. He didn't
		
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			he couldn't see he couldn't find a way
		
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			to redeem himself. He didn't know if this
		
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			was possible. For how how was he going
		
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			to redeem himself?
		
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			So he would because he had gone and
		
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			lied and he had he just did so
		
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			many problems. Like, he he done so many
		
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			mistakes that it was hard for him to
		
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			come back. And the last one is he
		
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			come to Medina and he lied to the
		
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			prophet, alaihis salam, face and told him that
		
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			they didn't break the treaty even though they
		
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			did. And he he tried to to fool
		
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			the prophet, alayhis salaam,
		
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			and he knew that he there's no coming
		
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			back from this. So now that the prophet,
		
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			alayhis salaam, had made it, into Mecca and
		
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			he was going to enter Mecca, he didn't
		
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			want, Yani to be humiliated that day. So
		
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			he's trying to find a way out of
		
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			this. So he goes to say, what
		
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			do
		
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			I do? Like, what what do I you
		
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			went to Abbas. Abbas said, I don't know
		
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			why I say, Nani. So they ask Sayyidina
		
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			And
		
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			Ali said, it's easy. There's
		
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			no
		
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			problem.
		
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			You say to him exactly what the the
		
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			the siblings of Yusuf said to him to
		
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			Yusuf alaihis salam.
		
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			Because and this is a side note. Because
		
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			the prophet alaihis salam,
		
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			unlike us, he uses the Quran to learn
		
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			from it for himself. Like, he learns to
		
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			actually use the Quran to follow what these
		
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			prophets did, not to project it on on
		
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			others.
		
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			So and because he lives like that, if
		
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			you grant him,
		
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			the opportunity
		
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			to practice something
		
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			that one of the prophets, alaihi mus salam,
		
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			did, he'll he'll jump on it a 100%.
		
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			That's what he's waiting for. He's waiting for
		
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			an opportunity to do something that is similar
		
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			to one of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala's messages
		
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			before. There's no hesitation there. So I think
		
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			that the law of Anhu from his fiqh,
		
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			he knew this. He knew that, Sayyidna, the
		
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			prophet
		
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			if he's granted the opportunity to do something
		
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			like that, there'll be no hesitation.
		
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			So he told him, don't no problem. Just
		
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			go when you see him, say
		
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			Just say those words. You'll memorize it. So
		
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			it was if you memorize it. So say
		
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			exactly like that. Don't say anything else. Say
		
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			that because that's what's in Surat Yousef. You
		
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			say that and you'll and you'll be fine.
		
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			Don't play around. Don't
		
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			don't don't come up and do and just
		
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			say something different. Say this, if you want
		
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			to get so I would say was sit
		
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			down and memorize the wording.
		
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			And, of course, the journey from from that
		
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			moment is meeting the prophet
		
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			was very dangerous because the Sahaba were seeing
		
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			him and yeah. He's deserve yeah. He's he
		
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			deserves to be executed at that point from
		
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			from what he had done. And then Abbas
		
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			was just kinda basically pushing everything went away,
		
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			trying to make it to the prophet
		
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			he would make it to him,
		
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			and the moment of
		
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			the prophet,
		
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			He came to me to Medina. He lied
		
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			to me. Lied to my face.
		
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			He told me he's he's pointing out what
		
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			happened. So doesn't waste any time to explain
		
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			himself.
		
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			There's no there's no hard feelings anymore. Khalas,
		
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			it's all gone. I have removed all of
		
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			it.
		
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			Mean there's no when I every time I
		
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			see you, I I want to I want
		
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			to do atab. I want to talk about
		
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			it again. I want no. It's like there's
		
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			no no hard feelings left. Yeah. And Allah
		
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			will forgive you. And he is the most
		
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			merciful. Khilaz is gone. It's gone. It's like
		
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			it never existed.
		
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			We move on from here.
		
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			And then he came to Abu Sufyan,
		
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			His wording was you beat me,
		
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			not with the sword.
		
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			How patient you are,
		
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			how loving you are. After all this, you're
		
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			still trying to get me to I need
		
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			to accept Islam and to be on
		
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			you I I give up. I give up.
		
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			I don't know what it is that I
		
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			don't know what you're made of, but, yeah,
		
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			this is
		
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			So he said it.
		
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			There's still something in my heart.
		
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			And they would enter Medina and
		
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			he would gather all the people who for
		
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			years years years fought and still did not
		
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			give up on the time of Mecca, and
		
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			they tried to fight back. He'd gather them
		
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			all together, and he would
		
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			say, what do you think I'm going to
		
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			do with you?
		
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			You've always been a, generous brother of ours
		
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			and a generous nephew. Meaning, however you see
		
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			our relation whether a brother or a nephew,
		
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			and you've always been generous.
		
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			Go. I have I have,
		
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			released you for the sake of Allah Subhanahu
		
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			Wa Ta'ala.
		
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			Offering offering
		
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			See if you can do it. And if
		
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			you can't, don't feel too bad about it,
		
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			but try. Because it's not a simple task
		
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			for you to do requires your ability
		
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			to to let it go.
		
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			You
		
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			know?
		
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			I don't wanna mock the, curling again and
		
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			like I did last year, people get upset
		
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			with me. But I but the concept, I
		
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			feel like it's like it's like curling.
		
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			You know?
		
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			You're holding on to it. Just
		
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			just let it go.
		
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			Just just release.
		
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			You'll feel better about it. Just just let
		
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			it go. It's not it's not worth it's
		
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			not worth because it doesn't bother anyone but
		
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			you really. It doesn't really
		
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			weigh on anyone aside from yourself.
		
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			And if you if you if you do
		
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			that,
		
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			Allah
		
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			refuses for his servant to perform an act
		
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			of of altruism
		
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			more than himself.
		
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			Like, it's impossible. You can't perform and then
		
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			Allah not perform for you. If you perform
		
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			then you will receive that which you performed
		
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			time and time again or many folds.
		
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			Because if if the abbot is going to
		
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			offer afu, then what do you think the
		
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			Lord is going to offer?
		
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			So that's the first one,
		
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			offer pardon. The second one is utilize
		
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			this category is called self renewal.
		
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			Self renewal is the ability for you instead
		
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			of living your life feeling that you are
		
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			burdened and held down with your sin, Afu,
		
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			the night of Afu or the day of
		
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			or the or the concept of Afu offers
		
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			you the ability
		
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			to stand up straight again. By saying that
		
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			it's all gone now. I don't have to
		
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			think about that anymore. I don't have to
		
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			worry about it anymore. It's completely
		
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			He's going to forget he's going to pardon
		
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			me, so it's not there. It's like it
		
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			never happened. It never happened and I move
		
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			on from it. Now be careful.
		
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			Is not about people's. Allah will not pardon
		
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			you for something you did to someone else.
		
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			That has to come through them. You have
		
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			to actually go and and fig and fix
		
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			that piece first. But I'm talking about sin
		
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			that maybe you don't have the access to
		
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			do that or a mistake that you made
		
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			between you and Allah that is that is
		
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			extremely dire and problematic.
		
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			Living life with feeling that that it that
		
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			is weighing on you all throughout your existence
		
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			is very difficult. It makes life hard to
		
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			live. It makes your
		
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			degree of ambition with Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala
		
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			low and it takes away your motivation, your
		
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			optimism, and that's not what this is about.
		
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			You're supposed to be able to to to
		
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			rid yourself of that, which is why Al
		
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			Afu as a concept is there. It gives
		
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			you that energy to go back and be
		
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			better again because he will completely pardon all
		
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			that which you did before. It's like it
		
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			never happened again and being granted that gift
		
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			is is meaningful because it mean okay. Now
		
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			I'm, it's it's, it's equal. It's an equal
		
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			line. It's it's it's, it's sound ground for
		
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			all of us. I'm not I'm not always
		
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			disadvantaged because of my past. No. No. I'm
		
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			not disadvantaged anymore. He will he will pardon
		
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			me and it's like I never did it.
		
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			I can go and I can compete with
		
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			everyone else instead of feeling all the time
		
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			that I'm held back. And that's the beauty
		
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			of al-'Afru,
		
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			is that it gives you that that opportunity
		
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			for you to to go up to go
		
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			out and and and do
		
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			and do what you hope to do without
		
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			feeling the burden of your sin. And, Yani,
		
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			all we can say is what the prophet
		
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			taught
		
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			us. May Allah grant us
		
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			his pardon during these nights and may Allah
		
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			grant us the strength to show others
		
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			the beauty of pardoning within their own life.