AbdelRahman Murphy – Heartwork Guided Steps To The Path Of Allah #23

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The importance of patient and avoiding actions of abused is emphasized in the conversation. forgiveness is a decision made by the Prophet salGenerationu alayhi wa sallam, and finding the best person for a marriage is crucial. cultural struggles and struggles with emotions are also discussed, and a special guest is taking a class to give a recap of the class.

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			As-salamu alaykum, as-salamu alaykum, as
		
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			-salamu alaykum everybody.
		
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			Okay, everyone go to slido.com, slido, okay,
		
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			and type in HW quiz and then the
		
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			number one.
		
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			So HW quiz, one word, and then the
		
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			number one.
		
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			We're going to do a quick poll.
		
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			So you need to rank these.
		
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			You guys see it?
		
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			Oh wow, okay.
		
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			Okay, so we have question number one.
		
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			In its best iteration possible, so we're talking
		
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			about the best version of each.
		
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			Okay, rank the list of foods from your
		
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			favorite, number one, onwards, two, three, four.
		
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			So we have burgers, pizza, tacos, and sushi.
		
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			Alright, quick, we have one minute.
		
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			If you want to take this quiz, you
		
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			got to fill this out.
		
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			We got another question.
		
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			Huh?
		
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			The password, so when you go to slido
		
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			.com, it's HW quiz one.
		
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			HW quiz and then the number one.
		
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			Slido.com, HW quiz one.
		
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			Okay, burgers are in the lead by a
		
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			considerable amount.
		
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			Alright.
		
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			Okay, timer, we got 30 seconds left.
		
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			Burgers, pizza, sushi, or tacos?
		
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			Oh wow, sushi just overtook tacos.
		
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			Texas is crying tonight.
		
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			Oh wow, okay.
		
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			This is like a happy election.
		
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			You know the election night coverage?
		
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			This is like a happy version of it.
		
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			We're just all talking about delicious food.
		
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			I purposely left out the crowd favorites of
		
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			biryani, nihari, matluba, shawarma.
		
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			Oh wow, we have, guys, 160 votes.
		
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			I'm impressed, but we can do better.
		
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			It's true, voter turnout is the problem.
		
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			That is the issue.
		
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			Alright, 15 seconds.
		
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			Alright.
		
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			Alright.
		
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			Okay, so we have, mashallah, the winner for
		
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			the best food in its best iteration is
		
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			burgers.
		
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			And then pizza, sushi overtook tacos.
		
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			That was actually a really exciting thing to
		
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			see.
		
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			I'm surprised that sushi didn't get higher.
		
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			Really close to pizza, look at that.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			Alright, next one, are you ready?
		
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			Okay, which superpower would you choose to have?
		
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			Number one being the most, and then two,
		
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			three, and four onwards.
		
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			Wow, okay, we got a creep right here
		
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			already.
		
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			Mind reading.
		
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			I'm joking, I'm totally joking.
		
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			Teleportation, mind reading, flying, and super strength.
		
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			And invisibility, so there's five here.
		
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			These quizzes are always so tough.
		
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			I see people fighting, arguing, friends becoming enemies,
		
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			enemies becoming friends.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			Alright, ten seconds.
		
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			Teleportation has a strong lead.
		
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			That's actually crazy.
		
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			I know, mind reading had a strong early
		
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			lead, but then kind of fell.
		
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			And then we have super strength.
		
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			Alright, five, four, three, two, one.
		
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			Okay, mashallah, we have teleportation with a commanding
		
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			victory over invisibility.
		
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			Flying and invisibility tie.
		
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			Oh, flying just overtook, subhanallah.
		
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			Wow.
		
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			And now they're tied, alright.
		
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			Oh gosh, they keep going up and down.
		
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			I didn't put one.
		
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			I know everyone's superpower would be to destroy
		
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			Zionism.
		
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			I didn't put that one because I knew
		
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			that that would just be number one automatically.
		
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			I have to make these jokes before Trump
		
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			gets inaugurated because then it'll be illegal.
		
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			Okay, bismillah, next one.
		
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			What is your dream vacation or dream vacation
		
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			spot?
		
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			Like what is your dream vacation?
		
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			Number one, tropical beach.
		
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			Number two, mountain cabin.
		
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			Number three, quiet countryside, big bustling city, or
		
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			a road trip across the country.
		
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			Okay, bismillah, here we go.
		
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			After this
		
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			exercise, I'm going to sell all of the
		
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			data to Google.
		
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			And your ads are going to be compromised.
		
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			Alright, 20 seconds.
		
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			This is pretty intense.
		
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			Oh, wrong one, sorry.
		
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			Alrighty.
		
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			Okay, mountain cabin, mashallah.
		
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			A clear winner.
		
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			Makes sense, you know, when you live in
		
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			Dallas, the flattest of the flat.
		
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			Then you yearn for something that you don't
		
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			have.
		
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			Tropical beach.
		
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			Number two, quiet countryside for the hopeless romantics
		
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			amongst us.
		
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			Bustling city for those Plano kids that want
		
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			to go to New York for six months
		
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			and then move back to the suburbs.
		
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			And then road trip across the country as
		
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			if Texas is not big enough.
		
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			Okay, alhamdulillah.
		
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			I just thought it'd be nice for us
		
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			to kind of get to know each other.
		
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			Who's in the room, right?
		
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			Like kind of get an understanding.
		
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			Maybe if we do more of these, we
		
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			can make them a little bit more serious
		
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			and more thoughtful.
		
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			But, you know, it's always good to kind
		
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			of have a lighthearted moment.
		
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			We do have also our Q&A open
		
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			right now.
		
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			So if you go to slido.com and
		
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			you type in heartwork, inshallah, then you can
		
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			get access to our Q&A.
		
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			And you can ask questions, bismillah.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			Let's go ahead and get started tonight.
		
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			All right.
		
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			So we stopped here last week.
		
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			Bismillah walhamdulillah wa salatu wassalam wa ala rasoolillah.
		
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			Welcome home, everybody.
		
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			It's good to see you.
		
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			Alhamdulillah.
		
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			Welcome to Roots.
		
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			We're reading through Imam Mohasibi's text, Risalat al
		
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			-Mustashideen, which is his spirituality playbook, his spirituality
		
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			guidebook on how to get closer to Allah
		
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			subhanahu wa ta'ala in a practical way,
		
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			to be able to follow the steps and
		
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			climb the ladder toward the best version of
		
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			yourself.
		
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			And we're currently going through one of his
		
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			lists.
		
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			Towards the end of his book, right, he
		
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			kind of was building us up the entire
		
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			time.
		
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			You know, scholars talk about the importance of,
		
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			you know, to empty oneself out and then
		
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			to fill oneself up, right?
		
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			They say that there's a process of cleansing
		
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			and then there's a process of filling.
		
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			And so Imam Mohasibi began his book following
		
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			the process of cleansing, that he talked about
		
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			all of the blameworthy traits that people carry.
		
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			And he mentioned that some of these traits
		
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			are things that we have, right?
		
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			Anger, backbiting, you know, suudhan, having negative suspicions
		
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			of people.
		
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			These are all examples of things that we
		
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			struggle with.
		
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			And really they, you know, the tragedy about
		
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			these things is that they hold us back.
		
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			They hold us back from having, maintaining real
		
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			relationships and being people that we want to
		
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			be.
		
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			And so we, you know, we wonder why
		
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			we struggle with friendships, but then we don't
		
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			challenge ourselves with how we behave ethically in
		
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			those friendships.
		
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			You know, we don't tell the truth and
		
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			we wonder why people don't trust the things
		
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			that we say, etc.
		
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			Okay, so he first focused on the process
		
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			of cleansing and emptying out.
		
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			And then now he's turning the corner in
		
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			his book and he's saying, well, this is
		
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			now that you're clean, now that you are
		
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			pure, this is how you fill yourself with
		
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			good substance, right?
		
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			The scholars kind of also gave an example
		
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			of the heart being like a glass.
		
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			And that glass, in order for you to
		
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			appreciate it and to drink from it, you
		
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			have to first make sure that that glass
		
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			is clean, right?
		
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			And so they did the purification and now
		
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			we're climbing this ladder towards Allah by filling
		
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			ourselves with some good nourishment, some virtue.
		
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			So he's going through the steps of taqwa.
		
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			And he has a long list, but it's
		
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			some consolidation for us to keep it brief.
		
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			We went through the first couple.
		
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			We talked about making your actions according to
		
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			your knowledge, right?
		
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			The big takeaway here is that most of
		
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			us, right?
		
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			Most of us in most scenarios, sorry, I'm
		
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			gonna get my iPad.
		
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			Most of us in most scenarios, we know
		
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			what is the right choice and the right
		
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			decision to make and we know what is
		
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			the wrong choice and the wrong decision to
		
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			make, right?
		
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			There's a reason why when we do something
		
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			wrong, we look over our shoulders.
		
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			There's a reason why.
		
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			Because we're aware.
		
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			When you make a genuine mistake, genuine, sincere,
		
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			you don't know.
		
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			In that moment, you're not really concerned if
		
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			people see you because you don't feel the
		
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			impending guilt of the action.
		
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			But the fact that when I do something
		
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			and I'm concerned about being noticed or I'm
		
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			concerned about being caught or I'm already trying
		
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			to formulate in my mind the excuses and
		
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			the lies about why I do these things,
		
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			that's a sign that you know from the
		
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			get-go that this is not the right
		
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			path.
		
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			And this is why the Prophet ﷺ, when
		
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			one person came and asked him, Ya Rasulullah,
		
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			how do I know what is right, what
		
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			is wrong?
		
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			Obviously, we know that the religion tells us,
		
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			the Qur'an gives us guidelines, the Hadith
		
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			give us guidelines, right?
		
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			Islamic law, Sharia give us guidelines.
		
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			But the Prophet ﷺ gave an interesting answer.
		
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			He said, whatever disturbs your heart, whatever rattles
		
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			you, مَا هَاكَ فِي نَفْسِكَ whatever bothers you,
		
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			because that's not to say that everything that
		
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			disturbs you, that's not the litmus test for
		
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			halal, haram, that's not it, right?
		
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			The litmus test is legal interpretation, Qur'an,
		
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			Hadith, etc.
		
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			But the Prophet ﷺ was telling the guy,
		
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			look, you know.
		
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			Like you know, you know, when it's Fajr,
		
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			it's time to pray, and your alarm wakes
		
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			you up, and you're super tired, and you
		
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			reach over and you hit the snooze button,
		
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			and you know, like, I know that this
		
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			is not going to lead to a good
		
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			spot.
		
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			I know that if it comes from, if
		
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			it's coming to me wanting to pray my
		
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			Fajr prayer, I know that this is not
		
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			going to get me success, right?
		
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			But in that moment, the desire to sleep
		
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			overtakes the desire to be close to Allah.
		
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			And that should be something that bothers us.
		
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			We know that it's not the right thing
		
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			to do, right?
		
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			So there are moments where we can catch
		
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			ourselves, and that's why it's not about necessarily
		
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			gaining an infinite amount of knowledge, and becoming
		
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			an encyclopedia.
		
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			The idea that knowledge will save you, Imam
		
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			Ghazali actually wrote an entire book called Ayyuhal
		
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			Walad, he wrote it to one of his
		
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			students, and basically the first half of the
		
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			book, he said, if you think knowledge alone
		
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			will save you, you're going to be very
		
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			surprised.
		
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			You're going to be like a very, very
		
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			intelligent sinful person.
		
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			You'll know a lot of stuff, but you
		
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			won't have the discipline to be able to
		
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			stop yourself.
		
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			There's actually a funny story, I love telling
		
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			this story because it just shows the realness
		
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			of the companions, of the Prophet ﷺ.
		
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			There's a companion by the name of Khalid
		
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			ibn Walid radiAllahu anhu, which many of you
		
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			maybe have heard his name before.
		
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			Khalid was a master military leader.
		
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			He was a general.
		
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			Unlike whatever history might have to offer in
		
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			terms of military generals and strategists, Khalid is
		
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			a legend.
		
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			He's so much of a legend that he's
		
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			actually in video games.
		
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			There was a video game, I forgot what
		
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			it was, Age of Empires?
		
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			Long time ago, I'm 36.
		
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			There was a video game called Age of
		
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			Empires, and one of the characters you could
		
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			pick was Khalid ibn Walid, right?
		
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			And that just shows you, this video game
		
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			was made by some mainstream tech company.
		
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			That shows you that he was respected for
		
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			his military strategy.
		
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			So Khalid ibn Walid, and on top of
		
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			that of course, beyond that, he was an
		
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			incredible companion.
		
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			He was a dutiful companion to the Prophet
		
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			ﷺ.
		
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			He was a wondrous, I mean really, one
		
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			of the greatest stories about him is that
		
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			after the death of the Prophet ﷺ, when
		
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			Khalid was leading the expansion, the expedition of
		
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			the community, he was given a notice.
		
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			He was given a notice from the Khalifa
		
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			of the time to basically step down.
		
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			And without complaining, without arguing, he figuratively and
		
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			probably literally just put his sword away.
		
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			And when they asked him, like, why would
		
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			you do that?
		
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			You know, you're undisputed, you're the number one,
		
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			like, we need you.
		
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			He corrected and reminded that person and said
		
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			that, I am just one of the servants
		
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			of Allah.
		
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			And if I'm used, if I'm asked to
		
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			be used, I will do my job.
		
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			But if I'm asked by my leader to
		
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			step down, I'll do that too.
		
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			So imagine being like the best at what
		
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			you do, and being asked to take a
		
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			seat, and watching those that are not as
		
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			good as you, step up and fill your
		
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			role.
		
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			And imagine the potential arrogance that could be
		
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			inflamed in the heart of that person.
		
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			I mean, for those of you who watch
		
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			basketball, like, you see, they bring a superstar
		
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			onto a team, and they mention, like, are
		
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			you okay coming off the bench?
		
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			They start laughing, right?
		
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			They're like, bench?
		
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			I didn't come here to come off the
		
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			bench, right?
		
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			Because they don't want that.
		
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			It takes a lot of humility.
		
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			It takes a lot of humility to not
		
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			be part of the starting five.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			So Khalid, he had that.
		
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			So you would assume, with that kind of
		
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			spiritual strength, the ability to kind of, like,
		
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			shut it down and just be, fade into
		
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			the background and not be the main character
		
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			anymore, you would assume that Khalid probably had
		
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			a lot of knowledge, right?
		
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			He was probably one of the most knowledgeable
		
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			of companions.
		
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			Well, Khalid, there's an interesting story, and that
		
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			was that one time he was leading an
		
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			expedition, and it came time to pray.
		
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			And they were deciding who should lead the
		
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			prayer.
		
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			And because he was the general, because he
		
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			was the leader, you know, the people behind
		
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			him kind of, like, pushed him forward.
		
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			And he was hesitant.
		
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			He didn't want to do it.
		
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			And then they said, no, no, no, you're
		
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			our leader.
		
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			You have to.
		
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			So he went up there, and he led.
		
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			He started leading.
		
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			In the first raka'ah, like many of
		
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			us, he read, قُلْ هُوَ اللَّهُ أَحَدٌ وَلَمْ
		
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			يَكُنْ لَهُ كُفْوًا أَحَدٌ That was it.
		
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			He read Surah Al-Ikhlas, one of the
		
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			short chapters, right?
		
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			For those of us who don't know it,
		
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			one of the short chapters in the Qur
		
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			'an.
		
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			And he led with that.
		
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			And then he went to Ruku.
		
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			He continued his prayer.
		
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			He got up for the second raka'ah,
		
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			finished Surah Al-Fatiha, right?
		
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			وَلَا الضَّالِينَ آمِنُوا بِاسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيمِ قُلْ
		
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			هُوَ اللَّهُ أَحَدٌ وَلَمْ يَكُنْ لَهُ Some of
		
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			you are like, wow, I feel so seen
		
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			right now.
		
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			You know, like him and me, neighbors in
		
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			Jannah, right?
		
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			He read the same chapter twice.
		
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			It's basically the story.
		
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			And this was the first time that these
		
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			companions had ever experienced that before.
		
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			Exactly the same passage.
		
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			And so they finished the prayer, and they're
		
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			all kind of like, man, we definitely should
		
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			not have pushed you up to lead, right?
		
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			They're regretting it because why?
		
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			Not because they didn't know if what he
		
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			did was okay.
		
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			Is it allowed?
		
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			I mean, some of you might not even
		
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			know.
		
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			Like, is it allowed to read the same
		
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			thing twice?
		
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			In the first raka'ah and the second
		
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			raka'ah?
		
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			Can you do that?
		
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			I don't know.
		
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			I see some people nodding.
		
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			Some people are nodding, like, aspirationally, like, hopefully.
		
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			Like, yes, please.
		
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			Otherwise, I have a lot of stuff to
		
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			make up, you know?
		
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			I see some people shaking their head no.
		
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			Like, no way, that's cheating.
		
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			They're angry, right?
		
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			Strong sense of justice in the room.
		
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			So this is the same feeling that they
		
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			were having.
		
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			They were kind of debating.
		
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			And Khadr was embarrassed.
		
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			He was embarrassed because this was all his
		
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			fault.
		
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			So they actually go back to the Prophet,
		
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			peace be upon him, right?
		
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			As Allah in the Quran says, رَضُّوا إِلَى
		
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			اللَّهِ وَرَسُولِهِ Take it back to Allah and
		
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			His Messenger.
		
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			Like, if you have a question, go back
		
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			to Allah and His Messenger.
		
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			So they went back to the Prophet, and
		
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			they asked him, يَا رَسُولَ اللَّهِ You know,
		
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			Khadr was leading us, and he read this
		
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			chapter in the first rak'ah, and then
		
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			the second one, he read the same thing.
		
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			And the Prophet, peace be upon him, he
		
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			said that this is okay.
		
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			It's permissible.
		
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			It's not a problem.
		
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			It doesn't invalidate the prayer, right?
		
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			Some people are fist-pumping right now.
		
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			And now, that is not a prescription.
		
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			It is a description.
		
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			But listen to what Khadr said.
		
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			This hadith so far, by the way, the
		
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			reason why you, I know this is because
		
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			you study this in fiqh when you're studying
		
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			the book on prayer, one of the questions
		
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			that comes up is, is it permissible to
		
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			read the same thing in the first rak
		
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			'ah and the second rak'ah?
		
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			So they use this hadith as evidence that
		
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			yes, it's okay.
		
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			But the end is so heartbreaking.
		
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			It's so heartbreaking.
		
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			You know what Khadr says?
		
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			He says, I only did that because I
		
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			don't know anymore.
		
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			Isn't that so profound?
		
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			Because he said, I only, I am out
		
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			there defending you.
		
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			He was talking to those companions.
		
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			He's like, you guys get to spend all
		
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			of your time sitting in the masjid of
		
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			the Prophet, in Medina, studying and learning and
		
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			memorizing.
		
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			And he said, I envy you.
		
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			I envy you.
		
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			But he said, my job is to go
		
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			out there and protect my community, right?
		
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			We don't have a standing army.
		
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			You don't have the military.
		
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			I have to go out there and make
		
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			sure that people that are trying to invade,
		
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			people that are trying to come conquer, that
		
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			we push them back.
		
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			Why?
		
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			So that we have a place called home,
		
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			a safe place called Medina.
		
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			And so he said, I read this because
		
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			this is all I know, because I haven't
		
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			had time to sit and study like you
		
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			guys have.
		
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			So thinking about all that now, who would
		
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			ever make the claim that Khadr's faith was
		
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			weak?
		
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			We know he didn't have a lot of
		
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			knowledge because he said it himself.
		
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			But would you ever say that his faith
		
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			was weak?
		
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			No.
		
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			That would be the foolish, most foolish thing
		
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			a person could say.
		
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			So what we understand is that a little
		
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			bit of knowledge can go a long way.
		
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			And if a person can act on what
		
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			they know, they're better off.
		
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			But if a person knows nothing and acts
		
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			foolish, that's not good.
		
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			If a person knows everything and acts foolish,
		
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			that's also not good.
		
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			If a person knows something modest and they
		
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			act on it, that's the best case scenario.
		
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			And the more you learn, the more you
		
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			act.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			There are kids that memorize the Quran, the
		
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			whole thing, in like two years, sometimes even
		
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			under two years.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Somalis in the house?
		
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			Anybody?
		
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			Right?
		
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			Under two years.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			And they can commit to memory the entire
		
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			Quran, mashallah.
		
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			Eighteen months.
		
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			It's serious.
		
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			That's a serious thing to do.
		
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			Abdullah bin Umar radiyallahu anhu, the son of
		
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			Umar, he took eight years to memorize Surah
		
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			Al-Baqarah.
		
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			It's a long surah, but it's the second
		
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			surah.
		
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			But imagine, eight years to memorize the whole
		
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			thing versus some Pakistani kid in Buffalo, New
		
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			York, memorizing it in like 16 months.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			Why?
		
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			What's the difference?
		
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			The difference is that when they asked him,
		
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			why did it take you so long to
		
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			memorize it, he said, every verse that I
		
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			memorized, I refused to memorize the next one
		
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			until I acted on what I memorized.
		
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			There was once a story of a companion
		
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			that he came to the house of a
		
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			person and he knocked on their door.
		
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			And as the person came to answer the
		
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			door, he got upset.
		
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			He said, God!
		
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			The person answered the door like, you knocked!
		
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			Why are you upset?
		
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			And he said, there's a verse in the
		
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			Quran where Allah tells us that if you
		
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			knock on the door and they don't answer,
		
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			then turn around and go away.
		
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			And he goes, I want to act on
		
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			every verse in the Quran and you ruined
		
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			it for me.
		
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			Wallahi, it's sahih hadith.
		
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			He used to go down and try to
		
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			like knock on the doors of companions so
		
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			that someone would not come so that he
		
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			could walk away and say, okay, now I've
		
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			acted on every verse that I know.
		
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			That's how they understood the Quran.
		
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			That's how they got it.
		
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			Like it wasn't just a book that was
		
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			hanging from their rear view mirror in a
		
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			print that is illegible or something that they
		
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			held over the heads of brides and grooms
		
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			as they walk out of the hall, right?
		
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			I told you guys one time I did
		
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			a nikah where they were like, they were
		
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			doing the exit and I did a nikah
		
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			and I'm just sitting there and they're like,
		
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			they came running to me.
		
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			Do you have a mushaf?
		
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			Do you have a Quran?
		
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			I said, no.
		
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			And they said, how can you not have
		
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			a Quran?
		
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			I was like, it's a crazy assumption to
		
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			make of all imams that we just walk
		
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			around.
		
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			I said, first of all, like we all
		
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			have it on here, right?
		
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			I was like, what do you need it
		
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			for?
		
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			They're like, we have to carry it over
		
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			their head.
		
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			I said, you don't have to, but I
		
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			said, I understand in your culture if you
		
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			do that, but I said, don't say you
		
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			have to.
		
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			And I was like, can I just open
		
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			the app and we just float that above
		
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			their head?
		
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			They're like, no, it's not the same.
		
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			And then they were like, what do we
		
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			do?
		
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			And I was like, ask the DJ.
		
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			All right, he's like, they found one in
		
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			someone's car.
		
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			But the sad part, by the way, these
		
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			are all true stories.
		
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			Anyone who thinks I make stuff up, like
		
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			I'm hurt.
		
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			Like this is all true.
		
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			I could show you so many, SubhanAllah.
		
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			We'll get there.
		
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			The reason why I'm telling you these stories
		
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			and we're not laughing at people, but there's
		
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			a sense of bizarre understanding when we turn
		
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			the Quran into something beyond what it is.
		
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			Revelation from God is meant to guide.
		
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			It's not a decoration.
		
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			It's not meant to be, we have it
		
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			over here.
		
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			We have it, but these pieces, these art
		
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			pieces, we have an intention to put, InshaAllah,
		
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			plaques underneath them that explain them because that's
		
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			the real purpose.
		
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			They're beautiful, but they're so much more beautiful
		
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			if you understand it.
		
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			And the beauty of understanding, it makes the
		
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			actual art itself seem so much more, I
		
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			guess, not as important once you understand what
		
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			the actual verse is saying.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			So make sure that you act according to
		
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			the knowledge that you have.
		
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			Focus your soul by remembering how close Allah
		
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			Subh'anaHu Wa Ta-A'la is to
		
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			you.
		
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			Anytime you feel your soul wavering, anytime you
		
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			feel, have you guys ever been on a
		
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			boat before?
		
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			Anytime you feel yourself drifting away, make sure
		
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			that you know that your anchor is out
		
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			there.
		
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			Your anchor is Allah.
		
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			You want to make sure that you're anchored
		
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			to Allah Subh'anaHu Wa Ta-A'la.
		
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			Make sure that you know that.
		
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			We did this last week.
		
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			And we finished here.
		
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			Know that whoever gives preference to Allah, Allah
		
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			prefers this person.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Allah Subh'anaHu Wa Ta-A'la will
		
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			prefer this person.
		
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			There's an incredible, there's an incredible line that
		
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			one of the scholars mentioned about preference.
		
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			And he said that whoever obeys Allah and
		
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			gives up something for the sake of Allah,
		
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			he says that the scholars say that Allah
		
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			Subh'anaHu Wa Ta-A'la will never
		
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			ever, if a person sincerely gives it up,
		
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			there's a big if here, but whoever gives
		
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			up something for the sake of Allah, the
		
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			Prophet peace be upon him said that Allah
		
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			replaces it with something better.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			This is a promise.
		
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			And the scholars elaborate further and they say
		
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			that Allah will never cause pain in the
		
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			heart of a person for giving something up
		
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			that they did for the sake of Allah.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			Now, there's some people in the room nodding.
		
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			There's some people in the room looking very,
		
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			very skeptical.
		
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			Now let me explain to you something.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			I understand the idea that a person can
		
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			feel pain by giving something up that they
		
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			want.
		
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			I get it.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Like this is like saying that the person
		
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			who fasts in Ramadan, they don't feel hunger.
		
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			It's not exactly true.
		
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			Right?
		
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			You feel hunger.
		
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			Like we all feel thirsty.
		
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			We feel hungry.
		
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			The first couple of days you have the
		
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			headaches, you miss the coffee and all that.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			But what the hadith is saying here is
		
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			this.
		
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			When you truly commit to giving something up,
		
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			that commitment fills the void otherwise that the
		
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			pain would be filling.
		
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			That commitment fills it.
		
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			Have you ever done something for somebody that
		
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			you really loved but the action itself is
		
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			a painful action?
		
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			Have you ever done something for somebody that
		
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			you really loved but the action itself in
		
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			isolation, like you remove all the characters, it's
		
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			a painful thing?
		
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			Like for me, like I let my daughter
		
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			jump on me.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			So today she jumped on me.
		
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			It hurt.
		
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			A lot.
		
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			Like she's not, you know, she's powerful.
		
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			Right?
		
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			She literally, I was laying down with my
		
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			son, we were reading and hanging out and
		
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			then all of a sudden she goes, and
		
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			she just comes in and jumps on me.
		
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			It hurt a lot.
		
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			But the laughter was more pleasurable than the
		
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			pain.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Do you understand what I'm saying here?
		
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			Like the person that's standing up, the Prophet
		
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			peace be upon him, he tells us, there's
		
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			a hadith of the people that they got
		
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			caught in the storm and the boulder came
		
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			and moved, the boulder came and blocked their
		
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			exit and they made dua to Allah, oh
		
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			Allah, I did this one deed sincerely, if
		
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			I did it, please move the boulder and
		
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			the three of them all had sincere deeds
		
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			and it moved.
		
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			One of them was what?
		
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			The guy that stood there at the bed
		
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			of his parents while they were sleeping because
		
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			they fell asleep early with food waiting for
		
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			them, staying up all night tired while his
		
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			kids, right, his wife and his kids were
		
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			like, they're sleeping, let's just eat and go
		
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			to sleep and he was saying, no, I
		
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			have to stand here and wait till they
		
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			wake up.
		
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			And he stood there all night not listening
		
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			to the plea of his wife and kids
		
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			saying, just let us have it, let us
		
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			have it.
		
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			And he said, no, they need to make
		
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			sure that they have food if they wake
		
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			up.
		
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			What if they wake up hungry and they
		
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			have nothing for them?
		
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			And at the end of it, he said,
		
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			oh Allah, if I did that for your
		
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			sake, move this boulder and Allah moved the
		
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			boulder.
		
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			Because why?
		
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			Because the pleasure of serving his parents in
		
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			that moment, it overtook the pain.
		
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			This is what it means when you give
		
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			something up for God.
		
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			When you pass something up, you are allowing
		
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			yourself to experience the pleasure of submission in
		
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			lieu of the pain of indulging your nafs.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Now here's the trick, okay?
		
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			Because I know a lot of us are
		
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			still like not sold on it.
		
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			Here's the trick.
		
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			You have to ask yourself, if you are
		
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			sort of lost on how this feels or
		
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			how this is possible, ask yourself one thing.
		
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			And the hadith uses a very specific word.
		
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			You can't give something up unwillingly.
		
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			You have to commit.
		
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			You have to commit to it.
		
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			If you give something up begrudgingly, none of
		
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			this works.
		
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			It doesn't work.
		
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			Giving something up begrudgingly is like forgiving somebody
		
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			begrudgingly.
		
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			I forgive you, but I still hate you.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Yeah, I'll never forget how you treated me.
		
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			Is that really forgiveness?
		
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			Is that really forgiveness?
		
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			Yes or no?
		
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			No.
		
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			That's petty forgiveness.
		
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			A person does wrong, you say I forgive
		
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			you, but the next time you see me
		
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			say, never forget I forgave you.
		
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			I know we're all experiencing trauma from our
		
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			parents, right?
		
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			Never forget I forgave you.
		
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			Every time you bring up your forgiveness, you're
		
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			proving what?
		
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			That you haven't actually forgiven.
		
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			Because when you forgive, part of true forgiveness
		
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			of somebody is what?
		
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			You behave and act in a way that
		
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			you forget even that it happened.
		
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			Right?
		
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			You forget.
		
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			The person feels shy, they feel upset, they
		
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			feel maybe a little bit remorseful, but you
		
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			walk in the room the next day after
		
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			the forgiveness, and you are like, let bygones
		
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			be bygones.
		
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			Like we're good.
		
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			Right?
		
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			The Prophet peace be upon him, when he
		
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			forgave people, they would come up to him
		
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			and he would completely, almost act as if
		
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			he had this like forgetfulness.
		
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			But he knew, but he would forget.
		
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			No, no, no, it's fine.
		
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			We're all good.
		
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			It's the same thing with committing.
		
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			When you commit to give something up for
		
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			Allah, when you prefer Allah and you give
		
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			something up for His sake, you can't hold
		
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			on to it.
		
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			You can't pull something that you're giving up.
		
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			You have to throw it.
		
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			You have to say, I'm done.
		
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			And only once you've committed to it, فَإِذَا
		
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			عَزَمْتَ فَتَوَكَّرْ عَلَى اللَّهِ You get rid of
		
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			it.
		
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			And then you trust in Allah.
		
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			You don't know where, how, when, why.
		
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			Any of those questions are still to be
		
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			determined, but you know what?
		
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			I'm in good hands.
		
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			I'm in good hands because I believe that
		
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			Allah will fulfill His promise.
		
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			That's all I need.
		
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			That's all I need.
		
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			You have a good friend, hey, come over.
		
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			I haven't eaten dinner yet.
		
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			I got food.
		
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			Don't worry about it.
		
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			Are you like, what do you got?
		
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			Send pictures.
		
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			When'd you order it?
		
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			Is it cold?
		
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			Right?
		
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			No.
		
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			That shows that you're not that close.
		
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			You're not that close.
		
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			The minute someone says, what you got?
		
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			You're like, okay, nevermind.
		
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			Don't come over anymore, right?
		
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			You're not close anymore.
		
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			But if someone says, come over.
		
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			I haven't eaten.
		
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			That's okay.
		
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			I got food.
		
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			You're like, I'm at the door.
		
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			That's true friendship.
		
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			You walk in, doesn't matter if it's cold,
		
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			hot, doesn't matter if it's what you wanted,
		
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			what you did, That's true friendship.
		
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			May Allah give us true friendship with him.
		
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			All right.
		
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			The next is to realize that in every
		
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			scenario, you have to seek help with Allah
		
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			subhanahu wa ta'ala.
		
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			There is a baseline level of weakness that
		
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			we all struggle with.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			Everybody in here is weak.
		
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			And from time to time, like Allah gives
		
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			us reminders of that.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			Have you ever had to use the bathroom
		
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			really bad?
		
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			My mom always told us growing up.
		
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			She would, when we struggled, right?
		
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			On road trips and stuff.
		
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			I have to go to the bathroom.
		
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			I have to go to the bathroom.
		
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			We'd stop and she, she would always tell
		
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			us, she said, look at how weak you
		
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			are.
		
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			Not like abusive parent.
		
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			My mom was always pontificating about Allah.
		
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			She says, she goes, and then she would
		
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			kind of like make it, she would kind
		
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			of make it general.
		
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			She's like, how can an atheist exist?
		
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			And I'm like, is this some kind of
		
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			Egyptian riddle?
		
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			Like, I'm like kind of trying to figure
		
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			out.
		
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			No, listen to her logic though.
		
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			She goes, she goes, you are a slave
		
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			to something because you can't even control your
		
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			body from needing to use the bathroom.
		
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			She's like, when your body has to use
		
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			the bathroom, you cannot even think straight.
		
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			Even the most, even, even the most like
		
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			desirous, luxurious, indulgent opportunity.
		
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			But if you had some medium rare chicken,
		
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			right?
		
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			Or if you really need to use the
		
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			bathroom, you're like, I can't, I got to
		
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			pass up.
		
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			I got to pass up on this.
		
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			So my mom used to say, how is
		
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			it possible that people can't believe that they
		
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			are a servant of something when they can't
		
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			control themselves?
		
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			You can't control even the most basic of
		
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			your functions, right?
		
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			Now, no one who has to go to
		
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			the bathroom is going to get up and
		
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			go.
		
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			They're all like, right?
		
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			So part of that lesson for us is
		
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			to seek help in Allah subhanahu wa ta
		
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			'ala with every single thing that we do.
		
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			It's acknowledging that we're weak.
		
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			Say it.
		
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			Say, I'm weak.
		
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			See, only half the crowd said it.
		
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			The rest of y'all are arrogant, right?
		
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			Say it.
		
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			I'm weak.
		
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			There is something very liberating about saying, Oh
		
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			Allah, I'm weak.
		
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			Say, Oh Allah, I'm weak.
		
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			Very liberating.
		
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			Very liberating.
		
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			I still see some people not saying it.
		
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			I'm not calling you out.
		
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			I am, but I'm not.
		
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			But I am.
		
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			But, it's because, it's to demonstrate that it's
		
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			not as easy as you think.
		
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			We don't like to admit it.
		
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			Oh Allah, I'm weak.
		
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			You know, if you struggle getting emotional in
		
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			your du'as, just add this to the
		
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			beginning.
		
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			See what it does to you.
		
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			See what it does.
		
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			You've never ever asked or made a request
		
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			of anybody assuming that you have it all
		
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			put together.
		
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			The moment you have to start begging for
		
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			help is when you understand and realize that
		
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			I actually can't control this.
		
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			I have, and that's where we usually turn
		
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			to Allah when all of the avenues close
		
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			one by one.
		
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			All the doors are locked.
		
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			That's when we're like, Oh God.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And we go back to Allah humbly, embarrassed,
		
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			lowly.
		
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			We say, Man, I thought I had it
		
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			figured out, but I don't.
		
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			And that's where we have to come to
		
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			terms.
		
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			Now, what he's saying here is, if you
		
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			can just admit this in the beginning, it
		
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			makes the whole thing easier.
		
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			If you can just understand this from the
		
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			get-go, it makes the whole thing easier.
		
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			This understanding of, Oh Allah, I am in
		
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			constant need.
		
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			Right?
		
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			You are the one who is free of
		
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			need.
		
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			Allah has no needs at all.
		
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			And we are the ones, Oh Allah, that
		
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			we are drowning in need.
		
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			Every single moment, I need to breathe, my
		
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			heart needs to pump, my liver, my kidneys,
		
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			everything needs to work.
		
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			I don't know if I told you guys
		
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			this, but like six weeks ago I had
		
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			a kidney stone.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Allahu Akbar.
		
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			Man, and when they told me how small
		
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			that thing is, and how incapacitated I became
		
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			as a human being, I'm not joking.
		
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			I was at the gym that morning, dead
		
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			lifting and squatting, and then on the ground
		
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			that afternoon, sweating and crying.
		
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			Literally, going to the ER, sitting there, and
		
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			I'm like, what can we do?
		
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			Okay, this is modern medicine, 2024, you ready?
		
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			Solutions for everything.
		
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			Modern medicine, are you ready for this?
		
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			I go, doctor.
		
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			I literally take out my credit card, I
		
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			said, whatever you can do.
		
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			You know that TikTok?
		
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			Right?
		
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			Like, I was like, whatever, what's TikTok by
		
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			the way?
		
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			Uh, whatever you can do.
		
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			There's a point where you're like, I will
		
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			figure it out.
		
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			Right?
		
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			You have your friend starting a GoFundMe, look,
		
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			you're like, I will figure it out.
		
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			Right?
		
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			I'm not making fun of, by the way,
		
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			that scenario, but I'm just saying like, there's
		
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			a point of pain where you're not thinking
		
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			straight.
		
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			And I go, what can we do?
		
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			And I'm assuming she's going to say something
		
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			like, we have this shot, it's called the
		
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			kidney stone blaster, right?
		
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			Instant relief.
		
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			I'm assuming this.
		
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			You know what she says to me?
		
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			Well, she looks me dead in the eye,
		
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			she smiles, she goes, nothing.
		
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			I said, nothing?
		
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			She goes, you know what?
		
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			All you doctors are phonies, right?
		
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			I'm like, what do we do?
		
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			She goes, you just wait.
		
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			I said, and what?
		
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			She goes, I'm going to fill you with
		
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			fluids and then go to the bathroom, right?
		
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			That was it.
		
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			I said, this is the best we got
		
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			for kidney stones?
		
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			She said, at this point, you're in the
		
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			midst of it, you just got to deal
		
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			with it.
		
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			I said, subhanAllah, Allah, I'm weak.
		
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			I'm weak.
		
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			Like, what do I do?
		
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			And then I go, how big is this
		
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			thing?
		
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			Is it a bowling ball?
		
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			Like, how big?
		
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			She goes, it's smaller than half of a
		
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			grain of sand.
		
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			I said, Allah, I'm weak.
		
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			Allah, I'm weak.
		
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			And everyone here who's laughing, chuckling, just wait.
		
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			When you have yours, I'm not wishing it
		
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			upon you.
		
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			I'm not wishing it upon you.
		
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			If you have one, you'll remember this story.
		
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			You'll remember it.
		
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			And you're going to say, oh, Allah, I'm
		
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			weak.
		
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			Oh, Allah, I'm weak.
		
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			So seek help with Allah in everything.
		
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			It's very, very difficult to do this if
		
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			you don't come to terms with your weakness.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			Embrace it.
		
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			It's okay.
		
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			It's okay to ask for help.
		
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			It's okay to be there.
		
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			It's okay to seek help from Allah subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			The next step, stop trying to reject what
		
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			Allah has facilitated for you.
		
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			This is a very interesting statement.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			Because normally, we chase things that Allah has
		
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			not facilitated for us.
		
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			So we put ourselves constantly in the search
		
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			of things and we hope and pray, oh,
		
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			Allah, give us this, give us this, please
		
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			give us this.
		
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			Right?
		
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			And we're constantly looking for those new things.
		
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			Sure.
		
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			Right?
		
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			There's an element there, and dua, and trust,
		
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			and hoping, and aspirations, and yearning, but you
		
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			know what else?
		
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			There's a very important step to taqwa that
		
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			we don't talk about often, and that is
		
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			understanding that what Allah has put us in,
		
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			there's a reason why we're there.
		
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			There's a reason why we're there.
		
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			You know, one of the jokes that I
		
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			make, which is not really a joke, but
		
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			it kind of helps lighten the mood a
		
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			little bit.
		
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			Whenever something goes wrong, you know, you miss
		
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			a flight, or I told you guys about
		
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			my water heater that exploded, you know, last
		
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			week.
		
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			All of these situations, I jokingly slash not
		
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			really jokingly tell people that are there, you
		
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			know, this is why Islam is so amazing
		
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			because we believe in Qadr.
		
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			You know, and I believe that there's nothing
		
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			that I could have done to stop this.
		
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			And submitting to that point is something that
		
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			gives me so much, takes away all my
		
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			stress.
		
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			Right?
		
00:39:11 --> 00:39:15
			Because the biggest, the biggest inceptor of stress
		
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			is what if.
		
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			Law.
		
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			The Prophet ﷺ, he said that Shaytan lives
		
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			in the nucleus of the phrase if only.
		
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			If only.
		
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			Shaytan loves that phrase.
		
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			He uses it as frequently as he can.
		
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			He wants us to be afflicted with the
		
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			disease of law.
		
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			Right?
		
00:39:35 --> 00:39:38
			Because he knows that if we can start
		
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			questioning if only, what if, if only, what
		
00:39:41 --> 00:39:44
			if that the next step, the unspoken, the
		
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			unsaid of that statement is, why did Allah?
		
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			And that's a question that Shaytan is very
		
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			good at.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Why did you command me to bow to
		
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			Adam?
		
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			خَلَقْتَنِ مِنْ نَارُ وَخَلَقْتَهُ مِنْ طِينٍ That's Shaytan's
		
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			fatal flaw.
		
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			Why?
		
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			Why Allah?
		
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			Why?
		
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			And in that rejection of Allah, Shaytan found
		
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			his destruction.
		
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			So he says here in Muhasibi, he says,
		
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			if you want to be successful in your
		
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			relationship with Allah, you have to have a
		
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			response to two things.
		
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			Number one, is you have to be able
		
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			to understand and trust that whatever Allah has
		
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			not given you, it's okay.
		
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			You're allowed to work for it.
		
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			You're allowed to put yourself there for it.
		
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			But subhanAllah, at every point, you're gonna face
		
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			rejection.
		
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			You have to be able to have something
		
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			to remind you that this is okay.
		
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			It's fine.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			But there's the other side of that coin
		
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			and that is that there will be moments
		
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			and times where Allah will put you in
		
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			situations that you wish you were not there
		
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			for or that you wonder what is your
		
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			purpose there?
		
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			Right?
		
00:40:49 --> 00:40:50
			Why am I here?
		
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			And subhanAllah, you might, in your yearning to
		
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			change, you might be missing the point of
		
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			your existence in that moment.
		
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			Right?
		
00:40:59 --> 00:41:01
			There are some people, for example, that are
		
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			working jobs right now that are like, I
		
00:41:03 --> 00:41:04
			don't want to be there.
		
00:41:04 --> 00:41:05
			There are some people that are going to
		
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			grad programs or schools that are like, I
		
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			really don't want to do this but I'm
		
00:41:09 --> 00:41:11
			just doing it for my parents or whatever.
		
00:41:11 --> 00:41:11
			Right?
		
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			Or I don't really want to do, be
		
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			a part of this.
		
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			And Allah has facilitated this for you.
		
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			In fact, other people might actually be making
		
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			dua for this.
		
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			And Allah opened the door for you to
		
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			have that.
		
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			And instead of saying, okay, you know what?
		
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			I'm gonna understand Allah's divine decree here.
		
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			I'm gonna, I'm gonna submit to it and
		
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			I'm gonna do the best that I can.
		
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			Instead of that, the person says, no, I
		
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			don't want this.
		
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			Ibn Ata'illah, he says that this statement
		
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			of pushing away Allah's decree is almost as
		
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			bad as questioning why Allah didn't give you
		
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			something.
		
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			Pushing away what Allah gave you is almost
		
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			as bad as questioning why Allah didn't give
		
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			you.
		
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			So any situation you find yourself in, if
		
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			you're sitting at your desk on a Tuesday
		
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			morning and you're saying to yourself, man, why
		
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			am I even here?
		
00:42:02 --> 00:42:02
			Right?
		
00:42:02 --> 00:42:05
			This existential question, this dread that you're suffering
		
00:42:05 --> 00:42:08
			from, and you're looking, you're scrolling on Instagram
		
00:42:08 --> 00:42:11
			and you're seeing your friends, right, in Tulum
		
00:42:11 --> 00:42:14
			and you're like, wow, and this person lives
		
00:42:14 --> 00:42:16
			in Denton, so they really upgraded, right?
		
00:42:16 --> 00:42:18
			And you're just, like, sitting there and you're
		
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			filled with just this feeling of, like, man,
		
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			I wish, or you see your friends now
		
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			going to Umrah next week, or do you
		
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			guys remember the summer of Turkish weddings for
		
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			non-Turks?
		
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			Do you remember that?
		
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			Where every American Muslim went to Turkey to
		
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			get married?
		
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			I don't know if you guys remember that.
		
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			Okay, luckily, you guys have good friends.
		
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			Anyways, all of my friends, right, who got
		
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			married, and you look at your life and
		
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			you're sitting in Dallas, Texas.
		
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			It's 107,000 degrees outside and you look
		
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			at the sun and you are frying and
		
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			your friends are saying, and you're saying to
		
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			me, man, why did I do it?
		
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			Subhanallah.
		
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			Allah puts you in a room with air
		
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			conditioning, with a fridge with food in it,
		
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			with cold water, and you're questioning why you
		
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			have this.
		
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			Allah has given you more than most people
		
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			even have or will have in their entire
		
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			life.
		
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			Don't reject what Allah has facilitated for you.
		
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			Instead of complaining, instead of looking at what
		
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			if, what if, look at what I have
		
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			and give yourself the reminder that Allah Ta
		
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			'ala has facilitated this for you, okay?
		
00:43:16 --> 00:43:18
			Let patience accompany you in every situation.
		
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			This should be step number five on the
		
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			list.
		
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			Let patience accompany you in every situation.
		
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			All of these steps require a person to
		
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			be able to bear patiently with things that
		
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			they don't like.
		
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			This is really the path of taqwa.
		
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			If you could summarize, this is why Allah
		
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			in the Quran, He says, استعين بالصبر والصلاة
		
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			He says that seek your assistance in life
		
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			in any scenario.
		
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			All of your assistance is going to come
		
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			with two things.
		
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			Number one, patience, and number two, prayer.
		
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			You have to be a person of patience
		
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			before prayer.
		
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			Isn't it interesting by the way how Allah
		
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			Ta'ala put prayer after patience?
		
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			You would think like, okay, maybe Allah would
		
00:43:58 --> 00:44:02
			say, استعين بالصلاة والصبر Wouldn't that make more
		
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			sense?
		
00:44:04 --> 00:44:05
			Yeah, you would think, okay, prayer and then
		
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			patience.
		
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			Maybe prayer leads to patience.
		
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			No.
		
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			Well, the order for this is very unique
		
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			because why?
		
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			Because in order for a person to be
		
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			able to submit and humble themselves to pray,
		
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			they first have to be a person that
		
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			is willing to persevere.
		
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			You have to.
		
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			Otherwise, while you're praying, your heart's going to
		
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			be rattling all over the place in agitation
		
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			and frustration.
		
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			Be a person of patience.
		
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			Let things marinate.
		
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			If we walk out of here with one
		
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			lesson about patience, and I always love talking
		
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			about patience to a mixed demographic audience because
		
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			why?
		
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			I always see older people nodding their heads
		
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			and I see young people looking away.
		
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			Young people don't want to be told to
		
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			be patient.
		
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			I can tell you this.
		
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			I'm 36.
		
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			Ten years ago, someone says, be patient.
		
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			I'm like, get out of here.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Because patience is naturally difficult.
		
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			It doesn't land well on a young soul.
		
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			But the older you get, the more you
		
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			realize that patience is actually the only way
		
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			to become successful.
		
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			You can't become successful by rushing things.
		
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			You can't have delicious food without waiting for
		
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			the marination and the process and the cooking.
		
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			Restaurants that want to sell you on a
		
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			delicious meal don't say we cook this in
		
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			30 seconds.
		
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			They say this was cooked for 24 hours.
		
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			This marinated for three days.
		
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			It was brought here from the waters of
		
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			Lake Minnetonka.
		
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			It was this and that.
		
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			It's the journey, the distance, the time.
		
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			That's all part of the currency of the
		
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			experience.
		
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			When people tell you it took so long
		
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			for this to get here, what they're telling
		
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			you is what?
		
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			We had to have a lot of patience
		
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			for this moment.
		
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			But then you pull up to a Whataburger,
		
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			which I don't think is permissible, by the
		
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			way.
		
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			No one brags about having Whataburger.
		
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			No one's like, what did you have tonight?
		
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			Oh, I had the good stuff.
		
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			What?
		
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			Have you been to Whataburger?
		
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			Open anytime.
		
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			It's not something you brag about.
		
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			No one goes to Taco Bell and posts
		
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			about it.
		
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			Have you guys ever been like, oh, phone
		
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			eats first over a chalupa?
		
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			Like, no.
		
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			You do that when you have a very
		
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			nice dish, nice sushi, something, whatever.
		
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			You have Taco Bell.
		
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			You're eating that in the dark so no
		
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			one knows.
		
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			And then going to sleep quickly so you
		
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			forget, right?
		
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			Waking up, why you're wondering why my stomach
		
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			feel this way, okay?
		
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			So all these analogies, they bring us back
		
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			to that point, which is what?
		
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			If you can't be patient, you're never going
		
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			to have good things.
		
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			An impatient person will constantly struggle.
		
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			They'll always ask why, why, why.
		
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			Patience, subhanAllah, the scholars say, مفتاح الخير If
		
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			a person wants to open the doors to
		
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			goodness, they'll be patient.
		
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			And they'll wait and they'll see.
		
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			May Allah Ta'ala make us those who
		
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			are patient and be gentle with us.
		
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			Alright, this is a big one.
		
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			We're almost done, by the way.
		
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			This is a big one.
		
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			Avoid the acts that you hate in other
		
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			people.
		
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			This is tough.
		
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			This is tough.
		
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			I'm going to let this one kind of
		
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			sit for a second.
		
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			Avoid the acts, don't behave like how you
		
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			hate to see other people behave.
		
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			You know, one of the spiritual principles, like
		
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			the spiritual maxims that we have in Islam,
		
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			is that we tend to see things that
		
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			we recognize.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			So the Prophet salAllahu alayhi wa sallam, how
		
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			many stories have we told of his beautiful
		
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			soul?
		
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			SubhanAllah.
		
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			How many stories have we told where the
		
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			Prophet salAllahu alayhi wa sallam saw objectively, objectively,
		
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			this is not my interpretation, this is objective,
		
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			he saw the most horrendous of people.
		
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			And everyone around him, everyone around him, saw
		
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			this horrendous individual, but something within him saw
		
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			something good.
		
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			You know, the Prophet salAllahu alayhi wa sallam,
		
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			he used to make dua to Allah, he
		
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			used to say, Oh Allah, bring honor to
		
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			Islam.
		
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			Or is it Islam?
		
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			بِأَحَدِ الْعُمَرِينِ By one of the Umars.
		
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			And here, it was a dua asking for
		
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			the conversion of one of two people, Umar
		
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			ibn al-Khattab or Umar ibn al-Hisham,
		
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			who was also known as Abu Jahl.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			So he was asking for the conversion of
		
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			two people, one of two people.
		
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			Oh Allah, bring honor, like strength, to this
		
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			community.
		
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			If you let one of these two guys
		
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			convert, we're good.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Meaning like, it will support us, it will
		
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			give us strength, it will save us from
		
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			the harassment that we're suffering from, the oppression,
		
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			the tyranny at the hands of Quraish.
		
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			When he made this dua, literally the companions,
		
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			their jaws dropped.
		
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			They figured to, Oh Rasulullah, at least, you
		
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			know, be reasonable.
		
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			You know, ask for somebody else that actually
		
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			has a chance.
		
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			No seriously, that was their response.
		
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			There was one time, subhanAllah, there was a
		
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			companion, a sahabiah and her husband, they were
		
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			leaving, and Umar, he ran into them.
		
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			He ran into them.
		
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			Actually, the story goes basically that they were
		
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			making hijrah, and the husband, you know, and
		
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			the wife were on their way out, and
		
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			he ended up forgetting something, so he left.
		
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			So then Umar, he went, and he saw
		
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			this random woman standing in the middle of
		
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			like the outskirts of town, right, think Denton,
		
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			okay, and he goes to her, and he
		
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			says, What are you doing here?
		
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			Like she's just standing there with like a
		
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			donkey, and like some luggage, you know, like
		
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			some bags or whatever, maybe some supplies, and
		
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			she's just waiting, and she doesn't know what
		
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			to say, because like, he's like a Muslim
		
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			abuser, like he kills Muslims, like, this is
		
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			like what, they hunt Muslims in Mecca this
		
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			time, this is not like a joke, like,
		
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			if you tell this person like, I'm Muslim,
		
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			it's like, oh, you know, your life is
		
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			at stake, so, but she just felt so
		
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			fed up, she was so fed up, that
		
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			she couldn't hold it in, she said, you
		
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			know, we're leaving, we're leaving Mecca, this is
		
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			their home, right, they've been here for like
		
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			decades, we're moving, he says, why?
		
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			She says, because of people like you, just
		
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			calls him out, right, and he's like stunned,
		
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			and she just goes off on him, the
		
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			narration says, she's like, you know, you don't
		
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			let us worship in peace, and this and
		
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			this, and just goes off, okay, and he's
		
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			just standing there quiet, and he responds to
		
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			her, the first words out of his mouth,
		
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			is, may Allah be with you on your
		
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			journey, because the Quraysh still believed in Allah,
		
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			but they believed in Allah with other idols,
		
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			so he says, may God take you on
		
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			your journey, right, Allah ma'ak, And then
		
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			he leaves her alone.
		
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			She's standing there kind of like, I can't
		
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			believe I just defeated the bully.
		
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			And her husband comes back and she goes,
		
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			you're not gonna believe what happened.
		
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			He goes, what happened?
		
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			She goes, I was standing here and Omar
		
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			came and he goes, oh my God.
		
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			Because again, he's like a Muslim hunter.
		
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			And then she goes, yeah.
		
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			And he goes, what did he say?
		
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			And she said, well, he asked me, what
		
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			are we doing?
		
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			And he goes, what'd you say?
		
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			She goes, I told him that we're leaving
		
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			because we're Muslim.
		
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			And he goes, why would you do that?
		
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			Because he thought that he's gonna come back
		
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			and hurt us now.
		
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			And she goes, no, I like yelled at
		
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			him.
		
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			And I told him that we're leaving because
		
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			of people like you.
		
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			And the husband's shocked.
		
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			And then she goes, you're never gonna believe
		
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			what he said.
		
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			And the husband goes, what?
		
00:51:20 --> 00:51:21
			And she goes, no, no, you're not gonna
		
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			believe it.
		
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			And he goes, no, no, try me.
		
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			And she goes, he actually said, may God
		
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			take you on your journey.
		
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			And the guy starts laughing.
		
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			He said, Ibn Khattab said that?
		
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			Ibn Khattab said that?
		
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			She said, yeah.
		
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			He said, man, I knew you were crazy,
		
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			but she goes, no, he said it.
		
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			And he says, Ibn Khattab's donkey will become
		
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			Muslim before he becomes Muslim.
		
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			Which in English sounds a little bit kind
		
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			of flat, but in Arabic, it's a banger.
		
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			Trust me, okay?
		
00:51:56 --> 00:51:59
			The Himar Ibn Khattab would accept Islam before
		
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			Ibn Khattab, right?
		
00:52:00 --> 00:52:01
			All the Arabs would drop their tea.
		
00:52:01 --> 00:52:02
			That's hilarious, okay?
		
00:52:02 --> 00:52:06
			So the thing that's crazy about this is
		
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			that the Prophet, peace be upon him, was
		
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			able to see this in him.
		
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			It's really profound.
		
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			He was able to see the goodness in
		
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			him.
		
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			He was able to see the goodness in
		
00:52:17 --> 00:52:20
			people that couldn't even see the goodness in
		
00:52:20 --> 00:52:20
			themselves.
		
00:52:21 --> 00:52:23
			Like they were self-deprecating, maybe low self
		
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			-esteem, low self-worth, right?
		
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			The famous narration of the Prophet, peace be
		
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			upon him, going up in the middle of
		
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			the marketplace and covering the eyes of a
		
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			companion who was known to be not very
		
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			attractive, okay?
		
00:52:35 --> 00:52:39
			He kind of had some physical attributes that
		
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			were not going in his favor.
		
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			And the Prophet, peace be upon him, says,
		
00:52:43 --> 00:52:44
			Mayash shariha thal abd, who wants to buy
		
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			my servant?
		
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			Who wants to buy my servant?
		
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			And the guy started kind of freaking out
		
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			because he's like, oh my God, I'm being
		
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			sold into slavery.
		
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			And the Prophet, peace be upon him, he
		
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			said that I looked up and I saw,
		
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			the man, the Sahabi, he said, I looked
		
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			up and I saw the Prophet smiling and
		
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			I knew it was a joke.
		
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			And then so he said, he says, Nobody
		
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			would see me as valuable.
		
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			He goes, look at me.
		
00:53:05 --> 00:53:06
			Nobody wants to buy me.
		
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			Prophet, peace be upon him, said, With Allah,
		
00:53:11 --> 00:53:12
			you're priceless.
		
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			People can't see your value, but with Allah,
		
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			you're so invaluable.
		
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			People can't even put a price on you.
		
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			Allah Ta'ala has you in such a
		
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			high status, high maqam.
		
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			Understand that people can only see what they
		
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			have.
		
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			Why was the Prophet able to see, peace
		
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			be upon him, goodness in everybody because he
		
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			was nothing but good?
		
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			So now ask yourself the tough question.
		
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			Why is it that we see so much
		
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			bad in other people?
		
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			Why?
		
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			This is not talking about seeing bad in
		
00:53:40 --> 00:53:42
			objectively bad things, right?
		
00:53:42 --> 00:53:44
			Like no one's sitting here saying that we
		
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			should see wrongdoing and say, it's not a
		
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			problem.
		
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			No, the Prophet saw something called out wrong
		
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			when it was wrong.
		
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			But I'm talking about in the neutral space,
		
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			in the gray zone.
		
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			Do you typically assume the worst or the
		
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			best of people?
		
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			Which way do we go with that?
		
00:54:00 --> 00:54:02
			If it's a coin toss, why did somebody
		
00:54:02 --> 00:54:02
			do something?
		
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			Why did they say something?
		
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			Why did they not say salam?
		
00:54:05 --> 00:54:06
			Why did they walk past me?
		
00:54:06 --> 00:54:08
			Why did they not include me?
		
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			Why, why, why?
		
00:54:09 --> 00:54:11
			If those questions in your life typically end
		
00:54:11 --> 00:54:14
			up in the negative side of interpretation, that
		
00:54:14 --> 00:54:15
			might be an indication of something.
		
00:54:16 --> 00:54:17
			That might be an indication that there's a
		
00:54:17 --> 00:54:20
			problem there because you only can see what
		
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			you have.
		
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			That's why the most beautiful people see beauty
		
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			in the ugliest things.
		
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			And the ugliest people, all they see is
		
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			ugliness in the most beautiful of things.
		
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			May Allah Ta'ala make us beautiful.
		
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			Because if you are beautiful, all you see
		
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			is beauty.
		
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			InnaAllaha jameel wa yuhibbul jamaal.
		
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			Allah is beautiful and he loves beauty.
		
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			May Allah Ta'ala give us the ability
		
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			to be beautiful and to see beautiful things.
		
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			So avoid the acts that you hate in
		
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			others.
		
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			Don't become a witness against yourself.
		
00:54:47 --> 00:54:49
			Don't be a person that looks at somebody,
		
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			says, why do they do that?
		
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			And then find yourself doing something, the same
		
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			thing.
		
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			In fact, this is a promise of the
		
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			Prophet of Allah.
		
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			He said, peace be upon him, that if
		
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			you mock somebody for a sin that they
		
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			do, the mockery of that, Allah promises that
		
00:55:04 --> 00:55:06
			you will not die until you've done the
		
00:55:06 --> 00:55:06
			same thing.
		
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			Because you're not allowed to deride or ridicule
		
00:55:10 --> 00:55:12
			somebody for a mistake that they make.
		
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			When you see a sin, there's a couple
		
00:55:15 --> 00:55:15
			options.
		
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			Number one, you try to figure out, okay,
		
00:55:18 --> 00:55:18
			what's going on.
		
00:55:18 --> 00:55:20
			Number two, you make du'a for the
		
00:55:20 --> 00:55:20
			person.
		
00:55:20 --> 00:55:22
			Number three, if it's something that you can
		
00:55:22 --> 00:55:24
			help resolve and solve, you do it.
		
00:55:24 --> 00:55:27
			And if it's not, then you try to
		
00:55:27 --> 00:55:28
			advise that person if you're in that position,
		
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			but if you're not, then you pray for
		
00:55:30 --> 00:55:30
			them.
		
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			Maybe try to find a solution outside of
		
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			yourself.
		
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			Maybe you're not the right person.
		
00:55:35 --> 00:55:36
			Maybe you advising them is not the right
		
00:55:36 --> 00:55:36
			way.
		
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			Maybe if you brought it to them, it's
		
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			gonna make them defensive, but there's somebody else
		
00:55:40 --> 00:55:42
			in their life that you know that they
		
00:55:42 --> 00:55:43
			respond better to.
		
00:55:44 --> 00:55:45
			So you go to that person, not backbiting,
		
00:55:45 --> 00:55:47
			you say, hey, I saw this person struggling
		
00:55:47 --> 00:55:48
			with this thing.
		
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			I think it's best if you address it
		
00:55:49 --> 00:55:51
			with them, but do it in a way
		
00:55:51 --> 00:55:52
			that doesn't put them on edge.
		
00:55:53 --> 00:55:54
			And then see how that works.
		
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			We need to be as patient and as
		
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			creative with people that are struggling as we
		
00:56:00 --> 00:56:01
			are with people that are not.
		
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			May Allah Ta'ala give us that.
		
00:56:06 --> 00:56:08
			Constantly undertake those acts that you would wish
		
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			to meet Allah Subh'anaHu Wa Ta-A
		
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			'la with.
		
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			My mom used to be, you guys know
		
00:56:13 --> 00:56:14
			my mom by now, right, all the stories,
		
00:56:14 --> 00:56:15
			but my mom used to be a little
		
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			bit intense with this one, but it was
		
00:56:17 --> 00:56:17
			good.
		
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			She would always ask me, Abdur Rahman, wherever
		
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			you go, just ask yourself, if you die
		
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			there, would it make me happy or sad?
		
00:56:24 --> 00:56:26
			As your mother who has to pray janazah
		
00:56:26 --> 00:56:29
			on her son, would I be proud to
		
00:56:29 --> 00:56:31
			tell people that he passed away in this
		
00:56:31 --> 00:56:33
			state, or would I have to hide it?
		
00:56:33 --> 00:56:34
			She would always tell us that.
		
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			She would say, never ever go in a
		
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			place that you would pass away and you
		
00:56:38 --> 00:56:40
			would hate to be resurrected in that state,
		
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			because we know, according to the Prophet, peace
		
00:56:42 --> 00:56:43
			be upon him, that we all will be
		
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			resurrected the way that we left.
		
00:56:46 --> 00:56:50
			I remember the Christchurch, New Zealand shooter, right,
		
00:56:50 --> 00:56:51
			one of the lives that he took, all
		
00:56:51 --> 00:56:55
			of the martyrs that he ended their life
		
00:56:55 --> 00:56:56
			with his violence.
		
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			I remember one of the most beautiful stories
		
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			was when the mother came, there was like
		
00:57:00 --> 00:57:02
			a parking lot full of cars that no
		
00:57:02 --> 00:57:03
			longer had owners, subhanAllah.
		
00:57:05 --> 00:57:06
			And the mother of the son who was
		
00:57:06 --> 00:57:09
			praying Jummah, she came and she turned on
		
00:57:09 --> 00:57:11
			the car and Surat al-Kahf was playing,
		
00:57:12 --> 00:57:13
			because he was going to Jummah.
		
00:57:14 --> 00:57:16
			And she said, like, this was the only
		
00:57:16 --> 00:57:18
			thing that gave me comfort in losing my
		
00:57:18 --> 00:57:21
			son, was knowing that he was lost, he
		
00:57:21 --> 00:57:24
			was taken from this dunya, but he was
		
00:57:24 --> 00:57:24
			in a good state.
		
00:57:26 --> 00:57:27
			So always ask yourself, like, what am I
		
00:57:27 --> 00:57:28
			doing?
		
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			We had friends growing up who passed away
		
00:57:31 --> 00:57:34
			coming back from nightclubs, and we had friends
		
00:57:34 --> 00:57:35
			passing away in Ramadan coming back from the
		
00:57:35 --> 00:57:36
			masjid.
		
00:57:36 --> 00:57:37
			Both of their lives ended.
		
00:57:38 --> 00:57:42
			But one of the janazahs, I dare say,
		
00:57:42 --> 00:57:48
			was almost like a sad celebration versus the
		
00:57:48 --> 00:57:51
			other being a very somber, quiet, burial.
		
00:57:52 --> 00:57:54
			The one who passed away coming back from
		
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			the masjid, there was this nur that was
		
00:57:58 --> 00:58:00
			in the building where, as much as it
		
00:58:00 --> 00:58:04
			was tragic, the understanding was, subhanAllah, Allah took
		
00:58:04 --> 00:58:05
			this person in such a state.
		
00:58:06 --> 00:58:08
			And there was this, I don't want to
		
00:58:08 --> 00:58:11
			say jealousy, but there was this yearning that,
		
00:58:12 --> 00:58:15
			man, when it's my time to go, because
		
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			we all have a time, guys.
		
00:58:17 --> 00:58:19
			No one in here should hear about death
		
00:58:19 --> 00:58:20
			and say, like, I wonder.
		
00:58:20 --> 00:58:22
			No, you are gonna go.
		
00:58:22 --> 00:58:23
			I'm gonna go, we're all gonna go.
		
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			All we say is, oh, Allah, just take
		
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			us in a good way.
		
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			Like, when it's my time to go, just
		
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			let it be in a state that's good.
		
00:58:30 --> 00:58:31
			Let it be in a position that's good.
		
00:58:32 --> 00:58:36
			Because the loss of being, the loss of
		
00:58:36 --> 00:58:37
			losing your soul to the angel of death
		
00:58:37 --> 00:58:39
			and going to meet Allah in a position
		
00:58:39 --> 00:58:41
			that you're not proud of, it's not a
		
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			good start to the day of judgment.
		
00:58:42 --> 00:58:43
			May Allah ta'ala take us in a
		
00:58:43 --> 00:58:45
			good state and give us husn al-khatima.
		
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			Oh, wow.
		
00:58:48 --> 00:58:50
			Copy and pasting error.
		
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			Okay, we'll do some Q&A inshallah now,
		
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			and we will conclude before Isha, which is
		
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			in about 10 minutes inshallah.
		
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			Let me go ahead and open up the
		
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			Q&A.
		
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			Okay, bismillah.
		
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			First question, not about marriage.
		
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			Congratulations, yeah, I know, I'm tearing it off.
		
00:59:25 --> 00:59:26
			Okay, bismillah.
		
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			If I escape forgiveness, will that be held
		
00:59:31 --> 00:59:31
			against me on the day of judgment, even
		
00:59:31 --> 00:59:33
			if it's to preserve myself?
		
00:59:34 --> 00:59:36
			I'm not sure what this question's asking.
		
00:59:37 --> 00:59:38
			Maybe if you can resend it inshallah.
		
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			If I escape forgiveness, will that be held
		
00:59:41 --> 00:59:42
			against me?
		
00:59:43 --> 00:59:44
			I'm trying to figure out.
		
00:59:44 --> 00:59:44
			Allah knows best.
		
00:59:44 --> 00:59:46
			I'm not sure what the question's asking.
		
00:59:46 --> 00:59:48
			It got 59 upvotes, so if anyone can
		
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			explain it, that can help, but.
		
00:59:51 --> 00:59:52
			Oh, okay, okay, okay.
		
00:59:53 --> 00:59:56
			So perhaps it means that if a person
		
00:59:56 --> 00:59:59
			passes away and they haven't been forgiven, like
		
00:59:59 --> 01:00:01
			if you wrong somebody and you're seeking forgiveness
		
01:00:02 --> 01:00:04
			and they don't grant it to you, what's
		
01:00:04 --> 01:00:05
			the state?
		
01:00:05 --> 01:00:08
			Well, the reality is that every single person
		
01:00:08 --> 01:00:11
			in here, if you wrong somebody, you have
		
01:00:11 --> 01:00:11
			to seek forgiveness.
		
01:00:12 --> 01:00:13
			That's what's obligated upon a person.
		
01:00:13 --> 01:00:15
			You have to seek forgiveness, okay?
		
01:00:16 --> 01:00:18
			If that person forgives you, that's ultimately their
		
01:00:18 --> 01:00:19
			decision.
		
01:00:20 --> 01:00:21
			And may Allah make it easy.
		
01:00:21 --> 01:00:22
			I know it's not an easy thought to
		
01:00:22 --> 01:00:25
			have, but your job and the job that
		
01:00:25 --> 01:00:28
			you have alone is to seek forgiveness sincerely.
		
01:00:28 --> 01:00:30
			You can't force anybody to do anything.
		
01:00:31 --> 01:00:32
			You can't change what's in their heart, and
		
01:00:32 --> 01:00:34
			they might have a lot of difficulty.
		
01:00:35 --> 01:00:37
			Forgiveness here also, by the way, doesn't mean
		
01:00:37 --> 01:00:38
			that things go back to the way they
		
01:00:38 --> 01:00:38
			were.
		
01:00:38 --> 01:00:40
			It also doesn't mean that you become best
		
01:00:40 --> 01:00:40
			friends.
		
01:00:40 --> 01:00:41
			That's not what forgiveness is.
		
01:00:41 --> 01:00:42
			Forgiveness is what?
		
01:00:43 --> 01:00:45
			It's one thing and one thing only, that
		
01:00:45 --> 01:00:46
			on the day of judgment, I will not
		
01:00:46 --> 01:00:46
			hold this against you.
		
01:00:47 --> 01:00:48
			That's what forgiveness is.
		
01:00:48 --> 01:00:49
			If a person can say, look, on the
		
01:00:49 --> 01:00:51
			day of judgment, I'm not going to hold
		
01:00:51 --> 01:00:52
			this against you, then that's forgiveness.
		
01:00:53 --> 01:00:54
			It doesn't mean that you're going to be
		
01:00:54 --> 01:00:56
			best friends or all of that.
		
01:00:56 --> 01:00:57
			That's secondary, that's tertiary.
		
01:01:00 --> 01:01:02
			I'm divorced and want to get married again,
		
01:01:02 --> 01:01:03
			but people are so quick to judge.
		
01:01:03 --> 01:01:05
			How do I get past this issue and
		
01:01:05 --> 01:01:06
			be seen like a normal person already?
		
01:01:07 --> 01:01:08
			May Allah Ta'ala make it easy.
		
01:01:09 --> 01:01:10
			It's very difficult, subhanAllah.
		
01:01:11 --> 01:01:14
			I think that there's a couple cultural struggles
		
01:01:14 --> 01:01:16
			that we have in our community.
		
01:01:16 --> 01:01:19
			One of them, of course, is marriage, and
		
01:01:19 --> 01:01:21
			then also not just marriage, but the way
		
01:01:21 --> 01:01:25
			that people are perceived given their circumstances or
		
01:01:25 --> 01:01:26
			their life experiences.
		
01:01:26 --> 01:01:28
			It should be enough to know that the
		
01:01:28 --> 01:01:32
			Prophet, peace be upon him, married women that
		
01:01:32 --> 01:01:33
			were formerly married.
		
01:01:33 --> 01:01:36
			I mean, this is an example that that
		
01:01:36 --> 01:01:38
			should not be seen as any sort of
		
01:01:38 --> 01:01:40
			negative trait at all, okay?
		
01:01:41 --> 01:01:45
			And so if somebody finds somebody that they're
		
01:01:45 --> 01:01:48
			compatible with on every level, and they are
		
01:01:48 --> 01:01:50
			turned down simply because that they were previously
		
01:01:50 --> 01:01:53
			married, then you're turning down somebody that the
		
01:01:53 --> 01:01:54
			Prophet, peace be upon him, would not have
		
01:01:54 --> 01:01:54
			turned down.
		
01:01:54 --> 01:01:56
			And I'm not sure how you're going to
		
01:01:56 --> 01:01:56
			be able to talk to him on the
		
01:01:56 --> 01:01:58
			Day of Judgment knowing that that was the
		
01:01:58 --> 01:01:59
			reason you did it.
		
01:01:59 --> 01:02:02
			So I think that there is a valuable
		
01:02:02 --> 01:02:04
			lesson here, which is that we should look
		
01:02:04 --> 01:02:07
			at people for who they are.
		
01:02:07 --> 01:02:08
			And the Prophet, peace be upon him, advised
		
01:02:08 --> 01:02:10
			us to look at people and to seek
		
01:02:10 --> 01:02:13
			out the best from the traits of piety
		
01:02:13 --> 01:02:16
			and from the traits of compatibility, okay?
		
01:02:16 --> 01:02:20
			And everybody has, subhanAllah, a life that they
		
01:02:20 --> 01:02:22
			are dealing with or have dealt with, and
		
01:02:22 --> 01:02:23
			that should not be something that disqualifies them
		
01:02:23 --> 01:02:25
			in these conversations, okay?
		
01:02:26 --> 01:02:28
			How do we deal with comments about being
		
01:02:28 --> 01:02:30
			picky when looking for a spouse versus the
		
01:02:30 --> 01:02:31
			idea of settling?
		
01:02:33 --> 01:02:34
			Don't be picky and don't settle.
		
01:02:36 --> 01:02:37
			It's that simple.
		
01:02:38 --> 01:02:40
			I will say this, okay?
		
01:02:48 --> 01:02:52
			I'm just debating how much trouble I want
		
01:02:52 --> 01:02:52
			to get into.
		
01:02:58 --> 01:03:01
			Okay, if you are obsessed with the conversation
		
01:03:01 --> 01:03:03
			about not settling, you're probably too picky.
		
01:03:06 --> 01:03:07
			I've been doing this for a long time.
		
01:03:08 --> 01:03:11
			If every conversation that you have about marriage,
		
01:03:11 --> 01:03:14
			the topic about not settling is the thesis,
		
01:03:14 --> 01:03:17
			you probably are too picky.
		
01:03:18 --> 01:03:19
			And it's okay.
		
01:03:20 --> 01:03:24
			By the way, everyone's allowed, everyone, the air
		
01:03:24 --> 01:03:28
			just left the room, everyone, look, everyone, every
		
01:03:28 --> 01:03:31
			single person is allowed to want what they
		
01:03:31 --> 01:03:31
			want.
		
01:03:32 --> 01:03:33
			That's the beautiful thing about Islam.
		
01:03:33 --> 01:03:37
			Like, in Islam, there's no like, there's no
		
01:03:37 --> 01:03:40
			hukum shari' that says like, okay, three rishtas,
		
01:03:41 --> 01:03:42
			and then after that, you have to accept
		
01:03:42 --> 01:03:42
			the fourth one.
		
01:03:43 --> 01:03:45
			It's a hadith, like, no, no, no, no,
		
01:03:45 --> 01:03:46
			like, that's not there.
		
01:03:47 --> 01:03:49
			If you are like, no, this is what
		
01:03:49 --> 01:03:50
			I want, and this is what I want,
		
01:03:50 --> 01:03:52
			and I'm not going to marry anybody unless
		
01:03:52 --> 01:03:55
			they fit these criteria, like, you are more
		
01:03:55 --> 01:03:57
			than welcome to have that and to hold
		
01:03:57 --> 01:03:58
			that line, right?
		
01:03:58 --> 01:04:00
			But you also have to deal with the
		
01:04:00 --> 01:04:02
			reality that you might not get married then.
		
01:04:04 --> 01:04:06
			You have to hold that reality.
		
01:04:06 --> 01:04:07
			You have to hold both sides of that,
		
01:04:07 --> 01:04:07
			right?
		
01:04:08 --> 01:04:09
			If a person, if a guy is saying,
		
01:04:10 --> 01:04:11
			I want to marry a girl that's like,
		
01:04:11 --> 01:04:13
			this, this, this, this, this, I can't find
		
01:04:13 --> 01:04:13
			anybody.
		
01:04:15 --> 01:04:18
			I mean, look, I don't know what to
		
01:04:18 --> 01:04:18
			tell you.
		
01:04:18 --> 01:04:20
			Like, you might have to switch it up
		
01:04:20 --> 01:04:20
			a little bit.
		
01:04:21 --> 01:04:22
			You might have to ask, you know?
		
01:04:22 --> 01:04:23
			This is why they oftentimes, when they talk
		
01:04:23 --> 01:04:25
			to couples, or not couples, when they talk
		
01:04:25 --> 01:04:26
			to people that are looking to get married,
		
01:04:27 --> 01:04:29
			they'll say like, okay, name 10 things that
		
01:04:29 --> 01:04:30
			you need to have, and they write down
		
01:04:30 --> 01:04:32
			10, they say, okay, cross out the bottom
		
01:04:32 --> 01:04:32
			seven.
		
01:04:33 --> 01:04:35
			It's like a really, it's like a really
		
01:04:35 --> 01:04:36
			jarring experiment.
		
01:04:36 --> 01:04:37
			But the fact that a person can even
		
01:04:37 --> 01:04:40
			name 10 things is kind of insane, right?
		
01:04:41 --> 01:04:42
			It's kind of an insane thing.
		
01:04:42 --> 01:04:44
			Half of you are smiling, half are like,
		
01:04:44 --> 01:04:47
			hiding your list of 10 things, like, okay.
		
01:04:48 --> 01:04:51
			Five, five, okay?
		
01:04:52 --> 01:04:58
			So look, you're allowed to keep your standard
		
01:04:58 --> 01:04:59
			wherever you want.
		
01:05:00 --> 01:05:01
			That's your right.
		
01:05:01 --> 01:05:03
			Allah Ta'ala has given everybody that right.
		
01:05:04 --> 01:05:06
			But you are gonna have to come to
		
01:05:06 --> 01:05:08
			a point, if you can't find somebody, and
		
01:05:08 --> 01:05:10
			it's been a long time, you're gonna have
		
01:05:10 --> 01:05:11
			to come to a point where you start
		
01:05:11 --> 01:05:15
			to understand and think about, okay, maybe I
		
01:05:15 --> 01:05:18
			am, maybe I do have to rethink some
		
01:05:18 --> 01:05:19
			of these conditions that I have.
		
01:05:19 --> 01:05:20
			Allah make it easy.
		
01:05:21 --> 01:05:22
			And that doesn't mean that you settle for
		
01:05:22 --> 01:05:25
			things that are against your spiritual health.
		
01:05:26 --> 01:05:27
			Okay, that's the other thing.
		
01:05:27 --> 01:05:30
			You should never sacrifice your relationship with Allah.
		
01:05:30 --> 01:05:32
			I'm talking about preferential things.
		
01:05:33 --> 01:05:35
			Talking about the secondary, tertiary things, not the
		
01:05:35 --> 01:05:35
			base.
		
01:05:36 --> 01:05:39
			Right, we don't make concessions here, okay?
		
01:05:40 --> 01:05:42
			Muslim, et cetera, we don't make those concessions.
		
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			I'm talking about the preferential things, right?
		
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			Things that people are obsessed with.
		
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			Those are the areas that we can start
		
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			to knock down a little bit, okay?
		
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			We'll do one more and then prayer.
		
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			We'll go to Isha, inshallah.
		
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			We have a really, really special guest tonight
		
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			taking shahada with us tonight, inshallah, with her
		
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			family.
		
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			So we'll head over to prayer, inshallah.
		
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			How do you know someone is your naseeb?
		
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			You marry them, and then that's how you
		
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			know, okay?
		
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			Barakallahu feekum, everybody.
		
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			Take care, inshallah.
		
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			Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
		
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			We can have everybody line up the back
		
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			jacks in the front, inshallah, and then chairs,
		
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			yes?
		
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			Chairs will leave, inshallah.
		
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			We'll stack after, but we can head to
		
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			the musalla for prayer, 8.15. So we
		
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			have two minutes for iqamah.
		
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			Jazakallah khairan, wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.