Abdur Rahman ibn Yusuf Mangera – Preparing the Heart for Allah Most High

Abdur Rahman ibn Yusuf Mangera
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The heart is crucial for everyone to have a healthy heart to achieve success and personal growth, as it is the only thing present in the physical body. It is crucial for individuals to show the Prophet's actions and pray for the President's honor, and for a clear heart to see the Prophet's actions and not allow things to happen. The speaker emphasizes the importance of positive attitudes and a positive attitude towards one's own worth, as it is crucial for everyone to achieve success and personal growth.

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			Bismillah al Rahman al Rahim
		
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			Al hamdu Lillahi Rabbil Alameen wa
salatu salam ala Sayyidina
		
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			Muhammad wa Arlon Lagertha Ramadan
in Ireland meanwhile, earlier he
		
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			was asked me he Baraka was seldom
at the Sleeman Kathira Ilario.
		
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			Medina Amma Bert
		
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			God Indivisible Allahu alayhi wa
sallam Allah in the field, just
		
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			that the model, either solid solid
just to do cool whatever facade
		
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			facade or just to do Kulu Allah wa
he'll called.
		
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			Oh, can I call it never use Allah
Allahu alayhi wa salam, my
		
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			respected listeners. When you come
into
		
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			the world, it's very easy to come
into the world. Allah subhanho wa
		
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			Taala brings many, many people
into the dunya into this world,
		
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			they become an individual, a human
human being in this world. So it's
		
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			quite easy to come into this
world. However, it is extremely
		
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			difficult to become a true human
being.
		
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			And that's that's the point we
need to focus on today to become a
		
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			true human being is extremely
difficult to gain the insomnia and
		
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			to live by insomnia. That is the
challenge and the difficulty
		
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			because we constantly have things
around us that try to take us away
		
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			from insomnia. Try to make us cut
corners, try to make us deceive
		
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			others try to become selfish, try
to gain things for ourselves, and
		
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			lose the compassion that we should
have in our hearts lose the love
		
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			that we should have in our heart
lose the contentment we should
		
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			have in our heart, from the pure
realm that we came from, which is
		
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			from natural faith, after having
recognized Allah subhanho wa Taala
		
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			in the Ireland will orwa in the
universe of the souls and having
		
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			said to him, Bella, having said to
him, yes, we definitely recognize
		
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			you after he asked us and he said
allow us to be or become and are
		
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			your Lord. So coming into this
world is quite easy, in the sense
		
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			that it happens spontaneously, but
the struggle is to actually become
		
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			a human being. And what's
interesting is that the Prophet
		
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			sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said
in the Hadith that I just related
		
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			at the beginning, which is that
the the thing that governs the
		
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			entire body is this piece of
flesh, which is in the middle of
		
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			the heart. It's in the middle of
the body, which is the heart, if
		
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			the heart is sound, and it retains
its natural purity from which it
		
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			comes like an infant, if it
retains that same kind of purity.
		
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			That's why the Prophet sallallahu
alayhi wa sallam said and accepted
		
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			Hajj is the one in which you
actually come back, like the day
		
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			that your mother gave you birth,
which means absolute purity,
		
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			absolute innocence, having no sin
to one's name, that is the heart
		
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			that Allah subhanaw taala wants,
and it actually takes an entire
		
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			life, to maintain that. That's the
struggle of this life is to
		
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			maintain that soundness of the
heart, the purity of the heart,
		
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			and if it becomes corrupt, it
takes an entire life to correct it
		
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			so that when we go to Allah
subhanho, wa taala, we will have
		
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			the correct the correct heart with
by which Allah subhanho wa Taala
		
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			will inshallah then judge us, it's
very difficult to climb a hill,
		
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			but it's very easy to come down.
It's very easy to roll down, it's
		
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			very easy to come down and
descend. But when you're ascending
		
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			a mountain that is obviously very
difficult. Paradise is an uphill
		
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			climb, keeping the heart pure in
this world, with the surroundings
		
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			that we have and the challenges we
have around us, then clearly
		
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			that's an uphill climb, but it's
very easy to come downhill and
		
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			away from that. So it's only the
heart in the hereafter that is
		
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			going to count and nothing else.
Because Allah subhanaw taala says
		
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			that Allah subhanho wa Taala the
prophets of Allah Psalm says that
		
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			Allah subhanaw taala does not look
at your sewer line through Illa
		
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			suvery COMM He doesn't look at
your external states or external
		
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			displays your external makeup,
adornment embellishment, that's
		
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			not what Allah subhanaw taala
looks at when I can young guru ADA
		
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			Kulu become, you could have the
most ugliest
		
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			facial features, you could be a
deformed individual, but if the
		
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			heart is pure, that's really
what's gonna count. He's like,
		
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			let's check the hard drive inside.
That's what matters. Let's check
		
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			the board inside doesn't matter
what the cover and what the
		
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			exterior looks like. Allah
subhanaw taala wants a pure heart
		
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			and that's what he wants. So
really, if a person can take a lot
		
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			of solace to this, that if they
don't have the beauty in this
		
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			world, it's fine. They focus on
the heart because they know in the
		
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			hereafter Allah is going to focus
on the heart. So everybody it's a
		
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			win win situation for anybody and
everybody, nobody is
		
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			disadvantaged. Even in this world,
the blind person who has had a
		
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			sight taken away as a challenge
from Allah subhanho wa Taala as a
		
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			test from Allah subhanho wa taala.
At the end of the day, they can
		
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			even feel a sense of solace and
contentment, they have something
		
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			to look forward to which is that
in the Hereafter I will not be
		
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			blind, I will be a perfect human
being. And based on what's
		
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			happened to me in this world due
to these disabilities and these
		
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			inhibitions that I have. I can in
sha Allah, it saves me from
		
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			looking at the Haram I mean,
that's one sin that I've been
		
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			saved from which is a massive sin.
I can use my other senses and my
		
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			other abilities to gain closeness
to Allah subhana wa Tada a human
		
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			on the Day of Judgment.
		
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			It mentions that a human being
will try to ransom themselves in
		
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			by giving by offering anything
possible. They would be willing to
		
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			give their children all their
wealth and everything just to stay
		
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			away from the Hellfire that feed
the fear that they will be giving
		
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			on the Day of Judgment. That's
what Allah subhanaw taala says
		
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			that bunnies They will give their
money they'll give their children
		
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			they'll give, they'll be willing
to give anything just to ransom
		
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			themselves. But Allah subhanaw
taala will say no gala Gala,
		
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			that's not possible. Today is a
time when we take you for who you
		
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			are, and for what you did, and for
what,
		
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			what you represented yourself,
we're not going to take this, you
		
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			know, there's no money today,
there's no commodity to exchange,
		
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			it's all about your rewards and
how much satisfaction you have
		
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			given to Allah subhanho wa Taala
and how Allah is satisfied and
		
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			pleased with you. That's really
what matters, a heart which is
		
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			purified, a heart which which is
purified, Allah subhanaw taala
		
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			only wants that heart. He doesn't
want any other hearts from Han
		
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			Allah, Allah only wants a purified
heart. So now let's look at our
		
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			own hearts and see how presentable
they are in the court of Allah
		
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			subhanho wa taala. And whether
he's going to accept them or not.
		
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			You see, when it comes to human
beings, you have to give them
		
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			Hadiya, you have to give them a
gift when you want to give them a
		
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			gift that's according to their
standing. Otherwise, for most
		
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			people, when you don't give them a
gift according to their standing,
		
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			they take it as an offense, it's
actually worse to give something
		
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			to someone, right that is below
their status than not to give
		
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			anything at all, because you're
actually committing a blunder in
		
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			that case, whereas in the other
case, you're fine, you're neutral.
		
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			So with Allah subhanho wa taala,
we have to give him back our
		
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			hearts, which are an endowment
that he's placed in us. So now can
		
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			you imagine how bad it's going to
be when we give him hearts that
		
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			are not really sound that are not
really up to his status? Yeah,
		
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			Allah. You know, the thing is, the
thing with the heart is as long as
		
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			we've tried our best, as long as
we've tried our best and we've
		
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			tried to purify it as much as
possible, ALLAH is forgiving. He
		
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			understands that, but the heart,
which is maybe a bit dirty, but it
		
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			comes with a person who's tried
their best Allah subhanaw taala
		
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			will accept that because he looks
at the way we've done these
		
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			things. So one hut, Allah has
given us no person in this world
		
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			has two hearts. That's why Allah
subhanaw taala says in the Quran,
		
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			merger and Allah Julio Rajamouli
miracle benefi JioFi, Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala has not placed two
hearts in the the chest of
		
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			anybody. Nobody has been given two
hearts there's only one heart and
		
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			that one heart needs to be focused
on Allah subhanho wa Taala because
		
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			that's what Allah created us for
to keep it sound and to worship
		
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			Allah subhanahu wa Tada. So now
there's one heart and that one
		
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			heart has to be for Allah subhanaw
taala and nothing else. Now this
		
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			is not to say that you stop loving
everything else. It's part of
		
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			loving Allah subhanaw taala that
you also love what Allah wants you
		
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			to love. And thus you love those
who love Allah subhanaw taala you
		
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			love your parents were told to do
that you love the messenger
		
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			sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, you
love all the good things I'm into
		
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			bIllahi min Mala Iike T were
called to be here. Oh sorry. I
		
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			love the prophets. I love the
angels. I love everything that
		
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			Allah wants me to love. And I
don't want to love anything Allah
		
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			does not want me to love. So that
is what part of loving Allah it's
		
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			a very comprehensive love. So one
Muslim thing, if you begin to love
		
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			Allah, then I will have to exclude
everything else. Allah is not like
		
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			other is not like human beings
where if you got love for one, you
		
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			can't really have love for another
have a similar track, there is
		
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			nothing similar to Allah,
everything is lower than Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala everything is
subject to Allah subhanaw taala.
		
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			So thus, he tells us to love
others as well. One Heart, and
		
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			this is only for Allah subhanho wa
taala. And thus, the heart needs
		
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			to be kept like the way people
generally keep good masajid
		
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			right, that's how pure it should
be kept. I mean, that's a very
		
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			good parable that one of our
sheiks gave us, which is that the
		
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			heart should be kept like a nice,
clean, pure masjid, the way you
		
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			keep it away from filth, that's
what we do. You don't let dogs
		
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			come inside. You don't let people
come in with weird clothing, etc.
		
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			You know, there's a certain sound
level that's tolerated and not
		
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			anything beyond that, et cetera,
et cetera. There's many many
		
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			things that you know, most people
will will look for in massage and
		
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			that's how we should be looking at
our looking for in our hearts. In
		
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			fact, you know what the case is
today.
		
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			We look after our toilets, in our
house, our lavatories, our
		
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			bathrooms, we keep them so
spotless, we keep them more
		
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			spotless than our hearts. Right,
we make sure that it's clean, it's
		
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			smelling nicely, we put air
freshener there, you know, we get
		
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			the best of disinfectants and we
get the best of cleaners and we
		
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			make sure it smells nice. It looks
nice. We painted a particular
		
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			color we do all of these things
for a toilet a place where you go
		
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			and literally relieve yourself and
you know, clean yourself but we
		
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			keep that so nice as well. In
fact, some people saw it as a
		
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			cleaner than other places. Right?
Because that's that's the focus we
		
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			have and yet we have no focus in
our hearts. I mean, that is quite
		
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			embarrassing. It's quite
despicable. Our hearts are
		
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			supposed to be like masajid
		
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			We need to plant good things in
our hearts, that if you got a
		
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			garden you want to plant some good
things or join a plant some thorns
		
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			in there or join allow it to just
become weeded over because of the
		
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			outside influences. Likewise our
heart is similar that if you leave
		
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			it and you let it be and you don't
not really concerned about you
		
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			don't protect it, because a garden
will become weeded. And it will be
		
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			it will grow all of these strange
things that you don't want it to
		
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			if you just leave it because of
the external elements, you can't
		
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			protect it from that the rain
comes the moss comes, you know,
		
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			the different forms of fungus
fungus appear, etc, etc. That's
		
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			exactly what's going on with our
hearts when we don't focus on it.
		
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			And, and yet, we've spent so much
time cleaning out our bathrooms at
		
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			home.
		
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			So if we plant good things in this
garden, we keep it clean. So
		
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			there's two things one is we
embellish it by getting the right
		
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			type of seeds or plants or
seedlings, and we put them in at
		
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			the same time we also clear it up,
we also make nice paths in there,
		
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			we make sure that there's some
parts that look like this at some
		
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			point, they put a water volume
there, etc, etc. And these are all
		
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			different things that we do. And
whatever you put in there, that is
		
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			what's going to be produced.
That's why you can go into
		
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			nurseries meaning these plant
nurseries and buy a give you
		
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			pictures of what it's going to
look like when actually grows even
		
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			though you get a seed. But these
are things like that the aroma
		
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			tell us the Quran tells us the
profit and loss and told us that
		
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			this is how it's going to be if
you do this act, this is what it's
		
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			going to look like, this is how
it's going to be. Now, any heart,
		
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			somebody said to Hasan Basri, who
was mashallah master of the, you
		
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			know, the science of the heart.
So, somebody asked him, that, you
		
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			know, when you speak to us, our
heart is unaffected, our heart
		
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			doesn't become affected, you know,
we don't feel softness, we don't
		
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			feel any kind of tenderness in our
heart, and nothing kind of is
		
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			effected this asleep. So they
described themselves and their
		
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			hearts being asleep. And he turned
around to them. And he said, No,
		
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			your hearts are not asleep, they
are actually dead. Your heart's
		
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			asleep. They're not asleep, they
are dead. That's why they can't
		
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			even be awakened anymore.
Obviously, he's looking from a
		
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			very pessimistic point of view.
You know, we don't hold a view
		
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			because we believe that everybody
until then he was probably just
		
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			saying that for exaltation matters
and manners and for exploitation
		
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			purposes anyway. But the main
thing is, we believe that anybody
		
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			can come back, you know, the worst
of criminals in this world can
		
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			rectify and can become better, and
thus can purify the heart. Of
		
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			course, it takes more time.
Because if you've got a heavy
		
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			weeded garden, you know it needs
to be it needs to be cleaned much
		
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			more than something with just some
kind of light pollution.
		
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			Now, the main purpose then in our
life is to package the heart for
		
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			ALLAH SubhanA wa, tada. As you
mentioned, it's a gift that we
		
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			want to give back, it's like
somebody gave you something to
		
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			look after and use something Allah
gave you something to look after
		
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			and use, you have to look after
it. And the great thing about the
		
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			heart is that it can get one but
it can also become pure. So he
		
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			gave it us to look after it's an
endowment, we need to keep it
		
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			purified. So that we can when we
give it back, it is properly
		
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			packaged for Allah subhanaw taala.
It is properly you know, somebody
		
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			could have given us a pen to use
just like that. But when we gave
		
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			it back, just to honor them, we
put it we bought a nice case,
		
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			right, which they didn't give us,
we bought a nice case, we put it
		
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			in nicely with all this nice
tissue and glitter and you know,
		
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			all the rest of it wrote a nice
note and then gave it back to
		
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			them, they're going to feel much
better, because they're getting it
		
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			back better than they had, you
know, and you change the refill,
		
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			and so on so it doesn't look worn,
and so on and so forth. We
		
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			obviously not talking about a big
pen, we're talking about a nice
		
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			pen, you know, like something
that's not going to get one just
		
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			like that. So we need to package
our heart for a presentation in
		
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			front of Allah subhanho wa Taala
on the Day of Judgment, that is
		
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			what the most important thing in
that's the most important thing is
		
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			we spent, as I said, time cleaning
the toilets, can we not spend 10
		
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			minutes on our hearts
		
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			just 10 minutes on our heart.
		
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			And yet people spent half an hour
cleaning their toilets to get
		
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			special people to clean them.
		
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			And yet for us 10 minutes we can
spend on our heart which is going
		
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			to be that which is going to take
us into the hereafter.
		
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			Now think about this a heart which
is rusty with sins, how he's going
		
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			to accept it.
		
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			If you've bought a lot of fruit
and you've got fruit in the
		
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			kitchen, and you go to get a piece
of fruit, and you suddenly see
		
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			that some of them have now got
spots on them. They've got mold
		
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			that appears it's gone brown that
Apple is gone brown or something,
		
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			you're not going to accept it.
		
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			Unless you're extremely hungry,
then you're going to try to cut it
		
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			off otherwise for many of us we've
got lots of mashallah we just kind
		
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			of get rid of rid of these things.
		
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			Now Allah subhanaw taala, who is
not in need of anything, he's
		
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			never in need that he has to
accept something be grudgingly so
		
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			if we can't accept fruit with rot,
why would ALLAH SubhanA wa
		
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			except our hearts, which are
blemished with sins and darknesses
		
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			because that's what the Hadith
mentions that every sin that we
		
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			commit that's what happened to our
that's what happens to our hearts
		
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			as you get a dot and then you get
another dot and you get another.so
		
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			How is Allah subhanaw taala going
to accept these blemished hearts
		
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			when we can't even accept
blemished food? Or bread that's
		
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			just gone slightly moldy or
anything else like that. That's
		
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			something to think about. Are we
making our hearts more despicable
		
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			than food? Do we give no weight to
Allah subhanaw taala you think
		
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			Allah is just going to accept
everything when we don't accept
		
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			certain things?
		
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			Now we also know that there's a
hadith which mentions hadith of
		
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			Aisha the Allahu anha, that an
angel refused to come into the
		
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			house because she had a cloth
cover on the wall, which had a
		
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			picture of a bird or something on
it. So where there's images,
		
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			images of others, then the angel
doesn't even come into the homes.
		
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			So how is Allah subhanahu wa Tada
going to come into our hearts when
		
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			we've got the images of many
different forms of idols in our
		
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			hearts. When I say idol, I don't
mean Latin Erza and, you know, the
		
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			pre, the Jah, Helia idols of of
Arabia, we're talking about idols
		
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			of money, idols of this other
person that we nearly worship
		
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			idols of a football team, idols
of, you know, status quo positions
		
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			in this world. These are the
different idols that we have,
		
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			which we're placing in the one
heart that we that we've been
		
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			given, and where we're not
allowing, we're not putting Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala in that place. So
why is Allah subhanaw taala good
		
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			if an angel doesn't come in to
places that are blemished in such
		
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			a way? Why would Allah subhanaw
taala come into our hearts, and
		
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			that's the place he comes into. I
say this figuratively, obviously.
		
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			This is what you call a spiritual
disease. This is what you call a
		
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			spiritual disease. The Prophet
sallallahu sallam said that the
		
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			one who remembers Allah and the
one who doesn't, the difference
		
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			between them is like living in a
dead person. Except that the dead
		
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			person is the one who's been
malnourished, hasn't doesn't have
		
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			nourishment and supplies, and thus
has died a physical biological
		
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			death. And this is a person who's
biologically alive because they're
		
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			being fed that way, but the
nourishment of the heart is not
		
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			being provided. And thus, the
person is spiritually
		
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			malnourished. So there's a dead
heart within a body, biologically
		
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			cardiological, it's fine. But
spiritually, that's the problem.
		
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			And we constantly think of our
hearts as just biological or
		
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			cardiological, an ideological
organ that pumps blood around the
		
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			body in a healthy way with no
clogged vessels. And that's what
		
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			we call a healthy heart. But
really, what's a healthy heart is
		
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			the heart that's living with Allah
subhanaw taala in it. And thus,
		
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			this is a spiritual disease, and
that needs a cure. So just like
		
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			with with anything else, that
there's physical ailments, we have
		
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			spiritual ailments. And this is
the thing that we need to be more
		
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			focused on than anything else.
Really. That's the thing that we
		
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			need to be more focused on
anything else, which is the
		
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			spiritual ailments. What is the
spiritual ailment, are there times
		
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			when you don't feel like worship?
Are there times when you don't
		
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			feel like praying, you don't feel
like getting up for Fudger, the
		
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			sleep feels superior to, you know,
to your fajr prayer, then know
		
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			that you've got a spiritual
ailment, is there a time when you
		
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			want to do something, but you just
don't feel like it, you just can't
		
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			do it. Forget the 100. We're
talking about missing the Fuhrer,
		
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			it, that's a serious level of
spiritual disease, that, let's
		
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			just say that you're at work, and
you're in the middle of something,
		
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			or you're playing a game, you're
playing football, or you're just
		
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			chatting to a friend on the phone,
or you're surfing the web and
		
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			Salah time is coming, there's
about you know, 20 minutes left,
		
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			but you push it right until the
last minute, or you push it until
		
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			the end. And then you do cover and
you say, oh, man, it's Carvana.
		
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			Right? That's a spiritual ailment,
because that's the way to tell
		
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			preference as a way to tell
whether the heart is alive or not
		
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			spiritually speaking, you don't
need any special instruments for
		
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			this, right? You don't need to go
and get an ECG, right or anything
		
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			of that nature. This is the simple
way to do it day in and day out,
		
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			we can tell it now if there's
somebody, those of us who pray all
		
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			the time who don't miss prayers,
who regularly play, pray, and you
		
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			know, do what they have to do. But
then the question comes is can we
		
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			get off at tahajjud? We want to
get off attachment is you don't
		
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			know. Right? Which is compound,
which is an ignorance. But if we
		
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			know you have to, we should be
getting off at it. We'd like to
		
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			get off a diversion. But we can't.
There is still a level of
		
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			spiritual problem and spiritual
malady, right? That's still an
		
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			issue. And likewise with
everything else, likewise, in
		
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			everything else, there's a level
of spirituality and we can gauge
		
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			our own spirituality rather than
just somebody else we can gain our
		
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			own spirituality with in this way.
If we feel we don't feel like
		
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			doing the worship, we feel
lethargic. Then clearly the reason
		
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			why you feel lethargic from doing
any activity is because your
		
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			muscles are going through some
		
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			shoes because you know, you're not
fit enough, right? You're not
		
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			doing enough exercise and thus the
blood isn't going through the body
		
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			in the right way, is a
cardiological physical biological
		
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			problem. Likewise, the
spirituality, there is not enough
		
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			spirituality that shaytan is
coursing through much more
		
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			strongly than is the vicar of
Allah subhanaw taala and his
		
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			remembrance. So that is what it
is, you know, we have a problem
		
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			with, with trying to do these
things. And those people who have
		
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			a live heart, it's difficult to
get them out of such though.
		
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			They're in prayer, it's difficult
to get them out of it.
		
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			Like, come on, you know, like,
what are you doing, they enjoyed
		
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			so much, because that tells them
it's a living heart. It's about
		
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			now I think we're kind of
understanding that the heart is
		
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			the crux of all the matter. So
many people, they come and they
		
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			say,
		
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			you know, we'd like to start doing
some vicar and so on. But we're
		
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			afraid that we're not going to be
able to keep it up. So now the
		
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			question is that this is circular
reasoning, which is supposed to
		
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			come first, are you supposed to
become?
		
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			Are you supposed to become kind of
discipline regular before you can
		
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			start doing liquor? Or is it the
vicar that is eventually going to
		
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			clear your heart and clear our
hearts and thus be able to allow
		
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			us to do more thicker, because the
reason why we do these things is
		
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			because we though we claim to have
the love of Allah subhanaw taala
		
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			we don't know in the level that is
required. We love other things,
		
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			it's slightly a bit more, slightly
a bit more. That's, that's what it
		
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			is to put it into perspective. So
now, once we start doing some
		
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			vicar of Allah subhanaw taala,
whenever you mentioned anybody a
		
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			lot, the love of it, it's the love
of it, the knowledge of it gets
		
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			more and more in your heart, you
feel closer to it, right? For
		
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			example, I want to buy a certain
car. So now every time I'm on the
		
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			road, I noticed that I noticed
that particular car, and I noticed
		
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			other cars that are similar to it,
and I compare them right.
		
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			So likewise, when Allah subhanaw
taala comes in our mind, then will
		
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			start noticing Allah's actions and
Allah's manifestation and his
		
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			Jelena and Jamal, His Majesty and
His beauty in different things
		
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			around the world, then we'll start
actually comparing it to other
		
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			competitors that are in our mind,
and we start saying, No, this is
		
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			what I want. I don't want that
one. This is what I want. Because
		
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			with a car, I could eventually
find another car that is superior
		
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			and change my mind because at the
end of the day, they're both human
		
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			creations and one could have the
purpose for which I wanted that
		
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			could be better than the other
one. But with Allah subhanaw taala
		
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			there is no match. So there is no
comparison. So when you are
		
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			comparing, it will always take you
back to Allah because what you're
		
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			comparing with, if you're looking
at it properly, it will tell you
		
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			no there that that's the one who
created me as well. Don't come to
		
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			me go there directly. I'm just a
manifestation of Allah's beauty.
		
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			I'm just a manifestation of
Allah's power, or his, his
		
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			elaborateness or his lot offer
right or whatever the case is,
		
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			right? Go to Allah go to Allah.
And that's the way the only way we
		
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			can start kickstart ourselves onto
is to start doing something bigger
		
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			because if you think I'm going to
stop since then I'm going to start
		
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			do thicker, thicker is was going
to make you stop doing sin
		
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			Subhanallah right so a lot of
people get deceived like this just
		
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			yesterday somebody said to me says
look, I don't know if I should I
		
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			should start doing the thicker
because I'm not regular. I said
		
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			it's fine. Even a bit of thicker
and then you're not regular, you
		
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			might miss it sometimes better
than not starting it at all. Like
		
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			what is this there's no choice in
here. This is what you want
		
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			because you want to package your
heart to give to Allah subhanho wa
		
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			Taala so that we take the take the
filth out of our heart. So the
		
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			heart is the heart which is true
is the one which is inhibited by
		
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			Allah subhanahu wa Tada and with
His love and Allah subhanaw taala
		
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			says in the Quran in the lush Tala
mini mini Anna and Fuson where the
		
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			Combi endoluminal Jana, Allah
subhanaw taala has already
		
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			purchased ourselves from
		
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			ourselves by the fact that he's
going to give us Jana. So the deal
		
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			has already been done. Now it's
like we're reneging on our deal,
		
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			in the sense that look, I purchase
something from you, and I'm
		
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			supposed to give it to you. But
you know what I start doing, I
		
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			start abusing, I've sold you a
car, and I'm supposed to give it
		
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			to you in you know, two, three
days or whatever. You know what I
		
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			stopped doing it, I stopped taking
it from a real right I start
		
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			abusing it left and right because
I know I'm gonna give it back to
		
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			you. That's really bad. That's the
way I mean anybody any sensible
		
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			person is going to think what is
this guy doing? He doesn't he sold
		
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			the car, he should not be messing
around with it like that he should
		
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			not be taking it for drives in the
way he's doing and really like
		
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			pushing it to its extreme. And,
you know, taking you through the
		
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			mud and all these things and doing
these 360s or 180s or whatever you
		
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			call them. Right these you know, I
don't know what you call them. But
		
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			you know, you know what I mean?
Now that's what we're doing with
		
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			Allah. Allah has Allah says in the
Quran, his purchase your HUD,
		
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			you've got Jana. Now what we're
doing is we're taking it for a
		
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			ride. We're really abusing
ourselves and our bodies to the
		
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			fool and thinking he's still going
to give us Jana. These are the
		
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			believers among us. SubhanAllah.
So the focus is that Allah
		
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			subhanho wa Taala has brought it
already. He but he wants a good
		
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			deal from us. He wants a proper
package from us. That's what we
		
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			need to be concerned about. And
		
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			The good thing is, regardless of
how many years we've spent in
		
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			heedlessness, the car's not gonna
you know that to replace a chi is
		
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			more difficult to replace the
heart is more easy because Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala is very forgiving.
And Allah subhanaw taala has made
		
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			the human body amazing thing, and
especially the spiritual heart,
		
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			there's no physical, there's no
physicality about it, there's no
		
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			biological being there, that,
okay, it's a vessel, okay, it's
		
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			corrupt, it's become shorter, you
have to do a bypass, you know,
		
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			there's nothing of that. It's a
spiritual heart, which is
		
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			extremely malleable. And it can
turn with the vicar from, you
		
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			know, becoming an officer being an
officer Amara Bisou, to become the
		
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			nostril MotoAmerica, you had a
year to handle of Sumatra, in
		
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			Iraq, de la Arabic, Iraq, el dia
de Maria, for the Holy theory, by
		
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			the way, the holy Jannetty. And
that's why it's an achievable
		
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			Target, Target, make the hotfile
Allah subhanaw taala. And give him
		
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			the right do that is and He will
give us even more. So although
		
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			it's a deal that's been made, the
result is going to be Jana. And
		
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			his pleasure, which we all hope
for our hearts. Really, another
		
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			metaphor is that our hearts are
like boxes with something very
		
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			valuable insight. That's what our
heart is, it's just a coverage for
		
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			something very valuable inside,
that's the spiritual heart we
		
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			speak about. So that is what we
need to make sure that we don't
		
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			lose the value that's inside, by
allowing the heart to wander
		
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			around and go into the wrong
places. Everybody has what they
		
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			call Basara, which is external
site. Most people who have been
		
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			endowed with sight, which is the
majority of people, they've got
		
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			Bisharat. In Arabic, you call a
basalt, which is the site of the
		
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			eyes of division. But then there
is the sense called Busey era,
		
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			which is the internal site, the
site that goes beyond seeing
		
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			things in the apparent state and
understands the consequences of
		
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			these things. It's a more far
reaching sight. It's called
		
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			internal insight or spiritual
insight. So it's called basura. A
		
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			few fortunate ones are given
Masirah. But basura has to come
		
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			from a good heart. So when our
hearts become pure and pure, we
		
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			will actually start noticing the
evil of things more easily. So
		
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			today, we may love to do something
that's wrong. And though we know
		
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			it's wrong intellectually in our
mind and brain, we still want to
		
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			do it, because we just, you know,
we're slaves of it. But once we
		
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			gain basura, by purifying the
heart, then automatically we will
		
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			feel we will feel repulsed by that
thing will feel no, we can't do
		
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			that. The same thing that we love
to do 10 years ago, five years
		
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			ago, two years ago, we won't want
to do it anymore. And that is when
		
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			it becomes easier. See right now
when our heart isn't clean, it's a
		
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			challenge. Because we want to do
it, but we know we shouldn't do
		
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			it. But once the heart is
purified, and then it's easy
		
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			because it's just were repulsed by
it. And that's the DUA that we
		
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			make to Allah Allah may call your
obedience is beloved to our hearts
		
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			and make you do disobedience is
ugly in our heart. So we just
		
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			naturally just feel, you know,
reprehensible reprehensibility
		
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			towards it and repulsed by it. And
that's a state that we want to
		
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			gain, we have to put some effort
because it's a challenge that
		
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			Dunya is a challenge for us.
		
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			So may Allah subhanaw taala give
us basura by which we can make
		
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			distinction between the good and
bad, the How can the bottle the
		
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			right and the wrong, the thing
which are of benefit and things
		
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			which provide harm. That's what we
want. That's why Allah subhanaw
		
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			taala says work in Tamil. Kuru
will let if you so do, that, maybe
		
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			the person is saying, Are you la,
la, you will see Runa Bihar they
		
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			have eyes, which they can't see
with it's talking about the inside
		
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			inside. That's why in the other
verses were like in Tamil
		
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			Kuruvilla TV, so do that the
hearts which are in the heart, the
		
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			eyes, which are in the heart, they
are blinded, they avail they are
		
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			covered. And that's why the
external site is there, the
		
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			internal site is not there. So if
we can reform our internal self,
		
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			by keeping the company of the
pious by,
		
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			by these things, and there are so
many people in history, right,
		
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			from Indian poets, to the greatest
sinners and disbelievers, and so
		
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			on, who've rectified their hearts,
no matter the Allahu Anhu How can
		
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			you have somebody worse in a sense
than somebody who goes out to kill
		
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			Rasulullah sallallahu sallam, and
yet he becomes so beloved to Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala afterwards that the
Prophet sallallahu sallam said
		
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			that shaytan cannot even walk in
the same street as Omar, he
		
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			literally changes directions that
okay, I'm going to take a detour
		
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			I'm going this way, right? There's
nobody else like that. Subhanallah
		
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			and yet this man started
differently started totally on the
		
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			opposite side. I'm sure we can't
be worse than that. You know, what
		
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			Allah who I am, you know, Allah
subhanho wa Taala but changes
		
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			everybody. And that's the
possibilities. It's the package
		
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			his heart his heart became so
pure, that when the process I'm
		
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			told him that no, you have to love
me more than anybody else, even
		
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			including yourself. So within a
few seconds or minutes, or
		
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			whatever it was, he turned on, he
said, Okay, now I can say that,
		
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			that took him just a few moments,
not few weeks to make that change
		
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			in his mind because the heart was
there ready to take it and ready
		
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			to make
		
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			that adjustment for himself.
		
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			So, similarly with, you know, with
these, these poets that in India I
		
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			mean there's examples that come to
mind of jigger Murata buddy. His
		
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			name was a very famous poet right
in India, and he used to drink as
		
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			well he's a Muslim, but he used to
drink he used to say some really
		
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			good poetry and some weird poetry
and so on. He came to Monash over
		
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			the tannery and Manasa returned me
Hakimullah Mara himolla, he, he
		
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			told him what to do, etc, and he
left everything. He left
		
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			everything and he became, he
became pious afterwards.
		
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			If we reform our hearts, the
benefit is that we get Janna we
		
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			get paradise, we get the pleasure
of Allah subhana wa Tada. And that
		
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			is extremely important. That is
because that is the real world.
		
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			And then after that there is no
acquisition anymore afterwards,
		
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			whatever we acquire, through our
own doing, or through the shefa of
		
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			Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi
salam, or any other of the other
		
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			Olia. That's all you're gonna get,
there's nothing else there's not
		
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			and the pleasure of Allah subhanaw
taala and Allah subhanaw taala is
		
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			kindness. There's nothing else
about it, but we have to give them
		
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			an excuse. Why would the prophets
of Allah Islam intercede for us
		
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			when we've totally disregarded his
sunnah? We will never read His
		
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			words when we never want to
listen. When we feel no
		
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			inclination towards it when we
keep the signal. Why would you
		
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			want to do that? Give him some we
can't maybe follow the 100% the
		
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			Sunnah, but give him some excuse
yada so Allah, you know, I used to
		
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			say 100 Salawat on you a day.
		
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			You know, you got something to
bargain with. And the professor
		
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			loves him. He is known for his
kindness in generosity. So, okay,
		
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			masha Allah used to do 100 Salah
to under Salah today has no
		
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			problem. Right? We are giving you
something for it. Another person
		
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			says I used to do this I used to
follow your son nice a teacher so
		
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			nice at each Hadith, okay, I'll
give you a higher place, you know,
		
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			meaning I'll give you shafa for a
higher place, because of Rosa
		
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			Lawson will give many types of
Scheffer. intercessions one is for
		
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			those who are going into hellfire
any in they're about to go and
		
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			then the process the loss of
intercedes for them. Another one
		
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			is those who have gone to
hellfire. They're taken out by the
		
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			prophets, Allah awesome. And God
given given the Paradise,
		
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			obviously, there must be reason
why he's going to do that to them.
		
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			Right? Then, of course, there's
others who will be given special
		
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			VIP passes to just pass by
intergender without, without any
		
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			questioning whatsoever, you know,
that's where we want to be from
		
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			inshallah. And then there's others
who are in Jannah. And Allah gives
		
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			us them a higher place, Inshallah,
we want to be from those as well.
		
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			Right. So the prophets, Allah ism,
gives them a gives intercession
		
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			provides an intercession and he
gets a higher place, we want to be
		
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			in general freedom. That's what we
want. I know, it sounds like such
		
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			a. It's like saying, I want to
become the president of America.
		
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			Right? It just sounds impossible.
I want to become the Prime
		
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			Minister of the UK, it kind of
sounds an impossibility. It's a
		
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			possibility within the realm,
genital fear those, what kind of a
		
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			possibility is that, but it is a
possibility, because it works on
		
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			our deeds. And if we have that
mind, we're going to work to it.
		
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			If somebody wants to become the
President is going to start
		
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			reading one of these political
books. I had a friend in New York,
		
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			New Jersey, actually, I went to
his house, and he's got this whole
		
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			series of books on the past
presidents of the presidents of
		
00:33:03 --> 00:33:06
			the United States is, you know, I
didn't know you were interested in
		
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			the subject. He says, Yeah, I'm
going to I want to run for
		
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			council. Right? So I'm studying
all of this, I can understand
		
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			political insight, and you know, I
can I can get an understanding of
		
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			the game. So if you want genital
fair dose, you're going to have to
		
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			read the Quran, we're going to
have to start doing some extra no
		
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			orphelins Salawat, we're going to
have to stay away from bit more
		
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			haram, then we want otherwise,
it's just the desire, it's a wish,
		
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			it's just like somebody wants to
become the present sits back and
		
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			just expect him to be suddenly
given an honorary presidency. I've
		
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			never heard of one of those
honorary PhDs, I've heard of them.
		
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			Right. But even for that, you need
some kind of capability, you need
		
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			to have had a lot of money, you
need to have done a lot of work or
		
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			whatever. And then they come and
say, okay, you know, we grant you
		
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			a honorary PhD without you having
to work your, your head off for
		
00:33:48 --> 00:33:50
			three, four years and become you
know,
		
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			would you call it you know, losing
your hair, etc. That happens, but
		
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			gender, it of course, it can
happen, but there needs to be some
		
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			excuse. And that's what we want.
We want that excuse in this world.
		
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			We don't want to be totally
disregarded. Check our minds. How
		
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			do we feel about Allah? subhanaw
taala? Do we have? Do we feel any
		
00:34:08 --> 00:34:12
			love for Allah actively? Do we
thank him a few times a day?
		
00:34:12 --> 00:34:15
			That's the question to ask
yourself. Do you think Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala a few times a day,
like when you've got food and you
		
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			think, well, that's from Allah. So
you actually remember him
		
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			actively? Not that it's your
belief? So when somebody asks you,
		
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			Are you a believer? Yes, I am. I
believe in Allah. That's not the
		
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			kind of belief we're talking
about. We're seeing somebody who
		
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			actively remembers Allah, they,
when they're praying, they
		
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			remember ALLAH, many of us pray
for obligation. And when we don't,
		
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			we don't remember really speaking
to Allah because we're just
		
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			thinking of it. It's like we've
gone in for a meeting. And we
		
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			can't even remember what happened
in the meeting, because we were
		
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			distracted. Now if our child in
front of us, you know, you tell
		
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			the child here, can you read this
book for me? Are you telling an
		
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			employer something read this for
me and they're reading it and they
		
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			kind of discard they got the phone
in the other hand, or they're
		
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			thinking of something else? You
can tell, can't you? You can tell
		
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			When somebody is doing something
in front of you, and they're not
		
00:35:02 --> 00:35:05
			doing it with concentration, you
can tell that you think Allah
		
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			can't tell what's going on in our
hearts when we're praying, and
		
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			that's exactly what we do. How
cheesed off do you feel? How
		
00:35:13 --> 00:35:16
			irritated Do you feel? When
somebody that's supposed to be
		
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			presenting you with something,
reading something for you? Is this
		
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			connected? How bad do you feel you
feel it's an offense. Can you
		
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			believe how Clement and forbearing
Allah is that he knows this prayer
		
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			after prayer, we do have this
nature. And yet he doesn't take us
		
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			to task Subhanallah so that prayer
is going to have to improve and
		
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			that prayer is going to improve by
doing the vicar of Allah subhanaw
		
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			taala Andrea said, dedicating that
10 minutes as I said, you know,
		
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			half an hour 20 minutes for the
toilet, special brush,
		
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			disinfectant, detergents, well,
the the heart needs, the heart
		
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			needs that you have to spend money
for it, you have to spend money
		
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			for it, but it's free, it's just
thicker. It's just absence from
		
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			haram, fulfilling the obligations
and the thinker of ALLAH SubhanA
		
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			wa Tada. Then we will be given the
eternal pleasures of Jannah and
		
00:36:07 --> 00:36:10
			Paradise if you reform our hearts,
otherwise, it's simply it's going
		
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			to be hellfire. And the way to
remove the filth from our heart,
		
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			and to get a jumpstart to get a
jumpstart, you need to make Toba,
		
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			Toba and repentance is what's
needed. Because what that does is
		
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			it takes the back foot away. So
then you're got a lighter load,
		
00:36:26 --> 00:36:29
			it's like, you know, I've got
stuff accumulating in my in the
		
00:36:29 --> 00:36:34
			trunk of boot of my car, or I've
got, you know, all of these files
		
00:36:34 --> 00:36:37
			and documents, etc. That is just
literally my office all over the
		
00:36:37 --> 00:36:40
			place. I need to have a spring
clean on my computer, my email,
		
00:36:40 --> 00:36:43
			it's all over the place, I find it
so difficult to look for things.
		
00:36:43 --> 00:36:46
			So you need that spring clean.
Once it's all done, it's become
		
00:36:46 --> 00:36:49
			streamlined, you feel better, it
looks less cluttered, it just
		
00:36:49 --> 00:36:52
			becomes more efficient. And that's
the way we need to do with our
		
00:36:52 --> 00:36:55
			hearts as well. We just need to
give it a clean and the way to
		
00:36:55 --> 00:36:58
			clean the heart is to do Toba. And
that's the main thing is to do
		
00:36:58 --> 00:37:04
			Toba. And that is when the secrets
of the heart will be revealed. The
		
00:37:04 --> 00:37:08
			Secrets Allah Places in the Heart,
Insight basura all of these things
		
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			will be revealed by that so Toba
is to get rid, it's not difficult
		
00:37:12 --> 00:37:16
			to purify the heart as long as
your focus as long as they focused
		
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			on it, which is by doing
remembrance of Allah subhanaw
		
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			taala The problem is that trying
to do some remembrance and Dhikr
		
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			etc. Generally, because we're so
		
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			non disciplined, we try for a few
days, and then we lose hope.
		
00:37:30 --> 00:37:34
			That's why the Buddha mentioned
that if you do it with somebody
		
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			with like a spiritual guide, so
you know, you can do science, a
		
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			science, study of science, or a
study of ecology or, or economics
		
00:37:43 --> 00:37:46
			or whatever, through books, self
help books, but how many of us
		
00:37:46 --> 00:37:51
			have how many people actually have
the ability and the discipline,
		
00:37:52 --> 00:37:57
			the time frame, etc, schedule,
scheduling, ability, etc, to be
		
00:37:57 --> 00:37:58
			able to do that.
		
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			Right? To be able to do that with
discipline and go through it, you
		
00:38:03 --> 00:38:06
			will do it for a few days. And you
think, oh, because it's your own,
		
00:38:06 --> 00:38:10
			you know, you have to answer to
your own self. So it's difficult
		
00:38:10 --> 00:38:14
			when you do it under a teacher in
a organized course. Then, of
		
00:38:14 --> 00:38:16
			course, you know, there are
deadlines to meet, there are
		
00:38:16 --> 00:38:19
			certain things there's
accountability, there's
		
00:38:19 --> 00:38:22
			responsibility to supervision,
that's why there's benefits to be
		
00:38:22 --> 00:38:24
			under a shake. That's the benefit
of it, which we spoke about a few
		
00:38:24 --> 00:38:30
			weeks ago. Allah subhanho wa Taala
he pays attention to the corrected
		
00:38:30 --> 00:38:34
			hearts. And so may Allah subhanaw
taala open up our internal our
		
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			internal site, grant us light in
our internal sights so that we're
		
00:38:39 --> 00:38:43
			able to see the right things. And
may Allah subhanahu wa Tada. One
		
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			sight of Allah subhanaw taala is
sufficient. He just needs the
		
00:38:46 --> 00:38:49
			excuse to give it to us. We need
to show him that excuse by making
		
00:38:49 --> 00:38:54
			Toba and buying by starting some
kind of vicar and that is how you
		
00:38:54 --> 00:38:58
			gain a formal relationship with
Allah subhanahu wa Tada until you
		
00:38:58 --> 00:39:02
			become overwhelmed with his love.
And when that happens, the Prophet
		
00:39:02 --> 00:39:04
			sallallahu sallam said that a
person should remember Allah
		
00:39:04 --> 00:39:09
			subhanho wa Taala so much that you
call in whom is noon, that it's
		
00:39:09 --> 00:39:12
			being said that his image noon
that he is you know, he's insane
		
00:39:12 --> 00:39:16
			in the love for Allah subhanho wa
Taala that is what the Prophet
		
00:39:16 --> 00:39:19
			sallallahu alayhi wa sallam told
us that Allah says in the Quran,
		
00:39:19 --> 00:39:23
			either Luca Allah wa juillet guru
boom that when Allah subhanahu wa
		
00:39:23 --> 00:39:28
			taala is mentioned their hearts
tremble is our state like that.
		
00:39:28 --> 00:39:31
			When the heart when Allah is
mentioned, we trembling ourselves
		
00:39:31 --> 00:39:34
			as to whether we're fulfilling his
responsibilities or not. That's
		
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			our test that we need to have. May
Allah subhanahu wa taala give us
		
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			the Tofik we make a short door
before we take our questions.
		
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			Allahumma Anta salaam Inca Salam
Tabarrok the other jewelry with a
		
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			crown Allahumma yaka Yun Brahma
Tichenor studies Allahu Mejia
		
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			unknown em and then Ilaha illa
Allah Subhana Allah in the Quran
		
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			Amina Lottie mean, just Allah who
I know Mohammed and Marhaba
		
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			Allahu wa Salatu was Salam ala so
you didn't know Muhammad wider
		
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			early so you didn't know Muhammad
Allah
		
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			verrico Salam, O Allah except us
despite our dirt of our hearts of
		
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			Allah accept us and accept our
doors. Now Allah accept our coming
		
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			here on the Saturdays once a
month, our Allah this is the
		
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			little that we can do Oh Allah
this is the opportunity that we
		
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			have our acceptance in the fullest
of ways Oh Allah with though we're
		
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			not any any in any way close to
your own layer or any way to being
		
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			of that level. Oh Allah grant us
you have all of these things are
		
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			at your discretion in your
disposal. Oh Allah for you. It's
		
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			very easy to take us in the
fullest of manners despite our
		
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			weakness and our defects and our
and our shortcomings. Oh Allah
		
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			These hands are extended to you
from all of our sisters here from
		
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			the young and the old. Oh Allah we
ask you to accept our doors and we
		
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			ask you to soften our hearts and
we ask you to take our hearts and
		
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			bring them closer to you. Oh Allah
fill our hearts with your thicker
		
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			and your remembrance of Allah
allow your thicker to emanate from
		
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			every part of our body from our
tongues. Oh Allah and from our
		
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			hearts directly. Oh Allah, Oh
Allah, we've just we've just been
		
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			discussing that not your you will
not accept the heart that is
		
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			blemished. And that is, that is
that is will with faults of Allah.
		
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			Unfortunately, our entire life has
been spent in this way. Oh Allah,
		
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			we've only come to realization
recently, Oh Allah, we've only
		
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			come to realization recently, Oh
Allah, if it was only that from
		
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			our birth that we could have
purified and kept and maintained
		
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			our pure heart. But unfortunately,
that has not been the case where
		
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			our hearts are filled with so much
dirt from the things around us
		
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			from lots of diba from lots of
hazard and jealousy, from lots of
		
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			enmity, from lots of evil
thoughts, and from thinking bad
		
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			about others and deception. And Oh
ALLAH from many, many forms of
		
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			civil sins and evil. Oh Allah.
We've missed many, many prayers in
		
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			our life. Oh Allah, we've
overlooked we've overlooked many,
		
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			many obligations. We've committed
many heart arms with, with our
		
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			hands and our eyes, our ears, our
feet, and our thought, Oh Allah,
		
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			our hearts are filled with evil
thoughts all the time. Oh Allah.
		
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			It's only for you to purify them
of Allah. We made a Toba today. Oh
		
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			Allah Have you repented today? Oh
Allah make this a sincere Toba.
		
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			Despite however he did. However,
whatever level of heedlessness we
		
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			set it with, Oh Allah, Oh Allah
for you. That's the for you. It's
		
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			easy for you to do this. For us.
It's a difficulty, Oh Allah, we've
		
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			come to this level, Oh Allah,
we've come to this stage at least.
		
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			Oh Allah. Now take us from this
stage. Oh Allah, you're the one
		
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			who brought us to this stage. Even
we thank you for that. We thank
		
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			you. And we're grateful for you
for everything that you do for us.
		
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			For every morsel we get an O
Allah, around the world, there are
		
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			people who are dying, who don't
get a morsel of food, yet we have
		
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			a choice of what to cook every
day. So much choice. Sometimes we
		
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			don't even need to, we don't even
know what to cook. And thus we
		
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			have to ask others. We have to ask
others for ideas. Oh Allah
		
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			constantly. Everything is our
disposal all forms of ingredients
		
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			and components for whatever we
want to do. It's all available for
		
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			us. Oh Allah, this is we pray to
you that you don't make this a
		
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			source of estrogen deception for
us. Oh Allah that you make this a
		
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			true bounty and allow us to treat
it like a bounty and do your sugar
		
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			many many times a day. Our life oh
Allah should be made of sugar. Oh
		
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			Allah grant a sugar in our hearts.
Oh Allah grant a sugar in our
		
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			hearts. Because many of the
machines have said that whoever
		
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			does not enter from the door of
sugar he will never enter into the
		
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			door of Jannah Oh Allah, we ask
You that You give us sugar because
		
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			we think that this is our state
that we are we are in the state of
		
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			sugar where we should be doing
sugar of Allah, we are extremely
		
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			dirty and impure in our hearts.
Only you can clean them, Oh Allah
		
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			in the world, we see that when a
child becomes totally soiled and
		
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			is on the floor and is dirty on
over. Nobody wants to pick him up.
		
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			That same child who everybody was
fighting over now nobody wants to
		
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			pick him up. The only person that
wants to pick him up is his
		
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			mother, who picks him up and
purifies him, cleans him, makes
		
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			him smell nice again and draws
that child close to herself. Oh
		
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			Allah, Oh Allah, we know that
we're in the same state as that
		
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			child. We're totally polluted with
our sins. Oh Allah, we're totally
		
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			polluted with our sins. Nobody
wants to pick us up anybody with
		
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			any kind of insight when it
doesn't want to look at us. But
		
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			our Allah, we know that you have
more mercy than all the mothers of
		
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			this world than all the mothers
put together of this world. Not
		
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			just the mothers but every
creature in this world that has
		
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			ever expressed mercy and will ever
express mercy that will only
		
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			amount to 1% of your mercy. Oh
Allah, we know that you're more
		
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			merciful. So thus, we can have
more hope. And it's with this
		
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			hope, in your mercy that we're
asking you to purify us and make
		
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			us purified. Oh Allah. We've tried
many times in the past to make a
		
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			sincere Toba make this one
different, oh Allah make this one
		
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			a true and make all of our back
deeds, all the bad deeds that we
		
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			may have done in the past to be
forgiven, oh Allah and that we
		
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			start a whole new course of life
and we go back home changed in
		
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			different in different ways that
we become illuminated and we
		
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			become the source of guidance for
ourselves, our families and others
		
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			of Allah keep our children
purified. If we weren't able to be
		
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			purified in our youth. Oh Allah
keep our child
		
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			unpurified Give us that Sophie to
help them and do good tarbiyah and
		
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			give them the Tofik to listen to
understand, and to negotiate the
		
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			pitfalls of this life and the
challenges of being in this
		
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			country or wherever, wherever we
may be in dealing with it
		
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			properly. Oh Allah accept our
doors, oh Allah accept our doors,
		
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			oh Allah bring us closer to you.
And we ask you finally that you
		
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			send your blessings on our
messenger Muhammad sallallahu
		
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			alayhi wa sallam, and you bring us
in his company on the day of
		
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			judgment. And you make him fond of
us on that day that He gives us to
		
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			drink and you give us his company
in general for those of Allah we
		
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			ask you for nothing less than
genital for those. And thus we
		
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			asked you that you may enable us
to good dude to do deeds in this
		
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			world that are befitting of
janitorial for those. Oh Allah.
		
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			This is a high ambition. But we
know not we know that you've told
		
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			us to have high ambitions. Your
messengers told us this. Oh Allah
		
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			send your blessings on him and
grant us his company in the
		
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			hereafter. Subhan Allah be corrupt
biller is at your mercy foon was
		
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			Saddam and even more saline well
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