Abdulfattah Adeyemi – Identity Crisis and Polygamy

Abdulfattah Adeyemi
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The speaker discusses the concept of identity, which is the composite characteristics of oneself and how we view oneself in the world. He warns against accepting the fact that we always have the same identity and that life is suffering. The speaker also emphasizes the importance of accepting and breaking through fear or doubt, and mentions the impact of headaches on marriage and family relationships. A free app called "The fruit of marriage" is also offered for developers to use to create a more meaningful life.

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			Identity and self-worth.
		
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			First, what is identity?
		
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			Identity is the lens through which we view
		
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			ourselves and the way we are perceived by
		
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			the world around us.
		
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			It's the composite characteristics of your beliefs, your
		
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			experiences, and the roles that define who we
		
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			are at any given time.
		
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			Identity is when you have to ask yourself
		
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			the question, who am I?
		
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			Or if somebody asks you, who do you
		
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			think you are?
		
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			Who do you think you are?
		
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			It is the story we tell ourselves about
		
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			our place in the world.
		
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			But let me tell you, identity is not
		
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			only one.
		
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			It has a lot of layers.
		
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			We have personal identity of what you know
		
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			about yourself.
		
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			There's also social identity, your profession, what people
		
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			call you, how they address you.
		
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			They call you doctor, they call you missus,
		
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			they call you this and that.
		
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			We also have the cultural identity.
		
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			You are a royal high dance, you are
		
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			a prince or a princess.
		
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			And then we have the spiritual identity.
		
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			That is what you believe in, your spirituality.
		
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			Of course, nowadays, we also have digital identity.
		
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			All of these filters we use on social
		
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			media that's not truly you.
		
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			And that's why you see men who, they
		
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			look very nice and happy going on the
		
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			social media.
		
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			Don't believe it, it's a scam.
		
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			But let me tell you briefly how identity
		
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			is a dynamic process.
		
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			Throughout our lives, we change.
		
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			We adapt and we grow.
		
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			And our identities are always evolving.
		
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			It is not who you married 10 years
		
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			ago.
		
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			And I hope you all remember what Royce
		
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			was saying earlier on.
		
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			The person you married 10 years ago is
		
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			not the same person now.
		
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			Don't forget our identities change.
		
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			You married a single man 10 years ago.
		
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			Now your husband is now a husband, is
		
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			now a father of boys and girls, is
		
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			now a hustler looking for sustenance, is now
		
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			something else in his place of work, is
		
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			many things to many people.
		
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			Stop thinking that your husband is the same
		
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			person that was before.
		
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			And don't think your wife is the same
		
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			woman.
		
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			She was opaque before, slim and nice.
		
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			But by the time childbearing started coming in,
		
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			she has become very ectomorphic.
		
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			You'll find out the meaning of that.
		
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			She has become something that you can't even
		
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			recognize again.
		
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			She used to be slim, like Rick.
		
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			Now she's burudum.
		
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			Then what used to be popo before, a
		
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			pair of popo is now like bathroom slippers.
		
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			It's life, eh?
		
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			Please take that from me.
		
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			We change with time.
		
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			Your husband is not the same as he
		
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			used to be.
		
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			And your wife is not the same as
		
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			she used to be.
		
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			Identities have changed.
		
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			So don't go there beating yourself to say,
		
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			how can he do this to me?
		
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			I thought I knew him.
		
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			I thought I knew her.
		
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			When you were there cruising, thinking that you've
		
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			got a woman around the messenger.
		
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			She has already changed now.
		
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			Life's suffering has made her to become harder.
		
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			Struggling for survival has made your husband to
		
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			become cruel in a way.
		
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			He had garnered more venom in himself.
		
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			Allah gave him these venoms to protect his
		
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			family.
		
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			So he has to be harsh.
		
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			He has to take some decisions, sometimes without
		
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			consulting you.
		
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			Because he knows this is responsibility.
		
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			And he's going to answer for it in
		
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			the sight of Allah.
		
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			So don't be disappointed.
		
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			Many things change.
		
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			Things are not always the way they used
		
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			to be.
		
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			Accept the fact that we change and our
		
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			identities will not always be the same.
		
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			If you don't accept that, then polygamy will
		
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			be very difficult for you.
		
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			You think your husband will keep eating this
		
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			kind of soup you have been preparing all
		
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			this while?
		
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			When people didn't have money, he was managing
		
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			all sorts of soup.
		
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			Some of you will prepare soup, the other
		
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			will be using straw because it's so watery.
		
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			And then he will swallow something.
		
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			And some of you women have been suffering
		
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			and managing with this man for many years.
		
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			But suddenly things will change.
		
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			You'll run into problems when you also refuse
		
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			to evolve in your own way.
		
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			Your husband will leave you behind if you
		
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			refuse to grow.
		
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			He will say, let's go to programmes, then
		
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			you'll have other things to do.
		
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			You'll become now clumsy.
		
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			You don't dress well anymore.
		
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			You don't look like that kind of lady
		
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			he used to know.
		
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			Then suddenly one other lady appears and is
		
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			like, ah, why have I been suffering all
		
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			this while?
		
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			Sometimes that is why some men do it.
		
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			In a nutshell, you begin to start, you
		
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			know, from your heart, you start breaking piece
		
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			by piece because you refuse to accept the
		
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			fact that people change.
		
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			Then from a broken heart to a shattered
		
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			mind, from a broken spirit to a ruined
		
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			body, from a broken promise to fragmented faith,
		
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			from a broken marriage to a damaged destiny,
		
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			and from a broken life to a worthless
		
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			experience, the reality of your fragility begins to
		
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			stare you in the face.
		
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			You begin to confront your vulnerability.
		
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			You begin to question your purpose in the
		
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			marriage.
		
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			What am I doing here?
		
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			And you begin to doubt your sanity.
		
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			Am I okay?
		
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			Am I okay?
		
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			And this is what brings us to the
		
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			concept of fragility in the Quran.
		
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			Quran, Surah Al-Ma'ari, chapter 70, verse
		
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			19.
		
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			Allah says, inna li-insana khuliku haluwaa idha
		
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			masawu sharru jazuwaa wa idha masawu lukhayru manuwaa
		
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			illa al-musfateen Allah says, indeed, human beings
		
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			have been created to be reactionary.
		
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			It's our nature to react to things.
		
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			wa idha masawu sharru jazuwaa Whenever something bad
		
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			happens, we are so touched.
		
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			We feel so disappointed.
		
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			We feel so worried because it is not
		
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			the same thing that we thought life would
		
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			continue with forever.
		
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			We respond to changes in those ways.
		
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			But when good things come to us, we
		
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			are very eagerly.
		
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			We hold it all to ourselves.
		
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			My husband and I have suffered all these
		
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			years.
		
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			Now that things are getting better for him,
		
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			he has to be mine, only me, and
		
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			alone.
		
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			We become eagerly.
		
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			You don't want to share with anyone.
		
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			This is exactly what the Quran says.
		
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			And that is, you have to become anti
		
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			-fragile.
		
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			Ask yourself, how fragile am I?
		
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			How fragile am I?
		
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			How easily breakable am I?
		
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			It takes some kind of iman and training
		
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			yourself before you'll be able to realize how
		
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			anti-fragile you are supposed to be.
		
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			How much of pain can you take before
		
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			you break?
		
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			That is the triumph of polygamy.
		
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			Islam wants you to train to be anti
		
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			-fragile because this life has been created like
		
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			that, to be able to go through stress
		
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			without crumbling.
		
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			Some of us, we can be calm, but
		
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			the moment of chaos, when things begin to
		
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			crash down on us, are you going to
		
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			crumble?
		
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			Are you going to break?
		
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			To be fragile is to cling to the
		
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			fixed form, singular identity, afraid of change, afraid
		
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			of loss, afraid of marriage, afraid to evolve.
		
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			To be fragile is to fear that who
		
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			you are might disintegrate into life's unpredictability or
		
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			polygamous volatility.
		
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			Anti-fragility is what makes you to know
		
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			that polygamy is part of life.
		
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			As-salamu alaykum wa rahmatullah wa barakatuhu.
		
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