Abdullah Oduro – Iman Cave – How to Get Married in 4 Weeks

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The speaker discusses their experience with marriage, including their desire for a child and their desire to have a child. They emphasize the importance of finding the right partner in a relationship and finding the right person. They also emphasize the need for support and respect in the marriage process, particularly in building fortresss for women.

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			I got married at 20 years years of
		
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			age, but but it's it's the family. It's
		
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			the parents who said, okay. It it's done
		
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			for a good because the from the time
		
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			that I met my wife and proposed was
		
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			less than 4 weeks. Oh. Because I had
		
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			because, basically, I saw her at university, and
		
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			she annihilated somebody in a debate. Like, she's
		
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			like I do. She's like and and I
		
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			take it. Tell you, but I I need
		
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			to know who this person is. You know?
		
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			Like and she's and he said that she
		
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			studies in my class. So I tried to
		
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			talk to her. I remember she went into
		
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			the university shop Okay. And she picked up
		
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			her stuff. So I went to pick up
		
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			the Twix. And Nick, who's plays on the
		
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			football team with me, the soccer team, he
		
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			was he was the guy at the the
		
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			checkout, you know, the guy, the cashier. Uh-huh.
		
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			So I put my Twix, and I said,
		
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			Nick, all this is on me. And she
		
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			went, excuse me? This is malaria. Okay. And
		
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			I went, oh, so anyway, for the next
		
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			3 weeks, I tried to make conversation, but
		
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			she would never really give me too much
		
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			of the time of day. Why? It's it's
		
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			called the heart playing hard. No. Really? No.
		
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			But then one day, I said, you know,
		
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			Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala, like because I was,
		
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			but the the the the the university as
		
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			well. I said, it's it's not good for
		
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			me to get too involved in these kind
		
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			of things. So I said, yeah, Allah,
		
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			I'm going to plead with you. Like, just
		
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			sort this out. Okay. Either get the feelings
		
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			out the way or give me an opportunity
		
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			to go door open. So I did is
		
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			tikharah. 2 raka after ishaah. 2 4 rakah
		
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			when I wake up middle of the night,
		
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			2 rakah before fashr. And I used to
		
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			you know, some people think Dua has to
		
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			be very sophisticated.
		
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			Was very simple.
		
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			Yeah. All of my dua is not deserving.
		
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			I just give me an aya like you
		
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			gave Musa. I love that. Feeling aya. Give
		
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			me an aya like you gave zakaria.
		
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			None. And literally make it bad. Mhmm. And
		
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			on the 8th or 9th night and bear
		
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			in mind, I'm not like a sufib any
		
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			stretch of imagination. Uh-huh. I saw a dream
		
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			that the payeb who I had asked about
		
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			her brought me a korbani and said to
		
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			me, Sammy, it's Zaid sacrifice.
		
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			Mhmm. And in the dream, I vividly remember
		
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			it. Mhmm.
		
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			I called them. I said, listen. Go tell
		
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			Sumayya. There's a guy called Sammy who wants
		
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			to marry her. He said, bro, what do
		
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			you think this is? 1500? What do you
		
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			mean go and tell him this guy? I
		
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			said, wallahi, she's gonna say yes. Well and
		
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			she said yes. And she said, yeah. I
		
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			just need to hear it from him directly.
		
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			I love it. And then 2 weeks later,
		
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			I met her dad, very terrifying figure with
		
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			a big beard. Uh-huh. That's it. Yes. May
		
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			Allah bless him. Yeah. And then 2 2
		
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			months later, did the
		
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			and then 6 months later, did the wedding.
		
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			And you've you've never looked back.
		
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			That that's beautiful. You know, I know there's
		
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			a characteristic
		
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			that you possess, and I think you still
		
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			possess it now.
		
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			That is very important for a man, particularly
		
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			a Muslim man, because you see how throughout
		
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			that process he turned to Allah. Yeah. Okay.
		
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			There there was an interest. Right? Yes. Obviously,
		
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			as she's she's appealing to him. Mhmm. Right?
		
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			So he tried to to He's still in
		
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			his hand. Oh, he still is. Yes. Yes.
		
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			Still in his hand. As far as people
		
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			say marriage, it dies, It doesn't.
		
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			No. No. No. No, sir. No. No. So
		
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			you saw that, but you turned to Allah
		
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			because you know Allah is the ultimate one
		
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			that's going to give it to you in
		
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			the right way.
		
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			And that's what's so important
		
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			for the man is to always turn turn
		
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			back to Allah and make sure that his
		
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			purpose
		
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			is is is that. And it's not something
		
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			that's tangible that is of this world. Marriage
		
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			is also about Mawaida.
		
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			You know, it's it's about Mawaida.
		
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			It's about kindness as well. And I realized
		
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			the more effort I put in, such as
		
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			establishing for a friend of mine, Nigerian, Tayyebalayev
		
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			Grubhir. We he set up this father's group
		
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			where we used to sit together. He'd say,
		
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			guys, I've decided to adopt something. Every Friday
		
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			morning, I go on a date with my
		
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			wife for breakfast. And I said, I'm gonna
		
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			do it as well. And you see the
		
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			impact that has. Media. And then that changes
		
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			your opinion on what it means to be
		
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			a man. Mhmm. Because I grew up in
		
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			a soccer environment where
		
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			football environment. Once you cross the water, any
		
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			You can change your language and your tone.
		
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			So I remember somebody in the changing room
		
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			because me and Tayeb, we got married younger.
		
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			I got married first and Tayeb Tayeb said,
		
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			khalas, I'll get married younger, and and we
		
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			got married. And I remember some of the
		
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			brothers who weren't married, they used to say
		
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			things like, when I get married, my wife
		
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			gonna cook us.
		
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			My wife gonna clean. And I remember, like,
		
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			one of the they remarked him and said
		
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			to him, brother, let me just tell you
		
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			something. A meal cooked out of love tastes
		
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			much better than a meal cooked because you
		
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			asked for it.
		
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			You know, when a wife loves you, she
		
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			goes above and beyond food. And we use
		
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			the word nifis. The word nifis. And and
		
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			this is why That was a nifis. Nifis.
		
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			Yeah. Yeah. Like, it's it's you know, the
		
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			idea that the You know, when you call
		
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			it soul food? Yeah. You're old. That's her
		
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			soul kitchen. And then what are we talking
		
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			new language? It's
		
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			a good one. And when you go through
		
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			that experience Yeah. This is what I mean
		
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			sometimes when you realize that subconsciously,
		
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			while
		
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			ostensibly you think you believe in Allah's attributes
		
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			or understand it, subconsciously, you have these locks
		
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			on your brain. So when you go back
		
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			to the seerah of the prophet Muhammad
		
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			and you realize that he comes down from
		
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			the cave of Hera, and he comes at
		
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			every writer, Ibnu Hisham, 2 Martin Lings, they
		
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			describe him as being frightened,
		
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			shaking, and throwing himself into the arms of
		
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			Khadija.
		
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			If I was to say to the prophet
		
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			did that, would you say that made him
		
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			less of a man? Hashir.
		
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			Would you say that undermined him? Hashir. What
		
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			it was a demonstration of is what the
		
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			marriage is supposed to be about in terms
		
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			of his trust in Khadija and her and
		
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			how Khadija viewed him in the elevation and
		
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			how she covers him. She always embraced him.
		
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			Yeah. And that changes the perspective of what
		
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			it means to be a man in marriage
		
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			afterwards. And that you grow up being taught
		
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			that kindness is weakness.
		
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			Don't be weak in front of her. Don't
		
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			let her have her way. Don't have that.
		
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			And you think, dude, what it's a marriage.
		
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			It's not a prison, subhanallah.
		
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			You know? Well, some other brothers made me
		
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			think it's a prison. And she's worried. What
		
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			she wants more than anything else
		
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			is to be valued. A woman will will
		
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			will support a husband,
		
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			provided the husband she feels that she's valued
		
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			by the husband. Absolutely. The reason women worry
		
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			about marriage is because they feel like the
		
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			husband is going to trample all over them.
		
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			Yeah. You know? Cook for the woman. Just
		
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			clean for you. And so And and my
		
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			and mind you, and and, you know, onto
		
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			that point is that I feel sometimes I'm
		
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			actually not doing enough to help my wife
		
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			SubhanAllah. Around the house. Even a simple reminder.
		
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			Yeah. Hey. Don't forget, you know, when you
		
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			get a chance, I had to go I
		
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			I wasn't feeling well. I I just don't
		
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			forget the dishes. Yeah. Or just, you know,
		
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			help me clean up around the house. Yeah.
		
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			Because we forget Yeah. The they're the double
		
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			and the triple jobs that they're doing Yeah.
		
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			Just to bring up our children, our offsprings.
		
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			One of the things that changed my perspective
		
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			on marriage, that encouraged me to get married
		
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			young as well was there's a in the
		
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			Quran, Wallah says he puts
		
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			between husband and wife. Mhmm. And the reason
		
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			that stopped me was because I read it
		
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			and I said, wait a minute. So that
		
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			means that I can be in a marriage
		
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			and there'll be periods where I don't love
		
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			my wife. Mhmm. Because Allah has put mawadharah.
		
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			It means he can take away mawadharah. Mhmm.
		
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			And then you see in another place where
		
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			he says, even if you hate your wife,
		
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			don't oppress her. So implying that love will
		
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			go and you you're married, man. You know
		
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			what this is. Love goes up and it
		
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			goes down. And that's why when we mentioned
		
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			earlier about what the those whom who who
		
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			who marry for the deen. Yes. Because when
		
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			that love has those periods where perhaps sometimes
		
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			it vanishes
		
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			and somebody put it to me quite quite
		
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			wise. He said, if your wife loves you,
		
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			she'll look after you. But if she doesn't
		
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			love you, she'll still look after you because
		
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			she loves Allah. And there you go. In
		
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			that way, your sort and and I give
		
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			you just a classic example, and Sheikh Abdul,
		
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			you'll know this, and you will know it
		
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			because you travel a lot as well. Let's
		
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			be brutally honest. Like, I I I and
		
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			I'll be honest. I told my wife last
		
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			night. She said, how is it? I told
		
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			her Somaiya, to be honest. It's lonely in
		
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			the hotel room by myself. 100%. I'm far
		
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			away from home. Mhmm. I want to see
		
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			Salma, my daughter. I want to see Suleyman.
		
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			Yes, Somayya. When I go to a crowd,
		
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			the crowds, they come in droves, and each
		
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			one is looking at you, looking for an
		
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			answer. And I'm just a a guy from
		
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			Wembley who can
		
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			when your wife tells you on the phone,
		
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			Sammy,
		
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			Say, Allah gave you this opportunity that Allah
		
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			blessed you. Don't worry about things here. I've
		
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			got all sorted. I've got it unlocked. That
		
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			reassurance. You know the feelings.
		
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			That's reinvigoration
		
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			that it gives. Mhmm. It doesn't make me
		
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			less of a man. The reason that I'm
		
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			a man for it is because I accept
		
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			that my wife is not an addition in
		
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			my life. She's a pillar in my life.
		
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			Right. And because she feels valued, she acts
		
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			accordingly. Inspiration. Yeah. And I tell a lot
		
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			of people, I said, the only reason why
		
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			I'm able to do everything I'm doing is
		
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			because I got the supporting cast. Yeah. Inspiration.
		
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			Sometimes you fight with your partner. Sometimes you
		
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			fight with your wife. Right? It's life. And
		
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			some people have different ways of expressing anger.
		
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			My anger is keep quiet and just walk
		
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			out the door because it's better than saying
		
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			something. You know? You go, you gotta with
		
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			you over something so stupid, you know, something
		
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			so silly. We argued about it.
		
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			And this is where friends,
		
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			you know,
		
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			man is on the religion of his companions.
		
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			I have a friend of mine who's been
		
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			my friend since the university days. He's with
		
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			me in Turkey in Ghana. Saheb. Saheb. Saheb.
		
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			Saheb, Nigerian brother. One day, I sat with
		
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			him in the car after arguing with my
		
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			wife. And I said to him, Nayib, do
		
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			you know what it is, Nayib? Like, I
		
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			feel like I'm going through those periods where
		
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			the love has sort of vanished and that
		
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			kind of stuff. You know, we're fighting over
		
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			little things here and there. You know, sometimes
		
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			and he listens to me for a whole
		
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			hour of me complaining. Then he said to
		
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			me, in his words, Kazi,
		
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			when you come home,
		
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			do you ever find, like, the meal is
		
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			not cooked? I said no never.
		
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			He said your daughter Salma, her Quran,
		
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			how much how much of it is what
		
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			you taught? I said 99% is what Sumayya
		
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			taught Mhmm. Salma.
		
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			When, Salma goes to school, how does she
		
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			do? She says, she's doing very well. Would
		
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			you say she's well looked after? She's well
		
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			looked after. How is, your wife's relationship with
		
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			your mother? I said, they talk and they're
		
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			always together and she shows it really well.
		
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			And he said, when you have, like, an
		
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			interview stuff for that kind of thing, what's
		
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			her reaction? I said she rushes with the
		
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			same passion and she gets she tells me
		
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			wear this suit, wear this color, wear this
		
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			tie, that kind of bro, fear Allah, Iki.
		
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			Fear Allah, Iki. What's wrong with you, Iki?
		
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			Like, why why why why you become blind?
		
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			And I went,
		
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			it's not what I wanted to hear, but
		
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			I'll take it. But you're right. But you're
		
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			right. And you go back with a different
		
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			face, the way, you know, he's come back
		
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			with face. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You go
		
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			in a different face, and you realize that
		
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			the kindness sometimes you don't even say sorry
		
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			to your partner. You just said, yeah, do
		
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			you wanna watch a movie tonight? Yeah. Yeah.
		
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			Yeah. Then this is I accepted it.
		
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			Let's move on. If you invest in the
		
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			marriage, even when it's hard, you will get
		
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			and that's why now, alhamdulillah, I've been married,
		
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			what, 13, 14 years now.
		
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			Even when times are tough, you sit there
		
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			and I built my life with Sumayyan. I
		
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			built my life. This is what I meant
		
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			earlier when I told people marry young, build
		
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			your fortress first. Because when you go through
		
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			the experiences, when you look back, she's part
		
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			of every experience.
		
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			The hard times, the tough times Yeah. Such
		
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			that you leave no room to imagine a
		
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			life without her. No problem. So that even
		
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			when you're moving forward, you think I can't
		
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			move forward in life without this beloved wife
		
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			of mine. Yes, sir. So even when that
		
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			period where you feel feel like you don't
		
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			love her as much, you the the respect
		
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			leads to the love again. And I and
		
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			and this is where I finish on this
		
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			point. Mhmm. You realize that there was a
		
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			love
		
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			that you thought was the correct love, but
		
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			there's a it's you know it as well.
		
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			It's a different type. It's not where you
		
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			can't be without that person Yeah. Because they've
		
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			been there through so much. And now I
		
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			think that's the Mawad that Allah talked about.
		
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			And when you feel it, you say.