Abdullah Oduro – Iman Cave – Why Men Need To Check On Each Other

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The speaker discusses their experience with divorce and how it made them feel vulnerable. They apologize for not asking for information and being vulnerable in relationships. They emphasize the importance of being present with people and share a story about a friend who was upset about a text message. The speaker emphasizes the need to be present with people and to say what the prophet has taught them.

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			You know, I was just at a at,
		
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			like, a retreat. We went out far off
		
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			in, like, Oklahoma, and we got, like, a
		
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			house, and it was about, like, maybe 15
		
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			brothers with their younger sons.
		
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			And brothers opened up. It was really important
		
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			for them to be around each other and
		
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			just to talk, man. You know, just to
		
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			walk off in nature
		
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			and just to talk. Because you'll find that
		
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			throughout the Menani life, you're working, you know,
		
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			you're busy. You know, my brother's telling me,
		
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			you know, when I'm at home, I just
		
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			don't feel appreciated. Mhmm. You know, I'm the
		
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			provider and the protector, but I just don't
		
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			feel appreciated. But I feel that I'm able
		
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			to talk to you guys because it's just
		
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			that energy.
		
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			And I think that it's needed. You know?
		
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			Like you mentioned, different ways of expressing emotions.
		
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			They may not even realize it themselves
		
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			that I was feeling this until I got
		
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			around a group of guys Yeah. That feel
		
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			the same way that I do. I also
		
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			think that
		
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			we don't do enough of a job, a
		
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			good job at least of,
		
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			like, actually asking deeper questions about each other.
		
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			So, for example,
		
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			I've had a number of my friends now
		
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			get divorced. Okay. A number of them. Yeah.
		
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			And every single one of them
		
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			has mentioned
		
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			that while getting divorced, they went through incredible
		
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			darkness and they went through incredible loneliness. Oh.
		
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			Incredible.
		
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			And so, I remember, I had one friend
		
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			of mine
		
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			who got divorced
		
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			and it was one of those things where
		
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			he didn't bring it up. I didn't really
		
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			ask. You know what I mean? Like, it
		
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			was just
		
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			he didn't volunteer,
		
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			and I didn't volunteer to
		
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			ego. So then, I had actually went on
		
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			a on a on a umrah trip, one
		
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			of our, you know, cheap cheap
		
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			plug, blessed voyage or Umrah trips. Mhmm. Blessed
		
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			voyage. Which I'm actually going on tomorrow. Tomorrow.
		
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			I'm going.
		
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			But, I had went on
		
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			1 a year ago, and one of the
		
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			sessions the sisters asked, they said, could we,
		
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			you know, sit with you for a session?
		
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			And I sat, And it was really them
		
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			just opening up about divorces
		
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			and things like that, and they were supporting
		
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			each other, and I was just listening. Mhmm.
		
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			But, it really made me think like, man,
		
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			you're like, this stuff is is difficult.
		
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			So, I remember when I when I when
		
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			I left that session, I sent a message
		
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			to that friend of mine, And I said
		
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			to him, listen bro.
		
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			I just wanna let you know that
		
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			I know that you, you know, we never
		
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			really talked about your divorce.
		
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			And, I didn't really appreciate how difficult it
		
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			might have been for you. And, I just
		
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			want to apologize
		
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			to you for not asking
		
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			and checking in on you.
		
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			Mhmm. And so, a couple days later, like,
		
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			he didn't respond right away, and I'm like,
		
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			oh, man, like, you know, I
		
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			it's a leap. Yeah. You know? It is
		
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			a leap. Right? Yeah, man. So I didn't
		
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			hear back from him for a couple of
		
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			days, and then he sent me a voice
		
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			note back and he said, listen, I'm a
		
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			very well known guy in my city.
		
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			Very, you know, I like to think I'm
		
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			very
		
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			outgoing. I'm an extrovert.
		
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			Everybody knows me. And in his city, everybody
		
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			knows him and everybody loves him. Mhmm. K?
		
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			He said the amount of people
		
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			who asked me about my divorce
		
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			were
		
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			2
		
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			and the amount of people who apologized
		
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			for not being present
		
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			in my divorce
		
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			were 2, and you're one of them. SubhanAllah.
		
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			That's it.
		
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			He said, that's that's everybody who asked me
		
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			about my divorce.
		
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			And so, for guys, a lot of times
		
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			we go through the most difficult circumstances and
		
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			we do it alone.
		
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			Number 1, because we don't volunteer information, and
		
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			number 2, because
		
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			we don't have a culture
		
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			of checking in on each other. Right? And
		
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			Yeah. In a deeper way. Yeah. That volunteering
		
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			information is vulnerable. You know, being vulnerable and
		
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			trusting your brother. You know what I'm saying?
		
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			Mhmm. And that's that's that's so so important.
		
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			I mean, it's interesting you mentioned that because
		
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			I'll share something that happened with me. I
		
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			remember a friend of mine, his father passed
		
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			away,
		
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			you know. And, I remember saying to myself,
		
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			well, man, if it was me, I wouldn't
		
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			want anyone to call me. You know? So
		
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			I just I just I know he probably
		
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			doesn't want anyone to call him. That was
		
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			being irresponsible, to be honest, and not taking
		
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			that leap. Like you said, he didn't text
		
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			back because he maybe probably got offended. Mhmm.
		
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			I don't want him in my business. You
		
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			know, we just maybe don't want people in
		
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			our business. Right? We're we're kind of guys
		
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			are kind of, at least some are very
		
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			protective of of that type of, you know,
		
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			the family life. So, we don't ask each
		
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			other about Right. Family. We don't ask about
		
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			the wife. We don't ask about that stuff,
		
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			just to kind of leave it alone. If
		
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			you don't volunteer it, leave it alone. Exactly.
		
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			I remember years later with this brother that
		
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			I didn't call.
		
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			Years later, we were talking past, and he
		
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			was like,
		
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			man and I remember when my father died,
		
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			only one person called me. Only one person
		
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			called me. And he wasn't taking a shot
		
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			at me. He was just saying it passionately.
		
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			And I was like, yeah. I was from
		
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			the ones that didn't call. Log, fuck. Yeah.
		
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			Log. You know what I mean?
		
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			And I said for some type of expiation.
		
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			Later, I told him and it was hard,
		
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			man. It was hard. I went up to
		
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			I said, brother, man, look, listen. I'm sorry,
		
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			man. He was like, what?
		
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			You said this about a year ago. You
		
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			said this a while ago,
		
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			and I didn't call you.
		
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			I was gonna call you, but I didn't.
		
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			I apologize for that, bro. And he was
		
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			like, sorry, man. You know? And I felt
		
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			like this. Yeah. I also went to the
		
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			brother that called him.
		
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			I see, you know, that brother is so
		
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			thankful, man, that you called him. You probably
		
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			don't even realize it. Yeah. Yeah. He and
		
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			you realize you were the only one that
		
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			called him? No. He's like, what? I see
		
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			him, man. A little gesture. Imam Shaba has
		
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			a verse of poetry where he says,
		
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			He says, a friend that doesn't benefit on
		
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			a day of difficulty
		
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			is closer to an enemy when compared.
		
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			Like if you don't benefit me on my
		
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			hardest days, the day that I lose my
		
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			father, the day that I go through,
		
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			an enemy is not going to be there
		
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			for me. Mhmm. And if you're not there
		
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			for me, then you're closer to an enemy
		
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			than you are to a friend. To me.
		
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			You're not there. And I think
		
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			specifically about death, you know, I had a
		
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			friend of mine, an older brother once who
		
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			told me, he said something that my father
		
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			told me is 2 scenarios where you need
		
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			to be there for people
		
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			is,
		
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			weddings
		
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			and funerals. Funerals. Funerals. You need to be
		
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			there in weddings and funerals. You need to
		
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			show up. Now, for a lot of people,
		
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			the funeral part, they don't know what to
		
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			say.
		
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			And, they're afraid of saying the wrong thing.
		
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			If you don't know what to say, number
		
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			1, people aren't even going to remember what
		
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			you said most likely
		
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			because it's so overwhelming.
		
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			But, they will remember who's there. They will
		
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			remember that person who's there. Only yet. I,
		
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			for when I remember when my father, Hamdullah,
		
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			passed away. I don't remember what most people
		
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			said, but I have a very clear memory
		
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			of who checks it, who sent a text
		
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			message. I have a very long Long. Because
		
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			it was such an emotional and intense experience,
		
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			like everything gets registered.
		
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			But then number 2, which is very important,
		
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			is if you don't know what to say,
		
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			just say what the prophet taught you to
		
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			say. That's it. Just say
		
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			Just Google things to say from services to
		
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			and if all you say is what the
		
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			prophet has taught you, just say that's all.
		
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			You don't need to say something flowery. You
		
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			don't need to save this person's pain. Pain.
		
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			You're not going to do that. Exactly. Yep.
		
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			Just say what the prophet, but just be
		
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			there. Yeah. Be there. So beautiful, beautiful moment,
		
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			by the way,
		
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			is what Aisha talks about when she went
		
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			through
		
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			the sadness of the slander against her. Oh,
		
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			man. Yeah. And what did she say? She
		
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			said, there was a woman from the Ansar
		
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			who came in, and she sat down next
		
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			to me, and she just cried with me.
		
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			That's all she did. Oh, my, yeah. Right?
		
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			So just that idea of being present with
		
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			people. I'm being present. Yeah. Yeah.
		
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			Amazing. Amazing. Amazing. I really really appreciate that,
		
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			you know, but you know what happens sometimes
		
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			men put
		
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			Barriers. Nacho type of barrier, you know, like,
		
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			I'm too strong for that. Like, no, I'm
		
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			good. I'm good. I'm good. I'm good. But
		
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			deep down, they're not good. Not good, man.
		
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			Right. Deep down, they're not good. And I
		
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			think it takes,
		
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			like, so many so many guys who've been
		
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			going through hardships and whatnot. Like, I would
		
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			go
		
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			and I would, like, take them to the
		
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			side, talk to them alone. Mhmm. You know,
		
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			I'm there, man. You can open up bro.
		
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			Like what's going on? Like, I know you
		
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			feel sad. I know there's something. And
		
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			they would open up and cry. Cry like
		
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			like little kids. These are men, like like
		
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			Just need that little.
		
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			They just
		
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			need to feel like, man, I could I
		
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			could actually vent. They're safe. Do you feel
		
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			safe? Safe. It's safe. And, I think that
		
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			safety is really what It's more difficult for
		
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			a man to find than a woman to
		
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			find. Yeah. Right. You know why? It's because
		
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			we also have, like, even as you guys
		
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			are saying safe, safe, safe, like, my upbringing
		
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			is like, man,
		
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			sounding softer than Charmin right now.
		
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			That's that's Go on, man. Yeah. I know
		
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			that that's
		
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			What I signed, you brought me to the
		
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			iman case so we could talk about the
		
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			case. You know, it's the man the iman
		
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			case. But no. But that's the that's the
		
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			that's the upbringing.
		
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			That's the that's that's that barrier, right, that
		
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			you're talking about.